“Yes,” said the dealer,
“our windfalls are of various kinds. Some
customers are ignorant, and then I touch a dividend
on my superior knowledge. Some are dishonest,”
and here he held up the candle, so that the light
fell strongly on his visitor, “and in that case,”
he continued, “I profit by my virtue.”
Markheim had but just entered from
the daylight streets, and his eyes had not yet grown
familiar with the mingled shine and darkness in the
shop. At these pointed words, and before the near
presence of the flame, he blinked painfully and looked
aside.
The dealer chuckled. “You
come to me on Christmas Day,” he resumed, “when
you know that I am alone in my house, put up my shutters,
and make a point of refusing business. Well,
you will have to pay for that; you will have to pay
for my loss of time, when I should be balancing my
books; you will have to pay, besides, for a kind of
manner that I remark in you to-day very strongly.
I am the essence of discretion, and ask no awkward
questions; but when a customer cannot look me in the
eye, he has to pay for it.” The dealer
once more chuckled; and then, changing to his usual
business voice, though still with a note of irony,
“You can give, as usual, a clear account of
how you came into the possession of the object?”
he continued. “Still your uncle’s
cabinet? A remarkable collector, sir!”
And the little pale, round-shouldered
dealer stood almost on tiptoe, looking over the top
of his gold spectacles, and nodding his head with
every mark of disbelief. Markheim returned his
gaze with one of infinite pity, and a touch of horror.
“This time,” said he,
“you are in error. I have not come to sell,
but to buy. I have no curios to dispose of; my
uncle’s cabinet is bare to the wainscot; even
were it still intact, I have done well on the Stock
Exchange, and should more likely add to it than otherwise,
and my errand to-day is simplicity itself. I
seek a Christmas present for a lady,” he continued,
waxing more fluent as he struck into the speech he
had prepared; “and certainly I owe you every
excuse for thus disturbing you upon so small a matter.
But the thing was neglected yesterday; I must produce
my little compliment at dinner; and, as you very well
know, a rich marriage is not a thing to be neglected.”
There followed a pause, during which
the dealer seemed to weigh this statement incredulously.
The ticking of many clocks among the curious lumber
of the shop, and the faint rushing of the cabs in a
near thoroughfare, filled up the interval of silence.
“Well, sir,” said the
dealer, “be it so. You are an old customer
after all; and if, as you say, you have the chance
of a good marriage, far be it from me to be an obstacle.
Here is a nice thing for a lady, now,” he went
on, “this hand glass fifteenth century,
warranted; comes from a good collection, too; but
I reserve the name, in the interests of my customer,
who was just like yourself, my dear sir, the nephew
and sole heir of a remarkable collector.”
The dealer, while he thus ran on in
his dry and biting voice, had stooped to take the
object from its place; and, as he had done so, a shock
had passed through Markheim, a start both of hand and
foot, a sudden leap of many tumultuous passions to
the face. It passed as swiftly as it came, and
left no trace beyond a certain trembling of the hand
that now received the glass.
“A glass,” he said hoarsely,
and then paused, and repeated it more clearly.
“A glass? For Christmas? Surely not.”
“And why not?” cried the dealer.
“Why not a glass?”
Markheim was looking upon him with
an indefinable expression. “You ask me
why not?” he said. “Why, look here look
in it look at yourself! Do you like
to see it? No! nor I nor any man.”
The little man had jumped back when
Markheim had so suddenly confronted him with the mirror;
but now, perceiving there was nothing worse on hand,
he chuckled. “Your future lady, sir, must
be pretty hard favored,” said he.
“I ask you,” said Markheim,
“for a Christmas present, and you give me this this
damned reminder of years and sins and follies this
hand-conscience! Did you mean it? Had you
a thought in your mind? Tell me. It will
be better for you if you do. Come, tell me about
yourself. I hazard a guess now, that you are
in secret a very charitable man?”
The dealer looked closely at his companion.
It was very odd, Markheim did not appear to be laughing;
there was something in his face like an eager sparkle
of hope, but nothing of mirth.
“What are you driving at?” the dealer
asked.
“Not charitable?” returned
the other, gloomily. “Not charitable; not
pious; not scrupulous; unloving; unbeloved; a hand
to get money, a safe to keep it. Is that all?
Dear God, man, is that all?”
“I will tell you what it is,”
began the dealer, with some sharpness, and then broke
off again into a chuckle. “But I see this
is a love match of yours, and you have been drinking
the lady’s health.”
“Ah!” cried Markheim,
with a strange curiosity. “Ah, have you
been in love? Tell me about that.”
“I!” cried the dealer.
“I in love! I never had the time, nor have
I the time to-day for all this nonsense. Will
you take the glass?”
“Where is the hurry?”
returned Markheim. “It is very pleasant
to stand here talking; and life is so short and insecure
that I would not hurry away from any pleasure no,
not even from so mild a one as this. We should
rather cling, cling to what little we can get, like
a man at a cliff’s edge. Every second is
a cliff, if you think upon it a cliff a
mile high high enough, if we fall, to dash
us out of every feature of humanity. Hence it
is best to talk pleasantly. Let us talk of each
other; why should we wear this mask? Let us be
confidential. Who knows, we might become friends?”
“I have just one word to say
to you,” said the dealer. “Either
make your purchase, or walk out of my shop.”
“True, true,” said Markheim.
“Enough fooling. To business. Show
me something else.”
The dealer stooped once more, this
time to replace the glass upon the shelf, his thin
blond hair falling over his eyes as he did so.
Markheim moved a little nearer, with one hand in the
pocket of his greatcoat; he drew himself up and filled
his lungs; at the same time many different emotions
were depicted together on his face terror,
horror, and resolve, fascination, and a physical repulsion;
and through a haggard lift of his upper lip, his teeth
looked out.
“This, perhaps, may suit,”
observed the dealer; and then, as he began to re-arise,
Markheim bounded from behind upon his victim.
The long, skewer-like dagger flashed and fell.
The dealer struggled like a hen, striking his temple
on the shelf, and then tumbled on the floor in a heap.
Time had some score of small voices
in that shop, some stately and slow as was becoming
to their great age, others garrulous and hurried.
All these told out the seconds in an intricate chorus
of tickings. Then the passage of a lad’s
feet, heavily running on the pavement, broke in upon
these smaller voices and startled Markheim into the
consciousness of his surroundings. He looked
about him awfully. The candle stood on the counter,
its flame solemnly wagging in a draught; and by that
inconsiderable movement, the whole room was filled
with noiseless bustle and kept heaving like a sea:
the tall shadows nodding, the gross blots of darkness
swelling and dwindling as with respiration, the faces
of the portraits and the china gods changing and wavering
like images in water. The inner door stood ajar,
and peered into that leaguer of shadows with a long
slit of daylight like a pointing finger.
From these fear-stricken rovings,
Markheim’s eyes returned to the body of his
victim, where it lay both humped and sprawling, incredibly
small and strangely meaner than in life. In these
poor, miserly clothes, in that ungainly attitude,
the dealer lay like so much sawdust. Markheim
had feared to see it, and, lo! it was nothing.
And yet, as he gazed, this bundle of old clothes and
pool of blood began to find eloquent voices.
There it must lie; there was none to work the cunning
hinges or direct the miracle of locomotion there
it must lie till it was found. Found! aye, and
then? Then would this dead flesh lift up a cry
that would ring over England, and fill the world with
the echoes of pursuit. Ay, dead or not, this
was still the enemy. “Time was that when
the brains were out,” he thought; and the first
word struck into his mind. Time, now that the
deed was accomplished time, which had closed
for the victim, had become instant and momentous for
the slayer.
The thought was yet in his mind, when,
first one and then another, with every variety of
pace and voice one deep as the bell from
a cathedral turret, another ringing on its treble
notes the prelude of a waltz the clocks
began to strike the hour of three in the afternoon.
The sudden outbreak of so many tongues
in that dumb chamber staggered him. He began
to bestir himself, going to and fro with the candle,
beleaguered by moving shadows, and startled to the
soul by chance reflections. In many rich mirrors,
some of home designs, some from Venice or Amsterdam,
he saw his face repeated and repeated, as it were
an army of spies; his own eyes met and detected him;
and the sound of his own steps, lightly as they fell,
vexed the surrounding quiet. And still as he
continued to fill his pockets, his mind accused him,
with a sickening iteration, of the thousand faults
of his design. He should have chosen a more quiet
hour; he should have prepared an alibi; he should
not have used a knife; he should have been more cautious,
and only bound and gagged the dealer, and not killed
him; he should have been more bold, and killed the
servant also; he should have done all things otherwise;
poignant regrets, weary, incessant toiling of the mind
to change what was unchangeable, to plan what was now
useless, to be the architect of the irrevocable past.
Meanwhile, and behind all this activity, brute terrors,
like the scurrying of rats in a deserted attic, filled
the more remote chambers of his brain with riot; the
hand of the constable would fall heavy on his shoulder,
and his nerves would jerk like a hooked fish; or he
beheld, in galloping defile, the dock, the prison,
the gallows, and the black coffin. Terror of the
people in the street sat down before his mind like
a besieging army. It was impossible, he thought,
but that some rumor of the struggle must have reached
their ears and set on edge their curiosity; and now,
in all the neighboring houses, he divined them sitting
motionless and with uplifted ear solitary
people, condemned to spend Christmas dwelling alone
on memories of the past, and now startlingly recalled
from that tender exercise; happy family parties, struck
into silence round the table, the mother still with
raised finger: every degree and age and humor,
but all, by their own hearths, prying and hearkening
and weaving the rope that was to hang him. Sometimes
it seemed to him he could not move too softly; the
clink of the tall Bohemian goblets rang out loudly
like a bell; and alarmed by the bigness of the ticking,
he was tempted to stop the clocks. And then,
again, with a swift transition of his terrors, the
very silence of the place appeared a source of peril,
and a thing to strike and freeze the passer-by; and
he would step more boldly, and bustle aloud among
the contents of the shop, and imitate, with elaborate
bravado, the movements of a busy man at ease in his
own house.
But he was now so pulled about by
different alarms that, while one portion of his mind
was still alert and cunning, another trembled on the
brink of lunacy. One hallucination in particular
took a strong hold on his credulity. The neighbor
hearkening with white face beside his window, the
passer-by arrested by a horrible surmise on the pavement these
could at worst suspect, they could not know; through
the brick walls and shuttered windows only sounds could
penetrate. But here, within the house, was he
alone? He knew he was; he had watched the servant
set forth sweethearting, in her poor best, “out
for the day” written in every ribbon and smile.
Yes, he was alone, of course; and yet, in the bulk
of empty house about him, he could surely hear a stir
of delicate footing he was surely conscious,
inexplicably conscious, of some presence. Ay,
surely; to every room and corner of the house his
imagination followed it; and now it was a faceless
thing, and yet had eyes to see with; and again it
was a shadow of himself; and yet again behold the
image of the dead dealer, reinspired with cunning and
hatred.
At times, with a strong effort, he
would glance at the open door which still seemed to
repel his eyes. The house was tall, the skylight
small and dirty, the day blind with fog; and the light
that filtered down to the ground story was exceedingly
faint, and showed dimly on the threshold of the shop.
And yet, in that strip of doubtful brightness, did
there not hang wavering a shadow?
Suddenly, from the street outside,
a very jovial gentleman began to beat with a staff
on the shop door, accompanying his blows with shouts
and railleries in which the dealer was continually
called upon by name. Markheim, smitten into ice,
glanced at the dead man. But no! he lay quite
still; he was fled away far beyond earshot of these
blows and shoutings; he was sunk beneath seas of silence;
and his name, which would once have caught his notice
above the howling of a storm, had become an empty
sound. And presently the jovial gentleman desisted
from his knocking and departed.
Here was a broad hint to hurry what
remained to be done, to get forth from this accusing
neighborhood, to plunge into a bath of London multitudes,
and to reach, on the other side of day, that haven
of safety and apparent innocence his bed.
One visitor had come: at any moment another might
follow and be more obstinate. To have done the
deed, and yet not to reap the profit, would be too
abhorrent a failure. The money, that was now
Markheim’s concern; and as a means to that, the
keys.
He glanced over his shoulder at the
open door, where the shadow was still lingering and
shivering; and with no conscious repugnance of the
mind, yet with a tremor of the belly, he drew near
the body of his victim. The human character had
quite departed. Like a suit half-stuffed with
bran, the limbs lay scattered, the trunk doubled, on
the floor; and yet the thing repelled him. Although
so dingy and inconsiderable to the eye, he feared
it might have more significance to the touch.
He took the body by the shoulders, and turned it on
its back. It was strangely light and supple,
and the limbs, as if they had been broken, fell into
the oddest postures. The face was robbed of all
expression; but it was as pale as wax, and shockingly
smeared with blood about one temple. That was,
for Markheim, the one displeasing circumstance.
It carried him back, upon the instant, to a certain
fair day in a fishers’ village: a gray
day, a piping wind, a crowd upon the street, the blare
of brasses, the booming of drums, the nasal voice
of a ballad singer; and a boy going to and fro, buried
over head in the crowd and divided between interest
and fear, until, coming out upon the chief place of
concourse, he beheld a booth and a great screen with
pictures, dismally designed, garishly colored:
Brownrigg with her apprentice; the Mannings with their
murdered guest; Weare in the death grip of Thurtell;
and a score besides of famous crimes. The thing
was as clear as an illusion; he was once again that
little boy; he was looking once again, and with the
same sense of physical revolt, at these vile pictures;
he was still stunned by the thumping of the drums.
A bar of that day’s music returned upon his
memory; and at that, for the first time, a qualm came
over him, a breath of nausea, a sudden weakness of
the joints, which he must instantly resist and conquer.
He judged it more prudent to confront
than to flee from these considerations; looking the
more hardily in the dead face, bending his mind to
realize the nature and greatness of his crime.
So little a while ago that face had moved with every
change of sentiment, that pale mouth had spoken, that
body had been all on fire with governable energies;
and now, and by his act, that piece of life had been
arrested, as the horologist, with interjected finger,
arrests the beating of the clock. So he reasoned
in vain; he could rise to no more remorseful consciousness;
the same heart which had shuddered before the painted
effigies of crime, looked on its reality unmoved.
At best, he felt a gleam of pity for one who had been
endowed in vain with all those faculties that can
make the world a garden of enchantment, one who had
never lived and who was now dead. But of penitence,
no, not a tremor.
With that, shaking himself clear of
these considerations, he found the keys and advanced
toward the open door of the shop. Outside, it
had begun to rain smartly; and the sound of the shower
upon the roof had banished silence. Like some
dripping cavern, the chambers of the house were haunted
by an incessant echoing, which filled the ear and mingled
with the ticking of the clocks. And, as Markheim
approached the door, he seemed to hear, in answer
to his own cautious tread, the steps of another foot
withdrawing up the stair. The shadow still palpitated
loosely on the threshold. He threw a ton’s
weight of resolve upon his muscles, and drew back
the door.
The faint, foggy daylight glimmered
dimly on the bare floor and stairs; on the bright
suit of armor posted, halbert in hand, upon the landing;
and on the dark wood carvings and framed pictures that
hung against the yellow panels of the wainscot.
So loud was the beating of the rain through all the
house that, in Markheim’s ears, it began to be
distinguished into many different sounds. Footsteps
and sighs, the tread of regiments marching in the
distance, the chink of money in the counting, and
the creaking of doors held stealthily ajar, appeared
to mingle with the patter of the drops upon the cupola
and the gushing of the water in the pipes. The
sense that he was not alone grew upon him to the verge
of madness. On every side he was haunted and begirt
by presences. He heard them moving in the upper
chambers; from the shop, he heard the dead man getting
to his legs; and as he began with a great effort to
mount the stairs, feet fled quietly before him and
followed stealthily behind. If he were but deaf,
he thought, how tranquilly he would possess his soul!
And then again, and hearkening with ever fresh attention,
he blessed himself for that unresting sense which held
the outposts and stood a trusty sentinel upon his
life. His head turned continually on his neck;
his eyes, which seemed starting from their orbits,
scouted on every side, and on every side were half
rewarded as with the tail of something nameless vanishing.
The four-and-twenty steps to the first floor were
four-and-twenty agonies.
On that first story the doors stood
ajar, three of them like three ambushes, shaking his
nerves like the throats of cannon. He could never
again, he felt, be sufficiently immured and fortified
from men’s observing eyes; he longed to be home,
girt in by walls, buried among bedclothes, and invisible
to all but God. And at that thought he wondered
a little, recollecting tales of other murderers and
the fear they were said to entertain of heavenly avengers.
It was not so, at least, with him. He feared
the laws of nature, lest, in their callous and immutable
procedure, they should preserve some damning evidence
of his crime. He feared tenfold more, with a
slavish, superstitious terror, some scission in the
continuity of man’s experience, some wilful
illegality of nature. He played a game of skill,
depending on the rules, calculating consequence from
cause; and what if nature, as the defeated tyrant
overthrew the chessboard, should break the mould of
their succession? The like had befallen Napoleon
(so writers said) when the winter changed the time
of its appearance. The like might befall Markheim:
the solid walls might become transparent and reveal
his doings like those of bees in a glass hive; the
stout planks might yield under his foot like quicksands
and detain him in their clutch; ay, and there were
soberer accidents that might destroy him: if,
for instance, the house should fall and imprison him
beside the body of his victim; or the house next door
should fly on fire, and the firemen invade him from
all sides. These things he feared; and, in a
sense, these things might be called the hands of God
reached forth against sin. But about God himself
he was at ease; his act was doubtless exceptional,
but so were his excuses, which God knew; it was there,
and not among men, that he felt sure of justice.
When he got safe into the drawing-room,
and shut the door behind him, he was aware of a respite
from alarms. The room was quite dismantled, uncarpeted
besides, and strewn with packing cases and incongruous
furniture; several great pier glasses, in which he
beheld himself at various angles, like an actor on
a stage; many pictures, framed and unframed, standing,
with their faces to the wall; a fine Sheraton sideboard,
a cabinet of marquetry, and a great old bed, with tapestry
hangings. The windows opened to the floor; but
by great good fortune the lower part of the shutters
had been closed, and this concealed him from the neighbors.
Here, then, Markheim drew in a packing case before
the cabinet, and began to search among the keys.
It was a long business, for there were many; and it
was irksome, besides; for, after all, there might
be nothing in the cabinet, and time was on the wing.
But the closeness of the occupation sobered him.
With the tail of his eye he saw the door even
glanced at it from time to time directly, like a besieged
commander pleased to verify the good estate of his
defences. But in truth he was at peace.
The rain falling in the street sounded natural and
pleasant. Presently, on the other side, the notes
of a piano were wakened to the music of a hymn, and
the voices of many children took up the air and words.
How stately, how comfortable was the melody! How
fresh the youthful voices! Markheim gave ear to
it smilingly, as he sorted out the keys; and his mind
was thronged with answerable ideas and images; church-going
children and the pealing of the high organ; children
afield, bathers by the brookside, ramblers on the brambly
common, kite-flyers in the windy and cloud-navigated
sky; and then, at another cadence of the hymn, back
again to church, and the somnolence of summer Sundays,
and the high, genteel voice of the parson (which he
smiled a little to recall), and the painted Jacobean
tombs, and the dim lettering of the Ten Commandments
in the chancel.
And as he sat thus, at once busy and
absent, he was startled to his feet. A flash
of ice, a flash of fire, a bursting gush of blood,
went over him, and then he stood transfixed and thrilling.
A step mounted the stair slowly and steadily, and
presently a hand was laid upon the knob, and the lock
clicked, and the door opened. Fear held Markheim
in a vice. What to expect he knew not, whether
the dead man walking, or the official ministers of
human justice, or some chance witness blindly stumbling
in to consign him to the gallows. But when a face
was thrust into the aperture, glanced round the room,
looked at him, nodded and smiled as if in friendly
recognition, and then withdrew again, and the door
closed behind it, his fear broke loose from his control
in a hoarse cry. At the sound of this the visitant
returned.
“Did you call me?” he
asked pleasantly, and with that he entered the room
and closed the door behind him.
Markheim stood and gazed at him with
all his eyes. Perhaps there was a film upon his
sight, but the outlines of the newcomer seemed to change
and waver like those of the idols in the wavering candlelight
of the shop: and at times he thought he knew
him; and at times he thought he bore a likeness to
himself; and always, like a lump of living terror,
there lay in his bosom the conviction that this thing
was not of the earth and not of God.
And yet the creature had a strange
air of the commonplace, as he stood looking on Markheim
with a smile; and when he added: “You are
looking for the money, I believe?” it was in
the tones of everyday politeness.
Markheim made no answer.
“I should warn you,” resumed
the other, “that the maid has left her sweetheart
earlier than usual and will soon be here. If Mr.
Markheim be found in this house, I need not describe
to him the consequences.”
“You know me?” cried the murderer.
The visitor smiled. “You
have long been a favorite of mine,” he said;
“and I have long observed and often sought to
help you.”
“What are you?” cried Markheim: “the
devil?”
“What I may be,” returned
the other, “cannot affect the service I propose
to render you.”
“It can,” cried Markheim;
“it does! Be helped by you? No, never;
not by you! You do not know me yet; thank God,
you do not know me!”
“I know you,” replied
the visitant, with a sort of kind severity or rather
firmness. “I know you to the soul.”
“Know me!” cried Markheim.
“Who can do so? My life is but a travesty
and slander on myself. I have lived to belie
my nature. All men do; all men are better than
this disguise that grows about and stifles them.
You see each dragged away by life, like one whom bravos
have seized and muffled in a cloak. If they had
their own control if you could see their
faces, they would be altogether different, they would
shine out for heroes and saints! I am worse than
most; myself is more overlaid; my excuse is known
to me and God. But, had I the time, I could disclose
myself.”
“To me?” inquired the visitant.
“To you before all,” returned
the murderer. “I supposed you were intelligent.
I thought since you exist you
would prove a reader of the heart. And yet you
would propose to judge me by my acts! Think of
it; my acts! I was born and I have lived in a
land of giants; giants have dragged me by the wrists
since I was born out of my mother the giants
of circumstance. And you would judge me by my
acts! But can you not look within? Can you
not understand that evil is hateful to me? Can
you not see within me the clear writing of conscience,
never blurred by any wilful sophistry although too
often disregarded? Can you not read me for a
thing that surely must be common as humanity the
unwilling sinner?”
“All this is very feelingly
expressed,” was the reply, “but it regards
me not. These points of consistency are beyond
my province, and I care not in the least by what compulsion
you may have been dragged away, so as you are but
carried in the right direction. But time flies;
the servant delays, looking in the faces of the crowd
and at the pictures on the hoardings, but still she
keeps moving nearer; and remember, it is as if the
gallows itself were striding toward you through the
Christmas streets! Shall I help you I,
who know all? Shall I tell you where to find
the money?”
“For what price?” asked Markheim.
“I offer you the service for a Christmas gift,”
returned the other.
Markheim could not refrain from smiling
with a kind of bitter triumph. “No,”
said he, “I will take nothing at your hands;
if I were dying of thirst, and it was your hand that
put the pitcher to my lips, I should find the courage
to refuse. It may be credulous, but I will do
nothing to commit myself to evil.”
“I have no objection to a death-bed repentance,”
observed the visitant.
“Because you disbelieve their efficacy!”
Markheim cried.
“I do not say so,” returned
the other; “but I look on these things from
a different side, and when the life is done my interest
falls. The man has lived to serve me, to spread
black looks under color of religion, or to sow tares
in the wheat field, as you do, in a course of weak
compliance with desire. Now that he draws so near
to his deliverance, he can add but one act of service to
repent, to die smiling, and thus to build up in confidence
and hope the more timorous of my surviving followers.
I am not so hard a master. Try me. Accept
my help. Please yourself in life as you have
done hitherto; please yourself more amply, spread
your elbows at the board; and when the night begins
to fall and the curtains to be drawn, I tell you,
for your greater comfort, that you will find it even
easy to compound your quarrel with your conscience,
and to make a truckling peace with God. I came
but now from such a death-bed, and the room was full
of sincere mourners, listening to the man’s
last words; and when I looked into that face, which
had been set as a flint against mercy, I found it
smiling with hope.”
“And do you, then, suppose me
such a creature?” asked Markheim. “Do
you think I have no more generous aspirations than
to sin, and sin, and sin, and, at last, sneak into
heaven? My heart rises at the thought. Is
this, then, your experience of mankind? or is it because
you find me with red hands that you presume such baseness?
and is this crime of murder indeed so impious as to
dry up the very springs of good?”
“Murder is to me no special
category,” replied the other. “All
sins are murder, even all life is war. I behold
your race, like starving mariners on a raft, plucking
crusts out of the hands of famine and feeding on each
other’s lives. I follow sins beyond the
moment of their acting; I find in all that the last
consequence is death; and to my eyes, the pretty maid
who thwarts her mother with such taking graces on a
question of a ball, drips no less visibly with human
gore than such a murderer as yourself. Do I say
that I follow sins? I follow virtues also; they
differ not by the thickness of a nail, they are both
scythes for the reaping angel of Death. Evil,
for which I live, consists not in action but in character.
The bad man is dear to me; not the bad act, whose
fruits, if we could follow them far enough down the
hurtling cataract of the ages, might yet be found
more blessed than those of the rarest virtues.
And it is not because you have killed a dealer, but
because you are Markheim, that I offered to forward
your escape.”
“I will lay my heart open to
you,” answered Markheim. “This crime
on which you find me is my last. On my way to
it I have learned many lessons; itself is a lesson,
a momentous lesson. Hitherto I have been driven
with revolt to what I would not; I was a bondslave
to poverty, driven and scourged. There are robust
virtues that can stand in these temptations; mine
was not so: I had a thirst of pleasure. But
to-day, and out of this deed, I pluck both warning
and riches both the power and a fresh resolve
to be myself. I become in all things a free actor
in the world; I begin to see myself all changed, these
hands the agents of good, this heart at peace.
Something comes over me out of the past; something
of what I have dreamed on Sabbath evenings to the sound
of the church organ, of what I forecast when I shed
tears over noble books, or talked, an innocent child,
with my mother. There lies my life; I have wandered
a few years, but now I see once more my city of destination.”
“You are to use this money on
the Stock Exchange, I think?” remarked the visitor;
“and there, if I mistake not, you have already
lost some thousands?”
“Ah,” said Markheim, “but this time
I have a sure thing.”
“This time, again, you will lose,” replied
the visitor, quietly.
“Ah, but I keep back the half!” cried
Markheim.
“That also you will lose,” said the other.
The sweat started upon Markheim’s
brow. “Well, then, what matter?” he
exclaimed. “Say it be lost, say I am plunged
again in poverty, shall one part of me, and that the
worse, continue until the end to override the better?
Evil and good run strong in me, hailing me both ways.
I do not love the one thing, I love all. I can
conceive great deeds, renunciations, martyrdoms; and
though I be fallen to such a crime as murder, pity
is no stranger to my thoughts. I pity the poor;
who knows their trials better than myself? I
pity and help them; I prize love, I love honest laughter;
there is no good thing nor true thing on earth but
I love it from my heart. And are my vices only
to direct my life, and my virtues to lie without effect,
like some passive lumber of the mind? Not so;
good, also, is a spring of acts.”
But the visitant raised his finger.
“For six-and-thirty years that you have been
in this world,” said he, “through many
changes of fortune and varieties of humor, I have
watched you steadily fall. Fifteen years ago
you would have started at a theft. Three years
back you would have blenched at the name of murder.
Is there any crime, is there any cruelty or meanness,
from which you still recoil? five years
from now I shall detect you in the fact! Downward,
downward lies your way; nor can anything but death
avail to stop you.”
“It is true,” Markheim
said huskily, “I have in some degree complied
with evil. But it is so with all: the very
saints, in the mere exercise of living, grow less
dainty, and take on the tone of their surroundings.”
“I will propound to you one
simple question,” said the other; “and
as you answer, I shall read to you your moral horoscope.
You have grown in many things more lax; possibly you
do right to be so; and at any account, it is the same
with all men. But granting that, are you in any
one particular, however trifling, more difficult to
please with your own conduct, or do you go in all
things with a looser rein?”
“In any one?” repeated
Markheim, with an anguish of consideration. “No,”
he added, with despair, “in none! I have
gone down in all.”
“Then,” said the visitor,
“content yourself with what you are, for you
will never change; and the words of your part on this
stage are irrevocably written down.”
Markheim stood for a long while silent,
and indeed it was the visitor who first broke the
silence. “That being so,” he said,
“shall I show you the money?”
“And grace?” cried Markheim.
“Have you not tried it?”
returned the other. “Two or three years
ago, did I not see you on the platform of revival
meetings, and was not your voice the loudest in the
hymn?”
“It is true,” said Markheim;
“and I see clearly what remains for me by way
of duty. I thank you for these lessons from my
soul; my eyes are opened, and I behold myself at last
for what I am.”
At this moment, the sharp note of
the door-bell rang through the house; and the visitant,
as though this were some concerted signal for which
he had been waiting, changed at once in his demeanor.
“The maid!” he cried.
“She has returned, as I forewarned you, and there
is now before you one more difficult passage.
Her master, you must say, is ill; you must let her
in, with an assured but rather serious countenance no
smiles, no overacting, and I promise you success!
Once the girl within, and the door closed, the same
dexterity that has already rid you of the dealer will
relieve you of this last danger in your path.
Thenceforward you have the whole evening the
whole night, if needful to ransack the
treasures of the house and to make good your safety.
This is help that comes to you with the mask of danger.
Up!” he cried: “up, friend; your
life hangs trembling in the scales: up, and act!”
Markheim steadily regarded his counsellor.
“If I be condemned to evil acts,” he said,
“there is still one door of freedom open I
can cease from action. If my life be an ill thing,
I can lay it down. Though I be, as you say truly,
at the beck of every small temptation, I can yet, by
one decisive gesture, place myself beyond the reach
of all. My love of good is damned to barrenness;
it may, and let it be! But I have still my hatred
of evil; and from that, to your galling disappointment,
you shall see that I can draw both energy and courage.”
The features of the visitor began
to undergo a wonderful and lovely change: they
brightened and softened with a tender triumph; and,
even as they brightened, faded and dislimned.
But Markheim did not pause to watch or understand
the transformation. He opened the door and went
downstairs very slowly, thinking to himself. His
past went soberly before him; he beheld it as it was,
ugly and strenuous like a dream, random as chance-medley a
scene of defeat. Life, as he thus reviewed it,
tempted him no longer; but on the farther side he perceived
a quiet haven for his bark. He paused in the
passage, and looked into the shop, where the candle
still burned by the dead body. It was strangely
silent. Thoughts of the dealer swarmed into his
mind, as he stood gazing. And then the bell once
more broke out into impatient clamor.
He confronted the maid upon the threshold
with something like a smile.
“You had better go for the police,”
said he: “I have killed your master.”