James knew he would see Mary at the
tea-party which Mrs. Jackson that afternoon was giving
at the Vicarage. Society in Little Primpton was
exclusive, with the result that the same people met
each other day after day, and the only intruders were
occasional visitors of irreproachable antecedents
from Tunbridge Wells. Respectability is a plant
which in that fashionable watering-place has been
so assiduously cultivated that it flourishes now in
the open air; like the yellow gorse, it is found in
every corner, thriving hardily under the most unfavourable
conditions; and the keener the wind, the harder the
frost, the more proudly does it hold its head.
But on this particular day the gathering was confined
to the immediate neighbours, and when the Parsons
arrived they found, beside their hosts, only the Clibborns
and the inevitable curate. There was a prolonged
shaking of hands, inquiries concerning the health of
all present, and observations suggested by the weather;
then they sat down in a circle, and set themselves
to discuss the questions of the day.
“Oh, Mr. Dryland,” cried
Mary, “thanks so much for that book! I am
enjoying it!”
“I thought you’d like
it,” replied the curate, smiling blandly.
“I know you share my admiration for Miss Corelli.”
“Mr. Dryland has just lent me
‘The Master Christian,’” Mary explained,
turning to Mrs. Jackson.
“Oh, I was thinking of putting
it on the list for my next book.”
They had formed a club in Little Primpton
of twelve persons, each buying a six-shilling book
at the beginning of the year, and passing it on in
return for another after a certain interval, so that
at the end of twelve months all had read a dozen masterpieces
of contemporary fiction.
“I thought I’d like to
buy it at once,” said Mr. Dryland. “I
always think one ought to possess Marie Corelli’s
books. She’s the only really great novelist
we have in England now.”
Mr. Dryland was a man of taste and
authority, so that his literary judgments could always
be relied on.
“Of course, I don’t pretend
to know much about the matter,” said Mary, modestly.
“There are more important things in life than
books; but I do think she’s splendid. I
can’t help feeling I’m wasting my time
when I read most novels, but I never feel that with
Marie Corelli.”
“No one would think she was a woman,”
said the Vicar.
To which the curate answered: “Le genie
n’a pas de sexe.”
The others, being no scholars, did
not quite understand the remark, but they looked intelligent.
“I always think it’s so
disgraceful the way the newspapers sneer at her,”
said Mrs. Jackson. “And, I’m sure,
merely because she’s a woman.”
“And because she has genius,
my dear,” put in the Vicar. “Some
minds are so contemptibly small that they are simply
crushed by greatness. It requires an eagle to
look at the sun.”
And the excellent people looked at
one another with a certain self-satisfaction, for
they had the fearless gaze of the king of birds in
face of that brilliant orb.
“The critics are willing to
do anything for money. Miss Corelli has said
herself that there is a vile conspiracy to blacken
her, and for my part I am quite prepared to believe
it. They’re all afraid of her because she
dares to show them up.”
“Besides, most of the critics
are unsuccessful novelists,” added Mr. Dryland,
“and they are as envious as they can be.”
“It makes one boil with indignation,”
cried Mary, “to think that people can be so
utterly base. Those who revile her are not worthy
to unloose the latchet of her shoes.”
“It does one good to hear such
whole-hearted admiration,” replied the curate,
beaming. “But you must remember that genius
has always been persecuted. Look at Keats and
Shelley. The critics abused them just as they
abuse Marie Corelli. Even Shakespeare was slandered.
But time has vindicated our immortal William; time
will vindicate as brightly our gentle Marie.”
“I wonder how many of us here
could get through Hamlet without yawning!” meditatively
said the Vicar.
“I see your point!” cried
Mr. Dryland, opening his eyes. “While we
could all read the ‘Sorrows of Satan’
without a break. I’ve read it three times,
and each perusal leaves me more astounded. Miss
Corelli has her revenge in her own hand; what can
she care for the petty snarling of critics when the
wreath of immortality is on her brow. I don’t
hesitate to say it, I’m not ashamed of my opinion;
I consider Miss Corelli every bit as great as William
Shakespeare. I’ve gone into the matter
carefully, and if I may say so, I’m speaking
of what I know something about. My deliberate
opinion is that in wit, and humour, and language,
she’s every bit his equal.”
“Her language is beautiful,”
said Mrs. Jackson. “When I read her I feel
just as if I were listening to hymns.”
“And where, I should like to
know,” continued the curate, raising his voice,
“can you find in a play of Shakespeare’s
such a gallery of portraits as in the ’Master
Christian’?”
“And there is one thing you
must never forget,” said the Vicar, gravely,
“she has a deep, religious feeling which you
will find in none of Shakespeare’s plays.
Every one of her books has a lofty moral purpose.
That is the justification of fiction. The novelist
has a high vocation, if he could only see it; he can
inculcate submission to authority, hope, charity,
obedience-in fact, all the higher virtues;
he can become a handmaid of the Church. And now,
when irreligion, and immorality, and scepticism are
rampant, we must not despise the humblest instruments.”
“How true that is!” said Mrs. Jackson.
“If all novelists were like
Marie Corelli, I should willingly hold them out my
hand. I think every Christian ought to read ‘Barabbas.’
It gives an entirely new view of Christ. It puts
the incidents of the Gospel in a way that one had
never dreamed. I was never so impressed in my
life.”
“But all her books are the same
in that way!” cried Mary. “They all
make me feel so much better and nobler, and more truly
Christian.”
“I think she’s vulgar
and blasphemous,” murmured Mrs. Clibborn quietly,
as though she were making the simplest observation.
“Mamma!” cried Mary, deeply
shocked; and among the others there was a little movement
of indignation and disgust.
Mrs. Clibborn was continually mortifying
her daughter by this kind of illiterate gaucherie.
But the most painful part of it was that the good
lady always remained perfectly unconscious of having
said anything incredibly silly, and continued with
perfect self-assurance:
“I’ve never been able
to finish a book of hers. I began one about electricity,
which I couldn’t understand, and then I tried
another. I forget what it was, but there was
something in it about a bed of roses, and I thought
it very improper. I don’t think it was a
nice book for Mary to read, but girls seem to read
everything now.”
There was a pained hush, such as naturally
occurs when someone has made a very horrible faux
pas. They all looked at one another awkwardly;
while Mary, ashamed at her mother’s want of taste,
kept her eyes glued to the carpet But Mrs. Clibborn’s
folly was so notorious that presently anger was succeeded
by contemptuous amusement, and the curate came to
the rescue with a loud guffaw.
“Of course, you know your Marie
Corelli by heart, Captain Parsons?”
“I’m afraid I’ve never read one
of them.”
“Not?” they all cried in surprise.
“Oh, I’ll send them to
you to Primpton House,” said Mr. Dryland.
“I have them all. Why, no one’s education
is complete till he’s read Marie Corelli.”
This was considered a very good hit
at Mrs. Clibborn, and the dear people smiled at one
another significantly. Even Mary could scarcely
keep a straight face.
The tea then appeared, and was taken
more or less silently. With the exception of
the fashionable Mrs. Clibborn, they were all more used
to making a sit-down meal of it, and the care of holding
a cup, with a piece of cake unsteadily balanced in
the saucer, prevented them from indulging in very
brilliant conversational feats; they found one gymnastic
exercise quite sufficient at a time. But when
the tea-cups were safely restored to the table, Mrs.
Jackson suggested a little music.
“Will you open the proceedings, Mary?”
The curate went up to Miss Clibborn
with a bow, gallantly offering his arm to escort her
to the piano. Mary had thoughtfully brought her
music, and began to play a ‘Song Without Words,’
by Mendelssohn. She was considered a fine pianist
in Little Primpton. She attacked the notes with
marked resolution, keeping the loud pedal down throughout;
her eyes were fixed on the music with an intense,
determined air, in which you saw an eagerness to perform
a social duty, and her lips moved as conscientiously
she counted time. Mary played the whole piece
without making a single mistake, and at the end was
much applauded.
“There’s nothing like
classical music, is there?” cried the curate
enthusiastically, as Mary stopped, rather out of breath,
for she played, as she did everything else, with energy
and thoroughness.
“It’s the only music I really love.”
“And those ‘Songs Without
Words’ are beautiful,” said Colonel Parsons,
who was standing on Mary’s other side.
“Mendelssohn is my favourite
composer,” she replied. “He’s
so full of soul.”
“Ah, yes,” murmured Mr.
Dryland. “His heart seems to throb through
all his music. It’s strange that he should
have been a Jew.”
“But then Our Lord was a Jew, wasn’t He?”
said Mary.
“Yes, one is so apt to forget that.”
Mary turned the leaves, and finding
another piece which was familiar to her, set about
it. It was a satisfactory thing to listen to her
performance. In Mary’s decided touch one
felt all the strength of her character, with its simple,
unaffected candour and its eminent sense of propriety.
In her execution one perceived the high purpose which
animated her whole conduct; it was pure and wholesome,
and thoroughly English. And her piano-playing
served also as a moral lesson, for none could listen
without remembering that life was not an affair to
be taken lightly, but a strenuous endeavour:
the world was a battlefield (this one realised more
particularly when Mary forgot for a page or so to take
her foot off the pedal); each one of us had a mission
to perform, a duty to do, a function to fulfil.
Meanwhile, James was trying to make conversation with
Mrs. Clibborn.
“How well Mary plays!”
“D’you think so? I can’t bear
amateurs. I wish they wouldn’t play.”
James looked at Mrs. Clibborn quickly.
It rather surprised him that she, the very silliest
woman he had ever known, should say the only sensible
things he had heard that day. Nor could he forget
that she had done her best to prevent his engagement.
“I think you’re a very wonderful woman,”
he said.
“Oh, Jamie!”
Mrs. Clibborn smiled and sighed, slipping
forward her hand for him to take; but James was too
preoccupied to notice the movement.
“I’m beginning to think
you really like me,” murmured Mrs. Clibborn,
cooing like an amorous dove.
Then James was invited to sing, and refused.
“Please do, Jamie!” cried
Mary, smiling. “For my sake. You used
to sing so nicely!”
He still tried to excuse himself,
but finding everyone insistent, went at last, with
very bad grace, to the piano. He not only sang
badly, but knew it, and was irritated that he should
be forced to make a fool of himself. Mr. Dryland
sang badly, but perfectly satisfied with himself,
needed no pressing when his turn came. He made
a speciality of old English songs, and thundered out
in his most ecclesiastical manner a jovial ditty entitled,
“Down Among the Dead Men.”
The afternoon was concluded by an
adjournment to the dining-room to play bagatelle,
the most inane of games, to which the billiard-player
goes with contempt, changed quickly to wrath when
he cannot put the balls into absurd little holes.
Mary was an adept, and took pleasure in showing James
how the thing should be done. He noticed that
she and the curate managed the whole affair between
them, arranging partners and advising freely.
Mrs. Clibborn alone refused to play, saying frankly
it was too idiotic a pastime.
At last the party broke up, and in
a group bade their farewells.
“I’ll walk home with you,
Mary, if you don’t mind,” said James, “and
smoke a pipe.”
Mary suddenly became radiant, and
Colonel Parsons gave her a happy little smile and
a friendly nod.... At last James had his opportunity.
He lingered while Mary gathered together her music,
and waited again to light his pipe, so that when they
came out of the Vicarage gates the rest of the company
were no longer in sight. The day had become overcast
and sombre; on the even surface of the sky floated
little ragged black clouds, like the fragments cast
to the wind of some widowed, ample garment. It
had grown cold, and James, accustomed to a warmer air,
shivered a little. The country suddenly appeared
cramped and circumscribed; in the fading light a dulness
of colour came over tree and hedgerow which was singularly
depressing. They walked in silence, while James
looked for words. All day he had been trying to
find some manner to express himself, but his mind,
perplexed and weary, refused to help him. The
walk to Mary’s house could not take more than
five minutes, and he saw the distance slipping away
rapidly. If he meant to say anything it must
be said at once; and his mouth was dry, he felt almost
a physical inability to speak. He did not know
how to prepare the way, how to approach the subject;
and he was doubly tormented by the absolute necessity
of breaking the silence.
But it was Mary who spoke first.
“D’you know, I’ve been worrying
a little about you, Jamie.”
“Why?”
“I’m afraid I hurt your
feelings yesterday. Don’t you remember,
when we were visiting my patients-I think
I spoke rather harshly. I didn’t mean to.
I’m very sorry.”
“I had forgotten all about it,”
he said, looking at her. “I have no notion
what you said to offend me.”
“I’m glad of that,”
she answered, smiling, “but it does me good to
apologise. Will you think me very silly if I say
something to you?”
“Of course not!”
“Well, I want to say that if
I ever do anything you don’t like, or don’t
approve of, I wish you would tell me.”
After that, how could he say immediately
that he no longer loved her, and wished to be released
from his engagement?
“I’m afraid you think
I’m a very terrifying person,” answered
James.
Her words had made his announcement
impossible; another day had gone, and weakly he had
let it pass.
“What shall I do?” he
murmured under his breath. “What a coward
I am!”
They came to the door of the Clibborns’
house and Mary turned to say good-bye. She bent
forward, smiling and blushing, and he quickly kissed
her.
In the evening, James was sitting
by the fire in the dining-room, thinking of that one
subject which occupied all his thoughts. Colonel
Parsons and his wife were at the table, engaged upon
the game of backgammon which invariably filled the
interval between supper and prayers. The rattle
of dice came to James indistinctly, as in a dream,
and he imagined fantastically that unseen powers were
playing for his life. He sat with his head between
his hands, staring at the flames as though to find
in them a solution to his difficulty; but mockingly
they spoke only of Mrs. Wallace and the caress of
her limpid eyes. He turned away with a gesture
of impatience. The game was just finished, and
Mrs. Parsons, catching the expression on his face,
asked:
“What are you thinking of, Jamie?”
“I?” he answered, looking
up quickly, as though afraid that his secret had been
divined. “Nothing!”
Mrs. Parsons put the backgammon board
away, making up her mind to speak, for she too suffered
from a shyness which made the subjects she had nearest
at heart precisely those that she could least bear
to talk about.
“When do you think of getting married, Jamie?”
James started.
“Why, you asked me that yesterday,”
He tried to make a joke of it. “Upon my
word, you’re very anxious to get rid of me.”
“I wonder if it’s occurred
to you that you’re making Mary a little unhappy?”
James stood up and leaned against
the mantelpiece, his face upon his hand.
“I should be sorry to do that, mother.”
“You’ve been home four
days, and you’ve not said a word to show you
love her.”
“I’m afraid I’m not very demonstrative.”
“That’s what I said!” cried the
Colonel, triumphantly.
“Can’t you try to say
a word or two to prove you care for her, Jamie?
She is so fond of you,” continued his
mother. “I don’t want to interfere
with your private concerns, but I think it’s
only thoughtlessness on your part; and I’m sure
you don’t wish to make Mary miserable.
Poor thing, she’s so unhappy at home; she yearns
for a little affection.... Won’t you say
something to her about your marriage?”
“Has she asked you to speak to me?” inquired
James.
“No, dear. You know that
she would never do anything of the kind. She
would hate to think that I had said anything.”
James paused a moment.
“I will speak to her to-morrow, mother.”
“That’s right!”
said the Colonel, cheerfully. “I know she’s
going to be in all the morning. Colonel and Mrs.
Clibborn are going into Tunbridge Wells.”
“It will be a good opportunity.”