Major Forsyth arrived in time for
tea, red-faced, dapper, and immaculate. He wore
a check suit, very new and very pronounced, with a
beautiful line down each trouser-leg; and his collar
and his tie were of the latest mode. His scanty
hair was carefully parted in the middle, and his moustache
bristled with a martial ardour. He had lately
bought a fine set of artificial teeth, which, with
pardonable pride, he constantly exhibited to the admiration
of all and sundry. Major Forsyth’s consuming
desire was to appear juvenile; he affected slang,
and carried himself with a youthful jauntiness.
He vowed he felt a mere boy, and flattered himself
that on his good days, with the light behind him,
he might pass for five-and-thirty.
“A woman,” he repeated-“a
woman is as old as she looks; but a man is as old
as he feels!”
The dandiness which in a crammer’s
pup-most overdressed of all the human race-would
merely have aroused a smile, looked oddly with the
Major’s wrinkled skin and his old eyes.
There was something almost uncanny in the exaggerated
boyishness; he reminded one of some figure in a dance
of death, of a living skeleton, hollow-eyed, strutting
gaily by the side of a gallant youth.
It was not difficult to impose upon
the Parsons, and Major Forsyth had gained over them
a complete ascendancy. They took his opinion on
every possible matter, accepting whatever he said
with gratified respect. He was a man of the world,
and well acquainted with the goings-on of society.
They had an idea that he disappointed duchesses to
come down to Little Primpton, and always felt that
it was a condescension on his part to put up with
their simple manners. They altered their hours;
luncheon was served at the middle of the day, and
dinner in the evening.
Mrs. Parsons put on a Sabbath garment
of black silk to receive her brother, and round her
neck a lace fichu. When he arrived with Colonel
Parsons from the station, she went into the hall to
meet him.
“Well, William, have you had a pleasant journey?”
“Oh, yes, yes! I came down
with the prettiest woman I’ve seen for many a
long day. I made eyes at her all the way, but
she wouldn’t look at me.”
“William, William!” expostulated Mr. Parsons,
smiling.
“You see he hasn’t improved
since we saw him last, Frances,” laughed the
Colonel, leading the way into the drawing-room.
“No harm in looking at a pretty
woman, you know. I’m a bachelor still,
thank the Lord! That reminds me of a funny story
I heard at the club.”
“Oh, we’re rather frightened
of your stories, William,” said Mrs. Parsons.
“Yes, you’re very risky
sometimes,” assented the Colonel, good-humouredly
shaking his head.
Major Forsyth was anecdotal, as is
only decent in an old bachelor, and he made a speciality
of stories which he thought wicked, but which, as a
matter of fact, would not have brought a blush to any
cheek less innocent than that of Colonel Parsons.
“There’s no harm in a
little spice,” said Uncle William. “And
you’re a married woman, Frances.”
He told an absolutely pointless story
of how a man had helped a young woman across the street,
and seen her ankle in the process. He told it
with immense gusto, laughing and repeating the point
at least six times.
“William, William!” laughed
Colonel Parsons, heartily. “You should keep
those things for the smoking-room.”
“What d’you think of it,
Frances?” asked the gallant Major, still hugely
enjoying the joke.
Mrs. Parsons blushed a little, and
for decency’s sake prevented herself from smiling;
she felt rather wicked.
“I don’t want to hear any more of your
tales, William.”
“Ha, ha!” laughed Uncle
William, “I knew you’d like it. And
that one I told you in the fly, Richmond-you
know, about the petticoat.”
“Sh-sh!” said the
Colonel, smiling. “You can’t tell
that to a lady.”
“P’r’aps I’d better not.
But it’s a good story, though.”
They both laughed.
“I think it’s dreadful
the things you men talk about as soon as you’re
alone,” said Mrs. Parsons.
The two God-fearing old soldiers laughed
again, admitting their wickedness.
“One must talk about something,”
said Uncle William. “And upon my word,
I don’t know anything better to talk about than
the fair sex.”
Soon James appeared, and shook hands with his uncle.
“You’re looking younger
than ever, Uncle William. You make me feel quite
old.”
“Oh, I never age, bless you!
Why, I was talking to my old friend, Lady Green, the
other day-she was a Miss Lake, you know-and
she said to me: ’Upon my word, Major Forsyth,
you’re wonderful. I believe you’ve
found the secret of perpetual youth.’ ‘The
fact is,’ I said, ’I never let myself
grow old. If you once give way to it, you’re
done.’ ’How do you manage it?’
she said. ‘Madam,’ I answered, ’it’s
the simplest thing in the world. I keep regular
hours, and I wear flannel next to my skin.’”
“Come, come, Uncle William,”
said James, with a smile. “You didn’t
mention your underlinen to a lady!”
“Upon my word, I’m telling you exactly
what I said.”
“You’re very free in your conversation.”
“Well, you know, I find the
women expect it from me. Of course, I never go
beyond the line.”
Then Major Forsyth talked of the fashions,
and of his clothes, of the scandal of the day, and
the ancestry of the persons concerned, of the war.
“You can say what you like,”
he remarked, “but my opinion is that Roberts
is vastly overrated. I met at the club the other
day a man whose first cousin has served under Roberts
in India-his first cousin, mind you, so
it’s good authority-and this chap
told me, in strict confidence, of course, that his
first cousin had no opinion of Roberts. That’s
what a man says who has actually served under him.”
“It is certainly conclusive,”
said James. “I wonder your friend’s
first cousin didn’t go to the War Office and
protest against Bobs being sent out.”
“What’s the good of going
to the War Office? They’re all corrupt and
incompetent there. If I had my way, I’d
make a clean sweep of them. Talking of red-tape,
I’ll just give you an instance. Now, this
is a fact. It was told me by the brother-in-law
of the uncle of the man it happened to.”
Major Forsyth told his story at great
length, finishing up with the assertion that if the
army wasn’t going to the dogs, he didn’t
know what going to the dogs meant.
James, meanwhile, catching the glances
which passed between his mother and Colonel Parsons,
understood that they were thinking of the great subject
upon which Uncle William was to be consulted.
Half scornfully he gave them their opportunity.
“I’m going for a stroll,”
he said, “through Groombridge. I shan’t
be back till dinner-time.”
“How lucky!” remarked
Colonel Parsons naively, when James had gone.
“We wanted to talk with you privately, William.
You’re a man of the world.”
“I think there’s not much
that I don’t know,” replied the Major,
shooting his linen.
“Tell him, Frances.”
Mrs. Parsons, accustomed to the part
of spokeswoman, gave her tale, interrupted now and
again by a long whistle with which the Major signified
his shrewdness, or by an energetic nod which meant
that the difficulty was nothing to him.
“You’re quite right,”
he said at last; “one has to look upon these
things from the point of view of the man of the world.”
“We knew you’d be able to help us,”
said Colonel Parsons.
“Of course! I shall settle
the whole thing in five minutes. You leave it
to me.”
“I told you he would, Frances,”
cried the Colonel, with a happy smile. “You
think that James ought to marry the girl, don’t
you?”
“Certainly. Whatever his
feelings are, he must act as a gentleman and an officer.
Just you let me talk it over with him. He has
great respect for all I say; I’ve noticed that
already.”
Mrs. Parsons looked at her brother doubtfully.
“We haven’t known what
to do,” she murmured. “We’ve
prayed for guidance, haven’t we, Richmond?
We’re anxious not to be hard on the boy, but
we must be just.”
“Leave it to me,” repeated
Uncle William. “I’m a man of the world,
and I’m thoroughly at home in matters of this
sort.”
According to the little plan which,
in his subtlety, Major Forsyth had suggested, Mrs.
Parsons, soon after dinner, fetched the backgammon
board.
“Shall we have our usual game, Richmond?”
Colonel Parsons looked significantly at his brother-in-law.
“If William doesn’t mind?”
“No, no, of course not! I’ll have
a little chat with Jamie.”
The players sat down at the corner
of the table, and rather nervously began to set out
the men. James stood by the window, silent as
ever, looking at the day that was a-dying, with a
milk-blue sky and tenuous clouds, copper and gold.
Major Forsyth took a chair opposite him, and pulled
his moustache.
“Well, Jamie, my boy, what is
all this nonsense I hear about you and Mary Clibborn?”
Colonel Parsons started at the expected
question, and stole a hurried look at his son.
His wife noisily shook the dice-box and threw the dice
on the board.
“Nine!” she said.
James turned to look at his uncle,
noting a little contemptuously the change of his costume,
and its extravagant juvenility.
“A lot of stuff and nonsense, isn’t it?”
“D’you think so?”
asked James, wearily. “We’ve been
taking it very seriously.”
“You’re a set of old fogies
down here. You want a man of the world to set
things right.”
“Ah, well, you’re a man
of the world, Uncle William,” replied James,
smiling.
The dice-box rattled obtrusively as
Colonel Parsons and his wife played on with elaborate
unconcern of the conversation.
“A gentleman doesn’t jilt
a girl when he’s been engaged to her for five
years.”
James squared himself to answer Major
Forsyth. The interview with Mrs. Jackson in the
morning had left him extremely irritated. He was
resolved to say now all he had to say and have done
with it, hoping that a complete explanation would
relieve the tension between his people and himself.
“It is with the greatest sorrow
that I broke off my engagement with Mary Clibborn.
It seemed to me the only honest thing to do since I
no longer loved her. I can imagine nothing in
the world so horrible as a loveless marriage.”
“Of course, it’s unfortunate;
but the first thing is to keep one’s word.”
“No,” answered James,
“that is prejudice. There are many more
important things.”
Colonel Parsons stopped the pretence of his game.
“Do you know that Mary is breaking her heart?”
he asked in a low voice.
“I’m afraid she’s suffering very
much. I don’t see how I can help it.”
“Leave this to me, Richmond,”
interrupted the Major, impatiently. “You’ll
make a mess of it.”
But Colonel Parsons took no notice.
“She looked forward with all
her heart to marrying you. She’s very unhappy
at home, and her only consolation was the hope that
you would soon take her away.”
“Am I managing this or are you, Richmond?
I’m a man of the world.”
“If I married a woman I did
not care for because she was rich, you would say I
had dishonoured myself. The discredit would not
be in her wealth, but in my lack of love.”
“That’s not the same thing,”
replied Major Forsyth. “You gave your word,
and now you take it back.”
“I promised to do a thing over
which I had no control. When I was a boy, before
I had seen anything of the world, before I had ever
known a woman besides my mother, I promised to love
Mary Clibborn all my life. Oh, it was cruel to
let me be engaged to her! You blame me; don’t
you think all of you are a little to blame as well?”
“What could we have done?”
“Why didn’t you tell me
not to be hasty? Why didn’t you say that
I was too young to become engaged?”
“We thought it would steady you.”
“But a young man doesn’t
want to be steadied. Let him see life and taste
all it has to offer. It is wicked to put fetters
on his wrists before ever he has seen anything worth
taking. What is the virtue that exists only because
temptation is impossible!”
“I can’t understand you,
Jamie,” said Mrs. Parsons, sadly. “You
talk so differently from when you were a boy.”
“Did you expect me to remain
all my life an ignorant child. You’ve never
given me any freedom. You’ve hemmed me in
with every imaginable barrier. You’ve put
me on a leading-string, and thanked God that I did
not stray.”
“We tried to bring you up like
a good man, and a true Christian.”
“If I’m not a hopeless prig, it’s
only by miracle.”
“James, that’s not the way to talk to
your mother,” said Major Forsyth.
“Oh, mother, I’m sorry;
I don’t want to be unkind to you. But we
must talk things out freely; we’ve lived in
a hot-house too long.”
“I don’t know what you
mean. You became engaged to Mary of your own free
will; we did nothing to hinder it, nothing to bring
it about. But I confess we were heartily thankful,
thinking that no influence could be better for you
than the love of a pure, sweet English girl.”
“It would have been kinder and
wiser if you had forbidden it.”
“We could not have taken the
responsibility of crossing your affections.”
“Mrs. Clibborn did.”
“Could you expect us to be guided by her?”
“She was the only one who showed the least common
sense.”
“How you have changed, Jamie!”
“I would have obeyed you if
you had told me I was too young to become engaged.
After all, you are more responsible than I am.
I was a child. It was cruel to let me bind myself.”
“I never thought you would speak to us like
that.”
“All that’s ancient history,”
said Major Forsyth, with what he flattered himself
was a very good assumption of jocularity. It was
his idea to treat the matter lightly, as a man of
the world naturally would. But his interruption
was unnoticed.
“We acted for the best.
You know that we have always had your interests at
heart.”
James did not speak, for his only
answer would have been bitter. Throughout, they
had been unwilling to let him live his own life, but
desirous rather that he should live theirs. They
loved him tyrannically, on the condition that he should
conform to all their prejudices. Though full
of affectionate kindness, they wished him always to
dance to their piping-a marionette of which
they pulled the strings.
“What would you have me do?”
“Keep your word, James,” answered his
father.
“I can’t, I can’t!
I don’t understand how you can wish me to marry
Mary Clibborn when I don’t love her. That
seems to me dishonourable.”
“It would be nothing worse than
a mariage de convenance,” said Uncle
William. “Many people marry in that sort
of way, and are perfectly happy.”
“I couldn’t,” said
James. “That seems to me nothing better
than prostitution. It is no worse for a street-walker
to sell her body to any that care to buy.”
“James, remember your mother is present.”
“For God’s sake, let us
speak plainly. You must know what life is.
One can do no good by shutting one’s eyes to
everything that doesn’t square with a shoddy,
false ideal. On one side I must break my word,
on the other I must prostitute myself. There
is no middle way. You live here surrounded by
all sorts of impossible ways of looking at life.
How can your outlook be sane when it is founded on
a sham morality? You think the body is indecent
and ugly, and that the flesh is shameful. Oh,
you don’t understand. I’m sick of
this prudery which throws its own hideousness over
all it sees. The soul and the body are one, indissoluble.
Soul is body, and body is soul. Love is the God-like
instinct of procreation. You think sexual attraction
is something to be ignored, and in its place you put
a bloodless sentimentality-the vulgar rhetoric
of a penny novelette. If I marry a woman, it is
that she may be the mother of children. Passion
is the only reason for marriage; unless it exists,
marriage is ugly and beastly. It’s worse
than beastly; the beasts of the field are clean.
Don’t you understand why I can’t marry
Mary Clibborn?”
“What you call love, James,”
said Colonel Parsons, “is what I call lust.”
“I well believe it,” replied James, bitterly.
“Love is something higher and purer.”
“I know nothing purer than the
body, nothing higher than the divine instincts of
nature.”
“But that sort of love doesn’t
last, my dear,” said Mrs. Parsons, gently.
“In a very little while it is exhausted, and
then you look for something different in your wife.
You look for friendship and companionship, confidence,
consolation in your sorrows, sympathy with your success.
Beside all that, the sexual love sinks into nothing.”
“It may be. The passion
arises for the purposes of nature, and dies away when
those purposes are fulfilled. It seems to me that
the recollection of it must be the surest and tenderest
tie between husband and wife; and there remains for
them, then, the fruit of their love, the children whom
it is their blessed duty to rear till they are of fit
age to go into the world and continue the endless
cycle.”
There was a pause, while Major Forsyth
racked his brain for some apposite remark; but the
conversation had run out of his depth.
Colonel Parsons at last got up and
put his hands on Jamie’s shoulders.
“And can’t you bring yourself
to marry that poor girl, when you think of the terrible
unhappiness she suffers?”
James shook his head.
“You were willing to sacrifice
your life for a mere stranger, and cannot you sacrifice
yourself for Mary, who has loved you long and tenderly,
and unselfishly?”
“I would willingly risk my life
if she were in danger. But you ask more.”
Colonel Parsons was silent for a little,
looking into his son’s eyes. Then he spoke
with trembling voice.
“I think you love me, James.
I’ve always tried to be a good father to you;
and God knows I’ve done all I could to make you
happy. If I did wrong in letting you become engaged,
I beg your pardon. No; let me go on.”
This he said in answer to Jamie’s movement of
affectionate protest. “I don’t say
it to reproach you, but your mother and I have denied
ourselves in all we could so that you should be happy
and comfortable. It’s been a pleasure to
us, for we love you with all our hearts. You
know what happened to me when I left the army.
I told you years ago of the awful disgrace I suffered.
I could never have lived except for my trust in God
and my trust in you. I looked to you to regain
the honour which I had lost. Ah! you don’t
know how anxiously I watched you, and the joy with
which I said to myself, ’There is a good and
honourable man.’ And now you want to stain
that honour. Oh, James, James! I’m
old, and I can’t live long. If you love
me, if you think you have cause for gratitude to me,
do this one little thing I ask you! For my sake,
my dear, keep your word to Mary Clibborn.”
“You’re asking me to do something immoral,
father.”
Then Colonel Parsons helplessly dropped
his hands from Jamie’s shoulders, and turned
to the others, his eyes full of tears.
“I don’t understand what he means!”
he groaned.
He sank on a chair and hid his face.