Through the pale obscurity of a French
night, cool, raw, moist, with a hint of spring in
its freshness, a line of soldiers plodded along the
lonely, melancholy lanes. Wan starlight showed
in the rifts between the clouds. Neither
dark nor light, the midnight hour had its unreality
in this line of marching men; and its reality in the
dim, vague hedges, its spectral posts, its barren
fields.
Rain had ceased to fall, but a fine,
cold, penetrating mist filled the air. The ground
was muddy in places, slippery in others; and here and
there it held pools of water ankle-deep. The stride
of the marching men appeared short and dragging, without
swing or rhythm. It was weary, yet full of the
latent power of youth, of unused vitality. Stern,
clean-cut, youthful faces were set northward, unchanging
in the shadowy, pale gleams of the night. These
faces lifted intensely whenever a strange, muffled,
deep-toned roar rolled out of the murky north.
The night looked stormy, but that rumble was not thunder.
Fifty miles northward, beyond that black and mysterious
horizon, great guns were booming war.
Sometimes, as the breeze failed, the
night was silent except for the slow, sloppy tramp
of the marching soldiers. Then the low voices
were hushed. When the wind freshened again it
brought at intervals those deep, significant détonations
which, as the hours passed, seemed to grow heavier
and more thunderous.
At length a faint gray light appeared
along the eastern sky, and gradually grew stronger.
The dawn of another day was close at hand. It
broke as if reluctantly, cold and gray and sunless.
The detachment of United States troops
halted for camp outside of the French village of A .
Kurt Dorn was at mess with his squad.
The months in France had flown away
on wings of training and absorbing and waiting.
Dorn had changed incalculably. But all he realized
of it was that he weighed one hundred and ninety pounds
and that he seemed to have lived a hundred swift lives.
All that he saw and felt became part of him.
His comrades had been won to him as friends by virtue
of his ever-ready helping hand, by his devotion to
training, by his close-lipped acceptance of all the
toils and knocks and pains common to the making of
a soldier. The squad lived together as one large
family of brothers. Dorn’s comrades had
at first tormented him with his German name; they
had made fun of his abstraction and his letter-writing;
they had misunderstood his aloofness. But the
ridicule died away, and now, in the presaged nature
of events, his comrades, all governed by the physical
life of the soldier, took him for a man.
Perhaps it might have been chance,
or it might have been true of all the American squads,
but the fact was that Dorn’s squad was a strangely
assorted set of young men. Perhaps that might
have been Dorn’s conviction from coming to live
long with them. They were a part of the New York
Division of the th, all supposed to be
New York men. As a matter of fact, this was not
true. Dorn was a native of Washington. Sanborn
was a thick-set, sturdy fellow with the clear brown
tan and clear brown eyes of the Californian.
Brewer was from South Carolina, a lean, lanky Southerner,
with deep-set dark eyes. Dixon hailed from Massachusetts,
from a fighting family, and from Harvard, where he
had been a noted athlete. He was a big, lithe,
handsome boy, red-faced and curly-haired. Purcell
was a New-Yorker, of rich family, highly connected,
and his easy, clean, fine ways, with the elegance of
his person, his blond distinction, made him stand
out from his khaki-clad comrades, though he was clad
identically with them. Rogers claimed the Bronx
to be his home and he was proud of it. He was
little, almost undersized, but a knot of muscle, a
keen-faced youth with Irish blood in him. These
particular soldiers of the squad were closest to Dorn.
Corporal Bob Owens came swinging in
to throw his sombrero down.
“What’s the orders, Bob?” some one
inquired.
“We’re going to rest here,” he replied.
The news was taken impatiently by
several and agreeably by the majority. They were
all travel-stained and worn. Dorn did not comment
on the news, but the fact was that he hated the French
villages. They were so old, so dirty, so obsolete,
so different from what he had been accustomed to.
But he loved the pastoral French countryside, so calm
and picturesque. He reflected that soon he would
see the devastation wrought by the Huns.
“Any news from the front?” asked Dixon.
“I should smile,” replied the corporal,
grimly.
“Well, open up, you clam!”
Owens thereupon told swiftly and forcibly
what he had heard. More advance of the Germans it
was familiar news. But somehow it was taken differently
here within sound of the guns. Dorn studied his
comrades, wondering if their sensations were similar
to his. He expressed nothing of what he felt,
but all the others had something to say. Hard,
cool, fiery, violent speech that differed as those
who uttered it differed, yet its predominant note
rang fight.
“Just heard a funny story,” said Owens,
presently.
“Spring it,” somebody replied.
“This comes from Berlin, so
they say. According to rumor, the Kaiser and
the Crown Prince seldom talk to each other. They
happened to meet the other day. And the Crown
Prince said: ’Say, pop, what got us into
this war?’
“The Emperor replied, ‘My son, I was deluded.’
“‘Oh, sire, impossible!’ exclaimed
the Prince. ‘How could it be?’
“’Well, some years ago
I was visited by a grinning son-of-a-gun from New
York no other than the great T.R. I
took him around. He was most interested in my
troops. After he had inspected them, and particularly
the Imperial Guard, he slapped me on the back and shouted,
“Bill, you could lick the world!” ...
And, my son, I fell for it!’”
This story fetched a roar from every
soldier present except Dorn. An absence of mirth
in him had been noted before.
“Dorn, can’t you laugh!” protested
Dixon.
“Sure I can when I hear something
funny,” replied Dorn.
His comrades gazed hopelessly at him.
“My Lawd! boy, thet was shore
funny,” drawled Brewer with his lazy Southern
manner.
“Kurt, you’re not human,”
said Owens, sadly. “That’s why they
call you Demon Dorn.”
All the boys in the squad had nicknames.
In Dorn’s case several had been applied by irrepressible
comrades before one stuck. The first one received
a poor reception from Kurt. The second happened
to be a great blunder for the soldier who invented
it. He was not in Dorn’s squad, but he
knew Dorn pretty well, and in a moment of deviltry
he had coined for Dorn the name “Kaiser Dorn.”
Dorn’s reaction to this appellation was discomfiting
and painful for the soldier. As he lay flat on
the ground, where Dorn had knocked him, he had struggled
with a natural rage, quickly to overcome it.
He showed the right kind of spirit. He got up.
“Dorn, I apologize. I was only in fun.
But some fun is about as funny as death.”
On the way out he suggested a more felicitous name Demon
Dorn. Somehow the boys took to that. It
fitted many of Dorn’s violent actions in training,
especially the way he made a bayonet charge. Dorn
objected strenuously. But the name stuck.
No comrade or soldier ever again made a hint of Dorn’s
German name or blood.
“Fellows, if a funny story can’t
make Dorn laugh, he’s absolutely a dead one,”
said Owens.
“Spring a new one, quick,”
spoke up some one. “Gee! it’s great
to laugh.... Why, I’ve not heard from home
for a month!”
“Dorn, will you beat it so I
can spring this one?” queried Owens.
“Sure,” replied Dorn,
amiably, as he started away. “I suppose
you think me one of these I-dare-you-to-make-me-laugh
sort of chaps.”
“Forget her, Dorn come out of it!”
chirped up Rogers.
To Dorn’s regret, he believed
that he failed his comrades in one way, and he was
always trying to make up for it. Part of the training
of a soldier was the ever-present need and duty of
cheerfulness. Every member of the squad had his
secret, his own personal memory, his inner consciousness
that he strove to keep hidden. Long ago Dorn had
divined that this or that comrade was looking toward
the bright side, or pretending there was one.
They all played their parts. Like men they faced
this incomprehensible duty, this tremendous separation,
this dark and looming future, as if it was only hard
work that must be done in good spirit. But Dorn,
despite all his will, was mostly silent, aloof, brooding,
locked up in his eternal strife of mind and soul.
He could not help it. Notwithstanding all he
saw and divined of the sacrifice and pain of his comrades,
he knew that his ordeal was infinitely harder.
It was natural that they hoped for the best.
He had no hope.
“Boys,” said Owens, “there’s
a squad of Blue Devils camped over here in an old
barn. Just back from the front. Some one
said there wasn’t a man in it who hadn’t
had a dozen wounds, and some twice that many.
We must see that bunch. Bravest soldiers of the
whole war! They’ve been through the three
years at Verdun on the Marne and
now this awful Flanders drive. It’s up
to us to see them.”
News like this thrilled Dorn.
During all the months he had been in France the deeds
and valor of these German-named Blue Devils had come
to him, here and there and everywhere. Dorn remembered
all he heard, and believed it, too, though some of
the charges and some of the burdens attributed to
these famed soldiers seemed unbelievable. His
opportunity had now come. With the moving up
to the front he would meet reality; and all within
him, the keen, strange eagerness, the curiosity that
perplexed, the unintelligible longing, the heat and
burn of passion, quickened and intensified.
Not until late in the afternoon, however,
did off duty present an opportunity for him to go
into the village. It looked the same as the other
villages he had visited, and the inhabitants, old men,
old women and children, all had the somber eyes, the
strained, hungry faces, the oppressed look he had
become accustomed to see. But sad as were these
inhabitants of a village near the front, there was
never in any one of them any absence of welcome to
the Americans. Indeed, in most people he met
there was a quick flashing of intense joy and gratitude.
The Americans had come across the sea to fight beside
the French. That was the import, tremendous and
beautiful.
Dorn met Dixon and Rogers on the main
street of the little village. They had been to
see the Blue Devils.
“Better stay away from them,” advised
Dixon, dubiously.
“No!... Why?” ejaculated Dorn.
Dixon shook his head. “Greatest
bunch I ever looked at. But I think they resented
our presence. Pat and I were talking about them.
It’s strange, Dorn, but I believe these Blue
Devils that have saved France and England, and perhaps
America, too, don’t like our being here.”
“Impossible!” replied Dorn.
“Go and see for yourself,”
put in Rogers. “I believe we all ought to
look them over.”
Thoughtfully Dorn strode on in the
direction indicated, and presently he arrived at the
end of the village, where in an old orchard he found
a low, rambling, dilapidated barn, before which clusters
of soldiers in blue lounged around smoking fires.
As he drew closer he saw that most of them seemed
fixed in gloomy abstraction. A few were employed
at some task of hand, and several bent over the pots
on fires. Dorn’s sweeping gaze took in
the whole scene, and his first quick, strange impression
was that these soldiers resembled ghouls who had lived
in dark holes of mud.
Kurt meant to make the most of his
opportunity. To him, in his peculiar need, this
meeting would be of greater significance than all else
that had happened to him in France. The nearest
soldier sat on a flattened pile of straw around which
the ground was muddy. At first glance Kurt took
him to be an African, so dark were face and eyes.
No one heeded Kurt’s approach. The moment
was poignant to Kurt. He spoke French fairly
well, so that it was emotion rather than lack of fluency
which made his utterance somewhat unintelligible.
The soldier raised his head. His face seemed
a black flash his eyes piercingly black,
staring, deep, full of terrible shadow. They
did not appear to see in Kurt the man, but only the
trim, clean United States army uniform. Kurt repeated
his address, this time more clearly.
The Frenchman replied gruffly, and
bent again over the faded worn coat he was scraping
with a knife. Then Kurt noticed two things the
man’s great, hollow, spare frame and the torn
shirt, stained many colors, one of which was dark
red. His hands resembled both those of a mason,
with the horny callous inside, and those of a salt-water
fisherman, with bludgy fingers and barked knuckles
that never healed.
Dorn had to choose his words slowly,
because of unfamiliarity with French, but he was deliberate,
too, because he wanted to say the right thing.
His eagerness made the Frenchman glance up again.
But while Dorn talked of the long waits, the long
marches, the arrival at this place, the satisfaction
at nearing the front, his listener gave no sign that
he heard. But he did hear, and so did several
of his comrades.
“We’re coming strong,”
he went on, his voice thrilling. “A million
of us this year! We’re untrained.
We’ll have to split up among English and French
troops and learn how from you. But we’ve
come and we’ll fight!”
Then the Frenchman put on his coat.
That showed him to be an officer. He wore medals.
The dark glance he then flashed over Dorn was different
from his first. It gave Dorn both a twinge of
shame and a thrill of pride. It took in Dorn’s
characteristic Teutonic blond features, and likewise
an officer’s swift appreciation of an extraordinarily
splendid physique.
“You’ve German blood,” he said.
“Yes. But I’m American,”
replied Dorn, simply, and he met that soul-searching
black gaze with all his intense and fearless spirit.
Dorn felt that never in his life had he been subjected
to such a test of his manhood, of his truth.
“My name’s Huon,”
said the officer, and he extended one of the huge
deformed hands.
“Mine’s Dorn,” replied
Kurt, meeting that hand with his own.
Whereupon the Frenchman spoke rapidly
to the comrade nearest him, so rapidly that all Kurt
could make of what he said was that here was an American
soldier with a new idea. They drew closer, and
it became manifest that the interesting idea was Kurt’s
news about the American army. It was news here,
and carefully pondered by these Frenchmen, as slowly
one by one they questioned him. They doubted,
but Dorn convinced them. They seemed to like
his talk and his looks. Dorn’s quick faculties
grasped the simplicity of these soldiers. After
three terrible years of unprecedented warfare, during
which they had performed the impossible, they did
not want a fresh army to come along and steal their
glory by administering a final blow to a tottering
enemy. Gazing into those strange, seared faces,
beginning to see behind the iron mask, Dorn learned
the one thing a soldier lives, fights, and dies for glory.
Kurt Dorn was soon made welcome.
He was made to exhaust his knowledge of French.
He was studied by eyes that had gleamed in the face
of death. His hand was wrung by hands that had
dealt death. How terribly he felt that!
And presently, when his excitement and emotion had
subsided to the extent that he could really see what
he looked at, then came the reward of reality, with
all its incalculable meaning expressed to him in the
gleaming bayonets, in the worn accoutrements, in the
greatcoats like clapboards of mud, in the hands that
were claws, in the feet that hobbled, in the strange,
wonderful significance of bodily presence, standing
there as proof of valor, of man’s limitless endurance.
In the faces, ah! there Dorn read the history that
made him shudder and lifted him beyond himself.
For there in those still, dark faces, of boys grown
old in three years, shone the terror of war and the
spirit that had resisted it.
Dorn, in his intensity, in the over-emotion
of his self-centered passion, so terribly driven to
prove to himself something vague yet all-powerful,
illusive yet imperious, divined what these Blue Devil
soldiers had been through. His mind was more than
telepathic. Almost it seemed that souls were
bared to him. These soldiers, quiet, intent, made
up a grim group of men. They seemed slow, thoughtful,
plodding, wrapped and steeped in calm. But Dorn
penetrated all this, and established the relation
between it and the nameless and dreadful significance
of their weapons and medals and uniforms and stripes,
and the magnificent vitality that was now all but
spent.
Dorn might have resembled a curious,
adventure-loving boy, to judge from his handling of
rifles and the way he slipped a strong hand along the
gleaming bayonet-blades. But he was more than
the curious youth: he had begun to grasp a strange,
intangible something for which he had no name.
Something that must be attainable for him! Something
that, for an hour or a moment, would make him a fighter
not to be slighted by these supermen!
Whatever his youth or his impelling
spirit of manhood, the fact was that he inspired many
of these veterans of the bloody years to Homeric narratives
of the siege of Verdun, of the retreat toward Paris,
of the victory of the Marne, and lastly of the Kaiser’s
battle, this last and most awful offensive of the
resourceful and frightful foe.
Brunelle told how he was the last
survivor of a squad at Verdun who had been ordered
to hold a breach made in a front stone wall along the
out posts. How they had faced a bombardment of
heavy guns a whistling, shrieking, thundering
roar, pierced by the higher explosion of a bursting
shell smoke and sulphur and gas the
crumbling of walls and downward fling of shrapnel.
How the lives of soldiers were as lives of gnats hurled
by wind and burned by flame. Death had a manifold
and horrible diversity. A soldier’s head,
with ghastly face and conscious eyes, momentarily
poised in the air while the body rode away invisibly
with an exploding shell! He told of men blown
up, shot through and riddled and brained and disemboweled,
while their comrades, grim and unalterable, standing
in a stream of blood, lived through the rain of shells,
the smashing of walls, lived to fight like madmen the
detachment following the bombardment, and to kill
them every one.
Mathie told of the great retreat how
men who had fought for days, who were unbeaten and
unafraid, had obeyed an order they hated and could
not understand, and had marched day and night, day
and night, eating as they toiled on, sleeping while
they marched, on and on, bloody-footed, desperate,
and terrible, filled with burning thirst and the agony
of ceaseless motion, on with dragging legs and laboring
breasts and red-hazed eyes, on and onward, unquenchable,
with the spirit of France.
Sergeant Delorme spoke of the sudden
fierce about-face at the Marne, of the irresistible
onslaught of men whose homes had been invaded, whose
children had been murdered, whose women had been enslaved,
of a ruthless fighting, swift and deadly, and lastly
of a bayonet charge by his own division, running down
upon superior numbers, engaging them in hand-to-hand
conflict, malignant and fatal, routing them over a
field of blood and death.
“Monsieur Dorn, do you know
the French use of a bayonet?” asked Delorme.
“No,” replied Dorn.
“Allons! I will show
you,” he said, taking up two rifles and handing
one to Dorn. “Come. It is so and
so a trick. The boches can’t
face cold steel.... Ah, monsieur, you have the
supple wrists of a juggler! You have the arms
of a giant! You have the eyes of a duelist!
You will be one grand spitter of German pigs!”
Dorn felt the blanching of his face,
the tingling of his nerves, the tightening of his
muscles. A cold and terrible meaning laid hold
of him even in the instant when he trembled before
this flaming-eyed French veteran who complimented
him while he instructed. How easily, Dorn thought,
could this soldier slip the bright bayonet over his
guard and pierce him from breast to back! How
horrible the proximity of that sinister blade, with
its glint, its turn, its edge, so potently expressive
of its history! Even as Dorn crossed bayonets
with this inspired Frenchman he heard a soldier comrade
say that Delorme had let daylight through fourteen
boches in that memorable victory of the Marne.
“You are very big and strong
and quick, monsieur,” said the officer Huon,
simply. “In bayonet-work you will be a killer
of boches.”
In their talk and practice and help,
in their intent to encourage the young American soldier,
these Blue Devils one and all dealt in frank and inevitable
terms of death. That was their meaning in life.
It was immeasurably horrible for Dorn, because it
seemed a realization of his imagined visions.
He felt like a child among old savages of a war tribe.
Yet he was fascinated by this close-up suggestion of
man to man in battle, of German to American, of materialist
to idealist, and beyond all control was the bursting
surge of his blood. The exercises he had gone
through, the trick he had acquired, somehow had strange
power to liberate his emotion.
The officer Huon spoke English, and
upon his words Dorn hung spellbound.
“You Americans have the fine
dash, the nerve. You will perform wonders.
But you don’t realize what this war is.
You will perish of sheer curiosity to see or eagerness
to fight. But these are the least of the horrors
of this war.
“Actual fighting is to me a
relief, a forgetfulness, an excitement, and is so
with many of my comrades. We have survived wounds,
starvation, shell-shock, poison gas and fire, the
diseases of war, the awful toil of the trenches.
And each and every one of us who has served long bears
in his mind the particular horror that haunts him.
I have known veterans to go mad at the screaming of
shells. I have seen good soldiers stand upon
a trench, inviting the fire that would end suspense.
For a man who hopes to escape alive this war is indeed
the ninth circle of hell.
“My own particular horrors are
mud, water, and cold. I have lived in dark, cold
mud-holes so long that my mind concerning them is not
right. I know it the moment I come out to rest.
Rest! Do you know that we cannot rest? The
comfort of this dirty old barn, of these fires, of
this bare ground is so great that we cannot rest,
we cannot sleep, we cannot do anything. When
I think of the past winter I do not remember injury
and agony for myself, or the maimed and mangled bodies
of my comrades. I remember only the horrible
cold, the endless ages of waiting, the hopeless misery
of the dugouts, foul, black rat-holes that we had to
crawl into through sticky mud and filthy water.
Mud, water, and cold, with the stench of the dead
clogging your nostrils! That to me is war!...
Les Misérables! You Americans will never know
that, thank God. For it could not be endured
by men who did not belong to this soil. After
all, the filthy water is half blood and the mud is
part of the dead of our people.”
Huon talked on and on, with the eloquence
of a Frenchman who relieves himself of a burden.
He told of trenches dug in a swamp, lived in and fought
in, and then used for the graves of the dead, trenches
that had to be lived in again months afterward.
The rotting dead were everywhere. When they were
covered the rain would come to wash away the earth,
exposing them again. That was the strange refrain
of this soldier’s moody lament the
rain that fell, the mud that forever held him rooted
fast in the tracks of his despair. He told of
night and storm, of a weary squad of men, lying flat,
trying to dig in under cover of rain and darkness,
of the hell of cannonade over and around them.
He told of hours that blasted men’s souls, of
death that was a blessing, of escape that was torture
beyond the endurance of humans. Crowning that
night of horrors piled on horrors, when he had seen
a dozen men buried alive in mud lifted by a monster
shell, when he had seen a refuge deep underground
opened and devastated by a like projectile, came a
cloud-burst that flooded the trenches and the fields,
drowning soldiers whose injuries and mud-laden garments
impeded their movements, and rendering escape for
the others an infernal labor and a hideous wretchedness,
unutterable and insupportable.
Round the camp-fires the Blue Devils
stood or lay, trying to rest. But the habit of
the trenches was upon them. Dorn gazed at each
and every soldier, so like in strange resemblance,
so different in physical characteristics; and the
sad, profound, and terrifying knowledge came to him
of what they must have in their minds. He realized
that all he needed was to suffer and fight and live
through some little part of the war they had endured
and then some truth would burst upon him. It was
there in the restless steps, in the prone forms, in
the sunken, glaring eyes. What soldiers, what
men, what giants! Three and a half years of unnamable
and indescribable fury of action and strife of thought!
Not dead, nor stolid like oxen, were these soldiers
of France. They had a simplicity that seemed
appalling. We have given all; we have stood in
the way, borne the brunt, saved you this
was flung at Dorn, not out of their thought, but from
their presence. The fact that they were there
was enough. He needed only to find these bravest
of brave warriors real, alive, throbbing men.
Dorn lingered there, loath to leave.
The great lesson of his life held vague connection
in some way with this squad of French privates.
But he could not pierce the veil. This meeting
came as a climax to four months of momentous meetings
with the best and the riffraff of many nations.
Dorn had studied, talked, listened, and learned.
He who had as yet given nothing, fought no enemy,
saved no comrade or refugee or child in all this whirlpool
of battling millions, felt a profound sense of his
littleness, his ignorance. He who had imagined
himself unfortunate had been blind, sick, self-centered.
Here were soldiers to whom comfort and rest were the
sweetest blessings upon the earth, and they could not
grasp them. No more could they grasp them than
could the gaping civilians and the distinguished travelers
grasp what these grand hulks of veteran soldiers had
done. Once a group of civilians halted near the
soldiers. An officer was their escort. He
tried to hurry them on, but failed. Delorme edged
away into the gloomy, damp barn rather than meet such
visitors. Some of his comrades followed suit.
Ferier, the incomparable of the Blue Devils, the wearer
of all the French medals and the bearer of twenty-five
wounds received in battle he sneaked away,
afraid and humble and sullen, to hide himself from
the curious. That action of Ferier’s was
a revelation to Dorn. He felt a sting of shame.
There were two classes of people in relation to this
war those who went to fight and those who
stayed behind. What had Delorme or Mathie or
Ferier to do with the world of selfish, comfortable,
well-fed men? Dorn heard a million voices of
France crying out the bitter truth that
if these war-bowed veterans ever returned alive to
their homes it would be with hopes and hearts and
faiths burned out, with hands forever lost to their
old use, with bodies that the war had robbed.
Dorn bade his new-made friends adieu,
and in the darkening twilight he hurried toward his
own camp.
“If I could go back home now,
honorably and well, I would never do it,” he
muttered. “I couldn’t bear to live
knowing what I know now unless I had laughed
at this death, and risked it and dealt it!”
He was full of gladness, of exultation,
in contemplation of the wonderful gift the hours had
brought him. More than any men of history or
present, he honored these soldiers the Germans feared.
Like an Indian, Dorn respected brawn, courage, fortitude,
silence, aloofness.
“There was a divinity in those
soldiers,” he soliloquized. “I felt
it in their complete ignorance of their greatness.
Yet they had pride, jealousy. Oh, the mystery
of it all!... When my day comes I’ll last
one short and terrible hour. I would never make
a soldier like one of them. No American could.
They are Frenchmen whose homes have been despoiled.”
In the tent of his comrades that night
Dorn reverted from old habit, and with a passionate
eloquence he told all he had seen and heard, and much
that he had felt. His influence on these young
men, long established, but subtle and unconscious,
became in that hour a tangible fact. He stirred
them. He felt them thoughtful and sad, and yet
more unflinching, stronger and keener for the inevitable
day.