The squad of men to which Dorn belonged
had to be on the lookout continually for an attack
that was inevitable. The Germans were feeling
out the line, probably to verify spy news of the United
States troops taking over a sector. They had
not, however, made sure of this fact.
The gas-shells came over regularly,
making life for the men a kind of suffocation most
of the time. And the great shells that blew enormous
holes in front and in back of their position never
allowed a relaxation from strain. Drawn and haggard
grew the faces that had been so clean-cut and brown
and fresh.
One evening at mess, when the sector
appeared quiet enough to permit of rest, Rogers was
talking to some comrades before the door of the dugout.
“It sure got my goat, that little
promenade of ours last night over into No Man’s
Land,” he said. “We had orders to
slip out and halt a German patrol that was supposed
to be stealing over to our line. We crawled on
our bellies, looking and listening every minute.
If that isn’t the limit! My heart was in
my mouth. I couldn’t breathe. And for
the first moments, if I’d run into a Hun, I’d
had no more strength than a rabbit. But all seemed
clear. It was not a bright night sort
of opaque and gloomy shadows everywhere.
There wasn’t any patrol coming. But Corporal
Owens thought he heard men farther on working with
wire. We crawled some more. And we must
have got pretty close to the enemy lines in
fact, we had when up shot one of those
damned calcium flares. We all burrowed into the
ground. I was paralyzed. It got as light
as noon strange greenish-white flare.
It magnified. Flat as I lay, I saw the German
embankments not fifty yards away. I made sure
we were goners. Slowly the light burned out.
Then that machine-gun you all heard began to rattle.
Something queer about the way every shot of a machine-gun
bites the air. We heard the bullets, low down,
right over us. Say, boys, I’d almost rather
be hit and have it done with!... We began to crawl
back. I wanted to run. We all wanted to.
But Owens is a nervy guy and he kept whispering.
Another machine-gun cut loose, and bullets rained over
us. Like hail they hit somewhere ahead, scattering
the gravel. We’d almost reached our line
when Smith jumped up and ran. He said afterward
that he just couldn’t help himself. The
suspense was awful. I know. I’ve been
a clerk in a bank! Get that? And there I
was under a hail of Hun lead, without being able to
understand why, or feel that any time had passed since
giving up my job to go to war. Queer how I saw
my old desk!... Well, that’s how Smith
got his. I heard the bullets spat him, sort of
thick and soft.... Ugh!... Owens and I dragged
him along, and finally into the trench. He had
a bullet through his shoulder and leg. Guess
he’ll live, all right.... Boys, take this
from me. Nobody can tell you what a machine-gun
is like. A rifle, now, is not so much. You
get shot at, and you know the man must reload and
aim. That takes time. But a machine-gun!
Whew! It’s a comb a fine-toothed
comb and you’re the louse it’s
after! You hear that steady rattle, and then you
hear bullets everywhere. Think of a man against
a machine-gun! It’s not a square deal.”
Dixon was one of the listeners. He laughed.
“Rogers, I’d like to have
been with you. Next time I’ll volunteer.
You had action a run for your money.
That’s what I enlisted for. Standing still doing
nothing but wait that drives me half mad.
My years of football have made action necessary.
Otherwise I go stale in mind and body.... Last
night, before you went on that scouting trip, I had
been on duty two hours. Near midnight. The
shelling had died down. All became quiet.
No flares no flashes anywhere. There
was a luminous kind of glow in the sky moonlight
through thin clouds. I had to listen and watch.
But I couldn’t keep back my thoughts. There
I was, a soldier, facing No Man’s Land, across
whose dark space were the Huns we have come to regard
as devils in brutality, yet less than men....
And I thought of home. No man knows what home
really is until he stands that lonely midnight guard.
A shipwrecked sailor appreciates the comforts he once
had; a desert wanderer, lost and starving, remembers
the food he once wasted; a volunteer soldier, facing
death in the darkness, thinks of his home! It
is a hell of a feeling!... And, thinking of home,
I remembered my girl. I’ve been gone four
months have been at the front seven days
(or is it seven years?) and last night in the darkness
she came to me. Oh yes! she was there! She
seemed reproachful, as she was when she coaxed me not
to enlist. My girl was not one of the kind who
sends her lover to war and swears she will die an
old maid unless he returns. Mine begged me to
stay home, or at least wait for the draft. But
I wasn’t built that way. I enlisted.
And last night I felt the bitterness of a soldier’s
fate. All this beautiful stuff is bunk!...
My girl is a peach. She had many admirers, two
in particular that made me run my best down the stretch.
One is club-footed. He couldn’t fight.
The other is all yellow. Him she liked best.
He had her fooled, the damned slacker.... I wish
I could believe I’d get safe back home, with
a few Huns to my credit the Croix
de Guerre and an officer’s
uniform. That would be great. How I could
show up those fellows!... But I’ll get killed as
sure as God made little apples I’ll get killed and
she will marry one of the men who would not fight!”
It was about the middle of a clear
morning, still cold, but the sun was shining.
Guns were speaking intermittently. Those soldiers
who were off duty had their gas-masks in their hands.
All were gazing intently upward.
Dorn sat a little apart from them.
He, too, looked skyward, and he was so absorbed that
he did not hear the occasional rumble of a distant
gun. He was watching the airmen at work the
most wonderful and famous feature of the war.
It absolutely enthralled Dorn. As a boy he had
loved to watch the soaring of the golden eagles, and
once he had seen a great wide-winged condor, swooping
along a mountain-crest. How he had envied them
the freedom of the heights the loneliness
of the unscalable crags the companionship
of the clouds! Here he gazed and marveled at
the man-eagles of the air.
German planes had ventured over the
lines, flying high, and English planes had swept up
to intercept them. One was rising then not far
away, climbing fast, like a fish-hawk with prey in
its claws. Its color, its framework, its propeller,
and its aviator showed distinctly against the sky.
The buzzing, high-pitched drone of its motor floated
down.
The other aeroplanes, far above, had
lost their semblance to mechanical man-driven machines.
They were now the eagles of the air. They were
rising, circling, diving in maneuvers that Dorn knew
meant pursuit. But he could not understand these
movements. To him the air-battle looked as it
must have looked to an Indian. Birds of prey in
combat! Dorn recalled verses he had learned as
a boy, written by a poet who sang of future wars in
the air. What he prophesied had come true.
Was there not a sage now who could pierce the veil
of the future and sing of such a thing as sacred human
life? Dorn had his doubts. Poets and dreamers
appeared not to be the men who could halt materialism.
Strangely then, as Dorn gazed bitterly up at these
fierce fliers who fought in the heavens, he remembered
the story of the three wise men and of Bethlehem.
Was it only a story? Where on this sunny spring
morning was Christ, and the love of man for man?
At that moment one of the forward
aeroplanes, which was drifting back over the enemy
lines, lost its singular grace of slow, sweeping movement.
It poised in the air. It changed shape. It
pitched as if from wave to wave of wind. A faint
puff of smoke showed. Tiny specks, visible to
Dorn’s powerful eyes, seemed to detach themselves
and fall, to be followed by the plane itself in sheer
downward descent.
Dorn leaped to his feet. What
a thrilling and terrible sight! His comrades
stood bareheaded, red faces uplifted, open-mouthed
and wild with excitement, not daring to disobey orders
and yell at the top of their lungs. Dorn felt,
strong above the softened wonder and thought of a
moment back, a tingling, pulsating wave of gushing
blood go over him. Like his comrades, he began
to wave his arms and stamp and bite his tongue.
Swiftly the doomed plane swept down
out of sight. Gone! At that instant something
which had seemed like a bird must have become a broken
mass. The other planes drifted eastward.
Dorn gasped, and broke the spell on
him. He was hot and wet with sweat, quivering
with a frenzy. How many thousand soldiers of the
Allies had seen that downward flight of the boche?
Dorn pitied the destroyed airman, hated himself, and
had all the fury of savage joy that had been in his
comrades.
Dorn, relieved from guard and firing-post,
rushed back to the dugout. He needed the dark
of that dungeon. He crawled in and, searching
out the remotest, blackest corner, hidden from all
human eyes, and especially his own, he lay there clammy
and wet all over, with an icy, sickening rend, like
a wound, in the pit of his stomach. He shut his
eyes, but that did not shut out what he saw. “So
help me God!” he whispered to himself....
Six endless months had gone to the preparation of a
deed that had taken one second! That transformed
him! His life on earth, his spirit in the beyond,
could never be now what they might have been.
And he sobbed through grinding teeth as he felt the
disintegrating, agonizing, irremediable forces at
work on body, mind, and soul.
He had blown out the brains of his first German.
Fires of hell, in two long lines,
bordering a barren, ghastly, hazy strip of land, burst
forth from the earth. From holes where men hid
poured thunder of guns and stream of smoke and screeching
of iron. That worthless strip of land, barring
deadly foes, shook as with repeated earthquakes.
Huge spouts of black and yellow earth lifted, fountain-like,
to the dull, heavy bursts of shells. Pound and
jar, whistle and whine, long, broken rumble, and the
rattling concatenation of quick shots like metallic
cries, exploding hail-storm of iron in the air, a
desert over which thousands of puffs of smoke shot
up and swelled and drifted, the sliding crash far
away, the sibilant hiss swift overhead. Boom!
Weeeee eeeeooooo! from the east. Boom!
Weeeee eeeeooooo! from the west.
At sunset there was no let-up.
The night was all the more hideous. Along the
horizon flashed up the hot sheets of lightning that
were not of a summer storm. Angry, lurid, red,
these upflung blazes and flames illumined the murky
sky, showing in the fitful and flickering intervals
wagons driving toward the front, and patrols of soldiers
running toward some point, and great upheavals of
earth spread high.
This heavy cannonading died away in
the middle of the night until an hour before dawn,
when it began again with redoubled fury and lasted
until daybreak.
Dawn came reluctantly, Dorn thought.
He was glad. It meant a charge. Another
night of that hellish shrieking and bursting of shells
would kill his mind, if not his body. He stood
on guard at a fighting-post. Corporal Owens lay
at his feet, wounded slightly. He would not retire.
As the cannons ceased he went to sleep. Rogers
stood close on one side, Dixon on the other.
The squad had lived through that awful night.
Soldiers were bringing food and drink to them.
All appeared grimly gay.
Dorn was not gay. But he knew
this was the day he would laugh in the teeth of death.
A slumbrous, slow heat burned deep in him, like a
covered fire, fierce and hot at heart, awaiting the
wind. Watching there, he did not voluntarily
move a muscle, yet all his body twitched like that
of the trained athlete, strained to leap into the great
race of his life.
An officer came hurrying through.
The talking hushed. Men on guard, backs to the
trench, never moved their eyes from the forbidden land
in front. The officer spoke. Look for a
charge! Reserves were close behind. He gave
his orders and passed on.
Then an Allied gun opened up with
a boom. The shell moaned on over. Dorn saw
where it burst, sending smoke and earth aloft.
That must have been a signal for a bombardment of
the enemy all along this sector, for big and little
guns began to thunder and crack.
The spectacle before Dorn’s
hard, keen eyes was one that he thought wonderful.
Far across No Man’s Land, which sloped somewhat
at that point in the plain, he saw movement of troops
and guns. His eyes were telescopic. Over
there the ground appeared grassy in places, with green
ridges rising, and patches of brush and straggling
trees standing out clearly. Faint, gray-colored
squads of soldiers passed in sight with helmets flashing
in the sun; guns were being hauled forward; mounted
horsemen dashed here and there, vanishing and reappearing;
and all through that wide area of color and action
shot up live black spouts of earth crowned in white
smoke that hung in the air after the earth fell back.
They were beautiful, these shell-bursts. Round
balls of white smoke magically appeared in the air,
to spread and drift; long, yellow columns or streaks
rose here, and there leaped up a fan-shaped, dirty
cloud, savage and sinister; sometimes several shells
burst close together, dashing the upflung sheets of
earth together and blending their smoke; at intervals
a huge, creamy-yellow explosion, like a geyser, rose
aloft to spread and mushroom, then to detach itself
from the heavier body it had upheaved, and float away,
white and graceful, on the wind.
Sinister beauty! Dorn soon lost
sight of that. There came a gnawing at his vitals.
The far scene of action could not hold his gaze.
That dark, uneven, hummocky break in the earth, which
was a goodly number of rods distant, yet now seemed
close, drew a startling attention. Dorn felt his
eyes widen and pop. Spots and dots, shiny, illusive,
bobbed along that break, behind the mounds, beyond
the farther banks. A yell as from one lusty throat
ran along the line of which Dorn’s squad held
the center. Dorn’s sight had a piercing
intensity. All was hard under his grip his
rifle, the boards and bags against which he leaned.
Corporal Owens rose beside him, bareheaded, to call
low and fiercely to his men.
The gray dots and shiny spots leaped
up magically and appallingly into men. German
soldiers! Boches! Huns on a charge!
They were many, but wide apart. They charged,
running low.
Machine-gun rattle, rifle-fire, and
strangled shouts blended along the line. From
the charging Huns seemed to come a sound that was neither
battle-cry nor yell nor chant, yet all of them together.
The gray advancing line thinned at points opposite
the machine-guns, but it was coming fast.
Dorn cursed his hard, fumbling hands,
which seemed so eager and fierce that they stiffened.
They burned, too, from their grip on the hot rifle.
Shot after shot he fired, missing. He could not
hit a field full of Huns. He dropped shells,
fumbled with them at the breech, loaded wildly, aimed
at random, pulled convulsively. His brain was
on fire. He had no anger, no fear, only a great
and futile eagerness. Yell and crack filled his
ears. The gray, stolid, unalterable Huns must
be driven back. Dorn loaded, crushed his rifle
steady, pointed low at a great gray bulk, and fired.
That Hun pitched down out of the gray advancing line.
The sight almost overcame Dorn. Dizzy, with blurred
eyes, he leaned over his gun. His abdomen and
breast heaved, and he strangled over his gorge.
Almost he fainted. But violence beside him somehow,
great heaps of dust and gravel flung over him, hoarse,
wild yells in his ears, roused him. The boches
were on the line! He leaped up. Through the
dust he saw charging gray forms, thick and heavy.
They plunged, as if actuated by one will. Bulky
blond men, ashen of face, with eyes of blue fire and
brutal mouths set grim Huns!
Up out of the shallow trench sprang
comrades on each side of Dorn. No rats to be
cornered in a hole! Dorn seemed drawn by powerful
hauling chains. He did not need to climb!
Four big Germans appeared simultaneously upon the
embankment of bags. They were shooting. One
swung aloft an arm and closed fist. He yelled
like a demon. He was a bomb-thrower. On
the instant a bullet hit Dorn, tearing at the side
of his head, stinging excruciatingly, knocking him
down, flooding his face with blood. The shock,
like a weight, held him down, but he was not dazed.
A body, khaki-clad, rolled down beside him, convulsively
flopped against him. He bounded erect, his ears
filled with a hoarse and clicking din, his heart strangely
lifting in his breast.
Only one German now stood upon the
embankment of bags and he was the threatening bomb-thrower.
The others were down gray forms wrestling
with brown. Dixon was lunging at the bomb-thrower,
and, reaching him with the bayonet, ran him through
the belly. He toppled over with an awful cry
and fell hard on the other side of the wall of loaded
bags. The bomb exploded. In the streaky
burst Dixon seemed to charge in bulk to
be flung aside like a leaf by a gale.
Little Rogers had engaged an enemy
who towered over him. They feinted, swung, and
cracked their guns together, then locked bayonets.
Another German striding from behind stabbed Rogers
in the back. He writhed off the bloody bayonet,
falling toward Dorn, showing a white face that changed
as he fell, with quiver of torture and dying eyes.
That dormant inhibited self of Dorn
suddenly was no more. Fast as a flash he was
upon the murdering Hun. Bayonet and rifle-barrel
lunged through him, and so terrible was the thrust
that the German was thrown back as if at a blow from
a battering-ram. Dorn whirled the bloody bayonet,
and it crashed to the ground the rifle of the other
German. Dorn saw not the visage of the foe only
the thick-set body, and this he ripped open in one
mighty slash. The German’s life spilled
out horribly.
Dorn leaped over the bloody mass.
Owens lay next, wide-eyed, alive, but stricken.
Purcell fought with clubbed rifle, backing away from
several foes. Brewer was being beaten down.
Gray forms closing in! Dorn saw leveled small
guns,, flashes of red, the impact of lead striking
him. But he heard no shots. The roar in
his ears was the filling of a gulf. Out of that
gulf pierced his laugh. Gray forms guns bullets
bayonets death he laughed at
them. His moment had come. Here he would
pay. His immense and terrible joy bridged the
ages between the past and this moment when he leaped
light and swift, like a huge cat, upon them.
They fired and they hit, but Dorn sprang on, tigerishly,
with his loud and nameless laugh. Bayonets thrust
at him were straws. These enemies gave way, appalled.
With sweep and lunge he killed one and split a second’s
skull before the first had fallen. A third he
lifted and upset and gored, like a bull, in one single
stroke. The fourth and last of that group, screaming
his terror and fury, ran in close to get beyond that
sweeping blade. He fired as he ran. Dorn
tripped him heavily, and he had scarcely struck the
ground when that steel transfixed his bulging throat.
Brewer was down, but Purcell had been
reinforced. Soldiers in brown came on the run,
shooting, yelling, brandishing. They closed in
on the Germans, and Dorn ran into that melee to make
one thrust at each gray form he encountered.
Shriller yells along the line American
yells the enemy there had given ground!
Dorn heard. He saw the gray line waver. He
saw reserves running to aid his squad. The Germans
would be beaten back. There was whirling blackness
in his head through which he seemed to see. The
laugh broke hoarse and harsh from his throat.
Dust and blood choked him.
Another gray form blocked his leaping
way. Dorn saw only low down, the gray arms reaching
with bright, unstained blade. His own bloody bayonet
clashed against it, locked, and felt the helplessness
of the arms that wielded it. An instant of pause a
heaving, breathless instinct of impending exhaustion a
moment when the petrific mace of primitive man stayed
at the return of the human then with bloody
foam on his lips Dorn spent his madness.
A supple twist the French
trick and Dorn’s powerful lunge, with
all his ponderous weight, drove his bayonet through
the enemy’s lungs.
“Ka ma rod!”
came the strange, strangling cry.
A weight sagged down on Dorn’s
rifle. He did not pull out the bayonet, but as
it lowered with the burden of the body his eyes, fixed
at one height, suddenly had brought into their range
the face of his foe.
A boy dying on his bayonet!
Then came a resurrection of Kurt Dorn’s soul.
He looked at what must be his last deed as a soldier.
His mind halted. He saw only the ghastly face,
the eyes in which he expected to see hate, but saw
only love of life, suddenly reborn, suddenly surprised
at death.
“God save you, German! I’d give my
life for yours!”
Too late! Dorn watched the youth’s
last clutching of empty fingers, the last look of
consciousness at his conqueror, the last quiver.
The youth died and slid back off the rigid bayonet.
War of men!
A heavy thud sounded to the left of
Dorn. A bursting flash hid the face of his German
victim. A terrific wind, sharp and hard as nails,
lifted Dorn into roaring blackness....