On the anniversary of the night Mescal
disappeared the mysterious voice which had called
to Hare so often and so strangely again pierced his
slumber, and brought him bolt upright in his bed shuddering
and listening. The dark room was as quiet as
a tomb. He fell back into his blankets trembling
with emotion. Sleep did not close his eyes again
that night; he lay in a fever waiting for the dawn,
and when the gray gloom lightened he knew what he
must do.
After breakfast he sought August Naab.
“May I go across the river?” he asked.
The old man looked up from his carpenter’s
task and fastened his glance on Hare. “Mescal?”
“Yes.”
“I saw it long ago.”
He shook his head and spread his great hands.
“There’s no use for me to say what the
desert is. If you ever come back you’ll
bring her. Yes, you may go. It’s a
man’s deed. God keep you!”
Hare spoke to no other person; he
filled one saddle-bag with grain, another with meat,
bread, and dried fruits, strapped a five-gallon leather
water-sack back of Silvermane’s saddle, and set
out toward the river. At the crossing-bar he
removed Silvermane’s equipments and placed them
in the boat. At that moment a long howl, as of
a dog baying the moon, startled him from his musings,
and his eyes sought the river-bank, up and down, and
then the opposite side. An animal, which at first
he took to be a gray timber-wolf, was running along
the sand-bar of the landing.
“Pretty white for a wolf,”
he muttered. “Might be a Navajo dog.”
The beast sat down on his haunches
and, lifting a lean head, sent up a doleful howl.
Then he began trotting along the bar, every few paces
stepping to the edge of the water. Presently he
spied Hare, and he began to bark furiously.
“It’s a dog all right;
wants to get across,” said Hare. “Where
have I seen him?”
Suddenly he sprang to his feet, almost
upsetting the boat. “He’s like Mescal’s
Wolf!” He looked closer, his heart beginning
to thump, and then he yelled: “Ki-yi!
Wolf! Hyer! Hyer!”
The dog leaped straight up in the
air, and coming down, began to dash back and forth
along the sand with piercing yelps.
“It’s Wolf! Mescal
must be near,” cried Hare. A veil obscured
his sight, and every vein was like a hot cord.
“Wolf! Wolf! I’m coming!”
With trembling hands he tied Silvermane’s
bridle to the stern seat of the boat and pushed off.
In his eagerness he rowed too hard, dragging Silvermane’s
nose under water, and he had to check himself.
Time and again he turned to call to the dog.
At length the bow grated on the sand, and Silvermane
emerged with a splash and a snort.
“Wolf, old fellow!” cried
Hare. “Where’s Mescal? Wolf,
where is she?” He threw his arms around the
dog. Wolf whined, licked Hare’s face, and
breaking away, ran up the sandy trail, and back again.
But he barked no more; he waited to see if Hare was
following.
“All right, Wolf coming.”
Never had Hare saddled so speedily, nor mounted so
quickly. He sent Silvermane into the willow-skirted
trail close behind the dog, up on the rocky bench,
and then under the bulging wall. Wolf reached
the level between the canyon and Echo Cliffs, and
then started straight west toward the Painted Desert.
He trotted a few rods and turned to see if the man
was coming.
Doubt, fear, uncertainty ceased for
Hare. With the first blast of dust-scented air
in his face he knew Wolf was leading him to Mescal.
He knew that the cry he had heard in his dream was
hers, that the old mysterious promise of the desert
had at last begun its fulfilment. He gave one
sharp exultant answer to that call. The horizon,
ever-widening, lay before him, and the treeless plains,
the sun-scorched slopes, the sandy stretches, the
massed blocks of black mesas, all seemed
to welcome him; his soul sang within him.
For Mescal was there. Far away
she must be, a mere grain of sand in all that world
of drifting sands, perhaps ill, perhaps hurt, but alive,
waiting for him, calling for him, crying out with a
voice that no distance could silence. He did
not see the sharp peaks as pitiless barriers, nor
the mesas and domes as black-faced death, nor
the moisture-drinking sands as life-sucking foes to
plant and beast and man. That painted wonderland
had sheltered Mescal for a year. He had loved
it for its color, its change, its secrecy; he loved
it now because it had not been a grave for Mescal,
but a home. Therefore he laughed at the deceiving
yellow distances in the foreground of glistening mesas,
at the deceiving purple distances of the far-off horizon.
The wind blew a song in his ears; the dry desert odors
were fragrance in his nostrils; the sand tasted sweet
between his teeth, and the quivering heat-waves, veiling
the desert in transparent haze, framed beautiful pictures
for his eyes.
Wolf kept to the fore for some thirty
paces, and though he had ceased to stop, he still
looked back to see if the horse and man were following.
Hare had noted the dog occasionally in the first hours
of travel, but he had given his eyes mostly to the
broken line of sky and desert in the west, to the
receding contour of Echo Cliffs, to the spread and
break of the desert near at hand. Here and there
life showed itself in a gaunt coyote sneaking into
the cactus, or a horned toad huddling down in the
dust, or a jewel-eyed lizard sunning himself upon a
stone. It was only when his excited fancy had
cooled that Hare came to look closely at Wolf.
But for the dog’s color he could not have been
distinguished from a real wolf. His head and
ears and tail drooped, and he was lame in his right
front paw.
Hare halted in the shade of a stone,
dismounted and called the dog to him. Wolf returned
without quickness, without eagerness, without any
of the old-time friendliness of shepherding days.
His eyes were sad and strange. Hare felt a sudden
foreboding, but rejected it with passionate force.
Yet a chill remained. Lifting Wolf’s paw
he discovered that the ball of the foot was worn through;
whereupon he called into service a piece of buckskin,
and fashioning a rude moccasin he tied it round the
foot. Wolf licked his hand, but there was no change
in the sad light of his eyes. He turned toward
the west as if anxious to be off.
“All right, old fellow,”
said Hare, “only go slow. From the look
of that foot I think you’ve turned back on a
long trail.”
Again they faced the west, dog leading,
man following, and addressed themselves to a gradual
ascent. When it had been surmounted Hare realized
that his ride so far had brought him only through an
anteroom; the real portal now stood open to the Painted
Desert. The immensity of the thing seemed to
reach up to him with a thousand lines, ridges, canyons,
all ascending out of a purple gulf. The arms of
the desert enveloped him, a chill beneath their warmth.
As he descended into the valley, keeping
close to Wolf, he marked a straight course in line
with a volcanic spur. He was surprised when the
dog, though continually threading jumbles of rock,
heading canyons, crossing deep washes, and going round
obstructions, always veered back to this bearing as
true as a compass-needle to its magnet.
Hare felt the air growing warmer and
closer as he continued the descent. By mid-afternoon,
when he had travelled perhaps thirty miles, he was
moist from head to foot, and Silvermane’s coat
was wet. Looking backward Hare had a blank feeling
of loss; the sweeping line of Echo Cliffs had retreated
behind the horizon. There was no familiar landmark
left.
Sunset brought him to a standstill,
as much from its sudden glorious gathering of brilliant
crimsons splashed with gold, as from its warning that
the day was done. Hare made his camp beside a
stone which would serve as a wind-break. He laid
his saddle for a pillow and his blanket for a bed.
He gave Silvermane a nose-bag full of water and then
one of grain; he fed the dog, and afterward attended
to his own needs. When his task was done the
desert brightness had faded to gray; the warm air
had blown away on a cool breeze, and night approached.
He scooped out a little hollow in the sand for his
hips, took a last look at Silvermane haltered to the
rock, and calling Wolf to his side stretched himself
to rest. He was used to lying on the ground,
under the open sky, out where the wind blew and the
sand seeped in, yet all these were different on this
night. He was in the Painted Desert; Wolf crept
close to him; Mescal lay somewhere under the blue-white
stars.
He awakened and arose before any color
of dawn hinted of the day. While he fed his four-footed
companions the sky warmed and lightened. A tinge
of rose gathered in the east. The air was cool
and transparent. He tried to cheer Wolf out of
his sad-eyed forlornness, and failed.
Hare vaulted into the saddle.
The day had its possibilities, and while he had sobered
down from his first unthinking exuberance, there was
still a ring in his voice as he called to the dog:
“On, Wolf, on, old boy!”
Out of the east burst the sun, and
the gray curtain was lifted by shafts of pink and
white and gold, flashing westward long trails of color.
When they started the actions of the
dog showed Hare that Wolf was not tracking a back-trail,
but travelling by instinct. There were draws
which necessitated a search for a crossing, and areas
of broken rock which had to be rounded, and steep
flat mesas rising in the path, and strips of
deep sand and canyons impassable for long distances.
But the dog always found a way and always came back
to a line with the black spur that Hare had marked.
It still stood in sharp relief, no nearer than before,
receding with every step, an illusive landmark, which
Hare began to distrust.
Then quite suddenly it vanished in
the ragged blue mass of the Ghost Mountains.
Hare had seen them several times, though never so distinctly.
The purple tips, the bold rock-ribs, the shadowed canyons,
so sharp and clear in the morning light how
impossible to believe that these were only the deceit
of the desert mirage! Yet so they were; even for
the Navajos they were spirit-mountains.
The splintered desert-floor merged
into an area of sand. Wolf slowed his trot, and
Silvermane’s hoofs sunk deep. Dismounting
Hare labored beside him, and felt the heat steal through
his boots and burn the soles of his feet. Hare
plodded onward, stopping once to tie another moccasin
on Wolf’s worn paw, this time the left one;
and often he pulled the stopper from the water-bag
and cooled his parching lips and throat. The waves
of the sand-dunes were as the waves of the ocean.
He did not look backward, dreading to see what little
progress he had made. Ahead were miles on miles
of graceful heaps, swelling mounds, crested ridges,
all different, yet regular and rhythmical, drift on
drift, dune on dune, in endless waves. Wisps
of sand were whipped from their summits in white ribbons
and wreaths, and pale clouds of sand shrouded little
hollows. The morning breeze, rising out of the
west, approached in a rippling lines like the crest
of an inflowing tide.
Silvermane snorted, lifted his ears
and looked westward toward a yellow pall which swooped
up from the desert.
“Sand-storm,” said Hare,
and calling Wolf he made for the nearest rock that
was large enough to shelter them. The whirling
sand-cloud mushroomed into an enormous desert covering,
engulfing the dunes, obscuring the light. The
sunlight failed; the day turned to gloom. Then
an eddying fog of sand and dust enveloped Hare.
His last glimpse before he covered his face with a
silk handkerchief was of sheets of sand streaming
past his shelter. The storm came with a low, soft,
hissing roar, like the sound in a sea-shell magnified.
Breathing through the handkerchief Hare avoided inhaling
the sand which beat against his face, but the finer
dust particles filtered through and stifled him.
At first he felt that he would suffocate, and he coughed
and gasped; but presently, when the thicker sand-clouds
had passed, he managed to get air enough to breathe.
Then he waited patiently while the steady seeping
rustle swept by, and the band of his hat sagged heavier,
and the load on his shoulders had to be continually
shaken off, and the weighty trap round his feet crept
upward. When the light, fine touch ceased he
removed the covering from his face to see himself standing
nearly to his knees in sand, and Silvermane’s
back and the saddle burdened with it. The storm
was moving eastward, a dull red now with the sun faintly
showing through it like a ball of fire.
“Well, Wolf, old boy, how many
storms like that will we have to weather?” asked
Hare, in a cheery tone which he had to force.
He knew these sand-storms were but vagaries of the
desert-wind. Before the hour closed he had to
seek the cover of a stone and wait for another to pass.
Then he was caught in the open, with not a shelter
in sight. He was compelled to turn his back to
a third storm, the worst of all, and to bear as best
he could the heavy impact of the first blow, and the
succeeding rush and flow of sand. After that his
head drooped and he wearily trudged beside Silvermane,
dreading the interminable distance he must cover before
once more gaining hard ground. But he discovered
that it was useless to try to judge distance on the
desert. What had appeared miles at his last look
turned out to be only rods.
It was good to get into the saddle
again and face clear air. Far away the black
spur again loomed up, now surrounded by groups of mesas
with sage-slopes tinged with green. That surely
meant the end of this long trail; the faint spots
of green lent suggestion of a desert waterhole; there
Mescal must be, hidden in some shady canyon. Hare
built his hopes anew.
So he pressed on down a plain of bare
rock dotted by huge bowlders; and out upon a level
floor of scant sage and greasewood where a few living
creatures, a desert-hawk sailing low, lizards darting
into holes, and a swiftly running ground-bird, emphasized
the lack of life in the waste. He entered a zone
of clay-dunes of violet and heliotrope hues; and then
a belt of lava and cactus. Reddish points studded
the desert, and here and there were meagre patches
of white grass. Far away myriads of cactus plants
showed like a troop of distorted horsemen. As
he went on the grass failed, and streams of jagged
lava flowed downward. Beds of cinders told of
the fury of a volcanic fire. Soon Hare had to
dismount to make moccasins for Wolf’s hind feet;
and to lead Silvermane carefully over the cracked
lava. For a while there were strips of ground
bare of lava and harboring only an occasional bunch
of cactus, but soon every foot free of the reddish
iron bore a projecting mass of fierce spikes and thorns.
The huge barrel-shaped cacti, and thickets of slender
dark-green rods with bayonet points, and broad leaves
with yellow spines, drove Hare and his sore-footed
fellow-travellers to the lava.
Hare thought there must be an end
to it some time, yet it seemed as though he were never
to cross that black forbidding inferno. Blistered
by the heat, pierced by the thorns, lame from long
toil on the lava, he was sorely spent when once more
he stepped out upon the bare desert. On pitching
camp he made the grievous discovery that the water-bag
had leaked or the water had evaporated, for there
was only enough left for one more day. He ministered
to thirsty dog and horse in silence, his mind revolving
the grim fact of his situation.
His little fire of greasewood threw
a wan circle into the surrounding blackness.
Not a sound hinted of life. He longed for even
the bark of a coyote. Silvermane stooped motionless
with tired head. Wolf stretched limply on the
sand. Hare rolled into his blanket and stretched
out with slow aching relief.
He dreamed he was a boy roaming over
the green hills of the old farm, wading through dewy
clover-fields, and fishing in the Connecticut River.
It was the long vacationtime, an endless freedom.
Then he was at the swimming-hole, and playmates tied
his clothes in knots, and with shouts of glee ran
up the bank leaving him there to shiver.
When he awakened the blazing globe
of the sun had arisen over the eastern horizon, and
the red of the desert swathed all the reach of valley.
Hare pondered whether he should use
his water at once or dole it out. That ball of
fire in the sky, a glazed circle, like iron at white
heat, decided for him. The sun would be hot and
would evaporate such water as leakage did not claim,
and so he shared alike with Wolf, and gave the rest
to Silvermane.
For an hour the mocking lilac mountains
hung in the air and then paled in the intense light.
The day was soundless and windless, and the heat-waves
rose from the desert like smoke. For Hare the
realities were the baked clay flats, where Silvermane
broke through at every step; the beds of alkali, which
sent aloft clouds of powdered dust; the deep gullies
full of round bowlders; thickets of mesquite and prickly
thorn which tore at his legs; the weary detour to
head the canyons; the climb to get between two bridging
mesas; and always the haunting presence of the
sad-eyed dog. His unrealities were the shimmering
sheets of water in every low place; the baseless mountains
floating in the air; the green slopes rising close
at hand; beautiful buttes of dark blue riding the
open sand, like monstrous barks at sea; the changing
outlines of desert shapes in pink haze and veils of
purple and white lustre all illusions,
all mysterious tricks of the mirage.
In the heat of midday Hare yielded
to its influence and reined in his horse under a slate-bank
where there was shade. His face was swollen and
peeling, and his lips had begun to dry and crack and
taste of alkali. Then Wolf pattered on; Silvermane
kept at his heels; Hare dozed in the saddle.
His eyes burned in their sockets from the glare, and
it was a relief to shut out the barren reaches.
So the afternoon waned.
Silvermane stumbled, jolting Hare
out of his stupid lethargy. Before him spread
a great field of bowlders with not a slope or a ridge
or a mesa or an escarpment. Not even a tip of
a spur rose in the background. He rubbed his
sore eyes. Was this another illusion?
When Silvermane started onward Hare
thought of the Navajos’ custom to trust horse
and dog in such an emergency. They were desert-bred;
beyond human understanding were their sight and scent.
He was at the mercy now of Wolf’s instinct and
Silvermane’s endurance. Resignation brought
him a certain calmness of soul, cold as the touch
of an icy hand on fevered cheek. He remembered
the desert secret in Mescal’s eyes; he was about
to solve it. He remembered August Naab’s
words: “It’s a man’s deed!”
If so, he had achieved the spirit of it, if not the
letter. He remembered Eschtah’s tribute
to the wilderness of painted wastes: “There
is the grave of the Navajo, and no one knows the trail
to the place of his sleep!” He remembered the
something evermore about to be, the unknown always
subtly calling; now it was revealed in the stone-fettering
grip of the desert. It had opened wide to him,
bright with its face of danger, beautiful with its
painted windows, inscrutable with its alluring call.
Bidding him enter, it had closed behind him; now he
looked upon it in its iron order, its strange ruins
racked by fire, its inevitable remorselessness.