Two days before Thanksgiving the air
was already filled with white turkey feathers, and
I stood at a window and watched until the loneliness
of my still house seemed like something pointing a
mocking finger at me. When I could bear it no
longer I went out in the snow, and through the soft
drifts I fought my way up the Plank Road toward the
village.
I had almost passed the little bundled
figure before I recognized Calliope. She was
walking in the middle of the road, as in Friendship
we all walk in winter; and neither of us had umbrellas.
I think that I distrust people who put up umbrellas
on a country road in a fall of friendly flakes.
Instead of inquiring perfunctorily
how I did, she greeted me with a fragment of what
she had been thinking which is always as
if one were to open a door of his mind to you instead
of signing you greeting from a closed window.
“I just been tellin’ myself,”
she looked up to say without preface, “that
if I could see one more good old-fashion’ Thanksgivin’,
life’d sort o’ smooth out. An’
land knows, it needs some smoothin’ out for me.”
With this I remember that it was as
if my own loneliness spoke for me. At my reply
Calliope looked at me quickly as if I, too,
had opened a door.
“Sometimes Thanksgivin’
is some like seein’ the sun shine when
you’re feelin’ rill rainy yourself,”
she said thoughtfully.
She held out her blue-mittened hand
and let the flakes fall on it in stars and coronets.
“I wonder,” she asked
evenly, “if you’d help me get up a Thanksgivin’
dinner for a few poor sick folks here in Friendship?”
In order to keep my self-respect,
I recall that I was as ungracious as possible.
I think I said that the day meant so little to me that
I was willing to do anything to avoid spending it
alone. A statement which seems to me now not
to bristle with logic.
“That’s nice of you,”
Calliope replied genially. Then she hesitated,
looking down Daphne Street, which the Plank Road had
become, toward certain white houses. There were
the homes of Mis’ Mayor Uppers, Mis’ Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss,
and the Liberty sisters, all substantial
dignified houses, typical of the simple prosperity
of the countryside.
“The only trouble,” she
added simply, “is that in Friendship I don’t
know of a soul rill sick, nor a soul what you might
call poor.”
At this I laughed, unwillingly enough.
Dear Calliope! Here indeed was a drawback to
her project.
“Honestly,” she said reflectively,
“Friendship can’t seem to do anything
like any other town. When the new minister come
here, he give out he was goin’ to do settlement
work. An’ his second week in the place he
come to me with a reg’lar hang-dog look.
‘What kind of a town is this?’ he says
to me, disgusted. ‘They ain’t nobody
sick in it an’ they ain’t nobody poor!’
I guess he could ‘a’ got along without
the poor most of us can. But we mostly
like to hev a few sick to carry the flowers off our
house plants to, an’ now an’ then a tumbler
o’ jell. An’ yet I’ve known
weeks at a time when they wasn’t a soul rill
flat down sick in Friendship. It’s so now.
An’ that’s hard, when you’re young
an’ enthusiastic, like the minister.”
“But where are you going to
find your guests then, Calliope?” I asked curiously.
“Well,” she said brightly,
“I was just plannin’ as you come up with
me. An’ I says to myself: ’God
give me to live in a little bit of a place where we’ve
all got enough to get along on, an’ Thanksgivin’
finds us all in health. It looks like He’d
afflicted us by lettin’ us hev nobody to do
for.’ An’ then it come to me that
if we was to get up the dinner, with all
the misery an’ hunger they is in the world, God
in His goodness would let some of it come our way
to be fed. ’In the wilderness a cedar,’
you know as Liddy Ember an’ I was
always tellin’ each other when we kep’
shop together. An’ so to-day I said to myself
I’d go to work an’ get up the dinner an’
trust there’d be eaters for it.”
“Why, Calliope,” I said, “Calliope!”
“I ain’t got much to do
with, myself,” she added apologetically; “the
most I’ve got in my sullar, I guess, is a gallon
jar o’ watermelon pickles. I could give
that. You don’t think it sounds irreverent connectin’
God with a big dinner, so?” she asked anxiously.
And, at my reply:
“Well, then,” she said
briskly, “let’s step in an’ see a
few folks that might be able to tell us of somebody
to do for. Let’s ask Mis’ Mayor Uppers
an’ Mis’ Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, an’
the Liberty girls.”
Because I was lonely and idle, and
because I dreaded inexpressibly going back to my still
house, I went with her. Her ways were a kind of
entertainment, and I remember that I believed my leisure
to be infinite.
We turned first toward the big shuttered
house of Mis’ Mayor Uppers, to whom, although
her husband had been a year ago removed from office,
discredited, and had not since been seen in Friendship,
we yet gave her old proud title, as if she had been
Former Lady Mayoress. For the present mayor,
Authority Hubblethwaite, was, as Calliope said, “unconnect’.”
I watched Mis’ Uppers in some
curiosity while Calliope explained that she was planning
a dinner for the poor and sick, “the
lame and the sick that’s comfortable enough
off to eat,” and could she suggest
some poor and sick to ask? Mis’ Uppers
was like a vinegar cruet of mine, slim and tall, with
a little grotesquely puckered face for a stopper, as
if the whole known world were sour.
“I’m sure,” she
said humbly, “it’s a nice i-dea.
But I declare, I’m put to it to suggest.
We ain’t got nobody sick nor nobody poor in
Friendship, you know.”
“Don’t you know of anybody
kind o’ hard up? Or somebody that, if they
ain’t down sick, feels sort o’ spindlin’?”
Calliope asked anxiously.
Mis’ Uppers thought, rocking
a little and running a pin in and out of a fold of
her skirt.
“No,” she said at length,
“I don’t know a soul. I think the
church’d give a good deal if a real poor family’d
come here to do for. Since the Cadozas went,
we ain’t known which way to look for poor.
Mis’ Ricker gettin’ her fortune so puts
her beyond the wolf. An’ Peleg Bemus, you
can’t get him to take anything. No,
I don’t know of anybody real decently poor.”
“An’ nobody sick?” Calliope pressed
her wistfully.
“Well, there’s Mis’
Crawford,” admitted Mis’ Uppers; “she
had a spell o’ lumbago two weeks ago, but I
see her pass the house to-day. Mis’ Brady
was laid up with toothache, too, but the Daily
last night said she’d had it out. An’
Mis’ Doctor Helman did have one o’ her
stomach attacks this week, an’ Elzabella got
out her dyin’ dishes an’ her dyin’
linen from the still-room you know how
Mis’ Doctor always brings out her nice things
when she’s sick, so’t if she should die
an’ the neighbours come in, it’d all be
shipshape. But she got better this time an’
helped put ’em back. I declare it’s
hard to get up anything in the charity line here.”
Calliope sat smiling a little, and
I knew that it was because of her secret certainty
that “some o’ the hunger” would come
her way, to be fed.
“I can’t help thinkin’,”
she said quietly, “that we’ll find somebody.
An’ I tell you what: if we do, can I count
on you to help some?”
Mis’ Mayor Uppers flushed with quick pleasure.
“Me, Calliope?” she said.
And I remembered that they had told me how the Friendship
Married Ladies’ Cemetery Improvement Sodality
had been unable to tempt Mis’ Uppers to a single
meeting since the mayor ran away. “Oh,
but I couldn’t though,” she said wistfully.
“No need to go to the table
if you don’t want,” Calliope told her.
“Just bake up somethin’ for us an’
bring it over. Make a couple o’ your cherry
pies did you get hold of any cherries to
put up this year? Well, a couple o’ your
cherry pies an’ a batch o’ your nice drop
sponge cakes,” she directed. “Could
you?”
Mis’ Mayor Uppers looked up
with a kind of light in her eyes.
“Why, yes,” she said,
“I could, I guess. I’ll bake ’em
Thanksgivin’ mornin’. I I
was wonderin’ how I’d put in the day.”
When we stepped out in the snow again,
Calliope’s face was shining. Sometimes
now, when my faith is weak in any good thing, I remember
her look that November morning. But all that
I thought then was how I was being entertained that
lonely day.
The dear Liberty sisters were next,
Lucy and Viny and Libbie Liberty. We went to
the side door, there were houses in Friendship
whose front doors we tacitly understood that we were
never expected to use, and we found the
sisters down cellar, with shawls over their heads,
feeding their hens through the cellar window, opening
on the glassed-in coop under the porch.
In Friendship it is a point of etiquette
for a morning caller never to interrupt the employment
of a hostess. So we obeyed the summons of the
Liberty sisters to “come right down”; and
we sat on a firkin and an inverted tub while Calliope
told her plan and the hens fought for delectable morsels.
“My grief!” said Libbie
Liberty, tartly, “where you goin’ to get
your sick an’ poor?”
Mis’ Viny, balancing on the
window ledge to reach for eggs, looked back at us.
“Friendship’s so comfortable
that way,” she said, “I don’t see
how you can get up much of anything.”
And little Miss Lucy, kneeling on
the floor of the cellar to measure more feed, said
without looking up:
“You know, since mother died
we ain’t never done anything for holidays.
No we can’t seem to want to think
about Thanksgiving or Christmas or like that.”
They all turned their grave lined faces toward us.
“We want to let the holidays
just slip by without noticin’,” Miss Viny
told us. “Seems like it hurts less that
way.”
Libbie Liberty smiled wanly.
“Don’t you know,”
she said, “when you hold your hand still in hot
water, you don’t feel how hot the water really
is? But when you move around in it some, it begins
to burn you. Well, when we let Thanksgiving an’
Christmas alone, it ain’t so bad. But when
we start to move around in ’em ”
Her voice faltered and stopped.
“We miss mother terrible,” Miss Lucy said
simply.
Calliope put her blue mitten to her
mouth, but her eyes she might not hide, and they were
soft with sympathy.
“I know I know,”
she said. “I remember the first Christmas
after my mother died I ached like the toothache
all over me, an’ I couldn’t bear to open
my presents. Nor the next year I couldn’t
either I couldn’t open my presents
with any heart. But ” Calliope
hesitated, “that second year,” she said,
“I found somethin’ I could do. I saw
I could fix up little things for other folks an’
take some comfort in it. Like mother would of.”
She was silent for a moment, looking
thoughtfully at the three lonely figures in the dark
cellar of their house.
“Your mother,” she said
abruptly, “stuffed the turkey for a year ago
the last harvest home.”
“Yes,” they said.
“Look here,” said Calliope;
“if I can get some poor folks together, or
even one poor folk, or hungry, will
you three come over to my house an’ stuff the
turkey? The way I can’t help
thinkin’ the way your mother would of, if she’d
been here. An’ then,” Calliope went
on briskly, “could you bring some fresh eggs
an’ make a pan o’ custard over to my house?
An’ mebbe one o’ you’d stir up a
sunshine cake. You must know how to make your
mother’s sunshine cake?”
There was another silence in the cellar
when Calliope had done, and for a minute I wondered
if, after all, she had not failed, and if the bleeding
of the three hearts might be so stanched. It was
not self-reliant Libbie Liberty who spoke first; it
was gentle Miss Lucy.
“I guess,” she said, “I
could, if we all do it. I know mother would of.”
“Yes,” Miss Viny nodded, “mother
would of.”
Libbie Liberty stood for a moment with compressed
lips.
“It seems like not payin’
respect to mother,” she began; and then shook
her head. “It ain’t that,” she
said; “it’s only missin’ her when
we begin to step around the kitchen, bakin’
up for a holiday.”
“I know I know,”
Calliope said again. “That’s why I
said for you to come over in my kitchen. You
come over there an’ stir up the sunshine cake,
too, an’ bake it in my oven, so’s we can
hev it et hot. Will you do that?”
And after a little time they consented.
If Calliope found any sick or poor, they would do
that.
“We ain’t gettin’
many i-dees for guests,” Calliope said, as we
reached the street, “but we’re gettin’
helpers, anyway. An’ some dinner, too.”
Then we went to the house of Mis’
Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss called so,
of course, to distinguish her from the “Other”
Holcombs.
“Don’t you be shocked
at her,” Calliope warned me, as we closed Mis’
Holcomb’s gate behind us; “she’s
dreadful diff’r’nt an’ bitter since
Abigail was married last month. She’s got
hold o’ some kind of a Persian book, in a decorated
cover, from the City; an’ now she says your soul
is like when you look in a lookin’-glass that
there ain’t really nothin’ there.
An’ that the world’s some wind an’
the rest water, an’ they ain’t no God
only your own breath oh, poor Mis’
Holcomb!” said Calliope. “I guess
she ain’t rill balanced. But we ought to
go to see her. We always consult Mis’ Holcomb
about everything.”
Poor Mis’ Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss!
I can see her now in her comfortable dining room,
where she sat cleaning her old silver, her thin, veined
hands as fragile as her grandmother’s spoons.
“Of course, you don’t
know,” she said, when Calliope had unfolded her
plans, “how useless it all seems to me.
What’s the use I keep sayin’
to myself now’-days; what’s the use?
You put so much pains on somethin’, an’
then it goes off an’ leaves you. Mebbe it
dies, an’ everything’s all wasted.
There ain’t anything to tie to. It’s
like lookin’ in a glass all the while.
It’s seemin’, it ain’t bein’.
We ain’t certain o’ nothin’ but
our breath, an’ when that goes, what hev you
got? What’s the use o’ plannin’
Thanksgivin’ for anybody?”
“Well, if you’re hungry,
it’s kind o’ nice to get fed up,”
said Calliope, crisply. “Don’t you
know a soul that’s hungry, Mame Bliss?”
She shook her head.
“No,” she said, “I don’t.
Nor nobody sick in body.”
“Nobody sick in body,” Calliope repeated
absently.
“Soul-sick an’ soul-hungry you can’t
feed up,” Mis’ Holcomb added.
“I donno,” said Calliope, thoughtfully,
“I donno but you can.”
“No,” Mis’ Holcomb
went on; “your soul’s like yourself in
the glass: they ain’t anything there.”
“I donno,” Calliope said
again; “some mornin’s when I wake up with
the sun shinin’ in, I can feel my soul in me
just as plain as plain.”
Mis’ Holcomb sighed.
“Life looks dreadful footless to me,”
she said.
“Well,” said Calliope,
“sometimes life is some like hearin’
firecrackers go off when you don’t feel up to
shootin’ ’em yourself. When I’m
like that, I always think if I’d go out an’
buy a bunch or two, an’ get somebody to give
me a match, I could see more sense to things.
Look here, Mame Bliss; if I get hold o’ any folks
to give the dinner for, will you help me some?”
“Yes,” Mis’ Holcomb
assented half-heartedly, “I’ll help you.
I ain’t nobody much in family, now Abigail’s
done what she has. They’s only Eppleby,
an’ he won’t be home Thanksg’vin
this year. So I ain’t nothin’ else
to do.”
“That’s the i-dee,”
said Calliope, heartily; “if everything’s
foolish, it’s just as foolish doin’ nothin’
as doin’ somethin’. Will you bring
over a kettleful o’ boiled potatoes to my house
Thanksgivin’ noon? An’ mash ’em
an’ whip ’em in my kitchen? I’ll
hev the milk to put in. You you don’t
cook as much as some, do you, Mame?”
Did Calliope ask her that purposely?
I am almost sure that she did. Mis’ Holcomb’s
neck stiffened a little.
“I guess I can cook a thing
or two beside mash’ potatoes,” she said,
and thought for a minute. “How’d
you like a pan o’ ‘scalloped oysters an’
some baked macaroni with plenty o’ cheese?”
she demanded.
“Sounds like it’d go down
awful easy,” admitted Calliope, smiling.
“It’s just what we need to carry the dinner
off full sail,” she added earnestly.
“Well, I ain’t nothin’
else to do an’ I’ll make ’em,”
Mis’ Holcomb promised. “Only it beats
me who you can find to do for. If you don’t
get anybody, let me know before I order the oysters.”
Calliope stood up, her little wrinkled
face aglow; and I wondered at her confidence.
“You just go ahead an’
order your oysters,” she said. “That
dinner’s goin’ to come off Thanksgivin’
noon at twelve o’clock. An’ you be
there to help feed the hungry, Mame.”
When we were on the street again,
Calliope looked at me with her way of shy eagerness.
“Could you hev the dinner up
to your house,” she asked me, “if I do
every bit o’ the work?”
“Why, Calliope,” I said,
amazed at her persistence, “have it there, of
course. But you haven’t any guests yet.”
She nodded at me through the falling flakes.
“You say you ain’t got
much to be thankful for,” she said, “so
I thought mebbe you’d put in the time that way.
Don’t you worry about folks to eat the dinner.
I’ll tell Mis’ Holcomb an’ the others
to come to your house an I’ll get
the food an’ the folks. Don’t you
worry! An’ I’ll bring my watermelon
pickles an’ a bowl o’ cream for Mis’
Holcomb’s potatoes, an’ I’ll furnish
the turkey a big one. The rest of us’ll
get the dinner in your kitchen Thanksgivin’
mornin’. My!” she said, “seems
though life’s smoothin’ out fer me
a’ready. Good-by it’s ’most
noon.”
She hurried up Daphne Street in the
snow, and I turned toward my lonely house. But
I remember that I was planning how I would make my
table pretty, and how I would add a delicacy or two
from the City for this strange holiday feast.
And I found myself hurrying to look over certain long-disused
linen and silver, and to see whether my Cloth-o’-Gold
rose might be counted on to bloom by Thursday noon.