Of Abel Halsey, that young itinerant
preacher, I learned more on a December day when Autumn
seemed to have come back to find whether she had left
anything. Calliope and I were resting from a racing
walk up the hillside, where the squat brick Leading
Church of Friendship overlooks the valley pastures
and the village. Calliope walks like a girl, and
with our haste and the keen air, her wrinkled cheeks
were as rosy as youth.
“Don’t it seem like some
days don’t belong to any month, but just whim
along, doin’ as they please?” Calliope
said. “Months that might be snowin’
an’ blowin’ the expression off our face
hev days when they sort o’ show summer hid inside,
secret an’ holy. That’s the way with
lots o’ things, ain’t it? That’s
the way,” she added thoughtfully, “Abel
feels about the Lord, I guess. Abel Halsey, you
know.”
They had told me how Abel, long ordained
a minister of God, had steadfastly refused to be installed
a pastor of any church. He was a devout man,
but the love of far places was upon him, and he lived
what Friendship called “a-gypsyin’”
off in the hills, now to visit a sick man, now to
preach in a country schoolhouse, now to marry, or bury,
or help with the threshing. These lonely rides
among the hills and his custom of watching a train
come in or rush by out of the distance were his ways
of voyaging. Perhaps, too, his little skill at
the organ gave him, now and then, an hour resembling
a journey. But in his first youth he had meant
to go away in earnest far away, to the City
or some other city. Also, though Calliope did
not speak of it again, and I think that the others
kept a loyal silence because of my strangerhood, I
had known, since the home coming of Delia More, that
Abel Halsey had once had another dream.
“You wasn’t here when
the new church was built,” Calliope said, looking
up at the building proudly. “That was the
time I mean about Abel. You know, before it was
built we’d hed church in the hall over the Gekerjeck’s
drug store; an’ because it was his hall, Hiram
Gekerjeck, he just about run the church, picked
out the wall paper, left the stair door open Sundays
so’s he could get the church heat, till the whole
service smelt o’ ether, an’ finally hed
church announcements printed as a gift, but
with a line about a patent medicine o’ his set
fine along at the bottom. He said that was no
differ’nt than advertisin’ the printin’-offices
that way, like they do. But it was that move made
Abel Halsey him an’ Timothy Toplady
and Eppleby Holcomb an’ Postmaster Sykes, the
three elders, set to to build a church. An’
they done it too. An’ to them four I declare
it seemed like the buildin’ was a body waitin’
for its soul to be born. From the minute the sod
was scraped off they watched every stick that went
into it. An’ by November it was all done
an’ plastered an’ waitin’ its pews an’
it was a-goin’ to be dedicated with special
doin’s music from off, an’ strange
ministers, an’ Reverend Arthur Bliss from the
City. I guess Abel an’ the elders hed tacked
printed invites to half the barns in the county.
“I rec’lect it was o’
Wednesday, the one next before the dedication, an’
windy-cold an’ wintry. I’d been havin’
a walk that day, an’ ’long about five
o’clock, right about where we are, I’d
stood watchin’ the sunset over the Pump pasture
there, till I was chilled through. The smoke was
rollin’ out o’ the church chimney because
they was dryin’ the plaster, an’ I run
in there to get my hands warm an’ see how the
plaster was doin’. An’ inside was
the three elders, walkin’ ‘round, layin’
a finger on a sash or a post the kind o’
odd, knowledgeable way men has with new buildin’s.
The Ladies’ Aid had got the floor broom-clean,
an’ the lamp-chandelier filled an’ ready;
an’ the foreign pipe-organ that the Proudfits
had sent from Europe was in an’ in workin’
order, little lookin’-glass over the keyboard
an’ all. It seemed rill home-like, with
the two big stoves a-goin’, an’ the floor
back of ’em piled up with the chunks Peleg Bemus
had sawed for nothin’. Everything was all
redded up, waitin’ for the pews.
“Timothy Toplady was puttin’
out his middle finger stiff here an’ there on
the plaster.
“‘It’s dry as a
bone,’ he says, ’but what I say is this,
le’s us leave a fire burn here all night, so’s
to be sure. I’d hate like death to hev
the whole congregation catchin’ cold an’
takin’ Hiram Gekerjeck’s medicine.’
“I rec’lect Eppleby Holcomb
looked up sort o’ dreamy Eppleby always
goes round like he’d swallowed his last night’s
sleep.
“‘The house o’ God,’
he says over; ‘ain’t that curious?
Nothin’ about it to indicate it’s the
house o’ God but the shape no more’n’s
if ’twas a buildin’ where the Holy Spirit
never come near. An’ yet right here in
this place we’ll mebbe feel the big wind an’
speak with Pentecostal tongues.’
“‘’T seems like,’
says Postmaster Sykes, thoughtful, ’’t
seems like we’d ought to hev a little meetin’
o’ thanks here o’ Sat’day night little
informal praise meetin’ or somethin.’
“Timothy shakes his head decided.
“‘Silas Sykes, what you
talkin’?’ he says. ’Why, the
church ain’t dedicated yet. A house o’
God,’ s’è, ’can’t be used
for no purpose whatsoever without it’s been
dedicated.’
“‘So it can’t so
it can’t,’ says the postmaster, apologetic,
knowin’ he was in politics an’ that the
brethren was watchin’ him, cat to mouse, for
slips.
“‘I s’pose that’s
so,’ says Eppleby, doubtful. But he’s
one o’ them that sort o’ ducks under situations
to see if they’re alike on both sides, an’
if they ain’t, he up an’ questions ’em.
Timothy, though, he was differ’nt. Timothy
was always goin’ on about constituted authority,
an’ to him the thing was the thing, even if
it was another thing.
“‘That’s right,’
he insists, his lips disappearin’ with certainty.
’I s’pose we hadn’t reely ought
even to come in here an’ stan’ ’round,
like we are.’
“He looks sidlin’ over
towards me, warmin’ my hands rill secular by
the church stove. An’ I felt like I’d
been spoke up for when somebody says from the door:
“‘You better just bar
out the carpenters o’ this world, friends, an’
done with it!’
“It was Abel Halsey, standin’
in the entry, lookin’ as handsome as the law
allows. An’ I see he happened to be there
because the Through was about due, that’s
the one that don’t stop here, an’
you can always get a good view of it from this slope.
You know Abel never misses watchin’ a fast train
go ’long, if he can help himself.
“‘What’s the i-dea?’
Abel says. ‘How can you pray at all in closets
an’ places that ain’t been dedicated?
I shouldn’t think they’d be holy enough,
‘s’è.’
“‘That,’ says the
postmaster, sure o’ support, ‘ain’t
the question.’
“‘I thought it couldn’t
be,’ says Abel, amiable. ’Well, what
is the question? Whether prayer is prayer, no
matter where you’re prayin’?’
“‘Oh, no,’ says
Eppleby Holcomb, soothin’, ‘it ain’t
that.’
“‘I thought it couldn’t
be that,’ says Abel. ’Is it whether
the Lord is in dedicated spots an’ nowheres
else?’
“‘Abel Halsey,’
Timothy tarts up, ‘you needn’t to be sacrilegious.’
“‘But,’ says Abel,
’the question is, whether you’re
sacrilegious to deny a prayer-meetin’ or any
other good use to the church or to any other place,
dedicated or not. Well, Timothy, I think you are.’
“Timothy clears his throat an’
dabs at the palm of his hand with his other front
finger. But before he could lay down eternal law,
we sort o’ heard, almost before we knew we heard,
folks hurryin’ past out here on the frozen ground.
An’ they was shoutin’, like questions,
an’ a-shoutin’ further off. We looked
out, an’ I can remember how the whole slope up
from the village there was black with folks.
“We run outside, an’ I
know I kep’ close by Abel Halsey. An’
I got hold o’ what had happened when somebody
yelled an answer to his askin’. You probably
heard all about that part. It was the day the
Through Express went off the track down there in the
cut beyond the Pump pasture.
“We run with the rest of ’em,
me keepin’ close to Abel, I guess because he’s
got a way with him that makes you think he’d
know what to do no matter what. But when he was
two-thirds o’ the way acrost the pasture, he
stops short an’ grabs at my sleeve.
“‘Look here,’ he
says, ’you can’t go down there. You
mustn’t do it. We donno what’ll be.
You stay here,’ he says; ’you set there
under the cottonwood.’
“You kind o’ haf
to mind Abel. It’s sort o’ grained
in that man to hev folks disciple after him.
I made him promise he’d motion from the fence
if he see I could help any, an’ then I se’
down under that big tree down there. I was tremblin’
some, I know. It always seems like wrecks are
somethin’ that happen in other states an’
in the dark. But when one’s on ground that
you know like a book an’ was brought up on, when
it’s in the daylight, right by a pasture you’ve
been acrost always an’ where you’ve walked
the ties, well, I s’pose it’s
the same feelin’ as when a man you know cuts
up a state’s prison caper; seem’s like
he can’t of, because you knew him.
“Half the men o’ Friendship
run by me, seems though. The whole town’d
been rousted up while we was in the church talkin’
heresy. An’ up on the high place on the
road there I see Zittelhof’s undertaking wagon,
with the sunset showin’ on its nickel rails.
But not a woman run past me. Ain’t it funny
how it’s men that go to danger of rail an’
fire an’ water but when it’s
nothin’ but birth an’ dyin’ natural,
then it’s for women to be there.
“When I’d got about ready
to fly away, waitin’ so, I see Abel at the fence.
An’ he didn’t motion to me, but he swung
over the top an’ come acrost the stubble, an’
I see he hed somethin’ in his arms. I run
to meet him, an’ he run too, crooked, his feet
turnin’ over with him some in the hard ground.
The sky made his face sort o’ bright; an’
I see he’d got a child in his arms.
“He didn’t give her to
me. He stood her down side o’ me a
little thing of five years old, or six, with thick,
straight hair an’ big scairt eyes.
“‘Is she hurt, Abel?’ I says.
“‘No, she ain’t
hurt none,’ he answers me, ‘an’ they’s
about seventeen more of ’em, her age, an’
they ain’t hurt, either. Their coach was
standin’ up on its legs all right. But the
man they was with, he’s stone dead. Hit
on the head, somehow. An’,’ Abel says,
‘I’m goin’ to throw ’em all
over the fence to you.’
“The little girl jus’
kep’ still. An’ when we took her by
each hand, an’ run back toward the fence with
her, her feet hardly touchin’ the ground, she
kep’ up without a word, like all to once she’d
found out this is a world where the upside-down is
consider’ble in use. An’ I waited
with her, over there this side the cut, hearin’
’em farther down rippin’ off fence rails
so’s to let through what they hed to carry.
“Time after time Abel come scramblin’
up the sand-bank, bringin’ ’em two ‘t
once little girls they was, all about the
age o’ the first one, none of ’em with
hats or cloaks on; an’ I took ’em in my
arms an’ set ’em down, an’ took
’em in my arms an’ set ’em down,
till I was fair movin’ in a dream. They
belonged, I see by their dress, to some kind of a home
for the homeless, an’ I judged the man was takin’
’em somewheres, him that Abel said’d been
killed. Some’d reach out their arms to me
over the fence an’ some was afraid
an’ hung back, but some’d just cling to
me an’ not want to be set down. I can remember
them the best.
“Abel, when he come with the
last ones, he off with his coat like I with my ulster,
an’ as well as we could we wrapped four or five
of ’em up one that was sickly, an’
one little delicate blonde, an’ a little lame
girl, an’ the one the others called
her Mitsy that’d come over the fence
first. An’ by then half of ’em was
beginnin’ to cry some. An’ the wind
was like so many knives.
“’Where shall we take
’em to, Abel?’ I says, beside myself.
“’Take ’em?’
he says. ’Take ’em into the church!
Quick as you can. This wind is like death.
Stay with ’em till I come.’
“Somehow or other I got ’em
acrost that pasture. When I look at the Pump
pasture now, in afternoon like this, or in Spring with
vi’lets, or when a circus show’s there,
it don’t seem to me it could ‘a’
been the same place. I kep’ ’em together
the best I could some of ’em beggin’
for ‘Mr. Middie Mr. Middie,’
the man, I judged, that was dead. An’ finally
we got up here in the road, an’ it was like the
end o’ pain to be able to fling open the church
door an’ marshal ’em through the entry
into that great, big, warm room, with the two fires
roarin’.
“I got ’em ‘round
the nearest stove an’ rubbed their little hands
an’ tried not to scare ’em to death with
wantin’ to love ’em; an’ all the
while, bad as I felt for ’em, I was glad an’
glad that it was me that could be there with ’em.
They was twenty, when I come to count ’em
so’s to keep track, twenty little
girls with short, thick hair, or soft, short curls,
an’ every one with something baby-like left to
’em. An’ when we set on the floor
round the stove, the coals shone through the big open
draft into their faces, an’ they looked over
their shoulders to the dark creepin’ up the
room, an’ they come closer ‘round me an’
the closest-up ones snuggled.
“Well, o’ course that
was at first, when they was some dazed. But as
fast as their blue little hands was warm an’
pink again, one or two of ‘em begun to whimper,
natural an’ human, an’ up with their arm
to their face, an’ then begun to cry right out,
an’ some more joined in, an’ the rest
pipes up, askin’ for Mr. Middie. An’
I thought, ‘Sp’osin’ they all
cried an’ what if Abel Halsey stayed away hours.’
I donno. I done my best too. Mebbe it’s
because I’m use’ to children with my heart
an’ not with my ways. Anyhow, most of ’em
was cryin’ prime when Abel finally got there.
“When he come in, I see Abel’s
face was white an’ dusty, an’ he had his
other coat off an’ gone too, an’ his shirt-sleeves
was some tore. But he comes runnin’ up
to them cryin’ children an’ I wish’t
you could ‘a’ seen his smile Abel’s
smile was always kind o’ like his soul growin’
out of his face, rill thrifty.
“‘Why, you little kiddies!’
s’è, ‘cryin’ when you’re
all nice an’ warm! Le’s see now,’
he says grave. ’Anybody here know how to
play Drop-the-handkerchief? If you do,’
he tells ’em, ‘stand up quick!’
“They scrambled ‘round
like they was beetles an’ you’d took up
the stone. They was all up in a minute, an’
stopped cryin’, too. With that he catches
my handkerchief out o’ my hand an’ flutters
it over his head an’ runs to the middle o’
the room.
“‘Come on!’ he says.
‘Hold o’ hands every one o’
you hold o’ hands. I’m goin’
to drop the handkerchief, an’ you’d better
hurry up.’
“That was talk they knew.
They was after him in a secunt an’ tears forgot, them
poor little things, laughin’ an’
hold o’ hands, an’ dancin’ in a
chain, an’ standin’ in a ring. An’
when he hed ’em like that, an’ still,
Abel begun runnin’ ‘round to drop the handkerchief;
an’ then he turns to me.
“‘Only two killed, thank
God,’ he says as he run; ‘the conductor
an’ M-i-d-d-l-e-t-o-n,’ he spells it,
an’ motions to the children with the handkerchief
so’s I’d know who Middleton was. ‘An’
not a scrap o’ paper on him,’ he goes
on, ’to tell what home he brought the children
from or where he’s goin’ with ’em.
Their mileage was punched to the City but
we don’t know where they belong there, an’
the conductor bein’ gone too. The poor
fellow that had ’em in charge never knew what
hurt him. Hit from overhead, he was, an’
his skull crushed....’
“It was so dark in the church
by then we could hardly see, but the children could
keep track o’ the white handkerchief. He
let it fall behind the little girl he’d brought
me first, Mitsy, an’ she
catches it up an’ sort o’ squeaks with
the fun an’ runs after him. An’ while
he doubles an’ turns,
“‘They’ve telegraphed
ahead,’ he says, ’to two or three places
in the City. But even if we hear right off, we
can’t get ’em out o’ Friendship
to-night. They’ll hev to stay here.
The Commercial Travellers’ Hotel an’ the
Depot House has both got all they can do for some
of ’em hurt pretty bad. They couldn’t
either hotel take ’em in....’
“Then he lets Mitsy catch him
an’ he ups with her on his shoulder an’
run with her on his back, his face lookin’ out
o’ her blue, striped skirts.
“’We’ll hev to house
’em right here in the church,’ he says.
“‘Here?’ says I; ‘here in
the church?’
“‘You know Friendship,’
he says, hoppin’ along. ’Not half
a dozen houses could take in more’n two extry,
even if we hed the time to canvass. An’
we ain’t the time. They want their
s-u-p-p-e-r right now,’ he spells it out, an’
lit out nimble when Mitsy dropped the handkerchief
back o’ the little blond girl. Then he
let the little blond girl catch them, and he took
her on his shoulders too, an’ they was both shoutin’
so ’t he hed to make little circles out to get
where I could hear him.
“‘I’ve seen Zittelhof,’
he told me. ’He was down there with his
wagon. He’ll bring up enough little canvas
cots from the store. An’ I thought mebbe
you’d go down to the village an’ pick up
some stuff they’ll need bedding an’
things. An’ get the women here with some
supper. Come on now,’ he calls out to ’em;
‘everybody in a procession an’ sing!’
“He led ’em off with
“‘King William
was King James’s son,’
an’ he sings back to me, for the secunt line,
“‘Go now,
go quick, I bet they’re starved!’
“So I got into my coat, tryin’
to think where I should go to be sure o’ not
wastin’ time talkin’. Lots o’
folks in this world is willin’, but mighty few
can be quick.
“I knew right off, though, where
I’d find somebody to help. The Friendship
Married Ladies’ Cemetery Improvement Sodality
was meetin’ that afternoon with Mis’ Toplady,
an’ I could cut acrost their pasture ”
Calliope nodded toward the little Toplady house and
the big Toplady barn “an’ that’s
what I done. An’ when I got near enough
to the house to tell, I see by the light in the parlour
that they was still there. An’ I know when
I got into the room, full as I was o’ news o’
them little children an’ the wreck an’
the two killed an’ all them that was hurt there
was the Sodality settlin’ whether the lamb’s
wool comforter for the bazaar should be tied with
pink for daintiness or brown for durability.
“‘Dainty!’
says I, when I got my breath. ’They’s
sides to life makes me want to pinch that word right
out o’ the dictionary same as I would a bug,’
I says.
“That was funny, too,” Calliope
added thoughtfully, “because I like that word,
speakin’ o’ food an’ ways to do things.
But some folks get to livin’ the word same’s
if it was the law.
“I guess they thought I was
crazy,” she went on, “but I wasn’t
long makin’ ’em understand. An’
I tell you, the way they took it made me love ‘em
all. If you want to love folks, just you get in
some kind o’ respectable trouble in Friendship,
an’ you’ll see so much lovableness that
the trouble’ll kind o’ spindle out an’
leave nothin’ but the love doin’ business.
My land, the Sodality went at the situation head first,
like it was somethin’ to get acrost before dark.
An’ so it was.
“I remember Mis’ Photographer
Sturgis: ‘There!’ she says, ‘most
cryin’. ‘If ever I take only a pint
o’ milk, I’m sure as sure to want more
before the day’s out. None of us is on good
terms with each other’s milkman. Where
we goin’ to get the milk,’ she says, ’for
them poor little things?’
“‘Where?’ says Mis’
Toplady you know how big an’ comfortable
an’ settled she is ’Where?
Well, you needn’t to think o’ where.
I expect the Jersey won’t be milked till I go
an’ milk her,’ she says, ’but she
gives six quarts, nights, right along now, an’
sometimes seven. Now about the bread.’
“Mis’ Postmaster Sykes
use’ to set sponge twice a week, an’ she
offered five loaves out o’ her six baked that
day. Mis’ Holcomb had two loaves o’
brown bread an’ a crock o’ sour cream cookies.
An’ Libbie Liberty bursts out that they’d
got up their courage an’ killed an’ boiled
two o’ their chickens the day before an’
none o’ the girls’d been able to touch
a mouthful, bein’ they’d raised the hens
from egg to axe. Libbie said she’d bring
the whole kettle along, an’ it could be het on
the church stove an’ made soup of. So it
went on, down to even Liddy Ember, that was my partner
an’ silly poor, an’ in about four minutes
everything was provided for, beddin’ an’
all.
“Mis’ Toplady had flew
upstairs, gettin’ out the linen, an’ she
was comin’ down the front stairs with her arms
full o’ sheets an’ pillow slips when through
the front door walks Timothy Toplady, come in all
excited an’ lookin’ every which way.
Seems he’d barked his elbow in the rescue work
an’ laid off for liniment.
“‘Oh, Timothy,’
says his wife, ’them poor little children.
We’ve been plannin’ it all out.’
“‘Who’s goin’
to take ’em in?’ says Timothy, tryin’
to roll up his overcoat sleeve for fear the Sodality’d
be put to the blush if he got to his elbow any other
way.
“‘They’re all warm
in the church,’ Mis’ Toplady says; ‘we’re
goin’ to leave ’em there. Zittelhof’s
goin’ to take up canvas cots. We’re
gettin’ the bedding together,’ she told
him.
“Timothy looked up, sort o’ wild an’
glazed.
“‘Canvas cots,’ s’è,
‘in the house o’ the Lord?’
“‘Why, Timothy,’
says his wife, helpless, ‘it’s all warm
there now, an’ we don’t know what else.
We thought we’d carry up their supper to ’em ’
“‘Supper,’ says Timothy, ‘in
the house o’ the Lord?’
“Then Mis’ Toplady spunks up some.
“‘Why, yes,’ she
says; ‘I’m goin’ to milk the Jersey
an’ take up the two pails.’
“Timothy waves his barked arm in the air.
“‘Never!’ s’è.
’Never. We elders’ll never consent
to that, not in this world!’
“At that we all stood around
sort o’ pinned to the air. This hadn’t
occurred to nobody. But his wife was back at him,
rill crispy.
“‘Timothy Toplady,’
s’she, ‘they use churches for horspitals
an’ refuges,’ she says.
“‘They do,’ says
Timothy, solemn, ‘they do, in necessity, an’
war, an’ siege. But here’s the whole
o’ Friendship Village to take these children
in, an’ it’s sacrilege to use the house
o’ God for any purpose whatever while it’s
waitin’ its dedication. It’s stealin’,
he says, ’from the Lord Most High.’
“I never see anybody more het
up. We all tried to tell him. Nobody in
Friendship has a warm spare room in winter, without
it’s the Proudfits, an’ they was in Europe
an’ their house locked. Mebbe six of us,
we counted up afterwards, could ‘a’ took
in two children to sleep in a cold room, or one child
to sleep with some one o’ the family. But
as Abel said, where was the time to canvass round?
An’ what could we do with the other little things?
But Timothy wouldn’t listen to nothin’.
“‘Amanda,’ s’è
in a married voice, ’what I say is this, I forbid
you to carry a drop o’ Jersey milk or any other
kind o’ milk up to that church.’
“With that he was out the front door an’
liniment forgot.
“Mis’ Sykes spatted her hands.
“‘He’ll find Silas
Sykes an’ Eppleby,’ she says to Mis’
Holcomb. ’Quick. Le’s us get
our hands on my bread an’ your cookies.
Them poor little things ’way past
their supper hour.’
“‘An’ none of ’em
got mothers,’ says Mis’ Sturgis, ’just
left ’round with lockets on, I sp’ose,
an’ wrecked an’ hungry....’
“‘An’ one o’
’em lame,’ Mame Holcomb puts in, down on
her knees tryin’ to sort out her overshoes.
The Sodality never could tell its own overshoes.
“Well, they scattered so quick
it made you think o’ mulberry leaves, some years,
in the first frost an’ I was left
alone with Mis’ Toplady.
“‘Here,’ she says
to me then, all squintin’ with firmness, ’you
take along all the linen an’ comfortables you
can lug. Timothy didn’t mention them.
An’ leave the rest to me.’
“I went over that in my mind
while I stumbled along back to the church, loaded
down. But I couldn’t make much out of it.
I knew Timothy Toplady: that he was meek till
he turned an’ then it was look out. An’
I knew, too, that Timothy could run Silas Sykes, the
postmaster’s political strength, like you’ve
noticed, makin’ him kind o’ wobbled in
his own judgment of other things. I didn’t
know how Eppleby Holcomb’d be it
might turn out to be one o’ the things he’d
up an’ question, civilized, but I wa’n’t
sure. Anyhow, the cream cookies an’ the
two loaves wasn’t so vital as them five loaves
o’ bread.
“When I got back to the church,
here it was all lit up. Abel had lit the chandelier
on a secular scene! Bless ’em, it surely
was secular, though, accordin’ to my lights,
it was some sacred too. Six or seven of the little
things was buildin’ a palace out o’ the
split wood, with the little lame girl for queen.
The little blonde an’ the one that was rill
delicate lookin’ had gone to sleep by the stove
on Abel’s overcoat. Mitsy, she run from
somewheres an’ grabbed my hand. An’
Abel had the rest over by the other stove tellin’
’em stories. I heard him say dragon, an’
blue velvet, an’ golden hair.
“I hadn’t more’n
got inside the door before Zittelhof’s wagon
come with the cots. An’ Mis’ Zittelhof
was with him, her arms full o’ bedclothes she’d
gathered up around from folks. I never said a
word to Abel about the trouble with Timothy.
I donno if Abel rilly heard us come in, he was so
excited about his dragon. An’ Mis’
Zittelhof an’ I began makin’ up the cots.
On the first one I laid the two babies that was asleep
on the floor. They never woke up. Their
little cheeks was warm an’ pink, an’ one
of ’em had some tears on it. When I see
that, I clear forgot the church wasn’t dedicated,
an’ I thanked God they was there, safe an’
by a good fire, with somebody ‘tendin’
to ’em.
“The bed-makin’ an’
the story-tellin’ an’ the palace-buildin’
went on, an’ I kep’ gettin’ exciteder
every minute. When the door opened, I couldn’t
tell which was in my mouth, my heart or my tongue.
But it was only Libbie Liberty with the big iron kettle
o’ chicken broth an’ a basket o’
cups an’ spoons. She se’ down
the kettle on the stove an’ stirred up the fire
under it, an’ it was no time before the whole
church begun to smell savoury as a kitchen. An’
then in walks Mis’ Holcomb with her brown bread
an’ cream cookies. An’ we fair jumped
up an’ down when Mis’ Sykes come breathin’
in the door with them five loaves o’ wheat bread
safe, an’ butter to match.
“Still, we was without
milk. There wasn’t a sign o’ Mis’
Toplady. An’ any minute Timothy might get
there with Silas in tow. Mis’ Sykes was
nervous as a witch over it, an’ it was her proposed
we set the children up on the cots an’ begin’
feedin’ ’em right away. I run down
the room to tell Abel, an’ then I hed to tell
him why we’d best hurry.
“Abel laughs a little when he heard about it.
“‘Dear old Timothy,’
he says, ‘servin’ his God accordin’
to the dictates of his own notions. Wait a minute
till I release the princess.’
“When he said that, I was afraid
he must be telling a worldly story with royalty in.
An’ I begun to get troubled myself. But
I heard him end it: ’So the Princess found
her kingdom because she learnt to love every living
thing. She saved the lives of the hare an’
the goldfinch. An’ don’t you ever
let any living thing suffer one minute and maybe you’ll
find out some of the things the Princess knew.’
An’, royalty or not, I felt all right about
Abel’s story-telling after that.
“Then we all brisked round an’
begun settin’ the children up on the cots two
or three to a cot, with one of us to wait on ’em.
An’ both the little sleepy ones woke up, too.
An’ when we sliced an’ spread the bread
an’ dished the hot chicken broth an’ see
how hungry they all seemed, I declare if one of us
could feel wicked. The little things’d begun
to talk some by then, an’ they chatted soft
an’ looked up at us, an’ that little Mitsy she’d
got so she’d kiss me every time I’d ask
her. An’ I was perfectly shameless.
I donno’s the poor little thing got enough to
eat. But sometimes when things go blue I
like to think about that. I guess we was all
the same. Our principal feelin’ was how
dear they was, an’ to hurry up before Timothy
Toplady got there, an’ how we wish’t we
hed more milk.
“Then all of a sudden while
we was flyin’ round, I happened to go past the
front door, an’ I heard a noise in the entry.
I thought o’ Timothy an’ Silas, comin’
with sheriffs an’ firearms an’ I didn’t
know what Silas havin’ politics back
of him, so; an’ I rec’lect I planned,
wild an’ contradictory, first about callin’
an instantaneous congregational meetin’ to decide
which was right, an’ then about telegraphin’
to the City for constituted authority to do as we was
doin’, an’ then about Abel fightin’
Timothy an’ Silas both, if it come rilly necessary.
“I got hold o’ Mis’
Sykes an’ Mame Holcomb, an’ told ’em
quiet. ‘Somethin’s the matter outside
there,’ I says to ’em, kind o’ warnin’,
‘an’ I thought you two’d ought to
know it.’ An’ we all three come ’round
by the entry door, careless, an listened. An’
the noise kep’ up, kind o’ soft an’
obstinate, an’ we couldn’t make it out.
“‘We’d best go out
there an’ see,’ says Mis’ Sykes,
low; ’the dear land knows what men will
do.’
“So we watched our chance an’
slipped out an’ I guess, for all our
high ways, we was all three wonderin’ inside,
was we rilly doin’ right. You know your
doubts come thick when there’s a noise in the
entry. But Mis’ Sykes acted as brave as
two, an’ it was her shut the door to behind us.
“An’ there, right by that
stone just outside the entry o’ the church,
set Mis’ Timothy Toplady, milkin’ her
Jersey cow.
“We could just see her, dim,
by the light o’ the transom. She was on
the secunt pail, an’ that was two-thirds full.
She hed her back toward us, an’ she didn’t
hear us. She set all wrapped up in a shawl, a
basket o’ cups side of her, an’ the Jersey
standin’ there, quiet an’ demure.
An’ beyond, in the cut an’ movin’
acrost the Pump pasture, it was thick with lanterns.
“But before we three’d
hed time to burst out like we wanted to, we sort o’
scrooched back again. Because on the other side
o’ the cow we heard Timothy Toplady’s
voice. He’d just got there, some breathless,
an’ with him, we see, was Eppleby.
“‘Amanda,’ says
Timothy, ‘what in the Dominion o’ Canady
air you doin’?’
“‘I shouldn’t think
you would know,’ says Mis’ Toplady, short.
’You don’t do enough of it.’
“She hed him there. Timothy
always will go down to the Dick Dasher an’
shirk the chores.
“‘Amanda,’ says
Timothy, ‘you’ve disobeyed me flat-footed.’
“‘No such thing,’
s’she, milkin’ away like mad for fear he’d
use force; ‘I ain’t carried a drop o’
milk here. I’ve drove it,’ she says.
“Timothy groaned.
“‘Milkin’ in the church,’
he says.
“‘No, sir,’ says
Amanda, back at him; ‘I’m outside on the
sod, an’ you know it.’
“An’ then my hopes sort
o’ riz, because I thought I heard Eppleby
Holcomb laugh soft sort of a half-an’-half
chuckle. Like he’d looked under the situation
an’ see it wasn’t alike on both sides.
An’ ’t the same time Mis’ Toplady,
she changed her way, an’,
“‘Timothy,’ s’she, ‘you
hungry?’
“‘I’m nigh starved,’
says Timothy. ‘It must be eight o’clock,’
s’è, ’but I ain’t the heart
to think o’ that.’
“‘No,’ s’she,
’so you ain’t. Not with them poor
babies in there hungrier’n you be an’
nowheres to go.’
“With that she got done milkin’
an’ stood up an’ picked up her two pails we
could smell the sweet, warm milk from where we was.
“‘Timothy,’ s’she,
’the worst sacrilege that’s done in this
world is when folks turns their backs on any little
bit of a chance that the Lord gives ’em to do
good in, like He told ’em. Who was it, I’d
like to know, said, “Suffer little children”?
Who was it said, “Feed my lambs”?
No “when” or “where” about
that. Just do it. An’ no occasion
to hem an’ haw about it, either. The least
you can do for your share in this, as I see it, is
to keep your silence and drive the cow back home.
The oven’s full o’ bake’ sweet potatoes
an’ they must be just nearin’ done.’
“I see Timothy start to wave
his arms an’ I donno what he would ‘a’
said if it hadn’t been settled for ‘im.
For then, like it was right out o’ the sky,
the church organ begun to play soft. For a minute
we all looked up, like the Shepherds must of when
the voices of the night told ’em the spirit
o’ God was in the world, born in a little child.
It was Abel, I knew right away it was Abel, an’
he was just gentlin’ round soft on the keys,
kind o’ like he was askin’ a blessin’
an’ rockin’ a cradle an’ doin’
all the little nice things music can. An’
with that Mis’ Sykes, she throws open the church
door.
“I’ll never forget how
it looked inside all warm an’ lamp-lit
an’ with them little things bein’ fed
an’ chatterin’ soft. An’ up
in the loft set Abel, playin’ away on the foreign
organ before it’d been dedicated. An’
then he begun singin’ low an’
there’s somethin’ about Abel ’t you
just haf to listen, whatever he says or does.
Even Timothy hed to listen though I think
he was some struck dumb, too, an’ that kep’
him controlled for a minute like it will.
An’ Abel sung:
“’The Lord is
my Shepherd I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in
green pastures,
He leadeth me He
leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul....’
“An’ at the first line,
before we’d rilly sensed what it was he said,
every one o’ them little children in the midst
o’ their supper slips off the edge o’
the cots an’ kneeled down there on the bare floor,
just like they’d been told to. Oh, wasn’t
it wonderful? An’ yet it wasn’t it
wasn’t. We found out, when folks come for
’em the next mornin’, it was the children’s
prayer that they sung every day o’ their lives
at their Good Shepherd’s Orphans’ Home soft
an’ out o’ tune an’ with all their
little hearts, just as they went ahead an’ sung
it with Abel, clear to the end. I guess they
didn’t know everybody don’t kneel down
all over the world when they hear the Twenty-third
Psalm.
“Abel seen ’em in the
little lookin’-glass over the keyboard.
An’ when he’d got done he set there perfectly
still with his head down. An’ Mis’
Sykes an’ Mis’ Holcomb an’ Eppleby
an’ I bowed our heads too, out there in the
entry. An’ so, after a minute, did Timothy.
I couldn’t help peekin’ to see.
“An’ then, when the children
was all a-rustlin’ up, Mis’ Toplady she
jus’ hands her two pails o’ milk over to
Timothy.
“’You take ’em in,’
she says to him, her eyes swimmin’. ’I’ve
come off without my handkerchief.’
“Timothy looks round him, kind
o’ helpless, but Eppleby stood there an’
pats him on the arm.
“‘Go in go
in, brother,’ Eppleby says gentle. ’I
guess the church’s been dedicated. I feel
like we’d heard the big wind an’
I guess, mebbe, the Pentecostal tongues.’
“An’ Timothy he’s
an awful tender-hearted man in spite o’ bein’
so notional Timothy just went on in with
the milk, without sayin’ anything. An’
Eppleby side of him. An’ we ’most
shut the door on Silas Sykes, comin’ tearin’
up on account o’ Timothy leavin’ him urgent
word to come, without explainin’ why. An’
when Silas see the inside o’ the church, all
lit up an’ chicken supper for the children an’
the other two elders there with the milk, he just
rubs his hands an’ beams like he see his secunt
term. I donno’s it’d ever enter Silas
Sykes’s head’t there was anything wrong
with anything, providin’ somebody wasn’t
snappin’ him up for it. I guess it’s
like that in politics.
“We took the milk around an’,
bake’ sweet potatoes forgot, Timothy stood up
by the stove, between Eppleby an’ Silas, an’
watched us an’ the Jersey must ‘a’
picked her way home alone. An’ Abel, he
just set there to the organ, gentlin’ ‘round
soft on the keys so it made me think o’ God
movin’ on the face o’ the waters.
An’ movin’ on the face of everything else
too, dedicated or not. It was like we’d
felt the big wind, same as Eppleby said. An’
somethin’ in it kind o’ hid, secret an’
holy.”