I daresay that excitement followed
excitement when news of Calliope’s party got
abroad. But of this I knew little, for I spent
those next days at the Proudfits’ with Nita
Ordway and little Viola, and though I thought often
of Calliope, I chanced not to see her again until the
holidays were almost upon us. In the late afternoon,
two days before Christmas, I dropped in at her cottage
to learn how pleasantly the plans for her party matured.
To my amazement I found her all dejection.
“Why, Calliope,” I said, “can’t
the grandma ladies come, after all?”
Yes, they could come; they were coming.
“You are never sorry you asked them?”
I pressed her.
No. Oh, no; she was glad she had asked them.
“Something is wrong, though,”
I said sadly thinking what a blessed thing
it is to be so joyous a spirit that one’s déjections
are bound to be taken seriously.
“Well,” said Calliope,
then, “it’s the children. No it ain’t,
it’s Friendship. The town’s about
as broad as a broom straw an’ most as deep.
Anything differ’nt scares ’em like something
wore out’d ought to. Friendship’s
got an i-dee that Christmas begins in a stocking an’
ends off in a candle. It thinks the rest o’
the days are reg’lar, self-respecting days,
but it looks on Christmas like an extry thing, thrown
in to please ’em. It acts as if the rest
o’ the year was plain cake an’ the holidays
was the frostin’ to be et, an’ everybody
grab the best themselves, give or take.”
“Calliope!” I cried for
this was as if the moon had objected to the heavens.
“Oh, I know I’d ought
not to,” she said sadly; “but don’t
folks act as if time was give to ’em to run
around wild with, as best suits ’em? Three
hundred an’ ‘leven days a year to use for
themselves, an’ Sundays an’ Christmas
an’ Thanksgivin’ to give away looks to
me a rill fair division. But, no. Some folks
act like Sundays an’ holidays was not only the
frostin’, but the nuts an’ candy an’
ice-cream o’ things their
ice-cream, to eat an’ pass to their own, an’
scrape the freezer.”
And then came the heart of the matter.
“’T seems,” said
Calliope, “there’s that children’s
Christmas tree at the new minister’s on Christmas
Eve. But that ain’t till ha’-past
seven, an’ I done my best to hev some o’
the children stop in here on their way, for my
little party. An’ with one set o’
lungs their mas says no, they’d get mussed
for the tree if they do. I offered to hev ’em
bring their white dresses pinned in papers, an’
we’d dress ’em here I think
the grandma ladies’d like that. But their
mas says no, pinned in papers’d take the
starch out an’ their hair’d get all over
their heads. An’ some o’ the mothers
says indignant: ’Old ladies from the poorhouse
end o’ the home well, I should think
not! Children is very easy to take things.
If you’d hed young o’ your own, you’d
think more, Calliope,’ they says witherin’.”
Her little wrinkled hands were trembling at the enormity.
“I donno,” she added,
“but I was foolish to try it. But I did
want to get a-hold o’ somethin’ beautiful
for them old ladies to see. An’, my mind,
they ain’t much so rilly lovely as little young
children, together in a room.”
“But, Calliope,” I said
in distress, “isn’t there even one child
you can get?”
“No, sir,” she said.
“Not a one. I been everywhere. You
know they ain’t any poor in Friendship.
We’re all comfortable enough off to be overparticular.”
“But wouldn’t you think,” I said,
“at Christmas time ”
“Yes, you would,” Calliope
said, “you would. You’d think Christmas’d
make everything kind o’ softened up an’
differ’nt. Every time I look at the holly
myself, I feel like I’d just shook hands with
somebody cordial.”
None the less for Calliope
had drunk deep of the wine of doing and she never
gave up any project at four o’clock
on the day before Christmas I saw the closed ’bus
driven by Jimmy Sturgis fare briskly past my house
on its way to the “start of the Plank Road,”
to the Old Ladies’ Home. Within, I knew,
were quilts and hot stones of Calliope’s providing;
and Jimmy had hung the ’bus windows with cedar,
and two little flags fluttered from the door.
It all had a merry, holiday air as Jimmy shook the
lines and drew on swiftly through the snow to those
wistful nine guests, who at last were to be “in
Christmas,” too.
“If they can’t do nothin’
else,” Calliope had said, “they can talk
over old times, without hot milk interferin’.
But I wish, an’ I wish seem’s
though there’d ought always to be a child around
on Star o’ Bethlehem night, don’t it?”
I dined alone that Star of Bethlehem
night, and to dine alone under Christmas candles is
never a cheerful business. The Proudfit car was
to come for me soon after eight, and at eight I stood
waiting at the window of my little living room, saying
to myself that if I were to drop from the air to a
deserted country road, I should be certain that it
was Christmas Eve. You can tell Christmas Eve
anywhere, like a sugar-plum, with your eyes shut.
It is not the lighted houses, or the close-curtained
windows behind which Christmas trees are fruiting;
nor yet, in Friendship, will it be the post-office
store or the home bakery windows, gay with Christmas
trappings. But there is in the world a subdued
note of joyful preparation, as if some spirit whom
one never may see face to face had on this night a
gift of perceptible life. And in spite of my
loneliness, my heart upleaped to the note of a distant
sleigh-bell jingling an air of “Home, going Home,
Christmas Eve and going Home.”
Then, when the big Proudfit car came
flashing to my door, I had a sweet surprise.
For from it, through the snowy dark, came running a
little fairy thing, and Viola Ordway danced to my
door with her mother, muffled in furs.
“We’ve been close in the
house all day,” Mrs. Ordway cried, “and
now we’ve run away to get you. Come!”
As for me, I took Viola in my arms
and lifted her to my hall table and caught off her
cloak and hood. I can never resist doing this
to a child. I love to see the little warm, plump
body in its fine white linen emerge rose-wise, from
the calyx cloak; and I love that shy first gesture,
whatever it may be, of a child so emerging. The
turning about, the freeing of soft hair from the neck,
the smoothing down of the frock, the half-abashed
upward look. Viola did more. She laid one
hand on my cheek and held it so, looking at me quite
gravely, as if that were some secret sign of brotherhood
in the unknown, which she remembered and I, alas!
had forgotten. But I perfectly remembered how
to kiss her. If only, I thought, all the empty
arms could know a Viola. If only all the empty
arms, up and down the world, could know a Viola even
just at Christmas time. If only
Over the top of Viola’s head
I looked across at Nita Ordway, and a sudden joyous
purpose lighted all the air about me as
a joyous purpose will. Oh, if only And
then I heard myself pouring out a marvellous jumble
of sound and senselessness.
“Nita!” I cried, “you
are not a Friendship Village mother! You are not
afraid. Viola is not going to the new minister’s
Christmas tree. Oh, don’t you see?
It’s still early surely we have time!
The grandma ladies must see Viola!”
I remember how Nita Ordway laughed,
and her answer made me love her the more as
is the way of some answers.
“I don’t catch it I
don’t,” she said, “but it sounds
delicious. All courage, and old ladies, and ample
time for everything! If I said, ’Of course,’
would that do?”
Already I was tying Viola’s
hood, and next to taking off a child’s hood
I love putting one on surely every one will
have noticed how their mouths bud up for kissing.
While we sped along the Plank Road toward Calliope’s
cottage, I poured out the story of who were at her
house that night, and why, and all that had befallen.
In a moment the great car, devouring its own path
of light, set us down at Calliope’s gate, and
Calliope herself, trim in her gray henrietta, her wrinkled
face flushed and shining, came at our summons.
And I pushed Viola in before us little
fairy thing in a fluff of white wraps and white furs.
“Look, Calliope!” I cried.
Calliope looked down at her, and I
think she can hardly have seen Mrs. Ordway and me
at all. She smote her hands softly together.
“Oh,” she said, “if
it isn’t! Oh a child for Star
o’ Bethlehem night, after all!”
She dropped to her knees before Viola,
touching the little girl’s hand almost shyly.
There was in Calliope’s face when she looked
at any child a kind of nakedness of the woman’s
soul; and she, who was so deft, was curiously awkward
in such a presence.
“They’re out there in
the dinin’ room,” she whispered, “settin’
round the cook stove. I saw they felt some better
out there. Le’s us leave her go out alone
by herself, just the way she is.”
And that was what we did. We
said something to Viola softly about “the poor
grandma ladies, with no little girl to love,”
and then Calliope opened the door and let her through.
We peeped for a moment at the lamp-lit
crack. The dining room was warm and bright, its
table covered with red cotton and set with tea-cups,
shelves of plants blooming across the windows, cedar
green on the walls. The odour of pop-corn was
in the air, and above an open griddle hole apples
bobbed on strings tied to the stove-pipe wing.
And there about the cooking range, with its cheery
opened hearth, Calliope’s Christmas guests were
gathered.
They were exquisitely neat and trim,
in black and brown cloth dresses, with a brooch, or
a white apron, or a geranium from a window plant worn
for festival. I recognized Grandma Holly, with
her soft white hair, and I thought I could tell which
were Mis’ Ailing and Mis’ Burney and Mis’
Norris. And the faces of them all, the gentle,
the grief-marked, even the querulous, were grown kindly
with the knowledge that somebody had cared about their
Christmas.
The child went toward them as simply
as if they had been friends. They looked at her
with some murmuring of surprise, and at one another
questioningly. Viola went straight to the knee
of Grandma Holly, who was nearest.
“’At lady tied my hood
too tight,” she referred unflatteringly to me,
“p’eas do it off.”
Grandma Holly looked down over her
spectacles, and up at the other grandma ladies, and
back to Viola. The others gathered nearer, hitching
forward rocking-chairs, rising to peer over shoulders breathlessly,
with a manner of fearing to touch her. But because
of the little uplifted face, waiting, Grandma Holly
must needs untie the white hood and reveal all the
shining of the child’s hair.
“Nen do my toat off,” Viola gravely directed.
At that Grandma Holly crooned some
single indistinguishable syllable in her throat, and
then off came the cloak. The little warm, plump
body in its fine linen emerged, rose-wise, and Viola
smoothed down her frock, and freed her hair from her
neck, and glanced up shyly. By the stir and flutter
among them I understood that they were feeling just
as I feel when a little hood and cloak come off.
Viola stood still for a minute.
“I like be made some ’tention to,”
she suggested gently.
Ah and they understood.
How they understood! Grandma Holly swept the
little girl in her arms, and I know how the others
closed about them with smiles and vague unimportant
words. Viola sat quietly and happily, like a
little come-a-purpose spirit to let them pretend.
And it was with them all as if something long pent
up went free.
Calliope left the door and turned toward us.
“Seems like my throat couldn’t
stand it,” she said, ... and it seemed to me,
as we three sat together in the dim little parlor,
that Nita Ordway must cherish Viola for us all for
the grandma ladies and Calliope and me.
Half an hour later we three went out
to the dining room. Viola ran to her mother when
she entered. Nita took her in her arms and sat
beside the stove, her cloak slipping from her shoulders,
the soft peach tints of her gown shot through with
shining lines and the light caught in her collar of
gems. “I did want to get a-hold o’
somethin’ beautiful for them old ladies to see,”
Calliope had said.
“Oh,” said Grandma Holly,
and she laid her brown hand on Viola’s hand,
“ain’t she dear an’ little an’
young?”
“I wish’t she’d talk some,”
begged old Mis’ Norris.
“Ain’t she good, though,
the little thing?” Mis’ Ailing said.
“Look at how still she sets. Not wigglin’
’round same as some. It was just that way
with Sam when he was small he’d set
by the hour an’ leave me hold him ”
A little bent creature, whose name
I never learned, sat patting Viola’s skirt.
“Seems like I’d gone back years,”
we heard her say.
Grandma Holly held up one half-closed hand.
“Like that,” she told
them, “my Amy’s feet was so little I could
hold ‘em like that, an’ I see hers is
the same way. She’s wonderful like Amy
was, her age.”
I cannot recall half the sweet, trivial
things that they said. But I remember how they
told us stories of their own babies, and we laughed
with them over treasured sayings of long-ago lips,
or grieved with them over silences, or rejoiced at
glad things that had been. Regardless of the
Proudfit party, we let them talk as they would, and
remember. Then of her own accord Nita Ordway
hummed some haunting air, and sang one of the songs
that we all loved the grandma ladies and
Calliope and I. It was a sleepy song, whose words
I have forgotten, but it was in a kind of universal
tongue which I think that no one can possibly mistake.
And out of the lullaby came all the little spirits,
freed in babyhood or “man-grown,” and
stood at the knees of the grandma ladies, so that I
was afraid that they could not bear it.
When the song was done, Viola suddenly
sat up very straight.
“I got a litty box,” she
announced, “an’ I had a parasol. An’
once a boy div me a new nail. An’ once
I didn’ feel berry well, but now I am. An’
once ”
Their laughter was like a caress.
Before it was done, we heard a stamping without, and
there was Jimmy Sturgis, with a spray of holly in
his old felt hat and the closed ’bus at the door.
We helped Calliope to get their wraps
and to fill the ’bus with hot stones from the
oven and with many quilts, and we made ready a basket
of pop-corn and apples and of the cedar hung around
the little room. They stood about us to say good-by,
or to tell us some last bit of the news of their long-past
youth dear, wrinkled faces framed in broad
lines of bonnet or hood, and smiling, every one.
“This gray shawl I got on me
is the very one I used to wrap Amy in to carry her
through the cold hall,” said Grandma Holly.
“My land-a-livin’! seems’s if I’d
been with her to-night, over again!”
Their way of thanks lay among stumbling
words and vague repetitions, but there was a kind
of glory in their grateful faces, and one always remembers
that.
“Merry Prismas, gramma
ladies!” Viola cried shrilly at the ’bus
door, and within they laughed like mothers as they
answered. And Jimmy Sturgis cracked his whip,
and the sleigh-bells jingled.
Nita Ordway and Viola and I stood
for a moment with Calliope at her gate.
“Come!” we begged her,
“now go with us. We are all late together.
There is no reason why you should not go with us to
the Christmas party.”
But Calliope shook her head.
“I’m ever so much obliged
to you,” she said, “but oh, I couldn’t.
I’ve hed too rilly a Christmas to come down
to a party anywheres.”
When Nita and Viola and I reached
Proudfit House, the guests were all assembled, but
we knew that Mrs. Proudfit and Miss Clementina would
be the first to forgive us when they understood.
The big colonial home was bright with
scarlet-shaded candles and holly-hung walls; there
was mistletoe on the sconces, and in the great hall
there were tuneful strings. On the landing of
the stairs stood Mrs. Proudfit and Miss Clementina,
charmingly pretty in their delicate frocks, and wholly
gay and gracious. ("They seem lively like in pictures
where folks don’t make a loud sound a-talkin’,”
said Friendship. “I s’pose it’s
somethin’ you learn in the City.”) And
Friendship wore its loyalty like a mantle. Twelve
years had passed, and yet one and another said under
breath and sighed, “If only Miss Linda could
‘a’ been here, too.”
All Friendship Village was there,
save Abel Halsey, who was at the Good Shepherd’s
Home Christmas tree in the City, and, perhaps one would
say, Delia More, who had begged to be allowed to help
in the kitchen “an’ be there that way.”
Even Peleg Bemus was in his place in the orchestra,
sitting with closed eyes, playing his flute, and keeping
audible time with his wooden leg, quite
as he did when he played his flute at night, on Friendship
streets. And there was Mis’ Postmaster Sykes,
in the tobacco-brown net, with butterflies stitched
down the skirt and the Lady Washington geranium in
her hair and forever near her went little
Miss Liddy Ember with an almost passionate creative
pride in the gown of her hand, so that she would murmur
her patron an occasional warning: “Mis’
Sykes, throw back your shoulders, you hev to, to bring
out the real set o’ the basque;”
or, “Don’t forget you want to give a little
hitch to the back when you stand up, Mis’ Sykes.”
And to one and another Liddy said proudly, “I
declare if I didn’t get that skirt with the butterflies
just like a magazine cover.” And there,
too, was Ellen Ember, wearing a white book muslin
and a rosy “nubia” that had been her mother’s;
and Ellen’s face was uplifted, and of pale distinction
under the bronze glory of her hair, but all that evening
she smiled and sang and wondered, in utter absence
of the spirit. ("Oh,” poor Miss Liddy said, “I
do so want Ellen to come herself before supper.
She won’t remember a thing she eats, an’
she don’t have much that’s tasty an’
good. It’ll be just like she missed the
whole thing, in spite of all the chore o’ comin’.”)
And there were Mis’ Doctor Helman in her new
wine silk; Mis’ Banker Mason in the black-and-white
foulard designed to grace a festival or to respect
a tomb; Mis’ Sturgis, in a put-away dress that
was a surprise to every one; Mis’ Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss,
and Eppleby, and the “Other” Holcombs;
Abigail Arnold, the Gekerjecks, Mis’ Toplady
and Timothy, even Mis’ Mayor Uppers no
one was forgotten. And save poor Ellen every
one was aglow with the sweet satisfaction of having
sent abroad a brave array of pretty things, with stitches
of rose and blue on flowered fabrics, with the flutter
of ribbons, and the breath of sachets, and with
many a gift of substance to those less generously endowed.
To them all the delight of the season was in the gifts
of their hands and in the night’s merry-making,
and in the joy of keeping holiday. Here, as Calliope
had said, Christmas, begun in a stocking, was ending
in a candle.
And yet it was Star of Bethlehem night,
the night of Him who “didn’t mention givin’
things at all.”