The little war of Chiltistan was soon
forgotten by the world. But it lived vividly
enough in the memories of a few people to whom it had
brought either suffering or fresh honours. But
most of all it was remembered by Sybil Linforth, so
that even after fourteen years a chance word, or a
trivial coincidence, would bring back to her the horror
and the misery of that time as freshly as if only
a single day had intervened. Such a coincidence
happened on this morning of August.
She was in the garden with her back
to the Downs which rose high from close behind the
house, and she was looking across the fields rich with
orchards and yellow crops. She saw a small figure
climb a stile and come towards the house along a footpath,
increasing in stature as it approached. It was
Colonel Dewes, and her thoughts went back to the day
when first, with reluctant steps, he had walked along
that path, carrying with him a battered silver watch
and chain and a little black leather letter-case.
Because of that memory she advanced slowly towards
him now.
“I did not know that you were
home,” she said, as they shook hands. “When
did you land?”
“Yesterday. I am home for
good now. My time is up.” Sybil Linforth
looked quickly at his face and turned away.
“You are sorry?” she said gently.
“Yes. I don’t feel
old, you see. I feel as if I had many years’
good work in me yet. But there! That’s
the trouble with the mediocre men. They are shelved
before they are old. I am one of them.”
He laughed as he spoke, and looked at his companion.
Sybil Linforth was now thirty-eight
years old, but the fourteen years had not set upon
her the marks of their passage as they had upon Dewes.
Indeed, she still retained a look of youth, and all
the slenderness of her figure.
Dewes grumbled to her with a smile upon his face.
“I wonder how in the world you
do it. Here am I white-haired and creased like
a dry pippin. There are you ”
and he broke off. “I suppose it’s
the boy who keeps you young. How is he?”
A look of anxiety troubled Mrs. Linforth’s
face; into her eyes there came a glint of fear.
Colonel Dewes’ voice became gentle with concern.
“What’s the matter, Sybil?” he said.
“Is he ill?”
“No, he is quite well.”
“Then what is it?”
Sybil Linforth looked down for a moment
at the gravel of the garden-path. Then, without
raising her eyes, she said in a low voice:
“I am afraid.”
“Ah,” said Dewes, as he rubbed his chin,
“I see.”
It was his usual remark when he came
against anything which he did not understand.
“You must let me have him for
a week or two sometimes, Sybil. Boys will get
into trouble, you know. It is their nature to.
And sometimes a man may be of use in putting things
straight.”
The hint of a smile glimmered about
Sybil Linforth’s mouth, but she repressed it.
She would not for worlds have let her friend see it,
lest he might be hurt.
“No,” she replied, “Dick
is not in any trouble. But ”
and she struggled for a moment with a feeling that
she ought not to say what she greatly desired to say;
that speech would be disloyal. But the need to
speak was too strong within her, her heart too heavily
charged with fear.
“I will tell you,” she
said, and, with a glance towards the open windows
of the house, she led Colonel Dewes to a corner of
the garden where, upon a grass mound, there was a
garden seat. From this seat one overlooked the
garden hedge. To the left, the little village
of Poynings with its grey church and tall tapering
spire, lay at the foot of the gap in the Downs where
runs the Brighton road. Behind them the Downs
ran like a rampart to right and left, their steep
green sides scarred here and there by landslips and
showing the white chalk. Far away the high trees
of Chanctonbury Ring stood out against the sky.
“Dick has secrets,” Sybil
said, “secrets from me. It used not to be
so. I have always known how a want of sympathy
makes a child hide what he feels and thinks, and drives
him in upon himself, to feed his thoughts with imaginings
and dreams. I have seen it. I don’t
believe that anything but harm ever comes of it.
It builds up a barrier which will last for life.
I did not want that barrier to rise between Dick and
me I ” and her voice shook
a little “I should be very unhappy
if it were to rise. So I have always tried to
be his friend and comrade, rather than his mother.”
“Yes,” said Colonel Dewes,
wisely nodding his head. “I have seen you
playing cricket with him.”
Colonel Dewes had frequently been
puzzled by a peculiar change of manner in his friends.
When he made a remark which showed how clearly he
understood their point of view and how closely he was
in agreement with it, they had a way of becoming reticent
in the very moment of expansion. The current
of sympathy was broken, and as often as not they turned
the conversation altogether into a conventional and
less interesting channel. That change of manner
became apparent now. Sybil Linforth leaned back
and abruptly ceased to speak.
“Please go on,” said Dewes, turning towards
her.
She hesitated, and then with a touch of reluctance
continued:
“I succeeded until a month or
so ago. But a month or so ago the secrets came.
Oh, I know him so well. He is trying to hide that
there are any secrets lest his reticence should hurt
me. But we have been so much together, so much
to each other how should I not know?”
And again she leaned forward with her hands clasped
tightly together upon her knees and a look of great
distress lying like a shadow upon her face. “The
first secrets,” she continued, and her voice
trembled, “I suppose they are always bitter
to a mother. But since I have nothing but Dick
they hurt me more deeply than is perhaps reasonable”;
and she turned towards her companion with a poor attempt
at a smile.
“What sort of secrets?” asked Dewes.
“What is he hiding?”
“I don’t know,”
she replied, and she repeated the words, adding to
them slowly others. “I don’t know and
I am a little afraid to guess. But I know that
something is stirring in his mind, something is ”
and she paused, and into her eyes there came a look
of actual terror “something is calling
him. He goes alone up on to the top of the Downs,
and stays there alone for hours. I have seen
him. I have come upon him unawares lying on the
grass with his face towards the sea, his lips parted,
and his eyes strained, his face absorbed. He
has been so lost in dreams that I have come close
to him through the grass and stood beside him and
spoken to him before he grew aware that anyone was
near.”
“Perhaps he wants to be a sailor,” suggested
Dewes.
“No, I do not think it is that,”
Sybil answered quietly. “If it were so,
he would have told me.”
“Yes,” Dewes admitted. “Yes,
he would have told you. I was wrong.”
“You see,” Mrs. Linforth
continued, as though Dewes had not interrupted, “it
is not natural for a boy at his age to want to be alone,
is it? I don’t think it is good either.
It is not natural for a boy of his age to be thoughtful.
I am not sure that that is good. I am, to tell
you the truth, very troubled.”
Dewes looked at her sharply.
Something, not so much in her words as in the careful,
slow manner of her speech, warned him that she was
not telling him all of the trouble which oppressed
her. Her fears were more definite than she had
given him as yet reason to understand. There was
not enough in what she had said to account for the
tense clasp of her hands, and the glint of terror
in her eyes.
“Anyhow, he’s going to
the big school next term,” he said; “that
is, if you haven’t changed your mind since you
last wrote to me, and I hope you haven’t changed
your mind. All that he wants really,” the
Colonel added with unconscious cruelty, “is
companions of his own age. He passed in well,
didn’t he?”
Sybil Linforth’s face lost for
the moment all its apprehension. A smile of pride
made her face very tender, and as she turned to Dewes
he thought to himself that really her eyes were beautiful.
“Yes, he passed in very high,” she said.
“Eton, isn’t it?” said Dewes.
“Whose house?”
She mentioned the name and added:
“His father was there before him.”
Then she rose from her seat. “Would you
like to see Dick? I will show you him. Come
quietly.”
She led the way across the lawn towards
an open window. It was a day of sunshine; the
garden was bright with flowers, and about the windows
rose-trees climbed the house-walls. It was a house
of red brick, darkened by age, and with a roof of
tiles. To Dewes’ eyes, nestling as it did
beneath the great grass Downs, it had a most homelike
look of comfort. Sybil turned with a finger on
her lips.
“Keep this side of the window,”
she whispered, “or your shadow will fall across
the floor.”
Standing aside as she bade him, he
looked into the room. He saw a boy seated at
a table with his head between his hands, immersed in
a book which lay before him. He was seated with
his side towards the window and his hands concealed
his face. But in a moment he removed one hand
and turned the page. Colonel Dewes could now
see the profile of his face. A firm chin, a beauty
of outline not very common, a certain delicacy of
feature and colour gave to him a distinction of which
Sybil Linforth might well be proud.
“He’ll be a dangerous
fellow among the girls in a few years’ time,”
said Dewes, turning to the mother. But Sybil
did not hear the words. She was standing with
her head thrust forward. Her face was white, her
whole aspect one of dismay. Dewes could not understand
the change in her. A moment ago she had been
laughing playfully as she led him towards the window.
Now it seemed as though a sudden disaster had turned
her to stone. Yet there was nothing visible to
suggest disaster. Dewes looked from Sybil to
the boy and back again. Then he noticed that her
eyes were riveted, not on Dick’s face, but on
the book which he was reading.
“What is the matter?” he asked.
“Hush!” said Sybil, but
at that moment Dick lifted his head, recognised the
visitor, and came forward to the window with a smile
of welcome. There was no embarrassment in his
manner, no air of being surprised. He had not
the look of one who nurses secrets. A broad open
forehead surmounted a pair of steady clear grey eyes.
“Well, Dick, I hear you have
done well in your examination,” said the Colonel,
as he shook hands. “If you keep it up I
will leave you all I save out of my pension.”
“Thank you, sir,” said
Dick with a laugh. “How long have you been
back, Colonel Dewes?”
“I left India a fortnight ago.”
“A fortnight ago.”
Dick leaned his arms upon the sill and with his eyes
on the Colonel’s face asked quietly: “How
far does the Road reach now?”
At the side of Colonel Dewes Sybil
Linforth flinched as though she had been struck.
But it did not need that movement to explain to the
Colonel the perplexing problem of her fears.
He understood now. The Linforths belonged to
the Road. The Road had slain her husband.
No wonder she lived in terror lest it should claim
her son. And apparently it did claim him.
“The road through Chiltistan?” he said
slowly.
“Of course,” answered Dick. “Of
what other could I be thinking?”
“They have stopped it,”
said the Colonel, and at his side he was aware that
Sybil Linforth drew a deep breath. “The
road reaches Kohara. It does not go beyond.
It will not go beyond.”
Dick’s eyes steadily looked
into the Colonel’s face; and the Colonel had
some trouble to meet their look with the same frankness.
He turned aside and Mrs. Linforth said,
“Come and see my roses.”
Dick went back to his book. The
man and woman passed on round the corner of the house
to a little rose-garden with a stone sun-dial in the
middle, surrounded by low red brick walls. Here
it was very quiet. Only the bees among the flowers
filled the air with a pleasant murmur.
“They are doing well your roses,”
said Dewes.
“Yes. These Queen Mabs
are good. Don’t you think so? I am
rather proud of them,” said Sybil; and then
she broke off suddenly and faced him.
“Is it true?” she whispered
in a low passionate voice. “Is the road
stopped? Will it not go beyond Kohara?”
Colonel Dewes attempted no evasion with Mrs. Linforth.
“It is true that it is stopped.
It is also true that for the moment there is no intention
to carry it further. But but
And as he paused Sybil took up the sentence.
“But it will go on, I know.
Sooner or later.” And there was almost a
note of hopelessness in her voice. “The
Power of the Road is beyond the Power of Governments,”
she added with the air of one quoting a sentence.
They walked on between the alleys
of rose-trees and she asked:
“Did you notice the book which Dick was reading?”
“It looked like a bound volume of magazines.”
Sybil nodded her head.
“It was a volume of the ‘Fortnightly.’
He was reading an article written forty years ago
by Andrew Linforth ” and she suddenly
cried out, “Oh, how I wish he had never lived.
He was an uncle of Harry’s my husband.
He predicted it. He was in the old Company, then
he became a servant of the Government, and he was
the first to begin the road. You know his history?”
“No.”
“It is a curious one. When
it was his time to retire, he sent his money to England,
he made all his arrangements to come home, and then
one night he walked out of the hotel in Bombay, a
couple of days before the ship sailed, and disappeared.
He has never been heard of since.”
“Had he no wife?” asked Dewes.
“No,” replied Sybil.
“Do you know what I think? I think he went
back to the north, back to his Road. I think
it called him. I think he could not keep away.”
“But we should have come across
him,” cried Dewes, “or across news of
him. Surely we should!”
Sybil shrugged her shoulders.
“In that article which Dick
was reading, the road was first proposed. Listen
to this,” and she began to recite:
“The road will reach northwards,
through Chiltistan, to the foot of the Baroghil Pass,
in the mountains of the Hindu Kush. Not yet, but
it will. Many men will die in the building of
it from cold and dysentery, and even hunger Englishmen
and coolies from Baltistan. Many men will die
fighting over it, Englishmen and Chiltis, and Gurkhas
and Sikhs. It will cost millions of money, and
from policy or economy successive Governments will
try to stop it; but the power of the Road will be
greater than the power of any Government. It will
wind through valleys so deep that the day’s
sunshine is gone within the hour. It will be
carried in galleries along the faces of mountains,
and for eight months of the year sections of it will
be buried deep in snow. Yet it will be finished.
It will go on to the foot of the Hindu Kush, and then
only the British rule in India will be safe.”
She finished the quotation.
“That is what Andrew Linforth
prophesied. Much of it has already been justified.
I have no doubt the rest will be in time. I think
he went north when he disappeared. I think the
Road called him, as it is now calling Dick.”
She made the admission at last quite
simply and quietly. Yet it was evident to Dewes
that it cost her much to make it.
“Yes,” he said. “That is what
you fear.”
She nodded her head and let him understand
something of the terror with which the Road inspired
her.
“When the trouble began fourteen
years ago, when the road was cut and day after day
no news came of whether Harry lived or, if he died,
how he died I dreamed of it I
used to see horrible things happening on that road night
after night I saw them. Dreadful things happening
to Dick and his father while I stood by and could
do nothing. Oh, it seems to me a living thing
greedy for blood our blood.”
She turned to him a haggard face.
Dewes sought to reassure her.
“But there is peace now in Chiltistan.
We keep a close watch on that country, I can tell
you. I don’t think we shall be caught napping
there again.”
But these arguments had little weight
with Sybil Linforth. The tragedy of fourteen
years ago had beaten her down with too strong a hand.
She could not reason about the road. She only
felt, and she felt with all the passion of her nature.
“What will you do, then?” asked Dewes.
She walked a little further on before she answered.
“I shall do nothing. If,
when the time comes, Dick feels that work upon that
road is his heritage, if he wants to follow in his
father’s steps, I shall say not a single word
to dissuade him.”
Dewes stared at her. This half-hour
of conversation had made real to him at all events
the great strength of her hostility. Yet she would
put the hostility aside and say not a word.
“That’s more than I could
do,” he said, “if I felt as you do.
By George it is!”
Sybil smiled at him with friendliness.
“It’s not bravery.
Do you remember the unfinished letter which you brought
home to me from Harry? There were three sentences
in that which I cannot pretend to have forgotten,”
and she repeated the sentences:
“’Whether he will come
out here, it is too early to think about. But
the road will not be finished and I wonder.
If he wants to, let him.’ It is quite clear isn’t
it? that Harry wanted him to take up the
work. You can read that in the words. I
can imagine him speaking them and hear the tone he
would use. Besides I have still a greater
fear than the one of which you know. I don’t
want Dick, when he grows up, ever to think that I
have been cowardly, and, because I was cowardly, disloyal
to his father.”
“Yes, I see,” said Colonel Dewes.
And this time he really did understand.
“We will go in and lunch,” said Sybil,
and they walked back to the house.