She turned quickly as the door closed
and took a step towards the centre of the room.
Drake perceived that she had a copy of the Meteor
in her hand. ‘You have seen this?’
she asked.
‘Yes.’ He remained by the door with
his hand on the knob.
‘And you guessed who wrote it?’
‘I have been told.’ He answered her
coldly and quietly.
‘I know what you think,’
she replied. ’But it’s not true.
I never told him the story. He knew it long ago before
you went back to Matanga before I married
him.’ Her voice took a pleading tone.
’You will believe that, won’t you?’
’It never occurred to me that
you had told him. I know, in fact, who did.
But even if you had well, you had the right
to tell him.’ Clarice gave a stamp of impatience.
‘He is your husband.’
‘My husband!’ she interrupted,
and she tore the newspaper across and dropped it on
to the floor. ’My husband! Ah, I wouldn’t
have believed that even he could have done a thing
so mean. And, to add to the meanness of it, he
went away yesterday, for a week. I know why, now;
he dared not face me.’ Then of a sudden
her voice softened. ’But it’s my fault
too, in a way,’ she went on. ’He
knew the story a long time ago, and never used it.
I don’t suppose he would have used it now, if
I hadn’t since your election let
him see ’ She broke off the sentence,
and took a step nearer to Drake. ‘Stephen,
I meant to let him see.’
Drake drew himself up against the
door. It would be no longer of any service to
her, he thought, if he left England and returned to
Matanga. Something more trenchant was needed.
He reflected again that he filled
no place which another could not fill, and the reflection
took a wider meaning than it had done before.
‘Yes,’ he said; ‘it’s very
awkward that it should all come out just now.’
Clarice stared at him in perplexity.
’Awkward that it should all come out,’
she repeated vaguely; and then, with an accent of relief,
’You mean that it will injure the Company?’
’Not so much that. The
Company can run without me quite well now I
am certain of it.’ He spoke as though he
was endeavouring to assure himself of what he said.
‘But it won’t hurt you,
really,’ she exclaimed. ’You can disprove
the charges, and of course you must, I know you hesitate for
my sake to bring an action and expose the
writer. But you must, and I don’t think,’
she lowered her eyes to the ground, ‘you would
hurt me by doing that.’ For a moment she
was silent. Drake made no answer, and she raised
her eyes again to his face. ‘You can disprove
it oh, of course,’ she said, with
a little anxious laugh.
‘That depends,’ he answered
slowly, ‘upon how much the Meteor knows.’
Clarice drew back and caught at the
table to steady herself. Once or twice she pressed
her hand across her forehead. ’Oh, don’t
stand like that,’ she burst out, ‘as if
it was all true.’
‘But they can’t prove
it’s true,’ exclaimed Drake, with a trace
of cunning in his voice. ‘No; they can’t
prove it’s true.’
‘But is it?’ Clarice stood
in front of him, her hands clenched. Drake dropped
his eyes from her face, raised them again, and again
lowered them. ‘Is it?’ she repeated,
and her voice rose to the tone of a demand.
‘Yes,’ and he answered her in a whisper.
Clarice recoiled from him with a cry
of disgust. She noticed that he drew a long breath of
relief, it seemed like the criminal when
his crime is at last brought home to him. ‘Then
all that story,’ she began, ’you told
me at Beaufort Gardens about about Boruwimi
was just meant to deceive me. You talked about
duty! Duty compelled you! You would have
hanged Gorley just the same had you known that he
had been engaged to me.’ She began to laugh
hysterically. ’It was all duty, duty
from beginning to end, and I believed you. Heaven
help me, I came to honour you for it. And in
reality it was a lie!’ She lashed the words at
him, but he stood patiently, and made no rejoinder.
’I always wondered why you told me the story,’
she continued. ’You felt that I had a right
to know, I remember. And you felt bound to tell
me. It’s clear enough now why you felt bound.
You had found out, I suppose, that my husband knew ’
She stopped suddenly, as though some new thought had
flashed into her mind. ’And I came here
to give up everything just for your sake.
Oh, suppose that I hadn’t found you out!’
She stooped and picked up from the
floor the torn pages of the Meteor. She
folded them carefully and then moved towards the door.
Drake opened it and stood aside.
Clarice went out, called a hansom
and drove home. When she arrived there she ordered
tea to be brought to the drawing-room and sat down
and again read the article in the Meteor.
When the tea was brought, she ordered it to be taken
into Sidney’s study. She walked restlessly
about that room, as though she was trying to habituate
herself to it. A green shade lay upon the writing-table,
which her husband was accustomed to wear over his
eyes. She took it up, looked at it for a little,
and then threw it down again with an air of weariness
and distaste. A few minutes later Percy Conway
called and was admitted.