The next morning Bart was not up as
usual, and George rushed into the low-ceiled room,
under the roof.
“Bart! breakfast is ready!
Ma thinks it strange you ain’t up. That
was a splendid big bass. Where did you take him?
Are you sick?” as he came in.
“No, Georgie; I am only languid
and dull. I must have been wofully tired.”
“I should think you would be,
running all day and up all night. I should think
you’d be hungry, too, by this time.”
“Georgie, how handsome you look
this morning! What a splendid young man you will
be, and so bright, and joyous, and good! Everybody
will love you; no woman will scorn you. There,
tell mother not to wait! I will get up soon.”
Some time after, the light, quick
step of his mother was heard approaching his door,
where she paused as if to listen.
“I am up, mother,” called
out Bart; and she found him partly dressed, and sitting
listlessly on his bed, pale and dejected.
“It is nothing, mother; I’m
only a little depressed and dull. I’ll be
all right in an hour. I ran in the woods a good
deal, took cold, and am tired.”
She looked steadily and wistfully
at him. The great change in his face could not
escape her. Weary he looked, and worn, as from
a heart-ill.
“What has happened, Barton?
Did you go to anybody’s house? Whom did
you see?”
“No; I went to the pond, and
met the Doctor and Uncle Jonah, and Theodore came
home with me.”
“Did you meet Julia Markham anywhere?”
“I did; she was going home from
Coe’s by the old road, and I went out of the
woods with her.”
A long, hard-drawn breath from his
mother, who saw that he took her question like a stab.
“It is no matter, mother. It had to be
over some time.”
“Barton! you don’t mean, Barton
“I do, just that, mother,”
steadily. “She was kinder in her scorn than
she meant. It was what I needed.”
“Her scorn! her scorn, Barton!”
“Yes, her scorn, mother,” decidedly and
firmly.
“You must have talked and acted foolishly, Barton.”
“I did talk and act foolishly, and I take the
consequences.”
“You are both young, Barton,
and you have all the world in which to overcome your
faults and repair your mistakes, and Julia
“Not another word of her, mother
dear! She has gone more utterly out of my life
than as if she were buried. Then I might think
of her; now I will not,” firmly.
“Oh, that this should come to you now, my poor,
poor boy!”
“Don’t pity me, mother!
I am soft enough now, and don’t you for a moment
think that I have nothing else to do in this world
but to be killed out of it by the scorn of a girl.
Let us not think of these Markhams. The Judge
is ambitious, and proud of his wealth and self, and
his daughter is ambitious too. The world wants
me; it has work for me. I can hear its voices
calling me now, and I am not ready. Don’t
think I am to sit and languish and pine for any girl;”
and his mouth was firm with will and purpose, and
a great swell of pride and pain agitated the bosom
of his mother, who recognized the high elements of
a nature drawn from her own.
“You know, mother,” he
continued, thoughtfully, “that I am not one
to be loved. I am not handsome and popular, like
Morris, whom all men like and many women love; nor
thoughtful and accomplished and considerate, like
Henry, whom everybody esteems and respects, and of
whom so much is expected.”
“Do you envy them, Barton?”
“Envy them, mother? Don’t
I love the world for loving Morris? Don’t
I follow him about to feel the gladness that he brings?
Don’t I live on the praises of Henry? and don’t
I tear every man that utters a doubt of his infallibility?
Poor old Dominie Young! I was savage on him last
night, for an unnecessary remark about Henry; and I’ll
go and hear him preach, to show my contrition; and
penitence can’t go further. Now, mother
dear, I probably wanted this, and I am now down on
the flat, hard foundation of things. Don’t
blame this Julia, and don’t think of her in
connection with me. No girl will ever scorn one
of your boys but once.”
She lingered, and would have said
more; but he put her away with affected gayety, and
said he was coming down immediately, and
he did. But the melancholy chords vibrated long.
There was another overhauling of the
little desk, and innumerable sketches of various excellence,
having a family resemblance, with faults in common,
were sent to join the departed verses.
That night, in a letter to Henry,
he said: “I’ve burned the last of
my ships, not saving even a small boat.”
Mrs. Ridgeley pondered over the revelation
which her woman’s intuitions had drawn from
Barton. No woman can understand why a son of
hers should fail with any natural-born daughter of
woman, and she suspected that poor Bart had, with
his usual impetuosity, managed the affair badly.
No matter if he had; she felt that he was not an object
of any woman’s scorn; and this particular Julia,
she had every reason to know, would live to correct
her impressions and mourn her folly. She, however,
was incapable of injustice to even her own sex; and
if Julia did not fancy Barton, she was not to blame,
however faulty her taste. She remembered with
satisfaction that she and hers were under no obligations
to the Markhams, and she only hoped that her son would
be equal to adhering to his purpose. She had little
fear of this, although she knew nothing of the offensive
manner of his rejection, and had no intimation of
what followed it. To her, Julia was to be less
than the average girl of her acquaintance.
In the afternoon the two mothers met
by accident, at the store, whither Mrs. Ridgeley had
gone to make a few small purchases, and Mrs. Markham
to examine the newly-arrived goods. Mrs. Ridgeley
had no special inducement to waste herself on Mrs.
Markham, and none to exhibit any sensibility at the
treatment of Barton; her manner was an admirable specimen
of the cool, neighborly, indifferently polite.
She was by nature a thorough-bred and high-spirited
woman; and had Julia openly murdered poor Bart, the
manner of his mother would not have betrayed her knowledge
of the fact to Mrs. Markham. That lady busied
herself with some goods until Mrs. Ridgeley had completed
her purchases, when she approached her with her natural
graciousness, which was so spontaneous that it was
hardly a virtue, and was met with much of her own
frank suavity. These ladies never discussed the
weather, or their neighbors, or hired girls, which
latter one of them did not have; and with a moment’s
inquiry after each other’s welfare, in which
each omitted the family of the other, Mrs. Markham
asked Mrs. Ridgeley’s judgment as to the relative
qualities of two or three pieces of ladies’
fabrics, carelessly saying that she was choosing for
Julia, who was quite undecided. Mrs. Ridgeley
thought Miss Markham was quite right to defer the
matter to her mother’s judgment, and feared
that her own ignorance of goods of that quality would
not enable her to aid Mrs. Markham. Mrs. Markham
casually remarked that there was much demand for the
goods, and that Julia had had a long walk around to
the Coes the day before, and home through the woods,
and was a little wearied to-day, and had referred
the matter to her. Mrs. Ridgeley understood that
Miss Markham was accustomed to healthy out-door exercise,
and yet young girls were sometimes, she presumed,
nearly as imprudent as boys, etc.; she trusted
Miss Markham would soon be restored.
If either of the ladies looked the
other in the face while speaking and spoken to, as
is allowable, neither discovered anything by the scrutiny.
Mrs. Markham thought Mrs. Ridgeley must suffer much
on account of the rashness of so many spirited boys,
though she believed that Mrs. Ridgeley was fortunate
in the devotion of all her sons. Mrs. Ridgeley
thanked her; as to her boys, she had become accustomed
to their caring for themselves, and when they were
out she seldom was anxious about them. Mrs. Markham
thought that they must have some interesting adventures
in their hunting excursions. Mrs. Ridgeley said
that Morris always enjoyed telling of what he had done
and met in the woods, while Barton never mentioned
anything, unless he had found a rare flower, a splendid
tree, or a striking view, or something of that sort.
The ladies gave each other much well-bred
attention, and Mrs. Markham went on to remark that
she had not seen Barton since his return, but that
Julia had mentioned meeting him once or twice.
Mrs. Ridgeley replied that soon after Barton came
home, she remembered that he spoke of meeting Miss
Markham at the store. The faces of the ladies
told nothing to each other. Mrs. Markham gave
an animated account of her call at the house being
built by Major Ridgeley for Mr. Snow, in Auburn, and
said that Mr. Snow was promising that Major Ridgeley
might give a ball in it; and the Major undertook to
have it ready about New Year’s, and that the
ball would be very select, she understood; the house
was to contain a very fine ball-room, etc.
Had Mrs. Ridgeley received a letter
recently from Henry? She had. Would Barton
probably go and study with his brother? She thought
that would be pleasant for both. Mrs. Markham
was very kind to inquire about the boys. Would
Mrs. Ridgeley permit Mrs. Markham to send her home
in her new buggy? It stood at the door. Mrs.
Ridgeley thanked her; she was going up by Coe’s,
and so out across the bit of woods, home. Did
not Mrs. Ridgeley fear the animal that had been heard
to scream in these woods? Mrs. Ridgeley did not
in the least, and she doubted if there was one.
The ladies separated. Mrs. Markham
decided that Barton had not told his mother of meeting
Julia the day before, nor of their adventure afterwards,
and she was relieved from the duty of explaining anything;
and she thought well of the young man’s discretion,
or pride.
Mrs. Ridgeley thought that Mrs. Markham
was talking at her for a purpose, perhaps to find
out what Barton told her; and it was some little satisfaction,
perhaps, to know that Julia did not feel like being
out, but then Julia was a noble girl, and
would feel regret at inflicting pain. Poor Bart!
Generous Mrs. Ridgeley! It also occurred to Mrs.
Ridgeley that Mrs. Markham did not return to the subject
of the goods, and she was really afraid that Julia
might lose her dress.