It is with marked hesitation that I begin this Chapter ,
because in it I must deal with an experience so contrary to every known law of
physics as to seem impossible. Until this time, barring, of course, the
mystery of the Dweller, I had encountered nothing that was not susceptible of
naturalistic explanation; nothing, in a word, outside the domain of science
itself; nothing that I would have felt hesitancy in reciting to my colleagues of
the International Association of Science. Amazing, unfamiliar advanced as
many of the phenomena were, still they lay well within
the limits of what we have mapped as the possible;
in regions, it is true, still virgin to the mind of
man, but toward which that mind is steadily advancing.
But this well, I confess
that I have a theory that is naturalistic; but so
abstruse, so difficult to make clear within the short
confines of the space I have to give it, so dependent
upon conceptions that even the highest-trained scientific
brains find difficult to grasp, that I despair.
I can only say that the thing occurred;
that it took place in precisely the manner I am about
to narrate, and that I experienced it.
Yet, in justice to myself, I must
open up some paths of preliminary approach toward
the heart of the perplexity. And the first path
is the realization that our world whatever
it is, is certainly not the world as we see
it! Regarding this I shall refer to a discourse
upon “Gravitation and the Principle of Relativity,”
by the distinguished English physicist, Dr. A. S.
Eddington, which I had the pleasure of hearing him
deliver before the Royal Institution.
I realize, of course, that it is not
true logic to argue “The world is
not as we think it is therefore everything
we think impossible is possible in it.”
Even if it be different, it is governed by law.
The truly impossible is that which is outside law,
and as nothing can be outside law, the impossible
cannot exist.
The crux of the matter then becomes
our determination whether what we think is impossible
may or may not be possible under laws still beyond
our knowledge.
I hope that you will pardon me for
this somewhat academic digression, but I felt it was
necessary, and it has, at least, put me more at ease.
And now to resume.
We had watched, Larry and I, the frog-men
throw the bodies of Yolara’s assassins into
the crimson waters. As vultures swoop down upon
the dying, there came sailing swiftly to where the
dead men floated, dozens of the luminous globes.
Their slender, varicoloured tentacles whipped out;
the giant iridescent bubbles climbed over the
cadávers. And as they touched them there
was the swift dissolution, the melting away into putrescence
of flesh and bone that I had witnessed when the dart
touched fruit that time I had saved Rador and
upon this the Medusae gorged; pulsing lambently; their
wondrous colours shifting, changing, glowing stronger;
elfin moons now indeed, but satellites whose glimmering
beauty was fed by death; alembics of enchantment whose
glorious hues were sucked from horror.
Sick, I turned away O’Keefe
as pale as I; passed back into the corridor that had
opened on the ledge from which we had watched; met
Lakla hurrying toward us. Before she could speak
there throbbed faintly about us a vast sighing.
It grew into a murmur, a whispering, shook us then
passing like a presence, died away in far distance.
“The Portal has opened,”
said the handmaiden. A fainter sighing, like
an echo of the other, mourned about us. “Yolara
is gone,” she said, “the Portal is closed.
Now must we hasten for the Three have commanded
that you, Goodwin, and Larry and I tread that strange
road of which I have spoken, and which Olaf may not
take lest his heart break and we must return
ere he and Rador cross the bridge.”
Her hand sought Larry’s.
“Come!” said Lakla, and
we walked on; down and down through hall after hall,
flight upon flight of stairways. Deep, deep indeed,
we must be beneath the domed castle Lakla
paused before a curved, smooth breast of the crimson
stone rounding gently into the passage. She pressed
its side; it revolved; we entered; it closed behind
us.
The room, the hollow in
which we stood was faceted like a diamond; and like
a cut brilliant its sides glistened though
dully. Its shape was a deep oval, and our path
dropped down to a circular polished base, roughly
two yards in diameter. Glancing behind me I saw
that in the closing of the entrance there had been
left no trace of it save the steps that led from where
that entrance had been and as I looked
these steps turned, leaving us isolated upon
the circle, only the faceted walls about us and
in each of the gleaming faces the three of us reflected dimly.
It was as though we were within a diamond egg whose
graven angles had been turned inward.
But the oval was not perfect; at my
right a screen cut it a screen that gleamed
with fugitive, fleeting luminescences stretching
from the side of our standing place up to the tip
of the chamber; slightly convex and crisscrossed by
millions of fine lines like those upon a spectroscopic
plate, but with this difference that within
each line I sensed the presence of multitudes of finer
lines, dwindling into infinitude, ultramicroscopic,
traced by some instrument compared to whose delicacy
our finest tool would be as a crowbar to the needle
of a micrometer.
A foot or two from it stood something
like the standee of a compass, bearing, like it a
cradled dial under whose crystal ran concentric rings
of prisoned, lambent vapours, faintly blue. From
the edge of the dial jutted a little shelf of crystal,
a keyboard, in which were cut eight small cups.
Within these cups the handmaiden placed
her tapering fingers. She gazed down upon the
disk; pressed a digit and the screen behind
us slipped noiselessly into another angle.
“Put your arm around my waist,
Larry, darlin’, and stand close,” she
murmured. “You, Goodwin, place your arm
over my shoulder.”
Wondering, I did as she bade; she
pressed other fingers upon the shelf’s indentations three
of the rings of vapour spun into intense light, raced
around each other; from the screen behind us grew a
radiance that held within itself all spectrums not
only those seen, but those unseen by man’s
eyes. It waxed brilliant and ever more brilliant,
all suffusing, passing through me as day streams through
a window pane!
The enclosing facets burst into a
blaze of coruscations, and in each sparkling panel
I saw our images, shaken and torn like pennants in
a whirlwind. I turned to look was
stopped by the handmaiden’s swift command:
“Turn not on your life!”
The radiance behind me grew; was a
rushing tempest of light in which I was but the shadow
of a shadow. I heard, but not with my ears nay
with mind itself a vast roaring;
an ordered tumult of sound that came hurling
from the outposts of space; approaching rushing hurricane
out of the heart of the cosmos closer, closer.
It wrapped itself about us with unearthly mighty arms.
And brilliant, ever more brilliant,
streamed the radiance through us.
The faceted walls dimmed; in front
of me they melted, diaphanously, like a gelatinous
wall in a blast of flame; through their vanishing,
under the torrent of driving light, the unthinkable,
impalpable tornado, I began to move, slowly then
ever more swiftly!
Still the roaring grew; the radiance
streamed ever faster we went. Cutting
down through the length, the extension of me,
dropped a wall of rock, foreshortened, clenched close;
I caught a glimpse of the elfin gardens; they whirled,
contracted, into a thin slice of
colour that was a part of me; another wall of rock
shrinking into a thin wedge through which I flew,
and that at once took its place within me like a card
slipped beside those others!
Flashing around me, and from Lakla
and O’Keefe, were nimbuses of flickering scarlet
flames. And always the steady hurling forward appallingly
mechanical.
Another barrier of rock a gleam of white waters incorporating
themselves into my drawing out even as
were the flowered moss lands, the slicing, rocky walls still
another rampart of cliff, dwindling instantly into
the vertical plane of those others. Our flight
checked; we seemed to hover within, then to sway onward slowly,
cautiously.
A mist danced ahead of me a
mist that grew steadily thinner. We stopped,
wavered the mist cleared.
I looked out into translucent, green
distances; shot with swift prismatic gleamings; waves
and pulsings of luminosity like midday sun glow through
green, tropic waters: dancing, scintillating veils
of sparkling atoms that flew, hither and yon, through
depths of nebulous splendour!
And Lakla and Larry and I were, I
saw, like shadow shapes upon a smooth breast of stone
twenty feet or more above the surface of this place a
surface spangled with tiny white blossoms gleaming
wanly through creeping veils of phosphorescence like
smoke of moon fire. We were shadows and
yet we had substance; we were incorporated with, a
part of, the rock and yet we were living
flesh and blood; we stretched nor will
I qualify this we stretched through
mile upon mile of space that weirdly enough gave at
one and the same time an absolute certainty of immense
horizontal lengths and a vertical concentration that
contained nothing of length, nothing of space whatever;
we stood there upon the face of the stone and
still we were here within the faceted oval
before the screen of radiance!
“Steady!” It was Lakla’s
voice and not beside me there, but
at my ear close before the screen. “Steady,
Goodwin! And see!”
The sparkling haze cleared.
Enormous reaches stretched before me. Shimmering
up through them, and as though growing in some medium
thicker than air, was mass upon mass of verdure fruiting
trees and trees laden with pale blossoms, arbours
and bowers of pallid blooms, like that sea fruit of
oblivion grapes of Lethe that
cling to the tide-swept walls of the caverns of the
Hebrides.
Through them, beyond them, around
and about them, drifted and eddied a horde great
as that with which Tamerlane swept down upon Rome,
vast as the myriads which Genghis Khan rolled upon
the califs men and women and children clothed
in tatters, half nude and wholly naked; slant-eyed
Chinese, sloe-eyed Malays, islanders black and brown
and yellow, fierce-faced warriors of the Solomons
with grizzled locks fantastically bedizened; Papuans,
feline Javans, Dyaks of hill and shore; hook-nosed
Phoenicians, Romans, straight-browed Greeks, and Vikings
centuries beyond their lives: scores of
the black-haired Murians; white faces of our own Westerners men
and women and children drifting, eddying each
stamped with that mingled horror and rapture, eyes
filled with ecstasy and terror entwined, marked by
God and devil in embrace the seal of the
Shining One the dead-alive; the lost ones!
The loot of the Dweller!
Soul-sick, I gazed. They lifted
to us visages of dread; they swept down toward
us, glaring upward a bank against which
other and still other waves of faces rolled, were
checked, paused; until as far as I could see, like
billows piled upon an ever-growing barrier, they stretched
beneath us staring staring!
Now there was a movement far,
far away; a concentrating of the lambency; the dead-alive
swayed, oscillated, separated forming a
long lane against whose outskirts they crowded with
avid, hungry insistence.
First only a luminous cloud, then
a whirling pillar of splendours through the lane came the
Shining One. As it passed, the dead-alive swirled
in its wake like leaves behind a whirlwind, eddying,
twisting; and as the Dweller raced by them, brushing
them with its spirallings and tentacles, they shone
forth with unearthly, awesome gleamings like
vessels of alabaster in which wicks flare suddenly.
And when it had passed they closed behind it, staring
up at us once more.
The Dweller paused beneath us.
Out of the drifting ruck swam the
body of Throckmartin! Throckmartin, my friend,
to find whom I had gone to the pallid moon door; my
friend whose call I had so laggardly followed.
On his face was the Dweller’s dreadful stamp;
the lips were bloodless; the eyes were wide, lucent,
something like pale, phosphorescence gleaming within
them and soulless.
He stared straight up at me, unwinking,
unrecognizing. Pressing against his side was
a woman, young and gentle, and lovely lovely
even through the mask that lay upon her face.
And her wide eyes, like Throckmartin’s, glowed
with the lurking, unholy fires. She pressed against
him closely; though the hordes kept up the faint churning,
these two kept ever together, as though bound by unseen
fetters.
And I knew the girl for Edith, his
wife, who in vain effort to save him had cast herself
into the Dweller’s embrace!
“Throckmartin!” I cried. “Throckmartin!
I’m here!”
Did he hear? I know now, of course, he could
not.
But then I waited hope
striving to break through the nightmare hands that
gripped my heart.
Their wide eyes never left me.
There was another movement about them, others pushed
past them; they drifted back, swaying, eddying and
still staring were lost in the awful throng.
Vainly I strained my gaze to find
them again, to force some sign of recognition, some
awakening of the clean life we know. But they
were gone. Try as I would I could not see them nor
Stanton and the northern woman named Thora who had
been the first of that tragic party to be taken by
the Dweller.
“Throckmartin!” I cried
again, despairingly. My tears blinded me.
I felt Lakla’s light touch.
“Steady,” she commanded,
pitifully. “Steady, Goodwin. You cannot
help them now! Steady and watch!”
Below us the Shining One had paused spiralling,
swirling, vibrant with all its transcendent, devilish
beauty; had paused and was contemplating us.
Now I could see clearly that nucleus, that core shot
through with flashing veins of radiance, that ever-shifting
shape of glory through the shroudings of shimmering,
misty plumes, throbbing lacy opalescences, vaporous
spirallings of prismatic phantom fires. Steady
over it hung the seven little moons of amethyst, of
saffron, of emerald and azure and silver, of rose
of life and moon white. They poised themselves
like a diadem calm, serene, immobile and down from them into the Dweller,
piercing plumes and swirls and spirals, ran countless tiny strands, radiations,
finer than the finest spun thread of spiders web, gleaming filaments through
which seemed to run power from
the seven globes; like yes, that was it miniatures
of the seven torrents of moon flame that poured through
the septichromatic, high crystals in the Moon Pool’s
chamber roof.
Swam out of the coruscating haze the face!
Both of man and of woman it was like
some ancient, androgynous deity of Etruscan fanes
long dust, and yet neither woman nor man; human and unhuman, seraphic and sinister, benign and malefic and
still no more of these four than is flame, which is
beautiful whether it warms or devours, or wind whether
it feathers the trees or shatters them, or the wave
which is wondrous whether it caresses or kills.
Subtly, undefinably it was of our
world and of one not ours. Its linéaments
flowed from another sphere, took fleeting familiar
form and as swiftly withdrew whence they
had come; something amorphous, unearthly as
of unknown unheeding, unseen gods rushing through
the depths of star-hung space; and still of our own
earth, with the very soul of earth peering out from
it, caught within it and in some unholy way
debased.
It had eyes eyes that were
now only shadows darkening within its luminosity like
veils falling, and falling, opening windows
into the unknowable; deepening into softly glowing
blue pools, blue as the Moon Pool itself; then flashing
out, and this only when the face bore
its most human resemblance, into twin stars large
almost as the crown of little moons; and with that
same baffling suggestion of peep-holes into a world untrodden, alien, perilous to man!
“Steady!” came Lakla’s
voice, her body leaned against mine.
I gripped myself, my brain steadied,
I looked again. And I saw that of body, at least
body as we know it, the Shining One had none nothing
but the throbbing, pulsing core streaked with lightning
veins of rainbows; and around this, never still, sheathing
it, the swirling, glorious veilings of its hell and
heaven born radiance.
So the Dweller stood and gazed.
Then up toward us swept a reaching, questing spiral!
Under my hand Lakla’s shoulder
quivered; dead-alive and their master vanished I
danced, flickered, within the rock; felt a swift
sense of shrinking, of withdrawal; slice upon slice
the carded walls of stone, of silvery waters, of elfin
gardens slipped from me as cards are withdrawn from
a pack, one by one slipped, wheeled, flattened,
and lengthened out as I passed through them and they
passed from me.
Gasping, shaken, weak, I stood within
the faceted oval chamber; arm still about the handmaiden’s
white shoulder; Larry’s hand still clutching
her girdle.
The roaring, impalpable gale from
the cosmos was retreating to the outposts of space was
still; the intense, streaming, flooding radiance lessened died.
“Now have you beheld,”
said Lakla, “and well you trod the road.
And now shall you hear, even as the Silent Ones have
commanded, what the Shining One is and
how it came to be.”
The steps flashed back; the doorway
into the chamber opened.
Larry as silent as I we followed her through
it.