The following Tuesday, Edith, Aylmer,
Vincy and Mrs Ottley were sitting on the veranda after
dinner. They had a charming little veranda which
led on to a lawn, and from there straight down to the
sea. It was their custom to sit there in the
evening and talk. The elder Mrs Ottley enjoyed
these evenings, and the most modern conversation never
seemed to startle her. She would listen impassively,
or with a smile, as if in silent approval, to the
most monstrous of paradoxes or the most childish chaff.
Aylmer’s attention and kind
thought for her had absolutely won her heart.
She consulted him about everything, and was only thoroughly
satisfied when he was there. His strong, kind,
decided voice, his good looks, his decision, and a
sort of responsible impulsiveness, all appealed to
her immensely. She looked up to him, in a kind
of admiring maternal way; Edith often wondered, did
she not see Aylmer’s devotion? But, if
she did, Mrs Ottley thought nothing of it. Her
opinion of Edith was so high that she trusted her
in any complications....
‘Isn’t Bruce coming down tonight?’
she asked Edith.
‘I’m to have a wire.’
‘Ah, here’s the last post. Perhaps
he’s written instead.’
Vincy fetched the letters. There was one from
Bruce.
Edith went into the drawing-room to
read it; there was not sufficient light on the veranda....
In growing amazement she read the following words:-
DEAR EDITH,
’I hope what I am about to tell
you will not worry you too much. At any rate
I do hope you will not allow it to affect your health.
It is inevitable, and you must make up your mind to
it as soon as possible. I say this in no spirit
of unkindness; far from it. It is hard to me to
break the news to you, but it must be done.
’Mavis Argles and I are all
in all to each other. We have made up our minds
on account of certain circumstances to throw
in our lot together, and we are starting for Australia
today. When this reaches you, we shall have started.
I enclose the address to write to me.
’In taking this step I have,
I am sure, acted for the best. It may cause you
great surprise and pain. I regret it, but we met
and became very quickly devoted to one another.
She cannot live without me. What I am doing is
my duty. I now ask you, and believe you will grant
my request, to make arrangements to give me my
freedom as soon as possible. Mind you do
this, Edith, for it is really my duty to give my name
to Mavis, who, as I have said, is devoted to me heart
and soul, and cannot live without me.
’I shall always have the greatest
regard and respect for you, and wish you well.
’I am sorry also about my mother,
but you must try and explain that it is for the best.
You also will know exactly what to do, and how to
bring up the children just as well without me as with.
’Hoping this sudden news will
not affect your health in any way, and that you will
try and stay on a good while at Westgate, as I am sure
the air is doing you good, believe me, yours affectionately
as always,
’BRUCE.
’P.S.-Mind
you don’t forget to divorce me as soon as you
can for Mavis’s sake. Vincy will give you
all the advice you need. Don’t think badly
of me; I have meant well. Try and cheer up.
I am sorry not to write more fully, but you can imagine
how I was rushed to catch today’s steamer.’
She sat alone gazing at the letter
under the light. She was divided at first between
a desire to laugh and cry. Bruce had actually
eloped! His silly weakness had culminated, his
vanity had been got hold of. Vincy’s horrid
little art-student had positively led him into running
away, and leaving his wife and children.
Controlling herself, Edith went to
the veranda and said to Mrs Ottley that Bruce wasn’t
coming back for a day or two, that she had neuralgia
and was going to retire, but begged Aylmer not to go
yet. Of course at this he went at once.
The next morning Aylmer at his hotel
received a little note asking him to come round and
see Edith, while the others were out.
It was there, in the cool, shady room,
that Edith showed him the letter.
‘Good God!’ he exclaimed,
looking simply wild with joy. ’This is too
marvellous!-too heavenly! Do you realise
it? Edith, don’t you see he wants you to
make him free? You will be my wife-that’s
settled-that’s fixed up.’
He looked at her in delight almost
too great for expression.
Edith knew she was going to have a
hard task now. She was pale, but looked completely
composed. She said:
‘You’re wrong, Aylmer. I’m
not going to set him free.’
‘What?’ he almost shouted.
’Are you mad? What! Stick to him when
he doesn’t want you! Ruin the wretched
girl’s life!’
’That remains to be seen.
I don’t believe everything in the letter.
The children-’
‘Edith!’ he exclaimed.
’What-when he doesn’t want
the children-when he deserts them?’
‘He is their father.’
’Their father! Then, if
you were married to a criminal who implored you to
divorce him you wouldn’t, because he was their
father!’
’Bruce is not a criminal.
He is not bad. He is a fool. He has behaved
idiotically, and I can never care for him in the way
I used to, but I mean to give him a chance. I’m
not going to jump at his first real folly to get rid
of him.... Poor Bruce!’
She laughed.
Aylmer threw himself down in an arm-chair, staring
at her.
‘You amaze me,’ he said.
’You amaze me. You’re not human.
Do you adore this man, that you forgive him everything?
You don’t even seem angry.’
’I don’t adore him, that
is why I’m not so very angry. I was terribly
hurt about Miss Townsend. My pride, my trust were
hurt but after that I can’t ever feel that personal
jealousy any more. What I have got to think of
is what is best.’
‘Edith, you don’t care
for me. I’d better go away.’
He turned away; he had tears in his eyes.
‘Oh, don’t, Aylmer! You know I do!’
’Well, then, it’s all
right. Fate seems to have arranged this on purpose
for us-don’t you know, dear, how I’d
be good to the children? How I’d do anything
on this earth for them? Why, I’d reconcile
Mrs Ottley to it in ten minutes; I’d do anything!’
He started up.
’I’m not going to let
Mrs Ottley know anything about it for the present.’
‘You’re not going to tell her?’
’No. I shall invent a story
to account for his absence. No-one need know.
But, of course, if, later-I mean if he persists-’
’Oh, Edith, don’t be a
fool! You’re throwing away our happiness
when you’ve got it in your hand.’
‘There are some things that
one can’t do.’ said Edith.
’It goes against the grain. I can’t
take advantage of his folly to make the path smoother-for
myself. What will become of him when they quarrel!
It’s all nonsense. Bruce is only weak.
He’s a very good fellow, really. He has
no spirit, and not much intellect; but with us to look
after him,’ she unconsciously said us, and could
not help smiling at the absurdity of it,’ he
will get along all right yet.’
‘Edith, you’re beyond
me,’ said Aylmer. ‘I give up understanding
you.’
She stood up again and looked out of the window.
’Let him have his silly holiday
and his elopement and his trip! He thinks it
will make a terrific sensation! And I hope she
will be seasick. I’m sure she will; she’s
the sort of woman who would, and then-after-’
‘And you’ll take him back? You have
no pride, Edith.’
She turned round. ’Take
him back?-yes; officially. He has a
right to live in his own house, with his own children.
Why, ever since I found out about Miss Townsend ...
I’m sure I was nice to him, but only like a
sister. Yes. I feel just like a sister to
him now.’
’Oh, good God! I haven’t
patience with all this hair-splitting nonsense.
Brotherly husbands who run away with other girls, and
beg you to divorce them; sisterly wives who forgive
them and stick to them against their will....’
He suddenly stopped, and held out his hand.
’Forgive me, Edith. I believe
whatever you say is right. Will you forgive me?’
’You see, it’s chiefly
on account of the children. If it weren’t
for them I would take advantage of this to
be happy with you. At least-no-I’m
not sure that I would; not if I thought it would be
Bruce’s ruin.’
‘And you don’t think I’d be good
to the children?’
’Good? I know you would
be an angel to them! But what’s the use?
I tell you I can’t do it.’
‘I won’t tease you, I
won’t worry you any more,’ he said, in
a rather broken voice. ’At any rate, think
what a terrible blow this is to me. You show
me the chance of heaven, then you voluntarily dash
it away. Don’t you think you ought to consult
someone? You have asked no-one?’
‘I have consulted you,’ she said,
with a slight smile.
‘You take no notice of what I say.’
’As a matter of fact, I don’t
wish to consult anyone. I have made my own decision.
I have written my letter.’
She took it out of her bag. It
was directed to Bruce, at the address he had given
her in Australia.
‘I suppose you won’t let me read it?’
he said sadly.
‘I think I’d rather not,’ she said.
Terribly hurt, he turned to the door.
‘No-no, you shall
read it!’ she exclaimed. ’But don’t
say anything, make no remark about it. You shall
read it because I trust you, because I really care
for you.’
‘Perhaps I oughtn’t to,’
he said. ‘No, dear; keep it to yourself.’
His delicacy had revived and he was ashamed of his
jealousy.
But now she insisted on showing it to him, and he
read:
’DEAR BRUCE,
’I’m not going to make
any appeal to your feelings with regard to your mother
and the children, because if you had thought even of
me a little this would not have happened. I’m
very, very sorry for it. I believe it happened
from your weakness and foolishness, or you could not
have behaved with such irresponsibility, but I’m
trying to look at it quite calmly. I therefore
propose to do nothing at all for three months.
If I acted on your suggestion you might regret it
ever after. If in three months you write to me
again in the same strain, still desiring to be free,
I will think of it, though I’m not sure that
I should do it even then. But in case you change
your mind I propose to tell nobody, not even your
mother. By the time you get this letter, it will
be six weeks since yours to me, and you may look at
things differently. Perhaps by then you will
be glad to hear that I have told your mother merely
that you have been ordered away for a change, and
I shall say the same to anyone else who inquires for
you. If you feel after this time still responsible,
and that you have a certain duty, still remember, even
so, you might be very unhappy together all your lives.
Excuse me, then, if I don’t take you at your
word.
’Another point occurs to me.
In your hurry and excitement, perhaps you forgot that
your father’s legacy depended on the condition
that you should not leave the Foreign Office before
you were fifty. That is about fourteen years
from now. If you are legally freed, and marry
Miss Argles, you could hardly go back there.
I think it would be practically impossible under those
circumstances, while if you live in Australia you
will have hardly any means. I merely remind you
of this, in case you had forgotten.
’I shall regard it all as an
unfortunate aberration; and if you regret it, and
change your mind, you will be free at any time you
like to come back and nothing shall be ever said about
it. But I’m not begging you to do so.
I may be wrong; perhaps she’s the woman to make
you happy. Let me know within three months how
you feel about it. No-one will suffer except
myself during this time, as I shall keep it from your
mother, and shall remain here during this time.
Perhaps you will be very angry with me that I don’t
wish to take you at your word, Bruce. At first
I thought I would, but I’m doing what I think
right, and one cannot do more.
’I’m not going to reproach
you, for if you don’t feel the claims of others
on you, my words will make no difference.
’Think over what I say.
Should you be unhappy and wish to separate from her
without knowing how, and if it becomes a question of
money, as so many things do, I would help you.
I did not remind you about your father’s legacy
to induce you to come back. If you really find
happiness in the way you expect, we could arrange it.
You see, I have thought of everything, in one night.
But you won’t be happy.
‘EDITH OTTLEY.’
’Remember, whenever you like
to come back, you will be welcomed, and nothing shall
ever be said about it.’
Aylmer gave her back the letter. He was touched.
‘You see,’ she said eagerly,
’I haven’t got a grain of jealousy.
All that part is quite finished. That’s
the very reason why I can judge calmly.’
She fastened up the letter, and then said with a smile:
‘And now, let’s be happy the rest of the
summer. Won’t you?’
He answered that she was impayable-marvellous-that
he would help her-devote himself to doing
whatever she wished. On consideration he saw
that there was still hope.