Cynthia had, as Sabina suspected,
gone straight to her father when she left Russell
Square. Some time before he had let her know that
he was still in England, and had sent her his address,
warning her however not to visit him unless she was
obliged to do so. On this occasion she had almost
forgotten his warning; she went to him as a child often
goes to its parents, more for comfort than for absolute
protection; and he was astonished, as well as alarmed,
when she flung herself into his arms and wept on his
shoulder, calling him now and then by all sorts of
endearing names, but refusing to explain to him the
reason of her visit or of her grief.
“It’s not that man that
you’re fond of, is it, my dearie? He hasn’t
played you false, has he?”
“No, father, no not in the way you
mean.”
“He ain’t worse dying or anything?”
“Oh, no!” with
a sudden constriction of the heart, which might have
told her how dear Hubert was to her still.
“Then you’ve quarrelled?”
“I suppose we have,” said
Cynthia, with an unnatural hysterical laugh.
“Oh, yes we have quarrelled, and we
shall never see each other any more!”
“In that case, my girl, you’d
better cast in your lot with me. Shall we leave
England to-morrow?”
Cynthia was silent for a moment.
“Is it safer for you to go or to stay, father?”
“Well, it’s about equal,”
said Westwood cheerfully. “They’re
watching the ports, I understand; so maybe I should
have a difficulty in getting off. On the other
hand, I’m pretty certain that the landlady here
suspects me; and I thought of making tracks early to-morrow
morning, Cynthia, my dear, if you have no objection
to an early start.”
“Anything you please, dear father.”
“We’re safest in London,
I think,” said Westwood thoughtfully; “but
I think that I shall try to get out of the country
as soon as I can. I am afraid it is no good to
follow up my clue, Cynthia; I can’t find out
anything more about Mrs. Vane.”
Cynthia gave a little shiver, and
then clung to him helplessly; she could not speak.
“I’ve sometimes thought,”
her father continued, “that your young man Mr.
Lepel knew more than he chose to say.
I’ve sometimes wondered whether knowing
me to be your father and all that, Cynthia there
might not be a chance of getting him to tell all the
truth, supposing that I went to him and threw myself
on his his generosity, so to speak?
Do you think he’d give me up, Cynthy?”
“No, father I don’t think he
would.”
“It might be worth trying.
A bold stroke succeeds sometimes where a timid one
might fail. He’s ill, you say, still, isn’t
he?”
Cynthia thought of the fall that she
had heard as she left the room.
“Yes,” she answered almost
inaudibly; “he has been very ill, and he is
not strong yet.”
“And you’ve left him all
the same?” said her father, regarding her curiously.
“There must have been something serious eh,
my lass?”
“Oh, father, don’t ask me!”
“Don’t you care for him
now then, my girl?” said Westwood, with more
tenderness than he usually showed.
“I don’t know I
don’t know! I think I I hate
him; but I cannot be sure.”
“It’s his fault then? He’s
done something bad?”
“Very bad!” cried poor Cynthia, hiding
her face.
“And you can’t forgive him?”
“Not not till he
has made amends!” said the girl, with a passionate
sob.
Her father sat looking at her with a troubled face.
“If your mother hadn’t
forgiven me many and many a time, Cynthia,” he
said at last, “I should have gone to destruction
long before she died. But as long as ever she
lived she kept me straight.”
“She was your wife,” said
Cynthia, in a choked voice. “I am not Hubert’s
wife and I never shall be now. Never
mind, father; we were right to separate, and I am
glad that we have done it. Now will you tell me
where you are thinking of going, or if you have made
any plans?”
Westwood shook his head.
“I’ve got no plans, my
dear except to slip out at the door, early
to-morrow morning. Where I go next I am sure I
do not know.”
Cynthia resolutely banished the thought
of her own affairs, and set herself to consider possibilities.
Her mind reverted again and again to the Jenkins family.
Their connection with Hubert made it seem a little
dangerous to have anything to do with them at present;
and yet Cynthia was inclined to trust Tom Jenkins
very far. He was thoroughly honest and true,
and he was devoted to her service; but, after some
reflection, she abandoned this idea. If she and
her father were to be together, she had better seek
some place where her own face was unknown and her father’s
history forgotten. After a little consideration,
she remembered some people whom she had heard of in
the days of her engagement at the Frivolity.
They let lodgings in an obscure street in Clerkenwell;
and, as they were quiet inoffensive folk, Cynthia
thought that she and her father might be as safe with
them as elsewhere. She did not urge her father
to leave England at present; for she had a vague feeling
that she ought not to cut him off from the chance a
feeble chance, but still a chance of being
cleared by Hubert Lepel’s confession. She
had not much hope; and yet it seemed to her possible
that Hubert might choose to tell the truth at last,
and that she could but hope that, having confessed
to her, he might also confess to the world at large,
and show that Westwood was an innocent and deeply
injured man.
She stayed the night, sleeping on
a little sofa in the sitting-room; but early the next
day they went out together, making one of the early
morning “flittings” to which Westwood was
accustomed; and Cynthia took her father to his new
lodgings in Clerkenwell.
For some days she did not go out again.
Excitement and the shock of Hubert’s confession
had for once disorganised her splendid health.
She felt strangely weak and ill, and lay in her bed
without eating or speaking, her face turned to the
wall, her head throbbing, her hands and feet deathly
cold. Westwood watched her anxiously and wanted
her to have a doctor; but Cynthia refused all medical
advice. She was only worn out with nursing, she
said, and needed a long rest; she would be better
soon.
One day when she had got up, but had
not yet ventured out of doors, her father came into
her room with a bunch of black grapes which he had
brought for her to eat.
“How good you are, father!” Cynthia said
gratefully.
She took one to please him but she
did not seem inclined to eat. She was sitting
in a wooden chair by the window, looking pale and listless.
There were dark shadows under her eyes and a sad expression
about her mouth; one would scarcely have known her
again for the brilliant beauty who had carried all
before her when she sang in London drawing-rooms not
three months earlier.
Her father looked at her with sympathetic attention.
“You want cockering up,”
he said, “and coddling and waiting on. When
once we get out of this darned old country, you shall
see something different, my girl! I’ve
got money enough to do the thing in style when we
reach the States. You shall have all you want
there, and no mistake!”
“Thank you, father,” said
the girl, with a listless smile.
“I’ve had a long walk
to-day,” Westwood said, after a pause, “and
I’ve been into what you would call danger, my
girl. Ah, that rouses you up a bit, doesn’t
it? I’ve been to Russell Square.”
“To Russell Square.”
Cynthia’s face turned crimson at once. “Oh,
father, did you see did you hear
“Did I hear of Mr. Lepel?
That’s what I went for, my beauty! In spite
of your quarrel, I thought you’d maybe like
to hear how he was getting on. I talked to the
gardener, a bit; Mr. Lepel’s been ill again,
you know.”
“A relapse?” said Cynthia quickly.
“Yes, a relapse. They’ve
had a hospital-nurse for him, I hear. He’s
not raving now, they say, but very weak and stupid-like.”
“Have none of his friends come
to nurse him?” said Cynthia.
“I don’t know. The
gardener wouldn’t hear that, maybe. He said
there’d been a death in the family some
child or other. Would that be General Vane’s
little boy, do you suppose?”
“It might be.”
“Then Miss Vane will be the
heiress. She and Mr. Lepel ”
He hesitated for a moment, and Cynthia looked up.
“Miss Vane is going to marry
Mr. Evandale father. She is not engaged to Mr.
Lepel now.”
“Oh! Not engaged to Mr.
Lepel now? Then what the dickens,” said
Westwood very deliberately, “did you and Mr.
Lepel quarrel about, I should like to know?”
“I can’t tell you, father.
Nothing to do with that, however.”
“I expect it was all a woman’s
freak. I had made up my mind for you to marry
that fellow, Cynthia. I rather liked the looks
of him. I’d have given you a thumping dowry
and settled him out in America, if you’d liked.
It would have been better than the life of a newspaper-man
in London any day.”
Cynthia did not answer. Her face
wore a look of settled misery which made Westwood
uncomfortable. He went on doggedly.
“When he gets better, I think
I shall go and see him about this. I’ve
no mind to see my girl break her heart before my eyes.
You know you’re fond of him. Why make such
a mystery of it? Marry him, and make him sorry
for his misdeeds afterwards. That’s my
advice.”
Cynthia’s hands began to tremble
in her lap. She said nothing however, and Westwood
did not pursue the subject. But a few days later
she asked him a question which showed what was weighing
on her mind.
“Father, what do you think about
forgiveness? We ought to forgive those that have
injured us, I suppose? They always said so at
St. Elizabeth’s.”
“Up to a certain point, I think,
my girl. It’s no good forgiving them that
are not sorry for what they’ve done. It
would go to my heart not to punish a rascal that robbed
me and laughed in my face afterwards, you know.
But, if I’ve reason to think that he’s
repented and tried to make amends, why, then, I think
a man’s a fool who doesn’t say, ’All
right, old fellow try again and good luck
to you!’”
“Make amends! Ah, that
is the test!” said Cynthia, in a very low voice.
“Well, it is and it isn’t,”
said her father sturdily. “Making amends
is a very difficult matter sometimes. The best
way sometimes is to put all that’s been bad
behind you, and start again fresh without meddling
with the old affairs. Of course it’s pretty
hard to tell whether a man’s repentant or whether
he is not.”
He knew very well that she was thinking
of Hubert Lepel, and was therefore all the more cautious
and all the more gentle in what he said. For
he had gone over to Hubert’s side in the absence
of any precise knowledge as to what the quarrel had
been about. “A woman’s sure to be
in the wrong!” he said to himself hence
his advice.
“But, if one is sure quite
sure that a man repents,” said Cynthia
falteringly, “or, at least, that he is sorry,
and if the wrong is not so much to oneself, but to
somebody else that is dear to one, then
“If you care enough to worry
about the man, forgive him, and have done with it!”
said her father. “Now look here, Cynthy let’s
have no beating about the bush! I think I know
pretty well what’s happening. Mr. Lepel
knows something about that murder business I
am pretty sure of that. You think, rightly or
wrongly, that he could have cleared me if he had tried.
Well, maybe so maybe not; I can’t
tell. But, my dear, I don’t want you to
bother your head about me. If you’re fond
of the fellow, you needn’t let my affairs stand
in your way. Why, as a matter of fact, I’m
better off now than I should ever have been in England;
so what seemed to be a misfortune has turned out to
my advantage. I’m content enough.
Mr. Lepel has held his tongue, you say” though
Cynthia had not uttered a single word; “but
I reckon it was for his sister’s sake. And,
though she’s a bad lot, I don’t see how
a man could tell of his sister, Cynthy I
don’t indeed. So you go back to Mr. Lepel
and tell him not to bother himself. I can take
care of myself now, and all this rubbish about clearing
my character may as well be knocked on the head.
As soon as I’m out of the country, I don’t
care a rap! You tell that to Mr. Lepel, my beauty,
and make it up with him. I wouldn’t for
the world that you should be unhappy because I’ve
been unfortunate.”
This was a long speech for Westwood;
and Cynthia came and put her hands on his shoulders
and laid her cheek to his long before he had finished.
“Dear father,” she said,
“you are very good and very generous!”
“Confess now, Cynthy you
love him, don’t you?” said Westwood, with
unusual gentleness.
“I am afraid I do, father,”
she said, crying as she spoke.
“Then be faithful to him, my
lass, like your mother was to me.”
They said no more. But Cynthia
brooded over her father’s words for the next
three days and nights. Then she came to him one
day with her hat and cloak on, as if she were going
for a walk.
“Father,” she began abruptly,
“do you allow me to go to Hubert to
see him, I mean?”
“Of course I do, my dear.”
“Although you believe what you
said and what I did not say that
he could have cleared you if he had liked?”
“Yes, my dear if you love him.”
“Yes, I love him,” said Cynthia sadly.
“I’m going to sail next
week; he’ll never be troubled by me again,”
said her father. “You can either stay with
him, Cynthia, or he can come out with us. Out
there we can all forget what’s over and done.
You go to him and tell him so at once.”
He kissed her on the forehead with
unaccustomed solemnity. Cynthia flung her arms
round his neck and gave him a warm embrace. The
eyes of both father and daughter were wet as they
said good-bye.
Cynthia knew nothing of Mrs. Vane’s
visit to London. She expected to meet a trained
nurse only, and the Jenkins Sabina Meldreth
and the doctor perhaps beside, but no one else.
She set forth at an hour which would enable her to
reach the house when Hubert was likely to be up at
least, if he were able to leave his bed. She did
not know what she was going to say to him what
line she was about to take. She only knew that
she could not bear to be away from him any longer,
and that love and forgiveness were the two thoughts
uppermost in her mind.
She was not aware that her father
had considered it unfit for her to go alone to Russell
Square. He had followed her all the way from
Clerkenwell, and was in the square immediately behind
herself. When she mounted the steps and rang
the bell, he crossed the road and walked along the
pavement by the gardens in the middle of the square.
Here he fancied that he should be unobserved.
He saw the door opened; he saw Cynthia making her
inquiries of the servant. Then she went in, and
the door was shut.
He waited for some time. Presently
a man, whom he knew to be the faithful Jenkins, appeared
on the steps of the house and looked about him.
Then he crossed the road and advanced to Westwood,
who was leaning against the railings.
“Mr. Reuben Dare, I think?”
he said, touching his hair respectfully. Westwood
stared at the sound of that name. “Miss
West and Mr. Lepel wants to know if you will kindly
come up-stairs. They have a word or two to say,
and they hope that you will not fail to come.”
Westwood smiled to himself a rather peculiar
smile.
“All right,” he said;
“if they want me to come, I’ll come.
But I think they had both better have let me stay
away.”
Nevertheless he followed Jenkins to the house.