I
A certain struggling incoherence is
manifest in Spinrobin’s report of it all, as
of a man striving to express violent thoughts in a
language he has not yet mastered. It is evident,
for instance, as those few familiar with the “magical”
use of sound in ceremonial and the power that resides
in “true naming” will realize, that he
never fully understood Skale’s intended use
of the chord, or why this complex sound was necessary
for the utterance of the complex “Name.”
Moreover, the powers concealed in
the mere letters, while they laid hold upon his imagination,
never fully entered his understanding. Few minds,
it seems, can conceive of any deity as other than some
anthropomorphic extension of themselves, for the idea
is too greatly blinding to admit human thought within
a measurable distance even of a faintest conception.
The true, stupendous nature of the forces these letters
in the opening syllable clothed, Spinrobin unquestionably
never apprehended. Miriam, with her naked and
undefiled intuitions, due to utter ignorance of worldly
things from birth, came nearer to the reality; but
then Miriam was now daily more and more caught up
into the vortex of a sweet and compelling human love,
and in proportion as this grew she feared the great
experiment that might so Spinrobin had suggested spell
Loss. Gradually dread closed the avenues of her
spirit that led so fearfully to Heaven; and in their
place she saw the dear yet thorny paths that lay with
Spinny upon the earth.
They no longer, these two bewildered
loving children, spoke of one another in the far-fetched
terminology of sound and music. He no longer
called her his “brilliant little sound,”
nor did she respond with “you perfect echo”;
they fell back sign of a gradual concession
to more human things upon the gentler terminology,
if the phrase may be allowed, of Winky. They
shared Winky between them ... though neither one nor
other of them divined yet what Winky actually meant
in their just-opening lives.
“Winky is yours,” she
would say, “because you made him, but he belongs
to me too, because he simply can’t live without
me!”
“Or I without you, Little Magic,”
he whispered, laughing tenderly. “So, you
see, we are all three together.”
Her face grew slightly troubled.
“He only pays me visits, though.
Sometimes I think you hide him, or tell him not to
come.” And far down in her deep grey eyes
swam the first moisture of rising tears. “Don’t
you, my wonderful Spinny?”
“Sometimes I forget him, perhaps,”
he replied gravely, “but that is only when I
think of what may be coming if the experiment
succeeds ”
“Succeeds?” she exclaimed.
“You mean if it fails!” Her voice dropped
instinctively, and they looked over their shoulders
to make sure they were alone.
He came up very close to her and spoke
in her small pink ear. “If it succeeds,”
he whispered, “we go to Heaven, I suppose; if
it fails we stay upon the earth.” Then
he stood off, holding her hands at arm’s length
and gazing down upon her. “Do you want to
go to Heaven?” he asked very deliberately, “or
to stay here upon the earth with me and Winky ?”
She was in his arms the same second,
laughing and crying with the strange conflict of new
and inexplicable emotions.
“I want to be with you here,
and forever. Heaven frightens me now. But oh,
Spinny, dear protecting thing, I want I
also want ” She broke off abruptly,
and Spinrobin, unable to see her face buried against
his shoulder, could not guess whether she was laughing
or weeping. He only divined that something in
her heart, profound as life itself, something she
had never been warned to conceal, was clamoring for
comprehension and satisfaction.
“Miriam, tell me exactly. I’m sure
I shall understand ”
“I want Winky to be with us
always not only sometimes on
little visits,” he heard between the broken
breathing.
“I’ll tell him ”
“But there’s no good telling
him,” she interrupted almost fiercely,
“it is me you must tell....”
Spinrobin’s heart sank within
him. She was in pain and he could not quite understand.
He pressed her hard against him, keeping silence.
Presently she lifted her face from
his coat, and he saw the tears of mingled pain and
happiness in her eyes the eyes of this girl-woman
who knew not the common ugly standards of life because
no woman had ever told them to her.
“You see, Winky is not really
mine unless I have some share in making him too,”
she said very softly. “When I have made
him too, then he will stay forever with us, I think.”
And Spinrobin, beginning to understand,
knowing within him that singular exultation of triumphant
love which comes to a pure man when he meets the mother-to-be
of his firstborn, lowered his own face very reverently
to hers, and kissed her on the cheeks and eyes saying
nothing, and vaguely wondering whether the awful name
that Skale sought with so much thunder and lightning,
did not lie at that very moment, sweetly singing its
divinest message, between the contact of this pair
of youthful lips, the lips of himself and Miriam.
II
And Philip Skale, meanwhile, splendid
and independent of all common obstacles, thundered
along his tempestuous mad way, regardless and ignorant
of all signs of disaffection. The rest of that
week a week of haunting wonder and beauty was
devoted to the carrying out of the strange program.
It is not possible to tell in detail the experience
of each separate room. Spinrobin does it, yet
only succeeds in repeating himself; and, as has been
seen, his powers failed even in that first chamber
of awe. The language does not exist in which adventures
so remote from normal experience can be clothed without
straining the mind to the verge of the unintelligible.
It appears, however, that each room possessed its
color, note and form, which later were to issue forth
and combine in the even vaster pattern, chord and
outline which should include them all.
Even the thought of it strained the
possibilities of belief and the resources of the imagination....
His soul fluttered and shrank.
They continued the processes of prayer
and fasting Skale had ordained as the time for the
experiment drew near, and the careful vibratory utterance
of the “word” belonging to each room, the
vibrations of which threw their inner selves into
a condition of safe or comparatively safe receptivity.
But Spinrobin no longer said his prayers, for the
thought that soon he was to call upon the divine and
mighty name in reality prevented his doing so in the
old way of childhood nominally. He
feared there might come an answer.
He literally walked the dizzy edge
of precipices that dropped over the edge of the world.
The incoherence of all this traffic with sound and
name had always bewildered him, even to the point of
darkness, whereas now it did more, it appalled him
in some sense that was monstrous and terrifying.
Yet, while weak with terror when he tried to face the
possible results, and fevered with the notion of entering
some new condition (even though one of glory) where
Miriam might no longer be as he now knew her, it was
the savage curiosity he felt that prevented his coming
to a definite decision and telling Mr. Skale that he
withdrew from the whole affair.
Then the idea grew in his mind that
the clergyman was obsessed by some perverted spiritual
force, some “Devil” who deceived him, and
that the name he sought to pronounce was after all
not good not God. His thoughts, fears,
hopes, all became hopelessly entangled, through them
one thing alone holding clear and steady the
passionate desire to keep Miriam as she was now, and
to be with her forever. His mind played tricks
with him too. Day and night the house echoed with
new sounds; the very walls grew resonant; the entire
building, buried away among these desolate hills,
trembled as though he were imprisoned within the belly
of some monstrous and gigantic fiddle.
Mr. Skale, too, began to change, it
seemed. While physically he increased, as it
were, with the power of his burning enthusiasm, his
beard longer and more ragged, his eyes more luminous,
and his voice shaking through the atmosphere almost
like wind, his personality, in some curious fashion,
seemed at the same time to retire and become oddly
tinged with a certain remoteness from reality.
Spinrobin once or twice caught himself wondering if
he were not after all some legendary or pagan figure,
some mighty character of dream or story, and that presently
he, Spinrobin, would awake and write down the most
wonderful vision the world had ever known. His
imagination, it will be seen, was affected in more
ways than one....
With a tremendous earnestness the
clergyman went about the building, down the long dark
corridors and across the halls, his long soft strides
took him swiftly everywhere; his mere presence charged
with some potent force that betrayed itself in the
fire of his eyes and the flush of his cheeks.
Spinrobin thought of him as some daring
blasphemer, knocking at a door in the sky. The
sound of that knocking ran all about the universe.
And when the door opened, the heavens would roll back
like an enormous, flat curtain....
“Any moment almost,” Skale
whispered to him, smiling, “the day may be upon
us. Keep yourself ready and in
tune.”
And Spinrobin, expecting a thunderclap
in his sleep, but ever plucky, answered in his high-pitched
voice, “I’m ready, Mr. Philip Skale, I’m
ready! I’m game too!” when, truthfully
speaking, perhaps, he was neither one nor other.
He would start up from sleep in the
nighttime at the least sound, and the roar of the
December gales about the house became voices of portent
that conveyed far more than the mere rushing of inarticulate
winds....
“When the hour comes and
it is close at hand we shall not fail to
know it,” said Skale, pallid with excitement.
“The Letters will be out upon us. They
will live! But with an intense degree of exuberant
life far beyond what we know as life we,
in our puny, sense-limited bodies!” And the
scorn in his voice came from the center of his heart.
“For what we hear as sound is only a section,”
he cried, “only a section of sound-vibrations as
they exist.”
“The vibrations our ears can
take are very small, I know,” interpolated
Spinrobin, cold at heart, while Miriam, hiding behind
chairs and tables that offered handy protection, watched
with mingled anxiety and confidence, knowing that
in the last resort her adorable and “wonderful
Spinny” would guide her aright. Love filled
her heart, ousting that other portentous Heaven!
III
And then Skale announced that the
time was ready for rehearsals.
“Let us practice the chord,”
he said, “so that when the moment comes suddenly
upon us, in the twinkling of an eye, in the daytime
or in the night, we shall be prepared, and each shall
fly to his appointed place and utter his appointed
note.”
The reasons for these definite arrangements
he did not pretend to explain, for they belonged to
a part of his discovery that he kept rigidly to himself;
and why Spinrobin and Miriam were to call their notes
from the corridor itself, while Skale boomed his great
bass in the prepared cellar, Mrs. Mawle chanting her
alto midway in the hall, acting as a connecting channel
in some way, was apparently never made fully clear.
In Spinrobin’s imagination it was very like a
practical illustration of the written chord, the notes
rising from the bass clef to the high soprano the
cellar to the attic, so to speak. But, whatever
the meaning behind it, Skale was exceedingly careful
to teach to each of them his and her appointed place.
“When the Letters move of themselves,
and make the first sign,” he repeated, “we
shall know it beyond all doubt or question. At
any moment of the day or night it may come. Each
of you then hasten to your appointed place and wait
for the sound of my bass in the cellar. There
will be no mistake about it; you will hear it rising
through the building. Then, each in turn, as
it reaches you, lift your voices and call your notes.
The chord thus rising through the building will gather
in the flying Letters: it will unite them; it
will summon them down to the fundamental master-tone
I utter in the cellar. The moment the Letter
summoned by each particular voice reaches the cellar,
that voice must cease its utterance. Thus, one
by one, the four mighty Letters will come to rest
below. The gongs will vibrate in sympathetic resonance;
the colors will tremble and respond; the finely drawn
wires will link the two, and the lens of gas will
lead them to the wax, and the record of the august
and terrible syllable will be completely chained.
At any desired moment afterwards I shall be able to
reawaken it. Its phonetic utterance, its correct
pronunciation, captured thus in the two media of air
and ether, sound and light, will be in my safe possession,
ready for use.
“But” and he
looked down upon his listeners with a dreadful and
impressive gravity that yet only just concealed the
bursting exultation the thought caused him to feel “remember
that once you have uttered your note, you will have
sucked out from the Letter a portion of its own terrific
life and force, which will immediately pass into yourself.
You will instantly absorb this, for you will have
called upon a mighty name the mightiest and
your prayer will have been answered.” He
stooped and whispered as in an act of earnest prayer,
“We shall be as Gods!”
Something of cold splendor, terribly
possessing, came close to them as he spoke the words;
for this was no empty phrase. Behind it lay the
great drive of a relentless reality. And it struck
at the very root of the fear that grew every moment
more insistent in the hearts of the two lovers.
They did not want to become as gods. They desired
to remain quietly human and to love!
But before either of them could utter
speech, even had they dared, the awful clergyman continued;
and nothing brought home to them more vividly the
horrible responsibility of the experiment, and the
results of possible failure, than the few words with
which he concluded.
“And to mispronounce, to utter
falsely, to call inaccurately, will mean to summon
into life upon the world and into the heart
of the utterer that which is incomplete,
that which is not God Devils! devils
of that subtle Alteration which is destruction the
devils of a Lie.”
And so for hours at a time they rehearsed
the sounds of the chord, but very softly, lest the
sound should rise and reach the four rooms and invite
the escape of the waiting Letters prematurely.
Mrs. Mawle, holding the bit of paper
on which her instructions were clearly written, was
as eager almost as her master, and as the note she
had to utter was practically the only one left in the
register of her voice, her deafness provided little
difficulty.
“Though when the letters awake
into life and cry aloud,” said Skale, beaming
upon her dear old apple-skinned face, “it will
be in tones that even the deaf shall hear. For
they will spell a measure of redemption that shall
destroy in a second of time all physical disabilities
whatsoever....”
It was at this moment Spinrobin asked
a question that for days had been hovering about his
lips. He asked it gravely, hesitatingly, even
solemnly, while Miriam hung upon the answer with an
anxiety as great as his own.
“And if any one of us fails,”
he said, “and pronounces falsely, will the result
affect all of us, or only the utterer?”
“The utterer only,” replied
the clergyman. “For it is his own spirit
that must absorb the forces and powers invoked by
the sound he utters.”
He took the question lightly, it seemed.
The possibility of failure was too remote to be practical.