Next morning Anne, after listening
at the colonel’s door and hearing nothing, decided
not to tap. She went on downstairs to be saluted
by a sound she delighted in: a low humming.
It came from the library where her father was happily
and most villainously attacking the only song he knew:
“Lord Lovell.” Anne’s heart
cleared up like a smiling sky. She went in to
him, and he, at the window, his continued humming like
the spinning of a particularly eccentric top, turned
and greeted her, and he seemed to be very well and
almost gay. He showed no sign of even remembering
yesterday, and when presently Jeffrey came in and then
Lydia, they all behaved, Anne thought, like an ordinary
family with no queer problems round the corner.
After breakfast Jeffrey turned to
Lydia and said quite simply: “Come into
the orchard and walk a little.”
But to Lydia, Anne saw, with a mild
surprise, his asking must have meant something not
so simple. Her face flushed all over, and a misty
sweetness, like humility and gratitude, came into her
eyes. Jeffrey, too, caught that morning glow,
only to find his task the sadder. How to say
things to her! and after all, what was it possible
to say? They went down into the orchard, and
Lydia, by his side, paced demurely. He saw she
was trying to fit her steps to his impatient stride,
and shortened up on it. He felt very tender toward
Lydia. At last, when it seemed as if they might
be out of range of the windows, and, he unreasonably
felt, more free, he broke out abruptly:
“I’ve got a lot of things
to say to you.” Lydia glanced up at him
with that wonderful, exasperating look, half humility,
and waited. It seemed to her he must have a great
deal to say. “I don’t believe it’s
possible for you - for a girl - to
understand what it would be for a man in my place
to come home and find everybody so sweet and kind.
I mean you - and Anne.”
Now he felt nothing short of shame.
But she took him quickly enough. He didn’t
have to go far along the shameful road. She glanced
round at him again, and, knowing what the look must
be, he did not meet it. He could fancy well the
hurt inquiry leaping into those innocent eyes.
“What have I done,” she
asked, and his mind supplied the accusatory inference,
“that you don’t love me any more?”
He hastened to answer.
“You’ve been everything
that’s sweet and kind.” He added,
whether wisely or not he could not tell, what seemed
to him the truth: “I haven’t got
hold of myself. I thought it would be an easy
stunt to come back and stay a while and then go away
and get into something permanent. But it’s
no such thing. Lydia, I don’t understand
people very well. I don’t understand myself.
I’m afraid I’m a kind of blackguard.”
“Oh, no,” said Lydia gravely. “You’re
not that.”
She did not understand him, but she
was, in her beautiful confidence, sure he was right.
She was hurt. There was the wound in her heart,
and that new sensation of its actually bleeding; but
she had a fine courge of her own, and she
knew grief over that inexplicable pang must be put
away until the sight of it could not trouble him.
“I’m going to ask you
a question,” said Jeffrey shortly, in his distaste
for asking it at all. “Do you want me to
take father away with me, you and Anne?”
“Are you going away?”
she asked, in an irrepressible tremor.
“Answer me,” said Jeffrey.
She was not merely the beautiful child
he had thought her. There was something dauntless
in her, something that could endure. He felt for
her a quick passion of comradeship and the worship
men have for women who seem to them entirely beautiful
and precious enough to be saved from disillusion.
“If I took him away with me - and
of course it would be made possible,” he was
blundering over this in decency - “possible
for you to live in comfort - wouldn’t
you and Anne like to have some life of your own?
You haven’t had any. Like other girls,
I mean.”
She threw her own question back to
him with a cool and clear decision he hadn’t
known the soft, childish creature had it in her to
frame.
“Does he want us to go?”
“Good God, no!” said Jeffrey,
faced, in the instant, by the hideous image of ingratitude
she conjured up, his own as well as his father’s.
“Do you?”
“Lydia,” said he, “you
don’t understand. I told you you couldn’t.
It’s only that my sentence wasn’t over
when I left prison. It’s got to last, because
I was in prison.”
“Oh, no! no!” she cried.
“I’ve muddled my life
from the beginning. I was always told I could
do things other fellows couldn’t. Because
I was brilliant. Because I knew when to strike.
Because I wasn’t afraid. Well, it wasn’t
so. I muddled the whole thing. And the consequence
is, I’ve got to keep on being muddled.
It’s as if you began a chemical experiment wrong.
You might go on messing with it to infinity.
You wouldn’t come out anywhere.”
“You think it’s going
to be too hard for us,” she said, with a directness
he thought splendid.
“Yes. It would be infernally
hard. And what are you going to get out of it?
Go away, Lydia. Live your life, you and Anne,
and marry decent men and let me fight it out.”
“I sha’n’t marry,” said Lydia.
“You know that.”
He could have groaned at her beautiful
wild loyalty. The power of the universe had thrown
them together, and she was letting that one minute
seal her unending devotion. But her staunchness
made it easier to talk to her. She could stand
a good deal, the wind and rain of cruel fact.
She wouldn’t break.
“Lydia,” said he, “you
are beautiful to me. But I can’t let you
go on seeming beautiful, if - if you’re
so divinely kind to me and believing, and everything
that’s foolish - and dear.”
“You mean,” said Lydia,
“you’re afraid I should think wrong thoughts
about you - because there’s Esther.
Oh, I know there’s Esther. But I didn’t
mean to be wicked. And you didn’t.
It was so - so above things. So above
everything.”
Her voice trembled too much for her
to manage it. He glanced at her and saw her lip
was twitching violently, and savagely thought a man
sometime would have a right to kiss it. And yet
what did he care? To kiss a woman’s lips
was a madness or a splendour that passed. He knew
there might be, almost incredibly, another undying
passion that did last, made up of endurance and loyalty
and the free rough fellowship between men. This
girl, this soft yet unyielding thing, was capable of
that. But she must not squander it on him who
was bankrupt. Yet here she was, in her house
of dreams, tended by divine ministrants of the ideal:
the old lying servitors that let us believe life is
what we make it and deaf to the creatures raging there
outside who swear it is made irrevocably for us.
He was sure they lied, these servitors in the house
of maiden dreams. Yet how to tell her so!
And would he do it if he could?
“You see,” he said irrelevantly,
“I want you to have your life.”
“It will be my life,”
she said. “To take care of Farvie, as we
always have. To make things nice for you in the
house. I don’t believe you and Farvie’d
like it at all without Anne and me.”
She was announcing, he saw, quite
plainly, that she didn’t want a romantic pact
with him. They had met, just once, for an instant,
in the meeting of their lips, and Lydia had simply
taken that shred of triumphant life up to the mountain-top
to weave her nest of it: a nest where she was
to warm all sorts of brooding wonders for him and for
her father. There was nothing to be done with
her in her innocence, her ignorance, her beauty of
devotion.
“It doesn’t make any difference
about me,” he said. “I’m out
of the running in every possible way. But it
makes a lot of difference about you and Anne.”
“It doesn’t make any difference
to Anne,” said Lydia astutely, “because
she’s going to heaven, and so she doesn’t
care about what she has here.”
He was most amusedly anxious to know
whether Lydia also was going to heaven.
“Do you care what happens to you here?”
he asked.
“Yes,” she answered instantly. “I
care about staying with my folks.”
The homely touch almost conquered
him. He thought perhaps such a fierce little
barbarian might even find it better to eat bitter bread
with her own than to wander out into strange flowery
paths.
“Are you going to heaven, too, Lydia?”
he ventured. “With Anne?”
“I’m going everywhere
my folks go,” she said, with composure.
“Now I can’t talk any more. I told
Mary Nellen I’d dust while they do the silver.”
The atmosphere of a perfectly conventional
living was about them. Jeffrey had to adjure
himself to keep awake to the difficulties he alone
had made. He had come out to confess to her the
lawlessness of his mind toward her, and she was deciding
merely to go on living with him and her father, which
meant, in the first place, dusting for Mary Nellen.
They walked along the orchard in silence, and Jeffrey,
with relief, also took a side track to the obvious.
Absently his eyes travelled along the orchard’s
level length, and his great thought came to him.
The ground did it. The earth called to him.
The dust rose up impalpably and spoke to him.
“Lydia,” said he, “I see what to
do.”
“What?”
The startled brightness in her eyes
told him she feared his thought, and, not knowing,
as he did, how great it was, suspected him of tragic
plans for going away.
“I’ll go to work on this
place. I’ll plough it up. I’ll
raise things, and father and I’ll dig.”
As he watched her interrogatively
the colour faded from her face. The relief of
hearing that homespun plan had chilled her blood, and
she was faint for an instant with the sickness of
hearty youth that only knows it feels odd to itself
and concludes the strangeness is of the soul.
But she did not answer, for Anne was at the window,
signalling.
“Come in,” said Lydia. “She
wants us.”
Miss Amabel, in a morning elegance
of black muslin and silk gloves, was in the library.
Anne looked excited and the colonel, there also, quite
pleasurably stirred. Lydia was hardly within the
door when Anne threw the news at her.
“Dancing classes!”
“At my house,” said Miss
Amabel. She put a warm hand on Lydia’s shoulder
and looked down at her admiringly: wistfully as
well. “Can anything,” the look said,
“be so young, so unthinkingly beautiful and have
a right to its own richness? How could we turn
this dower into the treasury of the poor and yet not
impoverish the child herself?” “We’ll
have an Italian class and a Greek. And there
are others, you know, Poles, Armenians, Syrians.
We’ll manage as many as we can.”
They sat down to planning classes
and hours, and Jeffrey, looking on, noted how keen
the two girls were, how intent and direct. They
balked at money. If the classes were for the
poor, they proposed giving their time as Miss Amabel
gave her house. But she disposed of that with
a conclusive gravity, and a touch, Jeffrey was amused
to see, of the Addington manner. Miss Amabel
was pure Addington in all her unconsidered impulses.
She wanted to give, not to receive. Yet if you
reminded her that giving was the prouder part, she
would vacate her ground of privilege with a perfect
simplicity sweet to see. When she got up Jeffrey
rose with her, and though he took the hand she offered
him, he said:
“I’m going along with you.”
And they were presently out in Addington
streets, walking together almost as it might have
been when they walked from Sunday school and she was
“teacher “. He began on her at once.
“Amabel, dear, what are you
running with Weedon Moore for?”
She was using her parasol for a cane,
and now, in instinctive remonstrance, she struck it
the more forcibly on the sidewalk and had to stop
and pull it out from a worn space between the bricks.
“I’m glad you spoke of
Weedon,” she said. “It’s giving
me a chance to say some things myself. You know,
Jeffrey, you’re very unjust to Weedon.”
“No, I’m not,” said Jeff.
“Alston Choate is, too.”
“Choate and I know him, better
than you or any other woman can in a thousand years.”
“You think he’s the same man he was in
college.”
“Fellows like Moore don’t
change. There’s something inherently rotten
in ’em you can’t sweeten out.”
“Jeffrey, I assure you he has
changed. He’s a power for good. And
when he gets his nomination, he’ll be more of
a power yet.”
“Nomination. For what?”
“Mayor.”
“Weedon Moore mayor of this
town? Why, the cub! We’ll duck him,
Choate and I.” They were climbing the rise
to her red brick house, large and beautiful and kindly.
It really looked much like Miss Amabel herself, a
little unkempt, but generous and belonging to an older
time. They went in and Jeffrey, while she took
off her bonnet and gloves, stood looking about him
in the landscape-papered hall.
“Go into the east room, dear,” said she.
“Why, Jeff, what is it?”
He was standing still, looking now up the stairs.
“Oh,” said he, “I
believe I’m going to cry. It hasn’t
changed - any more than you have. You
darling!”
Miss Amabel put her hand on his shoulder,
and he drew it to his lips; and then she slipped it
through his arm and they went into the east room together,
which also had not changed, and Jeff took his accustomed
place on the sofa under the portrait of the old judge,
Miss Amabel’s grandfather. Jeff shook off
sentiment, the softness he could not afford.
“I tell you I won’t have
it,” he said. “Weedon Moore isn’t
going to be mayor of this town. Besides he can’t.
He hasn’t been in politics - ”
“More or less,” said she.
“Run for office?”
“Yes.”
“Ever get any?”
“No.”
“There! what d’I tell you?”
“But he has a following of his
own now,” said she, in a quiet triumph, he thought.
“Since he has done so much for labour.”
“What’s he done?”
“He has organised - ”
“Strikes?”
“Yes. He’s been all over the state,
working.”
“And talking?”
“Why, yes, Jeff! Don’t be unjust.
He has to talk.”
“Amabel,” said Jeffrey,
with a sudden seriousness that drew her renewed attention,
“have you the slightest idea what kind of things
Moore is pouring into the ears of these poor devils
that listen to him?”
She hesitated.
“Have you, now?” he insisted.
“Well, no, Jeffrey. I haven’t
heard him. There’s rather a strong prejudice
here against labour meetings. So Weedon very wisely
talks to the men when he can get them alone.”
“Why wisely? Why do you say that?”
“Because we want to spread knowledge
without rousing prejudice. Then there isn’t
so much to fight.”
“What kind of knowledge is Weedon Moore spreading?
Tell me that.”
Her plain face glowed with the beauty of her aspiration.
“He is spreading the good tidings,”
she said softly, “good tidings of great joy.”
“Don’t get on horseback,
dear,” he said, inexorably, but fondly.
“I’m a plain chap, you know. I have
to have plain talk. What are the tidings?”
She looked at him in a touched solemnity.
“Don’t you know, Jeff,”
she said, “the working-man has been going on
in misery all these centuries because he hasn’t
known his own power? It’s like a man’s
dying of thirst and not guessing the water is just
inside the rock and the rock is ready to break.
He’s only to look and there are the lines of
cleavage.” She sought in the soft silk bag
that was ever at her hand, took out paper and pen
and jotted down a line.
“What are you writing there?”
Jeffrey asked, with a certainty that it had something
to do with Moore.
“What I just said,” she
answered, with a perfect simplicity. “About
lines of cleavage. It’s a good figure of
speech, and it’s something the men can understand.”
“For Moore? You’re writing it for
Moore?”
“Yes.” She slipped the pad into her
bag.
“Amabel,” said he, helpless
between inevitable irritation and tenderest love of
her, “you are a perfectly unspoiled piece of
work from the hand of God Almighty. But if you’re
running with Weedon Moore, you’re going to do
an awful lot of harm.”
“I hope not, dear,” she
said gravely, but with no understanding, he saw, that
her pure intentions could lead her wrong.
“I’ve heard Weedon Moore talking to the
men.”
She gave him a look of acute interest.
“Really, Jeff? Now, where?”
“The old circus-ground.
I heard him. And he’s pulling down, Amabel.
He’s destroying. He’s giving those
fellows an idea of this country that’s going
to make them hate it, trample it - ”
He paused as if the emotion that choked him made him
the more impatient of what caused it.
“That’s it,” said
she, her own face settling into a mournful acquiescence.
“We’ve earned hate. We must accept
it. Till we can turn it into love.”
“But he’s preaching discontent.”
“Ah, Jeffrey,” said she,
“there’s a noble discontent. Where
should we be without it?”
He got up, and shook his head at her,
smilingly, tenderly. She had made him feel old,
and alien to this strange new day.
“You’re impossible, dear,”
said he, “because you’re so good.
You’ve only to see right things to follow them
and you believe everybody’s the same.”
“But why not?” she asked
him quickly. “Am I to think myself better
than they are?”
“Not better. Only more
prepared. By generations of integrity. Think
of that old boy up there.” He glanced affectionately
at the judge, a friend since his childhood, when the
painted eyes had followed him about the room and it
had been a kind of game to try vainly to escape them.
“Take a mellow soil like your inheritance and
the inheritance of a lot of ’em here in Addington.
Plant kindness in it and decency and - ”
“And love of man,” said Miss Amabel quietly.
“Yes. Put it that way,
if you like it better. I mean the determination
to play a square game. Not to gorge, but make
the pile go round. Plant in that kind of a soil
and, George! what a growth you get!”
“I don’t find fewer virtues among my plainer
friends.”
“No, no, dear! But you do find less - less
background.”
“That’s our fault, Jeff.
We’ve made their background. It’s
a factory wall. It’s the darkness of a
mine.”
“Exactly. Knock a window
in here and there, but don’t chuck the reins
of government into the poor chaps’ hands and
tell ’em to drive to the devil.”
Her face flamed at him, the bonfire’s
light when prejudice is burned.
“I know,” she said, “but
you’re too slow. You want them educated
first. Then you’ll give them something - if
they deserve it.”
“I won’t give them my
country - or Weedon Moore’s country - to
manhandle till they’re grown up, and fit to
have a plaything and not smash it.”
“I would, Jeffrey.”
“You would?”
“Yes. Give them power.
They’ll learn by using it. But don’t
waste time. Think of it! All the winters
and summers while they work and work and the rest
of us eat the bread they make for us.”
“But, good God, Amabel! there
isn’t any curse on work. If your Bible
tells you so, it’s a liar. You go slow,
dear old girl; go slow.”
“Go slow?” said Amabel,
smiling at him. “How can I? Night and
day I see those people. I hear them crying out
to me.”
“Well, it’s uncomfortable.
But it’s no reason for your delivering them
over to demagogues like Weedon Moore.”
“He’s not a demagogue.”
There was a sad bravado in her smile,
and he answered with an obstinacy he was willing she
should feel.
“All the same, dear, don’t
you try to make him tetrarch over this town.
The old judge couldn’t stand for that. If
he were here to-day he wouldn’t sit down at
the same table with Weedie, and he wouldn’t let
you.”
She followed him to the door; her
comfortable hand was on his arm.
“Weedon will begin his campaign
this fall,” she said. Evidently she felt
bound to define her standpoint clearly.
“Where’s his money?”
They were at the door and Jeffrey turned upon her.
“Amabel, you’re not going to stake that
whelp?”
She flushed, from guilt, he knew.
“I am not doing anything unwise,” she
said, with the Addington dignity.
Thereupon Jeffrey went away sadly.