It was a lovely afternoon in May,
a week after the children’s arrival at Brook
Farm. They were together in the orchard, which
was a mass of pink and white bloom. Bobby and
Billy were having a see-saw on a low apple branch;
Douglas was perched on a higher bough of a cherry tree,
and the little girls were lying on the ground.
Tongues were busy, as usual.
‘We’ve seen everything
round the house,’ Douglas was asserting in rather
a dictatorial tone; ’and now we must be busy
having adventures — people always do in the
country.’
‘What kind?’ asked Molly meekly.
‘They get tossed by bulls, or
lost in the woods, or drowned in ponds,’ Douglas
went on thoughtfully.
‘I’m not going to do any of those.’
And Betty’s tone was very determined.
‘What are you going to do, then?’
‘I shall be busy all by myself. I’m
going out to look for some one.’
‘Who?’ asked Molly curiously.
’Some one Mr. Roper told me
about. He sent his love to her and a kiss.
It’s a secret between me and Mr. Roper, I shan’t
tell you any more.’
And Betty rolled over in the grass
with a delighted chuckle at the puzzled faces round
her.
‘It’s only one of her
make-ups,’ Douglas said, recovering his composure.
’Let me tell you of my plans. Do you see
those thick trees at the top of that hill? That’s
a real wood. Now, if nurse sends us out tomorrow
afternoon while she takes a nap, I’m going there,
and you girls must come after me.’
‘And us, too,’ put in Bobby, listening
attentively.
‘If you can walk so far, and don’t go
telling nurse about it.’
‘How far is it? Six miles?’
asked Molly, who would have been willing to walk ten,
had her brother so ordained.
‘It is only through three fields, Sam told me.’
Sam was one of the carters, who had
already become one of Douglas’s greatest friends.
‘He be the pluckiest, knowingest
little chap that ever oi see wi’ such a
baby face!’ was the carter’s opinion of
him.
‘If it’s a very nice wood perhaps I’ll
come,’ said Betty.
’You must save something from
dinner to take with us, for we will have a feast when
we get there.’
This sounded delightful, and all spent
the rest of the day in busy confabulation as to how
they could get there without being stopped by any
one, and what provisions they must take.
But, alas! when the next day came,
nurse announced her intention of taking Douglas and
Molly with her to tea with a friend, a little distance
off, and so the visit to the wood was postponed.
Betty pleaded to be allowed to go
with them, but nurse refused.
’I can’t have more than
two; and I’m taking them more to keep them out
of mischief than anything. Mrs. Giles is going
to look after the little ones, so you must amuse yourself.’
Betty felt rather disconsolate after
they had gone. She wandered into the farm kitchen,
where Mrs. Giles, a good-natured, smiling woman, was
busy making bread. The twins were in a corner
playing with some kittens. Betty stood at the
table watching. At last she looked up a little
shyly and said, —
‘Mrs. Giles, do you know a very
nice governess that lives here?’
’A guviness, bless your little
heart. There’s Miss Tyler in the village,
two mile off — but I don’t think much
of her. She’s too giddy and smart, and
the way she carries on with Dan Somers is the talk
of the place! Are you after having lessons then?’
‘Oh no, no, no!’ cried
Betty eagerly, ’that’s why I don’t
talk about it to any one; but I should like to see
her, for I have a message to give her. I don’t
think it can be Miss Tyler; Mother Nestor — I
forget the name, but something like Nestor or Nasher — Mr.
Roper called her. She’s old and young
together, and very pretty.’
Mrs. Giles laughed. ’Old
and young together! I know of nought like that;
when we gets old, youth don’t stick to us.
Do you think I answer to that description, Miss Betty?’
‘I should say you were very
old,’ observed Betty reflectively, ’not
a bit young; but I think your red cheeks are very
pretty.’
Mrs. Giles laughed again, and Betty
left the kitchen saying, ’I’ll go out
of doors and look for her; perhaps she’ll be
coming along the road.’
Into the bright sunshine she went,
across a clover field, and out at a gate into the
white, dusty road. She trotted along, picking
flowers by the wayside, and peeping over hedges to
look at the tiny lambs or young foals and heifers
sporting on the green grass. Everything was new
and delightful to her; the birds singing, the budding
trees, the bright blue sky, and sweet fresh air, all
was filling her little heart with content and happiness.
Wandering on, she kept no reckoning of time or distance,
until she came to a church in the midst of green elms,
and rooks keeping up a perpetual chatteration on the
topmost branches of the trees.
Betty was a little afraid of rooks;
they were so big and strong and black that she feared
they would peck her legs; but she was very tired and
warm, and as the church-gate was open she thought she
would venture into the cool shade of the elms inside.
Her little steps took her to the church porch, and
finding the door partly open, with a child’s
curiosity, she pushed her way in, there to stand with
admiring awe in the cool, quiet atmosphere.
It was a pretty old church, with stained glass windows;
and the sun streaming through sent flashing rays of
red and blue, golden and purple, across the old stone
walls and oaken seats.
Betty felt she was in another world
at once, and the very novelty and strangeness of her
surroundings had a great charm for her. Slowly
she made her way round the church, looking at every
tablet and monument, and trying in vain to decipher
the writing upon them. But one amongst them
brought her to a standstill: it was the figure
of a little girl sculptured in white marble, lying
in a recumbent position; her hands were crossed on
her breast, with a lily placed between them, her eyes
were closed, and her hair curled over her brow and
round her shoulders in the most natural way.
Just above her was a stained glass window — a
beautiful representation of the Saviour taking the
children in His arms and blessing them. Below
the window was written in plain black letters, —
IN LOVING MEMORY OF VIOLET RUSSELL
Aged six years.
‘Suffer the little children
to come unto Me, and forbid them not.’
Betty drew a deep breath; her thoughts
were busy. She wished herself that little girl
lying so calm and beautiful, with the red and golden
rays slanting across her; and then looking up at the
window, she wished still more that she was one of
those happy children in the Lord’s arms.
Looking up with tearful eyes, she
clasped her hands, and let her buttercups and bluebells
fall to the ground unheeded.
‘O God, I will be good! I will be good!’
Those were all the words uttered,
but He who heard them looked down into the overflowing
heart, and knew all that lay behind them.
Long the child stood there, and then
with flagging footsteps made her way down the aisle.
‘I’m very tired,’
she murmured to herself; ’I’ll just sit
down inside that pew.’
And a moment after, curling herself
up on the cushions, Betty went fast asleep.
She was dreaming soon of a wonderful
white-robed throng; she saw the little girl walk up
with her white, still face to a golden throne, she
tried to follow, but could not manage to walk, and
then the most wonderful music began to sound; louder
and clearer it came, until with a start she opened
her eyes and discovered where she was. Was it
all a dream? The music was still sounding in
her ears, and sitting up she peered over the edge
of the high pew. There, seated at the organ,
was a lady, and she was pouring forth such a flood
of melody and song that it did indeed seem to the
half-wakened child music straight from heaven.
Betty listened breathlessly to the
words — words that she knew now so well,
and that were ever in her thoughts: ’These
are they which came out of great tribulation, and
have washed their robes and made them white in the
blood of the Lamb.’
It was a beautiful anthem, and a beautiful
voice that was singing. Betty had never heard
such singing before. She gazed with open mouth
and eyes; the lady was rather a young one, she noticed,
and when her voice rose in triumph and the organ pealed
out in accompaniment, Betty saw that her uplifted
eyes, shining as they were with such a glad light
behind them, were full of tears.
‘It’s an angel,’
she whispered to herself. And when at last the
notes died away, and there was stillness in the church,
when she saw the lady’s face bowed in her hands,
as if in prayer, Betty stole softly out of the building,
and retraced her steps along the road, sobbing as she
went. It had been too much for her excitable
little brain; she always had been passionately fond
of music, but was more accustomed to the street organs
in London than to any other sort, and this was as great
a contrast to those as heaven is to earth.
It was a long way back, but Betty
did not feel it. Had God sent an angel to sing
to her? Was there a chance of her ever being
amongst that white-robed throng? If she could
only go through tribulation! Had the little girl
lying so white and still gone through it? These
and other similar puzzling thoughts came crowding through
her brain.
She was very quiet when she reached
the farm. They were just sitting down to tea
when she came in, and Mrs. Giles looked relieved when
she saw her.
‘We was wonderin’ where
you had got to,’ she said. ’Ain’t
you tired? You look quite beat.’
‘I’ve had a lovely afternoon,’
was the child’s answer, and the blue eyes shone
up at her questioner; but not a word more could be
got from her, though the little boys did their best
to extract more information.
The next day was a wet one, but the
little Stuarts were never at a loss for occupation,
and when they were packed off into a large empty garret
for the whole afternoon their delight was unbounded.
At last, tired out, their spirits
began to flag, and after having exhausted all their
stock of games they flung themselves down on the ground
to rest.
‘I’ll tell you a story,’ said Betty
suddenly.
‘All right, go on!’
Betty sat up in a corner, and rested
her back against the wall. She clasped her small
hands in front of her, and gazing dreamily up at an
old beam across the room, on which hung many a cobweb,
she began, —
‘It was a beautiful day in heaven — ’
‘It’s always a beautiful day there,’
put in Douglas critically.
’I never said it wasn’t.
You’re not to interrupt me. It was a
beautiful day, the harps were playing and the angels
singing, and one angel looked as if she wanted something.
So God asked her what was the matter.
’"Oh, please,” she said, “I want
to go down to earth to-day.”
’"What do you want to do there, O angel?”
’"I want to play and sing to some children there.”
’Then God said she might go.
So she flew down and changed her clothes — ’
‘What kind of clothes did she put on?’
asked Molly eagerly.
Betty considered a moment ’She
put on a straw hat and a grey dress; she took off
her wings and folded them up.’
‘Where did she put them?’ demanded Douglas.
‘Down a well,’ was the
prompt reply. ’It was a dry well, and she
put her white dress and crown with it; she did them
up in a paper parcel, and wrote her name on.’
‘What was her name?’ asked Bobby.
Betty knitted her brows. ’It
was a Bible name, of course; I think it was Miriam.
She felt the earth was very hot, for the sun was shining
like anything, and then she wondered who she could
sing to. Well, she walked along a road, and
then she saw a church, so she thought that must be
a good place, and she went inside. The church
was dark, and cool, and still, but it was lovely;
and there were red and blue and yellow and green and
violet sunbeams, and beautiful painted windows, and
white marble figures all about, and it was so still
that you felt you must hush and walk on tiptoe.
And then, what do you think she saw?’
All eyes were on Betty now, as she
sank her voice to an impressive whisper.
‘She saw a little girl fast asleep!’
‘Go on,’ said Douglas impatiently, as
Betty made another pause.
’So the angel thought she would
sing to her; so she went up very softly to the big
organ, and began to play it, and then she began to
sing. It was lovely. She sang like she
did in heaven, and the little girl woke up and listened.’
‘What did she sing about?’ asked Molly.
’She sang about heaven, and
all the people and children who had come through great
tribulation. And the music went on right up to
the top of the church, and her voice got louder and
louder, and then softer and softer to a whisper, and
then the music got softer too, and then — it
was quite still.’
‘Well, go on. What did the little girl
do?’
‘The little girl came away; she — she
cried a little.’
‘Why, you’re crying too! What a
silly!’
Betty dashed her small hand across
her eyes, and threw up her head defiantly. ‘That’s
all my story,’ she said.
‘Oh, what a stupid story! You must make
a proper ending.’
‘You shall go on! we’ll make you!’
‘Did the angel get her proper clothes again?’
‘Yes,’ said Betty, with
a little sigh; ’she put them on and went up to
heaven. And God asked her what she’d done.
And she told Him she thought the little girl would
like to come to heaven, if He would let her.’
There was a little break in Betty’s
voice; she slid down from her corner, and rolled over
on the floor, her face hidden from the others.
Then in a second she called out, ‘I see a mouse!
Let us catch him!’
The children were on their feet directly,
and a regular scramble ensued, Betty the most boisterous
of them all. And when nurse came in a little
later, she found the little story-teller in the act
of crawling across the oaken beam in the centre of
the room, to the intense delight of those watching
her below.
Nurse caught her breath at the daring
feat, but waited till she had accomplished it in safety,
then caught her in her arms, and taking her off, gave
her a good whipping, and Betty’s spirits totally
subsided for the rest of the evening.