Mellen turned away, and walked up
and down the room in silence. There was a fearful
struggle in his mind; the love he still felt for his
wife was contending against horrible doubts, and almost
threatening his reason.
He could not decide what to think
or how to act! For the moment at least he was
glad to grasp at any pretext which might prove a settlement
to the question, whatever his thoughts and belief
might be on after reflection.
He looked again at Elizabeth; her
stony calmness irritated him almost to a frenzy.
He was too much excited to perceive that her very quiet
was the apathy of despair; it seemed to him that she
was only testing her power over him to its full extent.
If her story was true, she would die rather than humble
her pride by protestations or proof; if it was false!
There was deceit somewhere, he felt that; but even
in his madness he could not believe that Elizabeth
had been guilty of anything that affected his honor;
that was a black thought which had not reached him
yet.
“Are you determined to drive me mad?”
he exclaimed.
She lifted both hands with a strange
gesture of misery and humiliation, which he could
not have understood.
“What have I done?” she cried. “What
have I said?”
“Nothing! There you sit like a stone, and
will not speak.”
“It is useless to say anything,” she returned;
“quite useless.”
“And you expect me to leave
this matter here; to endure this mystery patiently?”
“I expect nothing nothing!”
The same dreary, desperate wail pervaded
her voice, but it was not strange that he mistook
her coldness for obstinacy or indifference; the very
intensity of agony she was enduring made her appear
heartless.
“You won’t explain you won’t ”
She drooped her head wearily.
“I have no explanation to make; there is the
bracelet.”
He caught up the bracelet, snatched
her arm so rudely, and fastened the bracelet on it
with such reckless haste, that she uttered a cry of
pain.
“You hurt me,” she exclaimed; “this
is cruel, unmanly.”
“Wear it,” he cried; “wear
it, and when you look at it remember that you have
dug a gulf between my heart and yours! Wear it,
and remember how you have perjured yourself; how your
whole conduct since my return has been a lie, and
if you have any shame or power of repentance left,
the gems will burn into your very soul when you look
at them.”
Elizabeth fell back in her chair cold
and white. He rushed out of the room. She
was not conscious of any thought; her brain was too
dizzy; but sat there clasping her forehead between
her hands, and seeming to feel the whole world reel
into darkness before her gaze.
“Has he gone; where is he?”
It was Elsie’s voice; she had
stolen into the room to learn how the matter had ended.
“Can’t you speak, Bessie; what did he
say?”
Elizabeth dropped the hands from her face, and rose
from her seat.
“No matter what he said; the
end is coming. I told you it would; the end is
coming!”
“Don’t look so!” cried Elsie, “you
frighten me.”
“Frighten!” she repeated
with intense bitterness. “You haven’t
soul enough in your bosom to be frightened.”
“Oh, you cruel, wicked creature!”
sobbed Elsie. “Oh, oh! I’ll kill
myself if you talk so to me; I’ll go to Grant;
I’ll ”
“Hush!” interrupted Elizabeth.
“There I will say no more! I
don’t blame you remember that!
Whatever comes, I won’t blame you for this new
danger.”
“Oh, you good, unselfish darling!”
cried Elsie, drying her tears at once.
She made a step forward as if to throw
her arms about her sister, but Elizabeth retreated.
“Don’t touch me,” she said, faintly;
“don’t touch me!”
“Should I poison you?”
cried Elsie, angrily. “One would think I
was some dreadful reptile.”
“No, no; don’t be angry!
I need all my strength! Let me alone, Elsie;
don’t speak to me.”
“The carriage is at the door,”
said Elsie, “and Mrs. Harrington is waiting;
for mercy’s sake don’t let her think anything
is wrong. I am going to find Grant; wait here.”
She ran out of the room, and Elizabeth
stood thinking over her words.
Very soon perhaps the whole world
would know that she was a lost, ruined woman, without
a home, a friend, or even a name.
Could she bear up; could she find
strength to go on to the end and not die till then?
The hardness and desperation died
out of her face; she fell to her knees, and a prayer
for help rose to her lips; low and faint, but intense
with agony.
She heard steps in the hall; they
were coming for her. She sprang to her feet,
moved towards the door and opened it; her husband,
Elsie and their guest were there. She answered
Mrs. Harrington’s careless words; passed on
with them through the hall, and took her misery out
into the world as we all do so often, hidden carefully
in the depths of a tortured soul.
At dinner that day Elizabeth met two
or three superior people from the city, men and women
of note, whose presence at the board was like meteor
flashes kindling everything with brilliancy;
but among the most cheerful and most witty this wretched
woman shone forth preeminent. Every word she
spoke carried electric fire with it. Her cheeks
were scarlet; her eyes radiant. The lips that
had been so pale in her husband’s presence a
few hours before, glowed like ripe cherries with the
sunshine upon them. In her desperation she was
inspired, and kindled every mind around her with enthusiasm.