Mellen was seized with a sudden fear.
“Elsie,” he said, “if anything should
happen to me; if I should die ”
She caught his hands and began to tremble.
“What do you mean? Die die!”
“Nothing, dear; don’t
be frightened. But life is uncertain; what I mean
is this if you should outlive me promise
never to seek that woman; never to let her come near
you.”
“I can’t promise that; I can’t be
so wicked.”
“You must, Elsie.”
“I can’t; I won’t! No, no;
I’ll never be bad enough for that!”
“If you refuse me this, Elsie,
you will sink a gulf between us which can never be
filled up.”
“Don’t talk so; remember how sick I am.”
“I do; I won’t agitate
you, but we must have an end of this subject.
If I should die ”
“I won’t hear you talk
about dying,” she broke in. “You frighten
me; you’ll kill me.”
But he went on resolutely;
“Promise never to see or hear from her.”
“Not that; it is too wicked too horrible.”
“Elsie,” he cried, in
stern passion, “promise, or I will go out of
this room, and though we live together it shall be
as strangers.”
He rose as if to fulfil his threat;
she sprang up in bed; her cowardice, her selfishness
mastered every other feeling.
“I promise. Come back, Grant, come back;
oh, do!”
He seated himself again, soothed and caressed her.
“We will not talk any more,”
he said, kindly. “Henceforth let everything
connected with this subject be dead between us; that
woman’s name must never be mentioned here; her
very memory must be swept out of the dwelling she
has dishonored. You and I will bury the past,
Elsie, and place a heavy stone over the tomb; will
you remember that, child?”
“Yes, yes; anything! Do
what you please; I cannot struggle any longer; it
is not my fault.”
“Indeed no, darling! You
are tender and forgiving as an angel! Oh, Elsie,
in all the world yours is the only true heart I have
found.”
She lay there and allowed him to speak
those words; she suffered terribly in her shallow,
cowardly way, but she could not force her soul to
be courageous even then. In time her volatile
nature might turn determinedly from the dark tragedy.
She probably would convince herself that she was powerless;
that, since it could do no good to grieve over Elizabeth
and her mournful fate, it was better that she should
dismiss all recollection of it from her mind, drown
her regrets, enjoy such pleasures as presented themselves,
and build up a new world between her and the past.
But as yet she could not do that;
she was completely unnerved and incapable of any resolution.
She writhed there in pitiable pain and caught at every
straw for comfort.
“You won’t forget your promise, Grant?”
“What, dear?”
“To send money that she may live,
you know.”
“I will not forget, rest satisfied.
I will attend to it this very day; don’t think
about that any more.”
“How can I help thinking?
You might as well tell me not to breathe; I must think!”
“The end has come; it can do no good to look
back!”
Almost the very words Elizabeth had
so many times repeated during those last terrible
days; the recollection went like a dagger to Elsie’s
soul.
It was a long time before she could
be restored to anything like composure; then Mellen
forbade her to talk, fearing the consequences of continued
excitement.
“You can sleep, now, darling;
you will be better in the morning.”
“And you will take me away from here, Grant?”
“Yes, dear; whenever you like.”
“I don’t care about the
place the farther the better! I cannot
stay in this house I should die here.
But not to Europe oh, you won’t take
me to Europe?”
He only thought the sudden terror
in her voice rose from a fear of the voyage or some
similar weakness.
“You shall choose, Elsie; just
where you please. We will go to the West Indies as
you say, the farther the better.”
“Yes, Grant, yes.”
“Now shut your eyes and go to sleep.”
“You won’t leave me,” she pleaded.
“No; I shall stay near you all night.”
“It is so dreadful,” she
went on, glancing wildly about the room; “I
should go mad to wake up and find myself alone.”
“You shall not, dear; indeed you shall not.”
She grew quiet then; after a little
time he heard Victoria in the hall, and went out to
speak with her.
“You will lie down on the bed
in the room next Miss Elsie’s,” he said,
“and be near her if she wants anything.”
He had not forgotten that he must
be absent in the night, and was careful to guard the
cherished girl against every possible cause of fright
or agitation.
He spent the evening in Elsie’s
sick chamber as he had passed the day. Elsie
did not sleep, but she was glad to lie quiet and keep
her eyes closed, shutting out the objects around her.
Sometimes when her reflections became too painful
to bear, she would start up, catch his hands and shriek
his name wildly, but his voice always served to calm
her.
Towards midnight she fell into a heavy
slumber. More than an hour before he heard Victoria
enter the next room, and knew that he could leave
Elsie in safety.
He bent over the bed, kissed her white
forehead, and stole softly out of the room.
He went down into the library and
sat there drearily, starting at the least sound, almost
with a belief that he should stand face to face once
more with his wife who might yet return on some possible
pretence. The hours passed, but there was no
step from without, no sign of approach anywhere about
the house.
He went to the window, pushed back
the curtains and looked out the first thing
he saw was the cypress tree waving its branches as
they had done the night before when their moans seemed
inarticulate efforts to speak.
The moon was up now, streaming down
with a broad, full glory, very different from the
spectral radiance of the previous night. How vividly
recollection of those fearful hours came back as he
stood there! He lived over every pang, felt every
torture redoubled started back as if again
looking on the dead object which had shut out all happiness
from him for ever.
Suddenly he saw the figure of a man,
that man, stealing across the lawn; he did not wait
to reflect, flung open the window and dashed out in
pursuit. He was too late the intruder
disappeared, and though he made a long and diligent
search his efforts were futile.
He returned to the house, livid with
the new rage which had come over him.
“I will find him,” he
muttered; “there is no spot so distant, no place
so secret, that my vigilance shall not hunt him down!”
So the night passed, and when the
dawn again struggled into the sky Grantley Mellen
returned to his sister’s chamber, and sat down
to watch her deep, painful slumber once more.
No sleep approached his eyelids it
seemed to him that he must not hope to lose consciousness
again that never even for an instant would
that crushing sorrow and that mad craving for the
lost woman leave him at rest.