There is no cavern so deep, no darkness
so profound that the Holy One cannot penetrate it
with his mercy. It is unrepentant and stubborn
guilt alone which resists Him. Soon as the cry
left her lips, Katharine found her answer. Notwithstanding
the hardness of her bed and the damp air which floated
heavily around her, she grew calm; some heavenly strength
fell upon her, and, folding her hands peacefully over
her bosom, she fell asleep. The water kept dropping
from the roof, monotonous and cold; the fresh straw
grew moist under her cheek, but she smiled in the
darkness and whispered softly of a little child that
had come from a pleasant, happy place to comfort her,
and which would visit that hard couch nightly, and
tell her of the heavenly home where it had found a
resting-place for them both.
When Katharine awoke in the morning,
she was surprised to feel how strong the night had
made her, and she went forth to the life which had
seemed so terrible, with the firm resolve to find out
her duty and do it.
What human being ever turned resolutely
to the performance of a duty without finding some
comfort growing up under it?
The gentleness and sweet obedience
which marked Katharine Allen’s conduct in the
prison, won many a kind word and act from her keepers.
Perhaps her beauty had something to do with this; but
it was not her beauty which made those rude men respect
her in the cells of that copper mine, as if she had
been in the chambers of a palace. It was not her
beauty which checked the curses on the convicts’
lips, or led them to some rude efforts of politeness
as she passed in her humble prison garb.
After awhile, Katharine began to see
how wise and good the Almighty had been in sending
her to that gloomy place; how all unconsciously she
had been led to a great work through sorrows that
prepared her for it, step by step. If ever woman
has a mission except that of performing the duties
which come naturally before her day by day, and hour
by hour, it is that of nursing the sick, and comforting
the afflicted. Women were intended for the gentler
works of humanity, and who shall say that the great
reformers of the earth can surpass her in this mission
of love, or find a channel in all society through
which her womanhood can be so beautifully perfected?
It is guilt which makes the convict
repulsive; attach a firm conviction of innocence,
or even repentance to the prisoner and his coarse dress
becomes picturesque, his hard fare sublime. When
I describe Katharine Allen in prison she is lifted
out of all real convict life, but seems to me like
an angel wandering through those dark places, as one
of old sought out and unlocked the dungeon of the
apostle. Suffering had done a heavenly work with
this young creature. Certainly, she had been unjustly
punished, but had not this chain of events brought
her into a field of great usefulness! Of her
own accord would she ever have sought that place,
or descended that ladder? Yet where on earth was
there a spot in which humanity suffered so much, or
where the influence of a good woman could so surely
bring comfort.
In her solitude, Katharine remembered
many a wise lesson and kindly precept that old Mr.
Thrasher had taught her when she was restive in her
first imprisonment. It was wonderful how deeply
the sayings of this good old man had impressed her.
It was not long before Katharine was
lifted out of the deepest misery of her prison life
and placed in the hospital as head nurse of that most
horrible place. The unwholesome position of the
prison, the dreary darkness of its mines, and the
damps that trickled down their walls, engendered diseases
of all kinds with frightful rapidity, and that bleak
hospital room was always full. Those who know
only of the common anguish of comfortably appointed
sick chambers can have little idea of the terrible
duties which fell upon this young creature. Instead
of prayers she heard little but raving curses of the
past and eager cries for release from that awful life,
which was worse, these poor wretches protested, over
and over again, than any punishment which could await
their souls beyond the grave. Some would jest
desperately about the ways and means of this escape;
laugh about the scant shrouds and pine boxes in which
they must set forth on the long journey. Others
bore their pain with stolid obstinacy, fearing to
die, but dreading to get well, for death gave them
to the grave, health back into those damp mines, which
was a living burial.
With the sweet calm of one who finds
an unexpected duty to be performed, Katharine entered
this place. Her very presence had a holy effect
upon the suffering convicts. Cruelty only hardens
sin, and in those days moral kindness to a convict
was almost considered an offence against the law.
Men were convicted to be punished, not with any idea
of reformation, and being thrust utterly beyond the
pale of mercy, grew desperate and reviled one another
when the evil spirit tortured within them could find
no other means of expression.
But the sweet goodness of this young
woman, their fellow-prisoner, softened all this.
She comforted them with her gentle ways; soothed down
the profane spirit that gave out curses instead of
groans, and dropped softer feelings into those uneasy
souls as Heaven gives dew to weeds trampled along
the dusty highway. She never preached, never exhorted
them, never forced the prison Bible upon their rejection;
but the simple promises of Scripture fell like poetry
from her lips, at times when the hungry soul of some
poor convict, not utterly lost, seemed to crave comfort
at her hands. Sometimes, too, when a sick man,
won by her goodness, would ask where she found the
beautiful words with which she was striving to comfort
him, Katharine would open the Bible and read aloud
to convince him of their reality. Then some patient
in the next cot would whisper her to read louder,
and when her silvery voice was lifted those sick men
would turn wearily on the hard pillows and listen.
It is no great hardship to read or
pray with the sick. Many a dainty person can
be found to perform such duties punctiliously; but
to work for the sick, to watch with them, wait on
them, and with little means supply great wants this
is a noble work even for the patience and endurance
of a woman. This is charity in its perfect work,
mingling prayers, kindness, and stern labor in one
beautiful phase of Christianity. This work Katharine
performed so well that the fiend which she found brooding
over the pillow of many a wretched fellow-creature,
stole away under the sound of her comfortings, and
a pitying angel came in his place. This was a
work of slow growth, but alas! Katharine had
plenty of time eight long years.
You ask me if this young girl was
unhappy in her dreary life, and I answer no.
Those who confer great good on humanity by self-sacrifice,
cannot be made utterly miserable. To such hope
never dies. No, I say again, the slumber which
Katharine found in her pauses of rest was very sweet.
At such times the dreary sound of those water-drops
trickling down the walls of her prison, seemed like
the bell-like murmurs of a fountain, around which
a baby child one that always came in her
dreams was hovering and waiting for her
to finish her work in that prison and see how beautiful
the world was beyond it.
I cannot pause now to give the details
of her strange life, or tell you how many touching
events rose each day to interest her best feelings.
The prisoners, young and old, began to look upon her
with affection. Even the women, whose hearts
are not always easy of access to a sister woman, received
her little kindnesses, when she found power to offer
them, with something like gratitude. All this
won upon the officers of the institution. With
her they began to enforce the discipline of the prison
less rigidly than they had ever done before; employed
her in lighter tasks; gave their own needle-work to
her deft fingers; and frequently supplied her with
better food than was awarded to her fellow sufferers.
She received every favor with thankfulness, but took
no benefit to herself. The food which she appeared
to carry off and consume in private, went to the nourishing
of some poor invalid, whose grateful eyes thanked
her and told of gentler feelings growing up in his
heart.
Thus, through her favor with the prison
officers and her influence with the convicts, this
young woman won for herself a power of good, which
those terrible walls had never witnessed since their
foundation.