Clara put on her hat and wandered
off into the park, as happy as a bird.
She had found the dearest old fairy
godmother. She saw a glorious light breaking
in upon the life of her stepmother, and out of all
this generous conduct in the old countess sprang a
vague hope that she might yet be won to sanction her
marriage with the man of her choice.
She took no heed of the way, but wandered
on, treading the earth like a sylph, and breaking
into little snatches of song whenever the birds in
the branches put her in mind of it. She was descending
into a little, ferny hollow, with a brook creeping
along the bottom, along which a narrow footpath ran,
when the crackle of a broken branch, and the quick
tread of a foot, made her pause and look at the opposite
bank, down which a young man was coming, with more
swiftness than he seemed to desire, for he only saved
himself from a plunge in the brook by leaping over
it, with a bound that brought him to Clara’s
side. It was Lord Hilton.
“Forgive me, if I came near
running you down,” he said, with laughter in
his eyes, and taking off his hat; “it was neck
or nothing with me, after I once got one downward
plunge. I inquired for you at the castle, and
they told me that you had just gone out of sight in
this direction, so I followed and am here.”
Clara held out her hand, with the
sweet, joyous laugh of a pleased child. She was
very happy, just then, and he saw it in her eyes.
“But you have been long in coming,”
she said. “I told grandmamma about our
journey together, and she has been expecting you at
Houghton every day.”
“And you?”
“Of course, I have been dreadfully
disappointed. Are you aware that it is more than
a fortnight since you bought those peaches for me?”
“But you will approve my reasons
for keeping away, when I tell you what they are.”
“Perhaps I doubt it; but tell me.”
“You will not be angry?”
“No.”
“Not if I tell you the plain truth like an honest
man?”
“I love the truth. Why should it offend
me?”
“Lady Clara, I have almost resolved to make
a confidante of you.”
Clara brushed some fallen leaves from
a rock, near which they were standing, and sat down,
motioning him to take the vacant place by her side.
“There now let us begin.”
“Do you guess why I did not come before, Lady
Clara?”
“No I have not the
least idea. Perhaps you did not like me, or were
shocked with my hat; poor thing, it is getting awfully
shabby.”
“Shall I tell you?”
“Of course; why not?”
“Because the old gentleman over
yonder and my lady at Houghton, had set their hearts
upon it.”
“Set their hearts upon it. How?”
“They have decreed that I shall
fall in love with you, and you with me, at first sight.”
Clara stared at him a moment, with
her widening blue eyes, and then broke into a laugh
that set all the birds about her to singing in a joyous
chorus.
“What, you and I?”
“Exactly.”
“But you have more sense.
You could not be induced to oblige them. I feel
quite sure.”
“But why, pray? Am I so very stupid?”
“No; but you are so very kind, and would not
do anything so cruel.”
Lord Hilton laughed; he could not help it.
“But why would it be cruel?”
“Because because
it would get me into trouble. Grandmamma is a
lovely old angel, and to oblige her I would fall in
love with fifty men if it were possible, especially
after what she has done to-day: but it is not
possible.”
“And the old gentleman at the
opposite side of the valley is good as gold, and I
should like to oblige him; and sometimes I feel as
if it could be done, so far as I am concerned, but
for one thing.”
“And what is that?”
“Lady Clara, if I had not been
fatally in love already, I should by this time have
adored you.”
The color came and went in the girl’s
face. She tore a handful of ferns from the rock,
and dropped them into the water at her feet; then she
lifted her eyes to the young man’s face, with
the innocent confidence of a child. Her voice
was low and timid as she spoke again; but the ring
of modest truth was there.
“Lord Hilton, I am very young;
but in what you have said, I can see that you and
I ought to understand each other. You love another
person I, too, am beloved.”
A shade of disappointment swept the
young man’s features. He had not wished
this fair girl to care for him, yet the thought that
it was impossible brought a little annoyance with
it.
“And yourself?”
“I have permitted a man to say
he loved me, and did not rebuke him; because every
word he spoke made my heart leap.”
“But will the old countess consent?”
“I thought so I hoped
so, till you startled me with this idea about yourself.
Oh! be firm, be firm in hating me. Don’t
leave the whole battle to a poor little girl.”
“Perhaps I shall not feel all
your earnestness, for there is no hope in the future
for me, with or without consent. I can never turn
back to the past, though I am not villain enough to
lay a heart which contains the image of another at
any woman’s feet, without giving her a full
knowledge of that which has gone before. The love
which I confess to you, Lady Clara, was put resolutely
behind me before we met.”
Quick as thought a suspicion flashed
through the girl’s brain. She turned her
eyes full upon the handsome head and face of the young
man, and examined his features keenly. His hat
was off; he was bending earnestly toward her.
“Lord Hilton, you sat in a box
in the opera next to us on the night when that young
American singer broke down. I remember your head
now. You were leaning from the box when she fainted;
her eyes were turned upon you as she fell. She
is the woman you love.”
“Say whom I loved, and Heaven
knows I did love her; but she fled from me without
a word, to expose herself upon that stage. I thought
her the daughter of a respectable man, at least; when
I am told in every club-house, she is the nameless
child of that woman, Olympia. I would not believe
it, till the actress confirmed the story with her own
lips; then I learned that her home was with this woman,
and that she, a creature I had believed innocent as
the wild blossoms, had used her glorious voice for
the entertainment of her mother’s Sunday evening
parties.”
Lady Clara grew pale, and her eyes began to flash.
“You are doing great wrong to
a noble and good young lady,” she said, in a
clear, ringing voice, from which all laughter had gone
out. “You are unjust, cruel wickedly
cruel both to yourself and her. I have
no patience with you!”
“Do you know Caroline, then? But that is
impossible.”
“Impossible what?
That I should know the daughter of Olympia? But
I do know her. There was a time, I honestly believe,
when we were children together, cared for by the same
nurse. This I can assure you, Lord Hilton:
she was not brought up by the actress; never saw her,
in truth, until she was over sixteen years old, when
the woman, hearing of her genius and beauty, claimed
her as a chattel rather than a child.”
“Are you sure of this, Lady
Clara?” inquired the young man, greatly disturbed.
“I know it. The poor young
lady, brought up with such delicate care, educated
as if she were one day to become a peeress of the land,
took a terrible dislike to the stage, and, so long
as she dared, protested against the life that ambitious
actress had marked out for her. That night you
saw her she was forced upon the stage after praying
upon her knees to be spared. Her acting, from
the first, was desperation. She saw you, and
it became despair; and you could doubt her you
could leave her. Lord Hilton, I hate you!”
“I begin to hate myself,”
said the young man in a low voice; “but even
now, what can I do? What power have I to wrest
her from the influence of that woman?”
“What power? The power
of honest and generous love. Ask her to marry
you.”
Lord Hilton answered with a faint, bitter laugh.
“Ask her to marry me, and, with
that act, proclaim myself a beggar! I tell you,
Lady Clara, there is not upon this earth a creature
so dependent as a nobleman with nothing but expectations.
Were I to follow your advice the doors of my home
would be closed against me. I should have a title,
by courtesy, to offer my wife, and nothing more.
She would, perhaps, be compelled to go on the stage
to support me a poor substitute for these
two vast estates which these old people hope to unite
in us.”