Jesus hanging on the Cross between two Thieves.
The tremendous concussion caused by
the fall of the cross into the hole prepared for it
drove the sharp points of the crown of thorns, which
was still upon the head of our dear Saviour, still
deeper into his sacred flesh, and blood ran down again
in streams, both from it and from his hands and feet.
The archers then placed ladders against the sides
of the cross, mounted them and unfastened the ropes
with which they had bound our Lord to the cross, previous
to lifting it up, fearing that the shock might tear
open the wounds in his hands and feet, and that then
the nails would no longer support his body. His
blood had become, in a certain degree, stagnated by
his horizontal position and the pressure of the cords,
but when these were withdrawn, it resumed its usual
course, and caused such agonising sensations throughout
his countless wounds, that he bowed his head, and remained
as if dead for more than seven minutes. A pause
ensued; the executioners were occupied with the division
of his garments; the trumpets in the Temple no longer
resounded; and all the actors in this fearful tragedy
appeared to be exhausted, some by grief, and others
by the efforts they had made to compass their wicked
ends, and by the joy which they felt now at having
at last succeeded in bringing about the death of him
whom they had so long envied. With mixed feelings
of fear and compassion I cast my eyes upon Jesus, Jesus
my Redeemer, the Redeemer of the world.
I beheld him motionless, and almost lifeless.
I felt as if I myself must expire; my heart was overwhelmed
between grief, love, and horror; my mind was half
wandering, my hands and feet burning with a feverish
heat; each vein, nerve, and limb was racked with inexpressible
pain; I saw nothing distinctly, excepting my beloved
Spouse hanging on the cross. I contemplated his
disfigured countenance, his head encircled with that
terrible crown of thorns, which prevented his raising
it even for a moment without the most intense suffering,
his mouth parched and half open from exhaustion, and
his hair and beard clotted with blood. His chest
was torn with stripes and wounds, and his elbows,
wrists, and shoulders so violently distended as to
be almost dislocated; blood constantly trickled down
from the gaping wounds in his hands, and the flesh
was so torn from his ribs that you might almost count
them. His legs and thighs, as also his arms, were
stretched out almost to dislocation, the flesh and
muscles so completely laid bare that every bone was
visible, and his whole body covered with black, green,
and reeking wounds. The blood which flowed from
his wounds was at first red, but it became by degrees
light and watery, and the whole appearance of his
body was that of a corpse ready for interment.
And yet, notwithstanding the horrible wounds with which
he was covered, notwithstanding the state of ignominy
to which he was reduced, there still remained that
inexpressible look of dignity and goodness which had
ever filled all beholders with awe.
The complexion of our Lord was fair,
like that of Mary, and slightly tinted with red; but
his exposure to the weather during the last three
years had tanned him considerably. His chest was
wide, but not hairy like that of St. John Baptist;
his shoulders broad, and his arms and thighs sinewy;
his knees were strong and hardened, as is usually the
case with those who have either walked or knelt much,
and his legs long, with very strong muscles; his feet
were well formed, and his hands beautiful, the fingers
being long and tapering, and although not delicate
like those of a woman, still not resembling those of
a man who had laboured hard. His neck was rather
long, with a well-set and finely proportioned head;
his forehead large and high; his face oval; his hair,
which was far from thick, was of a golden brown colour,
parted in the middle and falling over his shoulders;
his beard was not any great length, but pointed and
divided under the chin. When I contemplated him
on the cross, his hair was almost all torn off, and
what remained was matted and clotted with blood; his
body was one wound, and every limb seemed as if dislocated.
The crosses of the two thieves were
placed, the one to the right and the other to the
left of Jesus; there was sufficient space left for
a horseman to ride between them. Nothing can
be imagined more distressing than the appearance of
the thieves on their crosses; they suffered terribly,
and the one on the left-hand side never ceased cursing
and swearing. The cords with which they were
tied were very tight, and caused great pain; their
countenances were livid, and their eyes enflamed and
ready to start from the sockets. The height of
the crosses of the two thieves was much less than
that of our Lord.