I was walking away when a man touched
me. Some one had seen me come from the doctor’s
office a few minutes before. Of course this meant
detention till the coroner should arrive. I quarreled
with the circumstances but felt forced to submit.
Happily Jupp now came to the front and I was able
to send him to New York to keep that watch over Mrs.
Carew, without which I could not have rested quiet
an hour. One great element of danger was removed
most remarkably, if not providentially, from the path
I had marked out for myself; but there still remained
that of this woman’s possible impulses under
her great determination to keep Gwendolen in her own
care. But with Jupp to watch the dock, and a man
in plain clothes at the door of the small hotel she
was at present bound for, I thought I might remain
in Yonkers contentedly the whole day.
It was not, however, till late the
next afternoon that I found myself again in Homewood.
I had heard from Jupp. The steamer had sailed,
but without two passengers who had been booked for
the voyage. Mrs. Carew and the child were still
at the address she had given me. All looked well
in that direction; but what was the aspect of affairs
in Homewood? I trembled in some anticipation
of what these many hours of bitter thought might have
effected in Mrs. Ocumpaugh. Evidently nothing
to lessen the gloom into which the whole household
had now fallen. Miss Porter, who came in haste
to greet me, wore the careworn look of a long and
unrelieved vigil. I was not astonished when she
told me that she had not slept a wink.
“How could I,” she asked,
“when Mrs. Ocumpaugh did not close her eyes?
She did not even lie down, but sat all night in an
arm-chair which she had wheeled into Gwendolen’s
room, staring like one who sees nothing out into the
night through the window which overlooks the river.
This morning we can not make her speak. Her eyes
are dry with fever; only now and then she utters a
little moan. The doctor says she will not live
to see her husband, unless something comes to rouse
her. But the papers give no news, and all the
attempts of the police end in nothing. You saw
what a dismal failure their last attempt was.
The child on which they counted proved to be both
red-haired and pock-marked. Gwendolen appears
to be lost, lost.”
In spite of the despair thus expressed
my way seemed to open a little.
“I think I can break Mrs. Ocumpaugh’s
dangerous apathy if you will let me see her again.
Will you let me try?”
“The nurse we have
a nurse now will not consent, I fear.”
“Then telephone to the doctor.
Tell him I am the only man who can do anything for
Mrs. Ocumpaugh. This will not be an exaggeration.”
“Wait! I will get his order.
I do not know why I have so much confidence in you.”
In another fifteen minutes she came
to lead me to Mrs. Ocumpaugh.
I entered without knocking; they told
me to. She was seated, as they said, in a large
chair, but with no ease to herself; for she was not
even leaning against its back, but sat with body strained
forward and eyes fixed on the ripple of the great
river where, from what she had intimated to me in
our last interview, she probably saw her grave.
There was a miniature in her hand, but I saw at first
glance that it was not the face of Gwendolen over
which her fingers closed so spasmodically. It
was her husband’s portrait which she held, and
it was his face, aroused and full of denunciation,
which she evidently saw in her fancy as I drew nearer
her in my efforts to attract her attention; for a shiver
suddenly contracted her lovely features and she threw
her arms out as if to ward from herself something
which she had no power to meet. In doing this
her head turned slightly and she saw me.
Instantly the spell under which she
sat frozen yielded to a recognition of something besides
her own terrible brooding. She let her arms drop,
and the lips which had not spoken that morning moved
slightly. I waited respectfully. I saw that
in another moment she would speak.
“You have come,” she panted
out at last, “to hear my decision. It is
too soon. The steamer has twenty-four hours yet
before it can make port. I have not finished
weighing my life against the good opinion of him I
live for.” Then faintly “Mrs.
Carew has gone.”
“To New York,” I finished.
“No farther than that?” she asked anxiously.
“She has not sailed?”
“I did not see how it was compatible with my
duty to let her.”
Mrs. Ocumpaugh’s whole form
collapsed; the dangerous apathy was creeping over
her again. “You are deciding for me,” she
spoke very faintly “you and Doctor
Pool.”
Should I tell her that Doctor Pool
was dead? No, not yet. I wanted her to choose
the noble course for Mr. Ocumpaugh’s sake yes,
and for her own.
“No,” I ventured to rejoin.
“You are the only one who can settle your own
fate. The word must come from you. I am only
trying to make it possible for you to meet your husband
without any additional wrong to blunt his possible
forgiveness.”
“Oh, he will never forgive and I
have lost all.”
And the set look returned in its full force.
I made my final attempt.
“Mrs. Ocumpaugh, we may never
have another moment together in confidence. There
is one thing I have never told you, something which
I think you ought to know, as it may affect your whole
future course. It concerns Gwendolen’s
real mother. You say you do not know her.”
“No, no; do not bring up that.
I do not want to know her. My darling is happy
with Mrs. Carew too happy. O God!
Give me no opportunity for disturbing that contentment.
Don’t you see that I am consumed with jealousy?
That I might ”
She was roused enough now, cheek and
lip and brow were red; even her eyes looked blood-shot.
Alarmed, I put out my hand in a soothing gesture,
and when her voice stopped and her words trailed off
into an inarticulate murmur I made haste to say:
“Listen to my little story.
It will not add to your pain, rather alleviate it.
When I hid behind the curtain on that day we all regret,
I did not slip from my post at your departure.
I knew that another patient awaited the doctor’s
convenience in my own small room, where he had hastily
seated her when your carriage drove up. I also
knew that this patient had overheard what you said
as well as I, for impervious as the door looked I
had often heard the doctor’s mutterings when
he thought I was safe beyond ear-shot, if not asleep.
And I wanted to see how she would act when she rejoined
the doctor; for I had heard a little of what she had
said before, and was quite aware that she could help
you out of your difficulty if she wished. She
was a married woman, or rather had been, but she had
no use for a child, being very poor and anxious to
earn her own living. Would she embrace this opportunity
to part with it when it came? You may imagine
my interest, boy though I was.”
“And did she? Was she ”
“Yes. She was ready to
make her compact with the doctor just as you had done.
Before she left everything was arranged for. It
was her child you took reared loved and
have now lost.”
At another time she might have resented
these words, especially the last; but I had roused
her curiosity, her panting eager curiosity, and she
let them pass altogether unchallenged.
“Did you see this woman?
Was she of common blood, common manners? It does
not seem possible Gwendolen is by nature
so dainty in all her ways.”
“The woman was a lady.
I did not see her face, it was heavily veiled, but
I heard her voice; it was a lady’s voice and ”
“What?”
“She wore beautiful jewels.”
“Jewels? You said she was poor.”
“So she declared herself, but
she had on her neck under her coat a string of beads
which were both valuable and of exquisite workmanship.
I know, because it broke just as she was leaving,
and the beads fell all over the floor, and one rolled
my way and I picked it up, scamp that I was, when
both their backs were turned in their search for the
others.”
“A bead a costly bead and
you were not found out?”
“No, Mrs. Ocumpaugh, she never
seemed to miss it. She was too excited over what
she had just done to count correctly. She thought
she had them all. But this has been in my pocket
for six years. Perhaps you have seen its like;
I never have, in jeweler’s shop or elsewhere,
till yesterday.”
“Yesterday?” Her great
eyes, haggard with suffering, rose to mine, then they
fell on the bead which I had taken from my pocket.
The cry she gave was not loud, but it effectually
settled all my doubts.
“What did you know of Mrs. Carew
before she came to ?” I asked
impressively.
For minutes she did not answer; she
was trembling like a leaf.
“Her mother!” she exclaimed
at last. “Her mother! her own mother!
And she never hinted it to me by word or look.
Oh, Valerie, Valerie, what tortures we have both suffered!
and now you are happy while I ”
Grief seemed to engulf her. Feeling
my position keenly, I walked to the window, but soon
turned and came back in response to her cry: “I
must see Mrs. Carew instantly. Give my orders.
I will start at once to New York. They will think
I have gone to be on hand to meet Mr. Ocumpaugh, and
will say that I have not the strength. Override
their objections. I put my whole cause in your
hands. You will go with me?”
“With pleasure, madam.”
And thus was that terrifying apathy
broken up, to be succeeded by a spell of equally terrifying
energy.