One who was in his day a person of
great place and consideration, and has left a name
which future generations shall surely repeat so long
as the world may last, found no better rule for a
man’s life than that he should incline his mind
to move in Charity, rest in Providence, and turn upon
the poles of Truth. This condition, says he, is
Heaven upon Earth; and although what touches truth
may better befit the philosopher who uttered it than
the vulgar and unlearned, for whom perhaps it is a
counsel too high and therefore dangerous, what comes
before should surely be graven by each of us on the
walls of our hearts. For any man who lived in
the days that I have seen must have found much need
of trust in Providence, and by no whit the less of
charity for men. In such trust and charity I
have striven to write: in the like I pray you
to read.
I, Simon Dale, was born on the seventh
day of the seventh month in the year of Our Lord sixteen-hundred-and-forty-seven.
The date was good in that the Divine Number was thrice
found in it, but evil in that it fell on a time of
sore trouble both for the nation and for our own house;
when men had begun to go about saying that if the King
would not keep his promises it was likely that he
would keep his head as little; when they who had fought
for freedom were suspecting that victory had brought
new tyrants; when the Vicar was put out of his cure;
and my father, having trusted the King first, the
Parliament afterwards, and at last neither the one
nor the other, had lost the greater part of his substance,
and fallen from wealth to straitened means: such
is the common reward of an honest patriotism wedded
to an open mind. However, the date, good or bad,
was none of my doing, nor indeed, folks whispered,
much of my parents’ either, seeing that destiny
overruled the affair, and Betty Nasroth, the wise
woman, announced its imminence more than a year beforehand.
For she predicted the birth, on the very day whereon
I came into the world, within a mile of the parish
church, of a male child who and the utterance
certainly had a lofty sound about it should
love where the King loved, know what the King hid,
and drink of the King’s cup. Now, inasmuch
as none lived within the limits named by Betty Nasroth,
save on the one side sundry humble labourers, whose
progeny could expect no such fate, and on the other
my Lord and Lady Quinton, who were wedded but a month
before my birthday, the prophecy was fully as pointed
as it had any need to be, and caused to my parents
no small questionings. It was the third clause
or term of the prediction that gave most concern alike
to my mother and to my father; to my mother, because,
although of discreet mind and a sound Churchwoman,
she was from her earliest years a Rechabite, and had
never heard of a King who drank water; and to my father
by reason of his decayed estate, which made it impossible
for him to contrive how properly to fit me for my
predestined company. “A man should not drink
the King’s wine without giving the King as good,”
my father reflected ruefully. Meanwhile I, troubling
not at all about the matter, was content to prove Betty
right in point of the date, and, leaving the rest
to the future, achieved this triumph for her most
punctually. Whatsoever may await a man on his
way through the world, he can hardly begin life better
than by keeping his faith with a lady.
She was a strange old woman, this
Betty Nasroth, and would likely enough have fared
badly in the time of the King’s father.
Now there was bigger game than witches afoot, and
nothing worse befell her than the scowls of her neighbours
and the frightened mockery of children. She made
free reply with curses and dark mutterings, but me
she loved as being the child of her vision, and all
the more because, encountering her as I rode in my
mother’s arms, I did not cry, but held out my
hands, crowing and struggling to get to her; whereat
suddenly, and to my mother’s great terror, she
exclaimed: “Thou see’st, Satan!”
and fell to weeping, a thing which, as every woman
in the parish knew, a person absolutely possessed
by the Evil One can by no means accomplish (unless,
indeed, a bare three drops squeezed from the left
eye may usurp the name of tears). But my mother
shrank away from her and would not allow her to touch
me; nor was it until I had grown older and ran about
the village alone that the old woman, having tracked
me to a lonely spot, took me in her arms, mumbled
over my head some words I did not understand, and
kissed me. That a mole grows on the spot she kissed
is but a fable (for how do the women know where her
kiss fell save by where the mole grows? and
that is to reason poorly), or at the most the purest
chance. Nay, if it were more, I am content; for
the mole does me no harm, and the kiss, as I hope,
did Betty some good; off she went straight to the
Vicar (who was living then in the cottage of my Lord
Quinton’s gardener and exercising his sacred
functions in a secrecy to which the whole parish was
privy) and prayed him to let her partake of the Lord’s
Supper: a request that caused great scandal to
the neighbours and sore embarrassment to the Vicar
himself, who, being a learned man and deeply read
in demonology, grieved from his heart that the witch
did not play her part better.
“It is,” said he to my father, “a
monstrous lapse.”
“Nay, it is a sign of grace,” urged my
mother.
“It is,” said my father
(and I do not know whether he spoke perversely or
in earnest), “a matter of no moment.”
Now, being steadfastly determined
that my boyhood shall be less tedious in the telling
than it was in the living for I always longed
to be a man, and hated my green and petticoat-governed
days I will pass forthwith to the hour
when I reached the age of eighteen years. My dear
father was then in Heaven, and old Betty had found,
as was believed, another billet. But my mother
lived, and the Vicar, like the King, had come to his
own again: and I was five feet eleven in my stockings,
and there was urgent need that I should set about
pushing my way and putting money in my purse; for
our lands had not returned with the King, and there
was no more incoming than would serve to keep my mother
and sisters in the style of gentlewomen.
“And on that matter,”
observed the Vicar, stroking his nose with his forefinger,
as his habit was in moments of perplexity, “Betty
Nasroth’s prophecy is of small service.
For the doings on which she touches are likely to
be occasions of expense rather than sources of gain.”
“They would be money wasted,”
said my mother gently, “one and all of them.”
The Vicar looked a little doubtful.
“I will write a sermon on that
theme,” said he; for this was with him a favourite
way out of an argument. In truth the Vicar loved
the prophecy, as a quiet student often loves a thing
that echoes of the world which he has shunned.
“You must write down for me
what the King says to you, Simon,” he told me
once.
“Suppose, sir,” I suggested
mischievously, “that it should not be fit for
your eye?”
“Then write it, Simon,”
he answered, pinching my ear, “for my understanding.”
It was well enough for the Vicar’s
whimsical fancy to busy itself with Betty Nasroth’s
prophecy, half-believing, half-mocking, never forgetting
nor disregarding; but I, who am, after all, the most
concerned, doubt whether such a dark utterance be
a wholesome thing to hang round a young man’s
neck. The dreams of youth grow rank enough without
such watering. The prediction was always in my
mind, alluring and tantalising as a teasing girl who
puts her pretty face near yours, safe that you dare
not kiss it. What it said I mused on, what it
said not I neglected. I dedicated my idle hours
to it, and, not appeased, it invaded my seasons of
business. Rather than seek my own path, I left
myself to its will and hearkened for its whispered
orders.
“It was the same,” observed
my mother sadly, “with a certain cook-maid of
my sister’s. It was foretold that she should
marry her master.”
“And did she not?” cried
the Vicar, with ears all pricked-up.
“She changed her service every
year,” said my mother, “seeking the likeliest
man, until at last none would hire her.”
“She should have stayed in her
first service,” said the Vicar, shaking his
head.
“But her first master had a
wife,” retorted my mother triumphantly.
“I had one once myself,” said the Vicar.
The argument, with which his widowhood
supplied the Vicar, was sound and unanswerable, and
it suited well with my humour to learn from my aunt’s
cook-maid, and wait patiently on fate. But what
avails an argument, be it ever so sound, against an
empty purse? It was declared that I must seek
my fortune; yet on the method of my search some difference
arose.
“You must work, Simon,”
said my sister Lucy, who was betrothed to Justice
Barnard, a young squire of good family and high repute,
but mighty hard on idle vagrants, and free with the
stocks for revellers.
“You must pray for guidance,”
said my sister Mary, who was to wed a saintly clergyman,
a Prebend, too, of the Cathedral.
“There is,” said I stoutly,
“nothing of such matters in Betty Nasroth’s
prophecy.”
“They are taken for granted,
dear boy,” said my mother gently.
The Vicar rubbed his nose.
Yet not these excellent and zealous
counsellors proved right, but the Vicar and I. For
had I gone to London, as they urged, instead of abiding
where I was, agreeably to the Vicar’s argument
and my own inclination, it is a great question whether
the plague would not have proved too strong for Betty
Nasroth, and her prediction gone to lie with me in
a death-pit. As things befell, I lived, hearing
only dimly and, as it were, from afar-off of that
great calamity, and of the horrors that beset the
city. For the disease did not come our way, and
we moralised on the sins of the townsfolk with sound
bodies and contented minds. We were happy in
our health and in our virtue, and not disinclined to
applaud God’s judgment that smote our erring
brethren; for too often the chastisement of one sinner
feeds another’s pride. Yet the plague had
a hand, and no small one, in that destiny of mine,
although it came not near me; for it brought fresh
tenants to those same rooms in the gardener’s
cottage where the Vicar had dwelt till the loyal Parliament’s
Act proved too hard for the conscience of our Independent
minister, and the Vicar, nothing loth, moved back
to his parsonage.
Now I was walking one day, as I had
full licence and leave to walk, in the avenue of Quinton
Manor, when I saw, first, what I had (if I am to tell
the truth) come to see, to wit, the figure of young
Mistress Barbara, daintily arrayed in a white summer
gown. Barbara was pleased to hold herself haughtily
towards me, for she was an heiress, and of a house
that had not fallen in the world as mine had.
Yet we were friends; for we sparred and rallied, she
giving offence and I taking it, she pardoning my rudeness
and I accepting forgiveness; while my lord and my
lady, perhaps thinking me too low for fear and yet
high enough for favour, showed me much kindness; my
lord, indeed, would often jest with me on the great
fate foretold me in Betty Nasroth’s prophecy.
“Yet,” he would say, with
a twinkle in his eye, “the King has strange
secrets, and there is some strange wine in his cup,
and to love where he loves “;
but at this point the Vicar, who chanced to be by,
twinkled also, but shifted the conversation to some
theme which did not touch the King, his secrets, his
wine, or where he loved.
Thus then I saw, as I say, the slim
tall figure, the dark hair, and the proud eyes of
Barbara Quinton; and the eyes were flashing in anger
as their owner turned away from what I
had not looked to see in Barbara’s company.
This was another damsel, of lower stature and plumper
figure, dressed full as prettily as Barbara herself,
and laughing with most merry lips and under eyes that
half hid themselves in an eclipse of mirth. When
Barbara saw me, she did not, as her custom was, feign
not to see me till I thrust my presence on her, but
ran to me at once, crying very indignantly, “Simon,
who is this girl? She has dared to tell me that
my gown is of country make and hangs like an old smock
on a beanpole.”
“Mistress Barbara,” I
answered, “who heeds the make of the gown when
the wearer is of divine make?” I was young then,
and did not know that to compliment herself at the
expense of her apparel is not the best way to please
a woman.
“You are silly,” said Barbara. “Who
is she?”
“The girl,” said I, crestfallen,
“is, they tell me, from London, and she lodges
with her mother in your gardener’s cottage.
But I didn’t look to find her here in the avenue.”
“You shall not again if I have
my way,” said Barbara. Then she added abruptly
and sharply, “Why do you look at her?”
Now, it was true that I was looking
at the stranger, and on Barbara’s question I
looked the harder.
“She is mighty pretty,”
said I. “Does she not seem so to you, Mistress
Barbara?” And, simple though I was, I spoke not
altogether in simplicity.
“Pretty?” echoed Barbara.
“And pray what do you know of prettiness, Master
Simon?”
“What I have learnt at Quinton
Manor,” I answered, with a bow.
“That doesn’t prove her pretty,”
retorted the angry lady.
“There’s more than one
way of it,” said I discreetly, and I took a step
towards the visitor, who stood some ten yards from
us, laughing still and plucking a flower to pieces
in her fingers.
“She isn’t known to you?”
asked Barbara, perceiving my movement.
“I can remedy that,” said I, smiling.
Never since the world began had youth
been a more faithful servant to maid than I to Barbara
Quinton. Yet because, if a man lie down, the best
of girls will set her pretty foot on his neck, and
also from my love of a thing that is new, I was thoroughly
resolved to accost the gardener’s guest; and
my purpose was not altered by Barbara’s scornful
toss of her little head as she turned away.
“It is no more than civility,”
I protested, “to ask after her health, for,
coming from London, she can but just have escaped the
plague.”
Barbara tossed her head again, declaring
plainly her opinion of my excuse.
“But if you desire me to walk with you ”
I began.
“There is nothing I thought
of less,” she interrupted. “I came
here to be alone.”
“My pleasure lies in obeying
you,” said I, and I stood bareheaded while Barbara,
without another glance at me, walked off towards the
house. Half penitent, yet wholly obstinate, I
watched her go; she did not once look over her shoulder.
Had she but a truce to that. What passed
is enough; with what might have, my story would stretch
to the world’s end. I smothered my remorse,
and went up to the stranger, bidding her good-day
in my most polite and courtly manner; she smiled, but
at what I knew not. She seemed little more than
a child, sixteen years old or seventeen at the most,
yet there was no confusion in her greeting of me.
Indeed, she was most marvellously at her ease, for,
on my salute, she cried, lifting her hands in feigned
amazement,
“A man, by my faith; a man in this place!”
Well pleased to be called a man, I bowed again.
“Or at least,” she added, “what
will be one, if it please Heaven.”
“You may live to see it without
growing wrinkled,” said I, striving to conceal
my annoyance.
“And one that has repartee in him! Oh,
marvellous!”
“We do not all lack wit in the
country, madame,” said I, simpering
as I supposed the Court gallants to simper, “nor,
since the plague came to London, beauty.”
“Indeed, it’s wonderful,”
she cried in mock admiration. “Do they teach
such sayings hereabouts, sir?”
“Even so, madame, and from
such books as your eyes furnish.” And for
all her air of mockery, I was, as I remember, much
pleased with this speech. It had come from some
well-thumbed romance, I doubt not. I was always
an eager reader of such silly things.
She curtseyed low, laughing up at
me with roguish eyes and mouth.
“Now, surely, sir,” she
said, “you must be Simon Dale, of whom my host
the gardener speaks?”
“It is my name, madame,
at your service. But the gardener has played me
a trick; for now I have nothing to give in exchange
for your name.”
“Nay, you have a very pretty
nosegay in your hand,” said she. “I
might be persuaded to barter my name for it.”
The nosegay that was in my hand I
had gathered and brought for Barbara Quinton, and
I still meant to use it as a peace-offering. But
Barbara had treated me harshly, and the stranger looked
longingly at the nosegay.
“The gardener is a niggard with
his flowers,” she said with a coaxing smile.
“To confess the truth,”
said I, wavering in my purpose, “the nosegay
was plucked for another.”
“It will smell the sweeter,”
she cried, with a laugh. “Nothing gives
flowers such a perfume.” And she held out
a wonderfully small hand towards my nosegay.
“Is that a London lesson?”
I asked, holding the flowers away from her grasp.
“It holds good in the country
also, sir; wherever, indeed, there is a man to gather
flowers and more than one lady who loves smelling them.”
“Well,” said I, “the
nosegay is yours at the price,” and I held it
out to her.
“The price? What, you desire to know my
name?”
“Unless, indeed, I may call
you one of my own choosing,” said I, with a
glance that should have been irresistible.
“Would you use it in speaking
of me to Mistress Barbara there? No, I’ll
give you a name to call me by. You may call me
Cydaria.”
“Cydaria! A fine name!”
“It is,” said she carelessly, “as
good as any other.”
“But is there no other to follow it?”
“When did a poet ask two names
to head his sonnet? And surely you wanted mine
for a sonnet?”
“So be it, Cydaria,” said I.
“So be it, Simon. And is not Cydaria as
pretty as Barbaria?”
“It has a strange sound,” said I, “but
it’s well enough.”
“And now the nosegay!”
“I must pay a reckoning for
this,” I sighed; but since a bargain is a bargain
I gave her the nosegay.
She took it, her face all alight with
smiles, and buried her nose in it. I stood looking
at her, caught by her pretty ways and graceful boldness.
Boy though I was, I had been right in telling her that
there are many ways of beauty; here were two to start
with, hers and Barbara’s. She looked up
and, finding my gaze on her, made a little grimace
as though it were only what she had expected and gave
her no more concern than pleasure. Yet at such
a look Barbara would have turned cold and distant
for an hour or more. Cydaria, smiling in scornful
indulgence, dropped me another mocking curtsey, and
made as though she would go her way. Yet she
did not go, but stood with her head half-averted, a
glance straying towards me from the corner of her
eye, while with her tiny foot she dug the gravel of
the avenue.
“It is a lovely place, this
park,” said she. “But, indeed, it’s
often hard to find the way about it.”
I was not backward to take her hint.
“If you had a guide now ”
I began.
“Why, yes, if I had a guide, Simon,” she
whispered gleefully.
“You could find the way, Cydaria, and your guide
would be most ”
“Most charitably engaged.
But then ” She paused, drooping
the corners of her mouth in sudden despondency.
“But what then?”
“Why then, Mistress Barbara would be alone.”
I hesitated. I glanced towards the house.
I looked at Cydaria.
“She told me that she wished to be alone,”
said I.
“No? How did she say it?”
“I will tell you all about that
as we go along,” said I, and Cydaria laughed
again.