FLORENCE’S REQUEST.
Thus it was arranged that Florence
should be left in Mr. Anderson’s way. Mr.
Anderson, as Sir Magnus had said, was not always out
riding. There were moments in which even he was
off duty. And Sir Magnus contrived to ride a
little earlier than usual so that he should get back
while the carriage was still out on its rounds.
Lady Mountjoy certainly did her duty, taking Mrs.
Mountjoy with her daily, and generally Miss Abbott,
so that Florence was, as it were, left to the mercies
of Mr. Anderson. She could, of course, shut herself
up in her bedroom, but things had not as yet become
so bad as that. Mr. Anderson had not made himself
terrible to her. She did not, in truth, fear
Mr. Anderson at all, who was courteous in his manner
and complimentary in his language, and she came at
this time to the conclusion that if Mr. Anderson continued
his pursuit of her she would tell him the exact truth
of the case. As a gentleman, and as a young man,
she thought that he would sympathize with her.
The one enemy whom she did dread was Lady Mountjoy.
She too had felt that her aunt could “take her
skin off her,” as Sir Magnus had said. She
had not heard the words, but she knew that it was
so, and her dislike to Lady Mountjoy was in proportion.
It cannot be said that she was afraid. She did
not intend to leave her skin in her aunt’s hands.
For every inch of skin taken she resolved to have
an inch in return. She was not acquainted with
the expressive mode of language which Sir Magnus had
adopted, but she was prepared for all such attacks.
For Sir Magnus himself, since he had given up the
letter to her, she did feel some regard.
Behind the British minister’s
house, which, though entitled to no such name, was
generally called the Embassy, there was a large garden,
which, though not much used by Sir Magnus or Lady
Mountjoy, was regarded as a valuable adjunct to the
establishment. Here Florence betook herself for
exercise, and here Mr. Anderson, having put off the
muddy marks of his riding, found her one afternoon.
It must be understood that no young man was ever more
in earnest than Mr. Anderson. He, too, looking
through the glass which had been prepared for him
by Sir Magnus, thought that he saw in the not very
far distant future a Mrs. Hugh Anderson driving a pair
of gray ponies along the boulevard and he was much
pleased with the sight. It reached to the top
of his ambition. Florence was to his eyes really
the sort of a girl whom a man in his position ought
to marry. A secretary of legation in a small
foreign capital cannot do with a dowdy wife, as may
a clerk, for instance, in the Foreign Office.
A secretary of legation, the second secretary,
he told himself, was bound, if he married
at all, to have a pretty and distinguee wife.
He knew all about the intricacies which had fallen
in a peculiar way into his own hand. Mr. Blow
might have married a South Sea Islander, and would
have been none the worse as regarded his official
duties. Mr. Blow did not want the services of
a wife in discovering and reporting all the secrets
of the Belgium iron trade. There was no intricacy
in that, no nicety. There was much of what, in
his lighter moments, Mr. Anderson called “sweat.”
He did not pretend to much capacity for such duties;
but in his own peculiar walk he thought that he was
great. But it was very fatiguing, and he was
sure that a wife was necessary to him. There were
little niceties which none but a wife could perform.
He had a great esteem for Sir Magnus. Sir Magnus
was well thought of by all the court, and by the foreign
minister at Brussels. But Lady Mountjoy was really
of no use. The beginning and the end of it all
with her was to show herself in a carriage. It
was incumbent upon him, Anderson, to marry.
He was loving enough, and very susceptible.
He was too susceptible, and he knew his own fault,
and he was always on guard against it, as
behooved a young man with such duties as his.
He was always falling in love, and then using his
diplomatic skill in avoiding the consequences.
He had found out that though one girl had looked so
well under waxlight she did not endure the wear and
tear of the day. Another could not be always
graceful, or, though she could talk well enough during
a waltz, she had nothing to say for herself at three
o’clock in the morning. And he was driven
to calculate that he would be wrong to marry a girl
without a shilling. “It is a kind of thing
that a man cannot afford to do unless he’s sure
of his position,” he had said on such an occasion
to Montgomery Arbuthnot, alluding especially to his
brother’s state of health. When Mr. Anderson
spoke of not being sure of his position he was always
considered to allude to his brother’s health.
In this way he had nearly got his little boat on to
the rocks more than once, and had given some trouble
to Sir Magnus. But now he was quite sure.
“It’s all there all round,” he had
said to Arbuthnot more than once. Arbuthnot said
that it was there “all round, all
round.” Waxlight and daylight made no difference
to her. She was always graceful. “Nobody
with an eye in his head can doubt that,” said
Anderson. “I should think not, by Jove!”
replied Arbuthnot. “And for talking, you
never catch her out; never.” “I never
did, certainly,” said Arbuthnot, who, as third
secretary, was obedient and kind-hearted. “And
then look at her money. Of course a fellow wants
something to help him on. My position is so uncertain
that I cannot do without it.” “Of
course not.” “Now, with some girls
it’s so deuced hard to find out. You hear
that a girl has got money, but when the time comes
it depends on the life of a father who doesn’t
think of dying; damme, doesn’t think
of it.”
“Those fellows never do,”
said Arbuthnot. “But here, you see, I know
all about it. When she’s twenty-four, only
twenty-four, she’ll have ten thousand
pounds of her own. I hate a mercenary fellow.”
“Oh yes; that’s beastly.” “Nobody
can say that of me. Circumstanced as I am, I want
something to help to keep the pot boiling. She
has got it, quite as much as I want, quite,
and I know all about it without the slightest doubt
in the world.” For the small loan of fifteen
hundred pounds Sir Magnus paid the full value of the
interest and deficient security. “Sir Magnus
tells me that if I’ll only stick to her I shall
be sure to win. There’s some fellow in
England has just touched her heart, just
touched it, you know.” “I understand,”
said Arbuthnot, looking very wise. “He is
not a fellow of very much account,” said Anderson;
“one of those handsome fellows without conduct
and without courage.” “I’ve
known lots of ’em,” said Arbuthnot.
“His name is Annesley,” said Anderson.
“I never saw him in my life, but that’s
what Sir Magnus says. He has done something awfully
disreputable. I don’t quite understand what
it is, but it’s something which ought to make
him unfit to be her husband. Nobody knows the
world better than Sir Magnus, and he says that it is
so.” “Nobody does know the world
better than Sir Magnus,” said Arbuthnot.
And so that conversation was brought to an end.
One day soon after this he caught
her walking in the garden. Her mother and Miss
Abbot were still out with Lady Mountjoy in the carriage,
and Sir Magnus had retired after the fatigue of his
ride to sleep for half an hour before dinner.
“All alone, Miss Mountjoy?” he said.
“Yes, alone, Mr. Anderson. I’m never
in better company.”
“So I think; but then if I were
here you wouldn’t be all alone, would you?”
“Not if you were with me.”
“That’s what I mean.
But yet two people may be alone, as regards the world
at large. Mayn’t they?”
“I don’t understand the
nicety of language well enough to say. We used
to have a question among us when we were children whether
a wild beast could howl in an empty cavern. It’s
the same sort of thing.”
“Why shouldn’t he?”
“Because the cavern would not
be empty if the wild beast were in it. Did you
ever see a girl bang an egg against a wall in a stocking,
and then look awfully surprised because she had smashed
it?”
“I don’t understand the joke.”
“She had been told she couldn’t
break an egg in an empty stocking. Then she was
made to look in, and there was the broken egg for her
pains. I don’t know what made me tell you
that story.”
“It’s a very good story.
I’ll get Miss Abbott to do it to-night.
She believes everything.”
“And everybody? Then she’s a happy
woman.”
“I wish you’d believe everybody.”
“So I do; nearly
everybody. There are some inveterate liars whom
nobody can believe.”
“I hope I am not regarded as one.”
“You? certainly not. If
anybody were to speak of you as such behind your back
no one would take your part more loyally than I. But
nobody would.”
“That’s something, at any rate. Then
you do believe that I love you?”
“I believe that you think so.”
“And that I don’t know my own heart?”
“That’s very common, Mr.
Anderson. I wasn’t quite sure of my own
heart twelve months ago, but I know it now.”
He felt that his hopes ran very low when this was
said. She had never before spoken to him of his
rival, nor had he to her. He knew, or fancied
that he knew, that “her heart had been touched,”
as he had said to Arbuthnot. But the “touch”
must have been very deep if she felt herself constrained
to speak to him on the subject. It had been his
desire to pass over Mr. Annesley, and never to hear
the name mentioned between them. “You were
speaking of your own heart.”
“Well I was, no doubt. It is a silly thing
to talk of, I dare say.”
“I’m going to tell you
of my heart, and I hope you won’t think it silly.
I do so because I believe you to be a gentleman, and
a man of honor.” He blushed at the words
and the tone in which they were spoken, but his heart
fell still lower. “Mr. Anderson, I am engaged.”
Here she paused a moment, but he had nothing to say.
“I am engaged to marry a gentleman whom I love
with all my heart, and all my strength, and all my
body. I love him so that nothing can ever separate
me from him, or, at least, from the thoughts of him.
As regards all the interests of life, I feel as though
I were already his wife. If I ever marry any man
I swear to you that it will be him.” Then
Mr. Anderson felt that all hope had utterly departed
from him. She had said that she believed him to
be a man of truth. He certainly believed her
to be a true-speaking woman. He asked himself,
and he found it to be quite impossible to doubt her
word on this subject. “Now I will go on
and tell you my troubles. My mother disapproves
of the man. Sir Magnus has taken upon himself
to disapprove, and Lady Mountjoy disapproves especially.
I don’t care two straws about Sir Magnus and
Lady Mountjoy. As to Lady Mountjoy, it is simply
an impertinence on her part, interfering with me.”
There was something in her face as she said this which
made Mr. Anderson feel that if he could only succeed
in having her and the pair of ponies he would be a
prouder man than the ambassador at Paris. But
he knew that it was hopeless. “As to my
mother, that is indeed a sorrow. She has been
to me the dearest mother, putting her only hopes of
happiness in me. No mother was ever more devoted
to a child, and of all children I should be the most
ungrateful were I to turn against her. But from
my early years she has wished me to marry a man whom
I could not bring myself to love. You have heard
of Captain Scarborough?”
“The man who disappeared?”
“He was and is my first cousin.”
“He is in some way connected with Sir Magnus.”
“Through mamma. Mamma is
aunt to Captain Scarborough, and she married the brother
of Sir Magnus. Well, he has disappeared and been
disinherited. I cannot explain all about it, for
I don’t understand it; but he has come to great
trouble. It was not on that account that I would
not marry him. It was partly because I did not
like him, and partly because of Harry Annesley.
I will tell you everything because I want you to know
my story. But my mother has disliked Mr. Annesley,
because she has thought that he has interfered with
my cousin.”
“I understand all that.”
“And she has been taught to
think that Mr. Annesley has behaved very badly.
I cannot quite explain it, because there is a brother
of Captain Scarborough who has interfered. I
never loved Captain Scarborough, but that man I hate.
He has spread those stories. Captain Scarborough
has disappeared, but before he went he thought it
well to revenge himself on Mr. Annesley. He attacked
him in the street late at night, and endeavored to
beat him.”
“But why?”
“Why indeed. That such
a trumpery cause as a girl’s love should operate
with such a man!”
“I can understand it; oh yes, I can
understand it.”
“I believe he was tipsy, and
he had been gambling, and had lost all his money more
than all his money. He was a ruined man, and reckless
and wretched. I can forgive him, and so does
Harry. But in the struggle Harry got the best
of it, and left him there in the street. No weapons
had been used, except that Captain Scarborough had
a stick. There was no reason to suppose him hurt,
nor was he much hurt. He had behaved very badly,
and Harry left him. Had he gone for a policeman
he could only have given him in charge. The man
was not hurt, and seems to have walked away.”
“The papers were full of it.”
“Yes, the papers were full of
it, because he was missing. I don’t know
yet what became of him, but I have my suspicions.”
“They say that he has been seen at Monaco.”
“Very likely. But I have
nothing to do with that. Though he was my cousin,
I am touched nearer in another place. Young Mr.
Scarborough, who, I suspect, knows all about his brother,
took upon himself to cross-question Mr. Annesley.
Mr. Annesley did not care to tell anything of that
struggle in the streets, and denied that he had seen
him. In truth, he did not want to have my name
mentioned. My belief is that Augustus Scarborough
knew exactly what had taken place when he asked the
question. It was he who really was false.
But he is now the heir to Tretton and a great man
in his way, and in order to injure Harry Annesley
he has spread abroad the story which they all tell
here.”
“But why?”
“He does; that is
all I know. But I will not be a hypocrite.
He chose to wish that I should not marry Harry Annesley.
I cannot tell you farther than that. But he has
persuaded mamma, and has told every one. He shall
never persuade me.”
“Everybody seems to believe
him,” said Mr. Anderson, not as intending to
say that he believed him now, but that he had done
so.
“Of course they do. He
has simply ruined Harry. He too has been disinherited
now. I don’t know how they do these things,
but it has been done. His uncle has been turned
against him, and his whole income has been taken from
him. But they will never persuade me. Nor,
if they did, would I be untrue to him. It is
a grand thing for a girl to have a perfect faith in
the man she has to marry, as I have as I
have. I know my man, and will as soon disbelieve
in Heaven as in him. But were he what they say
he is, he would still have to become my husband.
I should be broken-hearted, but I should still be
true. Thank God, though, thank God, he
has done nothing and will do nothing to make me ashamed
of him. Now you know my story.”
“Yes; now I know it.”
The tears came very near the poor man’s eyes
as he answered.
“And what will you do for me?”
“What shall I do?”
“Yes; what will you do?
I have told you all my story, believing you to be
a fine-tempered gentleman. You have entertained
a fancy which has been encouraged by Sir Magnus.
Will you promise me not to speak to me of it again?
Will you relieve me of so much of my trouble?
Will you; will you?” Then, when he
turned away, she followed him, and put both her hands
upon his arm. “Will you do that little thing
for me?”
“A little thing!”
“Is it not a little thing, when
I am so bound to that other man that nothing can move
me? Whether it be little or whether it be much,
will you not do it?” She still held him by the
arm, but his face was turned from her so that she
could not see it. The tears, absolute tears, were
running down his cheeks. What did it behoove him
as a man to do? Was he to believe her vows now
and grant her request, and was she then to give herself
to some third person and forget Harry Annesley altogether?
How would it be with him then? A faint heart
never won a fair lady. All is fair in love and
war. You cannot catch cherries by holding your
mouth open. A great amount of wisdom such as
this came to him at the spur of the moment. But
there was her hand upon his arm, and he could not elude
her request. “Will you not do it for me?”
she asked again.
“I will,” he said, still keeping his face
turned away.
“I knew it; I knew
you would. You are high-minded and honest, and
cannot be cruel to a poor girl. And if in time
to come, when I am Harry Annesley’s wife, we
shall chance to meet each other, as we will, he
shall thank you.”
“I shall not want that.
What will his thanks do for me? You do not think
that I shall be silent to oblige him?” Then he
walked forth from out of the garden, and she had never
seen his tears. But she knew well that he was
weeping, and she sympathized with him.