“What cause have we to build on
length of life:
Temptations seize when fear is laid
asleep;
And ill-foreboded is our strongest
guard.”
Young.
St. ’s dawn
was welcomed by joyous peals from the church-bells,
and the occasional firing of a few muskets, by way
of accompaniment. The sun rose with a brilliance
which would have awakened deep tones in Memnon’s
statue, and gilded mountain and valley. Beautiful
beyond description the city looked in his golden light,
and
“All nature seemed rejoicing.”
Half hid by a majestic live-oak which
shaded the front, and within a few yards of the river,
stood a small white house. It was built of adoles,
and contained only three rooms. Instead of reaching
these by a broad flight, one step from the threshold
placed you on the ground. The floor was uncovered,
and, as usual, of cement. In one corner of the
front apartment stood a sideboard, covered with glass
of various kinds, and a few handsome pieces of plate.
Its vis-a-vis was a range of shelves, filled
with books; and on the plain deal mantelpiece stood
a pair of neat China vases, decked with brilliant prairie
flowers. Before the open window was placed the
table, arranged for the morning meal. How pure
the cloth looked, how clear the glass; and then the
bouquet of fragrant roses which adorned the center,
how homelike, fresh, and beautiful it seemed!
An air of comfort American, southern comfort pervaded
the whole. The breakfast was brought in by a
middle-aged negress, whose tidy appearance, and honest,
happy, smiling face presented the best refutation
of the gross slanders of our northern brethren.
I would that her daguerreotype, as she stood arranging
the dishes, could be contrasted with those of the miserable,
half-starved seamstresses of Boston and New York, who
toil from dawn till dark, with aching head and throbbing
heart, over some weary article, for which they receive
the mighty recompense of a shilling.
When she had arranged every dish with
great exactness, a small bell was rung; and, waiter
in hand, she stood ready to attend the family.
A bright, young face appeared at the open window.
“I hope, Aunt Fanny, you have
a nice breakfast. You have no idea what an appetite
my walk has given me.”
“Now, Miss Mary, ain’t my cooking always
nice?”
“Indeed, it is. Your coffee
would not disgrace a pasha’s table; and your
rolls are
‘The whitest, the lightest, that
ever were seen.’”
She disappeared from the window, and
entered the room just as Mr. Hamilton came in, followed
by Florence.
“My dear uncle, have you forgotten
the old adage of ’early to bed, and early to
rise?’”
“I am not sure that I ever learned
it, Mary;” he dryly replied, seating himself
at the table.
“One would suppose you had taken
a draught from the ‘Elixir of Life;’”
said Florence, glancing affectionately at her beaming
face.
“I have discovered the fountain
of perpetual youth, so vainly sought in South America!”
“Indeed! Is it located in this vicinity?”
“Yes; and if you will rise to-morrow
with Aurora, when ’she sprinkles with rosy light
the dewy lawn,’ I will promise to conduct you
to it.”
“Thank you; but, Mary, what
induced you to ramble so early?”
“I have been nearly two miles
for some roots Mrs. Carlton expressed a wish for.
See, Florry, how I have dyed my hands pulling them
up!”
“Were you alone, Mary?” asked Mr. Hamilton.
“I was, most of the time.
As I came back, Dr. Bryant overtook me. He spent
the night at San Jose mission, with a sick Mexican,
and was returning. But where is Aunt Lizzy?”
continued Mary, with an inquiring glance round the
room.
“She went to mass this morning,” replied
her cousin.
“Oh, yes! It is St. ’s
day. I heard the bells at daybreak.”
“It is a savage, heathenish
custom they have adopted here, of tearing up and down
the streets from morning till night. I wish, by
Jove! they would ride over their canting Padre!
I think he would find some other mode of celebrating
the festival!”
“He would lay claim to saintship on the strength
of it,” replied Mary.
“You had better keep out of
the street to-day, girls,” rejoined Mr. Hamilton,
pushing his cup away, and rising from the table.
At this moment Aunt Lizzy entered;
and after the morning salutation, turned toward the
door.
“You are later than usual this
morning, aunt. Do sit down and eat your breakfast,
or it will be so cold you cannot touch it,” said
Mary.
“No really devout Catholic tastes
food on this holy day,” she answered, motioning
it from her.
“It must be quite a penance
to abstain, after your long walk,” said Mr.
Hamilton with a smile.
“Father Mazzolin said, this
morning, that all who kept this holy day would add
a bright jewel to their crown, and obtain the eternal
intercession of the blessed saint;” and she left
the room.
“That falsehood adds another
stone to the many that will sink him in the lake of
perdition, if there be one!” muttered Mr. Hamilton,
as he departed for the counting-room. The last
few sentences had fallen unheeded on Florence’s
ear, for she sat looking out the window, her thoughts
evidently far away. But every trace of merriment
vanished from Mary’s face, and instead of her
bright smile, a look of painful anxiety settled there.
A long silence ensued; Mary stood by the table, wiping
the cups as Aunt Fanny rinsed them, and occasionally
glancing at her cousin. At length she said,
“Florry, will you walk over
to Mrs. Carlton’s with me? I promised to
go, and the walk will do you good, for indeed your
cheeks are paler than I like to see them.”
“Certainly, Mary, but do you
remember what father said about our remaining at home,
to-day?”
“There is no danger, Florry,
if we only look about us, and I really must go.”
“Well then, let us start at once.”
In a few moments they set out, equipped
in large straw hats, and equally large gloves; in
addition, Mary carried in her hand a basket, filled
with herbs and flowers.
“If we walk briskly, we shall
get there before any of the riders set forth.
Ah! I am mistaken, there they come. Florry,
don’t go so near the street: that horseman
in blue, looks as though he were riding on ice see
how his horse slides about!”
A party of twenty or thirty thundered
past, and the girls quickened their pace. A few
minutes’ walk brought them to Mrs. Carlton’s
door, which closed after them.
That lady was reading, as they entered,
but threw aside her book, and advanced joyously to
greet them. She kissed Mary affectionately, and
cordially shook Florence’s hand.
“I am glad you came, Mary.
I feared you would not, and really I want you very
much.”
“What can I do, Mrs. Carlton?”
“You can take off your hat and
gloves, and prepare yourselves to spend the day with
me.”
They laughingly complied, protesting,
however, that they could only remain a short time.
“Mary, my poor blind proselyte
died yesterday, and bequeathed her orphan child to
me: I feel almost obliged to accept the charge,
for her fear lest it should fall into the Padre’s
hands was painful to behold, and I promised to protect
it if possible. The poor little fellow is nearly
destitute of clothes; I have cut some for him, and
knew you would assist me in making them.”
“With pleasure, dear Mrs. Carlton,
and so will Florry; fill my basket with work, and
we will soon have him a suit. Oh! how glad I am
that he has such kind friends as yourself and husband.”
“The Padre came last night to
demand the child, but we refused to give him up:
he said he intended clothing and educating the boy
free of charge; yet I knew better, for he refused
to baptize Madame Berara’s orphan-niece without
the customary fee, though he well knew she could ill
afford it, and was compelled to sell her last cow to
make up the requisite sum. I feel assured he
will do all in his power to entice Erasmo from me;
but hope, by constant watchfulness, to counteract his
influence. Oh! Mary, how much we need a Protestant
minister here: one who could effectually stem
the tide of superstition and degradation that now
flows unimpeded through this community. Oh! my
dear friend, let us take courage, and go boldly forth
in the cause of truth, and strive to awaken all from
the lethargy into which they have fallen a
lethargy for which their priests are alone responsible,
for they administered the deadly drug.”
“I feel as deeply as yourself,
dear Mrs. Carlton, the evil tendency and deplorable
consequences of the institutions by which we are surrounded,
and the little that I can do will be gladly, oh, how
gladly! contributed to the work of reformation you
have so nobly begun.”
“You forget, Mary, in your proselyting
enthusiasm, that Aunt Lizzy belongs to the despised
sect; surely you can not intend, by attacks on her
religion, to render her home unpleasant?” said
Florence.
Mary’s eyes filled with tears,
as she glanced reproachfully at her cousin, and replied,
“Nothing is further from my
wishes, Florry, than to make her home other than happy.
Aunt Lizzy has every opportunity of informing herself
on this important question. Yet she prefers the
easier method, of committing her conscience to the
care of the priest; she has chosen her path in life,
and determinately closes her eyes to every other.
The state of the Mexicans around us is by no means
analogous. They were allowed no choice:
bred from infancy in the Romish faith, they are totally
unacquainted with the tenets of other creeds.
Implicit obedience to the Padre is their primary law,
the grand ruling principle of life, instilled from
their birth. To lay before them the truths of
our own ‘pure and undefiled religion,’
is both a privilege and duty.”
“You spoke just now, Miss Florence,
of the ‘despised sect;’ allow me, in all
modesty, to say, that to the true and earnest Christian
there is no such class. Believe me, when I say,
that though deeply commiserating their unhappy condition,
and resolved to do all in my power to alleviate it,
still I would as cheerfully assist the conscientious
Papist, and tender him the hospitalities of my home,
as one of my own belief.”
“You have expressed my feelings
exactly, Mrs. Carlton, and there are times when I
wish myself a missionary, that I might carry light
to this benighted race,” exclaimed Mary, enthusiastically.
“We are very apt, my dear child,
to consider ourselves equal to emergencies, and capable
of great actions, when a strict examination would
declare that the minor deeds and petty trials which
test the temper and the strength too often destroy
our equanimity, and show our inability to cope with
difficulties. Woman’s warfare is with little
things, yet we are assured by the greatest of all female
writers, that ‘trifles make the sum of human
things;’ therefore, let us strive more and more
earnestly to obtain perfect control of ourselves; then
shall we be enabled to assist others.”
“I often think,” replied
Mary, thoughtfully, “that we make great sacrifices
with comparative ease, because we feel our own insufficiency,
and rely more on God for assistance; while in lesser
troubles we are so confident of success, that we neglect
to ask his blessing, and consequently fail in our
unaided attempts.”
“You are right, Mary, and it
should teach us to distrust our powers, and lead us
to lean upon ’Him, who is a very precious help
in time of need.’”
A long silence ensued, broken at length
by the entrance of Mrs. Carlton’s two children,
who carried a large basket between them. Hastily
they set it down, on seeing Mary, and sprung to her
side: the little girl clung around her neck,
and kissed her repeatedly.
“Maria, you are too boisterous,
my little girl; Miss Mary will have no cause to doubt
your affection. Elliot, why do you not speak to
Miss Florence, my son?”
Blushing at his oversight, the boy
obeyed, and, joined by his sister, stood at his mother’s
side. Maria whispered something in his ear, but
he only shook his head and replied,
“Not now, sister, let us wait.”
She hesitated a moment, then laid
her little hand on Mrs. Carlton’s shoulder.
“Mother, I know you said it
was rude to whisper in company, but I want to tell
you something very much.”
Mrs. Carlton smiled.
“I am sure the young ladies
will excuse you, my daughter, if it is important.”
She bent her head, and a prolonged whispering followed.
A flush rose to the mother’s cheek and a tear
to her eyes, as she clasped her to her heart, and
said,
“I wish you, my children, to
speak out, and tell all you know of this affair.”
Elliot was spokesman.
“We went into the garden as
you desired us, mother, and Erasmo and I picked the
peas, while sister held the basket; presently we heard
a noise in the brush fence like something coming through,
and sister got frightened (here he laughed), and wanted
to run to the house, but we told her it was only a
sheep or dog outside; but it turned out to be the
Padre, and he came and helped us to pick. Mother,
he told us such pretty stories; I can’t think
of the names; they must have been Dutch, they were
so long and hard. But I remember one of the tales;
he said there was once a good man who lived in Asia,
and one day he lost his crucifix; he looked everywhere
for it, but could not find it; and a long time afterward,
he happened to be walking by the sea-shore and looked
out on the water, and oh, what do you think! He
saw his crucifix moving on the water, and a great
crab paddled out to land and laid his crucifix down
before him, and then paddled right back into the sea
again. Now wasn’t that funny. I can’t
think of the good man’s name, Saint Somebody Saint Saint
“Brother, I reckon it was Saint Crab!”
“No, no! It was the crab
that found the crucifix, and I think he was smarter
than the saint.”
“Now, Florry, should I repeat
this legend to Aunt Lizzy, it would be impossible
to convince her that it proceeded from the Padre’s
lips. Yet even prelates of Rome scruple not to
narrate as miracles tales equally absurd, where their
auditory is sufficiently ignorant to credit them.
Pardon my interruption, Elliot, and finish your story,”
continued Mary.
“Mother, the Padre talked to
Erasmo in Spanish. I could not understand all
he said, but it was about coming to live with him,
and going to Mexico, to see the sights there.
When he came to the rows you left for seed, I told
him we must come to the house, and asked him to come
in; but he would not, and offered us all some money,
and said we must not tell a soul we had seen him,
for he happened to see us through the fence, and just
came in to speak to us, and you and father might think
he ought not to come into our garden. But oh,
mother, would you believe it! he told Erasmo, as he
went off, that he must ask you to let him go to bathe
to-morrow; and instead of going to the river, he must
come to the church: he wanted to give him something.
He told him in Spanish, but I understood what he said.
Now, wasn’t that teaching him to tell a lie?
and he a Padre too! Mother, don’t you think
he ought to be ashamed?”
“Elliot, if you would gladden
the hearts of your father and mother, be ever truthful.
Remember the story of ‘Pedro and Francisco’
you read not long ago, and put dishonesty and dissimulation
far from you: ‘honesty is the best policy,’
and if you adhere to it through life, it will prove
of ‘far more worth than gold.’ Be
sure you keep nothing from me, particularly what the
Padre may say.”
“Shall we take the peas out
under the hackberry and shell them,” said Maria.
“Yes, my dear, but first tell me where Erasmo
is.”
“Sitting on the steps, mother.
I know he will help us to shell them, for he said
it was mere fun, picking peas.”
“Say nothing to him of the Padre
or his conversation, but interest him about other
things.”
They left the room swinging the basket
between them. Mrs. Carlton’s eyes filled
as she looked after her children. “A mother’s
care can do a great deal, yet how little did I imagine
that temptation would assail them at such a time,
and in such a garb.”
“Oh, guard them carefully; for,
surrounded by these influences, it will be difficult
to prevent contamination,” said Mary, earnestly.
Just then a long, loud shout from
the street attracted their attention, and hastening
to the door, they perceived a crowd gathered on the
Plaza. In the center was a body of Mexican cavalry,
headed by their commanding officer, who, hat in hand,
was haranguing them. The ladies looked at each
other in dismay.
“To what does this tend?” asked Mary,
anxiously.
“My husband told me several
days since that Austin was imprisoned in Mexico, and
said he feared difficulties would ensue, but knew not
the cause of his confinement.”
“There is Dr. Bryant coming
toward us; I dare say he can tell us the meaning of
this commotion.”
That gentleman, bowing low in the
saddle, reined his Steed as near the step as possible.
“How do you do, Miss Hamilton,
and you, my dear sister? I had the pleasure of
meeting Miss Mary in her morning rambles; she is a
most remarkable young lady. Assures me she actually
loves early rising.” His dark eyes were
fixed laughingly upon her.
“Do stop your nonsense, Frank,
and tell us the cause of that crowd,” said Mrs.
Carlton, laying her hand on his arm.
“My dear sister, that tall,
cadaverous-looking cavalier is the brother-in-law
of Santa Anna, and no less a personage than General
Cos, sent hither to fortify this and every other susceptible
place.”
“Against whom or what?”
“It is a long story, ladies.
You know that Coahuila has pursued an oppressive policy
toward us for some time, and refused to hear reason:
Austin remonstrated again and again, and at last went
to Mexico, hoping that the authorities would allow
us (here he bit his lip, and his cheek flushed) it
galls my spirit to utter the word allow
us to form a separate State. The Congress there
took no notice of his petition, for, in truth they
were too much engaged just then about their own affairs
to heed him, and he wrote to several persons in Austin,
advising them at all hazards to proceed. Some
cowardly wretch, or spy in disguise, secretly despatched
one of his letters to the ministers; consequently,
as Austin was returning, they made him prisoner, and
carried him back to Mexico. Santa Anna is at the
head of affairs. He has subverted the too liberal
constitution of 1824, but is opposed by a few brave
hearts, who scorn the servitude in store for them.
Santa Anna knows full well that we will not submit
to his crushing yoke, and therefore sends General
Cos to fortify the Alamo. This is the only definite
information I have been able to glean from several
sources.”
“Do you think there is probability of a war?”
“It will most inevitably ensue,
for total submission will be exacted by Santa Anna,
and the Texans are not a people to comply with any
such conditions.”
“You think General Cos is here to fortify the
Alamo?”
“Yes; the work commences to-morrow,
I hear, and the fort will be garrisoned by Spanish
troops.”
“How many has he with him?” inquired his
sister.
“Only fifty or sixty; this is
merely the advanced guard, the main body will probably
arrive in a few days.”
“I suppose they are joyously
welcomed by the Mexicans here, who have ever regarded
with jealous eyes Protestant settlers.”
“Oh, yes, that shout testified
the hearty welcome they received.”
At this moment Mr. Hamilton joined the group.
“Have you heard the news?” he inquired.
“Yes, and sad enough it is,” said Mary,
with a sigh.
“It will be a bloody conflict.”
“I am afraid so,” replied Dr. Bryant.
“Come, girls, I am going home, will you go now?”
Mary took her basket, which Mrs. Carlton
had filled with work, and they descended the steps.
“I declare, Miss Irving, I have
a great desire to know what that basket contains;
it is as inseparably your companion as was the tub
of Diogenes. I often see it round a corner before
you are visible, and at the glimpse of it, invariably
sit more erect in saddle, and assume my most amiable
expression.”
He raised himself, and peeped inquiringly
over the edge; Mary swung it playfully behind her.
“I never gratify idle curiosity, Dr. Bryant.”
“Indeed, how very remarkable;
but I assure you I know full well the use to which
those same herbs you had this morning are to be applied;
you are amalgamating nauseous drugs, and certain pills,
to be administered to my patients. I am grieved
to think you would alienate what few friends I have
here, by raising yourself up as a competitor.
Pray, where did you receive your diploma? and are you
Thomsonian, Allopathic, Homeopathic, or Hydropathic?”
Mary looked at Mrs. Carlton: both smiled.
“Ah! I see Ellen is associated
with you. Do admit me to partnership; I should
be a most valuable acquisition, take my word for it.
A more humble-minded, good-hearted, deeply-read, and
experienced disciple of Esculapius never felt pulse,
or administered a potion.”
They laughed outright.
“Mary, shall we tell Frank what we intend those
herbs for?”
“By no means, he does not deserve to know.”
“Ah! I see Terence was
right after all, in his opinion of woman’s nature ’When
you request, they refuse; when you forbid, they are
sure to do it.’”
“Come, girls, come! I have
business at home;” said Mr. Hamilton, and they
set out homeward. They had not proceeded far,
when Mary exclaimed, pointing behind her,
“Oh, uncle, that woman will
be killed! Can nobody help her?”
“She will certainly be thrown from her horse!”
A party of five or six Mexicans were
riding with their usual rapidity toward them.
An elderly woman in the rear had evidently lost control
of her fiery horse, which was plunging violently.
The other members of the company seemed unable to
render any assistance, as their own could scarcely
be restrained. The unfortunate Senora was almost
paralyzed with fright; for instead of checking him
by the reins, they had fallen over his head, become
entangled in his feet, and, now grasping the mane,
she was shrieking fearfully.
“Oh, can’t we do something
for her!” cried Mary, clasping her hands.
“I do not see how we can assist
her,” said Mr. Hamilton.
“At least, let us try;”
and they hastened to the spot where the infuriated
animal was struggling.
“Stand back, girls! you can do nothing.”
He made several ineffectual attempts
to catch the bridle, as the forefeet rose in air,
and at last succeeded in getting one end. He
bade the woman let go the mane, and slide off.
She did so, but some portion of her dress was caught
in the saddle, and she hung suspended. The horse
feeling the movement, again plunged, despite Mr. Hamilton’s
efforts to hold him down. The scene was distressing
indeed, as she was raised and then, flung down again.
Mary saw the danger, and rushing round
the enraged horse, fearlessly pushed off the piece
which was attached to the pommel of the saddle, and
freed the unfortunate matron. The horse, feeling
relieved of his burden, gave a desperate bound, and
rushed off down the street.
Florence shrieked, and sprung to her
father’s side. Mary was bending over the
moaning woman, but turned suddenly, and saw her uncle
stretched at Florence’s feet. He was insensible,
and a stream of blood oozed from his lips. They
raised his head, and motioned to the Mexicans, that
now gathered round, for water; some was hastily procured,
and then Mary entreated one of them to go for Dr. Bryant:
as she spoke, the tramp of hoofs caused her to look
up, and she perceived him urging his horse toward
them. He flung the reins to a man who stood near,
and bent over the prostrate form.
“There is some internal injury,
I see no outward wound; how did this happen?”
Florence briefly explained the manner
in which her father received a kick on the chest.
Happily, they were near their own home, and, with
the assistance of two men, Dr. Bryant carefully bore
him in, and laid him on a couch near the open window.
A restorative was administered, and soon the sufferer
opened his eyes. The flow of blood had ceased,
but he lay quite exhausted.
The physician examined the wounded
place, and assured Florence there was no fracture.
“I am afraid some blood-vessel
is ruptured?” said she, anxiously.
“It is only a small one, I hope,
but cannot tell certainly for several days. He
must be perfectly quiet; the least excitement might
prove fatal, by causing a fresh hemorrhage.”
Nearly a week passed, and one evening
Mary followed the physician as he left the house:
he heard her step, and turned. His usually laughing
countenance was grave and anxious; but he strove to
seem cheerful.
“Doctor, I wish to know what
you think of my uncle’s case; we are afraid
it is more serious than you at first pronounced it?”
“It is better that you should
know the worst. I am pained to grieve you, but
candor compels me to say, that a fatal injury has been
inflicted. I hoped for the best, but an examination
this evening confirmed my fears.”
Mary sobbed bitterly and long.
Dr. Bryant sought not to comfort her by exciting false
hopes, but paced up and down the gravel-walk beside
her.
“You do not fear a rapid termination
of the disorder?” she said at last, in a low,
trembling tone.
“He may linger some days, but
I do not think it probable that he will.”
“Florry, Florry! what is to
become of us?” cried the weeping girl, in a
voice of agony. “Oh, God! spare him to us!”
“Do you think your cousin comprehends
her father’s danger?”
“She fears the worst, and requested
me this evening to ask your opinion. Oh, how
can I tell her that he must die!”
“Do not crush all hope (though
I have none); let her believe that he may recover.
She is not of a temperament to bear prolonged agony.
The shock will be less painful, rest assured.
Believe me, I deeply sympathize with you both.”
And pressing her hand, he withdrew.