“ I might not
this believe
Without the sensible and true avouch
Of mine own eyes.”
SHAKSPEARE.
Twilight had fallen slowly, for the
evening was heavy and wet, and dark masses of cloud
driven by the northern blasts sailed gloomily overhead.
Nature wore a dreary aspect, and one involuntarily
turned inward for amusement. A bright light gleamed
from the window of Florence Hamilton’s humble
home, and her little dining-room seemed by contrast
extremely cheerful; yet the hearts of its inmates were
more in accordance with the gloom which reigned without.
Aunt Lizzy, growing somewhat infirm of late, had retired
earlier than usual. Florence had been sewing
all the afternoon, but now lay with closed eyes on
the couch, her hands clasped over her head. Mary
sat near the table holding an open volume, but her
thoughts had evidently wandered far away; for her
gaze was fixed abstractedly on the fire which blazed
and crackled at her feet. The girl’s countenance
was an interesting study, as she sat rapt in her saddened
thoughts. A careworn expression rested upon her
face, as though some weighty responsibility too soon
had fallen on one so frail. The cheeks were very
pale, and now and then across the lips there came
a quiver, as though she struggled inwardly, and fain
would give no outward show of grief. In truth,
an almost spiritual expression had come over her features;
the impress of some deep and hidden sorrow, nobly
borne, though chasing the rosy hue from her cheeks.
Sadder grew the look, and some acute pain wrinkled
her brow as she threw aside the book, and covered her
face with her hands; while a heavy, yet smothered
sigh, struggled forth, as if striving to relieve the
aching heart.
The door opened noiselessly, and a
dark shrouded form glided with soft steps to the chair,
and laid a heavy hand on her shoulder. Mary raised
her head, and starting up, gazed inquiringly at the
muffled face, while the intruder pointed to the motionless
form of Florence, and laid a finger on her lip.
Then beckoning Mary to follow, she receded, with stealthy
tread, to the door, which was softly closed, and walked
hurriedly on till she reached a large rose-tree, which
shaded the window. Mary shivered as the piercing
wind swept over her, and strove in vain to suppress
a fit of coughing. There was a moment’s
silence.
“You did not know me?”
Mary started. “I did not,
till you spoke; but, Inez, what brings you out on
such a night?”
Inez took off the mantilla which had
so effectually concealed her features, and threw it
round the frail, drooping form before her.
“No, no, Inez, you will take
cold;” and Mary tendered it back.
It was tossed off contemptuously,
and mingled with a bitter laugh came the reply “I
am not cold, Marinita, nor ever shall be but once again.
I am burning with an inward fire that will not be quenched”
“You are ill, Inez, and want
some medicine; tell me where and how you suffer?”
“No, no. I want nothing
from you or yours: I come to help, not to ask.
Mary, why is it you have made me love you so, when
I hate yonder dark-eyed girl? But I am losing
time. I come to warn you of danger, and even
now I am watched; but no matter, listen to what I have
to say. The Padre hates you, even as as
I hate him, and has sworn your ruin. I tell you
now you must fly from San Antonio, and fly quickly,
for danger is at hand. My countrymen are many
here, and he is stronger than all. You and I
have thwarted him, and the walls of a far off convent
are our destination you, and your cousin,
and myself. I am at heart no Catholic; I have
seen the devil, if there be one, in my confessor.
I have heard him lie, and seen him take the widow’s
and the orphan’s portion. Mary, if there
was a God, would he suffer such as my Padre to minister
in his holy place, and touch the consecrated vessels?
No, no; there is none, or he would be cut off from
the face of the earth.”
“Inez! Inez! stop and hear me.”
“No, no! time waits for none,
and I have little more to say, Mary, you are deceived;
your cousin is not what you think. She is a Catholic;
for mine own eyes have seen her in the confessional,
and mine own ears have listened to her aves and
paters.”
Mary uttered a deep groan, and clasped
Inez’s arm, murmuring “You
are you must be delirious or mad: Florry
deceive me! impossible!”
“Ah! poor deluded Mary:
do you trust any on earth? Yet I would trust
you, with your white face and soft blue eyes; and there
is one other I would trust but no more.
You will not believe that Florence has turned from
the faith of her fathers? Go to her as she sleeps
yonder, and feel with your own hand the crucifix around
her neck. Ha! you hold tight to my arm:
I tell you your Cousin Florence is as black-hearted
as the Padre, for he told me she had promised her dying
father to follow his advice in all things, yet she
tells you not of this: and again, has she not
won the love of a good, a noble man, and does she
not scorn his love; else why is his cheek pale, and
his proud step slow? Marinita, I have read you
long ago. You love your Doctor, but he loves
that Florence, whose heart is black and cold as this
night You are moaning in your agony; but all must
suffer. I have suffered more than you; I shall
always suffer. My stream of bitterness is inexhaustible;
daily I am forced to quaff the black, burning waters.
Ha! I know my lot I swallow and murmur
not. Mary, I am sorry to make you drink so much
that is bitter to-night; but you must, for your own
good; better a friend should hold the cup and let you
taste, than have it rudely forced upon you.”
“Why have you told me this,
Inez? I never did you harm, or gave you pain.”
“Poor pale face! I want
to save you from worse than death yea, from
a living death. Go from this place; for if you
are here a month hence, you will be lost. Your
people here will be defeated, and then the Mexicans
will hand you all over to the Padre, who says he means
to put you where you will be protected. Mark
me: you will be sent where no cry for succor
will ever be heard. You will be imprisoned for
life, where none can come back to tell the tale.
Mary, go to your friends in the States; or if you
cannot get there, go where your people are many, and
take your Doctor with you, for blood will yet run down
these streets, and I would not that his swelled the
stream. He has promised to watch over you; tell
him to take you from here from this cursed
place. I have crept from home this dark night
to tell you of your danger; I am watched, for the
Padre suspects me, but you were always good; you nursed
me and my dying mother, and were kind to Manuel, and
I would risk more than I have to help you. I have
done all I can; I charge you, wait not till the last
moment.”
Inez stretched out her hand for her
mantilla, which she folded closely about her face,
and then clasped Mary’s hand in hers.
“Inez! oh, Inez!”
“Well, Marinita, I may not linger
here. I will see you again if I can; but if we
meet no more, forget not Inez de Garcia, or the love
she bears you; and as the greatest blessing now for
you, I hope you may soon find peace in the quiet grave.
I shall never find rest till I sleep that last, unbroken
sleep!”
“Inez, my heart is wrung by
what I have heard to-night; but I beg of you, as a
last favor, do not, oh, do not turn away from God!
Inez, there is a God; and death is not an everlasting
sleep. Hereafter is an awful tribunal; and if
not again on earth, you and I shall assuredly meet
before God. Oh I believe that he will yet bless
you; that he will enable you to bear all earthly trials;
and, if faithful, he will receive you at last into
the kingdom of eternal rest. Try to forget the
past, and in this book you will find the path of duty
so clearly marked out, that you cannot mistake it.
’Tis all I have about me, yet I pray God it
may be the greatest treasure you possess.”
She drew a small Bible from her pocket
as she spoke, and pressed it within Inez’s fingers,
adding “I cannot sufficiently thank
you for your kindness in warning me of my danger;
I shall leave this place as soon as possible, and
shall constantly pray that you may be spared and blessed.”
She held out her hands. Inez
clasped them tightly for a moment, and then glided
down the walk as noiselessly as she came.