LANCE RIDES AHEAD
At fifteen minutes to four on a certain
Tuesday afternoon, the first really pleasant day after
the day of tearing, whooping wind that had blown Tom
into the rôle of school bully, Lance loped out upon
the trail that led past the Whipple shack a mile and
a quarter farther on. Ostensibly his destination
was the town of Jumpoff, although it was not the time
of day when one usually started from the Devil’s
Tooth ranch to the post-office, with three unimportant
letters as an excuse for the trip.
As he rode Lance sang lustily a love
song, but he was not thinking especially of Mary Hope.
In two years more than one California girl had briefly
held his fancy, and memory of Mary Hope had slightly
dimmed. In his pocket were two letters, addressed
to two California towns. One letter had Miss
Helene Somebody inscribed upon it, and on the other
was Miss Mildred Somebody Else. The love song,
therefore, had no special significance, save that
Lance was young and perfectly normal and liked the
idea of love, without being hampered by any definite
form of it concentrated upon one girl.
For all that he had timed his trip
so as to arrive at the Whipple shack just about the
time when Mary Hope would be starting home. He
was curious to see just how much or how little she
had changed; to know whether she still had that funny
little Scotch accent that manifested itself in certain
phrasings, certain vowel sounds at variance with good
English pronunciation. He wanted to know just
how much Pocatello had done to spoil her. Beneath
all was the primal instinct of the young male dimly
seeking the female whom his destiny had ordained to
be his mate.
As a young fellow shut in behind the
Rim, with the outside world a vast area over which
his imagination wandered vaguely, Mary Hope had appealed
to him. She was the one girl in the Black Rim
country whom he would ride out of his way to meet,
whose face, whose voice, lingered with him pleasantly
for days after he had seen her and talked with her.
He reflected, between snatches of song, that he might
have thought himself in love with Mary Hope, might
even have married her, had Belle not suddenly decided
that he should go beyond the Rim and learn the things
she could not teach him. Belle must have wanted
him, her youngest, to be different from the rest.
He wondered with a sudden whimsical smile, whether
she was satisfied with the result of his two years
of exile. Tom, he suspected, was not, nor
were Duke and Al. The three seemed to hold themselves
apart from him, to look upon him as a guest rather
than as one of the family returned after an absence.
They did not include him in their talk of range matters
and the business of the ranch. He had once observed
in them a secret embarrassment when he appeared unexpectedly,
had detected a swift change of tone and manner and
subject.
Surely they could not think he had
changed sufficiently to make him an outsider, he meditated.
Aside from his teasing of Belle, he had dropped deliberately
into the range vernacular, refraining only from certain
crudities of speech which grated on his ears.
He had put on his old clothes, he had tried to take
his old place in the ranch work. He had driven
a four-horse team up the Ridge trail with lumber for
the schoolhouse, and had negotiated the rock descent
to Cottonwood Spring with a skill that pleased him
mightily because it proved to him and to
Tom and the boys that his range efficiency
had not lessened during his absence. He had done
everything the boys had done, except ride out with
them on certain long trips over the range. He
had not gone simply because they had made it quite
plain that they did not want him.
Nor did the hired cowboys want him
with them, ten of them in the bunk house
with a cook of their own, and this only the middle
of March! In two years the personnel of the bunk
house had changed almost completely. They were
men whom he did not know, men who struck him as “hard-boiled,”
though he could not have explained just wherein they
differed from the others. Sam Pretty Cow and Shorty
he could hobnob with as of yore, Sam in
particular giving him much pleasure with his unbroken
reserve, his unreadable Indian eyes and his wide-lipped
grin. The others were like Duke, Tom and Al, slightly
aloof, a bit guarded in their manner.
“And I suppose Mary Hope will
be absolutely spoiled, with small-town dignity laid
a foot deep over her Scotch primness. Still, a
girl that has the nerve to lift a club and threaten
to brain Tom Lorrigan ”
He had forgotten the love song he
was singing, and before he reached farther in his
musings he met the Swedes, who stared at him round-eyed
and did not answer his careless hello. A little
farther, the Boyle children rode up out of a dry wash,
grinned bashfully at him and hurried on.
A saddlehorse was tied to a post near
the Whipple shack. With long legs swinging slightly
with the stride of his horse, reins held high and
loose in one hand, his big hat tilted over his forehead,
Lance rode up and dismounted as if his errand, though
important, was not especially urgent. The door
stood open. He walked up, tapped twice with his
knuckles on the unpainted casing, and entered, pulling
off his hat and turning it round and round in his gloved
fingers while he ducked his head, pressed his lips
together with a humorous quirk, shuffled his spurred
feet on the dirty floor and bowed again as awkwardly
as he could. In this manner he hoped to draw
some little spark of individuality from Mary Hope,
who sat behind her yellow-painted table and stared
at him over her folded arms. But Mary Hope, he
observed, had been crying, and compunction seized
him suddenly.
“Well, what is it?” she
asked him curtly, rubbing a palm down over one cheek,
with the motion obliterating a small rivulet of tears.
“If you please, ma’am,
I was sent to mend a lock on a door.”
“What lock? On what door?”
Mary Hope passed a palm down her other cheek, thus
obliterating another rivulet that had ceased to flow
tears and was merely wet and itchy.
“If you please, ma’am,
you can search me.” Lance looked at her
innocently. “I didn’t bring any lock
with me, and I didn’t bring any door with me.
But I’ve got some screws and three nails and lots
of good intentions.”
“Good intentions are very rare
in this country,” said Mary Hope, and made meaningless
marks on the bare tabletop with a blunt pencil.
Lance heard a twang of Scotch in the
“very rare” which pleased him. But
he kept his position by the doorway, and he continued
bashfully turning his big hat round and round against
his chest, though the action went oddly
with the Lorrigan look and the athletic poise of him.
“Yes, ma’am. Quite rare,” he
agreed.
“In fact, I don’t believe
there is such a thing in the whole Black Rim country,”
stated Mary Hope, plainly nonplussed at his presence
and behavior.
“Could I show you mine?”
Lance advanced a step. He was not sure, at that
moment, whether he wanted to go with the play.
Mary Hope was better looking than when he had seen
her last. She had lost a good deal of the rusticity
he remembered her to have possessed, but she was either
too antagonistic to carry on the farce, or she was
waiting for him to show his hand, to betray some self-consciousness.
But the fact that she looked at him straight in the
eyes and neither frowned nor giggled, set her apart
from the ordinary range-bred girl.
“You talk like a country peddler.
I’m willing to accept a sample, and see if they
are durable. Though I can’t for the life
of me see why you’d be coming here with good
intentions.”
“I’d be mending a lock
on a door. Is this the door, ma’am?
And is this the lock?”
Since the door behind him was the
only door within five miles of them, and since the
lock dangled from a splintered casing, Mary Hope almost
smiled. “It is a door,” she informed
him. “And it is a lock that has been broken
by a Lorrigan.”
She was baiting him, tempting him
to quarrel with her over the old grudge. Because
she expected a reply, Lance made no answer whatever.
He happened to have a dozen or so of nails in his coat
pocket, left-overs from his assiduous carpentry on
the house being builded for her comfort. The
screws he possessed were too large, and he had no
hammer. But no man worries over a missing hammer
where rocks are plentiful, and Lance was presently
pounding the lock into place, his back to Mary Hope,
his thoughts swinging from his prospective party to
the possible religious scruples of the Douglas family.
Mary Hope used to dance a
very little he remembered, though she had
not attended many dances. He recalled suddenly
that a Christmas tree or a Fourth of July picnic had
usually been the occasions when Mary Hope, with her
skirts just hitting her shoe tops in front and sagging
in an ungainly fashion behind, had teetered solemnly
through a “square” dance with him.
Mother Douglas herself had always sat very straight
and prim on a bench, her hands folded in her lap and
her eyes blinking disapprovingly at the ungodly ones
who let out an exultant little yip now and then when
they started exuberantly through the mazes of the
“gran’-right-n-left.”
Would Mary Hope attend the party?
Should he tell her about it and ask her to come?
Naturally, he could not peacefully escort her partyward, the
feud was still too rancorous for that. Or was
it? At the Devil’s Tooth they spoke of
old Scotty as an enemy, but they had cited no particular
act of hostility as evidence of his enmity. At
the Devil’s Tooth they spoke of the whole Black
Rim country as enemy’s country. Lance began
to wonder if it were possible that the Lorrigans had
adopted unconsciously the rôle of black sheep, without
the full knowledge or concurrence of the Black Rimmers.
He did what he could to make a workable
lock of one that had been ready to fall to pieces
before his father heaved against it; hammered in the
loosened screws in the hinges, tossed the rock out
into the scuffed sod before the shack, and picked
up his hat. He had not once looked toward Mary
Hope, but he turned now as if he were going to say
good-by and take himself off; as if mending the lock
had really been his errand, and no further interest
held him there.
He surprised a strange, wistful look
in Mary Hope’s eyes, a trembling of her lips.
She seemed to be waiting, fearing that he meant to
go without any further overtures toward friendship.
The Whipple shack was not large.
Ten feet spanned the distance between them. Impulsively
Lance covered that distance in three steps. At
the table he stopped, leaned toward her with his palms
braced upon the table, and stared full into Mary Hope’s
disturbed eyes.
“Girl,” he said, drawing
the word softly along a vibrant note in his voice
that sent a tremor through her, “Girl, you’re
more lonesome than Scotch, and you’re more Scotch
than the heather that grows in your front yard to
make your mother cry for the Highlands she sees when
her eyes blur with homesickness. You were crying
when I came crying because you’re
lonely. It’s a big, wild country the
Black Rim. It’s a country for men to ride
hell-whooping through the sage and camas grass,
with guns slung at their hips, but it’s no country
for a little person like you to try and carry on a
feud because her father made one. You’re too
little!”
He did not touch her, his face did
not come near her face. But in his eyes, in his
voice, in the tender, one-sided little smile, there
was something, Mary Hope caught her breath,
feeling as if she had been kissed.
“You little, lonesome girl!
There’s going to be a party at Cottonwood Spring,
a week from Friday night. It’s a secret a
secret for you. And you won’t tell a soul
that you were the first to know and you’ll
come, you girl, because it’s your party.
And not a soul will know it’s your party.
If your father’s Scotch is too hard for dancing you’ll
come just the same. You’ll come, because
the secret is for you. And ”
He thought that he read something in her eyes and hastened
to forestall her intention “ and
you won’t go near Cottonwood Spring before the
time of the party, because that wouldn’t be playing
fair.
“Don’t be lonely, girl.
The world is full of pleasant things, just waiting
to pop out at you from behind every bush. If you’re
good and kind and honest with life, the Fates are
going to give you the best they’ve got.
Don’t be lonely! Just wait for the pleasant
things in to-morrow and to-morrow in all
the to-morrows. And one of them, girl, is going
to show you the sweetest thing in life. That’s
love, you girl with the tears back of your Scotch
blue eyes. But wait for it and take
the little pleasant things that minutes have hidden
away in the to-morrows. And one of the pleasant
times will be hidden at Cottonwood Spring, a week
from Friday night. Wonder what it will be, girl.
And if any one tries to tell it, put your hands over
your ears, so that you won’t hear it. Wait and
keep wondering, and come to Cottonwood Spring next
Friday night. Adios, girl.”
He looked into her eyes, smiling a
little. Then, turning suddenly, he left her without
a backward glance. Left her with nothing to spoil
the haunting cadence of his voice, nothing to lift
the spell of tender prophecy his words had laid upon
her soul. When he was quite gone, when she heard
the clatter of his horse’s hoofs upon the arid
soil that surrounded the Whipple shack, Mary Hope still
stared out through the open doorway, seeing nothing
of the March barrenness, seeing only the tender, inscrutable,
tantalizing face of Lance Lorrigan, tantalizing
because she could not plumb the depths of his eyes,
could not say how much of the tenderness was meant
for her, how much was born of the deep music of his
voice, the whimsical, one-sided smile.
And Lance, when he had ridden a furlong
from the place, had dipped into a shallow draw and
climbed the other side, turned half around in the
saddle and looked back.
“Now, why did I go off and leave
her like that? Like an actor walking off the
stage to make room for the other fellow to come on
and say his lines. There’s no other fellow thank
heck! And here are two miles we might be riding
together and me preaching to her about taking
the little, pleasant things that come unexpectedly!”
He swung his horse around in the trail, meaning to
ride back; retraced his steps as far as the hollow,
and turned again, shaking his head.
“Anybody could stop at the schoolhouse
just as school’s out, and ride a couple of miles
down the road with the schoolma’am if
she let him do it! Anybody could do that.
But that isn’t the reason, why I’m riding
on ahead. What the hell is the reason?”
He stopped again on the high level
where he could look back and see the Whipple shack
squatted forlornly in the gray stretch of sage with
wide, brown patches of dead grass between the bushes.
“Lonesome,” he named the
wild expanse of unpeopled range land. “She’s
terribly lonely and sweet. Too lonely
and sweet for me to play with, to ride a few miles
with and leave her lonelier than I found
her. I couldn’t. There’s enough
sadness now in those Scotch blue eyes. Damned
if I’ll add more!”
He saw Mary Hope come from the shack,
pause a minute on the doorstep, then walk out to where
her horse was tied to the post. He lifted the
reins, pricked his horse gently with the spurs and
galloped away to Jumpoff, singing no more.