It so fell that one dark evening in
the month of June I was belated in the Bernese Oberland.
Dusk overtook me toiling along the great Chamounix
Road, and in the heart of a most desolate gorge, whose
towering snow-flung walls seemed as the
day sucked inwards to a point secret as a leech’s
mouth to close about me like a monstrous
amphitheatre of ghosts. The rutted road, dipping
and climbing toilfully against the shouldering of
great tumbled boulders, or winning for itself but narrow
foothold over slippery ridges, was thawed clear of
snow; but the cold soft peril yet lay upon its flanks
thick enough for a wintry plunge of ten feet, or may
be fifty where the edge of the causeway fell over to
the lower furrows of the ravine. It was a matter
of policy to go with caution, and a thing of some
moment to hear the thud and splintering of little distant
icefalls about one in the darkness. Now and again
a cold arrow of wind would sing down from the frosty
peaks above or jerk with a squiggle of laughter among
the fallen slabs in the valley. And these were
the only voices to prick me on through a dreariness
lonely as death.
I knew the road, but not its night
terrors. Passing along it some days before in
the glory of sunshine, broad paddocks and islands
of green had comforted the shattered white ruin of
the place, and I had traversed it merely as a magnificent
episode in the indifferent history of my life.
Now, as it seemed, I became one with it an
awful waif of solemnity, a thing apart from mankind
and its warm intercourse and ruddy inn doors, a spectral
anomaly, whose austere epitaph was once writ upon the
snow coating some fallen slab of those glimmering
about me. I thought the whole gorge smelt of
tombs, like the vault of a cathedral. I thought,
in the incomprehensible low moaning sound that ever
and again seemed to eddy about me when the wind had
swooped and passed, that I recognised the forlorn
voices of brother spirits long since dead and forgotten
of the world.
Suddenly I felt the sweat cold under
the knapsack that swung upon my back; stopped, faced
about and became human again. Ridge over ridge
to my right the mountain summits fell away against
a fathomless sky; and topping the furthermost was
a little paring of silver light, the coronet of the
rising moon. But the glory of the full orb was
in the retrospect; for, closing the savage vista of
the ravine, stood up far away a cluster of jagged
pinnacles opal, translucent, lustrous as
the peaks of icebergs that are the frozen music of
the sea.
It was the toothed summit of the Aiguille
Verte, now prosaically bathed in the light of
the full moon; but to me, looking from that grim and
passionless hollow, it stood for the white hand of
God lifted in menace to the evil spirits of the glen.
I drank my fill of the good sight,
and then turned me to my tramp again with a freshness
in my throat as though it had gulped a glass of champagne.
Presently I knew myself descending, leaving, as I felt
rather than saw, the stark horror of the gorge and
its glimmering snow patches above me. Puffs of
a warmer air purred past my face with little friendly
sighs of welcome, and the hum of a far-off torrent
struck like a wedge into the indurated fibre of the
night. As I dropped, however, the mountain heads
grew up against the moon, and withheld the comfort
of her radiance; and it was not until the whimper
of the torrent had quickened about me to a plunging
roar, and my foot was on the striding bridge that
took its waters at a step, that her light broke through
a topmost cleft in the hills, and made glory of the
leaping thunder that crashed beneath my feet.
Thereafter all was peace. The
road led downwards into a broadening valley, where
the smell of flowers came about me, and the mountain
walls withdrew and were no longer overwhelming.
The slope eased off, dipping and rising no more than
a ground swell; and by-and-by I was on a level track
that ran straight as a stretched ribbon and was reasonable
to my tired feet.
Now the first dusky chalets of
the hamlet of Bel-Oiseau straggled towards
me, and it was music in my ears to hear the cattle
blow and rattle in their stalls under the sleeping
lofts as I passed outside in the moonlight. Five
minutes more, and the great zinc onion on the spire
of the church glistened towards me, and I was in the
heart of the silent village.
From the deep green shadow cast by
the graveyard wall, heavily buttressed against avalanches,
a form wriggled out into the moonlight and fell with
a dusty thud at my feet, mowing and chopping at the
air with its aimless claws. I started back with
a sudden jerk of my pulses. The thing was horrible
by reason of its inarticulate voice, which issued
from the shapeless folds of its writhings like the
wet gutturizing of a back-broken horse. Instinct
with repulsion, I stood a moment dismayed, when light
flashed from an open doorway a dozen yards further
down the street, and a woman ran across to the prostrate
form.
“Up, graceless one!” she
cried; “and carry thy seven devils within doors!”
The figure gathered itself together
at her voice, and stood in an angle of the buttresses
quaking and shielding its eyes with two gaunt arms.
“Can I not exchange a word with
Mere Pettit,” scolded the woman, “but
thou must sneak from behind my back on thy crazed moon-hunting?”
“Pity, pity,” moaned the
figure; and then the woman noticed me, and dropped
a curtsy.
“Pardon,” she said; “but
he has been affronting Monsieur with his antics?”
“He is stricken, Madame?”
“Ah, yes, Monsieur. Holy Mother, but how
stricken!”
“It is sad.”
“Monsieur knows not how sad.
It is so always, but most a great deal when the moon
is full. He was a good lad once.”
Monsieur puts his hand in his pocket.
Madame hears the clink of coin and touches the enclosed
fingers with her own delicately. Monsieur withdraws
his hand empty.
“Pardon, Madame.”
“Monsieur has the courage of
a gentleman. Come, Camille, little fool! a sweet
good-night to Monsieur.”
“Stay, Madame. I have walked
far and am weary. Is there an hotel in Bel-Oiseau?”
“Monsieur is jesting. We
are but a hundred of poor chalets.”
“An auberge, then a cabaret anything?”
“Les Trois Chevres. It is not for
such as you.”
“Is it, then, that I must toil onwards to Chatelard?”
“Monsieur does not know?
The Hotel Royal was burned to the walls six
months since.”
“It follows that I must lie in the fields.”
Madame hesitates, ponders, and makes up her mind.
“I keep Monsieur talking, and
the night wind is sharp from the snow. It is
ill for a heated skin, and one should be indoors.
I have a bedroom that is at Monsieur’s disposition,
if Monsieur will condescend?”
Monsieur will condescend. Monsieur
would condescend to a loft and a truss of straw, in
default of the neat little chilly chamber that is allotted
him, so sick are his very limbs with long tramping,
and so uninviting figures the further stretch in the
moonlight to Chatelard, with its burnt-out carcase
of an hotel.
This is how I came to quarter myself
on Madame Barbiere and her idiot son, and how I ultimately
learned from the lips of the latter the strange story
of his own immediate fall from reason and the dear
light of intellect.
By day Camille Barbiere proved to
be a young man, some five and twenty years of age,
of a handsome and impressive exterior. His dark
hair lay close about his well-shaped head; his features
were regular and cut bold as an Etruscan cameo; his
limbs were elastic and moulded into the supple finish
of one whose life has not been set upon level roads.
At a speculative distance he appeared a straight specimen
of a Burgundian youth sinewy, clean-formed,
and graceful, though slender to gauntness; and it
was only on nearer contact that one marvelled to see
the soul die out of him, as a face set in the shadow
of leafage resolves itself into some accident of twisted
branches as one approaches the billowing tree that
presented it.
The soul of Camille, the idiot, had
warped long after its earthly tabernacle had grown
firm and fair to look upon. Cause and effect were
not one from birth in him; and the result was a most
wistful expression, as though the lost intellect were
for ever struggling and failing to recall its ancient
mastery. Mostly he was a gentle young man, noteworthy
for nothing but the uncomplaining patience with which
he daily observed the monotonous routine of simple
duties that were now all-sufficient for the poor life
that had “crept so long on a broken wing.”
He milked the big, red, barrel-bodied cow, and churned
industriously for butter; he kept the little vegetable
garden in order and nursed the Savoys into fatness
like plumping babies; he drove the goats to pasture
on the mountain slopes, and all day sat among the
rhododendrons, the forgotten soul behind his eyes
conning the dead language of fate, as a foreigner
vainly interrogates the abstruse complexity of an idiom.
By-and-by I made it an irregular habit
to accompany him on these shepherdings; to join him
in his simple midday meal of sour brown bread and
goat-milk cheese; to talk with him desultorily, and
study him the while, inasmuch as he wakened an interest
in me that was full of speculation. For his was
not an imbecility either hereditary or constitutional.
From the first there had appeared to me something
abnormal in it a suspension of intelligence
only, a frost-bite in the brain that presently some
April breath of memory might thaw out. This was
not merely conjectural, of course. I had the story
of his mental collapse from his mother in the early
days of my sojourn in Bel-Oiseau; for it
came to pass that a fitful caprice induced me to prolong
my stay in the swart little village far into the gracious
Swiss summer.
The “story” I have called
it; but it was none. He was out on the hills
one moonlight night, and came home in the early morning
mad. That was all.
This had happened some eight years
before, when he was a lad of seventeen a
strong, beautiful lad, his mother told me; and with
a dreamy “poet’s corner” in his
brain, she added, but in her own better way of putting
it. She had no shame that her shepherd should
be an Endymion. In Switzerland they still look
upon Nature as a respectable pursuit for a young man.
Well, they had thought him possessed
of a devil; and his father had at first sought to
exorcise it with a chamois-hide thong, as Munchausen
flogged the black fox out of his skin. But the
counter-irritant failed of its purpose. The devil
clung deep, and rent poor Camille with periodic convulsions
of insanity.
It was noted that his derangement
waxed and waned with the monthly moon; that it assumed
a virulent character with the passing of the second
quarter, and culminated, as the orb reached its fulness,
in a species of delirium, during which it was necessary
to carefully watch him; that it diminished with the
lessening crescent until it fell away into a quiet
abeyance of faculties that was but a step apart from
the normal intelligence of his kind. At his worst
he was a stricken madman acutely sensitive to impressions;
at his best an inoffensive peasant who said nothing
foolish and nothing wise.
When he was twenty, his father died,
and Camille and his mother had to make out existence
in company.
Now, the veil, in my first knowledge
of him, was never rent; yet occasionally it seemed
to me to gape in a manner that let a little momentary
finger of light through, in the flashing of which a
soul kindled and shut in his eyes, like a hard-dying
spark in ashes. I wished to know what gave life
to the spark, and I set to pondering the problem.
“He was not always thus?” I would say
to Madame Barbiere.
“But no, Monsieur, truly.
This place bah! we are here imbéciles
all to the great world, without doubt; but Camille! he
was by nature of those who make the history of cities a
rose in the wilderness. Monsieur smiles?”
“By no means. A scholar, Madame?”
“A scholar of nature, Monsieur;
a dreamer of dreams such as they become who walk much
with the spirits on the lonely mountains.”
“Torrents, and avalanches, and
the good material forces of nature, Madame means.”
“Ah! Monsieur may talk,
but he knows. He has heard the foehn sweep
down from the hills and spin the great stones off
the house-roofs. And one may look and see nothing,
yet the stones go. It is the wind that runs before
the avalanche that snaps the pine trees; and the wind
is the spirit that calls down the great snow-slips.”
“But how may Madame who sees
nothing; know then a spirit to be abroad?”
“My faith; one may know one’s
foot is on the wild mint without shifting one’s
sole to look.”
“Madame will pardon me.
No doubt also one may know a spirit by the smell of
sulphur?”
“Monsieur is a sceptic.
It comes with the knowledge of cities. There
are even such in little Bel-Oiseau, since
the evil time when they took to engrossing the contracts
of good citizens on the skins of the poor jew-beards
that give us flesh and milk. It is horrible as
the Tannery of Meudon. In my young days, Monsieur,
such agreements were inscribed upon wood.”
“Quite so, Madame, and entirely
to the point. Also one may see from whom Camille
inherited his wandering propensities. But for
his fall it was always unaccountable?”
“Monsieur, as one trips on the
edge of a crevasse and disappears. His soul dropped
into the frozen cleft that one cannot fathom.”
“Madame will forgive my curiosity.”
“But surely. There was
no dark secret in my Camille’s life. If
the little head held pictures beyond the ken of us
simple women, the angels painted them of a certainty.
Moreover, it is that I willingly recount this grief
to the wise friend that may know a solution.”
“At least the little-wise can seek for one.”
“Ah, if Monsieur would only find the remedy!”
“It is in the hands of fate.”
Madame crossed herself.
“Of the Bon Dieu, Monsieur.”
At another time Madame Barbiere said:
“It was in such a parched summer
as this threatens to be that my Camille came home
in the mists of the morning possessed. He was
often out on the sweet hills all night that
was nothing. It had been a full moon, and the
whiteness of it was on his face like leprosy, but his
hands were hot with fever. Ah, the dreadful summer!
The milk turned sour in the cows’ udders and
the tufts of the stone pines on the mountains fell
into ashes like Dead Sea fruit. The springs were
dried, and the great cascade of Buet fell to half
its volume.”
“This cascade; I have never seen it. Is
it in the neighbourhood?”
“Of a surety. Monsieur
must have passed the rocky ravine that vomits the
torrent, on his way hither.”
“I remember. I will explore it. Camille
shall be my guide.”
“Never.”
“And why?”
Madame shrugged her plump shoulders.
“Who may say? The ways
of the afflicted are not our ways. Only I know
that Camille will never drive his flock to pasture
near the lip of that dark valley.”
“That is strange. Can the
place have associations for him connected with his
malady?”
“It is possible. Only the good God knows.”
But I was to know later on, with a little reeling
of the reason also.
“Camille, I want to see the Cascade de Buet.”
The hunted eyes of the stricken looked
into mine with a piercing glance of fear.
“Monsieur must not,” he said, in a low
voice.
“And why not?”
“The waters are bad bad haunted!”
“I fear no ghosts. Wilt thou show me the
way, Camille?”
“I!” The idiot fell upon
the grass with a sort of gobbling cry. I thought
it the prelude to a fit of some sort, and was stepping
towards him, when he rose to his feet, waved me off
and hurried away down the slope homewards.
Here was food for reflection, which I mumbled in secret.
A day or two afterwards I joined Camille
at midday on the heights where he was pasturing his
flocks. He had shifted his ground a little distance
westwards, and I could not find him at once. At
last I spied him, his back to a rock, his hand dabbled
for coolness in a little runnel that trickled at his
side. He looked up and greeted me with a smile.
He had conceived an affection for me, this poor lost
soul.
“It will go soon,” he
said, referring to the miniature streamlet. “It
is safe in the woods; but to-morrow or next day the
sun will lap it up ere it can reach the skirt of the
shadow above there. A farewell kiss to you, little
stream!”
He bent and sipped a mouthful of the
clear water. He was in a more reasonable state
than he had shown for long, though it was now close
on the moon’s final quarter, a period that should
have marked a more general tenor of placidity in him.
The summer solstice, was, however, at hand, and the
weather sultry to a degree as it had been,
I did not fail to remember, the year of his seizure.
“Camille,” I said, “why
to-day hast thou shifted thy ground a little in the
direction of the Buet ravine?”
He sat up at once, with a curious,
eager look in his face.
“Monsieur has asked it,”
he said. “It was to impel Monsieur to ask
it that I moved. Does Monsieur seek a guide?”
“Wilt thou lead me, Camille?”
“Monsieur, last night I dreamed
and one came to me. Was it my father? I
know not, I know not. But he put my forehead to
his breast, and the evil left it, and I remembered
without terror. ’Reveal the secret to the
stranger,’ he said; ’that he may share
thy burden and comfort thee; for he is strong where
thou art weak, and the vision shall not scare him.’
Monsieur, wilt thou come?”
He leaped to his feet, and I to mine.
“Lead on, Camille. I follow.”
He called to the leader of his flock:
“Petitjean! stray not, my little one. I
shall be back sooner than the daisies close.”
Then he turned to me again. I noticed a pallid,
desperate look in his face, as though he were strung
to great effort; but it was the face of a mindless
one still.
“Do you not fear?” he
said, in a whisper; and the apple in his throat seemed
all choking core.
“I fear nothing,” I answered
with a smile; yet the still sombreness of the woods
found a little tremor in my breast.
“It is good,” he answered,
regarding me. “The angel spoke truth.
Follow, Monsieur.”
He went off through the trees of a
sudden, and I had much ado to keep pace with him.
He ran as one urged on by a sure sense of doom, looking
neither to right nor left. His mountain instincts
had remained with him when memory itself had closed
around like a fog, leaving him face to face and isolated
with his one unconfessed point of terror. Swiftly
we made our way, ever slightly climbing, along the
rugged hillside, and soon broke into country very
wild and dismal. The pastoral character of the
scene lessened and altogether disappeared. The
trees grew matted and grotesquely gnarled, huddling
together in menacing battalions save where
some plunging rock had burst like a shell, forcing
a clearing and strewing the black moss with a jagged
wreck of splinters. Here no flowers crept for
warmth, no sentinel marmot turned his little scut with
a whistle of alarm to vanish like a red shadow.
All was melancholy and silence and the massed defiance
of ever-impending ruin. Storm, and avalanche,
and the bitter snap of frost had wrought their havoc
year by year, till an uncrippled branch was a rare
distinction. The very saplings, of stunted growth,
bore the air of thieves reared in a rookery of crime.
We strode with difficulty in an inhuman
twilight through this great dark quickset of Nature,
and had paused a moment where the thronging trunks
thinned somewhat, when a little mouthing moan came
towards us on the crest of a ripple of wind.
My companion stopped on the instant, and clutched
my arm, his face twisting with panic.
“The Cascade, Monsieur!”
he shook out in a terrified whisper.
“Courage, my friend! It is that we come
to seek.”
“Ah! My God, yes it is that!
I dare not I dare not!”
He drew back livid with fear, but I urged him on.
“Remember the dream, Camille!” I cried.
“Yes, yes it was
good. Help me, Monsieur, and I will try yes,
I will try!”
I drew his arm within mine, and together
we stumbled on. The undergrowth grew denser and
more fantastic; the murmur filled out, increased and
resolved itself into a sound of falling water that
ever took shape, and volume, and depth, till its crash
shook the ground at our feet. Then in a moment
a white blaze of sky came at us through the trunks,
and we burst through the fringe of the wood to find
ourselves facing the opposite side of a long cleft
in the mountain and the blade’s edge of a roaring
cataract.
It shot out over the lip of the fall,
twenty feet above us, in a curve like a scimitar,
passed in one sheet the spot where we stood, and dived
into a sunless pool thirty feet below with a thunderous
boom. What it may have been in full phases of
the stream, I know not; yet even now it was sufficiently
magnificent to give pause to a dying soul eager to
shake off the restless horror of the world. The
flat of its broad blade divided the lofty black walls
of a deep and savage ravine, on whose jagged shelves
some starved clumps of rhododendron shook in the wind
of the torrent. Far down the narrow gully we
could see the passion of water tossing, champed white
with the ravening of its jaws, until it took a bend
of the cliffs at a leap and rushed from sight.
We stood upon a little platform of
coarse grass and bramble, whose fringe dipped and
nodded fitfully as the sprinkle caught it. Beyond,
the sliding sheet of water looked like a great strap
of steel, reeled ceaselessly off a whirling drum pivoted
between the hills. The midday sun shot like a
piston down the shaft of the valley, painting purple
spears and angles behind its abutting rocks, and hitting
full upon the upper curve of the fall; but half-way
down the cataract slipped into shadow.
My brain sickened with the endless
gliding and turmoil of descent, and I turned aside
to speak to my companion. He was kneeling upon
the grass, his eyes fixed and staring, his white lips
mumbling some crippled memory of a prayer. He
started and cowered down as I touched him on the shoulder.
“I cannot go, Monsieur; I shall die!”
“What next, Camille? I will go alone,”
“My God, Monsieur! the cave under the fall!
It is there the horror is.”
He pointed to a little gap in the
fringing bushes with shaking finger. I stole
gingerly in the direction he indicated. With every
step I took the awful fascination of the descending
water increased upon me. It seemed hideous and
abnormal to stand mid-way against a perpendicularly-rushing
torrent. Above or below the effect would have
been different; but here, to look up was to feel one’s
feet dragging towards the unseen to look
down and pass from vision of the lip of the fall was
to become the waif of a force that was unaccountable.
I had a battle with my nerves, and
triumphed. As I approached the opening in the
brambles I became conscious of a certain relief.
At a little distance the cataract had seemed to actually
wash in its descent the edge of the platform.
Now I found it to be further away than I had imagined,
the ground dropping in a sharp slope to a sort of rocky
buttress which lay obliquely on the slant of the ravine,
and was the true margin of the torrent. Before
I essayed the descent, I glanced back at my companion.
He was kneeling where I had left him, his hands pressed
to his face, his features hidden; but looking back
once again, when I had with infinite caution accomplished
the downward climb, I saw that he had crept to the
edge of the slope, and was watching me with wide, terrified
eyes. I waved my hand to him and turned to the
wonderful vision of water that now passed almost within
reach of my arm. I stood near the point where
the whole glassy breadth glided at once from sunlight
into shadow. It fell silently, without a break,
for only its feet far below trod the thunder.
Now, as I peered about, I noticed
a little cleft in the rocky margin, a minute’s
climb above me. I was attracted to this by an
appearance of smoke or steam that incessantly emerged
from it, as though some witch’s caldron were
simmering alongside the fall. Spray it might be,
or the condensing of water splashed on the granite;
but of this I might not be sure. Therefore I
determined to investigate, and straightway began climbing
the rocks with my heart in my mouth, it
must be confessed, for the foothold was undesirable
and the way perilous. And all the time I was
conscious that the white face of Camille watched me
from above. As I reached the cleft I fancied
I heard a queer sort of gasping sob issue from his
lips, but to this I could give no heed in the sudden
wonder that broke upon me. For, lo! it appeared
that the cleft led straight to a narrow platform or
ledge of rock right underneath the fall itself, but
extending how far I could not see, by reason of the
steam that filled the passage, and for which I was
unable to account. Footing it carefully and groping
my way, I set step in the little water-curtained chamber
and advanced a pace or two. Suddenly, light grew
about me, and a beautiful rose of fire appeared on
the wall of the passage in the midst of what seemed
a vitrified scoop in the rock.
Marvelling, I put out my hand to touch
it, and fell back on the narrow floor with a scream
of anguish. An inch farther, and these lines had
not been written. As it was, the fall caught me
by the fingers with the suck of a cat-fish, and it
was only a gigantic wrench that saved me from slipping
off the ledge. The jerk brought my head against
the rock with a stunning blow, and for some moments
I lay dizzy and confused, daring hardly to breathe,
and conscious only of a burning and blistering agony
in my right hand.
At length I summoned courage to gather
my limbs together and crawl out the way I had entered.
The distance was but a few paces, yet to traverse
these seemed an interminable nightmare of swaying and
stumbling. I know only one other occasion upon
which the liberal atmosphere of the open earth seemed
sweeter to my senses when I reached it than it did
on this.
I tumbled somehow through the cleft,
and sat down, shaking, upon the grass of the slope
beyond; but, happening to throw myself backwards in
the reeling faintness induced by my fright and the
pain of my head, my eyes encountered a sight that
woke me at once to full activity.
Balanced upon the very verge of the
slope, his face and neck craned forward, his jaw dropped,
a sick, tranced look upon his features, stood Camille.
I saw him topple, and shouted to him; but before my
voice was well out, he swayed, collapsed, and came
down with a running thud that shook the ground.
Once he wheeled over, like a shot rabbit, and, bounding
thwack with his head against a flat boulder not a dozen
yards from me, lay stunned and motionless.
I scrambled to him, quaking all over.
His breath came quick, and a spirt of blood jerked
from a sliced cut in his forehead at every pump of
his heart.
I kicked out a wad of cool moist turf,
and clapped it in a pad over the wound, my handkerchief
under. For his body, he was shaken and bruised,
but otherwise not seriously hurt.
Presently he came to himself; to himself
in the best sense of the word for Camille
was sane.
I have no explanation to offer.
Only I know that, as a fall will set a long-stopped
watch pulsing again, the blow here seemed to have restored
the misplaced intellect to its normal balance.
When he woke, there was a new soft
light of sanity in his eyes that was pathetic in the
extreme.
“Monsieur,” he whispered, “the terror
has passed.”
“God be thanked! Camille,” I answered,
much moved.
He jerked his poor battered head in reverence.
“A little while,” he said, “and
I shall know. The punishment was just.”
“What punishment, my poor Camille?”
“Hush! The cloud has rolled
away. I stand naked before lé bon Dieu.
Monsieur, lift me up; I am strong.”
I winced as I complied. The palm
of my hand was scorched and blistered in a dozen places.
He noticed at once, and kissed and fondled the wounded
limb as softly as a woman might.
“Ah, the poor hand!” he
murmured. “Monsieur has touched the disc
of fire.”
“Camille,” I whispered, “what is
it?”
“Monsieur shall know ah!
yes, he shall know; but not now. Monsieur, my
mother.”
“Thou art right, good son.”
I bound up his bruised forehead and
my own burnt hand as well as I was able, and helped
him to his feet. He stood upon them staggering;
but in a minute could essay to stumble on the homeward
journey with assistance. It was a long and toilsome
progress; but in time we accomplished it. Often
we had to sit down in the blasted woods and rest awhile;
often moisten our parched mouths at the runnels of
snow-water that thridded the undergrowth. The
shadows were slanting eastwards as we reached the
clearing we had quitted some hours earlier, and the
goats had disappeared. Petitjean was leading his
charges homewards in default of a human commander,
and presently we overtook them browsingly loitering
and desirous of definite instructions.
I pass over Camille’s meeting
with his mother, and the wonder, and fear, and pity
of it all. Our hurts were attended to, and the
battery of questions met with the best armour of tact
at command. For myself, I said that I had scorched
my hand against a red-hot rock, which was strictly
true; for Camille, that it were wisest to take no early
advantage of the reason that God had restored to him.
She was voluble, tearful, half-hysterical with joy
and the ecstasy of gratitude.
“That a blow should effect the
marvel! Monsieur, but it passes comprehension.”
All night long I heard her stirring
and sobbing softly outside his door, for I slept little,
owing to pain and the wonder in my mind. But towards
morning I dozed, and my dreams were feverish and full
of terror.
The next day Camille kept his bed
and I my room. By this I at least escaped the
first onset of local curiosity, for the villagers naturally
made of Camille’s restoration a nine-days’
wonder. But towards evening Madame Barbiere brought
a message from him that he would like to see Monsieur
alone, if Monsieur would condescend to visit him in
his room. I went at once, and found him, as Haydon
found Keats, lying in a white bed, hectic, and on
his back. He greeted me with a smile peculiarly
sweet and restful.
“Does Monsieur wish to know?” he said
in a low voice.
“If it will not hurt thee, Camille.”
“Not now not now;
the good God has made me sound. I remember, and
am not terrified.”
I closed the door and took a seat
by his bedside. There, with my hand shading my
eyes from the level glory of sunset that flamed into
the room, I listened to the strange tale of Camille’s
seizure.
“Once, Monsieur, I lived in
myself and was exultant with a loneliness of fancied
knowledge. My youth was my excuse; but God could
not pardon me all. I read where I could find
books, and chance put an evil choice in my way, for
I learned to sneer at His name, His heaven, His hell.
Each man has his god in self-will, I thought in my
pride, and through it alone he accepts the responsibility
of life and death. He is his own curse or blessing
here and hereafter, inheriting no sin and earning no
doom but such as he himself inflicts upon himself.
I interpret this from the world about me, and knowing
it, I have no fear and own no tyrant but my own passions.
Monsieur, it was through fear the most terrible that
God asserted Himself to me.”
The light was fading in the west,
and a lance of shadow fell upon the white bed, as
though the hushed day were putting a finger to its
lips as it withdrew.
“I was no coward then, Monsieur that
at least I may say. I lived among the mountains,
and on their ledges the feet of my own goats were not
surer. Often, in summer, I spent the night among
the woods and hills, reading in them the story of
the ages, and exploring, exploring till my feet were
wearier than my brain. Strangers came from far
to see the great cascade; but none but I and
you, too, Monsieur, now know the track
through the thicket that leads to the cave under the
waters. I found it by chance, and, like you,
was scorched by the fire, though not badly.”
“Camille the cause?”
“Monsieur, I will tell you a
wonderful thing. The falling waters there make
a monstrous burning glass, when the hot sun is upon
them, which has melted the rock behind like wax.”
“Can that be so?”
“It is true dear Jesus, I have fearful
reason to know it.”
He half rose on his elbow, his face,
crossed by the bandage, grey as stone in the gathering
dusk. Hereafter he spoke in an awed whisper.
“When the knowledge broke upon
me, I grew great to myself in the possession of a
wonderful secret. Day after day I visited the
cave and examined this phenomenon and yet
another more marvellous in its connection with the
first. The huge lens was a simple accident of
curved rocks and convex water, planed smooth as crystal.
In other than a droughty summer it would probably
not exist; the spouting torrent would overwhelm it but
I know not. Was not this astonishing enough?
Yet Nature had worked a second miracle to mock in
anticipation the self-sufficient plagiarism of little
man. I noticed that the rays of the sun concentrated
in the lens only during the half-hour of the orb’s
apparent crossing of the ravine. Then the light
smote upon a strange curved little fan of water, that
spouted from a high crevice at the mouth of the shallow
vitrified tunnel, and devoured it, and played upon
the rocks behind, that hissed and sputtered like pitch,
and the place was blind with steam. But when
the tooth of fire was withdrawn, the tiny inner cascade
fell again and wrought coolness with its sprinkling.
“I did not discover this all
at once, for at first fright took me, and it was enough
to watch for the moment of the light’s appearance
and then flee with a little laughter. But one
day I ventured back into the cave after the sun had
crossed the valley, and the steam had died away, and
the rock cooled behind the miniature cascade.
“I looked through the lens,
and it seemed full of a great white light that blazed
into my eyes, so that I fell back through the inner
fan of water and was well soused by it; but my sight
presently recovering, I stood forward in the scoop
of rock admiring the dainty hollow curve the fan took
in its fall. By-and-by I became aware that I was
looking out through a smaller lens upon the great
one, and that strange whirling mists seemed to be
sweeping across a huge disc, within touch of my hand
almost.
“It was long before I grasped
the meaning of this; but, in a flash, it came upon
me. The great lens formed the object glass, the
small, the eyeglass, of a natural telescope of tremendous
power, that drew the high summer clouds down within
seeming touch and opened out the heavens before my
staring eyes.
“Monsieur, when this dawned
upon me I was wild. That so astonishing a discovery
should have been reserved for a poor ignorant Swiss
peasant filled me with pride wicked in proportion
with its absence of gratitude to the mighty dispenser
of good. I came even to think my individuality
part of the wonder and necessary to its existence.
’Were it not for my courage and enterprise,’
I cried, ’this phenomenon would have remained
a secret of the Nature that gave birth to it.
She yields her treasures to such only as fear not.’
“I had read in a book of Huyghens,
Guinand, Newton, Herschel the great high-priests
of science who had striven through patient years to
read the hieroglyphics of the heavens. ‘The
wise imbéciles,’ I thought. ’They
toiled and died, and Nature held no mirror up to them.
For me, the poor Camille, she has worked in secret
while they grew old and passed unsatisfied.’
“Brilliant projects of astronomy
whirled in my brain. The evening of my last discovery
I remained out on the hills, and entered the cave as
it grew dusk. A feeling of awe surged in me as
dark fell over the valley, and the first stars glistened
faintly. I dipped under the fan of water and
took my stand in the hollow behind it. There was
no moon, but my telescope was inclined, as it were,
at a generous angle, and a section of the firmament
was open before me. My heart beat fast as I looked
through the lens.
“Shall I tell you what I saw
then and many nights after? Rings and crosses
in the heavens of golden mist, spangled, as it seemed,
with jewels; stars as big as cart-wheels, twinkling
points no longer, but round, like great bosses of
molten fire; things shadowy, luminous, of strange
colours and stranger forms, that seemed to brush the
waters as they passed, but were in reality vast distances
away.
“Sometimes the thrust of wind
up the ravine would produce a tremulous motion in
the image at the focus of the mirror; but this was
seldom. For the most part the wonderful lenses
presented a steady curvature, not flawless, but of
magnificent capacity.
“Now it flashed upon me that,
when the moon was at the full, she would top the valley
in the direct path of my telescope’s range of
view. At the thought I grew exultant. I I,
little Camille, should first read aright the history
of this strange satellite. The instrument that
could give shape to the stars would interpret to me
the composition of that lonely orb as clearly as though
I stood upon her surface.
“As the time of her fulness
drew near I grew feverish with excitement. I
was sickening, as it were, to my madness, for never
more should I look upon her willingly, with eyes either
speculative or insane.”
At this point Camille broke off for
a little space, and lay back on his pillow. When
he spoke again it was out of the darkness, with his
face turned to the wall.
“Monsieur, I cannot dwell upon
it I must hasten. We have no right
to peer beyond the boundary God has drawn for us.
I saw His hell I saw His hell, I tell you.
It is peopled with the damned silent, horrible,
distorted in the midst of ashes and desolation.
It was a memory that, like the snake of Aaron, devoured
all others till yesterday till yesterday,
by Christ’s mercy.”
It seemed to me, as the days wore
on, that Camille had but recovered his reason at the
expense of his life; that the long rest deemed necessary
for him after his bitter period of brain exhaustion
might in the end prove an everlasting one. Possibly
the blow to his head had, in expelling the seven devils,
wounded beyond cure the vital function that had fostered
them. He lay white, patient, and sweet-tempered
to all, but moved by no inclination to rise and re-assume
the many-coloured garment of life.
His description of the dreadful desert
in the sky I looked upon, merely, as an abiding memory
of the brain phantasm that had finally overthrown
a reason, already tottering under the tremendous excitement
induced by his discovery of the lenses, and the magnified
images they had presented to him. That there
was truth in the asserted fact of the existence of
these, my own experience convinced me; and curiosity
as to this alone impelled me to the determination
of investigating further, when my hand should be sufficiently
recovered to act as no hindrance to me in forcing
my way once more through the dense woods that bounded
the waterfall. Moreover, the dispassionate enquiry
of a mind less sensitive to impressions might, in
the result, do more towards restoring the warped imagination
of my friend to its normal state than any amount of
spoken scepticism.
To Camille I said nothing of my resolve;
but waited on, chafing at the slow healing of my wounds.
In the meantime the period of the full moon approached,
and I decided, at whatever cost, to make the venture
on the evening she topped her orbit, if circumstances
at the worst should prevent my doing so sooner and
thus it turned out.
On the eve of my enterprise, the first
fair spring of rain in a drought of two months fell,
to my disappointment, among the hills; for I feared
an increase of the torrent and the effacement of the
mighty lens. I set off, however, on the afternoon
of the following day, in hot sunshine, mentally prognosticating
a favourable termination to my expedition, and telling
Madame Barbiere not to expect me back till late.
In leisurely fashion I made my way
along the track we had previously traversed, risking
no divergence through overhaste, and carefully examining
all landmarks before deciding on any direction.
Thus slowly proceeding, I had the good fortune to
come within sound of the cataract as the sun was sinking
behind the mountain ridges to my front; and presently
emerged from the woods at the very spot we had struck
in our former journey together.
A chilly twilight reigned in the ravine,
and the noise that came up from the ruin of the torrent
seemed doubly accented by reason of it. The sound
of water moving in darkness has always conveyed to
me an impression of something horrible and deadly,
be it nothing of more moment than the drip and hollow
tinkle of a gutter pipe. But the crash in this
echoing gorge was appalling indeed.
For some moments I stood on the brink
of the slope, looking across at the great knife of
the fall, with a little shiver of fear. Then I
shook myself, laughed, and without further ado took
my courage in hand, and scrambled down the declivity
and up again towards the cleft in the rocks.
Here the chill of heart gripped me
again the watery sliding tunnel looked
so evil in the contracting gloom. A false step
in that humid chamber, and my bones would pound and
crackle on the rocks forty feet below. It must
be gone through with now, however; and, taking a long
breath, I set foot in the passage under the curving
downpour that seemed taut as an arched muscle.
Reaching the burnt recess, a few moments
sufficed to restore my self-confidence; and without
further hesitation I dived under the inner little
fan-shaped fall which was there, indeed,
as Camille had described it and recovered
my balance with pulses drumming thicker than I could
have desired.
In a moment I became conscious that
some great power was before me. Across a vast,
irregular disc filled with the ashy whiteness of the
outer twilight, strange, unaccountable forms, misty
and undefined, passed, and repassed, and vanished.
Cirrus they might have been, or the shadows flung
by homing flights of birds; but of this I could not
be certain. As the dusk deepened they showed
no more, and presently I gazed only into a violet
fathomless darkness.
My own excitement now was great; and
I found some difficulty in keeping it under control.
But for the moment, it seemed to me, I pined greatly
for free commune with the liberal atmosphere of earth.
Therefore, I dipped under the little fall and made
my cautious way to the margin of the cataract.
I was surprised to find for how long
a time the phenomenon had absorbed me. The moon
was already high in the heavens, and making towards
the ravine with rapid steps. Far below, the tumbling
waters flashed in her rays, and on all sides great
tiers of solemn, trees stood up at attention to salute
her.
When her disc silvered the inner rim
of the slope I had descended, I returned to my post
of observation with tingling nerves. The field
of the great object lens was already suffused with
the radiance of her approach.
Suddenly my pupils shrank before the
apparition of a ghastly grey light, and all in a moment
I was face to face with a segment of desolation more
horrible than any desert. Monstrous growths of
leprosy that had bubbled up and stiffened; fields
of ashen slime the sloughing of a world
of corruption; hills of demon, fungus swollen with
the fatness of putrefaction; and, in the midst of
all, dim, convulsed shapes wallowing, protruding,
or stumbling aimlessly onwards, till they sank and
disappeared.
Madame Barbiere threw up her hands
when she let me in at the door. My appearance,
no doubt, was ghastly. I knew not the hour nor
the lapse of time covered by my wanderings about the
hills, my face hidden in my palms, a drawn feeling
about my heart, my lips muttering muttering
fragments of prayers, and my throat jerking with horrible
laughter.
For hours I lay face downwards on my bed.
“Monsieur has seen it?”
“I have seen it.”
“I heard the rain on the hills.
The lens will have been blurred. Monsieur has
been spared much.”
“God, in His mercy, pity thee! And me oh,
Camille, and me too!”
“He has held out His white hand
to me. I go, when I go, with a safe conduct.”
He went before the week was out.
The drought had broken and for five days the thunder
crashed and the wild rain swept the mountains.
On the morning of the sixth a drenched shepherd reported
in the village that a landslip had choked the fall
of Buet, and completely altered its shape. Madame
Barbiere broke into the room where I was sitting with
Camille, big with the news. She little guessed
how it affected her listeners.
“The bon Dieu”
said Camille, when she had gone, “has thundered
His curse on Nature for revealing His secrets.
I, who have penetrated into the forbidden, must perish.”
“And I, Camille?”
He turned to me with a melancholy sweet smile, and answered,
paraphrasing the dying words of certain noble lips,
“Be good, Monsieur; be good.”