CONDITIONAL.
“Another `whited sepulchre,’
Faugh!” said Hazel, dropping in disgust the
two halves of the outwardly magnificent peach she had
just broken open, but which within was a mass of squirming
maggots.
“Try these,” said Dick
Selmes, pulling down a bough of the tree, on which
grew several, and holding it for her while she made
a selection.
“I thought so,” she went
on, rapidly breaking open and throwing away another,
and then another. “No, I give it up.
This is a bad year for peaches.”
The two were alone together among
the fragrant boskiness of the fruit-laden garden.
The midsummer day was hot and cloudless, yet just
a puff of cool air every now and then, from the not
very far distant Indian Ocean, redeemed it from downright
sultriness. Birds piped and whistled away up
among the leaves, but shy of showing themselves over
much. There had been too much havoc wrought among
their kind in defence of the fruit to encourage them
to court human propinquity.
“How jolly this is!” went on Dick, looking
around.
“Are you ever anything but jolly?” she
asked.
“Oh yes! I can get the blues, I can tell
you. For instance
“For instance when?” she repeated,
as he broke off.
“For instance well,
I don’t mind saying it. That time we left
Haakdoornfontein I felt anything but jolly.”
“Yet Haakdoorn isn’t a
wildly exciting place at the best of times. Ah,
I see. You missed the hunting.”
This was exasperating. She was
in a bright, mischievous, teasing mood, but oh how
entrancing she looked, the lift of the heavily lashed
eyelid, the little flash of white teeth in the bantering
smile, the rich mantling of the sun-kissed, oval face.
“I missed you.
Hazel, you know that perfectly well. And just
think. I had you all to myself in those days,
and here not. All these jokers who were here
for Christmas well, I found them a bore,
for that reason.”
Christmas had just past, and on and
around it several people from far and near had been
to spend it with the Waybridges; and of these visitors
the bulk had been men and in proportion
had seemed fully to appreciate Hazel’s attractions.
Dick Selmes could not but own to himself that he
had not enjoyed his Christmas over much, though he
would not have let it be known for worlds.
“Hadn’t you enough of
me all to yourself at Haakdoorn?” she said softly,
but still with that mischievous sparkle in her eyes.
“As if that question requires
any answer. Darling, you know I want you all
to myself always all through our lives.
You must have seen it. Haven’t you?”
“Perhaps. I won’t
tease you any more now. But you must listen to
me.” The girl had grown very grave now very
earnest. Her eyes, dilated with varying emotions,
were full upon his face, and the predominant emotion,
was unqualified approval. “First of all,
what would your father have to say?”
“The dad? Why, he’d be delighted,
of course.”
“Yes, but would he? I’m
not so sure. He has never heard of my existence,
and would think you had been entrapped by some nobody
in the course of your travels ” Here
a slight wave of colour had come over her face.
“Now, I won’t have that thought of me,
or said by any one.”
“But, Hazel darling,”
he pleaded eagerly, “I think you are setting
up a kind of er bogey.
The old dad is the dearest old chap in the world,
and a jolly sight too good to me, and for me.”
She looked at him and softened.
She liked him more more than ever for
what he had just said. Perhaps she showed it.
“I can quite believe that,”
she answered. “Still, it doesn’t
alter what I say.”
His face fell. So blank was
it that for a moment he felt positively miserable.
“But, Hazel dearest, don’t you care for
me a little bit?”
Her heart went out to him.
“Dick, you know I am very fond
of you,” she answered, adding to herself, “as
who could help being?” “No no,
not yet,” putting out a hand as he made a step
forward.
“But now we are engaged,” he
protested rapturously.
“We are not,” she answered,
and his face fell again. “And the only
condition on which we will be is the one I told you.
Get your father’s consent.”
“It strikes me, Hazel, that
you are forgetting I am not exactly under age.
I am quite independent into the bargain.”
“All the more reason why I should
refuse to be the means of bringing dissension between
you. Why, it would be murderous absolutely
murderous, after what you have told me. I am
not forgetting either that you have a certain position.”
“Oh, hang the `position’!”
cried Dick. “But you are very cool and er
judicial over it all, Hazel. If you cared as
much as I do.”
“Perhaps, dear, I am speaking
and acting in your own interests,” answered
the girl, softly. “I am setting you a test.
It might be that when you get back home again something
might transpire which would make you devoutly thankful
to me for having refused to allow you to engage yourself
to some little nobody whom you had found amusing in
the course of your wanderings.”
“Hazel! Now you hurt me.”
He looked it. There was no doubt
about it that his feelings were deeply wounded, but
there was a dignity about the way in which he took
it that appealed to her so powerfully as well-nigh
to bring about her surrender there and then.
“I didn’t mean to, God
knows,” she answered earnestly and more softly
still. “But I am looking at things from
a sheer common-sense standpoint. You are very
brave and strong, Dick, but in one way, I believe
I am stronger than you. I am only putting before
you a little trial of strength, of endurance.
Surely you won’t shrink from that?”
“Let us understand each other,
Hazel,” he said gravely, all his boyish light-heartedness
gone. “You won’t engage yourself
to me until I get my father’s consent?”
“That’s it.”
“But you will, conditionally, on my getting
it?”
She thought a minute.
“I will wait until you do get
it, or it is refused. But, Dick, understand
that this doesn’t bind you in the slightest
degree.”
“Oh, but it does bind me.
Whoever heard of a one-sided engagement?” some
of his light-heartedness returning. “I’ll
write to the dear old dad on the very first opportunity.”
“Wouldn’t it be better to go yourself
than to write?”
“And leave you all that time?
No no, Hazel. I’m not going
to give you that chance of forgetting me.”
“Or yourself?” with a significant smile.
“Now you are repeating the offence,
and I shan’t forgive you unless you give me
just one k Oh, damn!”
The change of tone, the change of
attitude were in keeping, and Dick found himself in
a sort of “standing at attention” rigidity,
as small Jacky Waybridge came lounging down the garden
path, a catapult in his hand. We fear that Dick
came near wishing he had left that unwelcome urchin
to the sharks on a former occasion, but that in such
case he himself would not now be here with
Hazel.
“Been shooting any birds, Jacky?”
said Dick. “Look. Just over there
I saw a rare clump of mouse-birds light just now;
over there, just this side of the mealie land.”
The spot indicated would take the
small intruder fairly out of sight.
“No good, catapult’s broken.”
“Why don’t you go to the house and get
another?”
“They’re all broken. Mr Selmes,
couldn’t you mend it for me?”
“I’ll try. Let’s see.
Ah, got a bit of reimpje about you?”
The youngster felt in his pockets.
“No, I haven’t,” he said.
“Well, you’d better cut away to the house
and get one,” said Dick.
There is a modicum of cussedness,
sometimes vague, sometimes more pronounced, inherent
in most children.
This one had his share of it.
He was fond of Hazel, and attached to his rescuer,
yet there was something about the two which had aroused
his infantile curiosity. When he saw them alone
together which he did pretty frequently a sort of instinct to watch them would
come uppermost in his unformed mind, and this was upon him now. So he said
“Never mind about the catapult,
Mr Selmes. I’m tired. I’ll
sit and talk to you and Hazel.”
“Well, what shall we talk about,
Jacky?” said Dick, making a virtue of necessity.
“Oh, let’s go on talking
about what you were talking about while
I came.”
This was funny. The two looked at each other.
“But that wouldn’t interest
you in the least, Jacky,” answered the girl.
“In fact, you wouldn’t understand it.”
The sharp eyes of the youngster were
full upon her face, and did not fail to notice that
she changed colour slightly. When he himself
had done something which he ought not to have done,
and was taxed with it, he would change colour too;
wherefore now he drew his own deductions. What
could Hazel have been doing that came within that category?
“Never mind,” he said. “I
won’t tell. No, I won’t.”
“Won’t tell?” repeated Hazel.
“Won’t tell what, Jacky?”
“I won’t tell,”
was all they could get out of him. Dick Selmes
burst out laughing.
“Before you can `tell’
anything, kid, you must first of all have something
to tell,” he said. “You’ve
been talking a lot of bosh. Now, I think we’d
better go in, for it must be getting on for dinner-time.”
The two got up, and as they strolled along beneath
the high quince hedge, hanging out round fruit, like
the balls upon a Christmas tree, both hoped for an
opportunity of at any rate satisfactorily closing
their conversation. But it was not to be.
That little wretch stuck to them like their shadow,
nor did either want to inflame his curiosity by telling
him positively to clear.
“Then it is to be conditional,”
Dick said, just before they reached the door.
“That’s the word.”
“On the terms named?”
“Exactly on the terms named.”
“Good. I accept them except
as to the one-sided part of the business.”
“That, too, I insist upon,”
she answered, with a smile and a bright nod, as she
left him.
Alone, for a brief space, Dick Selmes
went over in his mind the interview, so untowardly
and exasperatingly interrupted, and was obliged to
admit to himself that his love and admiration for Hazel
Brandon were, if possible, deepened and intensified.
Her beauty and bright, sweetness of disposition had
fascinated and captured him, but now he had awakened
to the fact that she possessed a rare depth of character
indeed. He knew now that she cared for him yes,
and that very deeply; he had read it in the course
of that interview by several unmistakable signs.
Yet she had deliberately, and of set purpose insisted
upon that conditional delay. It showed a worldly
wisdom, a knowledge of human nature beyond his own,
he was constrained to admit; and in every way it was
creditable to her. Of the obstacle he made entirely
light, for it was in reality no obstacle at all except
for the period of waiting involved.
And over himself some change had come.
What was it? He felt a gravity he had never
felt before. The old, thistledown, light-hearted
recklessness seemed to have left him. His mind,
attuned to a new and set purpose, seemed to have altered,
to have solidified. And yet, realising this
development, he rejoiced in it. He would not
have foregone it for the world. Henceforward
his was a new being.