IN WHICH THERE IS A FURTHER CLASH
One can only suffer so much.
Poignant feeling brings its own anæsthetic.
When Stella Fyfe fell into a troubled sleep that night,
the storm of her emotions had beaten her sorely.
Morning brought its physical reaction. She could
see things clearly and calmly enough to perceive that
her love for Monohan was fraught with factors that
must be taken into account. All the world loves
a lover, but her world did not love lovers who kicked
over the conventional traces. She had made a
niche for herself. There were ties she could not
break lightly, and she was not thinking of herself
alone when she considered that, but of her husband
and Jack Junior, of Linda Abbey and Charlie Benton,
of each and every individual whose life touched more
or less directly upon her own.
She had known always what a woman
should do in such case, what she had been taught a
woman should do: grin, as Monohan had said, and
take her medicine. For her there was no alternative.
Fyfe had made that clear. But her heart cried
out in rebellion against the necessity. To her,
trying to think logically, the most grievous phase
of the doing was the fact that nothing could ever
be the same again. She could go on. Oh,
yes. She could dam up the wellspring of her impulses,
walk steadfast along the accustomed ways. But
those ways would not be the old ones. There would
always be the skeleton at the feast. She would
know it was there, and Jack Fyfe would know, and she
dreaded the fruits of that knowledge, the bitterness
and smothered resentment it would breed. But
it had to be. As she saw it, there was no choice.
She came down to breakfast calmly
enough. It was nothing that could be altered
by heroics, by tears and wailings. Not that she
was much given to either. She had not whined
when her brother made things so hard for her that
any refuge seemed alluring by comparison. Curiously
enough, she did not blame her brother now; neither
did she blame Jack Fyfe.
She told herself that in first seeking
the line of least resistance she had manifested weakness,
that since her present problem was indirectly the
outgrowth of that original weakness, she would be weak
no more. So she tried to meet her husband as
if nothing had happened, in which she succeeded outwardly
very well indeed, since Fyfe himself chose to ignore
any change in their mutual attitude.
She busied herself about the house
that forenoon, seeking deliberately a multitude of
little tasks to occupy her hands and her mind.
But when lunch was over, she was at
the end of her resources. Jack Junior settled
in his crib for a nap. Fyfe went away to that
area back of the camp where arose the crash of falling
trees and the labored puffing of donkey engines.
She could hear faint and far the voices of the falling
gangs that cried: “Tim-ber-r-r-r.”
She could see on the bank, a little beyond the bunkhouse
and cook-shack, the big roader spooling up the cable
that brought string after string of logs down to the
lake. Rain or sun, happiness or sorrow, the work
went on. She found it in her heart to envy the
sturdy loggers. They could forget their troubles
in the strain of action. Keyed as she was to that
high pitch, that sense of their unremitting activity,
the ravaging of the forest which produced the resources
for which she had sold herself irritated her.
She was very bitter when she thought that.
She longed for some secluded place
to sit and think, or try to stop thinking. And
without fully realizing the direction she took, she
walked down past the camp, crossed the skid-road,
stepping lightly over main line and haul-back at the
donkey engineer’s warning, and went along the
lake shore.
A path wound through the belt of brush
and hardwood that fringed the lake. Not until
she had followed this up on the neck of a little promontory
south of the bay, did she remember with a shock that
she was approaching the place where Monohan had begged
her to meet him. She looked at her watch.
Two-thirty. She sought the shore line for sight
of a boat, wondering if he would come in spite of
her refusal. But to her great relief she saw
no sign of him. Probably he had thought better
of it, had seen now as she had seen then that no good
and an earnest chance of evil might come of such a
clandestine meeting, had taken her stand as final.
She was glad, because she did not
want to go back to the house. She did not want
to make the effort of wandering away in the other direction
to find that restful peace of woods and water.
She moved up a little on the point until she found
a mossy boulder and sat down on that, resting her
chin in her palms, looking out over the placid surface
of the lake with somber eyes.
And so Monohan surprised her.
The knoll lay thick-carpeted with moss. He was
within a few steps of her when a twig cracking underfoot
apprised her of some one’s approach. She
rose, with an impulse to fly, to escape a meeting
she had not desired. And as she rose, the breath
stopped in her throat.
Twenty feet behind Monohan came Jack
Fyfe with his hunter’s stride, soundlessly over
the moss, a rifle drooping in the crook of his arm.
A sunbeam striking obliquely between two firs showed
her his face plainly, the faint curl of his upper
lip.
Something in her look arrested Monohan.
He glanced around, twisted about, froze in his tracks,
his back to her. Fyfe came up. Of the three
he was the coolest, the most rigorously self-possessed.
He glanced from Monohan to his wife, back to Monohan.
After that his blue eyes never left the other man’s
face.
“What did I say to you yesterday?”
Fyfe opened his mouth at last. “But then
I might have known I was wasting my breath on you!”
“Well,” Monohan retorted
insolently, “what are you going to do about it?
This isn’t the Stone Age.”
Fyfe laughed unpleasantly.
“Lucky for you. You’d
have been eliminated long ago,” he said.
“No, it takes the present age to produce such
rotten specimens as you.”
A deep flush rose in Monohan’s
cheeks. He took a step toward Fyfe, his hands
clenched.
“You wouldn’t say that
if you weren’t armed,” he taunted hoarsely.
“No?” Fyfe cast the rifle
to one side. It fell with a metallic clink against
a stone. “I do say it though, you see.
You are a sort of a yellow dog, Monohan. You
know it, and you know that I know it. That’s
why it stings you to be told so.”
Monohan stepped back and slipped out
of his coat. His face was crimson.
“By God, I’ll teach you something,”
he snarled.
He lunged forward as he spoke, shooting
a straight-arm blow for Fyfe’s face. It
swept through empty air, for Fyfe, poised on the balls
of his feet, ducked under the driving fist, and slapped
Monohan across the mouth with the open palm of his
hand.
“Tag,” he said sardonically. “You’re
It.”
Monohan pivoted, and rushing, swung
right and left, missing by inches. Fyfe’s
mocking grin seemed to madden him completely.
He rushed again, launching another vicious blow that
threw him partly off his balance. Before he could
recover, Fyfe kicked both feet from under him, sent
him sprawling on the moss.
Stella stood like one stricken.
The very thing she dreaded had come about. Yet
the manner of its unfolding was not as she had visualized
it when she saw Fyfe near at hand. She saw now
a side of her husband that she had never glimpsed,
that she found hard to understand. She could
have understood him beating Monohan senseless, if he
could. A murderous fury of jealousy would not
have surprised her. This did. He had not
struck a blow, did not attempt to strike.
She could not guess why, but she saw
that he was playing with Monohan, making a fool of
him, for all Monohan’s advantage of height and
reach. Fyfe moved like the light, always beyond
Monohan’s vengeful blows, slipping under those
driving fists to slap his adversary, to trip him,
mocking him with the futility of his effort.
She felt herself powerless to stop
that sorry exhibition. It was not a fight for
her. Dimly she had a feeling that back of her
lay something else. An echo of it had been more
than once in Fyfe’s speech. Here and now,
they had forgotten her at the first word. They
were engaged in a struggle for mastery, sheer brute
determination to hurt each other, which had little
or nothing to do with her. She foresaw, watching
the odd combat with a feeling akin to fascination,
that it was a losing game for Monohan. Fyfe was
his master at every move.
Yet he did not once attempt to strike
a solid blow, nothing but that humiliating, open-handed
slap, that dexterous swing of his foot that plunged
Monohan headlong. He grinned steadily, a cold
grimace that reflected no mirth, being merely a sneering
twist of his features. Stella knew the deadly
strength of him. She wondered at his purpose,
how it would end.
The elusive light-footedness of the
man, the successive stinging of those contemptuous
slaps at last maddened Monohan into ignoring the rules
by which men fight. He dropped his hands and stood
panting with his exertions. Suddenly he kicked,
a swift lunge for Fyfe’s body.
Fyfe leaped aside. Then he closed.
Powerful and weighty a man as Monohan was, Fyfe drove
him halfway around with a short-arm blow that landed
near his heart, and while he staggered from that, clamped
one thick arm about his neck in the strangle-hold.
Holding him helpless, bent backwards across his broad
chest, Fyfe slowly and systematically choked him;
he shut off his breath until Monohan’s tongue
protruded, and his eyes bulged glassily, and horrible,
gurgling noises issued from his gaping mouth.
“Jack, Jack!” Stella found
voice to shriek. “You’re killing him.”
Fyfe lifted his eyes to hers.
The horror he saw there may have stirred him.
Or he may have considered his object accomplished.
Stella could not tell. But he flung Monohan from
him with a force that sent him reeling a dozen feet,
to collapse on the moss. It took him a full minute
to regain his breath, to rise to unsteady feet, to
find his voice.
“You can’t win all the
time,” he gasped. “By God, I’ll
show you that you can’t.”
With that he turned and went back
the way he had come. Fyfe stood silent, hands
resting on his hips, watching until Monohan pushed
out a slim speed launch from under cover of overhanging
alders and set off down the lake.
“Well,” he remarked then,
in a curiously detached, impersonal tone. “The
lightning will begin to play by and by, I suppose.”
“What do you mean?” Stella asked breathlessly.
He did not answer. His eyes turned
to her slowly. She saw now that his face was
white and rigid, that the line of his lips drew harder
together as he looked at her; but she was not prepared
for the storm that broke. She did not comprehend
the tempest that raged within him until he had her
by the shoulders, his fingers crushing into her soft
flesh like the jaws of a trap, shaking her as a terrier
might shake a rat, till the heavy coils of hair cascaded
over her shoulders, and for a second fear tugged at
her heart. For she thought he meant to kill her.
When he did desist, he released her
with a thrust of his arms that sent her staggering
against a tree, shaken to the roots of her being, though
not with fear. Anger had displaced that.
A hot protest against his brute strength, against
his passionate outbreak, stirred her. Appearances
were against her, she knew. Even so, she revolted
against his cave-man roughness. She was amazed
to find herself longing for the power to strike him.
She faced him trembling, leaning against
the tree trunk, staring at him in impotent rage.
And the fire died out of his eyes as she looked.
He drew a deep breath or two and turned away to pick
up his rifle. When he faced about with that in
his hand, the old mask of immobility was in place.
He waited while Stella gathered up her scattered hairpins
and made shift to coil her hair into a semblance of
Order. Then he said gently:
“I won’t break out like that again.”
“Once is enough.”
“More than enough for me,”
he answered.
She disdained reply. Striking
off along the path that ran to the camp, she walked
rapidly, choking a rising flood of desperate thought.
With growing coolness paradoxically there burned hotter
the flame of an elemental wrath. What right had
he to lay hands on her? Her shoulders ached,
her flesh was bruised from the terrible grip of his
fingers. The very sound of his footsteps behind
her was maddening. To be suspected and watched,
to be continually the target of jealous fury!
No, a thousand times, no. She wheeled on him
at last.
“I can’t stand this,”
she cried. “It’s beyond endurance.
We’re like flint and steel to each other now.
If to-day’s a sample of what we may expect,
it’s better to make a clean sweep of everything.
I’ve got to get away from here and from you from
everybody.”
Fyfe motioned her to a near-by log.
“Sit down,” said he. “We may
as well have it out here.”
For a few seconds he busied himself
with a cigar, removing the band with utmost deliberation,
biting the end off, applying the match, his brows
puckered slightly.
“It’s very unwise of you to meet Monohan
like that,” he uttered finally.
“Oh, I see,” she flashed.
“Do you suggest that I met him purposely by
appointment? Even if I did
“That’s for you to say,
Stella,” he interrupted gravely. “I
told you last night that I trusted you absolutely.
I do, so far as really vital things are concerned,
but I don’t always trust your judgment.
I merely know that Monohan sneaked along shore, hid
his boat, and stole through the timber to where you
were sitting. I happened to see him, and I followed
him to see what he was up to, why he should take such
measures to keep under cover.”
“The explanation is simple,”
she answered stiffly. “You can believe it
or not, as you choose. My being there was purely
unintentional. If I had seen him before he was
close, I should certainly not have been there.
I have been at odds with myself all day, and I went
for a walk, to find a quiet place where I could sit
and think.”
“It doesn’t matter now,”
he said. “Only you’d better try to
avoid things like that in the future. Would you
mind telling me just exactly what you meant a minute
ago? Just what you propose to do?”
He asked her that as one might make
any commonplace inquiry, but his quietness did not
deceive Stella.
“What I said,” she began
desperately. “Wasn’t it plain enough?
It seems to me our life is going to be a nightmare
from now on if we try to live it together. I I’m
sorry, but you know how I feel. It may be unwise,
but these things aren’t dictated by reason.
You know that. If our emotions were guided by
reason and expediency, we’d be altogether different.
Last night I was willing to go on and make the best
of things. To-day, especially after
this, it looks impossible. You’ll
look at me, and guess what I’m thinking, and
hate me. And I’ll grow to hate you, because
you’ll be little better than a jailer. Oh,
don’t you see that the way we’ll feel
will make us utterly miserable? Why should we
stick together when no good can come of it? You’ve
been good to me. I’ve appreciated that
and liked you for it. I’d like to be friends.
But I I’d hate you with a perfectly
murderous hatred if you were always on the watch,
always suspecting me, if you taunted me as you did
a while ago. I’m just as much a savage
at heart as you are, Jack Fyfe. I could gladly
have killed you when you were jerking me about back
yonder.”
“I wonder if you are, after
all, a little more of a primitive being than I’ve
supposed?”
Fyfe leaned toward her, staring fixedly
into her eyes eyes that were bright with
unshed tears.
“And I was holding the devil
in me down back there, because I didn’t want
to horrify you with anything like brutality,”
he went on thoughtfully. “You think I grinned
and made a monkey of him because it pleased
me to do that? Why, I could have and
ached to break him into little bits, to
smash him up so that no one would ever take pleasure
in looking at him again. And I didn’t,
simply and solely because I didn’t want to let
you have even a glimpse of what I’m capable of
when I get started. I wonder if I made a mistake?
It was merely the reaction from letting him go scot-free
that made me shake you so. I wonder well,
never mind. Go on.”
“I think it’s better that
I should go away,” Stella said. “I
want you to agree that I should; then there will be
no talk or anything disagreeable from outside sources.
I’m strong, I can get on. It’ll be
a relief to have to work. I won’t have
to be the kitchen drudge Charlie made of me.
I’ve got my voice. I’m quite sure
I can capitalize that. But I’ve got to
go. Anything’s better than this; anything
that’s clean and decent. I’d despise
myself if I stayed on as your wife, feeling as I do.
It was a mistake in the beginning, our marriage.”
“Nevertheless,” Fyfe said
slowly, “I’m afraid it’s a mistake
you’ll have to abide by for a time.
All that you say may be true, although I don’t
admit it myself. Offhand, I’d say you were
simply trying to welch on a fair bargain.
I’m not going to let you do it blindly, all wrought
up to a pitch where you can scarcely think coherently.
If you are fully determined to break away from me,
you owe it to us both to be sure of what you’re
doing before you act. I’m going to talk
plain. You can believe it and disdain it if you
please. If you were leaving me for a man, a real
man, I think I could bring myself to make it easy for
you and wish you luck. But you’re not.
He’s
“Can’t we leave him out
of it?” she demanded. “I want to get
away from you both. Can you understand that?
It doesn’t help you any to pick him to
pieces.”
“No, but it might help you,
if I could rip off that swathing of idealization you’ve
wrapped around him,” Fyfe observed patiently.
“It’s not a job I have much stomach for
however, even if you were willing to let me try.
But to come back. You’ve got to stick it
out with me, Stella. You’ll hate me for
the constraint, I suppose. But until until
things shape up differently you’ll
understand what I’m talking about by and by,
I think you’ve got to abide by the
bargain you made with me. I couldn’t force
you to stay, I know. But there’s one hold
you can’t break not if I know you
at all.”
“What is that?” she asked icily.
“The kid’s,” he murmured.
Stella buried her face in her hands for a minute.
“I’d forgotten I’d forgotten,”
she whispered.
“You understand, don’t
you?” he said hesitatingly. “If you
leave I keep our boy.”
“Oh, you’re devilish to
use a club like that,” she cried. “You
know I wouldn’t part from my baby the
only thing I’ve got that’s worth having.”
“He’s worth something
to me too,” Fyfe muttered. “A lot
more than you think, maybe. I’m not trying
to club you. There’s nothing in it for me.
But for him; well, he needs you. It isn’t
his fault he’s here, or that you’re unhappy.
I’ve got to protect him, see that he gets a fair
shake. I can’t see anything to it but for
you to go on being Mrs. Jack Fyfe until such time
as you get back to a normal poise. Then it will
be time enough to try and work out some arrangement
that won’t be too much of a hardship on him.
It’s that or a clean break in which
you go your own way, and I try to mother him to the
best of my ability. You’ll understand sometime
why I’m showing my teeth this way.”
“You have everything on your
side,” she admitted dully, after a long interval
of silence. “I’m a fool. I admit
it. Have things your way. But it won’t
work, Jack. This flare-up between us will only
smoulder. I think you lay a little too much stress
on Monohan. It isn’t that I love him so
much as that I don’t love you at all. I
can live without him which I mean to do
in any case far easier than I can live with
you. It won’t work.”
“Don’t worry,” he
replied. “You won’t be annoyed by
me in person. I’ll have my hands full elsewhere.”
They rose and walked on to the house.
On the porch Jack Junior was being wheeled back and
forth in his carriage. He lifted chubby arms to
his mother as she came up the steps. Stella carried
him inside, hugging the sturdy, blue-eyed mite close
to her breast. She did not want to cry, but she
could not help it. It was as if she had been threatened
with irrevocable loss of that precious bit of her
own flesh and blood. She hugged him to her, whispering
mother-talk, half-hysterical, wholly tender.
Fyfe stood aside for a minute.
Then he came up behind her and stood resting one hand
on the back of her chair.
“Stella.”
“Yes.”
“I got word from my sister and
her husband in this morning’s mail. They
will very likely be here next week for a three days’
stay. Brace up. Let’s try and keep
our skeleton from rattling while they’re here.
Will you?”
“All right, Jack. I’ll try.”
He patted her tousled hair lightly
and left the room. Stella looked after him with
a surge of mixed feeling. She told herself she
hated him and his dominant will that always beat her
own down; she hated him for his amazing strength and
for his unvarying sureness of himself. And in
the same breath she found herself wondering if, with
their status reversed, Walter Monohan would
be as patient, as gentle, as self-controlled with
a wife who openly acknowledged her affection for another
man. And still her heart cried out for Monohan.
She flared hot against the disparaging note, the unconcealed
contempt Fyfe seemed to have for him.
Yet in spite of her eager defence
of him, there was something ugly about that clash
with Fyfe in the edge of the woods, something that
jarred. It wasn’t spontaneous. She
could not understand that tigerish onslaught of Monohan’s.
It was more the action she would have expected from
her husband.
It puzzled her, grieved her, added
a little to the sorrowful weight that settled upon
her. They were turbulent spirits both. The
matter might not end there.
In the next ten days three separate
incidents, each isolated and relatively unimportant,
gave Stella food for much puzzled thought.
The first was a remark of Fyfe’s
sister in the first hours of their acquaintance.
Mrs. Henry Alden could never have denied blood kinship
with Jack Fyfe. She had the same wide, good-humored
mouth, the blue eyes that always seemed to be on the
verge of twinkling, and the same fair, freckled skin.
Her characteristics of speech resembled his. She
was direct, bluntly so, and she was not much given
to small talk. Fyfe and Stella met the Aldens
at Roaring Springs with the Waterbug. Alden
proved a genial sort of man past forty, a big, loose-jointed
individual whose outward appearance gave no indication
of what he was professionally, a civil
engineer with a reputation that promised to spread
beyond his native States.
“You don’t look much different,
Jack,” his sister observed critically, as the
Waterbug backed away from the wharf in a fine
drizzle of rain. “Except that as you grow
older, you more and more resemble the pater.
Has matrimony toned him down, my dear?” she turned
to Stella. “The last time I saw him he
had a black eye!”
Fyfe did not give her a chance to answer.
“Be a little more diplomatic,
Dolly,” he smiled. “Mrs. Jack doesn’t
realize what a rowdy I used to be. I’ve
reformed.”
“Ah,” Mrs. Alden chuckled,
“I have a vision of you growing meek and mild.”
They talked desultorily as the launch
thrashed along. Alden’s profession took
him to all corners of the earth. That was why
the winter of Fyfe’s honeymoon had not made
them acquainted. Alden and his wife were then
in South America. This visit was to fill in the
time before the departure of a trans-Pacific
liner which would land the Aldens at Manila.
Presently the Abbey-Monohan camp and
bungalow lay abeam. Stella told Mrs. Alden something
of the place.
“That reminds me,” Mrs.
Alden turned to her brother. “I was quite
sure I saw Walter Monohan board a train while we were
waiting for the hotel car in Hopyard. I heard
that he was in timber out here. Is he this Monohan?”
Fyfe nodded.
“How odd,” she remarked,
“that you should be in the same region.
Do you still maintain the ancient feud?”
Fyfe shot her a queer look.
“We’ve grown up, Dolly,”
he said drily. Then: “Do you expect
to get back to God’s country short of a year,
Alden?”
That was all. Neither of them
reverted to the subject again. But Stella pondered.
An ancient feud? She had not known of that.
Neither man had ever dropped a hint.
For the second incident, Paul Abbey
dropped in to dinner a few days later and divulged
a bit of news.
“There’s been a shake-up
in our combination,” he remarked casually to
Fyfe. “Monohan and dad have split over a
question of business policy. Walter’s taking
over all our interests on Roaring Lake. He appears
to be going to peel off his coat and become personally
active in the logging industry. Funny streak
for Monohan to take, isn’t it? He never
seemed to care a hoot about the working end of the
business, so long as it produced dividends.”
Lastly, Charlie Benton came over to
eat a farewell dinner with the Aldens the night before
they left. He followed Stella into the nursery
when she went to tuck Jack Junior in his crib.
“Say, Stella” he began,
“I have just had a letter from old man Lander;
you remember he was dad’s legal factotum and
executor.”
“Of course,” she returned.
“Well, do you recall you
were there when the estate was wound up, and I was
not any mention of some worthless oil stock?
Some California wildcat stuff the governor got bit
on? It was found among his effects.”
“I seem to recall something
of the sort,” she answered. “But I
don’t remember positively. What about it?”
“Lander writes me that there
is a prospect of it being salable. The company
is reviving. And he finds himself without legal
authority to do business, although the stock certificates
are still in his hands. He suggests that we give
him a power of attorney to sell this stuff. He’s
an awfully conservative old chap, so there must be
a reasonable prospect of some cash, or he wouldn’t
bother. My hunch is to give him a power of attorney
and let him use his own judgment.”
“How much is it worth?” she asked.
“The par value is forty thousand
dollars,” Benton grinned. “But the
governor bought it at ten cents on the dollar.
If we get what he paid, we’ll be lucky.
That’ll be two thousand apiece. I brought
you a blank form. I’m going down with you
on the Bug to-morow to send mine. I’d
advise you to have yours signed up and witnessed before
a notary at Hopyard and send it too.”
“Of course I will,” she said.
“It isn’t much,”
Benton mused, leaning on the foot of the crib, watching
her smooth the covers over little Jack. “But
it won’t come amiss to me, at least.
I’m going to be married in the spring.”
Stella looked up.
“You are?” she murmured. “To
Linda Abbey?”
He nodded. A slight flush crept
over his tanned face at the steady look she bent on
him.
“Hang it, what are you thinking?”
he broke out. “I know you’ve rather
looked down on me because I acted like a bounder that
winter. But I really took a tumble to myself.
You set me thinking when you made that sudden break
with Jack. I felt rather guilty about that until
I saw how it turned out. I know I’m not
half good enough for Linda. But so long as she
thinks I am and I try to live up to that, why we’ve
as good a chance to be happy as anybody. We all
make breaks, us fellows that go at everything roughshod.
Still, when we pull up and take a new tack, you shouldn’t
hold grudges. If we could go back to that fall
and winter, I’d do things a lot differently.”
“If you’re both really
and truly in love,” Stella said quietly, “that’s
about the only thing that matters. I hope you’ll
be happy. But you’ll have to be a lot different
with Linda Abbey than you were with me.”
“Ah, Stella, don’t harp
on that,” he said shame-facedly. “I
was rotten, it’s true. But we’re
all human. I couldn’t see anything then
only what I wanted myself. I was like a bull
in a china shop. It’s different now.
I’m on my feet financially, and I’ve had
time to draw my breath and take a squint at myself
from a different angle. I did you a good turn,
anyway, even if I was the cause of you taking a leap
before you looked. You landed right.”
Stella mustered a smile that was purely
facial. It maddened her to hear his complacent
justification of himself. And the most maddening
part of it was her knowledge that Benton was right,
that in many essential things he had done her a good
turn, which her own erratic inclinations bade fair
to wholly nullify.
“I wish you all the luck and
happiness in the world,” she said gently.
“And I don’t bear a grudge, believe me,
Charlie. Now, run along. We’ll keep
baby awake, talking.”
“All right.” He turned to go and
came back again.
“What I really came in to say,
I’ve hardly got nerve enough for.”
He sank his voice to a murmur. “Don’t
fly off at me, Stell. But you haven’t
got a trifle interested in Monohan, have you?
I mean, you haven’t let him think you are?”
Stella’s hands tightened on
the crib rail. For an instant her heart stood
still. A wholly unreasoning blaze of anger seized
her. But she controlled that. Pride forbade
her betraying herself.
“What a perfectly ridiculous
question,” she managed to reply.
He looked at her keenly.
“Because, if you have well,
you might be perfectly innocent in the matter and
still get in bad,” he continued evenly.
“I’d like to put a bug in your ear.”
She bent over Jack Junior, striving
to inject an amused note into her reply.
“Don’t be so absurd, Charlie.”
“Oh, well, I suppose it is.
Only, darn it, I’ve seen him look at you in
a way Pouf! I was going to tell you
something. Maybe Jack has only he’s
such a close-mouthed beggar. I’m not very
anxious to peddle things.” Benton turned
again. “I guess you don’t need any
coaching from me, anyhow.”
He walked out. Stella stared
after him, her eyes blazing, hands clenched into hard-knuckled
little fists. She could have struck him.
And still she wondered over and over
again, burning with a consuming fire to know what
that “something” was which he had to tell.
All the slumbering devils of a stifled passion awoke
to rend her, to make her rage against the coil in
which she was involved. She despised herself
for the weakness of unwise loving, even while she ached
to sweep away the barriers that stood between her
and love. Mingled with that there whispered an
intuition of disaster to come, of destiny shaping to
peculiar ends. In Monohan’s establishing
himself on Roaring Lake she sensed something more
than an industrial shift. In his continued presence
there she saw incalculable sources of trouble.
She stood leaning over the bed rail, staring wistfully
at her boy for a few minutes. When she faced
the mirror in her room, she was startled at the look
in her eyes, the nervous twitch of her lips. There
was a physical ache in her breast.
“You’re a fool, a fool,”
she whispered to her image. “Where’s
your will, Stella Fyfe? Borrow a little of your
husband’s backbone. Presently presently
it won’t matter.”
One can club a too assertive ego into
insensibility. A man may smile and smile and
be a villain still, as the old saying has it, and so
may a woman smile and smile when her heart is tortured,
when every nerve in her is strained to the snapping
point. Stella went back to the living room and
sang for them until it was time to go to bed.
The Aldens went first, then Charlie.
Stella left her door ajar. An hour afterward,
when Fyfe came down the hall, she rose. It had
been her purpose to call him in, to ask him to explain
that which her brother had hinted he could explain,
what prior antagonism lay between him and Monohan,
what that “something” about Monohan was
which differentiated him from other men where she
was concerned. Instead she shut the door, slid
the bolt home, and huddled in a chair with her face
in her hands.
She could not discuss Monohan with
him, with any one. Why should she ask? she told
herself. It was a closed book, a balanced account.
One does not revive dead issues.