The Little Rift within the Lute
“There comes a mist, and
a weeping rain,
And nothing is ever the same again;
Alas!”
GEORGE MACDONALD.
We devoted three days to some exquisite
excursions, which more than half consoled me for sacrificing
Mont Blanc to make a tyrant’s holiday, and then
decided to push on to Aix-les-Bains, stopping on the
way for a glimpse of Annecy.
The Contessa had planned to go from
Chamounix to Aix by rail with her friends, but she
had either fallen in love with our mode of travelling
or pretended it. A hint to the Boy, and Fanny-anny
was placed at her disposal for a ride from Chamounix
to Annecy, a lady’s saddle being easily picked
up in a town of shops which miss no opportunities.
As for the Baron and Baronessa, it was plain
to see the drift of their minds. So angry were
they at the change of programme, that it would have
been a satisfaction to quarrel with Gaeta, and leave
her in a huff. But their devotion to Paolo, which
was almost pathetic, forbade them this form of self-indulgence.
They curbed their annoyance with the bit of common-sense,
though it galled their mouths, and consented to drive
to Annecy in a carriage provided by Gaeta for their
accommodation. They even constrained themselves
to be civil to the Boy and me, though their heavy
politeness had the electrical quality of a lull before
a storm. How that storm would break I could not
foresee, but that it would presently burst above our
heads I was sure.
There was no longer a question that
Boy was hot favourite in the race for Gaeta’s
smiles. There might have been betting on me for
“place,” but it would have been foolish
to put money on my chances as winner. The young
wretch scarcely gave me a chance for a word with the
Contessa, for if I walked on the left he walked on
the right of her as she rode, his little brown hand
on the new saddle, which had taken the place of the
old one sent on to Annecy by grande vitesse.
I would have surrendered, being too lazy for a struggle,
had I not been somewhat piqued by the Boy’s
behaviour. He had affected not to care for Gaeta
at first, and had even feigned annoyance at the temporary
addition to our party, while in reality he could have
had little genuine wish for my society, or he would
not now betray such eagerness in the game he was playing.
The vague sense of wrong I suffered gave me a wish
for reprisal of some sort, and the only one convenient
at the moment was to prevent the offender from having
a clear course. I found a certain mean pleasure
in stirring the Boy to jealousy by reviving, when
I could, some half-dead ember of Gaeta’s former
interest in me, and his face showed sometimes that
my assiduity displeased him.
This was encouragement to persevere,
and I praised the Contessa to him when we happened
to be alone together. “You have a short
memory it seems,” said he. “You told
me not so long ago that you’d been in love with
a girl who jilted you. Have you forgotten her
already?”
I winced under this thrust, but hoped
that the Boy did not see it. His stab reminded
me that I had found very little time lately to regret
Miss Blantock, now Lady Jerveyson; and Molly Winston’s
words recurred to me: “If I could only
prove to you that you aren’t and never have
been in love with Helen.” I had retorted
that to accomplish this would be difficult, and she
had confidently replied that she would engage to do
it, if I would “take her prescription.”
I had taken her prescription, and indisputably
the wound had become callous, though I was not prepared
to admit that it had healed. However, if I had
ceased actively to mourn the grocer’s triumph,
it was not Gaeta who had wrought the magic change.
What had caused it I was myself at a loss to understand,
but I did not wish to argue the matter with the Boy.
He was welcome to think what he chose.
“Hearts are caught in the rebound
sometimes, if for once a proverb can be right,”
said I evasively; though a few weeks ago, when Molly
had been constantly alluding to her friend Mercedes,
I had told myself that no one could achieve such a
feat with mine.
To this suggestion the Boy made no
response, save to tighten his lips, resolving, I supposed,
that if hearts were flying about like shuttlecocks,
his battledore should be ready to catch the Contessa’s.
Our road from Chamounix to Annecy
led us past gorges and over high precipices and among
noble mountains, but my mind was no longer in a condition
to receive or retain strong impressions of natural
beauty. I was irritable and “out of myself,”
vainly wishing back the days when the Boy and I, undisturbed
by feminine society, had travelled tranquilly, side
by side, giving each other thought for thought.
“Nothing can be as it
has been;
Better, so call it,
only not the same,”
Browning said; and so, I feared, it
would be after this with me.
We were all to stay at Annecy for
a night and a day, the Contessa having announced that
she and her friends would stop too; then Gaeta and
the others were to go on to Aix-les-Bains by rail,
and the Boy and I were to follow on foot, attended
by our satellites. Later, we were to spend a
few days at the Contessa’s villa and get upon
our way again, journeying south. But it did not
seem to me that my little Pal and I would ever be
as we had been before, even though we walked from
Aix-les-Bains all the way down to the Riviera shoulder
to shoulder. I had the will to be the same, but
he was different now; and though we left Gaeta in
the flesh at her villa, entertaining guests, Gaeta
in the spirit would still flit between us as we went.
The Boy would be thinking of her; I should know that
he was thinking of her, and there would
be an end of our confidences.
The way, though kaleidoscopic with
changing beauties, seemed long to Annecy. By
the time that we arrived, after two days’ going,
the Contessa had eyes or dimples or laughter for no
one but the Boy. Sometimes he was seized with
sudden moods of rebellion against his new slavery,
and was almost rude to her, saying things which she
would not have forgiven readily from another, but
the child-woman appeared to find a keen delight in
forgiving him. Seeing the preference bestowed
upon the young American, Paolo’s brother and
sister were inclined to make common cause with me.
In the garden of the old-fashioned
hotel at Annecy where we all took up our headquarters,
they came and encamped beside me, at a table near
which I sat alone, smoking, after our first dinner
in the place. A moment later Gaeta passed with
the Boy, pacing slowly under the interlacing branches
of the trees.
“I believe that youth to be
a fortune-hunter!” exclaimed the thin, dark
Baron.
“You’re wrong there,” said I, “he’s
very rich.”
“At all events, it is ridiculous,
this flirtation,” exclaimed the plump Baronessa.
“He is a mere child. Gaeta is making a fool
of herself. You are her friend. You should
see this and put a stop to the affair in some way.”
“As to that, many women marry
men younger than themselves,” I replied, willing
to tease the lady, though I could have laughed aloud
at the bare idea of marriage for the Boy. “Still,”
I went on more consolingly, “I hardly think
it will come to anything serious between them.”
“Ah, if you say that, you little
know Gaeta,” protested Gaeta’s friend.
“She is infatuated infatuated with
this youth of seventeen or eighteen, whom she insists,
to justify her foolishness, is a year older than he
can possibly be. Something must be done, and soon,
or she is capable of proposing to him, if he pretend
to hang back.”
“Something will be done, my
dear; do not be unnecessarily excited,” said
the Baron. “I fear we have not the full
sympathy of Lord Lane.”
“If you mean, will I do anything
to keep the two apart, I confess you haven’t,”
I answered. “The Contessa di Ravello
is her own mistress, and I should say if she wanted
the moon, it would be bad for anyone who tried to
keep her from getting it.”
“We shall see,” murmured
the Baron, as the Boy had murmured a few days ago;
and behind this hint also I felt that there lurked
some definite plan.
I had been to Aix-les-Bains years
before, but it had not then occurred to me to visit
Annecy, so near by. It was the Boy who had suggested
coming, and we had planned excursions up the lake,
looking out on our guide-book maps various spots of
historic or picturesque interest which we should see
en route, especially Menthon, the birthplace
of St. Bernard. Now, here we were at Annecy,
and in all the world there could not be a town more
charming. By the placid blue lake whose
water, I am convinced, would still be the colour of
melted turquoises if you corked it up in a bottle you
could wander along shadowed paths, strewn with the
gold coin of sunshine, through a park of dells as
bosky-green as the fair forest of Arden. In the
quaint, old-fashioned streets of the town you were
tempted to pause at every other step for one more
snap-shot. You longed to linger on the bridge
and call up a passing panorama of historic pageants.
All these things the Boy and I would have done, and
enjoyed peacefully, had we been alone, but Gaeta elected
to find Annecy “dull.” There was nothing
to do but take walks, or sit by the lake, or drive
for lunch to the Beau Rivage, or go out for an afternoon’s
trip in one of the little steamers. Beautiful?
Oh, yes; but quiet places made one want to scream
or stand on one’s head when one had been in them
a day or two. It would be much more amusing at
Aix. There were the Casinos, and the fêtes
de nuit, with lots of coloured lanterns in the
gardens, and fireworks, and music; and then, the baccarat!
That was amusing, if you liked, for half an hour,
and when you were bored there was always something
else. She must really get to Aix, and see that
the Villa Santa Lucia was in order. We would
promise promise promise
to follow at once? We would find our rooms at
her villa ready, with flowers in them for a welcome,
and we must not be too long on the way.
Gaeta left in the evening, the Boy
and I seeing her off at the train; and twelve hours
later we started for Chatelard, Joseph taking us away
from the highroads which would have been
perfect for Molly’s Mercedes along
certain romantic by-paths which he knew from former
journeys. Conversation no longer made itself between
us; we had to make it, and in the manufacturing process
I mentioned my “friends who were motoring.”
“They may turn up before long
now,” I said, “judging from the plans
they wrote of in a letter I had from them at Aosta.
It’s just possible that they will pass through
Aix. You would like them.”
“I have run away from my own
friends, and gone rather far to do it,”
said the Boy. “Yet I seem destined to meet
other people’s. It was with very different
intentions that I set out on this journey of mine.”
“‘Journeys end in lovers’
meetings,’” I quoted carelessly. “Perhaps
yours will end so.”
“I thought I had done with lovers,”
said the Boy, with one of his odd smiles.
“You’re not old enough to begin with them
yet.”
“I was thinking of my
sister. Her experience was a lesson in love I’m
not likely to forget soon. Yet sometimes I I’m
not sure I learned the lesson in the right way.
But we won’t talk of that. Tell me about
your friends. I’m becoming inured to social
duties now.”
“You don’t seem to find
them too onerous. As for my friends they’re
an old chum of mine, Jack Winston, and his bride of
a few months, the most exquisite specimen of an American
girl I ever met. Perhaps you may have heard of
her. She’s the daughter of Chauncey Randolph,
one of your millionaires. Look out! Was
that a stone you stumbled over?”
“Yes. I gave my ankle a
twist. It’s all right now. I daresay
my sister knows your friend.”
“I must ask Molly Winston, when
I write, or see her. But you’ve never told
me your sister’s name, except that she’s
called ‘Princess.’ If I say Miss
Laurence
“There are so many Laurences.
Did you ever mention in your letters to your
friends that you were travelling with anyone?”
“I haven’t written to
them since I knew your name, but before that, I told
them there was a boy whom I had met by accident and
chummed up with, just before Aosta. I think I
rather spread myself on a description of our meeting.”
“You didn’t do that! How horrid
of you!”
“Oh, I put it right afterwards,
I assure you, in another letter. I told them
that in spite of the bad beginning, we’d become
no end of pals. That we travelled together, stopped
at the same hotels, and what’s the
matter?”
“Nothing. My ankle does
hurt a little, after all. Shall you go on in
your friends’ motor car if you meet them?”
He looked up at me very earnestly as he spoke.
“At one time I thought of doing
so, if we ran across each other. But now that
I’ve got you
“Who knows how long we may have
each other? Either one of us may change his plans suddenly.
You mustn’t count on me, Lord Lane.”
“Look here,” I said crossly,
“do speak out. Don’t hint things.
Do you mean me to understand that you wish to stop
at Aix, indefinitely, and play out your little comedy
of flirtation to its close?”
“I don’t know what I intend
to do; now, less than ever,” answered the Boy
in a very low voice, the shadow of his long lashes
on his cheeks.
I was too much hurt to question him
further, and we pursued our way in silence, along
the lake side, and then up the billowy lower slopes
of the Semnoz. We had showers of rain in the
sunshine; and the long, thin spears of crystal glittered
like spun glass, until dim clouds spread over the
bright patches of blue, and the world grew mistily
grey-green.
We had planned long ago, before the
spell of the Contessa fell upon us, to make the journey
we were taking now, by way of the Semnoz, the so-called
Rigi of this Alpine Savoy, which is neither wholly
French nor wholly Italian. But we had abandoned
the idea since, in a fine frenzy to keep our promise
of rejoining her with all speed lest she perish alone
in the icy disapproval of her friends. When the
mists closed round us, we ceased to regret the decision,
if we had regretted it; for instead of seeing Savoy
spread out beneath us, with its snow mountains and
fertile valleys, lit with azure lakes as
many as the Graces we should have been
wrapped in cloud blankets.
After a walk of thirty-two kilometres,
we came to Chatelard, and, having known little or
nothing of the town, we were surprised to find that
most other people knew of it as a great centre for
excursions. It was almost as unbelievable as
that the places where we lived could possibly go on
existing in exactly the same way during our absence.
“There are actually three hotels,
all said to be good,” I remarked, quoting from
my guide-book. “To which shall we go?”
The Boy hesitated. “Choose
which you like, for yourself,” he replied with
a slight appearance of embarrassment. “As
for me, I will make up my mind later.”
I could take this in but one way:
as a snub. Evidently he had selected this fashion
of intimating to me the change that Gaeta’s intrusion
had worked in our relations. I bit back a sharp
word or two which I might have regretted by-and-bye,
and answered not at all. In consequence of this
little passage, however, the Boy went to one hotel,
and I to another, where I put Joseph up also.
A sense of loneliness was upon me,
therefore my conscience stirred uneasily, and I reproached
myself in that of late I had neglected the affairs
of my muleteer. At one time he and I had conversed
at length on such subjects as mules, women, perdition,
and the like; but for many days now our intercourse
had consisted mostly of a “Good morning, Joseph!”
“Good morning, Monsieur!”
To-night I sent for him, and enquired
whether he had anything to wish for.
“Ah, Monsieur, there is but
one thing for which I ask at present,” he said.
“Anything I can manage, Joseph?”
“I fear not, Monsieur.
It is the assurance that the poor young soul I am
trying to lead out of darkness may reach the light
before we have to part.”
“Innocentina’s?”
“The same, Monsieur.”
“You think her conversion within sight?”
“Just round the corner, if I may so express
it.”
“Yet I hear that she tells her
employer she is devoting all her energies towards
saving you from eternal fire. It was her excuse
for letting the bag drop off Souris’ back without
noticing it, and for allowing Fanny’s saddle
to chafe.”
“Ah, Monsieur, women are ready
with excuses. Do you think I would permit any
preoccupation of mine to interfere with the well-being
of Finois?”
“Even saving a pretty woman’s
soul? No, Joseph, to do you justice, I don’t.
But I warn you, you may not have much more time before
you to finish your good work. Innocentina’s
employer and I may part company before long.”
Though I smiled, I spoke heavily.
Joseph’s melancholy dark face
flushed, and the light died out of his eyes.
“Thank you, Monsieur, I will do my best to be
quick,” said he, as if it had been a question
of saddling Finois, instead of rescuing a young lady
from the clutches of the Scarlet Woman. Whatever
progress he had really been making with Innocentina’s
soul, it was clear that she had been getting in some
deadly work upon his honest heart.