It was long before Florence awoke.
The day was in its prime, the day was in its wane,
and still, uneasy in mind and body, she slept on;
unconscious of her strange bed, of the noise and turmoil
in the street, and of the light that shone outside
the shaded window. Perfect unconsciousness of
what had happened in the home that existed no more,
even the deep slumber of exhaustion could not produce.
Some undefined and mournful recollection of it, dozing
uneasily but never sleeping, pervaded all her rest.
A dull sorrow, like a half-lulled sense of pain, was
always present to her; and her pale cheek was oftener
wet with tears than the honest Captain, softly putting
in his head from time to time at the half-closed door,
could have desired to see it.
The sun was getting low in the west,
and, glancing out of a red mist, pierced with its
rays opposite loopholes and pieces of fretwork in the
spires of city churches, as if with golden arrows that
struck through and through them and far
away athwart the river and its flat banks, it was
gleaming like a path of fire and out at
sea it was irradiating sails of ships and,
looked towards, from quiet churchyards, upon hill-tops
in the country, it was steeping distant prospects in
a flush and glow that seemed to mingle earth and sky
together in one glorious suffusion when
Florence, opening her heavy eyes, lay at first, looking
without interest or recognition at the unfamiliar walls
around her, and listening in the same regardless manner
to the noises in the street. But presently she
started up upon her couch, gazed round with a surprised
and vacant look, and recollected all.
‘My pretty,’ said the
Captain, knocking at the door, ‘what cheer?’
‘Dear friend,’ cried Florence,
hurrying to him, ‘is it you?’
The Captain felt so much pride in
the name, and was so pleased by the gleam of pleasure
in her face, when she saw him, that he kissed his
hook, by way of reply, in speechless gratification.
‘What cheer, bright di’mond?’ said
the Captain.
‘I have surely slept very long,’
returned Florence. ’When did I come here?
Yesterday?’
‘This here blessed day, my lady
lass,’ replied the Captain.
‘Has there been no night?
Is it still day?’ asked Florence.
‘Getting on for evening now,
my pretty,’ said the Captain, drawing back the
curtain of the window. ‘See!’
Florence, with her hand upon the Captain’s
arm, so sorrowful and timid, and the Captain with
his rough face and burly figure, so quietly protective
of her, stood in the rosy light of the bright evening
sky, without saying a word. However strange the
form of speech into which he might have fashioned
the feeling, if he had had to give it utterance, the
Captain felt, as sensibly as the most eloquent of men
could have done, that there was something in the tranquil
time and in its softened beauty that would make the
wounded heart of Florence overflow; and that it was
better that such tears should have their way.
So not a word spake Captain Cuttle. But when
he felt his arm clasped closer, and when he felt the
lonely head come nearer to it, and lay itself against
his homely coarse blue sleeve, he pressed it gently
with his rugged hand, and understood it, and was understood.
‘Better now, my pretty!’
said the Captain. ’Cheerily, cheerily, I’ll
go down below, and get some dinner ready. Will
you come down of your own self, arterwards, pretty,
or shall Ed’ard Cuttle come and fetch you?’
As Florence assured him that she was
quite able to walk downstairs, the Captain, though
evidently doubtful of his own hospitality in permitting
it, left her to do so, and immediately set about roasting
a fowl at the fire in the little parlour. To
achieve his cookery with the greater skill, he pulled
off his coat, tucked up his wristbands, and put on
his glazed hat, without which assistant he never applied
himself to any nice or difficult undertaking.
After cooling her aching head and
burning face in the fresh water which the Captain’s
care had provided for her while she slept, Florence
went to the little mirror to bind up her disordered
hair. Then she knew in a moment, for
she shunned it instantly, that on her breast there
was the darkening mark of an angry hand.
Her tears burst forth afresh at the
sight; she was ashamed and afraid of it; but it moved
her to no anger against him. Homeless and fatherless,
she forgave him everything; hardly thought that she
had need to forgive him, or that she did; but she
fled from the idea of him as she had fled from the
reality, and he was utterly gone and lost. There
was no such Being in the world.
What to do, or where to live, Florence poor,
inexperienced girl! could not yet consider.
She had indistinct dreams of finding, a long way off,
some little sisters to instruct, who would be gentle
with her, and to whom, under some feigned name, she
might attach herself, and who would grow up in their
happy home, and marry, and be good to their old governess,
and perhaps entrust her, in time, with the education
of their own daughters. And she thought how strange
and sorrowful it would be, thus to become a grey-haired
woman, carrying her secret to the grave, when Florence
Dombey was forgotten. But it was all dim and clouded
to her now. She only knew that she had no Father
upon earth, and she said so, many times, with her
suppliant head hidden from all, but her Father who
was in Heaven.
Her little stock of money amounted
to but a few guineas. With a part of this, it
would be necessary to buy some clothes, for she had
none but those she wore. She was too desolate
to think how soon her money would be gone too
much a child in worldly matters to be greatly troubled
on that score yet, even if her other trouble had been
less. She tried to calm her thoughts and stay
her tears; to quiet the hurry in her throbbing head,
and bring herself to believe that what had happened
were but the events of a few hours ago, instead of
weeks or months, as they appeared; and went down to
her kind protector.
The Captain had spread the cloth with
great care, and was making some egg-sauce in a little
saucepan: basting the fowl from time to time
during the process with a strong interest, as it turned
and browned on a string before the fire. Having
propped Florence up with cushions on the sofa, which
was already wheeled into a warm corner for her greater
comfort, the Captain pursued his cooking with extraordinary
skill, making hot gravy in a second little saucepan,
boiling a handful of potatoes in a third, never forgetting
the egg-sauce in the first, and making an impartial
round of basting and stirring with the most useful
of spoons every minute. Besides these cares, the
Captain had to keep his eye on a diminutive frying-pan,
in which some sausages were hissing and bubbling in
a most musical manner; and there was never such a radiant
cook as the Captain looked, in the height and heat
of these functions: it being impossible to say
whether his face or his glazed hat shone the brighter.
The dinner being at length quite ready,
Captain Cuttle dished and served it up, with no less
dexterity than he had cooked it. He then dressed
for dinner, by taking off his glazed hat and putting
on his coat. That done, he wheeled the table
close against Florence on the sofa, said grace, unscrewed
his hook, screwed his fork into its place, and did
the honours of the table.
‘My lady lass,’ said the
Captain, ’cheer up, and try to eat a deal.
Stand by, my deary! Liver wing it is. Sarse
it is. Sassage it is. And potato!’
all which the Captain ranged symmetrically on a plate,
and pouring hot gravy on the whole with the useful
spoon, set before his cherished guest.
‘The whole row o’ dead
lights is up, for’ard, lady lass,’ observed
the Captain, encouragingly, ’and everythink
is made snug. Try and pick a bit, my pretty.
If Wal’r was here ’
‘Ah! If I had him for my brother now!’
cried Florence.
‘Don’t! don’t take
on, my pretty!’ said the Captain, ’awast,
to obleege me! He was your nat’ral born
friend like, warn’t he, Pet?’
Florence had no words to answer with.
She only said, ’Oh, dear, dear Paul! oh, Walter!’
‘The wery planks she walked
on,’ murmured the Captain, looking at her drooping
face, ’was as high esteemed by Wal’r, as
the water brooks is by the hart which never rejices!
I see him now, the wery day as he was rated on them
Dombey books, a speaking of her with his face a glistening
with doo leastways with his modest sentiments like
a new blowed rose, at dinner. Well, well!
If our poor Wal’r was here, my lady lass or
if he could be for he’s drownded,
ain’t he?’
Florence shook her head.
‘Yes, yes; drownded,’
said the Captain, soothingly; ’as I was saying,
if he could be here he’d beg and pray of you,
my precious, to pick a leetle bit, with a look-out
for your own sweet health. Whereby, hold your
own, my lady lass, as if it was for Wal’r’s
sake, and lay your pretty head to the wind.’
Florence essayed to eat a morsel,
for the Captain’s pleasure. The Captain,
meanwhile, who seemed to have quite forgotten his own
dinner, laid down his knife and fork, and drew his
chair to the sofa.
‘Wal’r was a trim lad,
warn’t he, precious?’ said the Captain,
after sitting for some time silently rubbing his chin,
with his eyes fixed upon her, ‘and a brave lad,
and a good lad?’
Florence tearfully assented.
‘And he’s drownded, Beauty,
ain’t he?’ said the Captain, in a soothing
voice.
Florence could not but assent again.
‘He was older than you, my lady
lass,’ pursued the Captain, ’but you was
like two children together, at first; wam’t you?’
Florence answered ‘Yes.’
‘And Wal’r’s drownded,’ said
the Captain. ‘Ain’t he?’
The repetition of this inquiry was
a curious source of consolation, but it seemed to
be one to Captain Cuttle, for he came back to it again
and again. Florence, fain to push from her her
untasted dinner, and to lie back on her sofa, gave
him her hand, feeling that she had disappointed him,
though truly wishing to have pleased him after all
his trouble, but he held it in his own (which shook
as he held it), and appearing to have quite forgotten
all about the dinner and her want of appetite, went
on growling at intervals, in a ruminating tone of
sympathy, ’Poor Wal’r. Ay, ay!
Drownded. Ain’t he?’ And always waited
for her answer, in which the great point of these
singular reflections appeared to consist.
The fowl and sausages were cold, and
the gravy and the egg-sauce stagnant, before the Captain
remembered that they were on the board, and fell to
with the assistance of Diogenes, whose united efforts
quickly dispatched the banquet. The Captain’s
delight and wonder at the quiet housewifery of Florence
in assisting to clear the table, arrange the parlour,
and sweep up the hearth only to be equalled
by the fervency of his protest when she began to assist
him were gradually raised to that degree,
that at last he could not choose but do nothing himself,
and stand looking at her as if she were some Fairy,
daintily performing these offices for him; the red
rim on his forehead glowing again, in his unspeakable
admiration.
But when Florence, taking down his
pipe from the mantel-shelf gave it into his hand,
and entreated him to smoke it, the good Captain was
so bewildered by her attention that he held it as
if he had never held a pipe, in all his life.
Likewise, when Florence, looking into the little cupboard,
took out the case-bottle and mixed a perfect glass
of grog for him, unasked, and set it at his elbow,
his ruddy nose turned pale, he felt himself so graced
and honoured. When he had filled his pipe in
an absolute reverie of satisfaction, Florence lighted
it for him the Captain having no power
to object, or to prevent her and resuming
her place on the old sofa, looked at him with a smile
so loving and so grateful, a smile that showed him
so plainly how her forlorn heart turned to him, as
her face did, through grief, that the smoke of the
pipe got into the Captain’s throat and made him
cough, and got into the Captain’s eyes, and
made them blink and water.
The manner in which the Captain tried
to make believe that the cause of these effects lay
hidden in the pipe itself, and the way in which he
looked into the bowl for it, and not finding it there,
pretended to blow it out of the stem, was wonderfully
pleasant. The pipe soon getting into better condition,
he fell into that state of repose becoming a good
smoker; but sat with his eyes fixed on Florence, and,
with a beaming placidity not to be described, and
stopping every now and then to discharge a little
cloud from his lips, slowly puffed it forth, as if
it were a scroll coming out of his mouth, bearing
the legend ’Poor Wal’r, ay, ay. Drownded,
ain’t he?’ after which he would resume
his smoking with infinite gentleness.
Unlike as they were externally and
there could scarcely be a more decided contrast than
between Florence in her delicate youth and beauty,
and Captain Cuttle with his knobby face, his great
broad weather-beaten person, and his gruff voice in
simple innocence of the world’s ways and the
world’s perplexities and dangers, they were nearly
on a level. No child could have surpassed Captain
Cuttle in inexperience of everything but wind and
weather; in simplicity, credulity, and generous trustfulness.
Faith, hope, and charity, shared his whole nature among
them. An odd sort of romance, perfectly unimaginative,
yet perfectly unreal, and subject to no considerations
of worldly prudence or practicability, was the only
partner they had in his character. As the Captain
sat, and smoked, and looked at Florence, God knows
what impossible pictures, in which she was the principal
figure, presented themselves to his mind. Equally
vague and uncertain, though not so sanguine, were
her own thoughts of the life before her; and even as
her tears made prismatic colours in the light she
gazed at, so, through her new and heavy grief, she
already saw a rainbow faintly shining in the far-off
sky. A wandering princess and a good monster in
a storybook might have sat by the fireside, and talked
as Captain Cuttle and poor Florence talked and
not have looked very much unlike them.
The Captain was not troubled with
the faintest idea of any difficulty in retaining Florence,
or of any responsibility thereby incurred. Having
put up the shutters and locked the door, he was quite
satisfied on this head. If she had been a Ward
in Chancery, it would have made no difference at all
to Captain Cuttle. He was the last man in the
world to be troubled by any such considerations.
So the Captain smoked his pipe very
comfortably, and Florence and he meditated after their
own manner. When the pipe was out, they had some
tea; and then Florence entreated him to take her to
some neighbouring shop, where she could buy the few
necessaries she immediately wanted. It being
quite dark, the Captain consented: peeping carefully
out first, as he had been wont to do in his time of
hiding from Mrs MacStinger; and arming himself with
his large stick, in case of an appeal to arms being
rendered necessary by any unforeseen circumstance.
The pride Captain Cuttle had, in giving
his arm to Florence, and escorting her some two or
three hundred yards, keeping a bright look-out all
the time, and attracting the attention of everyone
who passed them, by his great vigilance and numerous
precautions, was extreme. Arrived at the shop,
the Captain felt it a point of delicacy to retire during
the making of the purchases, as they were to consist
of wearing apparel; but he previously deposited his
tin canister on the counter, and informing the young
lady of the establishment that it contained fourteen
pound two, requested her, in case that amount of property
should not be sufficient to defray the expenses of
his niece’s little outfit at the
word ‘niece,’ he bestowed a most significant
look on Florence, accompanied with pantomime, expressive
of sagacity and mystery to have the goodness
to ‘sing out,’ and he would make up the
difference from his pocket. Casually consulting
his big watch, as a deep means of dazzling the establishment,
and impressing it with a sense of property, the Captain
then kissed his hook to his niece, and retired outside
the window, where it was a choice sight to see his
great face looking in from time to time, among the
silks and ribbons, with an obvious misgiving that
Florence had been spirited away by a back door.
‘Dear Captain Cuttle,’
said Florence, when she came out with a parcel, the
size of which greatly disappointed the Captain, who
had expected to see a porter following with a bale
of goods, ’I don’t want this money, indeed.
I have not spent any of it. I have money of my
own.’
‘My lady lass,’ returned
the baffled Captain, looking straight down the street
before them, ’take care on it for me, will you
be so good, till such time as I ask ye for it?’
‘May I put it back in its usual
place,’ said Florence, ’and keep it there?’
The Captain was not at all gratified
by this proposal, but he answered, ’Ay, ay,
put it anywheres, my lady lass, so long as you know
where to find it again. It ain’t o’
no use to me,’ said the Captain. ’I
wonder I haven’t chucked it away afore now.
The Captain was quite disheartened
for the moment, but he revived at the first touch
of Florence’s arm, and they returned with the
same precautions as they had come; the Captain opening
the door of the little Midshipman’s berth, and
diving in, with a suddenness which his great practice
only could have taught him. During Florence’s
slumber in the morning, he had engaged the daughter
of an elderly lady who usually sat under a blue umbrella
in Leadenhall Market, selling poultry, to come and
put her room in order, and render her any little services
she required; and this damsel now appearing, Florence
found everything about her as convenient and orderly,
if not as handsome, as in the terrible dream she had
once called Home.
When they were alone again, the Captain
insisted on her eating a slice of dry toast’
and drinking a glass of spiced négus (which he
made to perfection); and, encouraging her with every
kind word and inconsequential quotation he could possibly
think of, led her upstairs to her bedroom. But
he too had something on his mind, and was not easy
in his manner.
‘Good-night, dear heart,’
said Captain Cuttle to her at her chamber-door.
Florence raised her lips to his face, and kissed him.
At any other time the Captain would
have been overbalanced by such a token of her affection
and gratitude; but now, although he was very sensible
of it, he looked in her face with even more uneasiness
than he had testified before, and seemed unwilling
to leave her.
‘Poor Wal’r!’ said the Captain.
‘Poor, poor Walter!’ sighed Florence.
‘Drownded, ain’t he?’ said the Captain.
Florence shook her head, and sighed.
‘Good-night, my lady lass!’ said Captain
Cuttle, putting out his hand.
‘God bless you, dear, kind friend!’
But the Captain lingered still.
‘Is anything the matter, dear
Captain Cuttle?’ said Florence, easily alarmed
in her then state of mind. ‘Have you anything
to tell me?’
‘To tell you, lady lass!’
replied the Captain, meeting her eyes in confusion.
’No, no; what should I have to tell you, pretty!
You don’t expect as I’ve got anything
good to tell you, sure?’
‘No!’ said Florence, shaking her head.
The Captain looked at her wistfully,
and repeated ‘No,’ ’ still
lingering, and still showing embarrassment.
‘Poor Wal’r!’ said
the Captain. ’My Wal’r, as I used
to call you! Old Sol Gills’s nevy!
Welcome to all as knowed you, as the flowers in May!
Where are you got to, brave boy? Drownded, ain’t
he?’
Concluding his apostrophe with this
abrupt appeal to Florence, the Captain bade her good-night,
and descended the stairs, while Florence remained
at the top, holding the candle out to light him down.
He was lost in the obscurity, and, judging from the
sound of his receding footsteps, was in the act of
turning into the little parlour, when his head and
shoulders unexpectedly emerged again, as from the deep,
apparently for no other purpose than to repeat, ’Drownded,
ain’t he, pretty?’ For when he had said
that in a tone of tender condolence, he disappeared.
Florence was very sorry that she should
unwittingly, though naturally, have awakened these
associations in the mind of her protector, by taking
refuge there; and sitting down before the little table
where the Captain had arranged the telescope and song-book,
and those other rarities, thought of Walter, and of
all that was connected with him in the past, until
she could have almost wished to lie down on her bed
and fade away. But in her lonely yearning to
the dead whom she had loved, no thought of home no
possibility of going back no presentation
of it as yet existing, or as sheltering her father once
entered her thoughts. She had seen the murder
done. In the last lingering natural aspect in
which she had cherished him through so much, he had
been torn out of her heart, defaced, and slain.
The thought of it was so appalling to her, that she
covered her eyes, and shrunk trembling from the least
remembrance of the deed, or of the cruel hand that
did it. If her fond heart could have held his
image after that, it must have broken; but it could
not; and the void was filled with a wild dread that
fled from all confronting with its shattered fragments with
such a dread as could have risen out of nothing but
the depths of such a love, so wronged.
She dared not look into the glass;
for the sight of the darkening mark upon her bosom
made her afraid of herself, as if she bore about her
something wicked. She covered it up, with a hasty,
faltering hand, and in the dark; and laid her weary
head down, weeping.
The Captain did not go to bed for
a long time. He walked to and fro in the shop
and in the little parlour, for a full hour, and, appearing
to have composed himself by that exercise, sat down
with a grave and thoughtful face, and read out of
a Prayer-book the forms of prayer appointed to be
used at sea. These were not easily disposed of;
the good Captain being a mighty slow, gruff reader,
and frequently stopping at a hard word to give himself
such encouragement as Now, my lad! With a will!’
or, ‘Steady, Ed’ard Cuttle, steady!’
which had a great effect in helping him out of any
difficulty. Moreover, his spectacles greatly
interfered with his powers of vision. But notwithstanding
these drawbacks, the Captain, being heartily in earnest,
read the service to the very last line, and with genuine
feeling too; and approving of it very much when he
had done, turned in, under the counter (but not before
he had been upstairs, and listened at Florence’s
door), with a serene breast, and a most benevolent
visage.
The Captain turned out several times
in the course of the night, to assure himself that
his charge was resting quietly; and once, at daybreak,
found that she was awake: for she called to know
if it were he, on hearing footsteps near her door.
‘Yes’ my lady lass,’
replied the Captain, in a growling whisper. ’Are
you all right, di’mond?’
Florence thanked him, and said ‘Yes.’
The Captain could not lose so favourable
an opportunity of applying his mouth to the keyhole,
and calling through it, like a hoarse breeze, ‘Poor
Wal’r! Drownded, ain’t he?’
after which he withdrew, and turning in again, slept
till seven o’clock.
Nor was he free from his uneasy and
embarrassed manner all that day; though Florence,
being busy with her needle in the little parlour, was
more calm and tranquil than she had been on the day
preceding. Almost always when she raised her
eyes from her work, she observed the captain looking
at her, and thoughtfully stroking his chin; and he
so often hitched his arm-chair close to her, as if
he were going to say something very confidential,
and hitched it away again, as not being able to make
up his mind how to begin, that in the course of the
day he cruised completely round the parlour in that
frail bark, and more than once went ashore against
the wainscot or the closet door, in a very distressed
condition.
It was not until the twilight that
Captain Cuttle, fairly dropping anchor, at last, by
the side of Florence, began to talk at all connectedly.
But when the light of the fire was shining on the walls
and ceiling of the little room, and on the tea-board
and the cups and saucers that were ranged upon the
table, and on her calm face turned towards the flame,
and reflecting it in the tears that filled her eyes,
the Captain broke a long silence thus:
‘You never was at sea, my own?’
‘No,’ replied Florence.
‘Ay,’ said the Captain,
reverentially; ’it’s a almighty element.
There’s wonders in the deep, my pretty.
Think on it when the winds is roaring and the waves
is rowling. Think on it when the stormy nights
is so pitch dark,’ said the Captain, solemnly
holding up his hook, ’as you can’t see
your hand afore you, excepting when the wiwid lightning
reweals the same; and when you drive, drive, drive
through the storm and dark, as if you was a driving,
head on, to the world without end, evermore, amen,
and when found making a note of. Them’s
the times, my beauty, when a man may say to his messmate
(previously a overhauling of the wollume), “A
stiff nor’wester’s blowing, Bill; hark,
don’t you hear it roar now! Lord help ’em,
how I pitys all unhappy folks ashore now!"’ Which
quotation, as particularly applicable to the terrors
of the ocean, the Captain delivered in a most impressive
manner, concluding with a sonorous ’Stand by!’
‘Were you ever in a dreadful storm?’ asked
Florence.
‘Why ay, my lady lass, I’ve
seen my share of bad weather,’ said the Captain,
tremulously wiping his head, ’and I’ve
had my share of knocking about; but but
it ain’t of myself as I was a meaning to speak.
Our dear boy,’ drawing closer to her, ‘Wal’r,
darling, as was drownded.’
The Captain spoke in such a trembling
voice, and looked at Florence with a face so pale
and agitated, that she clung to his hand in affright.
‘Your face is changed,’
cried Florence. ’You are altered in a moment.
What is it? Dear Captain Cuttle, it turns me cold
to see you!’
‘What! Lady lass,’
returned the Captain, supporting her with his hand,
’don’t be took aback. No, no!
All’s well, all’s well, my dear. As
I was a saying Wal’r he’s he’s
drownded. Ain’t he?’
Florence looked at him intently; her
colour came and went; and she laid her hand upon her
breast.
‘There’s perils and dangers
on the deep, my beauty,’ said the Captain; ’and
over many a brave ship, and many and many a bould heart,
the secret waters has closed up, and never told no
tales. But there’s escapes upon the deep,
too, and sometimes one man out of a score, ah!
maybe out of a hundred, pretty, has been
saved by the mercy of God, and come home after being
given over for dead, and told of all hands lost.
I I know a story, Heart’s Delight,’
stammered the Captain, ‘o’ this natur,
as was told to me once; and being on this here tack,
and you and me sitting alone by the fire, maybe you’d
like to hear me tell it. Would you, deary?’
Florence, trembling with an agitation
which she could not control or understand, involuntarily
followed his glance, which went behind her into the
shop, where a lamp was burning. The instant that
she turned her head, the Captain sprung out of his
chair, and interposed his hand.
‘There’s nothing there,
my beauty,’ said the Captain. ’Don’t
look there.’
‘Why not?’ asked Florence.
The Captain murmured something about
its being dull that way, and about the fire being
cheerful. He drew the door ajar, which had been
standing open until now, and resumed his seat.
Florence followed him with her eyes, and looked intently
in his face.
‘The story was about a ship,
my lady lass,’ began the Captain, ’as
sailed out of the Port of London, with a fair wind
and in fair weather, bound for don’t
be took aback, my lady lass, she was only out’ard
bound, pretty, only out’ard bound!’
The expression on Florence’s
face alarmed the Captain, who was himself very hot
and flurried, and showed scarcely less agitation than
she did.
‘Shall I go on, Beauty?’ said the Captain.
‘Yes, yes, pray!’ cried Florence.
The Captain made a gulp as if to get
down something that was sticking in his throat, and
nervously proceeded:
’That there unfort’nate
ship met with such foul weather, out at sea, as don’t
blow once in twenty year, my darling. There was
hurricanes ashore as tore up forests and blowed down
towns, and there was gales at sea in them latitudes,
as not the stoutest wessel ever launched could live
in. Day arter day that there unfort’nate
ship behaved noble, I’m told, and did her duty
brave, my pretty, but at one blow a’most her
bulwarks was stove in, her masts and rudder carved
away, her best man swept overboard, and she left to
the mercy of the storm as had no mercy but blowed
harder and harder yet, while the waves dashed over
her, and beat her in, and every time they come a thundering
at her, broke her like a shell. Every black spot
in every mountain of water that rolled away was a
bit o’ the ship’s life or a living man,
and so she went to pieces, Beauty, and no grass will
never grow upon the graves of them as manned that
ship.’
‘They were not all lost!’
cried Florence. ‘Some were saved! Was
one?’
‘Aboard o’ that there
unfort’nate wessel,’ said the Captain,
rising from his chair, and clenching his hand with
prodigious energy and exultation, ’was a lad,
a gallant lad as I’ve heerd tell that
had loved, when he was a boy, to read and talk about
brave actions in shipwrecks I’ve
heerd him! I’ve heerd him! and
he remembered of ’em in his hour of need; for
when the stoutest and oldest hands was hove down, he
was firm and cheery. It warn’t the want
of objects to like and love ashore that gave him courage,
it was his nat’ral mind. I’ve seen
it in his face, when he was no more than a child ay,
many a time! and when I thought it nothing
but his good looks, bless him!’
‘And was he saved!’ cried Florence.
‘Was he saved!’
‘That brave lad,’ said
the Captain, ’look at me, pretty!
Don’t look round ’
Florence had hardly power to repeat, ‘Why not?’
‘Because there’s nothing
there, my deary,’ said the Captain. ’Don’t
be took aback, pretty creetur! Don’t, for
the sake of Wal’r, as was dear to all on us!
That there lad,’ said the Captain, ’arter
working with the best, and standing by the faint-hearted,
and never making no complaint nor sign of fear, and
keeping up a spirit in all hands that made ’em
honour him as if he’d been a admiral that
lad, along with the second-mate and one seaman, was
left, of all the beatin’ hearts that went aboard
that ship, the only living creeturs lashed
to a fragment of the wreck, and driftin’ on
the stormy sea.
Were they saved?’ cried Florence.
‘Days and nights they drifted
on them endless waters,’ said the Captain, ’until
at last No! Don’t look that way,
pretty! a sail bore down upon ’em,
and they was, by the Lord’s mercy, took aboard:
two living and one dead.’
‘Which of them was dead?’ cried Florence.
‘Not the lad I speak on,’ said the Captain.
‘Thank God! oh thank God!’
‘Amen!’ returned the Captain
hurriedly. ’Don’t be took aback!
A minute more, my lady lass! with a good heart! aboard
that ship, they went a long voyage, right away across
the chart (for there warn’t no touching nowhere),
and on that voyage the seaman as was picked up with
him died. But he was spared, and ’
The Captain, without knowing what
he did, had cut a slice of bread from the loaf, and
put it on his hook (which was his usual toasting-fork),
on which he now held it to the fire; looking behind
Florence with great emotion in his face, and suffering
the bread to blaze and burn like fuel.
‘Was spared,’ repeated Florence, ‘and-?’
‘And come home in that ship,’
said the Captain, still looking in the same direction,
’and don’t be frightened, pretty and
landed; and one morning come cautiously to his own
door to take a obserwation, knowing that his friends
would think him drownded, when he sheered off at the
unexpected ’
‘At the unexpected barking of
a dog?’ cried Florence, quickly.
‘Yes,’ roared the Captain.
’Steady, darling! courage! Don’t look
round yet. See there! upon the wall!’
There was the shadow of a man upon
the wall close to her. She started up, looked
round, and with a piercing cry, saw Walter Gay behind
her!
She had no thought of him but as a
brother, a brother rescued from the grave; a shipwrecked
brother saved and at her side; and rushed into his
arms. In all the world, he seemed to be her hope,
her comfort, refuge, natural protector. ‘Take
care of Walter, I was fond of Walter!’ The dear
remembrance of the plaintive voice that said so, rushed
upon her soul, like music in the night. ’Oh
welcome home, dear Walter! Welcome to this stricken
breast!’ She felt the words, although she could
not utter them, and held him in her pure embrace.
Captain Cuttle, in a fit of delirium,
attempted to wipe his head with the blackened toast
upon his hook: and finding it an uncongenial
substance for the purpose, put it into the crown of
his glazed hat, put the glazed hat on with some difficulty,
essayed to sing a verse of Lovely Peg, broke down
at the first word, and retired into the shop, whence
he presently came back express, with a face all flushed
and besmeared, and the starch completely taken out
of his shirt-collar, to say these words:
’Wal’r, my lad, here is
a little bit of property as I should wish to make
over, jintly!’
The Captain hastily produced the big
watch, the teaspoons, the sugar-tongs, and the canister,
and laying them on the table, swept them with his
great hand into Walter’s hat; but in handing
that singular strong box to Walter, he was so overcome
again, that he was fain to make another retreat into
the shop, and absent himself for a longer space of
time than on his first retirement.
But Walter sought him out, and brought
him back; and then the Captain’s great apprehension
was, that Florence would suffer from this new shock.
He felt it so earnestly, that he turned quite rational,
and positively interdicted any further allusion to
Walter’s adventures for some days to come.
Captain Cuttle then became sufficiently composed to
relieve himself of the toast in his hat, and to take
his place at the tea-board; but finding Walter’s
grasp upon his shoulder, on one side, and Florence
whispering her tearful congratulations on the other,
the Captain suddenly bolted again, and was missing
for a good ten minutes.
But never in all his life had the
Captain’s face so shone and glistened, as when,
at last, he sat stationary at the tea-board, looking
from Florence to Walter, and from Walter to Florence.
Nor was this effect produced or at all heightened
by the immense quantity of polishing he had administered
to his face with his coat-sleeve during the last half-hour.
It was solely the effect of his internal emotions.
There was a glory and delight within the Captain that
spread itself over his whole visage, and made a perfect
illumination there.
The pride with which the Captain looked
upon the bronzed cheek and the courageous eyes of
his recovered boy; with which he saw the generous
fervour of his youth, and all its frank and hopeful
qualities, shining once more, in the fresh, wholesome
manner, and the ardent face, would have kindled something
of this light in his countenance. The admiration
and sympathy with which he turned his eyes on Florence,
whose beauty, grace, and innocence could have won
no truer or more zealous champion than himself, would
have had an equal influence upon him. But the
fulness of the glow he shed around him could only have
been engendered in his contemplation of the two together,
and in all the fancies springing out of that association,
that came sparkling and beaming into his head, and
danced about it.
How they talked of poor old Uncle
Sol, and dwelt on every little circumstance relating
to his disappearance; how their joy was moderated
by the old man’s absence and by the misfortunes
of Florence; how they released Diogenes, whom the
Captain had decoyed upstairs some time before, lest
he should bark again; the Captain, though he was in
one continual flutter, and made many more short plunges
into the shop, fully comprehended. But he no
more dreamed that Walter looked on Florence, as it
were, from a new and far-off place; that while his
eyes often sought the lovely face, they seldom met
its open glance of sisterly affection, but withdrew
themselves when hers were raised towards him; than
he believed that it was Walter’s ghost who sat
beside him. He saw them together in their youth
and beauty, and he knew the story of their younger
days, and he had no inch of room beneath his great
blue waistcoat for anything save admiration of such
a pair, and gratitude for their being reunited.
They sat thus, until it grew late.
The Captain would have been content to sit so for
a week. But Walter rose, to take leave for the
night.
‘Going, Walter!’ said Florence. ‘Where?’
‘He slings his hammock for the
present, lady lass,’ said Captain Cuttle, ‘round
at Brogley’s. Within hail, Heart’s
Delight.’
‘I am the cause of your going
away, Walter,’ said Florence. ’There
is a houseless sister in your place.’
‘Dear Miss Dombey,’ replied
Walter, hesitating ’if it is not too
bold to call you so!
Walter!’ she exclaimed, surprised.
’If anything could make me happier
in being allowed to see and speak to you, would it
not be the discovery that I had any means on earth
of doing you a moment’s service! Where
would I not go, what would I not do, for your sake?’
She smiled, and called him brother.
‘You are so changed,’ said Walter
‘I changed!’ she interrupted.
‘To me,’ said Walter,
softly, as if he were thinking aloud, ’changed
to me. I left you such a child, and find you oh!
something so different ’
’But your sister, Walter.
You have not forgotten what we promised to each other,
when we parted?’
‘Forgotten!’ But he said no more.
’And if you had if
suffering and danger had driven it from your thoughts which
it has not you would remember it now, Walter,
when you find me poor and abandoned, with no home
but this, and no friends but the two who hear me speak!’
‘I would! Heaven knows I would!’
said Walter.
‘Oh, Walter,’ exclaimed
Florence, through her sobs and tears. ’Dear
brother! Show me some way through the world some
humble path that I may take alone, and labour in,
and sometimes think of you as one who will protect
and care for me as for a sister! Oh, help me,
Walter, for I need help so much!’
’Miss Dombey! Florence!
I would die to help you. But your friends are
proud and rich. Your father ’
‘No, no! Walter!’
She shrieked, and put her hands up to her head, in
an attitude of terror that transfixed him where he
stood. ’Don’t say that word!’
He never, from that hour, forgot the
voice and look with which she stopped him at the name.
He felt that if he were to live a hundred years, he
never could forget it.
Somewhere anywhere but
never home! All past, all gone, all lost, and
broken up! The whole history of her untold slight
and suffering was in the cry and look; and he felt
he never could forget it, and he never did.
She laid her gentle face upon the
Captain’s shoulder, and related how and why
she had fled. If every sorrowing tear she shed
in doing so, had been a curse upon the head of him
she never named or blamed, it would have been better
for him, Walter thought, with awe, than to be renounced
out of such a strength and might of love.
‘There, precious!’ said
the Captain, when she ceased; and deep attention the
Captain had paid to her while she spoke; listening,
with his glazed hat all awry and his mouth wide open.
’Awast, awast, my eyes! Wal’r, dear
lad, sheer off for to-night, and leave the pretty one
to me!’
Walter took her hand in both of his,
and put it to his lips, and kissed it. He knew
now that she was, indeed, a homeless wandering fugitive;
but, richer to him so, than in all the wealth and pride
of her right station, she seemed farther off than
even on the height that had made him giddy in his
boyish dreams.
Captain Cuttle, perplexed by no such
meditations, guarded Florence to her room, and watched
at intervals upon the charmed ground outside her door for
such it truly was to him until he felt sufficiently
easy in his mind about her, to turn in under the counter.
On abandoning his watch for that purpose, he could
not help calling once, rapturously, through the keyhole,
’Drownded. Ain’t he, pretty?’ or,
when he got downstairs, making another trial at that
verse of Lovely Peg. But it stuck in his throat
somehow, and he could make nothing of it; so he went
to bed, and dreamed that old Sol Gills was married
to Mrs MacStinger, and kept prisoner by that lady
in a secret chamber on a short allowance of victuals.