It behoves us to leave Kit for a while,
thoughtful and expectant, and to follow the fortunes
of little Nell; resuming the thread of the narrative
at the point where it was left, some chapters back.
In one of those wanderings in the
evening time, when, following the two sisters at a
humble distance, she felt, in her sympathy with them
and her recognition in their trials of something akin
to her own loneliness of spirit, a comfort and consolation
which made such moments a time of deep delight, though
the softened pleasure they yielded was of that kind
which lives and dies in tears in one of
those wanderings at the quiet hour of twilight, when
sky, and earth, and air, and rippling water, and sound
of distant bells, claimed kindred with the emotions
of the solitary child, and inspired her with soothing
thoughts, but not of a child’s world or its
easy joys in one of those rambles which
had now become her only pleasure or relief from care,
light had faded into darkness and evening deepened
into night, and still the young creature lingered
in the gloom; feeling a companionship in Nature so
serene and still, when noise of tongues and glare
of garish lights would have been solitude indeed.
The sisters had gone home, and she
was alone. She raised her eyes to the bright
stars, looking down so mildly from the wide worlds
of air, and, gazing on them, found new stars burst
upon her view, and more beyond, and more beyond again,
until the whole great expanse sparkled with shining
spheres, rising higher and higher in immeasurable space,
eternal in their numbers as in their changeless and
incorruptible existence. She bent over the calm
river, and saw them shining in the same majestic order
as when the dove beheld them gleaming through the
swollen waters, upon the mountain tops down far below,
and dead mankind, a million fathoms deep.
The child sat silently beneath a tree,
hushed in her very breath by the stillness of the
night, and all its attendant wonders. The time
and place awoke reflection, and she thought with a
quiet hope less hope, perhaps, than resignation on
the past, and present, and what was yet before her.
Between the old man and herself there had come a gradual
separation, harder to bear than any former sorrow.
Every evening, and often in the day-time too, he
was absent, alone; and although she well knew where
he went, and why too well from the constant
drain upon her scanty purse and from his haggard looks he
evaded all inquiry, maintained a strict reserve, and
even shunned her presence.
She sat meditating sorrowfully upon
this change, and mingling it, as it were, with everything
about her, when the distant church-clock bell struck
nine. Rising at the sound, she retraced her steps,
and turned thoughtfully towards the town.
She had gained a little wooden bridge,
which, thrown across the stream, led into a meadow
in her way, when she came suddenly upon a ruddy light,
and looking forward more attentively, discerned that
it proceeded from what appeared to be an encampment
of gipsies, who had made a fire in one corner at no
great distance from the path, and were sitting or
lying round it. As she was too poor to have any
fear of them, she did not alter her course (which,
indeed, she could not have done without going a long
way round), but quickened her pace a little, and kept
straight on.
A movement of timid curiosity impelled
her, when she approached the spot, to glance towards
the fire. There was a form between it and her,
the outline strongly developed against the light, which
caused her to stop abruptly. Then, as if she
had reasoned with herself and were assured that it
could not be, or had satisfied herself that it was
not that of the person she had supposed, she went
on again.
But at that instant the conversation,
whatever it was, which had been carrying on near this
fire was resumed, and the tones of the voice that
spoke she could not distinguish words sounded
as familiar to her as her own.
She turned, and looked back.
The person had been seated before, but was now in
a standing posture, and leaning forward on a stick
on which he rested both hands. The attitude
was no less familiar to her than the tone of voice
had been. It was her grandfather.
Her first impulse was to call to him;
her next to wonder who his associates could be, and
for what purpose they were together. Some vague
apprehension succeeded, and, yielding to the strong
inclination it awakened, she drew nearer to the place;
not advancing across the open field, however, but
creeping towards it by the hedge.
In this way she advanced within a
few feet of the fire, and standing among a few young
trees, could both see and hear, without much danger
of being observed.
There were no women or children, as
she had seen in other gipsy camps they had passed
in their wayfaring, and but one gipsy a
tall athletic man, who stood with his arms folded,
leaning against a tree at a little distance off, looking
now at the fire, and now, under his black eyelashes,
at three other men who were there, with a watchful
but half-concealed interest in their conversation.
Of these, her grandfather was one; the others she
recognised as the first card-players at the public-house
on the eventful night of the storm the
man whom they had called Isaac List, and his gruff
companion. One of the low, arched gipsy-tents,
common to that people, was pitched hard by, but it
either was, or appeared to be, empty.
‘Well, are you going?’
said the stout man, looking up from the ground where
he was lying at his ease, into her grandfather’s
face. ’You were in a mighty hurry a minute
ago. Go, if you like. You’re your
own master, I hope?’
‘Don’t vex him,’
returned Isaac List, who was squatting like a frog
on the other side of the fire, and had so screwed
himself up that he seemed to be squinting all over;
‘he didn’t mean any offence.’
’You keep me poor, and plunder
me, and make a sport and jest of me besides,’
said the old man, turning from one to the other.
’Ye’ll drive me mad among ye.’
The utter irresolution and feebleness
of the grey-haired child, contrasted with the keen
and cunning looks of those in whose hands he was,
smote upon the little listener’s heart.
But she constrained herself to attend to all that
passed, and to note each look and word.
‘Confound you, what do you mean?’
said the stout man rising a little, and supporting
himself on his elbow. ’Keep you poor!
You’d keep us poor if you could, wouldn’t
you? That’s the way with you whining,
puny, pitiful players. When you lose, you’re
martyrs; but I don’t find that when you win,
you look upon the other losers in that light.
As to plunder!’ cried the fellow, raising his
voice ’Damme, what do you mean by
such ungentlemanly language as plunder, eh?’
The speaker laid himself down again
at full length, and gave one or two short, angry kicks,
as if in further expression of his unbounded indignation.
It was quite plain that he acted the bully, and his
friend the peacemaker, for some particular purpose;
or rather, it would have been to any one but the weak
old man; for they exchanged glances quite openly,
both with each other and with the gipsy, who grinned
his approval of the jest until his white teeth shone
again.
The old man stood helplessly among
them for a little time, and then said, turning to
his assailant:
’You yourself were speaking
of plunder just now, you know. Don’t be
so violent with me. You were, were you not?’
’Not of plundering among present
company! Honour among among gentlemen,
Sir,’ returned the other, who seemed to have
been very near giving an awkward termination to the
sentence.
‘Don’t be hard upon him,
Jowl,’ said Isaac List. ’He’s
very sorry for giving offence. There go
on with what you were saying go on.’
‘I’m a jolly old tender-hearted
lamb, I am,’ cried Mr Jowl, ’to be sitting
here at my time of life giving advice when I know it
won’t be taken, and that I shall get nothing
but abuse for my pains. But that’s the
way I’ve gone through life. Experience
has never put a chill upon my warm-heartedness.’
‘I tell you he’s very
sorry, don’t I?’ remonstrated Isaac List,
’and that he wishes you’d go on.’
‘Does he wish it?’ said the other.
‘Ay,’ groaned the old
man sitting down, and rocking himself to and fro.
‘Go on, go on. It’s in vain to fight
with it; I can’t do it; go on.’
‘I go on then,’ said Jowl,
’where I left off, when you got up so quick.
If you’re persuaded that it’s time for
luck to turn, as it certainly is, and find that you
haven’t means enough to try it (and that’s
where it is, for you know, yourself, that you never
have the funds to keep on long enough at a sitting),
help yourself to what seems put in your way on purpose.
Borrow it, I say, and, when you’re able, pay
it back again.’
‘Certainly,’ Isaac List
struck in, ’if this good lady as keeps the wax-works
has money, and does keep it in a tin box when she goes
to bed, and doesn’t lock her door for fear of
fire, it seems a easy thing; quite a Providence, I
should call it but then I’ve been
religiously brought up.’
‘You see, Isaac,’ said
his friend, growing more eager, and drawing himself
closer to the old man, while he signed to the gipsy
not to come between them; ’you see, Isaac, strangers
are going in and out every hour of the day; nothing
would be more likely than for one of these strangers
to get under the good lady’s bed, or lock himself
in the cupboard; suspicion would be very wide, and
would fall a long way from the mark, no doubt.
I’d give him his revenge to the last farthing
he brought, whatever the amount was.’
‘But could you?’ urged
Isaac List. ‘Is your bank strong enough?’
‘Strong enough!’ answered
the other, with assumed disdain. ’Here,
you Sir, give me that box out of the straw!’
This was addressed to the gipsy, who
crawled into the low tent on all fours, and after
some rummaging and rustling returned with a cash-box,
which the man who had spoken opened with a key he wore
about his person.
‘Do you see this?’ he
said, gathering up the money in his hand and letting
it drop back into the box, between his fingers, like
water. ’Do you hear it? Do you know
the sound of gold? There, put it back and
don’t talk about banks again, Isaac, till you’ve
got one of your own.’
Isaac List, with great apparent humility,
protested that he had never doubted the credit of
a gentleman so notorious for his honourable dealing
as Mr Jowl, and that he had hinted at the production
of the box, not for the satisfaction of his doubts,
for he could have none, but with a view to being regaled
with a sight of so much wealth, which, though it might
be deemed by some but an unsubstantial and visionary
pleasure, was to one in his circumstances a source
of extreme delight, only to be surpassed by its safe
depository in his own personal pockets. Although
Mr List and Mr Jowl addressed themselves to each other,
it was remarkable that they both looked narrowly at
the old man, who, with his eyes fixed upon the fire,
sat brooding over it, yet listening eagerly as
it seemed from a certain involuntary motion of the
head, or twitching of the face from time to time to
all they said.
‘My advice,’ said Jowl,
lying down again with a careless air, ’is plain I
have given it, in fact. I act as a friend.
Why should I help a man to the means perhaps of winning
all I have, unless I considered him my friend?
It’s foolish, I dare say, to be so thoughtful
of the welfare of other people, but that’s my
constitution, and I can’t help it; so don’t
blame me, Isaac List.’
‘I blame you!’ returned
the person addressed; ’not for the world, Mr
Jowl. I wish I could afford to be as liberal
as you; and, as you say, he might pay it back if he
won and if he lost ’
‘You’re not to take that
into consideration at all,’ said Jowl.
’But suppose he did (and nothing’s
less likely, from all I know of chances), why, it’s
better to lose other people’s money than one’s
own, I hope?’
‘Ah!’ cried Isaac List
rapturously, ’the pleasures of winning!
The delight of picking up the money the
bright, shining yellow-boys and sweeping
’em into one’s pocket! The deliciousness
of having a triumph at last, and thinking that one
didn’t stop short and turn back, but went half-way
to meet it! The but you’re not
going, old gentleman?’
‘I’ll do it,’ said
the old man, who had risen and taken two or three
hurried steps away, and now returned as hurriedly.
’I’ll have it, every penny.’
‘Why, that’s brave,’
cried Isaac, jumping up and slapping him on the shoulder;
’and I respect you for having so much young blood
left. Ha, ha, ha! Joe Jowl’s half
sorry he advised you now. We’ve got the
laugh against him. Ha, ha, ha!’
‘He gives me my revenge, mind,’
said the old man, pointing to him eagerly with his
shrivelled hand: ’mind he stakes
coin against coin, down to the last one in the box,
be there many or few. Remember that!’
‘I’m witness,’ returned
Isaac. ‘I’ll see fair between you.’
‘I have passed my word,’
said Jowl with feigned reluctance, ’and I’ll
keep it. When does this match come off?
I wish it was over. To-night?’
‘I must have the money first,’
said the old man; ’and that I’ll have
to-morrow ’
‘Why not to-night?’ urged Jowl.
‘It’s late now, and I
should be flushed and flurried,’ said the old
man. ‘It must be softly done. No,
to-morrow night.’
‘Then to-morrow be it,’
said Jowl. ’A drop of comfort here.
Luck to the best man! Fill!’ The gipsy
produced three tin cups, and filled them to the brim
with brandy. The old man turned aside and muttered
to himself before he drank. Her own name struck
upon the listener’s ear, coupled with some wish
so fervent, that he seemed to breathe it in an agony
of supplication.
‘God be merciful to us!’
cried the child within herself, ’and help us
in this trying hour! What shall I do to save
him!’
The remainder of their conversation
was carried on in a lower tone of voice, and was sufficiently
concise; relating merely to the execution of the project,
and the best precautions for diverting suspicion.
The old man then shook hands with his tempters, and
withdrew.
They watched his bowed and stooping
figure as it retreated slowly, and when he turned
his head to look back, which he often did, waved their
hands, or shouted some brief encouragement. It
was not until they had seen him gradually diminish
into a mere speck upon the distant road, that they
turned to each other, and ventured to laugh aloud.
‘So,’ said Jowl, warming
his hands at the fire, ’it’s done at last.
He wanted more persuading than I expected.
It’s three weeks ago, since we first put this
in his head. What’ll he bring, do you think?’
‘Whatever he brings, it’s
halved between us,’ returned Isaac List.
The other man nodded. ‘We
must make quick work of it,’ he said, ’and
then cut his acquaintance, or we may be suspected.
Sharp’s the word.’
List and the gipsy acquiesced.
When they had all three amused themselves a little
with their victim’s infatuation, they dismissed
the subject as one which had been sufficiently discussed,
and began to talk in a jargon which the child did
not understand. As their discourse appeared
to relate to matters in which they were warmly interested,
however, she deemed it the best time for escaping unobserved;
and crept away with slow and cautious steps, keeping
in the shadow of the hedges, or forcing a path through
them or the dry ditches, until she could emerge upon
the road at a point beyond their range of vision.
Then she fled homeward as quickly as she could, torn
and bleeding from the wounds of thorns and briars,
but more lacerated in mind, and threw herself upon
her bed, distracted.
The first idea that flashed upon her
mind was flight, instant flight; dragging him from
that place, and rather dying of want upon the roadside,
than ever exposing him again to such terrible temptations.
Then, she remembered that the crime was not to be committed
until next night, and there was the intermediate time
for thinking, and resolving what to do. Then,
she was distracted with a horrible fear that he might
be committing it at that moment; with a dread of hearing
shrieks and cries piercing the silence of the night;
with fearful thoughts of what he might be tempted
and led on to do, if he were detected in the act,
and had but a woman to struggle with. It was
impossible to bear such torture. She stole to
the room where the money was, opened the door, and
looked in. God be praised! He was not there,
and she was sleeping soundly.
She went back to her own room, and
tried to prepare herself for bed. But who could
sleep sleep! who could lie passively down,
distracted by such terrors? They came upon her
more and more strongly yet. Half undressed,
and with her hair in wild disorder, she flew to the
old man’s bedside, clasped him by the wrist,
and roused him from his sleep.
‘What’s this!’ he
cried, starting up in bed, and fixing his eyes upon
her spectral face.
‘I have had a dreadful dream,’
said the child, with an energy that nothing but such
terrors could have inspired. ’A dreadful,
horrible dream. I have had it once before.
It is a dream of grey-haired men like you, in darkened
rooms by night, robbing sleepers of their gold.
Up, up!’
The old man shook in every joint,
and folded his hands like one who prays.
‘Not to me,’ said the
child, ’not to me to Heaven, to save
us from such deeds! This dream is too real.
I cannot sleep, I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
you alone under the roof where such dreams come.
Up! We must fly.’
He looked at her as if she were a
spirit she might have been for all the
look of earth she had and trembled more
and more.
‘There is no time to lose; I
will not lose one minute,’ said the child.
‘Up! and away with me!’
‘To-night?’ murmured the old man.
‘Yes, to-night,’ replied
the child. ’To-morrow night will be too
late. The dream will have come again. Nothing
but flight can save us. Up!’
The old man rose from his bed:
his forehead bedewed with the cold sweat of fear:
and, bending before the child as if she had been an
angel messenger sent to lead him where she would,
made ready to follow her. She took him by the
hand and led him on. As they passed the door of
the room he had proposed to rob, she shuddered and
looked up into his face. What a white face was
that, and with what a look did he meet hers!
She took him to her own chamber, and,
still holding him by the hand as if she feared to
lose him for an instant, gathered together the little
stock she had, and hung her basket on her arm.
The old man took his wallet from her hands and strapped
it on his shoulders his staff, too, she
had brought away and then she led him forth.
Through the strait streets, and narrow
crooked outskirts, their trembling feet passed quickly.
Up the steep hill too, crowned by the old grey castle,
they toiled with rapid steps, and had not once looked
behind.
But as they drew nearer the ruined
walls, the moon rose in all her gentle glory, and,
from their venerable age, garlanded with ivy, moss,
and waving grass, the child looked back upon the sleeping
town, deep in the valley’s shade: and on
the far-off river with its winding track of light:
and on the distant hills; and as she did so, she clasped
the hand she held, less firmly, and bursting into
tears, fell upon the old man’s neck.