Nell stood in the middle of the room
with the note which she had found in the book in her
hand. She had read it half mechanically and unsuspectingly,
as one reads a scrap of paper found in a volume, or
in some unexpected place; and, trembling a little,
she went to the electric light and read the note again.
It ran thus and with every word Nell’s
face grew pale:
“I can wait no longer.
You cannot say I have been impatient that
I haven’t endured the suspense as well as a
man could. If you love me, if you are really
willing to trust yourself to me, come away with me
to-morrow. God knows I will try and make you happy,
and that you can never be under this roof with a man
who doesn’t care for you. I will come for
you at seven to-morrow morning we can cross
by the morning boat. Don’t trouble about
luggage; everything we want we can get on the other
side. For Heaven’s sake, don’t hesitate!
Be ready and waiting for me as the clock strikes.
Don’t hesitate! The happiness of both our
lives lies in your hands.
ARCHIE.”
Nell sank into a chair and stared
at the wall, trying to think; but for a moment or
two the horror and shame of the thing overwhelmed her.
She had read of such incidents as these, for now and
again one of the new school of novels reached The
Cottage; but there is a lot of difference between
reading, say, of a murder, and watching the committal
of one. She was almost as much ashamed and shocked
as if the note had been intended for herself.
She was not ashamed of having read
it though the mere touch of the paper was
hateful to her for she felt that Providence
had ordained it that she should stand between Lady
Wolfer and the ruin to which Sir Archie was beckoning
her.
But what should she do? Should
she take the letter to Lady Wolfer and implore her
to send Sir Archie a refusal? This was, of course,
Nell’s first impulse, but she dared not follow
it; dared not run the risk of letting Lady Wolfer
see the note. The unhappy woman’s face haunted
Nell, and her reckless words, and her tone of desperation,
still rang in Nell’s ears. No; she dared
not let Lady Wolfer know that this man would be waiting
for her. Few women in the position of the countess
could resist such a note as this, such an appeal from
the man who, she thought, loved her. But if she
did not take the note to the countess, what was she
to do?
Sir Archie would be, then, in the
library at seven o’clock; he would ask for the
countess; she would go to him, and Nell
shuddered, and walked up and down. If there were
any one to whom she could go for advice! But
there was no one. At all costs, the truth must
be kept from the earl; his wife must be saved.
It was a terrible position for a young
and inexperienced girl; but, despite her youth and
inexperience, the note could scarcely have fallen
into better hands than Nell’s; for she possessed
courage, and was not afraid for herself. Most
girls, keenly though they might desire to save their
friend, would have destroyed the note and left the
rest to Providence; but Nell’s spirit had been
trained in the bracing air of Shorne Mills, and her
views tempered by many a tussle with tide and wind
in the Annie Laurie; and the pluck which lay
dormant in the slight figure rose now to the struggle
for her friend’s safety. She had grown
to love the woman who had confided her heart’s
sorrow to her that night, and she meant to save her.
But how? Sir Archie would be there at seven,
and Lady Wolfer must be kept in ignorance of his presence;
and he must be sent away convinced of the hopelessness
of his passion.
Nell walked up and down, unconscious
of weariness, ignorant that in his own room the earl
was listening to her footsteps, and putting his own
construction upon her agitation. Now and again
she thought of Drake and her own love affair.
Were all men alike? Were there no good men in
the world? Were they all selfish and unscrupulous
in the quest of their own interest and amusements?
Love! The word sounded like a mockery, a delusion,
a snare. Drake had loved, or thought he loved
her, until Lady Luce had beckoned him back to her;
and this other man, Sir Archie how long
would he continue to love the unhappy woman if she
yielded to him?
The silver clock on the mantelshelf
struck five, and Nell, worn out at last, and still
apparently far away from any solution of the problem
which she had set herself, flung herself on the bed.
She had scarcely closed her eyes before a way of helping
Lady Wolfer presented itself to her.
Her face crimsoned, and she winced
and closed her eyes with a slight shudder; but though
she shrank from the ordeal, she resolved to make it.
Lady Wolfer had been kind to her, had won her love,
and, more than all else, had confided in her, and
she Nell would save her at any
cost.
A little before seven she rose, and
changed her dinner dress for a plain traveling one,
and, putting on her hat and jacket, went down to the
library slowly and almost stealthily. A maidservant
was sweeping the hall, and she looked up at Nell,
clad in her outdoor things, with some surprise.
“I expect Sir Archie Walbrooke
at seven o’clock,” said Nell. “I
am in the library, please.”
She spoke quite calmly and casually,
buttoning her glove in a leisurely fashion as she
passed on her way; and the maid responded unsuspiciously,
for the coming and going at Wolfer House were always
somewhat erratic.
Nell went into the library, and, closing
the door, turned up the electric light a little for
the maids had not yet been to the room, and the shutters
were still closed. The morning was a wet and chilly
one, and Nell shuddered slightly as she sat and watched
the second hand of the clock, which at one moment
seemed to move slowly and at the next appeared to
fly. She had not decided upon the words she would
use; she would be guided by those which Sir Archie
might speak; but she was resolved to fight as long
as possible, to hide every tremor which, at these
moments of waiting and suspense, quivered through her.
Then she heard his voice, his slow
step no quicker than usual this morning crossing
the hall; the door opened, and he was in the room.
Nell rose, and stood with her back to the light; and,
closing the door, he came toward her with a faint
cry of satisfaction and relief.
“Ada!” he said. “You have come
Nell raised her veil, but, before
she had done so, he had seen that she was not the
countess; and he stopped short and stared at her.
“Miss Lorton!” he exclaimed,
under his breath, so taken aback that the shock of
his disappointment was revealed in his face and voice.
“I I thought expected to
see Lady Wolfer. Is is she up?
Does she know that I am here? You have a message
for me?”
He tried to speak casually, and forced
a smile, as if the appointment was quite an ordinary
one; but Nell saw that the hand that held his hat
shook, and that his color, which had risen as he entered
the room and greeted her, had slowly left his face,
and her courage rose.
“Yes, I have a message for you,
Sir Archie,” she said, keeping her voice as
steady as she could, and saying to herself: “It
is to save her save her!”
“Yes?” he said, with suppressed
eagerness and anxiety. “What is it?
I I am rather pressed for time.”
He glanced at his watch. “Won’t she
see me? If you would go up and ask her.
I shan’t detain her more than a minute.”
“No; she cannot see you,”
said Nell. “I am to ask you to go where
you are going without seeing her.”
He looked at her steadily, gnawing his lip softly.
“I I don’t
understand,” he said, still trying to smile.
“She told you that I am going abroad?”
Nell inclined her head gravely.
“Yes? But didn’t
she tell you that that I must see her before
I go? That that it is important?”
“She cannot see you,”
said Nell, her heart beating fast. “She
wishes you to go, and and to remain abroad
His face crimsoned, then went pale.
“You know she has
told you why why I have come this morning?”
he said, in a low voice.
“Yes, I know,” assented
Nell, the shame, for him, dyeing her face.
He stared at her for a moment in silence;
then he said, half defiantly, half sullenly:
“Very well, then. If you
know why I am here, you must know that I cannot take
such a message, that I cannot go without
her. For Heaven’s sake, Miss Lorton, go
and fetch her! There is no time to lose.
Her my happiness is at stake. I beg
your pardon; I’m afraid I’m brusque; butFor
Heaven’s sake, bring her! If I could see
her, speak to her for a moment
Nell shook her head.
“I cannot,” she said.
“It would be of no use. Lady Wolfer would
not go with you.”
He came nearer to her and lowered
his voice, almost speaking through his teeth.
“See here, Miss Lorton, you you
have no right to be in this business to
interfere with it. You you are too
young to understand
Nell crimsoned.
“No,” she said, almost
inaudibly. “I understand. I I
have seen your letter.” Her calm, almost
her courage, broke down, and, clasping her hands,
she pleaded to him. “Oh, yes, I do understand!
Sir Archie, go; do, do go! It is cruel of you
to stay. If if you really love her,
you will go and never come back.”
His face went white and his eyes flashed.
“No, you don’t understand,
although you think you do. You say that I am
cruel. I should be cruel if I did what she asks
me, what you wish me to do, to leave her in this house,
to the old life of misery. I love her; I want
to take her away with me from the man who doesn’t
care an atom for her, whom she does not love.”
“It isn’t true!”
said Nell, with a sudden burst of indignation, and
with a sudden insight as inexplicable as it was sudden.
“He loves her, and she, though she does not
know it, cares for him. They would have discovered
the truth if you had not come between them and made
them hard and cold to each other. Yes, you are
cruel, cruel and wicked! But but perhaps
it has not been all your fault and I’m
sorry if if I have spoken too harshly.”
He scarcely seemed to have heard her
concluding words, but repeated to himself: “She
cares for him. She cares for Wolfer her
husband!”
“Yes, yes!” said Nell
eagerly, anxiously. “I know it; I have seen
her when she was most unhappy. I have heard the
truth in her voice I remember little things the
way she has behaved to him, spoken to him, when she
was off her guard. Yes, it is true she cares for
him as much as he cares for her; but they have hidden
it from each other and you you
have made it harder for them to show their love!
But you know the truth now, and and you
will go, will you not?”
In her anxiety she laid her hand on
his arm imploringly, and looked up at him with eyes
moist with tears.
He looked at her, his brows knit, his lips set closely.
“By Heaven, if I thought you
were right!” broke from him; then his tone changed,
and his eyes grew hard with resentment. “No;
you are wrong, quite wrong! And it is you who
have come between us, and will rob us of our happiness!
I I beg your pardon!” he
faltered, for this slave of passion was, after all,
a gentleman. “I beg your pardon! If
you knew what I am suffering, what she must be suffering
at this moment! Miss Lorton, you are her friend you
have no reason to bear me any ill will I
honor you for for your motives in all this but
I implore you to stand aside. If you will go
and bring her, I will wait here, and you shall hear
from her own lips that you are wrong in supposing that
any affection exists between her and him. I will
wait here. Go, I beg of you! There is no
time to lose!”
“I will not!” said Nell,
her slight figure erect, her eyes more eloquent than
the tone of her resolution to save her friend.
“Then I will ring and ask her
to come,” he said, and he went toward the bell.
Nell sprang in front of it.
“No,” she said, in a low
voice. “It is I who will ring, and it is
the earl who shall come.”
Sir Archie stood, his hand outstretched
to push her aside. Men of his class and character
dislike a scene. He was not physically afraid
of Lord Wolfer, but a scene and a scandal
which would leave Lady Wolfer at Wolfer House, while
he was turned out, was a contretemps to be avoided,
if possible.
“You must be mad!” he
said, between his teeth. “Worse; you are
laboring under a hideous mistake. She loves me,
and you know it she has never cared for
Lord Wolfer. Please stand aside.”
He put out his hand to gently remove
her from before the bell, and at his touch the strain
which Nell was undergoing became too tense for endurance.
The color left her face and left it deathly white.
With a faint moan she put her hand to her throat as
if she were choking, and swayed to and fro as if she
were giddy.
Sir Archie caught her just in time.
“Good heavens, don’t faint!” he
exclaimed, in a horrified whisper.
At the sound of his voice, at his
touch, Nell recovered her full consciousness.
“Let me go! Don’t
touch me!” she breathed, with a shudder; but,
before she could free herself from his hold, the door
opened, and the earl entered.
With an oath, Sir Archie turned and
glared at him, and Nell sank against the mantelshelf,
and leaned there, faint and trembling.
The two men stood quite still and
looked at each other. In these days we have taught
ourselves to take the most critical moments of our
lives quietly. There is no loud declamation,
no melodramatic denunciation, no springing at each
other’s throats, or flashing of swords.
We carry our wrongs to the law courts, and an aged
gentleman in an ermine tippet, and a more or less
grimy wig, avenges us with costs and damages.
The earl was pale enough, and his
eyes wore a stern expression as they rested upon his
“friend”; but yet there was something in
his face which seemed to indicate relief; and, presently,
after a moment which seemed an age to Nell, his gaze
left the other man’s face and fixed itself on
her.
“Were you going out with Sir
Archie Walbrooke, Miss Lorton?” he asked coldly.
Sir Archie started slightly, and would
have spoken, but Nell looked at him quickly, a look
which smote him to silence. She, too, remained
silent, her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on the ground.
“Is my inference a correct one?”
said the earl, still more coldly. “I find
you here at this unusual hour and
dressed for traveling. And he is here by
appointment, I presume? Ah, do not deny it!
It is too obvious.”
Sir Archie opened his lips, but once
more Nell looked at him, and once more her eyes commanded,
rather than asked, his silence. He suppressed
an oath, and stood with clenched hands, waiting in
helpless irresolution. What was this girl going
to do? Was she was it possible that
she was going to screen Lady Wolfer at the cost of
her own reputation! The man was not altogether
bad, and the remnant of honor which still glowed in
his breast rose against the idea of such a sacrifice.
And yet it was for the woman he loved!
The perspiration broke out on his
pale face, and he looked from the stern eyes of the
earl to Nell’s downcast ones.
“I can’t stand this!”
broke from his lips. “Look here, Wolfer!”
The earl raised his head.
“I have nothing to say to you.
I decline to hear you,” he said grimly.
“I am addressing Miss Lorton. I have asked
her a question; but it is not necessary to inflict
the pain of an answer. I am aware that I have
no legal right to interfere in Miss Lorton’s
movements, but she is under my roof, she is a connection” his
voice grew a shade less stern “I am,
indeed, almost in the position of her guardian.
Therefore, I deem it my duty to acquaint her with
the character of the man with whom she proposes to elope.”
Nell raised her head, the crimson
staining her whole face; and it seemed to Sir Archie
as if her endurance had broken down; but she checked
the indignant denial which had sprung to her lips,
and, closing her lips tightly, sank back into her
former attitude an attitude which convinced
Lord Wolfer of her guilt.
“Are you aware that this gentleman,
who has honored you by an invitation to fly with him,
is already a married man, Miss Lorton?”
Nell made no sign, but Sir Archie
started and ground his teeth.
“He has carefully concealed
the fact; but well, I happen to know it,
and I think he will not venture to deny it.”
He paused, but Sir Archie remained silent.
“Were you ignorant of it?” asked the earl.
Nell opened her lips, and they formed the word “Yes.”
“I expected as much,”
said the earl. “And now that you know the
truth, are you still desirous of accompanying him?”
Nell, with her eyes fixed on the ground, shook her
head.
“No!” she whispered.
Sir Archie swore under his breath.
“I can’t stand this!”
he said desperately. “Look here, Wolfer,
you are making a damnable mistake. Miss Lorton
The earl turned to him, but looked above his head.
“Excuse me,” he said,
“I have no desire to hear any explanation of
your conduct it would be impossible for
you to defend it. But, having received Miss Lorton’s
reply to my question, I have the right to ask you
to quit my house and I do so!”
Sir Archie went up to Nell and looked at her straight
in the face.
“Do you do you wish
me to remain silent?” he said hoarsely.
“Think before you speak! Do you?”
Nell looked up instantly.
“Yes!” she replied, in a low voice.
“If you will go forever!”
Sir Archie gazed at her as if he had
suddenly become unconscious of the earl’s presence.
“My God!” he breathed.
“You you are treatin’ me better
than I deserve. Yes, I am goin’,”
he said, turning fiercely to the earl, who had made
a slight movement of impatience. “But I
want to say this. I want” he
moistened his lips, as if speech were difficult “to
tell you and and her that that
what has taken place will never be spoken of by me
while I live. I am goin’ abroad.
I shall not return for some time.”
The earl made a gesture of indifference.
“Your movements can be of no
interest to me,” he said, “and I trust
that they may be of as little importance to this unhappy
girl, now that she knows the character of the man
whom she was about to trust.”
Sir Archie laughed a laugh
that sounded hideously grotesque at such a moment;
then he took up his hat and gloves; but he laid them
down again.
“Will you give me a minute three with
Miss Lorton, alone?” he asked, biting his lip.
The earl hesitated for a moment, and
glanced at Nell searchingly; then, as if satisfied,
he said:
“Yes, I will do so, on condition
that you leave this house at the expiration of that
time. I will rejoin you when he has gone.”
As he left the room, Sir Archie turned to Nell.
“Do you know what you have done?”
he asked hoarsely, and almost inaudibly. “Do
you know what this means: that you have sacrificed
yourself for for her?”
Nell had sunk into a chair, and she
looked up at him, and then away from him; but in that
momentary glance he had read the light of an inflexible
resolution, an undaunted courage in the gray eyes.
“Yes, I know,” she said.
“He he thinks, will always think,
that it was I” She broke
off with an irrepressible shudder.
Sir Archie’s hand went to his
mustache to cover the quiver of his lips.
“My God! it’s the noblest
thing! But have you counted the cost the
consequences?”
“Yes,” she said.
“But it does not matter. I I
am nobody only a girl, with no husband,
no one who loves, cares for me; while sheYes,
I know what I have done; but I am not sorry I
don’t regret. I have your promise?”
she looked up at his strained face solemnly. “You
will keep it? you will not break your word?
You will go away and and leave her?”
His hands clenched behind him, and
he was silent for a moment; then he said:
“Yes, by Heaven! I will!
The sacrifice shall not be all on your side.
Tell her no, tell her nothin’, or
you will have to tell her all. Tell her nothin’.
Miss Lorton” His voice broke,
and he hesitated. Nell waited, and he found his
voice again. “When I hear that there are
no good women, no noble ones, I I shall
think of what you have done this mornin’.
Good-by. I I can’t ask you to
shake hands. My God! I’m not fit for
you to touch! I see that now. Good-by!”
He went out of the room with drooping
head, but he raised it as he passed the earl, and
the two men nodded for the benefit of the
footman who opened the door.
Nell hid her face in her hands and
waited, and presently the earl reentered the library.