With that disastrous day my campaigning
was destined, for some time at least, to conclude.
My wound, which grew from hour to hour more threatening,
at length began to menace the loss of the arm, and
by the recommendation of the regimental surgeons,
I was ordered back to Lisbon.
Mike, by this time perfectly restored,
prepared everything for my departure, and on the third
day after the battle of the Coa, I began my journey
with downcast spirits and depressed heart. The
poor fellow was, however, a kind and affectionate
nurse, and unlike many others, his cares were not
limited to the mere bodily wants of his patient, he
sustained, as well as he was able, my drooping resolution,
rallied my spirits, and cheered my courage. With
the very little Portuguese he possessed, he contrived
to make every imaginable species of bargain; always
managed a good billet; kept every one in good humor,
and rarely left his quarters in the morning without
a most affective leave-taking, and reiterated promises
to renew his visit.
Our journeys were usually short ones,
and already two days had elapsed, when, towards nightfall,
we entered the little hamlet of Jaffra. During
the entire of that day, the pain of my wounded limb
had been excruciating; the fatigue of the road and
the heat had brought back violent inflammation, and
when at last the little village came in sight, my reason
was fast yielding to the torturing agonies of my wound.
But the transports with which I greeted my resting-place
were soon destined to a change; for as we drew near,
not a light was to be seen, not a sound to be heard,
not even a dog barked as the heavy mule-cart rattled
over the uneven road. No trace of any living
thing was there. The little hamlet lay sleeping
in the pale moonlight, its streets deserted, and its
homes tenantless; our own footsteps alone echoed along
the dreary causeway. Here and there, as we advanced
farther, we found some relics of broken furniture and
house-gear; most of the doors lay open, but nothing
remained within save bare walls; the embers still
smoked in many places upon the hearth, and showed us
that the flight of the inhabitants had been recent.
Yet everything convinced us that the French had not
been there; there was no trace of the reckless violence
and wanton cruelty which marked their footsteps everywhere.
All proved that the desertion had
been voluntary; perhaps in compliance with an order
of our commander-in-chief, who frequently desired any
intended line of march of the enemy to be left thus
a desert. As we sauntered slowly on from street
to street, half hoping that some one human being yet
remained behind, and casting our eyes from side to
side in search of quarters for the night, Mike suddenly
came running up, saying,
“I have it, sir; I’ve
found it out. There’s people living down
that small street there; I saw a light this minute
as I passed.”
I turned immediately, and accompanied
by the mule-driver, followed Mike across a little
open square into a small and narrow street, at the
end of which a light was seen faintly twinkling.
We hurried on and in a few minutes reached a high
wall of solid masonry, from a niche of which we now
discovered, to our utter disappointment, the light
proceeded. It was a small lamp placed before
a little waxen image of the Virgin, and was probably
the last act of piety of some poor villager ere he
left his home and hearth forever. There it burned,
brightly and tranquilly, throwing its mellow ray upon
the cold, deserted stones.
Whatever impatience I might have given
way to in a moment of chagrin was soon repressed,
as I saw my two followers, uncovering their heads in
silent reverence, kneel down before the little shrine.
There was something at once touching and solemn in
this simultaneous feeling of homage from the hearts
of those removed in country, language, and in blood.
They bent meekly down, their heads bowed upon their
bosoms, while with muttering voices each offered up
his prayer. All sense of their disappointment,
all memory of their forlorn state, seemed to have
yielded to more powerful and absorbing thoughts, as
they opened their hearts in prayer.
My eyes were still fixed upon them
when suddenly Mike, whose devotion seemed of the briefest,
sprang to his legs, and with a spirit of levity but
little in accordance with his late proceedings, commenced
a series of kicking, rapping, and knocking at a small
oak postern sufficient to have aroused a whole convent
from their cells. “House there! Good
people within!” bang, bang, bang;
but the echoes alone responded to his call, and the
sounds died away at length in the distant streets,
leaving all as silent and dreary as before.
Our Portuguese friend, who by this
time had finished his orisons, now began a vigorous
attack upon the small door, and with the assistance
of Mike, armed with a fragment of granite about the
size of a man’s head, at length separated the
frame from the hinges, and sent the whole mass prostrate
before us.
The moon was just rising as we entered
the little park, where gravelled walks, neatly kept
and well-trimmed, bespoke recent care and attention;
following a handsome alley of lime-trees, we reached
a little jet d’eau, whose sparkling fountain
shone diamond-like in the moonbeams, and escaping
from the edge of a vast shell, ran murmuring amidst
mossy stones and water-lilies that, however naturally
they seemed thrown around, bespoke also the hand of
taste in their position. On turning from the spot,
we came directly in front of an old but handsome chateau,
before which stretched a terrace of considerable extent.
Its balustraded parapet lined with orange-trees, now
in full blossom, scented the still air with delicious
odor; marble statues peeped here and there amidst the
foliage, while a rich acacia, loaded with flowers,
covered the walls of the building, and hung in vast
masses of variegated blossom across the tall windows.
As leaning on Mike’s arm I slowly
ascended the steps of the terrace, I was more than
ever struck with the silence and death-like stillness
around; except the gentle plash of the fountain, all
was at rest; the very plants seemed to sleep in the
yellow moonlight, and not a trace of any living thing
was there.
The massive door lay open as we entered
the spacious hall flagged with marble and surrounded
with armorial bearings. We advanced farther and
came to a broad and handsome stair, which led us to
a long gallery, from which a suit of rooms opened,
looking towards the front part of the building.
Wherever we went, the furniture appeared perfectly
untouched; nothing was removed; the very chairs were
grouped around the windows and the tables; books,
as if suddenly dropped from their readers’ hands,
were scattered upon the sofas and the ottomans; and
in one small apartment, whose blue satin walls and
damask drapery bespoke a boudoir, a rich mantilla of
black velvet and a silk glove were thrown upon a chair.
It was clear the desertion had been most recent, and
everything indicated that no time had been given to
the fugitives to prepare for flight. What a sad
picture of war was there! To think of those whose
home was endeared to them by all the refinements of
cultivated life and all the associations of years of
happiness sent out upon the wide world wanderers and
houseless, while their hearth, sacred by every tie
that binds us to our kindred, was to be desecrated
by the ruthless and savage hands of a ruffian soldiery.
I thought of them, perhaps at that very
hour their thoughts were clinging round the old walls,
remembering each well-beloved spot, while they took
their lonely path through mountain and through valley, and
felt ashamed and abashed at my own intrusion there.
While thus my revery ran on, I had not perceived that
Mike, whose views were very practical upon all occasions,
had lighted a most cheerful fire upon the hearth, and
disposing a large sofa before it, had carefully closed
the curtains; and was, in fact, making himself and
his master as much at home as though he had spent
his life there.
“Isn’t it a beautiful
place, Misther Charles? And this little room,
doesn’t it remind you of the blue bed-room in
O’Malley Castle, barrin’ the elegant view
out upon the Shannon, and the mountain of Scariff?”
Nothing short of Mike’s patriotism
could forgive such a comparison; but, however, I did
not contradict him as he ran on:
“Faith, I knew well there was
luck in store for us this evening; and ye see the
handful of prayers I threw away outside wasn’t
lost. Jose’s making the beasts comfortable
in the stable, and I’m thinking we’ll none
of us complain of our quarters. But you’re
not eating your supper; and the beautiful hare-pie
that I stole this morning, won’t you taste it?
Well, a glass of Malaga? Not a glass of Malaga?
Oh, mother of Moses! what’s this for?”
Unfortunately, the fever produced
by the long and toilsome journey had gained considerably
on me, and except copious libations of cold water,
I could touch nothing; my arm, too, was much more
painful than before. Mike soon perceived that
rest and quietness were most important to me at the
moment, and having with difficulty been prevailed upon
to swallow a few hurried mouthfuls, the poor fellow
disposed cushions around me in every imaginable form
for comfort; and then, placing my wounded limb in its
easiest position, he extinguished the lamp, and sat
silently down beside the hearth, without speaking
another word.
Fatigue and exhaustion, more powerful
than pain, soon produced their effects upon me, and
I fell asleep; but it was no refreshing slumber which
visited my heavy eyelids; the slow fever of suffering
had been hour by hour increasing, and my dreams presented
nothing but scenes of agony and torture. Now
I thought that, unhorsed and wounded, I was trampled
beneath the clanging hoofs of charging cavalry; now
I felt the sharp steel piercing my flesh, and heard
the loud cry of a victorious enemy; then, methought,
I was stretched upon a litter, covered by gore and
mangled by a grape-shot. I thought I saw my brother
officers approach and look sadly upon me, while one,
whose face I could not remember, muttered: “I
should not have known him.” The dreadful
hospital of Talavera, and all its scenes of agony,
came up before me, and I thought that I lay waiting
my turn for amputation. This last impression,
more horrible to me than all the rest, made me spring
from my couch, and I awoke. The cold drops of
perspiration stood upon my brow, my mouth was parched
and open, and my temples throbbed so that I could
count their beatings; for some seconds I could not
throw off the frightful illusion I labored under,
and it was only by degrees I recovered consciousness
and remembered where I was. Before me, and on
one side of the bright wood-fire, sat Mike, who, apparently
deep in thought, gazed fixedly at the blaze.
The start I gave on awaking had not attracted his attention,
and I could see, as the flickering glare fell upon
his features, that he was pale and ghastly, while
his eyes were riveted upon the fire; his lips moved
rapidly, as if in prayer, and his locked hands were
pressed firmly upon his bosom; his voice, at first
inaudible, I could gradually distinguish, and at length
heard the following muttered sentences:
“Oh, mother of mercy! So
far from his home and his people, and so young to
die in a strange land There it is again.”
Here he appeared listening to some sounds from without.
“Oh, wirra, wirra, I know it well! the
winding-sheet, the winding-sheet! There it is;
my own eyes saw it!” The tears coursed fast
upon his pale cheeks, and his voice grew almost inaudible,
as rocking to and fro, for some time he seemed in a
very stupor of grief; when at last, in a faint, subdued
tone, he broke into one of those sad and plaintive
airs of his country, which only need the moment of
depression to make them wring the very heart in agony.
His song was that to which Moore has
appended the beautiful lines, “Come rest on
this bosom.” The following imperfect translation
may serve to convey some impression of the words,
which in Mike’s version were Irish:
“The day was declining,
The dark night drew near,
And the old lord grew sadder
And paler with fear:
’Come listen, my daughter,
Come nearer, oh, near!
Is’t the wind or the
water
That sighs in my ear?’
“Not the wind nor the
water
Now stirred the night air,
But a warning far sadder, .
The Banshee was there!
Now rising, now swelling,
On the night wind it bore
One cadence, still telling,
‘I want thee, Rossmore!’
“And then fast came
his breath,
And more fixed grew his eye;
And the shadow of death
Told his hour was nigh.
Ere the dawn of that morning
The struggle was o’er,
For when thrice came the warning
A corpse was Rossmore!”
The plaintive air to which these words
were sung fell heavily upon my heart, and it needed
but the low and nervous condition I was in to make
me feel their application to myself. But so it
is; the very superstition your reason rejects and
your sense spurns, has, from old association, from
habit, and from mere nationality too, a hold upon your
hopes and fears that demands more firmness and courage
than a sick-bed possesses to combat with success;
and I now listened with an eager ear to mark if the
Banshee cried, rather than sought to fortify myself
by any recurrence to my own convictions. Meanwhile
Mike’s attitude became one of listening attention.
Not a finger moved; he scarce seemed even to breathe;
the state of suspense I suffered from was maddening;
and at last, unable to bear it longer, I was about
to speak, when suddenly, from the floor beneath us,
one long-sustained note swelled upon the air and died
away again, and immediately after, to the cheerful
sounds of a guitar, we heard the husky voice of our
Portuguese guide indulging himself in a love-ditty.
Ashamed of myself for my fears, I
kept silent; but Mike, who felt only one sensation, that
of unmixed satisfaction at his mistake, rubbed
his hands pleasantly, filled up his glass, drank it,
and refilled; while with an accent of reassured courage,
he briefly remarked,
“Well, Mr. Jose, if that be
singing, upon my conscience I wonder what crying is
like!”
I could not forbear a laugh at the
criticism; and in a moment, the poor fellow, who up
to that moment believed me sleeping, was beside me.
I saw from his manner that he dreaded lest I had been
listening to his melancholy song, and had overheard
any of his gloomy forebodings; and as he cheered my
spirits and spoke encouragingly, I could remark that
he made more than usual endeavors to appear light-hearted
and at ease. Determined, however, not to let
him escape so easily, I questioned him about his belief
in ghosts and spirits, at which he endeavored, as
he ever did when the subject was an unpleasing one,
to avoid the discussion; but rather perceiving that
I indulged in no irreverent disrespect of these matters,
he grew gradually more open, treating the affair with
that strange mixture of credulity and mockery which
formed his estimate of most things, now
seeming to suppose that any palpable rejection of
them might entail sad consequences in future, now
half ashamed to go the whole length in his credulity.
“And so, Mike, you never saw
a ghost yourself? that you acknowledge?”
“No, sir, I never saw a real
ghost; but sure there’s many a thing I never
saw; but Mrs. Moore, the housekeeper, seen two.
And your grandfather that’s gone the
Lord be good to him! used to walk once a
year in Lurra Abbey; and sure you know the story about
Tim Clinchy that was seen every Saturday night coming
out of the cellar with a candle and a mug of wine and
a pipe in his mouth, till Mr. Barry laid him.
It cost his honor your uncle ten pounds in Masses
to make him easy; not to speak of a new lock and two
bolts on the cellar door.”
“I have heard all about that;
but as you never yourself saw any of these things ”
“But sure my father did, and
that’s the same any day. My father seen
the greatest ghost that ever was seen in the county
Cork, and spent the evening with him, that’s
more.”
“Spent the evening with him! what
do you mean?”
“Just that, devil a more nor
less. If your honor wasn’t so weak, and
the story wasn’t a trying one, I’d like
to tell it to you.”
“Out with it by all means, Mike;
I am not disposed to sleep; and now that we are upon
these matters, my curiosity is strongly excited by
your worthy father’s experience.”
Thus encouraged, having trimmed the
fire and reseated himself beside the blaze, Mike began;
but as a ghost is no every-day personage in our history,
I must give him a chapter to himself.