Josephine conveyed the phial into
her bosom with wonderful rapidity and dexterity, and
rose to her feet. But Rose just saw her conceal
something, and resolved to find out quietly what it
was. So she said nothing about it, but asked
Josephine what on earth she was doing.
“I was praying.”
“And what is that letter?”
“A letter I have just received from Colonel
Raynal.”
Rose took the letter and read it.
Raynal had written from Paris. He was coming
to Beaurepaire to stay a month, and was to arrive that
very day.
Then Rose forgot all about herself,
and even what she had come for. She clung about
her sister’s neck, and implored her, for her
sake, to try and love Raynal.
Josephine shuddered, and clung weeping
to her sister in turn. For in Rose’s arms
she realized more powerfully what that sister would
suffer if she were to die. Now, while they clung
together, Rose felt something hard, and contrived
just to feel it with her cheek. It was the phial.
A chill suspicion crossed the poor
girl. The attitude in which she had found Josephine;
the letter, the look of despair, and now this little
bottle, which she had hidden. Why hide
it? She resolved not to let Josephine out
of her sight; at all events, until she had seen this
little bottle, and got it away from her.
She helped her to dress, and breakfasted
with her in the tapestried room, and dissembled, and
put on gayety, and made light of everything but Josephine’s
health.
Her efforts were not quite in vain.
Josephine became more composed; and Rose even drew
from her a half promise that she would give Raynal
and time a fair trial.
And now Rose was relieved of her immediate
apprehensions for Josephine, but the danger of another
kind, from Edouard, remained. So she ran into
her bedroom for her bonnet and shawl, determined to
take the strong measure of visiting Edouard at once,
or intercepting him. While she was making her
little toilet, she heard her mother’s voice in
the room. This was unlucky; she must pass through
that room to go out. She sat down and fretted
at this delay. And then, as the baroness appeared
to be very animated, Rose went to the keyhole, and
listened. Their mother was telling Josephine
how she had questioned Rose, and how Rose had told
her an untruth, and how she had made that young lady
write to Edouard, etc.; in short, the very thing
Rose wanted to conceal from Josephine.
Rose lost all patience, and determined
to fly through the room and out before anybody could
stop her. She heard Jacintha come in with some
message, and thought that would be a good opportunity
to slip out unmolested. So she opened the door
softly. Jacintha, it seemed, had been volunteering
some remark that was not well received, for the baroness
was saying, sharply, “Your opinion is not asked.
Go down directly, and bring him up here, to this room.”
Jacintha cast a look of dismay at Rose, and vanished.
Rose gathered from that look, as much
as from the words, who the visitor was. She made
a dart after Jacintha. But the room was a long
one, and the baroness intercepted her: “No,”
said she, gravely, “I cannot spare you.”
Rose stood pale and panting, but almost
defiant. “Mamma,” said she, “if
it is Monsieur Riviere, I must ask your leave
to retire. And you have neither love nor pity,
nor respect for me, if you detain me.”
“Mademoiselle!” was the
stern reply, “I forbid you to move.
Be good enough to sit there;” with which the
baroness pointed imperiously to a sofa at the other
side of the room. “Josephine, go to your
room.” Josephine retired, casting more
than one anxious glance over her shoulder.
Rose looked this way and that in despair
and terror; but ended by sinking, more dead than alive,
into the seat indicated; and even as she drooped,
pale and trembling, on that sofa, Edouard Riviere,
worn and agitated, entered the room, and bowed low
to them all, without a word.
The baroness looked at him, and then
at her daughter, as much as to say, now I have got
you; deceive me now if you can. “Rose, my
dear,” said this terrible old woman, affecting
honeyed accents, “don’t you see Monsieur
Riviere?”
The poor girl at this challenge rose
with difficulty, and courtesied humbly to Edouard.
He bowed to her, and stealing a rapid
glance saw her pallor and distress; and that showed
him she was not so hardened as he had thought.
“You have not come to see us
lately,” said the baroness, quietly, “yet
you have been in the neighborhood.”
These words puzzled Edouard.
Was the old lady all in the dark, then? As a
public man he had already learned to be on his guard;
so he stammered out, “That he had been much
occupied with public duties.”
Madame de Beaurepaire despised this
threadbare excuse too much to notice it at all.
She went on as if he had said nothing. “Intimate
as you were with us, you must have some reason for
deserting us so suddenly.”
“I have,” said Edouard, gravely.
“What is it?”
“Excuse me,” said Edouard, sullenly.
“No, monsieur, I cannot.
This neglect, succeeding to a somewhat ardent pursuit
of my daughter, is almost an affront. You shall,
of course, withdraw yourself altogether, if you choose.
But not without an explanation. This much is
due to me; and, if you are a gentleman, you will not
withhold it from me.”
“If he is a gentleman!”
cried Rose; “O mamma, do not you affront a gentleman,
who never, never gave you nor me any ground of offence.
Why affront the friends and benefactors we have lost
by our own fault?”
“Oh, then, it is all your fault,”
said the baroness. “I feared as much.”
“All my fault, all,” said
Rose; then putting her pretty palms together, and
casting a look of abject supplication on Edouard, she
murmured, “my temper!”
“Do not you put words into his
mouth,” said the shrewd old lady. “Come,
Monsieur Riviere, be a man, and tell me the truth.
What has she said to you? What has she done?”
By this time the abject state of terror
the high-spirited Rose was in, and her piteous glances,
had so disarmed Edouard, that he had not the heart
to expose her to her mother.
“Madame,” said he, stiffly,
taking Rose’s hint, “my temper and mademoiselle’s
could not accord.”
“Why, her temper is charming:
it is joyous, equal, and gentle.”
“You misunderstand me, madame;
I do not reproach Mademoiselle Rose. It is I
who am to blame.”
“For what?” inquired the baroness dryly.
“For not being able to make her love me.”
“Oh! that is it! She did not love you?”
“Ask herself, madame,” said Edouard,
bitterly.
“Rose,” said the baroness,
her eye now beginning to twinkle, “were you
really guilty of such a want of discrimination?
Didn’t you love monsieur?”
Rose flung her arms round her mother’s
neck, and said, “No, mamma, I did not love Monsieur
Edouard,” in an exquisite tone of love, that
to a female ear conveyed the exact opposite of the
words.
But Edouard had not that nice discriminating
ear. He sighed deeply, and the baroness smiled.
“You tell me that?” said she, “and
you are crying!”
“She is crying, madame?”
said Edouard, inquiringly, and taking a step towards
them.
“Why, you see she is, you foolish
boy. Come, I must put an end to this;”
and she rose coolly from her seat, and begging Edouard
to forgive her for leaving him a moment with his deadly
enemy, went off with knowing little nods into Josephine’s
room; only, before she entered it, she turned, and
with a maternal smile discharged this word at the pair.
“Babies!”
But between the alienated lovers was
a long distressing silence. Neither knew what
to say; and their situation was intolerable. At
last Rose ventured in a timorous voice to say, “I
thank you for your generosity. But I knew that
you would not betray me.”
“Your secret is safe for me,”
sighed Edouard. “Is there anything else
I can do for you?”
Rose shook her head sadly.
Edouard moved to the door.
Rose bowed her head with a despairing
moan. It took him by the heart and held him.
He hesitated, then came towards her.
“I see you are sorry for what
you have done to me who loved you so; and you loved
me. Oh! yes, do not deny it, Rose; there was a
time you loved me. And that makes it worse:
to have given me such sweet hopes, only to crush both
them and me. And is not this cruel of you to weep
so and let me see your penitence when it
is too late?”
“Alas! how can I help my regrets?
I have insulted so good a friend.”
There was a sad silence. Then
as he looked at her, her looks belied the charge her
own lips had made against herself.
A light seemed to burst on Edouard
from that high-minded, sorrow-stricken face.
“Tell me it is false!” he cried.
She hid her face in her hands woman’s
instinct to avoid being read.
“Tell me you were misled then,
fascinated, perverted, but that your heart returned
to me. Clear yourself of deliberate deceit, and
I will believe and thank you on my knees.”
“Heaven have pity on us both!” cried poor
Rose.
“On us! Thank you for saying
on us. See now, you have not gained happiness
by destroying mine. One word do you
love that man? that Dujardin?”
“You know I do not.”
“I am glad of that; since his
life is forfeited; if he escapes my friend Raynal,
he shall not escape me.”
Rose uttered a cry of terror.
“Hush! not so loud. The life of Camille!
Oh! if he were to die, what would become of oh,
pray do not speak so loud.”
“Own then that you do love
him,” yelled Edouard; “give me truth, if
you have no love to give. Own that you love him,
and he shall be safe. It is myself I will kill,
for being such a slave as to love you still.”
Rose’s fortitude gave way.
“I cannot bear it,” she
cried despairingly; “it is beyond my strength;
Edouard, swear to me you will keep what I tell you
secret as the grave!”
“Ah!” cried Edouard, all radiant with
hope, “I swear.”
“Then you are under a delirium.
I have deceived, but never wronged you; that unhappy
child is not Hush! Here she
comes.”
The baroness came smiling out, and
Josephine’s wan, anxious face was seen behind
her.
“Well,” said the baroness,
“is the war at an end? What, are we still
silent? Let me try then what I can do. Edouard,
lend me your hand.”
While Edouard hesitated, Josephine
clasped her hands and mutely supplicated him to consent.
Her sad face, and the thought of how often she had
stood his friend, shook his resolution. He held
out his hand, but slowly and reluctantly.
“There is my hand,” he groaned.
“And here is mine, mamma,” said Rose,
smiling to please her mother.
Oh! the mixture of feeling, when her
soft warm palm pressed his. How the delicious
sense baffled and mystified the cold judgment.
Josephine raised her eyes thankfully to heaven.
While the young lovers yet thrilled
at each other’s touch, yet could not look one
another in the face, a clatter of horses’ feet
was heard.
“That is Colonel Raynal,”
said Josephine, with unnatural calmness. “I
expected him to-day.”
The baroness was at the side window in a moment.
“It is he! it is he!”
She hurried down to embrace her son.
Josephine went without a word to her
own room. Rose followed her the next minute.
But in that one minute she worked magic.
She glided up to Edouard, and looked
him full in the face: not the sad, depressed,
guilty-looking humble Rose of a moment before, but
the old high-spirited, and some what imperious girl.
“You have shown yourself noble
this day. I am going to trust you as only the
noble are trusted. Stay in the house till I can
speak to you.”
She was gone, and something leaped
within Edouard’s bosom, and a flood of light
seemed to burst in on him. Yet he saw no object
clearly: but he saw light.
Rose ran into Josephine’s room,
and once more surprised her on her knees, and in the
very act of hiding something in her bosom.
“What are you doing, Josephine,
on your knees?” said she, sternly.
“I have a great trial to go
through,” was the hesitating answer.
Rose said nothing. She turned
paler. She is deceiving me, thought she, and
she sat down full of bitterness and terror, and, affecting
not to watch Josephine, watched her.
“Go and tell them I am coming, Rose.”
“No, Josephine, I will not leave
you till this terrible meeting is over. We will
encounter him hand in hand, as we used to go when our
hearts were one, and we deceived others, but never
each other.”
At this tender reproach Josephine
fell upon her neck and wept.
“I will not deceive you,”
she said. “I am worse than the poor doctor
thinks me. My life is but a little candle that
a breath may put out any day.”
Rose said nothing, but trembled and watched her keenly.
“My little Henri,” said
Josephine imploringly, “what would you do with
him if anything should happen to me?”
“What would I do with him?
He is mine. I should be his mother. Oh! what
words are these: my heart! my heart!”
“No, dearest; some day you will
be married, and owe all the mother to your children;
and Henri is not ours only: he belongs to some
one I have seemed unkind to. Perhaps he thinks
me heartless. For I am a foolish woman; I don’t
know how to be virtuous, yet show a man my heart.
But then he will understand me and forgive me.
Rose, love, you will write to him. He will come
to you. You will go together to the place where
I shall be sleeping. You will show him my heart.
You will tell him all my long love that lasted to
the end. You need not blush to tell him all.
I have no right. Then you will give him his poor
Josephine’s boy, and you will say to him, ’She
never loved but you: she gives you all that is
left of her, her child. She only prays you not
to give him a bad mother.’”
Poor soul! this was her one bit of
little, gentle jealousy; but it made her eyes stream.
She would have put out her hand from the tomb to keep
her boy’s father single all his life.
“Oh! my Josephine, my darling
sister,” cried Rose, “why do you speak
of death? Do you meditate a crime?”
“No; but it was on my heart
to say it: it has done me good.”
“At least, take me to your bosom,
my well-beloved, that I may not see your tears.”
“There tears?
No, you have lightened my heart. Bless you! bless
you!”
The sisters twined their bosoms together
in a long, gentle embrace. You might have taken
them for two angels that flowed together in one love,
but for their tears.
A deep voice was now heard in the sitting-room.
Josephine and Rose postponed the inevitable
one moment more, by arranging their hair in the glass:
then they opened the door, and entered the tapestried
room.
Raynal was sitting on the sofa, the
baroness’s hand in his. Edouard was not
there.
Colonel Raynal had given him a strange
look, and said, “What, you here?” in a
tone of voice that was intolerable.
Raynal came to meet the sisters.
He saluted Josephine on the brow.
“You are pale, wife: and how cold her hand
is.”
“She has been ill this month past,” said
Rose interposing.
“You look ill, too, Mademoiselle Rose.”
“Never mind,” cried the baroness joyously,
“you will revive them both.”
Raynal made no reply to that.
“How long do you stay this time, a day?”
“A month, mother.”
The doctor now joined the party, and
friendly greetings passed between him and Raynal.
But ere long somehow all became conscious
this was not a joyful meeting. The baroness could
not alone sustain the spirits of the party, and soon
even she began to notice that Raynal’s replies
were short, and that his manner was distrait and gloomy.
The sisters saw this too, and trembled for what might
be coming.
At last Raynal said bluntly, “Josephine, I want
to speak to you alone.”
The baroness gave the doctor a look,
and made an excuse for going down-stairs to her own
room. As she was going Josephine went to her and
said calmly,
“Mother, you have not kissed me to-day.”
“There! Bless you, my darling!”
Raynal looked at Rose. She saw
she must go, but she lingered, and sought her sister’s
eye: it avoided her. At that Rose ran to
the doctor, who was just going out of the door.
“Oh! doctor,” she whispered
trembling, “don’t go beyond the door.
I found her praying. My mind misgives me.
She is going to tell him or something worse.”
“What do you mean?”
“I am afraid to say all I dread.
She could not be so calm if she meant to live.
Be near! as I shall. She has a phial hid in her
bosom.”
She left the old man trembling, and went back.
“Excuse me,” said she
to Raynal, “I only came to ask Josephine if she
wants anything.”
“No! yes! a glass of eau
sucree.”
Rose mixed it for her. While
doing this she noticed that Josephine shunned her
eye, but Raynal gazed gently and with an air of pity
on her.
She retired slowly into Josephine’s
bedroom, but did not quite close the door.
Raynal had something to say so painful
that he shrank from plunging into it. He therefore,
like many others, tried to creep into it, beginning
with something else.
“Your health,” said he,
“alarms me. You seem sad, too. I don’t
understand that. You have no news from the Rhine,
have you?”
“Monsieur!” said Josephine scared.
“Do not call me monsieur, nor
look so frightened. Call me your friend.
I am your sincere friend.”
“Oh, yes; you always were.”
“Thank you. You will give me a dearer title
before we part this time.”
“Yes,” said Josephine in a low whisper,
and shuddered.
“Have you forgiven me frightening you so that
night?”
“Yes.”
“It was a shock to me, too,
I can tell you. I like the boy. She professed
to love him, and, to own the truth, I loathe all treachery
and deceit. If I had done a murder, I would own
it. A lie doubles every crime. But I took
heart; we are all selfish, we men; of the two sisters
one was all innocence and good faith; and she was the
one I had chosen.”
At these words Josephine rose, like
a statue moving, and took a phial from her bosom and
poured the contents into the glass.
But ere she could drink it, if such
was her intention, Raynal, with his eyes gloomily
lowered, said, in a voice full of strange solemnity,
“I went to the army of the Rhine.”
Josephine put down the glass directly,
though without removing her hand from it.
“I see you understand me, and
approve. Yes, I saw that your sister would be
dishonored, and I went to the army and saw her seducer.”
“You saw him. Oh,
I hope you did not go and speak to him of of
this?”
“Why, of course I did.”
Josephine resolved to know the worst
at once. “May I ask,” said she, “what
you told him?”
“Why, I told him all I had discovered,
and pointed out the course he must take; he must marry
your sister at once. He refused. I challenged
him. But ere we met, I was ordered to lead a forlorn
hope against a bastion. Then, seeing me go to
certain death, the noble fellow pitied me. I
mean this is how I understood it all at the time; at
any rate, he promised to marry Rose if he should live.”
Josephine put out her hand, and with
a horrible smile said, “I thank you; you have
saved the honor of our family;” and with no more
ado, she took the glass in her hand to drink the fatal
contents.
But Raynal’s reply arrested
her hand. He said solemnly, “No, I have
not. Have you no inkling of the terrible truth?
Do not fiddle with that glass: drink it, or leave
it alone; for, indeed, I need all your attention.”
He took the glass out of her patient
hand, and with a furtive look at the bedroom-door,
drew her away to the other end of the room; “and,”
said he, “I could not tell your mother, for she
knows nothing of the girl’s folly; still less
Rose, for I see she loves him still, or why is she
so pale? Advise me, now, whilst we are alone.
Colonel Dujardin was comparatively indifferent
to you. Will you undertake the task?
A rough soldier like me is not the person to break
the terrible tidings to that poor girl.”
“What tidings? You confuse,
you perplex me. Oh! what does this horrible preparation
mean?”
“It means he will never marry
your sister; he will never see her more.”
Then Raynal walked the room in great
agitation, which at once communicated itself to his
hearer. But the loving heart is ingenious in
avoiding its dire misgivings.
“I see,” said she; “he
told you he would never visit Beaurepaire again.
He was right.”
Raynal shook his head sorrowfully.
“Ah, Josephine, you are far
from the truth. I was to attack the bastion.
It was mined by the enemy, and he knew it. He
took advantage of my back being turned. He led
his men out of the trenches; he assaulted the bastion
at the head of his brigade. He took it.”
“Ah, it was noble; it was like him.”
“The enemy, retiring, blew the
bastion into the air, and Dujardin is dead.”
“Dead!” said Josephine,
in stupefied tones, as if the word conveyed no meaning
to her mind, benumbed and stunned by the blow.
“Don’t speak so loud,”
said Raynal; “I hear the poor girl at the door.
Ay, he took my place, and is dead.”
“Dead!”
“Swallowed up in smoke and flames,
overwhelmed and crushed under the ruins.”
Josephine’s whole body gave
way, and heaved like a tree falling under the axe.
She sank slowly to her knees, and low moans of agony
broke from her at intervals. “Dead, dead,
dead!”
“Is it not terrible?” he cried.
She did not see him nor hear him,
but moaned out wildly, “Dead, dead, dead!”
The bedroom-door was opened.
She shrieked with sudden violence,
“Dead! ah, pity! the glass! the composing draught.”
She stretched her hands out wildly. Raynal, with
a face full of concern, ran to the table, and got
the glass. She crawled on her knees to meet it;
he brought it quickly to her hand.
“There, my poor soul!”
Even as their hands met, Rose threw
herself on the cup, and snatched it with fury from
them both. She was white as ashes, and her eyes,
supernaturally large, glared on Raynal with terror.
“Madman!” she cried, “would you
kill her?”
He glared back on her: what did
this mean? Their eyes were fixed on each other
like combatants for life and death; they did not see
that the room was filling with people, that the doctor
was only on the other side of the table, and that
the baroness and Edouard were at the door, and all
looking wonderstruck at this strange sight Josephine
on her knees, and those two facing each other, white,
with dilating eyes, the glass between them.
But what was that to the horror, when
the next moment the patient Josephine started to her
feet, and, standing in the midst, tore her hair by
handfuls, out of her head.
“Ah, you snatch the kind poison from me!”
“Poison!”
“Poison!”
“Poison!” cried the others, horror-stricken.
“Ah! you won’t let me
die. Curse you all! curse you! I never had
my own way in anything. I was always a slave
and a fool. I have murdered the man I love I
love. Yes, my husband, do you hear? the man I
love.”
“Hush! daughter, respect my gray hairs.”
“Your gray hairs! You are
not so old in years as I am in agony. So this
is your love, Rose! Ah, you won’t let me
die won’t you? Then I’ll
do worse I’ll tell.”
“He who is dead; you have murdered
him amongst you, and I’ll follow him in spite
of you all he was my betrothed. He
struggled wounded, bleeding, to my feet. He found
me married. News came of my husband’s death;
I married my betrothed.”
“Married him!” exclaimed the baroness.
“Ah, my poor mother. And
she kissed me so kindly just now she will
kiss me no more. Oh, I am not ashamed of marrying
him. I am only ashamed of the cowardice that
dared not do it in face of all the world. We had
scarce been happy a fortnight, when a letter came from
Colonel Raynal. He was alive. I drove my
true husband away, wretch that I was. None but
bad women have an atom of sense. I tried to do
my duty to my legal husband. He was my benefactor.
I thought it was my duty. Was it? I don’t
know: I have lost the sense of right and wrong.
I turned from a living creature to a lie. He
who had scattered benefits on me and all this house;
he whom it was too little to love; he ought to have
been adored: this man came here one night to
wife proud, joyous, and warm-hearted. He found
a cradle, and two women watching it. Now Edouard,
now monsieur, do you see that life is impossible
to me? One bravely accused herself: she
was innocent. One swooned away like a guilty coward.”
Edouard uttered an exclamation.
“Yes, Edouard, you shall not
be miserable like me; she was guilty. You do
not understand me yet, my poor mother and
she was so happy this morning I was the
liar, the coward, the double-faced wife, the miserable
mother that denied her child. Now will you let
me die? Now do you see that I can’t and
won’t live upon shame and despair? Ah, Monsieur
Raynal, my dear friend, you were always generous:
you will pity and kill me. I have dishonored
the name you gave me to keep: I am neither Beaurepaire
nor Raynal. Do pray kill me, monsieur Jean,
do pray release me from my life!”
And she crawled to his knees and embraced
them, and kissed his hand, and pleaded more piteously
for death, than others have begged for life.
Raynal stood like a rock: he
was pale, and drew his breath audibly, but not a word.
Then came a sight scarce less terrible than Josephine’s
despair. The baroness, looking and moving twenty
years older than an hour before, tottered across the
room to Raynal.
“Sir, you whom I have called
my son, but whom I will never presume so to call again,
I thought I had lived long enough never to have to
blush again. I loved you, monsieur. I prayed
every day for you. But she who was my daughter
was not of my mind. Monsieur, I have never knelt
but to God and to my king, and I kneel to you:
forgive us, sir, forgive us!”
She tried to go down on her knees.
He raised her with his strong arm, but he could not
speak. She turned on the others.
“So this is the secret you were
hiding from me! This secret has not killed you
all. Oh! I shall not live under its shame
so long as you have. Chateau of Beaurepaire nest
of treason, ingratitude, and immodesty I
loathe you as much as once I loved you. I will
go and hide my head, and die elsewhere.”
“Stay, madame!” said
he, in a voice whose depth and dignity was such that
it seemed impossible to disobey it. “It
was sudden I was shaken but
I am myself again.”
“Oh, show some pity!” cried Rose.
“I shall try to be just.”
There was a long, trembling silence;
and during that silence and terrible agitation, one
figure stood firm among those quaking, beating hearts,
like a rock with the waves breaking round it the
man of principle among the creatures
of impulse.
He raised Josephine from her knees,
and placed her all limp and powerless in an arm-chair.
To her frenzy had now succeeded a sickness and feebleness
like unto death.
“Widow Dujardin,” said
he, in a broken voice, “listen to me.”
She moaned a sort of assent.
“Your mistake has been not trusting
me. I was your friend, and not a selfish friend.
I was not enough in love with you to destroy your
happiness. Besides, I despise that sort of love.
If you had told me all, I would have spared you this
misery. By the present law, civil contracts of
marriage can be dissolved by mutual consent.”
At this the baroness uttered some sign of surprise.
“Ah!” continued Raynal,
sadly, “you are aristocrats, and cannot keep
pace with the times. This very day our mere contract
shall be formally dissolved. Indeed, it ceases
to exist since both parties are resolved to withdraw
from it. So, if you married Dujardin in a church,
you are Madame Dujardin at this moment, and his child
is legitimate. What does she say?”
This question was to Rose, for what
Josephine uttered sounded like a mere articulate moan.
But Rose’s quick ear had caught words, and she
replied, all in tears, “My poor sister is blessing
you, sir. We all bless you.”
“She does not understand my
position,” said Raynal. He then walked up
to Josephine, and leaning over her arm, and speaking
rather loud, under the impression that her senses
were blunted by grief, he said, “Look here:
Colonel Dujardin, your husband, deliberately, and with
his eyes open, sacrificed his life for me, and for
his own heroic sense of honor. Now, it is my
turn. If that hero stood here, and asked me for
all the blood in my body, I would give it him.
He is gone; but, dying for me, he has left me his
widow and his child; they remain under my wing.
To protect them is my pride, and my only consolation.
I am going to the mayor to annul our unlucky contract
in due form, and make us brother and sister instead.
But,” turning to the baroness, “don’t
you think to escape me as your daughter has done:
no, no, old lady, once a mother, always a mother.
Stir from your son’s home if you dare!”
And with these words, in speaking
which his voice had recovered its iron firmness, he
strode out at the door, superb in manhood and principle,
and every eye turned with wonder and admiration after
him. Even when he was gone they gazed at the
door by which a creature so strangely noble had disappeared.
The baroness was about to follow him
without taking any notice of Josephine. But Rose
caught her by the gown. “O mother, speak
to poor Josephine: bid her live.”
The baroness only made a gesture of
horror and disgust, and turned her back on them both.
Josephine, who had tottered up from
her seat at Rose’s words, sank heavily down
again, and murmured, “Ah! the grave holds all
that love me now.”
Rose ran to her side. “Cruel
Josephine! what, do not I love you? Mother, will
you not help me persuade her to live? Oh! if she
dies, I will die too; you will kill both your children.”
Stern and indignant as the baroness
was, yet these words pierced her heart. She turned
with a piteous, half apologetic air to Edouard and
Aubertin. “Gentlemen,” said she, “she
has been foolish, not guilty. Heaven pardons
the best of us. Surely a mother may forgive her
child.” And with this nature conquered
utterly; and she held out her arms, wide, wide, as
is a mother’s heart. Her two erring children
rushed sobbing violently into them; and there was
not a dry eye in the room for a long time.
After this, Josephine’s heart
almost ceased to beat. Fear and misgivings, and
the heavy sense of deceit gnawing an honorable heart,
were gone. Grief reigned alone in the pale, listless,
bereaved widow.
The marriage was annulled before the
mayor; and, three days afterwards, Raynal, by his
influence, got the consummated marriage formally allowed
in Paris.
With a delicacy for which one would
hardly have given him credit, he never came near Beaurepaire
till all this was settled; but he brought the document
from Paris that made Josephine the widow Dujardin,
and her boy the heir of Beaurepaire; and the moment
she was really Madame Dujardin he avoided her no longer;
and he became a comfort to her instead of a terror.
The dissolution of the marriage was
a great tie between them. So much that, seeing
how much she looked up to Raynal, the doctor said one
day to the baroness, “If I know anything of
human nature, they will marry again, provided none
of you give her a hint which way her heart is turning.”
They, who have habituated themselves
to live for others, can suffer as well as do great
things. Josephine kept alive. A passion such
as hers, in a selfish nature, must have killed her.
Even as it was, she often said, “It is hard
to live.”
Then they used to talk to her of her
boy. Would she leave him Camille’s
boy without a mother? And these words
were never spoken to her quite in vain.
Her mother forgave her entirely, and
loved her as before. Who could be angry with
her long? The air was no longer heavy with lies.
Wretched as she was, she breathed lighter. Joy
and hope were gone. Sorrowful peace was coming.
When the heart comes to this, nothing but Time can
cure; but what will not Time do? What wounds
have I seen him heal! His cures are incredible.
The little party sat one day, peaceful,
but silent and sad, in the Pleasaunce, under the great
oak.
Two soldiers came to the gate.
They walked feebly, for one was lame, and leaned upon
the other, who was pale and weak, and leaned upon a
stick.
“Soldiers,” said Raynal, “and invalided.”
“Give them food and wine,” said Josephine.
Rose went towards them; but she had
scarcely taken three steps ere she cried out,
“It is Dard! it is poor Dard! Come in,
Dard, come in.”
Dard limped towards them, leaning
upon Sergeant La Croix. A bit of Dard’s
heel had been shot away, and of La Croix’s head.
Rose ran to the kitchen.
“Jacintha, bring out a table
into the Pleasaunce, and something for two guests
to eat.”
The soldiers came slowly to the Pleasaunce,
and were welcomed, and invited to sit down, and received
with respect; for France even in that day honored
the humblest of her brave.
Soon Jacintha came out with a little
round table in her hands, and affected a composure
which was belied by her shaking hands and her glowing
cheek.
After a few words of homely welcome not
eloquent, but very sincere she went off
again with her apron to her eyes. She reappeared
with the good cheer, and served the poor fellows with
radiant zeal.
“What regiment?” asked Raynal.
Dard was about to answer, but his
superior stopped him severely; then, rising with his
hand to his forehead, he replied, with pride, “Twenty-fourth
brigade, second company. We were cut up at Philipsburg,
and incorporated with the 12th.”
Raynal instantly regretted his question;
for Josephine’s eye fixed on Sergeant La Croix
with an expression words cannot paint. Yet she
showed more composure, real or forced, than he expected.
“Heaven sends him,” said
she. “My friend, tell me, were you ah!”
Colonel Raynal interfered hastily.
“Think what you do. He can tell you nothing
but what we know, not so much, in fact, as we know;
for, now I look at him, I think this is the very sergeant
we found lying insensible under the bastion.
He must have been struck before the bastion was taken
even.”
“I was, colonel, I was.
I remember nothing but losing my senses, and feeling
the colors go out of my hand.”
“There, you see, he knows nothing,” said
Raynal.
“It was hot work, colonel, under
that bastion, but it was hotter to the poor fellows
that got in. I heard all about it from Private
Dard here.”
“So, then, it was you who carried the colors?”
“Yes, I was struck down with
the colors of the brigade in my hand,” cried
La Croix.
“See how people blunder about,
everything; they told me the colonel carried the colors.”
“Why, of course he did.
You don’t think our colonel, the fighting colonel,
would let me hold the colors of the brigade so long
as he was alive. No; he was struck by a Prussian
bullet, and he had just time to hand the colors to
me, and point with his sword to the bastion, and down
he went. It was hot work, I can tell you.
I did not hold them long, not thirty seconds, and
if we could know their history, they passed through
more hands than that before they got to the Prussian
flag-staff.”
Raynal suddenly rose, and walked rapidly
to and fro, with his hands behind him.
“Poor colonel!” continued
La Croix. “Well, I love to think he died
like a soldier, and not like some of my poor comrades,
hashed to atoms, and not a volley fired over him.
I hope they put a stone over him, for he was the best
soldier and the best general in the army.”
“O sir!” cried Josephine,
“there is no stone even to mark the spot where
he fell,” and she sobbed despairingly.
“Why, how is this, Private Dard?”
inquired La Croix, sternly.
Dard apologized for his comrade, and
touching his own head significantly told them that
since his wound the sergeant’s memory was defective.
“Now, sergeant, didn’t
I tell you the colonel must have got the better of
his wound, and got into the battery?”
“It’s false, Private Dard;
don’t I know our colonel better than that?
Would ever he have let those colors out of his hand,
if there had been an ounce of life left in him?”
“He died at the foot of the battery, I tell
you.”
“Then why didn’t we find him?”
Here Jacintha put in a word with the
quiet subdued meaning of her class. “I
can’t find that anybody ever saw the colonel
dead.”
“They did not find him, because
they did not look for him,” said Sergeant La
Croix.
“God forgive you, sergeant!”
said Dard, with some feeling. “Not look
for our colonel! We turned over every
body that lay there, full thirty there
were, and you were one of them.”
“Only thirty! Why, we settled
more Prussians than that, I’ll swear.”
“Oh! they carried off their dead.”
“Ay! but I don’t see why
they should carry our colonel off. His epaulets
was all the thieves could do any good with. Stop!
yet I do, Private Dard; I have a horrible suspicion.
No, I have not; it is a certainty. What! don’t
you see, ye ninny? Thunder and thousands of devils,
here’s a disgrace. Dogs of Prussians! they
have got our colonel, they have taken him prisoner.”
“O God bless them!” cried
Josephine; “O God bless the mouth that tells
me so! O sir, I am his wife, his poor heart-broken
wife. You would not be so cruel as to mock my
despair. Say again that he may be alive, pray,
say it again!”
“His wife! Private Dard,
why didn’t you tell me? You tell me nothing.
Yes, my pretty lady, I’ll say it again, and I’ll
prove it. Here is an enemy in full retreat, would
they encumber themselves with the colonel? If
he was dead, they’d have whipped off his epaulets,
and left him there. Alive? why not? Look
at me: I am alive, and I was worse wounded than
he was. They took me for dead, you see. Courage,
madame! you will see him again, take an old soldier’s
word for it. Dard, attention! this is the colonel’s
wife.”
She gazed on the speaker like one in a trance.
Every eye and every soul had been
so bent on Sergeant La Croix that it was only now
Raynal was observed to be missing. The next minute
he came riding out of the stable-yard, and went full
gallop down the road.
“Ah!” cried Rose, with
a burst of hope; “he thinks so too; he has hopes.
He is gone somewhere for information. Perhaps
to Paris.”
Josephine’s excitement and alternations
of hope and fear were now alarming. Rose held
her hand, and implored her to try and be calm till
they could see Raynal.
Just before dark he came riding fiercely
home. Josephine flew down the stairs. Raynal
at sight of her forgot all his caution. He waved
his cocked hat in the air. She fell on her knees
and thanked God. He gasped out,
“Prisoner exchanged
for two Prussian lieutenants sent home they
say he is in France!”
The tears of joy gushed in streams from her.
Some days passed in hope and joy inexpressible;
but the good doctor was uneasy for Josephine.
She was always listening with supernatural keenness
and starting from her chair, and every fibre of her
lovely person seemed to be on the quiver.
Nor was Rose without a serious misgiving.
Would husband and wife ever meet? He evidently
looked on her as Madame Raynal, and made it a point
of honor to keep away from Beaurepaire.
They had recourse to that ever-soothing
influence her child. Madame Jouvenel
was settled in the village, and Josephine visited her
every day, and came back often with red eyes, but
always soothed.
One day Rose and she went to Madame
Jouvenel, and, entering the house without ceremony,
found the nurse out, and no one watching the child.
“How careless!” said Rose.
Josephine stopped eagerly to kiss
him. But instead of kissing him, she uttered
a loud cry. There was a locket hanging round his
neck.
It was a locket containing some of
Josephine’s hair and Camille’s. She
had given it him in the happy days that followed their
marriage. She stood gasping in the middle of
the room. Madame Jouvenel came running in soon
after. Josephine, by a wonderful effort over herself,
asked her calmly and cunningly,
“Where is the gentleman who
put this locket round my child’s neck? I
want to speak with him.”
Madame Jouvenel stammered and looked confused.
“A soldier an officer? come,
tell me!”
“Woman,” cried Rose, “why do you
hesitate?”
“What am I to do?” said
Madame Jouvenel. “He made me swear never
to mention his coming here. He goes away, or
hides whenever you come. And since Madame does
not love the poor wounded gentleman, what can he do
better?”
“Not love him!” cried
Rose: “why, she is his wife, his lawful
wedded wife; he is a fool or a monster to run away
for her. She loves him as no woman ever loved
before. She pines for him. She dies for him.”
The door of a little back room opened
at these words of Rose, and there stood Camille, with
his arm in a sling, pale and astounded, but great
joy and wonder working in his face.
Josephine gave a cry of love that
made the other two women weep, and in a moment they
were sobbing for joy upon each other’s neck.
Away went sorrow, doubt, despair,
and all they had suffered. That one moment paid
for all. And in that moment of joy and surprise,
so great as to be almost terrible, perhaps it was
well for Josephine that Camille, weakened by his wound,
was quite overcome, and nearly fainted. She was
herself just going into hysterics; but, seeing him
quite overcome, she conquered them directly, and nursed,
and soothed, and pitied, and encouraged him instead.
Then they sat hand in hand. Their
happiness stopped their very breath. They could
not speak. So Rose told him all. He never
owned why he had slipped away when he saw them coming.
He forgot it. He forgot all his hard thoughts
of her. They took him home in the carriage.
His wife would not let him out of her sight.
For years and years after this she could hardly bear
to let him be an hour out of her sight.
The world is wide; there may be a
man in it who can paint the sudden bliss that fell
on these two much suffering hearts; but I am not that
man; this is beyond me; it was not only heaven, but
heaven after hell.
Leave we the indescribable and the
unspeakable for a moment, and go to a lighter theme.
The day Rose’s character was
so unexpectedly cleared, Edouard had no opportunity
of speaking to her, or a reconciliation would have
taken place. As it was, he went home intensely
happy. But he did not resume his visits to the
chateau. When he came to think calmly over it,
his vanity was cruelly mortified. She was innocent
of the greater offence; but how insolently she had
sacrificed him, his love, and his respect, to another’s
interest.
More generous thoughts prevailed by
degrees. And one day that her pale face, her
tears, and her remorse got the better of his offended
pride, he determined to give her a good lecture that
should drown her in penitent tears; and then end by
forgiving her. For one thing he could not be
happy till he had forgiven her.
She walked into the room with a calm,
dignified, stately air, and before he could utter
one word of his grave remonstrance, attacked him thus:
“You wish to speak to me, sir. If it is
to apologize to me, I will save your vanity the mortification.
I forgive you.”
“You forgive me!” cried Edouard
furiously.
“No violence, if you please,”
said the lady with cold hauteur. “Let us
be friends, as Josephine and Raynal are. We cannot
be anything more to one another now. You have
wounded me too deeply by your jealous, suspicious
nature.”
Edouard gasped for breath, and was
so far out-generalled that he accepted the place of
defendant. “Wasn’t I to believe your
own lips? Did not Colonel Raynal believe you?”
“Oh, that’s excusable.
He did not know me. But you were my lover; you
ought to have seen I was forced to deceive poor Raynal.
How dare you believe your eyes; much more your ears,
against my truth, against my honor; and then to believe
such nonsense?” Then, with a grand assumption
of superior knowledge, says she, “You little
simpleton, how could the child be mine when I wasn’t
married at all?”
At this reproach, Edouard first stared,
then grinned. “I forgot that,” said
he.
“Yes, and you forgot the moon
isn’t made of green cheese. However, if
I saw you very humble, and very penitent, I might,
perhaps, really forgive you in time.”
“No, forgive me at once.
I don’t understand your angelical, diabolical,
incomprehensible sex: who on earth can? forgive
me.”
“Oh! oh! oh! oh!”
Lo! the tears that could not come
at a remonstrance were flowing in a stream at his
generosity.
“What is the matter now?”
said he tenderly. She cried away, but at the
same time explained,
“What a f f foolish
you must be not to see that it is I who am without
excuse. You were my betrothed. It was to
you I owed my duty; not my sister. I am a wicked,
unhappy girl. How you must hate me!”
“I adore you. There, no
more forgiving on either side. Let our only quarrel
be who shall love the other best.”
“Oh, I know how that will be,”
said the observant toad. “You will love
me best till you have got me; and then I shall love
you best; oh, ever so much.”
However, the prospect of loving best
did not seem disagreeable to her; for with this announcement
she deposited her head on his shoulder, and in that
attitude took a little walk with him up and down the
Pleasaunce: sixty times; about eight miles.
These two were a happy pair.
This wayward, but generous heart never forgot her
offence, and his forgiveness. She gave herself
to him heart and soul, at the altar, and well she
redeemed her vow. He rose high in political life:
and paid the penalty of that sort of ambition; his
heart was often sore. But by his own hearth sat
comfort and ever ready sympathy. Ay, and patient
industry to read blue-books, and a ready hand and
brain to write diplomatic notes for him, off which
the mind glided as from a ball of ice.
In thirty years she never once mentioned
the servants to him.
“Oh, let eternal honor crown her name!”
It was only a little bit of heel that
Dard had left in Prussia. More fortunate than
his predecessor (Achilles), he got off with a slight
but enduring limp. And so the army lost him.
He married Jacintha, and Josephine
set them up in Bigot’s, (deceased) auberge.
Jacintha shone as a landlady, and custom flowed in.
For all that, a hankering after Beaurepaire was observable
in her. Her favorite stroll was into the Beaurepaire
kitchen, and on all fêtes and grand occasions she
was prominent in gay attire as a retainer of the house.
The last specimen of her homely sagacity I shall have
the honor to lay before you is a critique upon her
husband, which she vented six years after marriage.
“My Dard,” said she, “is
very good as far as he goes. What he has felt
himself, that he can feel for: nobody better.
You come to him with an empty belly, or a broken head,
or all bleeding with a cut, or black and blue, and
you shall find a friend. But if it is a sore heart,
or trouble, and sorrow, and no hole in your carcass
to show for it, you had better come to me; for
you might as well tell your grief to a stone wall
as to my man.”
The baroness took her son Raynal to
Paris, and there, with keen eye, selected him a wife.
She proved an excellent one. It would have been
hard if she had not, for the baroness with the severe
sagacity of her age and sex, had set aside as naught
a score of seeming angels, before she could suit herself
with a daughter-in-law. At first the Raynals very
properly saw little of the Dujardins; but when both
had been married some years, the recollection of that
fleeting and nominal connection waxed faint, while
the memory of great benefits conferred on both sides
remained lively as ever in hearts so great, and there
was a warm, a sacred friendship between the two houses a
friendship of the ancient Greeks, not of the modern
club-house.
Camille and Josephine were blessed
almost beyond the lot of humanity: none can really
appreciate sunshine but those who come out of the cold
dark. And so with happiness. For years they
could hardly be said to live like mortals: they
basked in bliss. But it was a near thing; for
they but just scraped clear of life-long misery, and
death’s cold touch grazed them both as they
went.
Yet they had heroic virtues to balance
White Lies in the great Judge’s eye.
A wholesome lesson, therefore, and
a warning may be gathered from this story: and
I know many novelists who would have preached that
lesson at some length in every other chapter, and
interrupted the sacred narrative to do it. But
when I read stories so mutilated, I think of a circumstance
related by Mr. Joseph Miller.
“An Englishman sojourning in
some part of Scotland was afflicted with many hairs
in the butter, and remonstrated. He was told,
in reply, that the hairs and the butter came from
one source the cow; and that the just and
natural proportions hitherto observed, could not be
deranged, and bald butter invented for
one. ‘So be it,’ said the Englishman;
’but let me have the butter in one plate, and
the hairs in another.’”
Acting on this hint, I have reserved
some admirable remarks, reflections, discourses, and
tirades, until the story should be ended, and the
other plate be ready for the subsidiary sermon.
And now that the proper time is come,
that love of intruding one’s own wisdom in one’s
own person on the reader, which has marred so many
works of art, is in my case restrained first,
by pure fatigue; secondly, because the moral of this
particular story stands out so clear in the narrative,
that he who runs may read it without any sermon at
all.
Those who will not take the trouble
to gather my moral from the living tree, would not
lift it out of my dead basket: would not unlock
their jaw-bones to bite it, were I to thrust it into
their very mouths.