I am ashamed that women
are so simple
To offer war when they
should kneel for peace,
Or seek the rule, supremacy,
and sway,
When they are bound
to serve, love, and obey.
Taming of
the Shrew
It was an early season, and Theodora
had not been a fortnight at her brother’s before
numerous arrivals necessitated a round of visits, to
which she submitted without more than moderate grumbling.
The first call was on the Rickworth ladies; but it
was not a propitious moment, for other visitors were
in the drawing-room, and among them Miss Marstone.
Emma came to sit by Violet, and was very anxious to
hear whether she had not become intimate with Theresa.
Violet could not give a good account of herself in
this respect; their hours did not suit, and they had
only twice met.
‘And is she not delightful?’
‘She is a very superior person’
said Violet, looking down. ’Do you know
her sisters? I liked one of them.’
’We shall have to call on them,
but they are mere ordinary girls no companions
to Theresa. She laments it very much, and has
had to make a line for herself. I must come and
tell you about it some morning. It is nonsense
to meet in this way and think of conversation.
Theodora had, in the meantime, had
the exclusive attention of Miss Marstone. ‘So
Emma is constant to the Prae-Raffaelite,’
said Theodora, as they drove from the door. ‘What
is all this about the Priory?’
‘Did Miss Marstone talk about that?’ said
Violet, aghast.
‘She said something about a restoration.
What! is it a secret?’
’I suppose she thought you must
know it, since I did. I was much surprised by
her beginning about it to me, for when Emma first mentioned
it to me, Lady Elizabeth seemed vexed, and begged me
never to hint at it.’
’So Emma wants to make restitution.
Well done, little Emma! I did not think it was
in her.’
’It has been her darling scheme
for years; but Lady Elizabeth has made her promise
to wait till she is five-and-twenty, and not to consider
herself pledged.’
’How like Lady Elizabeth!
One respects her like an institution! I hope
Emma may hold out, but she has a firebrand in her counsels.
I am glad you are not infatuated.’
’I am sure I don’t know
what I think of Miss Marstone. I cannot like
her; yet I want to admire her she is so
good.’
‘Let her be as good as she pleases;
why should she be silly?’
‘Oh! she is very clever.’
’When good and clever people
are silly, they are the biggest simpletons of all.’
‘Then I don’t think I
quite know what you mean by silliness.’
‘Not turning one’s sense
to the best advantage, I suppose,’ said Theodora.
’That Miss Marstone provokes me. If her
principles were not right I should not care; but when
she has sound views, to see her go on talking, with
no reserve, only caring for what is out of the way,
it makes one feel oneself turned to ridicule.
How can Lady Elizabeth endure it?’
‘I don’t think she likes it, but Emma
is so fond of her!’
’Oh! as to Emma, her poor little
imagination is dazzled. It is providential that
she has four years to wait! Unless, indeed, there
is a reaction, and she marries either a broken-down
fox-hunter or a popular preacher.’
Violet’s horrified protests
were cut short by the carriage stopping. In returning,
they called at Mrs. Finch’s house, to inquire
when the family were expected to return from Paris.
They had arrived that morning, and Violet said she
would make a short visit, and then go home and send
the carriage back, but Theodora preferred walking
home.
As they were announced, Mrs. Finch
started up from a gilded sofa on which she had been
reclining, reading a French brochure. Her dress
was in the excess of the newest Parisian fashion,
such as even to London eyes looked outre, and,
as well as her hair, had the disordered look of being
just off a journey. Her face had a worn aspect,
and the colour looked fixed. Theodora, always
either rigidly simple or appropriately splendid, did
not like Violet to see her friend in such a condition,
and could almost have shrunk from the eager greeting.
’Theodora Martindale! This is delightful!
It is a real charity to look in on us to-day!
Mrs. Martindale, how are you? You look better
than last time I saw you. Let me introduce you
to Mr. Finch.’
Mr. Finch was a little dried-up man,
whose ceremonious bow put Violet in mind of the Mayor
of Wrangerton. Bending low, he politely gave her
a chair, and then subsided into oblivion; while Miss
Gardner came forward, as usual, the same trim, quiet,
easy-mannered person, and began to talk to Violet,
while Mrs. Finch was loudly conversing with Theodora.
The apartment was much in the same
style as the lady’s dress, full of gilding and
bright colour, expensive, but not producing a good
effect; especially as the sofa had been dragged forward
to the fire, and travelling gear and newspapers lay
about untidily. Altogether there was something
unsatisfactory to the feelings of both Theodora and
Violet, though Mrs. Finch was very affectionate in
her impetuous way, and Miss Gardner gently kind to
Violet, asking many questions about her little boy.
Violet soon took leave, and Mr. Finch
went down with her to the carriage.
‘That is a fresh complexion
that does one good to see!’ cried Mrs. Finch,
when she was gone. ’I am glad to see her
in better looks and spirits.’
‘She understands the art of
dress,’ said Miss Gardner. Theodora was
on the point of making a sharp answer. It was
the consequence of having once allowed her brother’s
wife to be freely canvassed, and she was glad that
an opening door checked the conversation.
There entered a tall fashionable-looking
man, with a glossy brown moustache, and a very hairy
chin, but of prepossessing and gentlemanlike appearance.
He leant over the sofa, and said a few words in a low
voice to Mrs. Finch, who answered with nods, and a
display of her white teeth in smiles. Raising
himself, as if to go, he said, ’Ah! by the bye,
who is that pretty friend of yours that I met Finch
escorting down-stairs? A most uncommon style
of beauty ’
‘That was Mrs. Martindale,’
said Miss Gardner, rather in haste.
’Arthur Martindale’s village
maid? Ha! Jane, there’s jealousy; I
thought you told me ’
‘Georgina!’ exclaimed
Jane, ’you should have introduced Mark to Miss
Martindale.’
As Theodora moved her stately neck
she felt as if a thunder-bolt had fallen; but the
gentleman’s manner was particularly pleasing.
‘It is Jane’s concern,’
said Mrs. Finch, laughing. ’I leave you
to infer why she checks his communications.’
‘There is nothing more awkward
than “You told me so,"’ said Mr. Gardner,
’since the days of “Who is your next neighbour,
sir?” I may be allowed some interest in the
matter, for your brother is an old school-fellow of
mine.’
‘Come!’ exclaimed Georgina,
’if you stay dawdling here, my letter won’t
be written, and my vases won’t come. Fancy,
Theodora, such delicious Sèvres vases, big enough
to hold the Forty Thieves, sky blue, with medallions
of Mars and Venus, and Cupids playing tricks the
loveliest things imaginable came from Versailles absolutely
historical.’
‘Lauzun is supposed to have
been hidden in one,’ said Mr. Gardner.
’I vowed I would have them,
and I never fail. Mark has been through fire
and water for them.’
‘And I suppose they cost ’
said Theodora.
‘The keep of half-a-dozen starving
orphans,’ said Mrs. Finch, triumphantly.
‘Ay, you may look, Theodora; but they are my
trophies.’
‘I wish you joy of them,’ said Theodora.
’So you shall, when you see
them; and that she may, off with you, Mark, or the
post will go.’
‘My cousin is a despot,’
said Mark, moving off, with a bow to Theodora; Mrs.
Finch, following, spoke a few words, and then shut
him into the other room.
‘Poor Mark’’ said
Jane, in the interval. ’We have brought
him home. He has had a little property left him,
and means to clear off his debts and make a fresh
beginning. His poor mother is so delighted!’
‘The coast is clear,’
said Mrs. Finch, returning. ’Now, Theodora,
is it true that you are going to be married?’
Point blank questions did not excite
Theodora’s blushes; and she composedly answered,
‘Some time or other.’
‘There! I knew it could not be true,’
cried Jane.
‘What is not true?’ said Theodora.
‘Not that you are going to have
the curate!’ said Mrs. Finch. ’Jane,
Jane, that has brought the rouge! Oh! I hope
and trust it is not the curate.’
‘Certainly not,’ said Theodora, in a grave
deliberate voice.
‘That’s a mercy!’
said Mrs. Finch. ’I had not the slightest
confidence in you. I always reckoned on your
making some wild choice. Oh! by the bye, do tell
me where Percy Fotheringham is to be found. I
must have him at our first party. What a charming
book that is!’
‘Even at Paris every one is
full of it, already,’ said Jane. ’I
feel quite jealous of you, Theodora, for knowing him
so well, when we, his cousins, never saw him at all.’
‘Cousins in royal fashion,’
said Theodora, glad that the blush had begun for Mr.
Wingfield. ‘What is the exact connection?’
’You explain, Jane; it is past
me. I am content to count kindred with the royal
beast.’
’Lady Fotheringham, his uncle’s
wife, is sister to Mark’s mother, my uncle’s
wife,’ said Jane. ‘There! I trust
that is lucidly done.’
‘That is all, is it?’ said Theodora.
‘Enough for the sending of a card. Tell
me where, if you know.’
Theodora named the place.
‘Does he show off well? Mark says he has
claws ’
‘I have known him too long to
tell how he appears to strangers,’ said Theodora,
as the colour mounted again.
‘Do you see much of him?’
‘He comes to Arthur’s house.’
‘You have ventured there?’
said Jane. ’It was hard not to be able to
come for the season otherwise.’
’I came up to bring the dumb
boy to the Asylum. I am staying on because I
like it.’
‘Do you mean to go out with her?’
’When she goes, I do so too,
but I am not come for the season. My brother’s
regiment is ordered to Windsor, and perhaps I may stay
to be with her.’
‘She has more manner than last
year,’ said Jane: ’she is greatly
improved in looks. You will believe me, Theodora,
all I said to Mark only referred to her paleness.’
‘It won’t do, Jane,’
said her sister; ’you only make it worse.
I see how it is; Theodora has found out that her sister-in-law
is a pretty little pet of a thing that does her no
harm, and you have got into the wrong box by flattering
her first dislike. Yes, yes, Theodora, we know
Jane of old; and never could get her to see the only
safe way is to tell one’s mind straight out.’
’I don’t see it established
that I did not tell Theodora my real mind,’
said Jane, quietly; ’I always thought Mrs. Martindale
pretty and elegant ’
‘Self-evident,’ said Georgina;
’but if I had been among you, would not I have
told Theodora the poor child was cowed by her dignities,
and Mrs. Nesbit and all the rest? Oh, I would
have made much of her, and brought her forward.
She should have been my queen of Violets: I would
have done it last year if that unlucky baby had not
come in the way.’
‘And now she does not need patronage,’
said Jane.
‘No; and now Theodora has found
her out for herself a better thing,’
said Mrs. Finch. ’You look all the better
for it! I never saw you look so bright or so
handsome, Theodora! You are a happy girl!’ and
there was a sigh. Some interruption here occurring,
Theodora took her leave, and walked home. She
felt ruffled by her visit, and as she came indoors,
ran up-stairs and knocked at her sister’s door.
The room looked cool and pleasant, and Violet was
lying down in her white, frilled dressing-gown, so
freshly, purely, delicately neat, and with so calm
and sweet a smile, that the contrast marked itself
strongly, and Theodora thought no one ever looked
more innocent and engaging. ‘I hope you
are not tired?’
‘Oh, no; I only thought it wiser to rest, thank
you.’
’I came to tell you that Georgina
Finch wants us to go to a party next Tuesday week.
There’s nothing to prevent it, is there?’
‘I know of nothing; but Arthur will say ’
’We are to bring Percy.
I meant to have told them of our affair; but I did
not think they deserved it just then. I am glad
he is no real relation to that Mr. Gardner.’
‘Was it Mr. Gardner who met
me going down-stairs?’ said Violet, with an
unpleasant recollection of having been stared at.
‘Is he their brother?’
‘No; their cousin. I wonder
what you think of them?’ said Theodora, hastily
throwing aside her bonnet and gloves, and seating herself.
‘Miss Gardner is very good-natured and pleasing.’
‘Those words are made for her. But what
of Georgina?’
‘I hardly know her,’ said
Violet, hesitating. ’This is only the second
time I have seen her; and last year I was so unwell
that her liveliness was too much for me.’
‘Overpowering,’ said Theodora.
’So people say. It is time she should steady;
but she will not think. I’m provoked with
her. I did not like her looks to-day, and yet
she has a good warm heart. She is worth a dozen
Janes! Don’t prefer Jane to her, whatever
you do, Violet!’ Then breaking off, she began
earnestly: ’You see, Violet, those are my
oldest friends; I never could care for any girl but
Georgina, and we have done such things together as
I never can forget. They had great disadvantages;
a set of wretched governesses one worse
than the other, and were left entirely to their mercy.
My education was no pattern; but it was a beauty to
theirs, thanks to my father. I do believe I was
the only person with any serious notions that Georgina
ever came in contact with, in all her growing up.
Their father died just as she was coming out, leaving
very little provision for them; and they were shifted
about among fine relations, who only wanted to get
rid of them, and gave them to understand they must
marry for a home.’
‘Poor girls! What a miserable life!’
’Jane knew she was no beauty,
and took to the obliging line. She fawns, and
is intimate and popular. I never liked her silkiness,
though it creeps into one at the time. Georgina
had more in her. I wish you could have seen her
at eighteen. She was such a fine, glowing, joyous-looking
girl, with those bright cheeks, and her eyes dancing
and light hair waving, and exuberant spirits that
no neglect or unkindness could daunt all
wild gaiety, setting humbug at defiance, and so good-natured!
Oh! dear, it makes one melancholy!’
‘And what made the change?’
’She had a long, low, nervous
fever, as they called it; but I have never known much
about it, for it was when we were all taken up with
John’s illness. She was very long in recovering,
and I suppose her spirit was broken, and that the
homelessness grew unbearable; for, whereas she had
always declared for honest independence and poverty,
the next thing I heard of her was, that she had accepted
this miserable money-making old wretch!’
‘Perhaps she liked him.’
’No, indeed! She despises
him, and does not hide it! She is true! that
is the best of her. I cannot help caring for Georgina.
Poor thing, I hate to see it! Her spirits as
high as ever, and with as little ballast; and yet
she looks so fagged. She was brought up to dissipation and
does not know where else to turn. She has not
a creature to say a word the right way!’
‘Not her sister?’ said
Violet. ‘She seemed serious and good.’
‘No one can tell what is the
truth in Jane,’ said Theodora; ’and her
sister, who knows her best, is the last person to be
influenced by her. Some one to whom she could
look up is the only chance. Oh, how I wish she
had a child! Anything to love would make her think.
But there was something in the appearance of that
room I cannot get over.’
‘The confusion of arriving ’
’No, nothing ever could have
made it so with you! I don’t know what it
was, but Well, I do think nothing else prevented
me from telling them about Percy. I meant it
when I said I would stay after you; and they talked
about his book, and asked if I saw much of him, and
I faced it out, so that they never suspected it, and
now I think it was cowardly. I know! I will
go at once, and write Georgina a note, and tell her
the truth.’
She went, and after a little interval,
Violet began to dress for a party at the house of
a literary friend of Lady Martindale’s, where
they were to meet an Eastern grandee then visiting
London. As she finished, she bethought herself
that Theodora had never before had to perform a grand
toilette without a lady’s maid; and going to
her room, found her, indeed, with her magnificent
black tresses still spread over her shoulders, flushed,
humiliated, almost angry at her own failures in disposing
of them.
‘Don’t I look like an
insane gipsy?’ said she, looking up, and tossing
back the locks that hung over her face.
‘Can I do anything to help you?’
‘Thank you; sit down, and I’ll
put all this black stuff out of the way,’ said
Theodora, grasping her hair with the action of the
Tragic Muse. ’I’ll put it up in every-day
fashion. I wish you would tell me what you do
to yours to get it into those pretty plaits.’
’I could show you in a minute;
but as it is rather late, perhaps you would not dislike
my trying to put it up for you.’
‘Thank you no, pray
don’t; you will tire yourself.’ But
it was spoken with none of the old disdain, and left
an opening for coaxing.
‘I used to be thought a good
hand with my sisters’ hair. It will be such
a treat if you will only let me try,’ said she,
emboldened to stroke the raven tresses, and then take
the comb, while Theodora yielded, well pleased.
’On condition you give me a lesson to-morrow.
I am not to be maid-ridden all my life,’ and
it ended with ’Thank you! That is comfortable.
You came in my utmost need. I am only ashamed
of having troubled you.’
’Don’t say so. I
am so much obliged to you for letting me try.
It is more like being at home with you,’ murmured
Violet, turning away; but her voice as well as the
glass betrayed her tearful eyes, and Theodora’s
sensation was a reward for her pride having slumbered
and allowed her to accept a service.
Mr. Fotheringham came to dinner that
he might go with them to the party. As they were
drinking coffee before setting out, Mrs. Finch’s
invitation was mentioned.
‘You had better leave your card
for her, Percy,’ said Theodora. He made
no answer.
‘Will you dine with us first and go?’
said Violet.
Thank you; I do not mean to visit them.’
‘No!’ exclaimed Theodora. ‘They
are connections!’
‘The more cause for avoiding them.’
‘I have promised to introduce you.’
‘I am afraid you reckoned without your host.’
‘Ha!’ cried Arthur, ’the
lion is grown coquettish with fine feeding. He
is not easy of leading.’
‘She is my greatest friend,’
said Theodora, as if it was conclusive; but Percy
only answered, I should be very sorry to believe so,’
set down his cup, and began to read the paper.
She was the more irritated. ‘Percy,’
she said, ‘do you really not intend to go to
the party!’
‘Certainly not.’
’Not to visit a relation of
your own, and my most intimate friend, when it is
my especial desire?’
‘You do not know what you are
talking of,’ he answered, without raising his
eyes.
‘Percy!’ exclaimed Theodora,
her pride and affection so mortified that she forgot
that Arthur was looking on with mischievous glee, ’have
you any reason for this neglect?’
‘Of course I have,’ said he, reading on.
‘Then let me hear it.’
‘You force it from me, Theodora,’
said Percy, laying down the paper: ’it
is because I will not enter into any intercourse I
can avoid with persons whose conduct I disapprove.’
Violet coloured and shrank closer
to her husband. Theodora’s face and neck
turned almost crimson, and her eyes sparkled, but her
voice only showed unmoved disdain. ‘Remember,
she is my friend.’
‘You do not know her history,
or you would not call her so.’
‘I do. What is there to be ashamed of?’
‘I see, you know nothing of
the prior attachment,’ said Percy, not without
anger at her pertinacity.
‘A boy and girl liking that had been long past.’
‘O it had, had it?’ said
Percy, ironically. ’So you approve her marrying
an old rogue and miser, who had heaped up his hoards
by extortion of wretched Indians and Spaniards, the
very scum of Mammon, coming to the top like everything
detestable?’
‘I never heard his money was ill-gotten.’
’Those who spend don’t
ask whence gold comes. And you justify her keeping
the old love, this cousin, dangling about her house
all the winter till she is the talk of Paris!’
‘I don’t believe gossip.’
‘Can you deny that he is in London in her train?’
‘He has come into some property, and means to
turn over a new leaf.’
‘Ay, and a worse leaf than before.’
‘How can you judge of his resolutions?’
Arthur laughed, saying, ‘I’d not bet much
on Mark Gardner’s.’
Much to Violet’s relief, the
carriage was announced; the gentlemen walked, and
Theodora talked of indifferent matters fast and gaily.
Percy handed Mrs. Martindale out, and gave her his
arm, leaving Theodora to her brother.
It was a small select party, almost
every one known to Theodora; and she was soon in eager
conversation at some distance from Violet, who was
sorry for Percy, as he stood in silence beside her
own chair, vexation apparent on his honest face.
‘Who is that talking to Theodora?’
he presently asked. It was a small light-complexioned
gentleman, whose head and face, and the whole style
of his dress and person, might have made him appear
a boy of seventeen, but for a pale moustache and tuft
on the chin. Theodora looked very animated, and
his face was glowing with the pleasure of her notice.
‘I cannot tell,’ said Violet; ‘there
is Arthur, ask him.’
Percy was moving towards Arthur, when
he was caught by the master of the house, and set
to talk to the Oriental in his own language. Violet
had never been so impressed by his talents as while
listening to his fluent conversation in the foreign
tongue, making the stranger look delighted and amused,
and giving the English audience lively interpretations,
which put them into ready communication with the wonder
at whom they had hitherto looked in awkwardness.
Theodora did not come near the group, nor seem to
perceive Violet’s entreating glances; and when
the Eastern prince departed, Percy had also disappeared.
Violet was gratified by the ladies around her descanting
on his book and his Syriac, and wished Theodora could
hear them.
At that moment she found Theodora
close to her, presenting Lord St. Erme to Mrs. Arthur
Martindale! After so much dislike to that little
insignificant light man for being the means of vexing
Percy, to find him the poet hero, the feudal vision
of nobility, the Lord of Wrangerton! What an
adventure for her mother to hear of!
It was a pleasant and rather pretty
face when seen near, with very good blue eyes, and
an air of great taste and refinement, and the voice
was very agreeable, as he asked some question about
the Eastern prince. Violet hardly knew what she
answered.
‘I met him yesterday, but it
was flat,’ he said. ’They had a man
there whose Syriac was only learnt from books, and
who could not understand him. The interpreter
to-night was far more au-fait very
clever he seemed. Who was he?’
‘Mr. Fotheringham,’ said Theodora.
‘The Crusader? Was it,
indeed?’ said Lord St. Erme, eagerly. ’Is
he here? I wish particularly to make his acquaintance.’
‘I believe he is gone,’
said Violet, pitying the unconscious victim, and at
once amused, provoked, and embarrassed.
‘You know him?’
Violet marvelled at the composure
of Theodora’s reply. ’Yes, my eldest
brother was his travelling companion.’
‘Is it possible? Your brother
the “M” of the book?’ exclaimed the
young Earl, with enthusiastic delight and interest.
’I never guessed it! I must read it again
for the sake of meeting him.’
‘You often do meet him there,’
said Theodora, ’as my sister can testify.
She was helping him to revise it last summer at Ventnor.’
‘I envy you!’ cried Lord
St. Erme; ’to go through such a book with such
a companion was honour indeed!’
‘It was delightful,’ said Violet.
‘Those are such delicious descriptions,’
proceeded he. ’Do you remember the scene
where he describes the crusading camp at Constantinople?
It is the perfection of language places
the whole before you carries you into the
spirit of the time. It is a Tasso unconscious
of his powers, borne along by his innate poetry;’
then pausing, ’surely you admire it, Miss Martindale?’
‘O, yes,’ said Theodora,
annoyed at feeling a blush arising. The Earl
seemed sensible of a check, and changed his tone to
a sober and rather timid one, as he inquired after
Mr. Martindale. The reply was left to Violet.
’He has never been so well in
his life. He is extremely busy, and much enjoys
the beauty of the place.’
‘I suppose it is very pretty,’ said Lord
St. Erme.
’Nothing can be more lovely
than the colour of the sea, and the wonderful foliage,
and the clearness. He says all lovers of fine
scenery ought to come there.’
‘Scenery can hardly charm unless
it has a past,’ he replied.
‘I can controvert that,’ said Theodora.
With much diffidence he replied:
’I speak only of my own feeling. To me,
a fine landscape without associations has no soul.
It is like an unintellectual beauty.’
‘There are associations in the
West Indies,’ said Theodora.
‘Not the most agreeable,’ said Lord St.
Erme.
‘There is the thought of Columbus,’
said Violet, ’his whole character, and his delight
as each island surpassed the last.’
‘Now, I have a fellow-feeling
for the buccaneers,’ said Theodora. ’Bertram
Risingham was always a hero of mine. I believe
it is an ancestral respect, probably we are their
descendants.’
Violet wondered if she said so to frighten him.
‘"Rokeby” has given a
glory to buccaneering,’ he replied. ’It
is the office of poetry to gild nature by breathing
a soul into her. It is what the Americans are
trying to do for their new world, still turning to
England as their Greece.’
‘I meant no past associations,’
said Theodora, bluntly. ’John carries his
own with him.’
‘Yes; all may bear the colour of the imagination
within.’
‘And of the purpose,’
said Theodora. ’It is work in earnest, no
matter where, that gives outward things their interest.
Dreaming will never do it. Working will.’
Their conversation here closed; but
Theodora said as they went home: ‘What
did you think of him, Violet?’
‘He looks younger than I expected.’
’He would be good for something
if he could be made to work. I long to give him
a pickaxe, and set him on upon the roads. Then
he would see the beauty of them! I hate to hear
him maunder on about imagination, while he leaves
his tenantry to take their chance. He knows
what eyes Percy and John see things with!’
‘I am glad to have seen him,’ said Violet,
reassured.
‘He desired to be introduced to you.’
‘I wonder do you think do
you suppose he remembers ?’
‘I don’t suppose he thinks anything about
it,’ said Theodora, shortly.