Enough of science and of art,
Close up
those barren leaves!
Come forth, and bring with
you a heart
That watches
and receives. WORDSWORTH
‘Half-past five, Miss Phoebe.’
‘Thank you;’ and before
her eyes were open, Phoebe was on the floor.
Six was the regulation hour.
Systematic education had discovered that half-an-hour
was the maximum allowable for morning toilette, and
at half-past six the young ladies must present themselves
in the school-room.
The Bible, Prayer Book, and ‘Daily
Meditations’ could have been seldom touched,
had not Phoebe, ever since Robert had impressed on
her the duty of such constant study, made an arrangement
for gaining an extra half-hour. Cold mornings
and youthful sleepiness had received a daily defeat:
and, mayhap, it was such a course of victory that made
her frank eyes so blithesome, and her step so free
and light.
That bright scheme, too, shone before
her, as such a secret of glad hope, that, knowing
how uncertain were her chances of pleasure, she prayed
that she might not set her heart on it. It was
no trifle to her, and her simple spirit ventured to
lay her wishes before her loving Father in Heaven,
and entreat that she might not be denied, if it were
right for her and would be better for Robert; or,
if not, that she might be good under the disappointment.
Her orisons sent her forth all brightness,
with her small head raised like that of a young fawn,
her fresh lips parted by an incipient smile of hope,
and her cheeks in a rosy glow of health, a very Hebe,
as Mr. Saville had once called her.
Such a morning face as hers was not
always met by Miss Fennimore, who, herself able to
exist on five hours’ sleep, had no mercy on that
of her pupils; and she rewarded Phoebe’s smiling
good-morrow with ’This is better than I expected,
you returned home so late.’
‘Robert could not come for me early,’
said Phoebe.
‘How did you spend the evening?’
‘Miss Charlecote read aloud to me. It
was a delightful German story.’
’Miss Charlecote is a very well-informed
person, and I am glad the time was not absolutely
lost. I hope you observed the condensation of
the vapours on your way home.’
‘Robert was talking to me, and the nightingales
were singing.’
‘It is a pity,’ said Miss
Fennimore, not unkindly, ’that you should not
cultivate the habit of observation. Women can
seldom theorize, but they should always observe facts,
as these are the very groundwork of discovery, and
such a rare opportunity as a walk at night should not
be neglected.’
It was no use to plead that this was
all very well when there was no brother Robert with
his destiny in the scales, so Phoebe made a meek assent,
and moved to the piano, suppressing a sigh as Miss
Fennimore set off on a domiciliary visit to the other
sisters.
Mr. Fulmort liked his establishment
to prove his consequence, and to the old family mansion
of the Mervyns he had added a whole wing for the educational
department. Above, there was a passage, with
pretty little bed-rooms opening from it; below there
were two good-sized rooms, with their own door opening
into the garden. The elder ones had long ago
deserted it, and so completely shut off was it from
the rest of the house, that the governess and her
pupils were as secluded as though in a separate dwelling.
The schoolroom was no repulsive-looking abode; it
was furnished almost well enough for a drawing-room;
and only the easels, globes, and desks, the crayon
studies on the walls, and a formidable time-table
showed its real destination.
The window looked out into a square
parterre, shut in with tall laurel hedges, and filled
with the gayest and sweetest blossoms. It was
Mrs. Fulmort’s garden for cut flowers; supplying
the bouquets that decked her tables, or were carried
to wither at balls; and there were three long, narrow
beds, that Phoebe and her younger sisters still called
theirs, and loved with the pride of property; but,
indeed, the bright carpeting of the whole garden was
something especially their own, rejoicing their eyes,
and unvalued by the rest of the house. On the
like liberal scale were the salaries of the educators.
Governesses were judged according to their demands;
and the highest bidder was supposed to understand her
own claims best. Miss Fennimore was a finishing
governess of the highest order, thinking it an insult
to be offered a pupil below her teens, or to lose
one till nearly beyond them; nor was she far from being
the treasure that Mrs. Fulmort pronounced her, in
gratitude for the absence of all the explosions produced
by the various imperfections of her predecessors.
A highly able woman, and perfectly
sincere, she possessed the qualities of a ruler, and
had long experience in the art. Her discipline
was perfect in machinery, and her instructions admirably
complete. No one could look at her keen, sensible,
self-possessed countenance, her decided mouth, ever
busy hands, and unpretending but well-chosen style
of dress, without seeing that her energy and intelligence
were of a high order; and there was principle likewise,
though no one ever quite penetrated to the foundation
of it. Certainly she was not an irreligious person;
she conformed, as she said, to the habits of each
family she lived with, and she highly estimated moral
perfections. Now and then a degree of scorn,
for the narrowness of dogma, would appear in reading
history, but in general she was understood to have
opinions which she did not obtrude.
As a teacher she was excellent; but
her own strong conformation prevented her from understanding
that young girls were incapable of such tension of
intellect as an enthusiastic scholar of forty-two,
and that what was sport to her was toil to a mind
unaccustomed to constant attention. Change of
labour is not rest, unless it be through gratification
of the will. Her very best pupil she had killed.
Finding a very sharp sword, in a very frail scabbard,
she had whetted the one and worn down the other, by
every stimulus in her power, till a jury of physicians
might have found her guilty of manslaughter; but perfectly
unconscious of her own agency in causing the atrophy,
her dear Anna Webster lived foremost in her affections,
the model for every subsequent pupil. She seldom
remained more than two years in a family. Sometimes
the young brains were over-excited; more often they
fell into a dreary state of drilled diligence; but
she was too much absorbed in the studies to look close
into the human beings, and marvelled when the fathers
and mothers were blind enough to part with her on
the plea of health and need of change.
On the whole she had never liked any
of her charges since the renowned Anna Webster so
well as Phoebe Fulmort; although her abilities did
not rise above the ‘very fair,’ and she
was apt to be bewildered in metaphysics and political
economy; but then she had none of the eccentricities
of will and temper of Miss Fennimore’s clever
girls, nor was she like most good-humoured ones, recklessly
insouciante. Her only drawback, in the
governess’s eyes, was that she never seemed desirous
of going beyond what was daily required of her each
study was a duty, and not a subject of zeal.
Presently Miss Fennimore came back,
followed by the two sisters, neither of them in the
best of tempers. Maria, a stout, clumsily-made
girl of fifteen, had the same complexion and open
eyes as Phoebe, but her colouring was muddled, the
gaze full-orbed and vacant, and the lips, always pouting,
were just now swelled with the vexation that filled
her prominent eyelids with tears. Bertha, two
years younger, looked as if nature had designed her
for a boy, and the change into a girl was not yet
decided. She, too, was very like Maria; but Maria’s
open nostrils were in her a droll retrousse,
puggish little nose; her chin had a boyish squareness
and decision, her round cheeks had two comical dimples,
her eyes were either stretched in defiance or narrowed
up with fun, and a slight cast in one gave a peculiar
archness and character to her face; her skin, face,
hands, and all, were uniformly pinky; her hair in such
obstinate yellow curls, that it was to be hoped, for
her sake, that the fashion of being crepe might
continue. The brow lowered in petulance; and
as she kissed Phoebe, she muttered in her ear a vituperation
of the governess in schoolroom patois; then
began tossing the lesson-books in the air and catching
them again, as a preliminary to finding the places,
thus drawing on herself a reproof in German.
French and German were alternately spoken in lesson
hours by Phoebe and Bertha, who had lived with foreign
servants from infancy; but poor Maria had not the faculty
of keeping the tongues distinct, and corrections only
terrified her into confusion worse confounded, until
Miss Fennimore had in despair decided that English
was the best alternative.
Phoebe practised vigorously.
Aware that nothing pleasant was passing, and that,
be it what it might, she could do no good, she was
glad to stop her ears with her music, until eight
o’clock brought a pause in the shape of breakfast.
Formerly the schoolroom party had joined the family
meal, but since the two elder girls had been out,
and Mervyn’s friends had been often in the house,
it had been decided that the home circle was too numerous;
and what had once been the play-room was allotted to
be the eating-room of the younger ones, without passing
the red door, on the other side of which lay the world.
Breakfast was announced by the schoolroom
maid, and Miss Fennimore rose. No sooner was
her back turned, than Bertha indulged in a tremendous
writhing yawn, wriggling in her chair, and clenching
both fat fists, as she threatened with each, at her
governess’s retreating figure, so ludicrously,
that Phoebe smiled while she shook her head, and an
explosive giggle came from Maria, causing the lady
to turn and behold Miss Bertha demure as ever, and
a look of disconsolate weariness fast settling down
on each of the two young faces. The unbroken
routine pressed heavily at those fit moments for family
greetings and for relaxation, and even Phoebe would
gladly have been spared the German account of the
Holt and of Miss Charlecote’s book, for which
she was called upon. Bertha meanwhile, to whom
waggishness was existence, was carrying on a silent
drama on her plate, her roll being a quarry, and her
knife the workmen attacking it. Now she undermined,
now acted an explosion, with uplifted eyebrows and
an indicated ‘puff!’ with her lips, with
constant dumb-show directed to Maria, who, without
half understanding, was in a constant suppressed titter,
sometimes concealed by her pocket-handkerchief.
Quick as Miss Fennimore was, and often
as she frowned on Maria’s outbreaks, she never
could detect their provocative. Over-restraint
and want of sympathy were direct instruction in unscrupulous
slyness of amusement. A sentence of displeasure
on Maria’s ill-mannered folly was in the act
of again filling her eyes with tears, when there was
a knock at the door, and all the faces beamed with
glad expectation.
It was Robert. This was the
time of day when he knew Miss Fennimore could best
tolerate him, and he seldom failed to make his appearance
on his way down-stairs, the only one of the privileged
race who was a wonted object on this side the baize
door. Phoebe thought he looked more cheerful,
and indeed gravity could hardly have withstood Bertha’s
face, as she gave a mischievous tweak to his hair
behind, under colour of putting her arm round his
neck.
‘Well, Curlylocks, how much
mischief did you do yesterday?’
‘I’d no spirits for mischief,’
she answered, with mock pitifulness, twinkling up
her eyes, and rubbing them with her knuckles as if
she were crying. ’You barbarous wretch,
taking Phoebe to feast on strawberries and cream with
Miss Charlecote, and leaving poor me to poke in that
stupid drawing-room, with nothing to do but to count
the scollops of mamma’s flounce!’
’It is your turn. Will
Miss Fennimore kindly let you have a walk with me
this evening?’
‘And me,’ said Maria.
‘You, of course. May I come for them at
five o’clock?’
’I can hardly tell what to say
about Maria. I do not like to disappoint her,
but she knows that nothing displeases me so much as
that ill-mannered habit of giggling,’ said Miss
Fennimore, not without concern. Merciful as
to Maria’s attainments, she was strict as to
her manners, and was striving to teach her self-restraint
enough to be unobtrusive.
Poor Maria’s eyes were glassy
with tears, her chest heaved with sobs, and she broke
out, ‘O pray, Miss Fennimore, O pray!’
while all the others interceded for her; and Bertha,
well knowing that it was all her fault, avoided the
humiliation of a confession, by the apparent generosity
of exclaiming, ‘Take us both to-morrow instead,
Robin.’
Robert’s journey was, however,
fixed for that day, and on this plea, licence was
given for the walk. Phoebe smiled congratulation,
but Maria was slow in cheering up; and when, on returning
to the schoolroom, the three sisters were left alone
together for a few moments, she pressed up to Phoebe’s
side, and said, ’Phoebe, I’ve not said
my prayers. Do you think anything will happen
to me?’
Her awfully mysterious tone set Bertha
laughing. ’Yes, Maria, all the cows in
the park will run at you,’ she was beginning,
when the grave rebuke of Phoebe’s eyes cut her
short.
‘How was it, my dear?’
asked Phoebe, tenderly fondling her sister.
’I was so sleepy, and Bertha
would blow soap-bubbles in her hands while we were
washing, and then Miss Fennimore came, and I’ve
been naughty now, and I know I shall go on, and then
Robin won’t take me.’
‘I will ask Miss Fennimore to
let you go to your room, dearest,’ said Phoebe.
’You must not play again in dressing time, for
there’s nothing so sad as to miss our prayers.
You are a good girl to care so much. Had you
time for yours, Bertha?’
‘Oh, plenty!’ with a toss
of her curly head. ’I don’t take
ages about things, like Maria.’
‘Prayers cannot be hurried,’
said Phoebe, looking distressed, and she was about
to remind Bertha to whom she spoke in prayer, when
the child cut her short by the exclamation, ’Nonsense,
Maria, about being naughty. You know I always
make you laugh when I please, and that has more to
do with it than saying your prayers, I fancy.’
‘Perhaps,’ said Phoebe,
very sadly, ’if you had said yours more in earnest,
my poor Bertha, you would either not have made Maria
laugh, or would not have left her to bear all the
blame.’
‘Why do you call me poor?’
exclaimed Bertha, with a half-offended, half-diverted
look.
’Because I wish so much that
you knew better, or that I could help you better,’
said Phoebe, gently.
There Miss Fennimore entered, displeased
at the English sounds, and at finding them all, as
she thought, loitering. Phoebe explained Maria’s
omission, and Miss Fennimore allowed her five minutes
in her own room, saying that this must not become
a precedent, though she did not wish to oppress her
conscience.
Bertha’s eyes glittered with
a certain triumph, as she saw that Miss Fennimore
was of her mind, and anticipated no consequences from
the neglect, but only made the concession as to a
superstition. Without disbelief, the child trained
only to reason, and quick to detect fallacy, was blind
to all that was not material. And how was the
spiritual to be brought before her?
Phoebe might well sigh as she sat
down to her abstract of Schlegel’s Lectures.
‘If any one would but teach them,’ she
thought; ’but there is no time at all, and I
myself do not know half so much of those things as
one of Miss Charlecote’s lowest classes.’
Phoebe was a little mistaken.
An earnest mind taught how to learn, with access
to the Bible and Prayer Book, could gain more from
these fountain-heads than any external teaching could
impart; and she could carry her difficulties to Robert.
Still it was out of her power to assist her sisters.
Surveillance and driving absolutely left no space
free from Miss Fennimore’s requirements; and
all that there was to train those young ones in faith,
was the manner in which it lived and worked
in her. Nor of this effect could she be conscious.
As to dreams or repinings, or even
listening to her hopes and fears for her project of
pleasure, they were excluded by the concentrated attention
that Miss Fennimore’s system enforced.
Time and capacity were so much on the stretch, that
the habit of doing what she was doing, and nothing
else, had become second nature to the docile and duteous
girl; and she had become little sensible to interruptions;
so she went on with her German, her Greek, and her
algebra, scarcely hearing the repetitions of the lessons,
or the counting as Miss Fennimore presided over Maria’s
practice, a bit of drudgery detested by the governess,
but necessarily persevered in, for Maria loved music,
and had just voice and ear sufficient to render this
single accomplishment not hopeless, but a certain
want of power of sustained effort made her always break
down at the moment she seemed to be doing best.
Former governesses had lost patience, but Miss Fennimore
had early given up the case, and never scolded her
for her failures; she made her attempt less, and she
was improving more, and shedding fewer tears than
under any former dynasty. Even a stern dominion
is better for the subjects than an uncertain and weak
one; regularity gives a sense of reliance; and constant
occupation leaves so little time for being naughty,
that Bertha herself was getting into training, and
on the present day her lessons were exemplary, always
with a view to the promised walk with her brother,
one of the greatest pleasures ever enjoyed by the
denizens of the west wing.
Phoebe’s pleasure was less certain,
and less dependent on her merits, yet it invigorated
her efforts to do all she had to do with all her might,
even into the statement of the pros and cons of customs
and free-trade, which she was required to produce
as her morning’s exercise. In the midst,
her ear detected the sound of wheels, and her heart
throbbed in the conviction that it was Miss Charlecote’s
pony carriage; nay, she found her pen had indited
‘Robin would be so glad,’ instead of ’revenue
to the government,’ and while scratching the
words out beyond all legibility, she blamed herself
for betraying such want of self-command.
No summons came, no tidings, the wheels
went away; her heart sank, and her spirit revolted
against an unfeeling, unutterably wearisome captivity;
but it was only a moment’s fluttering against
the bars, the tears were driven back with the thought,
’After all, the decision is guided from Above.
If I stay at home, it must be best for me.
Let me try to be good!’ and she forced her
mind back to her exports and her customs. It
was such discipline as few girls could have exercised,
but the conscientious effort was no small assistance
in being resigned; and in the precious minutes granted
in which to prepare herself for dinner, she found
it the less hard task to part with her anticipations
of delight and brace herself to quiet, contented duty.
The meal was beginning when, with
a very wide expansion of the door, appeared a short,
consequential-looking personage, of such plump, rounded
proportions, that she seemed ready to burst out of
her riding-habit, and of a broad, complacent visage,
somewhat overblooming. It was Miss Fulmort,
the eldest of the family, a young lady just past thirty,
a very awful distance from the schoolroom party, to
whom she nodded with good-natured condescension, saying:
’Ah! I thought I should find you at dinner;
I’m come for something to sustain nature.
The riding party are determined to have me with them,
and they won’t wait for luncheon. Thank
you, yes, a piece of mutton, if there were any under
side. How it reminds me of old times.
I used so to look forward to never seeing a loin of
mutton again.’
‘As your chief ambition?’
said Miss Fennimore, who, governess as she was, could
not help being a little satirical, especially when
Bertha’s eyes twinkled responsively.
‘One does get so tired of mutton
and rice-pudding,’ answered the less observant
Miss Fulmort, who was but dimly conscious of any one’s
existence save her own, and could not have credited
a governess laughing at her; ’but really this
is not so bad, after all, for a change; and some pale
ale. You don’t mean that you exist without
pale ale?’
‘We all drink water by preference,’ said
Miss Fennimore.
’Indeed! Miss Watson,
our finishing governess, never drank anything but
claret, and she always had little pâtes, or
fish, or something, because she said her appetite
was to be consulted, she was so delicate. She
was very thin, I know; and what a figure you have,
Phoebe! I suppose that is water drinking.
Bridger did say it would reduce me to leave off pale
ale, but I can’t get on without it, I get so
horridly low. Don’t you think that’s
a sign, Miss Fennimore?’
‘I beg your pardon, a sign of what?’
’That one can’t go on
without it. Miss Charlecote said she thought
it was all constitution whether one is stout or not,
and that nothing made much difference, when I asked
her about German wines.’
‘Oh! Augusta, has Miss
Charlecote been here this morning?’ exclaimed
Phoebe.
’Yes; she came at twelve o’clock,
and there was I actually pinned down to entertain
her, for mamma was not come down. So I asked
her about those light foreign wines, and whether they
do really make one thinner; you know one always has
them at her house.’
‘Did mamma see her?’ asked poor Phoebe,
anxiously.
’Oh yes, she was bent upon it.
It was something about you. Oh! she wants to
take you to stay with her in that horrible hole of
hers in the City very odd of her.
What do you advise me to do, Miss Fennimore?
Do you think those foreign wines would bring me down
a little, or that they would make me low and sinking?’
‘Really, I have no experience
on the subject!’ said Miss Fennimore, loftily.
‘What did mamma say?’
was poor Phoebe’s almost breathless question.
‘Oh! it makes no difference
to mamma’ (Phoebe’s heart bounded); but
Augusta went on: ’she always has her soda-water,
you know; but of course I should take a hamper from
Bass. I hate being unprovided.’
‘But about my going to London?’ humbly
murmured Phoebe.
‘What did she say?’
considered the elder sister, aloud. ’I
don’t know, I’m sure. I was not
attending the heat does make one so sleepy but
I know we all wondered she should want you at your
age. You know some people take a spoonful of
vinegar to fine themselves down, and some of those
wines are very acid,’ she continued, pressing
on with her great subject of consultation.
’If it be an object with you,
Miss Fulmort, I should recommend the vinegar,’
said Miss Fennimore. ’There is nothing
like doing a thing outright!’
‘And, oh! how glorious it would
be to see her taking it!’ whispered Bertha into
Phoebe’s ear, unheard by Augusta, who, in her
satisfied stolidity, was declaring, ’No, I could
not undertake that. I am the worst person in
the world for taking anything disagreeable.’
And having completed her meal, which
she had contrived to make out of the heart of the
joint, leaving the others little but fat, she walked
off to her ride, believing that she had done a gracious
and condescending action in making conversation with
her inferiors of the west wing.
Yet Augusta Fulmort might have been
good for something, if her mind and her affections
had not lain fallow ever since she escaped from a series
of governesses who taught her self-indulgence by example.
‘I wonder what mamma said!’
exclaimed Phoebe, in her strong craving for sympathy
in her suspense.
’I am sorry the subject has
been brought forward, if it is to unsettle you, Phoebe,’
said Miss Fennimore, not unkindly; ’I regret
your being twice disappointed; but, if your mother
should refer it to me, as I make no doubt she will,
I should say that it would be a great pity to break
up our course of studies.’
‘It would only be for a little
while,’ sighed Phoebe; ’and Miss Charlecote
is to show me all the museums. I should see more
with her than ever I shall when I am come out; and
I should be with Robert.’
’I intended asking permission
to take you through a systematic course of lectures
and specimens when the family are next in town,’
said Miss Fennimore. ’Ordinary, desultory
sight-seeing leaves few impressions; and though Miss
Charlecote is a superior person, her mind is not of
a sufficiently scientific turn to make her fully able
to direct you. I shall trust to your good sense,
Phoebe, for again submitting to defer the pleasure
till it can be enhanced.’
Good sense had a task imposed on it
for which it was quite inadequate; but there was something
else in Phoebe which could do the work better than
her unconvinced reason. Even had she been sure
of the expediency of being condemned to the schoolroom,
no good sense would have brought that resolute smile,
or driven back the dew in her eyes, or enabled her
voice to say, with such sweet meekness, ’Very
well, Miss Fennimore; I dare say it may be right.’
Miss Fennimore was far more concerned
than if the submission had been grudging. She
debated with herself whether she should consider her
resolution irrevocable.
Ten minutes were allowed after dinner
in the parterre, and these could only be spent under
the laurel hedge; the sun was far too hot everywhere
else. Phoebe had here no lack of sympathy, but
had to restrain Bertha, who, with angry gestures,
was pronouncing the governess a horrid cross-patch,
and declaring that no girls ever were used as they
were; while Maria observed, that if Phoebe went to
London, she must go too.
‘We shall all go some day,’
said Phoebe, cheerfully, ’and we shall enjoy
it all the more if we are good now. Never mind,
Bertha, we shall have some nice walks.’
‘Yes, all bothered with botany,’ muttered
Bertha.
‘I thought, at least, you would
be glad of me,’ said Phoebe, smiling; ‘you
who stay at home.’
‘To be sure, I am,’ said
Bertha; ’but it is such a shame! I shall
tell Robin, and he’ll say so too. I shall
tell him you nearly cried!’
‘Don’t vex Robin,’
said Phoebe. ’When you go out, you should
set yourself to tell him pleasant things.’
’So I’m to tell him you
wouldn’t go on any account. You like your
political economy much too well!’
‘Suppose you say nothing about
it,’ said Phoebe. ’Make yourself
merry with him. That’s what you’ve
got to do. He takes you out to entertain you,
not to worry about grievances.’
‘Do you never talk about grievances?’
asked Bertha, twinkling up her eyes.
Phoebe hesitated. ‘Not
my own,’ she said, ‘because I have not
got any.’
‘Has Robert, then?’ asked Bertha.
‘Nobody has grievances who is
out of the schoolroom,’ opined Maria; and as
she uttered this profound sentiment, the tinkle of
Miss Fennimore’s little bell warned the sisters
to return to the studies, which in the heat of summer
were pursued in the afternoon, that the walk might
be taken in the cool of the evening. Reading
aloud, drawing, and sensible plain needlework were
the avocations till it was time to learn the morrow’s
lessons. Phoebe being beyond this latter work,
drew on, and in the intervals of helping Maria with
her geography, had time to prepare such a bright face
as might make Robert think lightly of her disappointment,
and not reckon it as another act of tyranny.
When he opened the door, however,
there was that in his looks which made her spirits
leap up like an elastic spring; and his ‘Well,
Phoebe!’ was almost triumphant.
‘Is it am I ’ was
all she could say.
‘Has no one thought it worth while to tell you?’
‘Don’t you know,’
interposed Bertha, ’you on the other side the
red baize door might be all married, or dead and buried,
for aught we should hear. But is Phoebe to go?’
‘I believe so.’
‘Are you sure?’ asked Phoebe, afraid yet
to hope.
’Yes. My father heard
the invitation, and said that you were a good girl,
and deserved a holiday.’
Commendation from that quarter was
so rare, that excess of gladness made Phoebe cast
down her eyes and colour intensely, a little oppressed
by the victory over her governess. But Miss
Fennimore spoke warmly. ’He cannot think
her more deserving than I do. I am rejoiced not
to have been consulted, for I could hardly have borne
to inflict such a mortification on her, though these
interruptions are contrary to my views. As it
is, Phoebe, my dear, I wish you joy.’
‘Thank you,’ Phoebe managed
to say, while the happy tears fairly started.
In that chilly land, the least approach to tenderness
was like the gleam in which the hardy woodbine leaflets
unfold to sun themselves.
Thankful for small mercies, thought
Robert, looking at her with fond pity; but at least
the dear child will have one fortnight of a more genial
atmosphere, and soon, maybe, I shall transplant her
to be Lucilla’s darling as well as mine, free
from task-work, and doing the labours of love for
which she is made!
He was quite in spirits, and able
to reply in kind to the freaks and jokes of his little
sister, as she started, spinning round him like a
humming-top, and singing
Will you go to the wood, Robin
a Bobbin?
giving safe vent to an ebullition
of spirits that must last her a good while, poor little
maiden!
Phoebe took a sober walk with Miss
Fennimore, receiving advice on methodically journalizing
what she might see, and on the scheme of employments
which might prevent her visit from being waste of time.
The others would have resented the interference with
the holiday; but Phoebe, though a little sorry to
find that tasks were not to be off her mind, was too
grateful for Miss Fennimore’s cordial consent
to entertain any thought except of obedience to the
best of her power.
Miss Fennimore was politely summoned
to Mrs. Fulmort’s dressing-room for the official
communication; but this day was no exception to the
general custom, that the red baize door was not passed
by the young ladies until their evening appearance
in the drawing-room. Then the trio descended,
all alike in white muslin, made high, and green sashes a
dress carefully distinguishing Phoebe as not introduced,
but very becoming to her, with the simple folds and
the little net ruche, suiting admirably the tall,
rounded slenderness of her shape, her long neck, and
short, childish contour of face, where there smiled
a joy of anticipation almost inappreciable to those
who know not what it is to spend day after day with
nothing particular to look forward to.
Very grand was the drawing-room, all
amber-coloured with satin-wood, satin and gold, and
with everything useless and costly encumbering tables
that looked as if nothing could ever be done upon them.
Such a room inspired a sense of being in company,
and it was no wonder that Mrs. Fulmort and her two
elder daughters swept in in as decidedly procession
style as if they had formed part of a train of twenty.
The star that bestowed three female
sovereigns to Europe seemed to have had the like influence
on Hiltonbury parish, since both its squires were
heiresses. Miss Mervyn would have been a happier
woman had she married a plain country gentleman, like
those of her own stock, instead of giving a county
position to a man of lower origin and enormous monied
wealth. To live up to the claims of that wealth
had been her business ever since, and health and enjoyment
had been so completely sacrificed to it, that for
many years past the greater part of her time had been
spent in resting and making herself up for her appearance
in the evening, when she conducted her elder daughters
to their gaieties. Faded and tallowy in complexion,
so as to be almost ghastly in her blue brocade and
heavy gold ornaments, she reclined languidly on a
large easy-chair, saying with half-closed eyes
’Well, Phoebe, Miss Fennimore
has told you of Miss Charlecote’s invitation.’
‘Yes, mamma. I am very, very much
obliged!’
‘You know you are not to fancy
yourself come out,’ said Juliana, the second
sister, who had a good tall figure, and features and
complexion not far from beauty, but marred by a certain
shrewish tone and air.
‘Oh, no,’ answered Phoebe;
’but with Miss Charlecote that will make no
difference.’
‘Probably not,’ said Juliana;
’for of course you will see nobody but a set
of old maids and clergymen and their wives.’
‘She need not go far for old
maids,’ whispered Bertha to Maria.
‘Pray, in which class do you
reckon the Sandbrooks?’ said Phoebe, smiling;
‘for she chiefly goes to meet them.’
‘She may go!’ said Juliana,
scornfully; ’but Lucilla Sandbrook is far past
attending to her!’
‘I wonder whether the Charterises
will take any notice of Phoebe?’ exclaimed Augusta.
‘My dear,’ said Mrs. Fulmort,
waking slowly to another idea, ’I will tell
Boodle to talk to what’s your maid’s
name? about your dresses.’
‘Oh, mamma,’ interposed
Juliana, ’it will be only poking about the exhibitions
with Miss Charlecote. You may have that plaid
silk of mine that I was going to have worn out abroad,
half-price for her.’
Bertha fairly made a little stamp
at Juliana, and clenched her fist.
If Phoebe dreaded anything in the
way of dress, it was Juliana’s half-price.
‘My dear, your papa would not
like her not to be well fitted out,’ said her
mother; ’and Honora Charlecote always has such
handsome things. I wish Boodle could put mine
on like hers.’
‘Oh, very well!’ said
Juliana, rather offended; ’only it should be
understood what is to be done if the Charterises ask
her to any of their parties. There will be such
mistakes and confusion if she meets any one we know;
and you particularly objected to having her brought
forward.’
Phoebe’s eye was a little startled,
and Bertha set her front teeth together on edge, and
looked viciously at Juliana.
‘My dear, Honora Charlecote
never goes out,’ said Mrs. Fulmort.
‘If she should, you understand, Phoebe,’
said Juliana.
Coffee came in at the moment, and
Augusta criticized the strength of it, which made
a diversion, during which Bertha slipped out of the
room, with a face replete with mischievous exultation.
‘Are not you going to play to-night,
my dears?’ asked Mrs. Fulmort. ‘What
was that duet I heard you practising?’
‘Come, Juliana,’ said
the elder sister, ’I meant to go over it again;
I am not satisfied with my part.’
‘I have to write a note,’
said Juliana, moving off to another table; whereupon
Phoebe ventured to propose herself as a substitute,
and was accepted.
Maria sat entranced, with her mouth
open; and presently Mrs. Fulmort looked up from a
kind of doze to ask who was playing. For some
moments she had no answer. Maria was too much
awed for speech in the drawing-room; and though Bertha
had come back, she had her back to her mother, and
did not hear. Mrs. Fulmort exerted herself to
sit up and turn her head.
‘Was that Phoebe?’ she
said. ’You have a clear, good touch, my
dear, as they used to say I had when I was at school
at Bath. Play another of your pieces, my dear.’
‘I am ready now, Augusta,’ said Juliana,
advancing.
Little girls were not allowed at the
piano when officers might be coming in from the dining-room,
so Maria’s face became vacant again, for Juliana’s
music awoke no echoes within her.
Phoebe beckoned her to a remote ottoman,
a receptacle for the newspapers of the week, and kept
her turning over the Illustrated News, an unfailing
resource with her, but powerless to occupy Bertha after
the first Saturday; and Bertha, turning a deaf ear
to the assurance that there was something very entertaining
about a tiger-hunt, stood, solely occupied by eyeing
Juliana.
Was she studying ‘come-out’
life as she watched her sisters surrounded by the
gentlemen who presently herded round the piano?
It was nearly the moment when the
young ones were bound to withdraw, when Mervyn, coming
hastily up to their ottoman, had almost stumbled over
Maria’s foot.
‘Beg pardon. Oh, it was
only you! What a cow it is!’ said he, tossing
over the papers.
‘What are you looking for, Mervyn?’ asked
Phoebe.
’An advertisement Bell’s
Life for the 3rd. That rascal, Mears, must
have taken it.’
She found it for him, and likewise
the advertisement, which he, missing once, was giving
up in despair.
‘I say,’ he observed,
while she was searching, ’so you are to chip
the shell.’
‘I’m only going to London I’m
not coming out.’
‘Gammon!’ he said, with
an odd wink. ’You need never go in again,
like the what’s-his-name in the fairy tale,
or you are a sillier child than I take you for.
They’ nodding at the piano ’are
getting a terrible pair of old cats, and we want something
young and pretty about.’
With this unusual compliment, Phoebe,
seeing the way clear to the door, rose to depart,
most reluctantly followed by Bertha, and more willingly
by Maria, who began, the moment they were in the hall
’Phoebe, why do they get a couple
of terrible old cats? I don’t like them.
I shall be afraid.’
‘Mervyn didn’t mean ’
began perplexed Phoebe, cut short by Bertha’s
boisterous laughter. ’Oh, Maria, what a
goose you are! You’ll be the death of
me some day! Why, Juliana and Augusta are the
cats themselves. Oh, dear! I wanted to kiss
Mervyn for saying so. Oh, wasn’t it fun!
And now, Maria, oh! if I could have stayed
a moment longer!’
’Bertha, Bertha, not such a
noise in the hall. Come, Maria; mind, you must
not tell anybody. Bertha, come,’ expostulated
Phoebe, trying to drag her sister to the red baize
door; but Bertha stood, bending nearly double, exaggerating
the helplessness of her paroxysms of laughter.
‘Well, at least the cat will
have something to scratch her,’ she gasped out.
‘Oh, I did so want to stay and see!’
‘Have you been playing any tricks?’
exclaimed Phoebe, with consternation, as Bertha’s
deportment recurred to her.
‘Tricks? I couldn’t
help it. Oh, listen, Phoebe!’ cried Bertha,
with her wicked look of triumph. ’I brought
home such a lovely sting-nettle for Miss Fennimore’s
peacock caterpillar; and when I heard how kind dear
Juliana was to you about your visit to London, I thought
she really must have it for a reward; so I ran away,
and slily tucked it into her bouquet; and I did so
hope she would take it up to fiddle with when the
gentlemen talk to her,’ said the elf, with an
irresistibly comic imitation of Juliana’s manner
towards gentlemen.
‘Bertha, this is beyond ’ began
Phoebe.
‘Didn’t you sting your fingers?’
asked Maria.
Bertha stuck out her fat pink paws,
embellished with sundry white lumps. ‘All
pleasure,’ said she, ’thinking of the jump
Juliana will give, and how nicely it serves her.’
Phoebe was already on her way back
to the drawing-rooms; Bertha sprang after, but in
vain. Never would she have risked the success
of her trick, could she have guessed that Phoebe would
have the temerity to return to the company!
Phoebe glided in without waiting for
the sense of awkwardness, though she knew she should
have to cross the whole room, and she durst not ask
any one to bring the dangerous bouquet to her not
even Robert he must not be stung in her
service.
She met her mother’s astonished
eye as she threaded her way; she wound round a group
of gentlemen, and spied the article of which she was
in quest, where Juliana had laid it down with her
gloves on going to the piano. Actually she had
it! She had seized it unperceived! Good
little thief; it was a most innocent robbery.
She crept away with a sense of guilt and desire to
elude observation, positively starting when she encountered
her father’s portly figure in the ante-room.
He stopped her with ’Going to bed, eh?
So Miss Charlecote has taken a fancy to you, has
she? It does you credit. What shall you
want for the journey?’
‘Boodle is going to see,’
began Phoebe, but he interrupted.
’Will fifty do? I will
have my daughters well turned out. All to be
spent upon yourself, mind. Why, you’ve
not a bit of jewellery on! Have you a watch?’
‘No, papa.’
’Robert shall choose one for
you, then. Come to my room any time for the
cash; and if Miss Charlecote takes you anywhere among
her set good connections she has and
you want to be rigged out extra, send me in the bill anything
rather than be shabby.’
‘Thank you, papa! Then,
if I am asked out anywhere, may I go?’
’Why, what does the child mean?
Anywhere that Miss Charlecote likes to take you of
course.’
‘Only because I am not come out.’
’Stuff about coming out!
I don’t like my girls to be shy and backward.
They’ve a right to show themselves anywhere;
and you should be going out with us now, but somehow
your poor mother doesn’t like the trouble of
such a lot of girls. So don’t be shy, but
make the most of yourself, for you won’t meet
many better endowed, nor more highly accomplished.
Good night, and enjoy yourself.’
Palpitating with wonder and pleasure,
Phoebe escaped. Such permission, over-riding
all Juliana’s injunctions, was worth a few nettle
stings and a great fright; for Phoebe was not philosopher
enough, in spite of Miss Fennimore ay,
and of Robert not to have a keen desire
to see a great party.
Her delay had so much convinced the
sisters that her expedition had had some fearful consequences,
that Maria was already crying lest dear Phoebe should
be in disgrace; and Bertha had seated herself on the
balusters, debating with herself whether, if Phoebe
were suspected of the trick (a likely story) and condemned
to lose her visit to London, she would confess herself
the guilty person.
And when Phoebe came back, too much
overcome with delight to do anything but communicate
papa’s goodness, and rejoice in the unlimited
power of making presents, Bertha triumphantly insisted
on her confessing that it had been a capital thing
that the nettles were in Juliana’s nosegay!
Phoebe shook her head; too happy to
scold, too humble to draw the moral that the surest
way to gratification is to remove the thorns from the
path of others.