Ah! county Guy,
the hour is nigh,
The sun has left
the lea,
The orange flower
perfumes the bower,
The breeze is
on the sea.
The lark, his
lay, who thrilled all day,
Sits hushed, his
partner nigh,
Breeze, bird,
and flower, confess the hour,
But where is county
Guy?
SCOTT
How was it meantime with Laura?
The others were laughing and talking round her, but
all seemed lost in the transcendent beam that had shone
out on her. To be told by Philip that she was
all to him that he had always been to her! This
one idea pervaded her too glorious, too
happy for utterance, almost for distinct thought.
The softening of his voice, and the look with which
he had regarded her, recurred again and again, startling
her with a sudden surprise of joy almost as at the
first moment. Of the future Laura thought not.
Never had a promise of love been made with less knowledge
of what it amounted to: it seemed merely an expression
of sentiments that she had never been without; for
had she not always looked up to Philip more than any
other living creature, and gloried in being his favourite
cousin? Ever since the time when he explained
to her the plates in the Encyclopaedia, and made her
read ‘Joyce’s Scientific Dialogues,’
when Amy took fright at the first page. That
this might lead further did not occur to her; she was
eighteen, she had no experience, not even in novels,
she did not know what she had done; and above all,
she had so leant to surrender her opinions to Philip,
and to believe him always right, that she would never
have dreamt of questioning wherever he might choose
to lead her. Even the caution of secrecy did
not alarm her, though she wondered that he thought
it required, safe as his confidence always was with
her. Mrs. Edmonstone had been so much occupied
by Charles’s illness, as to have been unable
to attend to her daughters in their girlish days; and
in the governess’s time the habit had been disused
of flying at once to her with every joy or grief.
Laura’s thoughts were not easy of access, and
Philip had long been all in all to her. She was
too ignorant of life to perceive that it was her duty
to make this conversation known; or, more truly, she
did not awaken her mind to consider that anything could
be wrong that Philip desired.
On coming home, she ran up to her
own room, and sitting by the open window, gave herself
up to that delicious dream of new-found joy.
There she still sat when Amy came
in, opening the door softly, and treading lightly
and airily as she entered, bringing two or three roses
of different tints.
‘Laura! not begun to dress?’
‘Is it time?’
’Shall I answer you according
to what Philip calls my note of time, and tell you
the pimpernels are closed, and the tigridias dropping
their leaves? It would be a proper answer for
you; you look as if you were in Fairy Land.’
‘Is papa come home?’
’Long ago! and Guy too.
Why, where could you have been, not to have heard
Guy and Eveleen singing the Irish melodies?’
‘In a trance,’ said Laura,
starting up, and laughing, with a slight degree of
constraint, which caused Amy, who was helping her to
dress, to exclaim, ‘Has anything happened, Laura?’
‘What should have happened?’
’I can’t guess, unless
the fairies in the great ring on Ashendown came to
visit you when we were gone. But seriously, dear
Laura, are you sure you are not tired? Is nothing
the matter?’
’Nothing at all, thank you.
I was only thinking over the talk I had with Philip.’
‘Oh!’
Amy never thought of entering into
Philip’s talks with Laura, and was perfectly
satisfied.
By this time Laura was herself again,
come back to common life, and resolved to watch over
her intercourse with Guy; since, though she was convinced
that all was safe at present, she had Philip’s
word for it that there might be danger in continuing
the pleasant freedom of their behaviour.
Nothing could be more reassuring than
Guy’s demeanour. His head seemed entirely
full of the Thursday, and of a plan of his own for
enabling Charles to go to the review. It had
darted into his head while he was going over the ground
with Maurice. It was so long since Charles had
thought it possible to attempt any amusement away from
home, and former experiments had been so unsuccessful,
that it had never even occurred to him to think of
it; but he caught at the idea with great delight and
eagerness. Mrs. Edmonstone seemed not to know
what to say; she had much rather that it had not been
proposed; yet it was very kind of Guy, and Charles
was so anxious about it that she knew not how to oppose
him.
She could not bear to have Charles
in a crowd, helpless as he was; and she had an unpleasing
remembrance of the last occasion when they had taken
him to a flower-show, where they had lost, first Mr.
Edmonstone, next the carriage, and lastly, Amy and
Charlotte all had been frightened, and
Charles laid up for three days from the fatigue.
Answers, however, met each objection.
Charles was much stronger; Guy’s arm would be
ready for him; Guy would find the carriage. Philip
would be there to help, besides Maurice; and whenever
Charles was tired, Guy would take him home at once,
without spoiling any one’s pleasure.
‘Except your own,’ said Mrs. Edmonstone.
‘Thank you; but this would be so delightful.’
‘Ah!’ said Charles, ’it
would be as great a triumph as the dog’s that
caught the hare with the clog round his neck the
dog’s, I mean.’
‘If you will but trust me with
him,’ said Guy, turning on her all the pleading
eloquence of his eyes, ’you know he can get in
and out of the pony-carriage quite easily.’
‘As well as walk across the room,’ said
Charles.
’I would drive him in it, and
tell William to ride in and be at hand to hold the
pony or take it out; and the tent is so near, that
you could get to the breakfast, unless the review
had been enough for you. I paced the distance
to make sure, and it is no further than from the garden-door
to the cherry-tree.’
‘That is nothing,’ said Charles.
’And William shall be in waiting
to bring the pony the instant you are ready, and we
can go home independently of every one else.’
‘I thought,’ interposed
Mrs. Edmonstone, ’that you were to go to the
mess-dinner what is to become of that?’
‘O,’ said Charles, ’that
will be simply a bore, and he may rejoice to be excused
from going the whole hog.’
‘To be sure, I had rather dine in peace at home.’
Mrs. Edmonstone was not happy, but
she had great confidence in Guy; and her only real
scruple was, that she did not think it fair to occupy
him entirely with attendance on her son. She
referred it to papa, which, as every one knew, was
the same as yielding the point, and consoled herself
by the certainty that to prevent it would be a great
disappointment to both the youths. Laura was
convinced that to achieve the adventure of Charles
at the review, was at present at least a matter of
far more prominence with Guy than anything relating
to herself.
All but Laura and her mother were
wild about the weather, especially on Wednesday, when
there was an attempt at a thunder storm. Nothing
was studied but the sky; and the conversation consisted
of prognostications, reports of rises and falls of
the glass, of the way weather-cocks were turning,
or about to turn, of swallows flying high or low, red
sunsets, and halos round the moon, until at last Guy,
bursting into a merry laugh, begged Mrs. Edmonstone’s
pardon for being such a nuisance, and made a vow,
and kept it, that be the weather what it might, he
would say not another word about it that evening;
it deserved to be neglected, for he had not been able
to settle to anything all day.
He might have said for many days before;
for since the last ball, and still more since Lady
Eveleen had been at Hollywell, it had been one round
of merriment and amusement. Scrambling walks,
tea-drinkings out of doors, dances among themselves,
or with the addition of the Harpers, were the order
of the day. Amy, Eveleen, and Guy, could hardly
come into the room without dancing, and the piano
was said to acknowledge nothing but waltzes, polkas,
and now and then an Irish jig, for the special benefit
of Mr. Edmonstone’s ears. The morning was
almost as much spent in mirth as the afternoon, for
the dawdlings after breakfast, and before luncheon,
had a great tendency to spread out and meet, there
was new music and singing to be practised, or preparations
made for evening’s diversion, or councils to
be held, which Laura’s absence could not break
up, though it often made Amy feel how much less idle
and frivolous Laura was than herself. Eveleen
said the same, but she was visiting, and it was a
time to be idle; and Mr. Lascelles seemed to be of
the same opinion with regard to his pupil; for, when
Guy was vexed at not having done as much work as usual,
he only laughed at him for expecting to be able to
go to balls, and spend a summer of gaiety, while he
studied as much as at Oxford.
Thursday morning was all that heart
could wish, the air cooled by the thunder, and the
clouds looking as if raining was foreign to their
nature. Mr. and Mrs. Edmonstone, their daughters,
and Lady Eveleen, were packed inside and outside the
great carriage, while Guy, carefully settling Charles
in the low phaeton, putting in all that any one recommended,
from an air-cushion to an umbrella, flourished his
whip, and drove off with an air of exultation and
delight.
Everything went off to admiration.
No one was more amused than Charles. The scene
was so perfectly new and delightful to one accustomed
to such a monotonous life, that the very sight of
people was a novelty. Nowhere was there so much
laughing and talking as in that little carriage, and
whenever Mrs. Edmonstone’s anxious eye fell upon
it, she always saw Charles sitting upright, with a
face so full of eager interest as to banish all thought
of fatigue. Happy, indeed, he was. He enjoyed
the surprise of his acquaintance at meeting him; he
enjoyed Dr. Mayerne’s laugh and congratulation;
he enjoyed seeing how foolish Philip thought him,
nodding to his mother and sisters, laughing at the
dreadful faces Guy could not help making at any particularly
discordant note of the offensive bugle; and his capabilities
rising with his spirits, he did all that the others
did, walked further than he had done for years, was
lifted up steps without knowing how, sat out the whole
breakfast, talked to all the world, and well earned
the being thoroughly tired, as he certainly was when
Guy put him into the carriage and drove him home, and
still more so when Guy all but carried him up stairs,
and laid him on the sofa in the dressing-room.
However, his mother announced that
it would have been so unnatural if he had not been
fatigued, that she should have been more anxious, and
leaving him to repose, they all, except Mr. Edmonstone,
who had stayed to dine at the mess, sat down to dinner.
Amy came down dressed just as the
carriage had been announced, and found Laura and Eveleen
standing by the table, arranging their bouquets, while
Guy, in the dark, behind the piano, was playing not,
as usual, in such cases, the Harmonious Blacksmith,
but a chant.
‘Is mamma ready?’ asked Laura.
‘Nearly,’ said Amy, ’but
I wish she was not obliged to go! I am sure she
cannot bear to leave Charlie.’
‘I hope she is not going on my account,’
said Eveleen.
’No, said Laura, ’we must
go; it would so frighten papa if we did not come.
Besides, there is nothing to be uneasy about with Charles.’
‘O no,’ said Amy; ’she
says so, only she is always anxious, and she is afraid
he is too restless to go to sleep.’
‘We must get home as fast as
we can; if you don’t mind, Eva,’ said
Laura, remembering how her last dance with Guy had
delayed them.
‘Can I do any good to Charlie?’
said Guy, ceasing his music. I don’t mean
to go.’
‘Not go!’ cried the girls in consternation.
‘He is joking!’ said Eveleen.
‘But, I declare!’ added she, advancing
towards him, ’he is not dressed! Come, nonsense,
this is carrying it too far; you’ll make us
all too late, and then I’ll set Maurice at you.’
‘I am afraid it is no joke,’ said Guy,
smiling.
‘You must go. It will never
do for you to stay away,’ said Laura, decidedly.
‘Are you tired? Aren’t you well?’
asked Amy.
‘Quite well, thank you, but I am sure I had
better not.’
Laura thought she had better not seem
anxious to take him, so she left the task of persuasion,
to the others, and Amy went on.
’Neither Mamma nor Charlie could
bear to think you stayed because of him.’
’I don’t, I assure you,
Amy. I meant it before. I have been gradually
finding out that it must come to this.’
’Oh, you think it a matter of
right and wrong! But you don’t think balls
wrong?’
’Oh no; only they won’t
do for such an absurd person as I am. The last
turned my head for a week, and I am much too unsteady
for this.’
‘Well, if you think it a matter
of duty, it can’t be helped,’ said Amy
sorrowfully; ‘but I am very sorry.’
‘Thank you,’ said Guy,
thinking it compassion, not regret; ’but I shall
do very well. I shall be all the happier to-morrow
for a quiet hour at my Greek, and you’ll tell
me all the fun.’
‘You liked it so much!’
said Amy; ’but you have made up your mind and
I ought not to tease you.’
‘That’s right Amy; he
does it on purpose to be teased,’ said Eveleen,
’and I never knew anybody so provoking.
Mind, Sir Guy, if you make us all too late, you shan’t
have the ghost of a quadrille with me.’
‘I shall console myself by quadrilling
with Andromache,’ said Guy.
’Come, no nonsense off
to dress directly! How can you have the conscience
to stand there when the carriage is at the door?’
‘I shall have great pleasure
in handing you in when you are ready.’
‘Laura Amy! Does he really mean
it?’
‘I am afraid he does,’ said Amy.
Eveleen let herself fall on the sofa
as if fainting. ‘Oh,’ she said, ’take
him away! Let me never see the face of him again!
I’m perfectly overcome! All my teaching
thrown away!’
‘I am sorry for you,’ said Guy, laughing.
‘And how do you mean to face Maurice?’
’Tell him his first bugle has
so distracted me that I can’t answer for the
consequences if I come to-night.
’Mrs. Edmonstone came in, saying,
’Come, I have kept you waiting
shamefully, but I have been consoling myself by thinking
you must be well entertained, as I heard no Harmonious
Blacksmith. Papa will be wondering where we are.’
‘Oh, mamma! Guy won’t go.’
‘Guy! is anything the matter?’
‘Nothing, thank you, only idleness.’
‘This will never do. You really must go,
Guy.’
‘Indeed! I think not. Pray don’t
order me, Mrs. Edmonstone.’
’What o’clock is it, Amy?
Past ten! Papa will be in despair! What is
to be done? How long do you take to dress, Guy?’
‘Not under an hour,’ said Guy, smiling.
’Nonsense! But if there
was time I should certainly send you. Self-discipline
may be carried too far, Guy. But now it can’t
be helped I don’t know how to keep
papa waiting any longer. Laura, what shall I
do?’
‘Let me go to Charles,’ answered Guy.
‘Perhaps I can read him to sleep.’
’Thank you; but don’t
talk, or he will be too excited. Reading would
be the very thing! It will be a pretty story
to tell every one who asks for you that I have left
you to nurse my son!’
‘No, for no such good reason,’
said Guy; ’only because I am a great fool.’
‘Well, Sir Guy, I am glad you
can say one sensible word,’ said Lady Eveleen.
‘Too true, I assure you,’
he answered, as he handed her in. ’Good
night! You will keep the quadrille for me till
I am rational.’
He handed the others in, and shut
the door. Mrs. Edmonstone, ruffled out of her
composure, exclaimed,
‘Well, this is provoking!’
‘Every one will be vexed,’ said Laura.
‘It will be so stupid,’ said Amy.
‘I give him up,’ said Eveleen. ‘I
once had hopes of him.’
’If it was not for papa, I really
would turn back this moment and fetch him,’
cried Mrs. Edmonstone, starting forward. ’I’m
sure it will give offence. I wish I had not consented.’
’He can’t be made to see
that his presence is of importance to any living creature,’
said Laura.
‘What is the reason of this whim?’ said
Eveleen.
‘No, Eveleen, it is not whim,’
said Laura; ’it is because he thinks dissipation
makes him idle.’
‘Then if he is idle I wonder
what the rest of the world is!’ said Eveleen.
‘I am sure we all ought to stay at home too.’
‘I think so,’ said Amy.
’I know I shall feel all night as if I was wrong
to be there.’
‘I am angry,’ said Mrs.
Edmonstone; ’and yet I believe it is a great
sacrifice.’
‘Yes, mamma; after all our looking
forward to it,’ said Amy. ‘Oh! yes,’
and her voice lost its piteous tone, ‘it is a
real sacrifice.’
’If he was not a mere boy, I
should say a lover’s quarrel was at the bottom
of it,’ said Eveleen. ’Depend upon
it, Laura, it is all your fault. You only danced
once with him at our ball, and all this week you have
played for us, as if it was on purpose to cut him.’
Laura was glad of the darkness, and
her mother, who had a particular dislike to jokes
of this sort, went on, ’If it were
only ourselves I should not care, but there are so
many who will fancy it caprice, or worse.’
‘The only comfort is,’
said Amy, ‘that it is Charlie’s gain.’
‘I hope they will not talk,’
said Mrs. Edmonstone. ’But Charlie will
never hold his tongue. He will grow excited, and
not sleep all night.’
Poor Mrs. Edmonstone! her trials did
not end here, for when she replied to her husband’s
inquiry for Guy, Mr. Edmonstone said offence had already
been taken at his absence from the dinner; he would
not have had this happen for fifty pounds; she ought
not to have suffered it; but it was all her nonsense
about Charles, and as to not being late, she should
have waited till midnight rather than not have brought
him. In short, he said as much more than he meant,
as a man in a pet is apt to say, and nevertheless
Mrs. Edmonstone had to look as amiable and smiling
as if nothing was the matter.
The least untruthful answer she could
frame to the inquiries for Sir Guy Morville was, that
young men were apt to be lazy about balls, and this
sufficed for good-natured Mrs. Deane, but Maurice poured
out many exclamations about his ill-behaviour, and
Philip contented himself with the mere fact of his
not being there, and made no remark.
Laura turned her eyes anxiously on
Philip. They had not met since the important
conversation on Ashen-down, and she found herself looking
with more pride than ever at his tall, noble figure,
as if he was more her own; but the calmness of feeling
was gone. She could not meet his eye, nor see
him turn towards her without a start and tremor for
which she could not render herself a reason, and her
heart beat so much that it was at once a relief and
a disappointment that she was obliged to accept her
other cousin as her first partner. Philip had
already asked Lady Eveleen, for he neither wished
to appear too eager in claiming Laura, nor to let
his friend think he had any dislike to the Irish girl.
Eveleen was much pleased to have him
for her partner, and told herself she would be on
her good behaviour. It was a polka, and there
was not much talk, which, perhaps, was all the better
for her. She admired the review, and the luncheon,
and spoke of Charles without any sauciness, and Philip
was condescending and agreeable.
‘I must indulge myself in abusing
that stupid cousin of yours!’ said she.
Did you ever know a man of such wonderful crotchets?’
‘This is a very unexpected one,’ said
Philip.
’It came like a thunder clap.
I thought till the last moment he was joking, for
he likes dancing so much; he was the life of our ball,
and how could any one suppose he would fly off at
the last moment?’
‘He seems rather to enjoy doing things suddenly.’
‘I tell Laura she has affronted
him,’ said Eveleen, laughing. ’She
has been always busy of late when we have wanted her;
and I assure her his pride has been piqued. Don’t
you think that is an explanation, Captain Morville?’
It was Captain Morvilles belief, but he would not
say so.
‘Isn’t Laura looking lovely?’
Eveleen went on. ’I am sure she is the
beauty of the night!’ She was pleased to see
Captain Morville’s attention gained. ’She
is even better dressed than at our ball those
Venetian pins suit the form of her head so well.
Her beauty is better than almost any one’s,
because she has so much countenance.’
‘True,’ said Philip.
’How proud Maurice looks of
having her on his arm. Does not he? Poor
Maurice! he is desperately in love with her!’
‘As is shown by his pining melancholy.’
Eveleen laughed with her clear hearty
laugh. ’I see you know what we mean by
being desperately in love! No,’ she added
more gravely, ’I am very glad it is only that
kind of desperation. One could not think of Maurice
and Laura together. He does not know the best
part of Laura.’
Eveleen was highly flattered by Captain
Morville conducting her a second time round the room,
instead of at once restoring her to her aunt.
He secured Laura next, and leading
her away from her own party, said, ‘Laura, have
you been overdoing it?’
‘It is not that,’ said
Laura, wishing she could keep from blushing.
‘It is the only motive that
could excuse his extraordinary behaviour.’
’Surely you know he says that
he is growing unsettled. It is part of his rule
of self discipline.’
’Absurd! exaggerated! incredible!
This is the same story as there was about the horse.
It is either caprice or temper, and I am convinced
that some change in your manner nay, I say
unconscious, and am far from blaming you is
the cause. Why else did he devote himself to Charles,
and leave you all on my uncle’s hands in the
crowd?’
‘We could shift for ourselves much better than
Charlie.’
’This confirms my belief that
my warning was not mistimed. I wish it could
have been done without decidedly mortifying him and
rousing his temper, because I am sorry others should
be slighted; but if he takes your drawing back so
much to heart, it shows that it was time you should
do so.’
‘If I thought I had!’
‘It was visible to others to another,
I should say.’
’O, that is only Eveleen’s
nonsense! The only difference I am conscious
of having made, was keeping more up-stairs, and not
trying to persuade him to come here to-night.’
’I have no doubt it was this
that turned the scale, He only waited for persuasion,
and you acted very wisely in not flattering his self-love.’
‘Did I? I did not know it.’
’A woman’s instinct is
often better than reasoning, Laura; to do the right
thing without knowing why. But come, I suppose
we must play our part in the pageant of the night.’
For that evening Laura, contrary to
the evidence of her senses, was persuaded by her own
lover that Guy was falling in love with her; and after
musing all through the dance, she said, ’What
do you think of the scheme that has been started for
my going to Ireland with papa?’
‘Your going to Ireland?’
’Yes; you know none of us, except
papa, have seen grandmamma since Charles began to
be ill, and there is some talk of his taking me with
him when he goes this summer.’
’I knew he was going, but I
thought it was not to be till later in the year not
till after the long vacation.’
’So he intended, but he finds
he must be at home before the end of October, and
it would suit him best to go in August.’
‘Then what becomes of Guy?’
’He stays at Hollywell.
It will be much better for Charles to have him there
while papa is away. I thought when the plan was
first mentioned I should be sorry, except that it
is quite right to go to grandmamma; but if it is so,
about Guy, this absence would be a good thing it
would make a break, and I could begin again on different
terms.’
’Wisely judged, Laura.
Yes, on that account it would be very desirable, though
it will be a great loss to me, and I can hardly hope
to be so near you on your return.’
‘Ah! yes, so I feared!’ sighed Laura.
’But we must give up something;
and for Guy’s own sake, poor fellow, it will
be better to make a break, as you say. It will
save him pain by and by.’
’I dare say papa will consult
you about when his journey is to be. His only
doubt was whether it would do to leave Guy so long
alone, and if you say it would be safe, it would decide
him at once.’
’I see little chance of mischief.
Guy has few temptations here, and a strong sense of
honour; besides, I shall be at hand. Taking all
things into consideration, Laura, I think that, whatever
the sacrifice to ourselves, it is expedient to recommend
his going at once, and your accompanying him.’
All the remainder of the evening Philip
was occupied with attentions to the rest of the world,
but Laura’s eyes followed him everywhere, and
though she neither expected nor desired him to bestow
more time on her, she underwent a strange restlessness
and impatience of feeling. Her numerous partners
teased her by hindering her from watching him moving
about the room, catching his tones, and guessing what
he was talking of; not that she wanted
to meet his eye, for she did not like to blush, nor
did she think it pleased him to see her do so, for
he either looked away immediately or conveyed a glance
which she understood as monitory. She kept better
note of his countenance than of her own partner’s.
Mr. Thorndale, meanwhile, kept aloof
from Lady Eveleen de Courcy, but Captain Morville
perceived that his eyes were often turned towards her,
and well knew it was principle, and not inclination,
that held him at a distance. He did indeed once
ask her to dance, but she was engaged, and he did
not ask her to reserve a future dance for him, but
contented himself with little Amy.
Amy was doing her best to enjoy herself,
because she thought it ungrateful not to receive pleasure
from those who wished to give it, but to her it wanted
the zest and animation of Lady Kilcoran’s ball.
Besides, she knew she had been as idle as Guy, or still
more so, and she thought it wrong she should have
pleasure while he was doing penance. It was on
her mind, and damped her spirits, and though she smiled,
and talked, and admired, and danced lightly and gaily,
there was a sensation of weariness throughout, and
no one but Eveleen was sorry when Mrs. Edmonstone
sent Maurice to see for the carriage.
Philip was one of the gentlemen who
came to shawl them. As he put Laura’s cloak
round her shoulders he was able to whisper, ’Take
care; you must be cautious self-command.’
Laura, though blushing and shrinking
the moment before was braced by his words and tone
to attempt all he wished. She looked up in what
she meant to be an indifferent manner, and made some
observation in a careless tone anything
rather than let Philip think her silly. After
what he had said, was she not bound more than ever
to exert herself to the utmost, that he might not
be disappointed in her? She loved him only the
better for what others might have deemed a stern coldness
of manner, for it made the contrast of his real warmth
of affection more precious. She mused over it,
as much as her companions’ conversation would
allow, on the road home. They arrived, Mrs. Edmonstone
peeped into Charles’s room, announced that he
was quietly asleep, and they all bade each other good
night, or good morning, and parted.