My blood hath been too cold and temperate,
Unapt to stir at these indignities;
But you have found me.
KING
HENRY IV
Philip, according to promise, appeared
at Hollywell, and a volume of awful justice seemed
written on his brow. Charles, though ignorant
of its cause, perceived this at a glance, and greeted
him thus:
’Enter Don Philip II, the Duke
of Alva, alguazils, corregidors, and executioners.’
‘Is anything the matter, Philip?’
said Amy; a question which took him by surprise, as
he could not believe her in ignorance. He was
sorry for her, and answered gravely,
‘Nothing is amiss with me, thank you, Amy,’
She knew he meant that he would tell
no more, and would have thought no more about it,
but that she saw her mother was very uneasy.
‘Did you ask whether there were
any letters at the post?’ said Charles.
’Guy is using us shamefully practising
self-denial on us, I suppose. Is there no letter
from him?’
‘There is,’ said Philip, reluctantly.
‘Well, where is it?’
‘It is to your father.’
‘Oh!’ said Charles, with
a disappointed air. ’Are you sure?
Depend on it, you overlooked my M. He has owed me
a letter this fortnight. Let me see.’
‘It is for my uncle,’
repeated Philip, as if to put an end to the subject.
’Then he has been so stupid
as to forget my second name. Come, give it me.
I shall have it sooner or later.’
‘I assure you, Charles, it is not for you.’
‘Would not any one suppose he had been reading
it?’ exclaimed Charles.
‘Did you know Mary Ross was
gone to stay with her brother John?’ broke in
Mrs. Edmonstone, in a nervous, hurried manner.
‘No is she?’ replied Philip.
‘Yes; his wife is ill.’
The universal feeling was that something
was amiss, and mamma was in the secret. Amy looked
wistfully at her, but Mrs. Edmonstone only gazed at
the window, and so they continued for some minutes,
while an uninteresting exchange of question and answer
was kept up between her and her nephew until at length
the dressing-bell rang, and cleared the room.
Mrs. Edmonstone lingered till her son and daughters
were gone, and said,
‘You have heard from St. Mildred’s?’
‘Yes,’ said Philip, as
if he was as little inclined to be communicative to
her as to his cousins.
‘From Guy, or from Margaret?’
‘From Margaret.’
‘But you say there is a letter from him?’
‘Yes, for my uncle.’
‘Does she say nothing more satisfactory?’
asked his aunt, her anxiety tortured by his composure.
‘Has she learnt no more?’
’Nothing more of his proceedings.
I see Amy knows nothing of the matter?’
’No; her papa thought there
was no need to distress her till we had seen whether
he could explain.’
‘Poor little thing!’ said
Philip; ’I am very sorry for her.
Mrs. Edmonstone did not choose to
discuss her daughter’s affairs with him, and
she turned the conversation to ask if Margaret said
much of Guy.
’She writes to tell the spirit
in which he received my uncle’s letter.
It is only the Morville temper, again, and, of course,
whatever you may think of that on Amy’s account,
I should never regard it, as concerns myself, as other
than his misfortune. I hope he may be able to
explain the rest.’
‘Ah! there comes your uncle!’ and Mr.
Edmonstone entered.
‘How d’ye do, Philip? Brought better
news, eh?’
‘Here is a letter to speak for itself.’
’Eh? From Guy? Give
it me. What does he say? Let me see.
Here, mamma, read it; your eyes are best.’
Mrs. Edmonstone read as follows:
’MY DEAR MR. EDMONSTONE, Your
letter surprised and grieved me very much. I
cannot guess what proofs Philip may think he has, of
what I never did, and, therefore, I cannot refute
them otherwise than by declaring that I never gamed
in my life. Tell me what they are, and I will
answer them. As to a full confession, I could
of course tell you of much in which I have done wrongly,
though not in the way which he supposes. On that
head, I have nothing to confess. I am sorry I
am prevented from satisfying you about the L1OOO,
but I am bound in honour not to mention the purpose
for which I wanted it. I am sure you could never
believe I could have said what I did to Mrs. Edmonstone
if I had begun on a course which I detest from the
bottom of my heart. Thank you very much for the
kindness of the latter part of your letter. I
do not know how I could have borne it, if it had ended
as it began. I hope you will soon send me these
proofs of Philip’s. Ever your affectionate,
’G. M.’
Not a little surprised was Philip
to find that he was known to be Guy’s accuser;
but the conclusion revealed that his style had betrayed
him, and that Mr. Edmonstone had finished with some
mention of him, and he resolved that henceforth he
would never leave a letter of his own dictation till
he had seen it signed and sealed.
‘Well!’ cried Mr. Edmonstone,
joyfully beating his own hand with his glove, ’that
is all right. I knew it would be so. He can’t
even guess what we are at. I am glad we did not
tease poor little Amy. Eh, mamma? eh,
Philip?’ the last eh being uttered much more
doubtfully, and less triumphantly than the first.
‘I wonder you think it right,’ said Philip.
‘What more would you have?’ said Mr. Edmonstone,
hastily.
‘Confidence.’
‘Eh? Oh, ay, he says he can’t tell bound
in honour.’
’It is easy to write off-hand,
and say I cannot satisfy you, I am bound in honour;
but that is not what most persons would think a full
justification, especially considering the terms on
which you stand.’
’Why, yes, he might have said
more. It would have been safe enough with me.’
‘It is his usual course of mystery, reserve,
and defiance.’
‘The fact is,’ said Mr.
Edmonstone, turning away, ’that it is a very
proper letter; right sense, proper feeling and
if he never gamed in his life, what would you have
more?’
‘There are different ways of
understanding such a denial as this,’ said Philip.
‘See, he says not in the way in which I suppose.’
He held up his hand authoritatively, as his aunt was
about to interpose. ’It was against gaming
that his vow was made. I never thought he had
played, but he never says he has not betted.’
‘He would never be guilty of
a subterfuge!’ exclaimed Mr. Edmonstone, indignantly.
’I should not have thought so,
without the evidence of the payment of the cheque,
my uncle had just given him, to this gambling fellow,’
said Philip; ’yet it is only the natural consequence
of the habit of eluding inquiry into his visits to
London.’
‘I can’t see any reason
for so harsh an accusation,’ said she.
’I should hardly want more reason
than his own words. He refuses to answer the
question on which my uncle’s good opinion depends;
he owns he has been to blame, and thus retracts his
full denial. In my opinion, his letter says nothing
so plainly as, “While I can stand fair with you
I do not wish to break with you."’
‘He will not find that quite
so easy.’ cried Mr. Edmonstone. ’I
am no fool to be hoodwinked, especially where my little
Amy is concerned. I’ll see all plain and
straight before he says another word of her. But
you see what comes of their settling it while I was
out of the way.’
Mrs. Edmonstone was grieved to see
him so hurt at this. It could not have been helped,
and if all had been smooth, he never would have thought
of it again; but it served to keep up his dignity in
his own eyes, and, as he fancied, to defend him from
Philip’s censure, and he therefore made the
most of it, which so pained her that she did not venture
to continue her championship of Guy.
‘Well, well,’ said Mr.
Edmonstone, ’the question is what to do next eh,
Philip?’ I wish he would have spoken openly.
I hate mysteries. I’ll write and tell him
this won’t do; he must be explicit eh,
Philip?’
‘We will talk it over by and by,’ said
Philip.
His aunt understood that it was to
be in her absence, and left the room, fearing it would
be impossible to prevent Amy from being distressed,
though she had no doubt that Guy would be able to prove
his innocence of the charges. She found Amy waiting
for her in her room.
‘Don’t, ring, mamma, dear.
I’ll fasten your dress,’ said she; then
pausing ’Oh! mamma, I don’t
know whether I ought to ask, but if you would only
tell me if there is nothing gone wrong.’
‘I don’t believe there
is anything really wrong, my dear,’ said Mrs.
Edmonstone, kissing her, as she saw how her colour
first deepened and then faded.
‘Oh! no,’ said she.
’But there is some mystery about
his money-matters, which has vexed your papa.’
‘And what has Philip to do with it?’
’I cannot quite tell, my dear.
I believe Margaret Henley has heard something, but
I do not know the whole.’
’Did you see his letter, mamma?
said Amy, in a low, trembling voice.
‘Yes, it is just like himself,
and absolutely denies the accusations.’
Amy did not say ‘then they are
false,’ but she held up her head.
‘Then papa is satisfied?’ she said.
‘I have no doubt all will be
made clear in time,’ said her mother; ’but
there is still something unexplained, and I am afraid
things may not go smoothly just now. I am very
sorry, my little Amy, that such a cloud should have
come over you, she added, smoothing fondly the long,
soft hair, sad at heart to see the cares and griefs
of womanhood gathering over her child’s bright,
young life.
‘I said I must learn to bear
things!’ murmured Amy to herself. ‘Only,’
and the tears filled her eyes, and she spoke with almost
childish simplicity of manner, ’I can’t
bear them to vex him. I wish Philip would let
papa settle it alone. Guy will be angry, and grieved
afterwards.’
They were interrupted by the dinner-bell,
but Amy ran into her own room for one moment.
‘I said I would learn to bear,’
said she to herself, ’or I shall never be fit
for him. Yes, I will, even though it is the thinking
he is unhappy. He said I must be his Verena;
I know what that means; I ought not to be uneasy,
for he will bear it beautifully, and say he is glad
of it afterwards. And I will try not to seem
cross to Philip.’
Mr. Edmonstone was fidgety and ill
at ease, found fault with the dinner, and was pettish
with his wife. Mrs. Edmonstone set Philip off
upon politics, which lasted till the ladies could escape
into the drawing-room. In another minute Philip
brought in Charles, set him down, and departed.
Amy, who was standing by the window, resting her forehead
against the glass, and gazing into the darkness, turned
round hastily, and left the room, but in passing her
brother, she put her hand into his, and received a
kind pressure. Her mother followed her, and the
other three all began to wonder. Charles said
he had regularly been turned out of the dining-room
by Philip, who announced that he wanted to speak to
his uncle, and carried him off.
They conjectured, and were indignant
at each other’s conjectures, till their mother
returned, and gave them as much information as she
could; but this only made them very anxious.
Charles was certain that Mrs. Henley had laid a cockatrice
egg, and Philip was hatching it; and Laura could not
trust herself to defend Philip, lest she should do
it too vehemently. They could all agree in desire
to know the truth, in hope that Guy was not culpable,
and, above all, in feeling for Amy; but by tacit consent
they were silent on the three shades of opinion in
their minds. Laura was confident that Philip
was acting for the best; Mrs. Edmonstone thought he
might be mistaken in his premises, but desirous of
Guy’s real good; and Charles, though sure he
would allege nothing which he did not believe to be
true, also thought him ready to draw the worst conclusions
from small grounds, and to take pleasure in driving
Mr. Edmonstone to the most rigorous measures.
Philip, meanwhile, was trying to practise
great moderation and forbearance, not bringing forward
at first what was most likely to incense Mr. Edmonstone,
and without appearance of animosity in his cool, guarded
speech. There was no design in this, he meant
only to be just; yet anything less cool would have
had far less effect.
When he shut the dining-room door,
he found his uncle wavering, touched by the sight
of his little Amy, returning to his first favourable
view of Guy’s letter, ready to overlook everything,
accept the justification, and receive his ward on
the same footing as before, though he was at the same
time ashamed that Philip should see him relent, and
desirous of keeping up his character for firmness,
little guessing how his nephew felt his power over
him, and knew that he could wield him at will.
Perceiving and pitying his feebleness,
and sincerely believing strong measures the only rescue
for Amy, the only hope for Guy, Philip found himself
obliged to work on him by the production of another
letter from his sister. He would rather, if possible,
have kept this back, so much did his honourable feeling
recoil from what had the air of slander and mischief-making;
but he regarded firmness on his uncle’s part
as the only chance for Guy or for his cousin, and
was resolved not to let him swerve from strict justice.
Mrs. Henley had written immediately
after Guy’s outburst in her house, and, taking
it for granted that her brother would receive a challenge,
she wrote in the utmost alarm, urging him to remember
how precious he was to her, and not to depart from
his own principles.
‘You would not be so mad as
to fight him, eh?’ said Mr. Edmonstone, anxiously.
‘You know better besides, for poor
Amy’s sake.’
‘For the sake of right,’
replied Philip, ’no. I have reassured my
sister. I have told her that, let the boy do what
he will, he shall never make me guilty of his death.’
‘You have heard from him, then?’
’No; I suppose a night’s
reflection convinced him that he had no rational grounds
for violent proceedings, and he had sense enough not
to expose himself to such an answer as I should have
given. What caused his wrath to be directed towards
me especially, I cannot tell, nor can my sister,’
said Philip, looking full at his uncle; ’but
I seem to have come in for a full share of it.’
He proceeded to read the description
of Guy’s passion, and the expressions he had
used. Violent as it had been, it did not lose
in Mrs. Henley’s colouring; and what made the
effect worse was that she had omitted to say she had
overheard his language, so that it appeared as if
he had been unrestrained even by gentlemanly feeling,
and had thus spoken of her brother and uncle in her
presence.
Mr. Edmonstone was resentful now,
really displeased, and wounded to the quick.
The point on which he was especially sensitive was
his reputation for sense and judgment; and that Guy,
who had shown him so much respect and affection, whom
he had treated with invariable kindness, and received
into his family like a son, that he should thus speak
of him shocked him extremely. He was too much
overcome even to break out into exclamations at first,
he only drank off his glass of wine hastily, and said,
‘I would never have thought it!’
With these words, all desire for forbearance
and toleration departed. If Guy could speak thus
of him, he was ready to believe any accusation, to
think him deceitful from the first, to say he had been
trifling with Amy, to imagine him a confirmed reprobate,
and cast him off entirely. Philip had some difficulty
to restrain him from being too violent; and to keep
him to the matter in hand, he defended Guy from the
exaggerations of his imagination in a manner which
appeared highly noble, considering how Guy had spoken
of him. Before they parted that night, another
letter had been written, which stood thus,
’DEAR SIR GUY, Since
you refuse the confidence which I have a right to
demand, since you elude the explanation I asked, and
indulge yourself in speaking in disrespectful terms
of me and my family, I have every reason to suppose
that you have no desire to continue on the same footing
as heretofore at Hollywell. As your guardian,
I repeat that I consider myself bound to keep a vigilant
watch over your conduct, and, if possible, to recover
you from the unhappy course in which you have involved
yourself: but all other intercourse between you
and this family must cease. ’Your horse
shall be sent to Redclyffe to-morrow.
’Yours
faithfully,
‘C.
EDMONSTONE.’
This letter was more harsh than Philip
wished; but Mr. Edmonstone would hardly be prevailed
on to consent to enter on no further reproaches.
He insisted on banishing Deloraine, as well as on the
mention of Guy’s disrespect, both against his
nephew’s opinion; but it was necessary to let
him have his own way on these points, and Philip thought
himself fortunate in getting a letter written which
was in any degree rational and moderate.
They had been so busy, and Mr. Edmonstone
so excited, that Philip thought it best to accept
the offer of tea being sent them in the dining-room,
and it was not till nearly midnight that their conference
broke up, when Mr. Edmonstone found his wife sitting
up by the dressing-room fire, having shut Charles’s
door, sorely against his will.
‘There,’ began Mr. Edmonstone,
’you may tell Amy she may give him up, and a
lucky escape she has had. But this is what comes
of settling matters in my absence.’ So
he proceeded with the narration, mixing the facts
undistinguishably with his own surmises, and overwhelming
his wife with dismay. If a quarter of this was
true, defence of Guy was out of the question; and
it was still more impossible to wish Amy’s attachment
to him to continue; and though much was incredible,
it was no time to say so. She could only hope
morning would soften her husband’s anger, and
make matters explicable.
Morning failed to bring her comfort.
Mr. Edmonstone repeated that Amy must be ordered to
give up all thoughts of Guy, and she perceived that
the words ascribed to him stood on evidence which could
not be doubted. She could believe he might have
spoken them in the first shock of an unjust imputation,
and she thought he might have been drawn into some
scrape to serve a friend; but she could never suppose
him capable of all Mr. Edmonstone imagined.
The first attempt to plead his cause,
however, brought on her an angry reply; for Philip,
by a hint, that she never saw a fault in Guy, had put
it into his uncle’s head that she would try to
lead him, and made him particularly inaccessible to
her influence.
There was no help for it, then; poor
little Amy must hear the worst; and it was not long
before Mrs. Edmonstone found her waiting in the dressing-room.
Between obedience to her husband, her conviction of
Guy’s innocence, and her tenderness to her daughter,
Mrs. Edmonstone had a hard task, and she could scarcely
check her tears as Amy nestled up for her morning
kiss.
‘O mamma! what is it?’
’Dearest, I told you a cloud
was coming. Try to bear it. Your papa is
not satisfied with Guy’s answer, and it seems
he spoke some hasty words of papa and Philip; they
have displeased papa very much, and, my dear child,
you must try to bear it, he has written to tell Guy
he must not think any more of you.’
‘He has spoken hasty words of
papa!’ repeated Amy, as if she had not heard
the rest. ‘How sorry he must be!’
As she spoke, Charles’s door
was pushed open, and in he came, half dressed, scrambling
on, with but one crutch, to the chair near which she
stood, with drooping head and clasped hands.
’Never mind, little Amy, he
said; ’I’ll lay my life ’tis only
some monstrous figment of Mrs. Henley’s.
Trust my word, it will right itself; it is only a
rock to keep true love from running too smooth.
Come, don’t cry, as her tears began to flow
fast, ‘I only meant to cheer you up.’
’I am afraid, Charlie, said
his mother, putting a force on her own feeling, ’it
is not the best or kindest way to do her good by telling
her to dwell on hopes of him.’
‘Mamma one of Philip’s faction!’
exclaimed Charles.
‘Of no faction at all, Charles,
but I am afraid it is a bad case;’ and Mrs.
Edmonstone related what she knew; glad to address herself
to any one but Amy, who stood still, meanwhile, her
hands folded on the back of her brother’s chair.
Charles loudly protested that the
charges were absurd and preposterous, and would be
proved so in no time. He would finish dressing
instantly, go to speak to his father, and show him
the sense of the thing. Amy heard and hoped,
and his mother, who had great confidence in his clear
sight, was so cheered as almost to expect that today’s
post might carry a conciliatory letter.
Meantime, Laura and Philip met in
the breakfast-room, and in answer to her anxious inquiry,
he had given her an account of Guy, which, though
harsh enough, was far more comprehensible than what
the rest had been able to gather.
She was inexpressibly shocked, ‘My
poor dear little Amy!’ she exclaimed. ‘O
Philip, now I see all you thought to save me from!’
‘It is an unhappy business that it ever was
permitted!’
’Poor little dear! She
was so happy, so very happy and sweet in her humility
and her love. Do you know, Philip, I was almost
jealous for a moment that all should be so easy for
them; and I blamed poverty; but oh! there are worse
things than poverty!’
He did not speak, but his dark blue
eye softened with the tender look known only to her;
and it was one of the precious moments for which she
lived. She was happy till the rest came down,
and then a heavy cloud seemed to hang on them at breakfast
time.
’Charles, who found anxiety
on Guy’s account more exciting, though considerably
less agreeable, than he had once expected, would not
go away with the womankind; but as soon as the door
was shut, exclaimed,
‘Now then, Philip, let me know
the true grounds of your persecution.’
It was not a conciliating commencement.
His father was offended, and poured out a confused
torrent of Guy’s imagined misdeeds, while Philip
explained and modified his exaggerations.
‘So the fact is,’ said
Charles, at length, ’that Guy has asked for his
own money, and when in lieu of it he received a letter
full of unjust charges, he declared Philip was a meddling
coxcomb. I advise you not to justify his opinion.’
Philip disdained to reply, and after
a few more of Mr. Edmonstone’s exclamations
Charles proceeded,
‘This is the great sum total.’
‘No,’ said Philip; ‘I have proof
of his gambling.’
‘What is it?’
‘I have shown it to your father, and he is satisfied.’
’Is it not proof enough that
he is lost to all sense of propriety, that he should
go and speak in that fashion of us, and to Philip’s
own sister?’ cried Mr. Edmonstone. ‘What
would you have more?’
’That little epithet applied
to Captain Morville is hardly, to my mind, proof sufficient
that a man is capable of every vice,’ said Charles,
who, in the pleasure of galling his cousin, did not
perceive the harm he did his friend’s cause,
by recalling the affront which his father, at least,
felt most deeply. Mr. Edmonstone grew angry with
him for disregarding the insulting term applied to
himself; and Charles, who, though improved in many
points, still sometimes showed the effects of early
habits of disrespect to his father, answered hastily,
that no one could wonder at Guy’s resenting
such suspicions; he deserved no blame at all, and
would have been a blockhead to bear it tamely.
This was more than Charles meant,
but his temper was fairly roused, and he said much
more than was right or judicious, so that his advocacy
only injured the cause. He had many representations
to make on the injustice of condemning Guy unheard,
of not even laying before him the proofs on which
the charges were founded, and on the danger of actually
driving him into mischief, by shutting the doors of
Hollywell against him. ’If you wanted to
make him all you say he is, you are taking the very
best means.’
Quite true; but Charles had made his
father too angry to pay attention. This stormy
discussion continued for nearly two hours, with no
effect save inflaming the minds of all parties.
At last Mr. Edmonstone was called away; and Charles,
rising, declared he should go at that moment, and
write to tell Guy that there was one person at least
still in his senses.
‘You will do as you please,’ said Philip.
‘Thank you for the permission,’ said Charles,
proudly.
‘It is not to me that your submission is due,’
said Philip.
’I’ll tell you what, Philip,
I submit to my own father readily, but I do not submit
to Captain Morville’s instrument.’
‘We have had enough of unbecoming
retorts for one day,’ said Philip, quietly,
and offering his arm.
Much as Charles disliked it, he was
in too great haste not to accept it; and perceiving
that there were visitors in the drawing-room, he desired
to go up-stairs.
‘People who always come when
they are not wanted!’ he muttered, as he went
up, pettish with them as with everything else.
‘I do not think you in a fit
mood to be advised, Charles,’ said Philip; ’but
to free my own conscience, let me say this. Take
care how you promote this unfortunate attachment.’
‘Take care what you say!’
exclaimed Charles, flushing with anger, as he threw
himself forward, with an impatient movement, trusting
to his crutch rather than retain his cousin’s
arm; but the crutch slipped, he missed his grasp at
the balusters, and would have fallen to the bottom
of the flight if Philip had not been close behind.
Stretching out his foot, he made a barrier, receiving
Charles’s weight against his breast, and then,
taking him in his arms, carried him up the rest of
the way as easily as if he had been a child.
The noise brought Amy out of the dressing-room, much
frightened, though she did not speak till Charles
was deposited on the sofa, and assured them he was
not in the least hurt, but he would hardly thank his
cousin for having so dexterously saved him; and Philip,
relieved from the fear of his being injured, viewed
the adventure as a mere ebullition of ill-temper, and
went away.
‘A fine helpless log am I,’
exclaimed Charles, as he found himself alone with
Amy. ’A pretty thing for me to talk of being
of any use, when I can’t so much as show my
anger at an impertinence about my own sister, without
being beholden for not breaking my neck to the very
piece of presumption that uttered it.’
‘Oh, don’t speak so’
began Amy; and at that moment Philip was close to
them, set down the crutch that had been dropped, and
went without speaking.
‘I don’t care who hears,’
said Charles; ’I say there is no greater misery
in this world than to have the spirit of a man and
the limbs of a cripple. I know if I was good
for anything, things would not long be in this state.
I should be at St. Mildred’s by this time, at
the bottom of the whole story, and Philip would be
taught to eat his words in no time, and make as few
wry faces as suited his dignity. But what is the
use of talking? This sofa’ and
he struck his fist against it ’is
my prison, and I am a miserable cripple, and it is
mere madness in me to think of being attended to.’
‘O Charlie!’ cried Amy,
caressingly, and much distressed, ’don’t
talk so. Indeed, I can’t bear it!
You know it is not so.’
’Do I? Have not I been
talking myself hoarse, showing up their injustice,
saying all a man could say to bring them to reason,
and not an inch could I move them. I do believe
Philip has driven my father stark mad with these abominable
stories of his sister’s, which I verily believe
she invented herself.’
‘O no, she could not. Don’t say so.’
‘What! Are you going to believe them, too?’
‘Never!’
‘It is that which drives me
beyond all patience,’ proceeded Charles, ’to
see Philip lay hold of my father, and twist him about
as he chooses, and set every one down with his authority.’
‘Philip soon goes abroad,’
said Amy, who could not at the moment say anything
more charitable.
’Ay! there is the hope.
My father will return to his natural state provided
they don’t drive Guy, in the meantime, to do
something desperate.’
‘No, they won’t,’ whispered Amy.
’Well, give me the blotting-book.
I’ll write to him this moment, and tell him
we are not all the tools of Philip’s malice.’
Amy gave the materials to her brother,
and then turning away, busied herself in silence as
best she might, in the employment her mother had recommended
her, of sorting some garden-seeds for the cottagers.
After an interval, Charles said,
‘Well, Amy, what shall I say to him for you?’
There was a little silence, and presently
Amy whispered, ’I don’t think I ought.’
‘What?’ asked Charles,
not catching her very low tones, as she sat behind
him, with her head bent down.
‘I don’t think it would
be right,’ she repeated, more steadily.
‘Not right for you to say you don’t think
him a villain?’
’Papa said I was to have no ’and
there her voice was stopped with tears.
‘This is absurd, Amy,’
said Charles; ’when it all was approved at first,
and now my father is acting on a wrong impression;
what harm can there be in it? Every one would
do so.’
‘I am sure he would not think it right,’
faltered Amy.
’He? You’ll never
have any more to say to him, if you don’t take
care what you are about.’
‘I can’t help it,’
said Amy, in a broken voice. ‘It is not
right.’
‘Nonsense! folly!’ said
Charles. ’You are as bad as the rest.
When they are persecuting, and slandering, and acting
in the most outrageous way against him, and you know
one word of yours would carry him through all, you
won’t say it, to save him from distraction, and
from doing all my father fancies he has done.
Then I believe you don’t care a rush for him,
and never want to see him again, and believe the whole
monstrous farrago. I vow I’ll say
so.’
‘O Charles, you are very cruel!’
said Amy, with an irrepressible burst of weeping.
’Then, if you don’t believe
it, why can’t you send one word to comfort him?’
She wept in silence for some moments; at last she
said,
’It would not comfort him to
think me disobedient. He will trust me without,
and he will know what you think. You are very
kind, dear Charlie; but don’t persuade me any
more, for I can’t bear it. I am going away
now; but don’t fancy I am angry, only I don’t
think I can sit by while you write that letter.’
Poor little Amy, she seldom knew worse
pain than at that moment, when she was obliged to
go away to put it out of her power to follow the promptings
of her heart to send the few kind words which might
prove that nothing could shake her love and trust.
A fresh trial awaited her when she
looked from her own window. She saw Deloraine
led out, his chestnut neck glossy in the sun and William
prepared for a journey, and the other servants shaking
hands, and bidding him good-bye. She saw him
ride off, and could hardly help flying back to her
brother to exclaim, ’O Charlie, they have sent
Deloraine away!’ while the longing to send one
kind greeting became more earnest than ever; but she
withstood it, and throwing herself on the bed, exclaimed,
‘He will never come back never,
never!’ and gave way, unrestrainedly, to a fit
of weeping; nor was it till this had spent itself that
she could collect her thoughts.
She was sitting on the side of her
bed trying to compose herself, when Laura, came in.
‘My own Amy my poor, dearest, I
am very sorry!’
‘Thank you, dear Laura,’
and Amy gladly rested her aching head on her shoulder.
‘I wish I knew what to do for
you!’ proceeded Laura. ’You cannot,
cease to think about him, and yet you ought.’
‘If I ought, I suppose I can,’
said Amy in a voice exhausted with crying.
’That’s right, darling.
You will not be weak, and pine for one who is not
worthy.’
‘Not worthy, Laura?’ said
Amy, withdrawing her arm, and holding up her head.
‘Ah! my poor Amy, we thought ’
‘Yes; and it is so still. I know it is
so. I know he did not do it.’
‘Then what do you think of Margaret and Philip?’
‘There is some mistake.’
And how can you defend what he said of papa?’
‘I don’t,’ said
Amy, hiding her face. ’That is the worst;
but I am sure it was only a moment’s passion,
and that he must be very unhappy about it now.
I don’t think papa would mind it, at least not
long, if it was not for this other dreadful misapprehension.
O, Laura! why cannot something be done to clear it
up?’
‘Everything will be done,’
said Laura. Papa has written to Mr. Wellwood,
and Philip means to go and make inquiries at Oxford
and St. Mildred’s.’
‘When?’ asked Amy.
’Not till term begins.
You know he is to have a fortnight’s leave before
the regiment goes to Ireland.’
’Oh, I hope it will come right
then. People must come to an understanding when
they meet; it is so different from writing.’
’He will do everything to set
things on a right footing. You may be confident
of that, Amy, for your sake as much as anything else.’
‘I can’t think why he
should know I have anything to do with it,’ said
Amy, blushing. ‘I had much rather he did
not.’
’Surely, Amy, you think he can
be trusted with your secret; and there is no one who
can take more care for you. You must look on him
as one of ourselves.’
Amy made no answer, and Laura, was annoyed.
’You are vexed with him for
having told this to papa; but that is not reasonable
of you, Amy; your better sense must tell you that it
is the only truly kind course, both towards Guy and
yourself.’
It was said in Philip’s manner,
which perhaps made it harder to bear; and Amy could
scarcely answer,
‘He means it for the best.’
‘You would not have had him be silent?’
‘I don’t know,’
said Amy, sadly. ’No; he should have done
something, but he might have done it more kindly.’
Laura endeavoured to persuade her
that nothing could have been more kind and judicious,
and Amy sat dejectedly owning the good intention, and
soothed by the affection of her family; with the bitter
suffering of her heart unallayed, with all her fond
tender feelings torn at the thought of what Guy must
be enduring, and with the pain of knowing it was her
father’s work. She had one comfort, in the
certainty that Guy would bear it nobly. She was
happy to find her confidence confirmed by her mother
and Charles; and one thing she thought she need not
give up, though she might no longer think of him as
her lover, she might be his Verena still, whether
he knew it or not. It could not be wrong to remember
any one in her prayers, and to ask that he might not
be led into temptation, but have strength to abide
patiently. That helped her to feel that he was
in the hands of One to whom the secrets of all hearts
are known; and a line of poetry seemed to be whispered
in her ears, in his own sweet tones,
Wait, and the cloud shall
roll away.
So, after the first day, she went
on pretty well. She was indeed silent and grave,
and no longer the sunbeam of Hollywell; but she took
her share in what was passing, and a common observer
would hardly have remarked the submissive melancholy
of her manner. Her father was very affectionate,
and often called her his jewel of good girls; but he
was too much afraid of women’s tears to talk
to her about Guy, he left that to her mother:
and Mrs. Edmonstone, having seen her submit to her
father’s will, was unwilling to say more.
She doubted whether it was judicious
to encourage her in dwelling on Guy; for, even supposing
his character clear, they had offended him deeply,
and released him from any engagement to her, so that
there was nothing to prevent him from forming an attachment
elsewhere. Mrs. Edmonstone did not think he would;
but it was better to say nothing about him, lest she
should not speak prudently, and only keep up the subject
in Amy’s mind.
Charles stormed and wrangled, told
Mr. Edmonstone ’he was breaking his daughter’s
heart, that was all;’ and talked of unfairness
and injustice, till Mr. Edmonstone vowed it was beyond
all bearing, that his own son should call him a tyrant,
and accused Guy of destroying all peace in his family.
The replies to the letters came; some
thought them satisfactory, and the others wondered
that they thought so. Mr. Wellwood gave the highest
character of his pupil, and could not imagine how any
irregularities could be laid to his charge; but when
asked in plain terms how he disposed of his time,
could only answer in general, that he had friends
and engagements of his own at St. Mildred’s and
its neighbourhood, and had been several times at Mrs.
Henley’s and at Colonel Harewood’s.
The latter place, unfortunately, was the very object
of Philip’s suspicions; and thus the letter
was anything but an exculpation.
Guy wrote to Charles in the fulness
of his heart, expressing gratitude for his confidence
and sympathy. He again begged for the supposed
evidence of his misconduct, declaring he could explain
it, whatever it might be, and proceeded to utter deep
regrets for his hasty expressions.
‘I do not know what I may have
said,’ he wrote; ’I have no doubt it was
unpardonable, for I am sure my feelings were so, and
that I deserve whatever I have brought on myself.
I can only submit to Mr. Edmonstone’s sentence,
and trust that time will bring to his knowledge that
I am innocent of what I am accused of. He has
every right to be displeased with me.
Charles pronounced this to be only
Guy’s way of abusing himself; but his father
saw in it a disguised admission of guilt. It was
thought, also, to be bad sign that Guy intended to
remain at South Moor till the end of the vacation,
though Charles argued that he must be somewhere; and
if they wished to keep him out of mischief, why exile
him from Hollywell! He would hardly listen to
his mother’s representation, that on Amy’s
account it would not be right to have him there till
the mystery was cleared up.
He tried to stir his father up to
go and see Guy at St. Mildred’s, and investigate
matters for himself; but, though Mr. Edmonstone would
have liked the appearance of being important, this
failed, because Philip declared it to be unadvisable,
knowing that it would be no investigation at all,
and that his uncle would be talked over directly.
Next, Charles would have persuaded Philip himself
to go, but the arrangements about his leave did not
make this convenient; and it was put off till he should
pay his farewell visit to his sister, in October.
Lastly, Charles wrote to Mrs. Henley, entreating her
to give him some information about this mysterious
evidence which was wanting, but her reply was a complete
‘set down’ for interference in a matter
with which he had no concern.
He was very angry. In fact, the
post seldom came in without occasioning a fresh dispute,
which only had the effect of keeping up the heat of
Mr. Edmonstone’s displeasure, and making the
whole house uncomfortable.
Fretfulness and ill-humour seemed
to have taken possession of Charles and his father.
Such a state of things had not prevailed since Guy’s
arrival: Hollywell was hardly like the same house;
Mrs. Edmonstone and Laura could do nothing without
being grumbled at or scolded by one or other of the
gentlemen; even Amy now and then came in for a little
petulance on her father’s part, and Charles could
not always forgive her for saying in her mournful,
submissive tome, ’It is of no use
to talk about it!’