“Mother, can I have three dollars?”
asked Eloise the next morning.
“Were you thinking of a new
riding hat, dear? I do wish you had it to wear
this afternoon. Yours is shabby, certainly, but
you can’t get it for that, child.”
“No; I was thinking of a copy
of ‘Science and Health.’ I don’t
like to take Jewel’s any longer, and I’m
convinced.”
“What of-sin?” asked Mrs. Evringham
in dismay.
“No, just the opposite-that
there needn’t be any. The book teaches the
truth. I know it.”
“Well, whether it does or doesn’t,
you haven’t any three dollars to spend for a
book, Eloise,” was the firm reply. “The
idea, when I can barely rake and scrape enough
together to keep us presentable!”
“Where do you get our money?” asked the
girl.
“Father gives me a check every
fortnight. Of course you know that he has charge
of our affairs.”
Eloise’s serene expression did
not change. She looked at the little black book
in her hand. “This edition costs five dollars,”
she said.
“Scandalous!” exclaimed
Mrs. Evringham. “I can tell you this is
no time for us to be collecting editions de luxe.
Wait till you’re married.”
“I’m going to run in town
for a while this morning, mother.”
“You are? Well don’t
get belated. You know that you are to ride with
Dr. Ballard at half past four. Dear me,”
her brow drawn, “you ought to have that hat.
Now I think that I could get on without that
jet bolero.”
Eloise laughed softly and drew her
mother to her. “Have your jet bolero, dear,”
she answered. “My hat isn’t bad.”
Eloise went to her room, and closing
the door, took from one of her drawers a box.
It contained her girlish treasures, the ornaments and
jewels her father had given her from time to time.
She took out a small diamond ring and pressed it to
her lips.
“Dear papa! I love it because
you gave it to me, but I can get with it a wonderful
thing, a truth which, if we had known it, would have
saved you all those torturing hours, would have saved
your dear life. I know how gladly you would have
me get it now, for you are learning it too; and it
will be your gift, dear, dear papa, your gift
just the same.”
Jewel had to study the lesson with
only Anna Belle’s assistance that morning, but
she received the third letter from her mother and father.
Their trip was proving a success from the standpoints
of both business and pleasure, but their chief longing
was to get back to their little girl.
It was very like visiting with them
to read it over, and Jewel did so more than once.
“I’ll show it to cousin Eloise as soon
as she comes home,” she reflected. Then
she dressed Anna Belle to go out.
Running downstairs the child sought
and found Mrs. Forbes in the kitchen. The housekeeper
no longer questioned her going and coming, although
she still considered herself in the light of the child’s
only disciplinarian, and was vigilant to watch for
errors of omission and commission, and quick to correct
them.
“Mrs. Forbes, may I have an old kitchen knife?”
“Certainly not. You’ll cut yourself.”
“I want it to dig up plants.”
Mrs. Forbes stared down at her. “Why, you
mustn’t do any such thing.”
“I mean wild flowers for a garden
that Anna Belle and I are going to make.”
“Oh. I’ll see if I can’t find
you a trowel.”
There was one at hand, and as the
housekeeper passed it to the child she warned her:-
“Be careful you don’t
make a mistake, now, and get hold of anybody’s
plants. What did your cousin Eloise go to New
York for?”
“I don’t know.”
“Well I hope it’s for her trousseau.”
Jewel smiled. “My mother makes those.”
“I don’t believe she’ll
ever make one for you, then,” returned Mrs.
Forbes, but not ill-naturedly. She laughed, glancing
at Sarah, who stood by.
“But I think she will for Anna
Belle,” returned Jewel brightly, “when
she gets older.”
The housekeeper and maid both laughed.
“Run along,” said Mrs. Forbes, “and
don’t you be late for lunch.”
“She’s an awful sweet
child,” said Sarah half reproachfully. “Just
the spirit of sunshine.”
“Oh well, they’d turn
her head here if it wasn’t for me,” answered
the other complacently.
Jewel was not late to lunch, but eating
it tete-a-tete with aunt Madge was not to her taste.
Mrs. Evringham utilized the opportunity
to admonish her, and Mrs. Forbes for once sympathized
with the widow’s sentiments.
Aunt Madge took off her eyeglasses
in a way she had when she wished to be particularly
impressive.
“Jewel,” she said, “I
don’t think any one has told you that it is
impolite to Dr. Ballard to say anything about Christian
Science in his presence.”
“Why is it?” asked the child.
“Because he is a learned physician,
and has, of course, a great respect for his profession.”
“I have a great respect for
him,” returned the child, “and he knows
I wouldn’t hurt his feelings.”
“The idea!” exclaimed
Mrs. Evringham, looking down from a height upon the
flaxen head. “As if a little ignorant girl
could hurt the feelings of a man like Dr. Ballard!”
Mrs. Forbes also stared at the child, and she winced.
“I do love them, and they do
love me,” she thought. “I don’t
remember ever speaking about it before the doctor
unless somebody asked me,” she said aloud.
“Your cousin Eloise may ask
you,” returned Mrs. Evringham. “Nobody
else would. She does it in a spirit of mischief,
perhaps, but I shall speak to her. She has a
passing curiosity about your ideas because it is odd
and rather amusing to find a child who has such unnatural
and precocious fancies, and she tries to draw you
out; but it will not last with her. Neither will
it with you, probably. You seem to be a sensible
little girl in many ways.” Mrs. Evringham
made the addition magnanimously. She really was
too much at peace with all the world just now to like
to be severe.
Outwardly Jewel was silent. Inwardly
she was declaring many things which would have surprised
her companions.
“Does your cousin Eloise pretend
to you that she is becoming seriously interested in
your faith?” pursued Mrs. Evringham.
“She will tell you all about it,” returned
Jewel.
Aunt Madge shrugged her shoulders
and laughed a little. Her thoughts reverted to
her daughter’s trip to the city. She had
wondered several times if it had any pleasant connection
with her sudden good understanding with Mr. Evringham.
To Jewel’s relief her thoughts
remained preoccupied during the remainder of the meal;
and as soon as the child could leave, she flew to the
closet under the stairs, where Anna Belle often went
into retreat during the luncheon hour, and from thence
back to the garden she was making by the brookside.
When she returned to the house her
eyes lighted as she saw two horses before the piazza,
and Dr. Ballard standing beside one of them.
“How are you, Jewel?”
he asked, as she danced up to him smiling. Stooping,
he lifted her into the side saddle, from whence she
beamed upon him.
“Oh, what fun you’re going to have!”
she cried.
“I’d like to be sure of
that,” he answered, his gloved hand on the pommel.
“What do you mean?” incredulously.
“You don’t like that automobile better,
do you? They’re so-so stubby.
I must have a horse, a horse!” She smoothed
and patted her steed lovingly.
“You ought to have-Jewel
of the world,” he said kindly. “My
bad angel!” he added, looking up quizzically
into her eyes, and smiling at the widening wonder
that grew in them.
“Your-what?”
she asked, and then Eloise came out in her habit.
“I’m going instead of
you,” cried the child gayly, “to pay you
for staying away all day.”
“Did you miss me?” asked
the girl as she shook hands with her escort.
“I tried not to. Anna Belle
and I have something to show you in the ravine.”
As she spoke, Jewel slid down into the doctor’s
arms, and stood on the steps watching while he put
Eloise up and mounted himself.
The child’s eyes dwelt upon
the pair admiringly as they waved their hands to her
and rode away. Little she knew how their hearts
were beating. Mrs. Evringham, watching from an
upper window, suspected it. She felt that this
afternoon would end all suspense.
The child gave a wistful sigh as the
horses disappeared, and jumping off the piazza, she
wandered around the house toward the stable. There
had been no rules laid down to her since the night
of Essex Maid’s attack, and Zeke was always
a congenial companion.
As she neared the barn a young fellow
left it, laughing. She knew who he was,-one
of the young men Zeke had known in Boston. He
had several times of late come to call on his old
chum, for he was out of work.
As he left the barn he saw the child
and slouched off to one side, avoiding her; but she
scarcely noticed him, congratulating herself that
Zeke would be alone and ready, as usual, to crack jokes
and stories.
The coachman was not in sight as she
entered, but she knew she would find him in the harness
room. Its door stood ajar, and as the child approached
she heard a strange sound, as of some one weeping
suppressedly. Sturdily resisting the sudden fear
that swept to her heart, she pushed open the door.
There stood Mrs. Forbes, leaning against
a wooden support, her forehead resting against her
clasped hands in a hopeless posture, as she sobbed
heavily. The air was filled with an odor which
had for Jewel sickening associations. The only
terror, the only tragedy, of her short life was wrapped
about with this pungent smell. She seemed again
to hear her mother’s sobs, to feel once more
that sensation of all things coming to ruin which
descended upon her at the unprecedented sight and sound
of her strong mother’s emotion.
All at once she perceived Zeke sitting
on a low chair, his arms hanging across his knees
and his head fallen.
The child turned very pale. Her
doll slid unnoticed to the floor, as she pressed her
little hands to her eyes.
“Father, Mother, God,”
she murmured in gasps. “Thou art all power.
We are thy children. Error has no power over
us. Help us to waken from this lie.”
Running up to the housekeeper, she
clasped her arms about her convulsed form. “Dear
Mrs. Forbes,” she said, her soft voice trembling
at first but growing firm, “I know this claim,
but it can be healed. It seems very terrible,
but it’s nothing. We know it, we must know
it.”
The woman lifted her head and looked
down with swollen eyes upon the child. She saw
her go unhesitatingly across to Zeke and kneel beside
him.
“Don’t be discouraged,
Zeke,” she said lovingly. “I know
how it seems, but my father had it and he was healed.
You will be healed.”
The coachman lifted his rumpled head
and stared at her with bloodshot eyes.
“Great fuss ’bout nothing,”
he said sullenly. “Mother always fussing.”
Something in his look made the child
shudder. Resisting the sudden repugnance to one
who had always shown her kindness, she impulsively
took his big hand in both her little ones. “Zeke,
what is error saying to you?” she demanded.
“You can’t look at me without love.
I love you because God does. He is lifting us
out of this error belief.”
The young fellow returned the clasp
of the soft hands and winked his eyes like one who
is waking. “Mother makes great fuss,”
he grumbled. “Scott was here. We had
two or three little friendly drinks. Ma had to
come in and blubber.”
“What friendly drinks?
What do you mean?” demanded Jewel, looking all
about her. Her eyes fell upon a large black bottle.
She dropped the coachman’s hand and picked it
up. She smelled of it, her eyes dilated, and
she began to tremble again; and throwing the whiskey
from her, she buried her face for a moment against
Zeke’s shirt sleeve.
“Is it in a bottle!” she
exclaimed at last, in a hushed voice, drawing back
and regarding the coachman with such a white and horrified
countenance that it frightened the clouds from his
brain. “Is that terrible claim in a bottle,
and do people drink it out?” she asked slowly,
and in an awestruck tone.
“It’s no harm,” began Zeke.
“No harm when your mother is
crying, when your face is full of error, and your
eyes were hating? No harm when my mother cried,
and all our gladness was gone? Would you go and
drink a claim like that out of a bottle-of
your own accord?”
Zeke wriggled under the blue eyes
and the unnatural rigidity of the child’s face.
“No, Jewel, he wouldn’t,”
groaned Mrs. Forbes suddenly. “Zeke’s
a good boy, but he’s inherited that. His
father died of it. It’s a disease, child.
I thought my boy would escape, but he hasn’t!
It’s the end!” cried the wretched woman.
“What will Mr. Evringham say! To think how
I blamed Fanshaw! Zeke’ll lose his place
and go downhill, and I shall die of shame and despair.”
Her sobs again shook her from head to foot.
Jewel continued to look at Zeke.
A new, eager expression stole over her face. “Is
it the end?” she asked. “Don’t
you believe in God?”
“I suppose so,” answered
the coachman sullenly. “I know I’m
a man, too. I can control myself.”
“No. Nobody can. Even
Jesus said, ‘Of myself I can do nothing.’
Only God can help you. If you can drink that
nasty smelling stuff, and get all red and rumply and
sorry, then you need God the worst of anybody in Bel-Air.
You look better now. It’s just like a dream,
the way you lifted up your face to me when I came
in, and it was a dream. I’ll help
you, Zeke. I’ll show you how to find help.”
The child suddenly leaned toward the young fellow,
and then retreated. “I can’t stand
your breath!” she exclaimed, “and I like
to get close to the people I love.”
This seemed to touch Zeke. He
blushed hotly. “It’s a darned shame,
kid,” he returned sheepishly.
“Mrs. Forbes, come here, please,”
said Jewel. The housekeeper had ceased crying,
and was watching the pair. She saw that her boy’s
senses were clearer. She approached obediently,
and when the child took her hand her own closed tightly
upon the little fingers.
“Zeke, you’re a big strong
man and everybody likes you,” said Jewel earnestly.
“Isn’t it better to stay that way than
to drink out of a bottle, no matter how much
you like it?”
“I don’t like it so awfully,”
returned Zeke protestingly. “I like to be
sociable with the boys, that’s all.”
“What a way to be sociable!”
gasped the child. “Well, wouldn’t
you rather be nice, so people will like to get close
to you?”
“Depends on the folks,”
returned the boy with a touch of his usual manner.
“You’re all right, little kid.”
He put out his hand, but quickly withdrew it.
Jewel seized it. “Now give
your other one to your mother. There now, we’re
all together. If your mother thinks you have a
disease, Zeke, then she must know you haven’t.
If you want me to, I’ll come out here every
day at a quiet time and give you a treatment, and we’ll
talk all about Christian Science, and we’ll
know that there’s nothing that can make us sick
or unhappy-or unkind! Think of your
unkindness to your mother-and to me if
you go on, for I love you, Zeke. Now may
I help you?”
The soft frank voice, the earnest
little face, moved Zeke to cast a glance at his mother’s
swollen eyes. They were bent upon Jewel.
“Do you say your father was
cured that way, child?” asked Mrs. Forbes.
“Yes. Oh yes! and he’s so happy!”
“Zeke, let’s all be thankful
if there’s anything,” said the woman
tremulously, turning to him appealingly.
“I’d just as soon have
a visit from you every day, little kid,” said
the young fellow. “You’re a corker.”
“But you must want more than
me,” returned the child. “God and
healing and purity and goodness! If you’re
in earnest, what are you going to do with that?”
She touched the black bottle with the toe of her shoe.
Zeke looked at the whiskey, then back
into her eyes. They were full of love and faith
for him.
He stooped and picked up the bottle,
then striding to a window, he flung it out toward
the forest trees with all the force of his strong arm.
“Damn the stuff!” he said.
Mrs. Forbes felt herself tremble from head to foot.
She bit her lip.
Her son turned back. “Getting
near train time,” he added, not looking at his
companions. “Guess I’ll go upstairs.”
When he had disappeared his mother
stooped slowly and kissed Jewel. “Forgive
me,” she said tremulously.
“What for?” asked the child.
“Everything.”
The housekeeper still stood in the
harness room after Jewel had gone away. She bowed
her head on her folded hands. “Our Father
who art in heaven, forgive me,” she prayed.
“Forgive me for being a fool. Forgive me
for not recognizing Thine angel whom Thou hast sent.
Amen.”