When Eve reached the camp, after her
parting with Paul, Cicely was waiting for her on the
beach, alone; apparently she had sent every one away.
“Well?” she said, as the canoe grated on
the sand.
“I told him,” Eve answered.
“Everything?”
“Everything.”
“And he did not ?”
“No, he did not.”
For an instant Cicely’s face
expressed keen sympathy. Then her expression
changed. “You did it, you know. You’ll
have to pay for it!”
“Will you help me to get away?” Eve asked. “I
cannot see him again.”
“And do you imagine that by
any chance he wishes to see you?” demanded
Cicely, sarcastically.
“But he will have to come back
here he must; let me go away before he
comes. We were leaving to-morrow in any case;
help me off now,” Eve pleaded.
Cicely surveyed her with pitiless
eyes; the once strong Eve now looked at her imploringly,
her face despairing, her voice broken. Having
had her satisfaction, the vindictive little creature
turned, and, going back to the lodge, began to issue
orders with imperative haste, as though she had but
one wish in the world, namely, to help Eve; Mrs. Mile
found herself working as she had never worked before;
the Irishmen tumbled over each other; Porley and the
cook constantly gallopaded no other word
could describe their gait. The judge worked fiercely;
he helped in launching the canoes until the blood
rushed to his head; he ran after the Irishmen; he
carried Jack, he scolded Porley. And then, during
one of these journeys, his strength failed so suddenly
that he was obliged to sit down; as there was no bench
near, he sat down on the ground.
Soon afterwards Mrs. Mile came by.
“Dear me! Do let me assist you,”
she said sweetly.
“I am merely looking at the
lake; it is charming this morning,” replied
the judge, waving his hand.
“I could assist you so
well,” said the nurse, coming nearer, “knowing,
as I do, the exact position of all the muscles.”
“Muscles, madam? It’s
more than I do! May I ask you to pass on?”
One of the Irishmen next appeared,
carrying Jack’s pillows and toys.
“Can you tell me where Mr. Hollis
is?” demanded the judge, still seated.
“Mr. Hollis, surr? Yes,
surr. Think he’s gone fishing, surr.”
“D n him! He
takes a nice time for it when we’re
sweating here,” muttered the judge, angrily.
But poor Hollis was fishing only in
a figurative sense, and in bitter waters. He
had sent for Paul yes; but he could not
stay to witness his return with Eve; (he had not the
slightest doubt but that Eve would return with him).
He shook hands with Paul upon his arrival, and made
a number of jokes, as usual. But soon after the
younger man’s canoe had started eastward in
search of Eve, a second canoe, with Hollis paddling,
stole quietly away, going in the opposite direction.
Its occupant reached Port aux Pins, in due time.
He remained there but a few hours.
A month later a letter came to Paul
from a small town near the base of the Rocky Mountains.
“You see, when I got back to Port aux Pins, it
sort of came over me that I’d go west.
People are more lively out here, and not so crowded.
I’ve got hold of a capital thing in raisins,
in southern California. If that fails, there
is stock-raising, and plenty of other things; and
the same old auctioneer line. I’ve left
a trifle in the savings-bank for Jacky. Perhaps
you’ll take charge of it for him? You’ll
hear from me again soon. C. HOLLIS.”
But Paul never heard from him; from
that moment all trace of him was lost. Ferdie,
if he had known Hollis, would have had a vision of
him making his way year by year farther westward,
always attired in the black coat and tall hat (which
marked his dignity as a lawyer), whether voyaging
in a prairie schooner, chopping wood at a camp, hunting
elk, or searching for ore. But Paul had no such
visions, he did not see human lives as tableaux-vivants.
He was sincerely sorry that Hollis had vamosed in
that way. But he understood it too.
The trifle turned out to be eight
hundred dollars. It was regularly entered to
little Jack’s account, and there was a pass-book
with his full name, “John Frederick Bruce.”
“Bruce, that did it,” thought
Paul; “he could give it to the child.
Poor old Kit! it must have been all he had.”
Cicely’s generalship was excellent;
in less than half an hour the three canoes were ready,
and the judge, Porley and Jack, Eve, Cicely herself,
with three of the men to row, took their places; the
boats glided out from the shore, turning towards the
west. Mrs. Mile bowed gravely to the judge, with
an air of compunction; she knew what an impression
she had made upon that poor old man; she was afraid
that she had not done right! Mrs. Mile was left
in charge of the camp to await the arrival of Paul
Tennant.
The canoes were out all night.
At dawn the little party found refuge on one of the
North Shore steamers, and began the long voyage down
the chain of lakes, stopping again at the beautiful
city of Cleveland, thence by railway to New York,
and from there southward by sea. On the ninth
morning of their journey their ocean steamer turned
her bows towards the distant land, a faint line on
the right; by noon, she was making her way along a
winding channel, which was indicated here and there
in the water by buoys painted white, which looked like
ducks; the Atlantic was very calm, its hue was emerald
green; it was so clear that one could see the great
jelly-fish floating down below. The judge, with
his hands clasped on his cane’s head, stood looking
eagerly at everything. His joy was deep, he felt
himself an exile returning home. And oh! how
beautiful home was! To him, this Southern coast
was fair as Paradise; he welcomed the dark hue of
the Southern trees, he welcomed the neglected fields,
he even welcomed the broken-down old houses here and
there. For at least they were not staring, they
were not noisy; to the judge, the smart new houses
of Port aux Pins those with Mansard roofs had
seemed to shout and yell. Three negro fishermen,
passing in a row-boat with a torn sail, were eminently
worthy creatures; they were not the impudent, well-dressed
mulattoes of the North, who elbowed him off the pavements,
who read newspapers on steamers with the air of men
of the world. When the winding channel winding
through water came to an end at the mouth
of an inlet, the white sand-hills on each hand were
more beautiful to his eyes than the peaks of the Alps,
or the soft outline of Italian mountains. “God
bless my country!” was the old man’s fervent
thought. But his “country” was limited;
it was the territory which lies between the St. Mary’s
River and the Savannah.
At the little port within the inlet
they disembarked, and took the small steamer of the
Inside Route, which was to carry them through the sounds
to Romney. Night had come on, dark and quiet;
clouds covered the sky; the air was warm, for it was
still summer here. The dusky shores, dimly visible
on either hand, gave a sense of protection after the
vastness of the ocean; the odors of flowers reached
them, and seemed sweet after its blank, cold purity.
Cicely, with Porley and Jack, was on the deck near
the stern; the judge was now with them, now at the
prow, now up-stairs, now down-stairs; he could not
be still. Eve sat by herself on the forward deck,
gazing through the darkness at the water; she could
not see it save here and there in broken gleams, where
the lights from the lower cabin shone across it; she
heard the rushing sound made by the great paddle-wheels
as they revolved unseen behind her, and the fancy
came to her that she should like to be lashed to the
outer rim of one of them, and be carried up and down
through the cool water. Towards ten o’clock
a beam shone out ahead. “See it?”
said the judge, excitedly, coming to show it to her.
“Jupiter Light!”
And Eve remembered that less than
a year before she had landed here for the first time,
a woman imperious, sufficient to herself; a woman who
was sure that she could direct her own course; in addition,
a woman who supposed herself to be unhappy. How
like child’s play did this all seem now her
certainties, and her pride, and her supposed sorrow!
“If I could die, wouldn’t that be the
best thing for me, as well as for Paul? A way
out of it all? The first shock over, I should
be but a memory to him; I should not be a miserable
haunting presence, wretched myself, and making him
wretched too. I wonder I wonder is
it wrong to try to die?”
The stern Puritan blood of her father
in her answered, “One must not give up until
one has exhausted every atom of one’s strength
in the contest.”
“But if it is all exhausted?
If ” Here another feeling came sweeping
over her. “No, I cannot die while he is
in the world; in spite of my misery, I want to be
here if he is here. Perhaps no knowledge of anything
that happens here penetrates to the next world; if
that is the case, I don’t want to be there,
no matter how beautiful it may be. I want to
stay where I can hear of Paul.”
After they had left the boat, and
Pomp and Plato were hoisting the trunks into one of
the wagons, Cicely came up.
“Eve, you must stay with me
more, now that we are here; you mustn’t be always
off by yourself.”
“I thought you preferred it.”
“Yes, through the journey.
But not now. It’s a great deal worse for
me now than it is for you; you have left Paul behind,
but I am going to see Ferdie in a moment or two.
I shall see him everywhere in the road,
at the door, in our own room; he will stand and look
at me.”
“Well, you will like that.”
“No, for it will be only a mockery;
I shall not be able to put my arms round him; he won’t
kiss me.”
“Cecilia,” called the
judge, his voice ringing out happily, “everything
is ready now, and Cesh is restive.”
Cicely gave one of her sudden little
laughs. “Poor grandpa! he is so frantic
with joy that he even says ’Cesh,’ though
he loathes abbreviations!”
Secession, the mule, started on his
leisurely walk towards Romney.
In the same lighted doorway where
Eve had been received upon her first arrival, now
appeared again the tall figure of Miss Sabrina.
The poor lady was crying.
“Oh, my darling Cicely, what
sorrow!” she said, embracing her niece fondly.
As they entered the hall: “Oh,
my darling Cicely, what a home-coming for you!
And to think ” More tears.
As they came into the lighted parlor:
“Oh, my darling Cicely What! no mourning?”
This last in genuine surprise.
Cicely closed the door. She stood
in the centre of the room. “This is not
a charnel-house, Sabrina. No one is to speak to
me of graves. As to mourning, I shall not wear
an inch of it; you may wear as many yards as you like you
always loved it; did you begin to mourn for Ferdie
before he was dead?”
“Oh, pa, she said such terrible
things to me our own Cicely. I don’t
know how to take it!” moaned poor Miss Sabrina
to her father when they were left alone.
“Well, you are pretty black,
Sabrina,” suggested the judge, doubtfully.
“Those tossels now
“I got them because they were
cheap. I hope they look like mourning?”
“You needn’t be afraid; they’re
hearse-like!”
“Are they, really?” said
Miss Sabrina, with gratification. “The choice
at the mainland store is so small.” But
presently the tears came again. “Oh, pa,
everything is so sad now. Do you remember when
I used to ride my little pony by your side, and you
were on your big black horse? How kind you have
always been to me, pa; and I have been such a disappointment
to you!”
“No, no, Breeny; no, little girl,” said
the judge.
They kissed each other, the old man
and his gray-haired child. Their minds went back
to brighter days; they understood each other’s
sorrow.
At two o’clock Eve had not yet
gone to bed. There was a tap at her door.
She spoke. “Cicely?”
“Yes.”
She drew back the bolt, and Cicely
entered, carrying a small lamp. “You haven’t
gone to bed? So much the better; you are to come
with me.”
“Where?”
“To all the places where we went that night.”
“I cannot.”
“There is no question of ‘cannot;’
I wish you to go, and you must, if I say so.”
Eve looked at her with forlorn eyes.
But Cicely was inflexible. She opened the door;
Eve followed her.
“First, I want to see that Jacky
is all right,” Cicely said. She led the
way to her own room. Jack was asleep, his dimpled
arms thrown out on the pillow. Cicely bent over
him for a moment. Then she looked at Eve.
“You won’t ever be troubled by this sort
of thing, will you? You’ll never have
a child!” She laughed, and, taking the lamp,
turned towards the door. “This was Ferdie’s
dressing-room; don’t you see him over there by
the window?” Eve shrank. “Now he has
gone. But we shall hear him following us along
the corridor presently, and across the ballroom.
Then, in the thicket, he will come and look at us; do
you remember his eyes, and the corners of his mouth, how
they were drawn down?” And the corners of her
own mouth took the same grimace.
“I cannot go with you,” said Eve, stopping.
“You will do what I wish you
to,” answered Cicely; “one generally
does when one has injured a person as you have injured
me. For I loved Ferdie, you know; I really had
the folly to love him.” (She said this insolently.)
Turning to Eve, with the same insolent smile, “At
last you know what love is, don’t you?”
she added. “Has it brought you much happiness?”
Eve made no answer, she followed humbly;
together they went through the labyrinth of small
rooms at the end of the corridor and entered the ballroom.
Its empty space was dark, a glimmering
gray alone marking the unshuttered windows. The
circle of light from their lamp made the blackness
still blacker.
“Do you remember when I put
on that ball-dress of my grandmother’s, and
came jumping along here?” said Cicely. “How
strange it is! I think I was intended
to be happy.”
After a moment she went on: “Now
we must begin to listen; he will come in behind us,
we shall hear his step. You ought to hear it
all your life!” she added.
They reached the window at last; it
had seemed to Eve an endless transit. Cicely
drew back the bolt, threw up the sash, and, with the
aid of a chair, stepped out.
“Wait here,” she said,
when Eve had joined her outside; “then, when
I have reached the thicket, draw the window down,
just as he did; I want to hear the sound.”
She went quickly towards the thicket,
carrying her lamp. Eve was left alone on the
veranda.
After a few minutes Eve tried to draw
down the sash. It resisted, and she was obliged
to use all her strength. A shiver came over her
as she lifted her arms to try a second time, she almost
expected to see a hand come stealing over her shoulder
(or under it), and perform the task for her; and the
hand would be Ferdie’s. She hurried
after Cicely.
Cicely came out from the thicket.
“Now take the lamp and walk down the road a
little way; I wish to see the gleam moving over the
bushes, don’t you remember?”
Eve obeyed. It seemed to her
as if she should never be free from this island and
its terror; as if she should spend the rest of her
life here following Cicely, living over again their
dreadful flight.
When she came back, Cicely said, “Now
for the north point;” she led the way along
the road; their footsteps made crunching sounds in
the sand.
Cicely said, “I was in hopes
that the moon would come out from behind those clouds.
Oh, I’m so glad! there it is! Now it will
light up the very spot where you shot him. I
will leave the lamp here on the sand; that will give
the yellow gleam that we saw behind us. Now go
into the woods. Then, in a few moments, you must
come out and look about, just as you did then, and
you must put out your hand and make a motion of shooting.”
“I will not,” said Eve,
outraged. “I shall leave you and go back.”
Cicely saw that she had come to the
end of her power. She put her arms round Eve’s
neck, and held her closely. “To please me,
Eve; I shall never be content without it; I want to
see how it all was, how you looked. Just this
once, Eve; never again, but just this once.”
“I thought you had forgiven me, Cicely?”
“I have, I have.” She kissed Eve
again. “Do content me.”
Eve went slowly towards the trees.
As she disappeared within the shadow, Cicely instantly
concealed herself on the other side of the road.
There was a silence.
The moon, emerging still further from
the clouds, now silvered the forest, the path, and
the sound with its clear light; there was no boat
drawn up at the point’s end; the beach sloped
smoothly to the water, unbroken by any dark outline,
and the water stretched smoothly towards Singleton
Island, with only the track of the moon across it.
Eve stood in the shadow under the
trees. The spell of the place was upon her; like
a somnambulist, she felt herself forced by some inward
compelling power to go through the whole scene.
The thought of Cicely had passed from her mind; there
was but one person there now Ferdie; in
another moment she should see him; she listened; then
she went forward to the edge of the wood and looked
down the road.
Something came rushing from the other
side, and with quick force bore her to the ground.
Not Ferdie, but Cicely, like a tigress, was upon her,
her hands at her throat. In a strange suffocated
voice, she cried, “Do you like it? Do you
like it? Do you like to be dead?”
And Eve did not struggle; she lay
motionless in Cicely’s grasp motionless
under the weight of her body keeping her down.
The thing did not seem to her at all incredible; suddenly
it seemed like a remedy for all her troubles if
Cicely’s grasp should tighten. Passively
she closed her eyes.
But Cicely’s grasp did not tighten;
the fury that had risen within her had taken all her
strength, and now she lay back white and still.
Eve, like a person in a dream, went down to the beach
and dipped her handkerchief in the water; slowly she
came back, and bathed Cicely’s forehead and
wrists. But still Cicely did not stir. Eve
put her hand on her heart. It was beating faintly.
She stooped, and lifted Cicely in her arms, holding
her as one holds a child, with one arm round her shoulders
and the other under her knees, Cicely’s head
lying against her breast. Then she began her
long walk back.