I have told my wife quite plainly
that in my opinion I am as little fitted by nature
for the task she has laid upon my shoulders as any
man alive. I have spent a great part of my life
in action; and though the later part of it has been
quieter and more peaceful than the earlier, and though
I have enjoyed opportunities of study which I never
had before, I am still anything but a bookish man,
and I am not at all confident about such essential
matters as grammar and spelling. The history
I am called upon to tell is one which, if it were put
into the hands of a professed man of letters, might
be made unusually interesting. I am sure of that,
for in a life of strange adventure I have encountered
nothing so strange. But, for my own part, the
utmost I can do is to tell the thing as it happened
as nearly as I can, and if I cannot command those
graces of style which would come naturally to a practised
pen, I can only ask that the reader will dispense with
them.
The natural beginning of the story
is that I fell in love with the lady who has now for
eight-and-thirty blessed and happy years been my wife.
It may be that I may not again find opportunity to
say one thing that should be said. That lady
is a pearl among women; and I am prouder of having
fallen in love with her at first sight, as I did, than
I should be if I had taken a city or won a pitched
battle. I have sought opportunities of doing
these things far and near, but they have been denied
to me. I trust that I have always been on the
right side. I know that, except in one case,
I have always been on the weaker side; but until my
marriage I was what is generally called a soldier of
fortune. I am known to this day as Captain Fyffe,
though I never held her most sacred Majesty’s
commission. That I should be delighted to fight
in my country’s cause goes, I hope, without
saying; but I never had the opportunity, and my sword,
until the date of my marriage, was always at the service
of oppressed nationalities. This, however, is
not my story, and I must do my best to hold to that.
Should I take to blotting and erasing, there is no
knowing when my task would be over. I will be
as little garrulous as I can.
It was in the height of the London
season of 1847, and I had just got back from the Argentine
Republic. I had been fighting for General Rosas,
but the man’s greed and his reckless ambition
had gradually drawn me away from him, and at last,
after an open quarrel, I broke my sword across my
knee before him, threw the fragments at his feet, and
left the camp. I did it at the risk of my life;
and if Rosas had cared to lift a hand, his men would
have shot me or hanged me from the nearest tree with
all the pleasure in the world. An event which
has nothing whatever to do with this story had got
into the newspapers, and for a time I was made a lion
of. I found it agreeable enough to begin with,
but I was beginning to get tired of it, when the event
of which I have already spoken happened. My poor
friend, the Honorable George Brunow, had taken me,
at the Duchess’s invitation, to Belcaster House,
and it was there I met my fate. There was a great
crush on the stairs, and the rooms were crowded.
I never once succeeded in getting as much as a glimpse
of our hostess during the whole time of my stay at
the house, but before half an hour had gone by I was
content to miss that honor. Brunow and I, tight
wedged in the crowd, were laughing and talking on the
staircase, when I caught sight of a lady a step or
two above me. She was signalling with her fan
to a friend behind me, and I thought then, and I think
still, that her smiling face was the most beautiful
thing I had ever beheld. Her hair, which is pure
silver now, and no less lovely, was as dark as night,
but her face was full of pure color, the brow pale,
the cheeks rosy, and the red of the lips unusually
bright and full for an Englishwoman, as I at first
thought her to be. Her beautiful figure was set
off to great advantage by a simple gown of white Indian
muslin-the white was of a crearaish tone, I remember,
and a string of large pearls was her only ornament.
My heart gave a sudden odd leap when I saw her, and
I had the feeling I have known more than once when
I have been ordered on a dangerous service. But
the sensation did not pass away, as it does under
danger when the feeling comes that action is necessary.
I continued to flutter like a school-girl; and when
by accident her eyes met mine, a moment later, I felt
that I blushed like fire. I could read a sort
of recognition in her glance, and for a moment it seemed
as if she would float down the stairs, in spite of
the intervening crush, and speak to me. But instead
of that she sighted Brunow at my side and beckoned
him.
Note by Violet Fyffe.-My
husband had saved the life of his general a day
earlier, in circumstances of extraordinary heroism.
I do not expect to find any record of that sort of
act in any pages written by his hand.
“Can you contrive to come to
me, Mr. Brunow?” she asked, in a voice as lovely
as her own eyes. They were the first words I heard
her speak, and I seem to hear them again as I write
them down, just as I can see her exquisite face and
noble figure instinct with youth, though when I raise
my eyes I can see my old wife-God bless her!-walking
a little feebly in the garden, with a walking-stick
of mine to help her steps.
Brunow made his way to her, and they
talked for a minute. I couldn’t help listening
to her voice, and I heard my own name.
“You know the gentleman who
stood beside you?” she asked. And Brunow
answering that he and I were old friends, she said,
“It is Captain Fyffe, I think.”
“No other, Miss Rossano,” said Brunow.
“Bring him here and introduce
me to him,” she said. “I have a great
desire to know Captain Fyffe.”
At this I hardly knew whether I stood
on my head or my heels; but Brunow calling me by name,
and the crush thinning just then for a moment, I made
my way easily to the step below the one she stood on,
and Brunow introduced us to each other. Now I
had lived very much away from women all my life.
I lost my mother early, and of sisters and cousins
and such-like feminine furniture I had none, so that
I had never had practice among them; and I speak quite
honestly in saying that I would sooner have stormed
a breach than have faced this young lady. Not
that even my intolerable shyness and the sense of
my own clumsiness before her could make it altogether
disagreeable to be there, but because there was such
a riot in my head-and in my heart, too-and
I was mortally afraid of blurting out something which
should tell her how I felt. And if you will look
at it rightly, a gentleman-and when I say
a gentleman I mean nothing more or less than a man
of good birth and right feeling-has no
right to think, even in his own heart, too admiringly
of a young lady at their first meeting. At the
very moment when I saw my wife I thought her, I knew
her, indeed, to be the most faultlessly beautiful
woman I had ever seen, and I was as certain as I am
now that her soul was as flawless as her face.
My heart was right, but I was too precipitate in my
feelings, and if I had dared I would have knelt before
her. All this, I dare say, is romantic and old-fashioned
to the verge of absurdity; but it is so true that
all the other truths I have known, excepting those
I have no right to speak of here, seem to fall into
insignificance beside it. I fell in love with
my wife there and then; and without even knowing it
I was vowed to her service as truly as I have been
in the forty-two years that have gone by since then.
I thank Heaven for it humbly, for there is nothing
which can so help a man in his struggles against what
is base and unworthy in himself as his love for a
good woman. If that has grown to be an old-fashioned
doctrine in these days I am sorry for the world.
It is true, it has been true, and will be true again.
“I have heard of you often,
Captain Fyffe,” said the charming voice, “and
I am delighted to meet you. Your old comrade,
Jack Rollinson, is a cousin of mine.”
I blushed again at this; but I could
have heard nothing that would have pleased me more,
for, early as it was, I would have given anything to
stand well in this lady’s eyes, and Rollinson
and I were fast friends. I had the good-fortune
to save his life in a row at Santa Fe, and from that
hour poor Jack sang my praises in and out of season.
I knew that if Miss Rossano had gained any opinion
of me from Jack Rollinson it would not be a bad one.
Indeed, my only fear was that Jack had probably praised
me so far beyond my merits that nobody who had seen
the portrait would have the slightest chance of recognizing
the original. But when I had once heard my old
comrade’s name I was able to identify this charming
young lady. Rollinson had more than once spoken
of his beautiful cousin, Violet Rossano, and I knew
a little of her history. I learned more of it
that night, and myself became concerned in it in a
very surprising manner.
Miss Rossano and I talked of Jack
and of our common adventures, and to my delight, and
the great easing of my embarrassment, she treated me
almost like an old friend. She was swept off by
the crowd at last; but in going she bade me call upon
her at her aunt’s house-Lady Rollinson’s-where
I might have news of my friend; and it need scarce
be said that I promised eagerly to accept her invitation.
When I saw that I had seen the last
of her for that evening I had no desire to stay in
the crush which filled the rooms; and finding Brunow
in the same mind as myself, I went away with him.
Brunow lived off Regent Street, in a garret handsomely
furnished and tenantable, but stuffy and confined
to my notions, used as I had been to the open-air
life of a soldier on active service. We threw
the windows wide open, and sat down beside them with
a tumbler of cool liquor apiece, Brunow with his cigar,
and I with my pipe-which I was glad to get back to
after a regimen of those beastly South American cigarettes-and
we made ourselves comfortable. My mind was so
full of my beautiful new acquaintance that I must
needs approach her in my talk, and I used Jack Rollinson
as a sort of stalking-horse. Brunow, as I found
out later on, was in love with her-after his fashion-which,
as I shall have to show you, was not very profound
or manly; but, at any rate, he was glad of a chance
to talk about her, and I was glad to listen.
“That beautiful girl you met
to-night,” he told me, “has a strange
history. She is one-and-twenty years of age, and
her father is still living, but she and he never saw
each other in their lives.”
I said something to the effect that
this was strange, and I asked the reason of it.
“I dare say,” Brunow answered,
“that I am the only man in England who knows
the truth about the matter. The world has given
the Conte di Rossano up for dead years and years
ago. His daughter has no idea that he is alive.
Yet I saw him no more than six weeks ago.”
“And you have not told her?” I asked.
“Why should I pain her for nothing?”
he demanded in his turn. “She never saw
him. She never even knew enough of him to grieve
for him. He is not so much as a memory in her
mind. And since they can never come together,
it is better for her to go on believing that he died
while she was in her babyhood.”
“What is to prevent their coming together?”
I asked.
“He is a prisoner,” said
Brunow, gravely. “Mind you, Fyffe, I tell
you this in the strictest confidence, and I know you
well enough to trust you.”
I knew Brunow well enough to know
that if there were any truth in the story, it would
be told in the strictest confidence until it was property
as common as the news of the town crier. I knew
him well enough to know also that if it were not true,
but merely one of his countless romances, it would
be forgotten in the morning in the growth of some new
invention as romantic and as baseless as itself.
In any case, I gave him the assurance he asked for,
and he went on with his story.
“More than two-and-twenty years
ago Miss Ros-sano’s grandfather, General
Sir Arthur Rawlings, and his wife made a trip through
Italy. They took with them their daughter Violet,
and in Rome they met the Conte di Rossano, who
by all accounts was then a young, rich, handsome fellow,
and the hope of the National party. The National
party in Italy has always had a hope of some sort,
and their hope is always just about as hopeful as
a sane man’s despair.”
“I am not so sure of that,”
I cried. “I shall live to see the Italians
a free people yet!”
“You are one of the enthusiasts,”
said Brunow, laughing. “And I suppose that
if you got an opportunity you’d lend the cause
a hand.” I said “Assuredly,”
and Brunow laughed again. “Well, to keep
to the story,” he went on, “the count
saw Miss Rawlings, and fell head over ears in love
with her at first sight. He was young, he was
handsome; he had spent years in England, and spoke
the language like a native. He made love like
Romeo, but the young lady at first would not listen
to him. He followed the party to England, stuck
to his cause like a man, and finally won it.
The only objection anybody had to urge against him
was that he was hand in glove with the conspirators
against Austrian rule. The Austrian’s were
just as much a fixture in Italy as they are at this
day; the Italians were just as hotly bent as they are
now on getting rid of them, and Sir Arthur, who was
an old diplomat, was afraid of the prospective son-in-law’s
political ideas. He tried at first to make marriage
a question of surrender of the cause, but the count
was ultra-romantic, ultra-patriotic, ultra-Italian
all over in point of fact. Not even for love’s
sake would he throw over his country, and, oddly enough,
it was this bit of romanticism which clinched the lady’s
affection.”
“And why oddly?” I asked him.
“My dear fellow,” said
Brunow, “why should I characterize or analyze
a woman’s whims. The story is the main
point. Miss Rawlings married the count.
Within three months of their marriage the count went
back to Italy to assist in the stirring up of some
confounded Italian hot-pot or other, and was never
heard of again. Seven or eight months after, the
girl you met to-night was born. Her mother died
a few months later. The count’s estates
were confiscated by the Austrian government, and the
little orphan was bred by her grandparents. They
are dead now, and Miss Rossano is chaperoned by her
aunt, Lady Rollinson, and lives with her. When
she is two-and-twenty she will come in for her dead
mother’s money, some forty or maybe fifty thousand
pounds. In the meantime she inherits some two
thousand a year from her grandfather. There are
better things in the marriage market, but-”
There he stopped and sipped at his
tumbler, and I sat thinking for a while. Barring
that one little point in the story at which Brunow
introduced himself, I was disposed to give the history
entire credence. But that Brunow should have
seen the mournful hero of the tale within the last
six weeks was altogether too like Brunow to be believed
without some confirmation. One rarely tells even
the most practised romancer outright and in so many
words that he is not telling the truth, but I fenced
for a time.
“And the count’s alive, you say?”
“Alive? I saw him barely
six weeks ago. I’ll tell you all about it.”
He leaned forward in his chair, and I would have sworn
that he was inventing as he went on. “I
was at a little place called Itzia, in the Tyrol,
when by pure chance I stumbled on a fellow I had known
in Paris and Vienna-a fellow named Reschia,
Lieutenant Reschia. He was on General Radetsky’s
staff when I knew him first-an empty-headed
fellow rather; but a man’s glad to meet anybody
in a place like Itzia; and when he asked me to dine
with him at the fortress, I was jolly glad to go.
‘We’ve got an old file here,’ he
told me, ’the Italians would give anything to
get hold of if they only knew where he was. I
believe they’d tear the place down with their
nails to get at him.’ It was after dinner,
and he was ridiculously confidential. He pledged
me to secrecy of course, and of course I told him
that I should respect any confidence he reposed in
me. Of course I did, out there; and equally, of
course, I’m not bound here. It came out
they’d got the Conte di Rossano there,
and when I heard the name I jumped. Reschia didn’t
take notice of my surprise, and after a time I said
I should like to see the fellow. He pointed him
out to me next day, taking exercise in the court-yard.”
“The count,” I said, still
less than doubtful of the truth of Brunow’s
story-“the count must have been a
man of unusual importance to the political party to
be remembered with such a passionate devotion after
so many years.”
“God bless your soul,”
cried Brunow, “it was devotion! Those Austrian
fellows are as cunning as the devil. The Italians
have been made to believe these twenty years that
the count was playing fast and loose with both parties.
His jailers made out that he had been a paid spy in
their service, and pretended that he had been killed
by one of the Nationalist party, whom they hanged.”
“Of course you made no effort to release him?”
“How the deuce could I?
Release him! If you knew the fortress at Itzia
you’d think twice before trying that. Besides-hang
it all, man!-I was Reschia’s guest;
and he told me the story under the seal of confession.”
I spoke unguardedly, but I was not allowed to go far.
“If your story is true, Brunow-”
“What do you mean by that?”
he asked, with sudden anger. Everybody knew how
utterly irresponsible he was, but nothing made him
so angry as to be doubted. “The story’s
true; and if proof were wanted, here is proof enough.”
He rose with unusual vivacity, and,
throwing open an escritoire, took from it a disorderly
little pile of papers. He searched this through,
muttering in a wounded tone meanwhile. “True?
If the story’s true? I’ll show you
whether it’s true or not! No! By George,
it isn’t here! Now where on earth can I
have put that paper?”
Just as I was laughing inwardly to
think how well he thought it worth while to pretend,
he slapped his forehead with a sudden air of recollection,
turned again to the escritoire, drew from it a crumpled
dirty scrap of paper, and striding over to me thrust
it into my hand. “Read that,” he
said.
“These lines,” I read,
“are written by the Conte di Rossano, for
more than twenty years a prisoner in the fortress
of Itzia. They are carried at grave danger to
himself by an attendant whose pity has been moved by
the contemplation of a life of great misery. Should
they reach the hands of the English stranger for whom
they are intended, he is besought, for the love of
God, to convey them to the Contessa di Rossano,
daughter of Sir Arthur Rawlings, of Barston Manor,
Warwickshire, who must long have mourned the writer
as dead.”
“That was slipped into my hand
as I was leaving the village,” said Brunow.
“If the countess had been living-unless
she had been married again-I should have
thought it my duty to let her know the truth.
But Miss Rossano knows nothing-guesses
nothing. Why should I wound her with a piece
of news like this?”
We did not talk much more that night,
but I had plenty to think about as I walked home to
my hotel.