Next morning a fine mist covered the
peninsula. The weather promised well, and the
outline of the castle mound grew clearer each moment
that Margaret watched it. Presently she saw the
keep, and the sun painted the rubble gold, and charged
the white sky with blue. The shadow of the house
gathered itself together, and fell over the garden.
A cat looked up at her window and mewed. Lastly
the river appeared, still holding the mists between
its banks and its overhanging alders, and only visible
as far as a hill, which cut off its upper reaches.
Margaret was fascinated by Oniton.
She had said that she loved it, but it was rather
its romantic tension that held her. The rounded
Druids of whom she had caught glimpses in her drive,
the rivers hurrying down from them to England, the
carelessly modelled masses of the lower hills, thrilled
her with poetry. The house was insignificant,
but the prospect from it would be an eternal joy,
and she thought of all the friends she would have
to stop in it, and of the conversion of Henry himself
to a rural life. Society, too, promised favourably.
The rector of the parish had dined with them last
night, and she found that he was a friend of her father’s,
and so knew what to find in her. She liked him.
He would introduce her to the town. While, on
her other side, Sir James Bidder sat, repeating that
she only had to give the word, and he would whip up
the county families for twenty miles round. Whether
Sir James, who was Garden Seeds, had promised what
he could perform, she doubted, but so long as Henry
mistook them for the county families when they did
call, she was content.
Charles Wilcox and Albert Fussell
now crossed the lawn. They were going for a morning
dip, and a servant followed them with their bathing-suits.
She had meant to take a stroll herself before breakfast,
but saw that the day was still sacred to men, and
amused herself by watching their contretemps.
In the first place the key of the bathing-shed could
not be found. Charles stood by the riverside
with folded hands, tragical, while the servant shouted,
and was misunderstood by another servant in the garden.
Then came a difficulty about a springboard, and soon
three people were running backwards and forwards over
the meadow, with orders and counter orders and recriminations
and apologies. If Margaret wanted to jump from
a motor-car, she jumped; if Tibby thought paddling
would benefit his ankles, he paddled; if a clerk desired
adventure, he took a walk in the dark. But these
athletes seemed paralysed. They could not bathe
without their appliances, though the morning sun was
calling and the last mists were rising from the dimpling
stream. Had they found the life of the body after
all? Could not the men whom they despised as
milksops beat them, even on their own ground?
She thought of the bathing arrangements
as they should be in her day-no worrying
of servants, no appliances, beyond good sense.
Her reflections were disturbed by the quiet child,
who had come out to speak to the cat, but was now
watching her watch the men. She called, “Good-morning,
dear,” a little sharply. Her voice spread
consternation. Charles looked round, and though
completely attired in indigo blue, vanished into the
shed, and was seen no more.
“Miss Wilcox is up-”
the child whispered, and then became unintelligible.
“What is that?” it sounded
like, “-cut-yoke-sack-back-
“I can’t hear.”
“-On the bed-tissue-paper-
Gathering that the wedding-dress was
on view, and that a visit would be seemly, she went
to Evie’s room. All was hilarity here.
Evie, in a petticoat, was dancing with one of the
Anglo-Indian ladies, while the other was adoring yards
of white satin. They screamed, they laughed,
they sang, and the dog barked.
Margaret screamed a little too, but
without conviction. She could not feel that a
wedding was so funny. Perhaps something was missing
in her equipment.
Evie gasped: “Dolly is
a rotter not to be here! Oh, we would rag just
then!” Then Margaret went down to breakfast.
Henry was already installed; he ate
slowly and spoke little, and was, in Margaret’s
eyes, the only member of their party who dodged emotion
successfully. She could not suppose him indifferent
either to the loss of his daughter or to the presence
of his future wife. Yet he dwelt intact, only
issuing orders occasionally-orders that
promoted the comfort of his guests. He inquired
after her hand; he set her to pour out the coffee
and Mrs. Warrington to pour out the tea. When
Evie came down there was a moment’s awkwardness,
and both ladies rose to vacate their places.
“Burton,” called Henry, “serve tea
and coffee from the sideboard!” It wasn’t
genuine tact, but it was tact, of a sort-the
sort that is as useful as the genuine, and saves even
more situations at Board meetings. Henry treated
a marriage like a funeral, item by item, never raising
his eyes to the whole, and “Death, where is thy
sting? Love, where is thy victory?” one
would exclaim at the close.
After breakfast Margaret claimed a
few words with him. It was always best to approach
him formally. She asked for the interview, because
he was going on to shoot grouse to-morrow, and she
was returning to Helen in town.
“Certainly, dear,” said
he. “Of course, I have the time. What
do you want?”
“Nothing.”
“I was afraid something had gone wrong.”
“No; I have nothing to say, but you may talk.”
Glancing at his watch, he talked of
the nasty curve at the lych-gate. She heard him
with interest. Her surface could always respond
to his without contempt, though all her deeper being
might be yearning to help him. She had abandoned
any plan of action. Love is the best, and the
more she let herself love him, the more chance was
there that he would set his soul in order. Such
a moment as this, when they sat under fair weather
by the walks of their future home, was so sweet to
her that its sweetness would surely pierce to him.
Each lift of his eyes, each parting of the thatched
lip from the clean-shaven, must prelude the tenderness
that kills the Monk and the Beast at a single blow.
Disappointed a hundred times, she still hoped.
She loved him with too clear a vision to fear his
cloudiness. Whether he droned trivialities, as
to-day, or sprang kisses on her in the twilight, she
could pardon him, she could respond.
“If there is this nasty curve,”
she suggested, “couldn’t we walk to the
church? Not, of course, you and Evie; but the
rest of us might very well go on first, and that would
mean fewer carriages.”
“One can’t have ladies
walking through the Market Square. The Fussells
wouldn’t like it; they were awfully particular
at Charles’s wedding. My-she-our
party was anxious to walk, and certainly the church
was just round the corner, and I shouldn’t have
minded; but the Colonel made a great point of it.”
“You men shouldn’t be
so chivalrous,” said Margaret thoughtfully.
“Why not?”
She knew why not, but said that she
did not know. He then announced that, unless
she had anything special to say, he must visit the
wine-cellar, and they went off together in search of
Burton. Though clumsy and a little inconvenient,
Oniton was a genuine country-house. They clattered
down flagged passages, looking into room after room,
and scaring unknown maids from the performance of obscure
duties. The wedding-breakfast must be in readiness
when they come back from church, and tea would be
served in the garden. The sight of so many agitated
and serious people made Margaret smile, but she reflected
that they were paid to be serious, and enjoyed being
agitated. Here were the lower wheels of the machine
that was tossing Evie up into nuptial glory. A
little boy blocked their way with pig-pails. His
mind could not grasp their greatness, and he said:
“By your leave; let me pass, please.”
Henry asked him where Burton was. But the servants
were so new that they did not know one another’s
names. In the still-room sat the band, who had
stipulated for champagne as part of their fee, and
who were already drinking beer. Scents of Araby
came from the kitchen, mingled with cries. Margaret
knew what had happened there, for it happened at Wickham
Place. One of the wedding dishes had boiled over,
and the cook was throwing cedar-shavings to hide the
smell. At last they came upon the butler.
Henry gave him the keys, and handed Margaret down the
cellar-stairs. Two doors were unlocked. She,
who kept all her wine at the bottom of the linen-cupboard,
was astonished at the sight. “We shall
never get through it!” she cried, and the two
men were suddenly drawn into brotherhood, and exchanged
smiles. She felt as if she had again jumped out
of the car while it was moving.
Certainly Oniton would take some digesting.
It would be no small business to remain herself, and
yet to assimilate such an establishment. She
must remain herself, for his sake as well as her own,
since a shadowy wife degrades the husband whom she
accompanies; and she must assimilate for reasons of
common honesty, since she had no right to marry a
man and make him uncomfortable. Her only ally
was the power of Home. The loss of Wickham Place
had taught her more than its possession. Howards
End had repeated the lesson. She was determined
to create new sanctities among these hills.
After visiting the wine-cellar, she
dressed, and then came the wedding, which seemed a
small affair when compared with the preparations for
it. Everything went like one o’clock.
Mr. Cahill materialised out of space, and was waiting
for his bride at the church door. No one dropped
the ring or mispronounced the responses, or trod on
Evie’s train, or cried. In a few minutes
the clergymen performed their duty, the register was
signed, and they were back in their carriages, negotiating
the dangerous curve by the lych-gate. Margaret
was convinced that they had not been married at all,
and that the Norman church had been intent all the
time on other business.
There were more documents to sign
at the house, and the breakfast to eat, and then a
few more people dropped in for the garden party.
There had been a great many refusals, and after all
it was not a very big affair-not as big
as Margaret’s would be. She noted the dishes
and the strips of red carpet, that outwardly she might
give Henry what was proper. But inwardly she
hoped for something better than this blend of Sunday
church and fox-hunting. If only some one had been
upset! But this wedding had gone off so particularly
well-“quite like a durbar” in
the opinion of Lady Edser, and she thoroughly agreed
with her.
So the wasted day lumbered forward,
the bride and bridegroom drove off, yelling with laughter,
and for the second time the sun retreated towards
the hills of Wales. Henry, who was more tired
than he owned, came up to her in the castle meadow,
and, in tones of unusual softness, said that he was
pleased. Everything had gone off so well.
She felt that he was praising her, too, and blushed;
certainly she had done all she could with his intractable
friends, and had made a special point of kotowing
to the men. They were breaking camp this evening;
only the Warringtons and quiet child would stay the
night, and the others were already moving towards
the house to finish their packing. “I think
it did go off well,” she agreed. “Since
I had to jump out of the motor, I’m thankful
I lighted on my left hand. I am so very glad
about it, Henry dear; I only hope that the guests
at ours may be half as comfortable. You must all
remember that we have no practical person among us,
except my aunt, and she is not used to entertainments
on a large scale.”
“I know,” he said gravely.
“Under the circumstances, it would be better
to put everything into the hands of Harrods or Whiteley’s,
or even to go to some hotel.”
“You desire a hotel?”
“Yes, because-well,
I mustn’t interfere with you. No doubt you
want to be married from your old home.”
“My old home’s falling
into pieces, Henry. I only want my new. Isn’t
it a perfect evening-
“The Alexandrina isn’t bad-
“The Alexandrina,”
she echoed, more occupied with the threads of smoke
that were issuing from their chimneys, and ruling the
sunlit slopes with parallels of grey.
“It’s off Curzon Street.”
“Is it? Let’s be married from off
Curzon Street.”
Then she turned westward, to gaze
at the swirling gold. Just where the river rounded
the hill the sun caught it. Fairyland must lie
above the bend, and its precious liquid was pouring
towards them past Charles’s bathing-shed.
She gazed so long that her eyes were dazzled, and when
they moved back to the house, she could not recognise
the faces of people who were coming out of it.
A parlour-maid was preceding them.
“Who are those people?” she asked.
“They’re callers!” exclaimed Henry.
“It’s too late for callers.”
“Perhaps they’re town people who want
to see the wedding presents.”
“I’m not at home yet to townees.”
“Well, hide among the ruins, and if I can stop
them, I will.”
He thanked her.
Margaret went forward, smiling socially.
She supposed that these were unpunctual guests, who
would have to be content with vicarious civility,
since Evie and Charles were gone, Henry tired, and
the others in their rooms. She assumed the airs
of a hostess; not for long. For one of the group
was Helen-Helen in her oldest clothes, and
dominated by that tense, wounding excitement that
had made her a terror in their nursery days.
“What is it?” she called. “Oh,
what’s wrong? Is Tibby ill?”
Helen spoke to her two companions,
who fell back. Then she bore forward furiously.
“They’re starving!” she shouted.
“I found them starving!”
“Who? Why have you come?”
“The Basts.”
“Oh, Helen!” moaned Margaret. “Whatever
have you done now?”
“He has lost his place.
He has been turned out of his bank. Yes, he’s
done for. We upper classes have ruined him, and
I suppose you’ll tell me it’s the battle
of life. Starving. His wife is ill.
Starving. She fainted in the train.”
“Helen, are you mad?”
“Perhaps. Yes. If
you like, I’m mad. But I’ve brought
them. I’ll stand injustice no longer.
I’ll show up the wretchedness that lies under
this luxury, this talk of impersonal forces, this
cant about God doing what we’re too slack to
do ourselves.”
“Have you actually brought two
starving people from London to Shropshire, Helen?”
Helen was checked. She had not
thought of this, and her hysteria abated. “There
was a restaurant car on the train,” she said.
“Don’t be absurd.
They aren’t starving, and you know it. Now,
begin from the beginning. I won’t have
such theatrical nonsense. How dare you! Yes,
how dare you!” she repeated, as anger filled
her, “bursting in to Evie’s wedding in
this heartless way. My goodness! but you’ve
a perverted notion of philanthropy. Look”-she
indicated the house-“servants, people
out of the windows. They think it’s some
vulgar scandal, and I must explain, ’Oh no,
it’s only my sister screaming, and only two
hangers-on of ours, whom she has brought here for no
conceivable reason.’”
“Kindly take back that word
‘hangers-on,’” said Helen, ominously
calm.
“Very well,” conceded
Margaret, who for all her wrath was determined to
avoid a real quarrel. “I, too, am sorry
about them, but it beats me why you’ve brought
them here, or why you’re here yourself.”
“It’s our last chance of seeing Mr. Wilcox.”
Margaret moved towards the house at
this. She was determined not to worry Henry.
“He’s going to Scotland.
I know he is. I insist on seeing him.”
“Yes, to-morrow.”
“I knew it was our last chance.”
“How do you do, Mr. Bast?”
said Margaret, trying to control her voice. “This
is an odd business. What view do you take of it?”
“There is Mrs. Bast, too,” prompted Helen.
Jacky also shook hands. She,
like her husband, was shy, and, furthermore, ill,
and furthermore, so bestially stupid that she could
not grasp what was happening. She only knew that
the lady had swept down like a whirlwind last night,
had paid the rent, redeemed the furniture, provided
them with a dinner and a breakfast, and ordered them
to meet her at Paddington next morning. Leonard
had feebly protested, and when the morning came, had
suggested that they shouldn’t go. But she,
half mesmerised, had obeyed. The lady had told
them to, and they must, and their bed-sitting-room
had accordingly changed into Paddington, and Paddington
into a railway carriage, that shook, and grew hot,
and grew cold, and vanished entirely, and reappeared
amid torrents of expensive scent. “You
have fainted,” said the lady in an awe-struck
voice. “Perhaps the air will do you good.”
And perhaps it had, for here she was, feeling rather
better among a lot of flowers.
“I’m sure I don’t
want to intrude,” began Leonard, in answer to
Margaret’s question. “But you have
been so kind to me in the past in warning me about
the Porphyrion that I wondered-why, I wondered
whether-
“Whether we could get him back
into the Porphyrion again,” supplied Helen.
“Meg, this has been a cheerful business.
A bright evening’s work that was on Chelsea
Embankment.”
Margaret shook her head and returned to Mr. Bast.
“I don’t understand.
You left the Porphyrion because we suggested it was
a bad concern, didn’t you?”
“That’s right.”
“And went into a bank instead?”
“I told you all that,”
said Helen; “and they reduced their staff after
he had been in a month, and now he’s penniless,
and I consider that we and our informant are directly
to blame.”
“I hate all this,” Leonard muttered.
“I hope you do, Mr. Bast.
But it’s no good mincing matters. You have
done yourself no good by coming here. If you intend
to confront Mr. Wilcox, and to call him to account
for a chance remark, you will make a very great mistake.”
“I brought them. I did it all,” cried
Helen.
“I can only advise you to go
at once. My sister has put you in a false position,
and it is kindest to tell you so. It’s too
late to get to town, but you’ll find a comfortable
hotel in Oniton, where Mrs. Bast can rest, and I hope
you’ll be my guests there.”
“That isn’t what I want,
Miss Schlegel,” said Leonard. “You’re
very kind, and no doubt it’s a false position,
but you make me miserable. I seem no good at
all.”
“It’s work he wants,” interpreted
Helen. “Can’t you see?”
Then he said: “Jacky, let’s
go. We’re more bother than we’re worth.
We’re costing these ladies pounds and pounds
already to get work for us, and they never will.
There’s nothing we’re good enough to do.”
“We would like to find you work,”
said Margaret rather conventionally. “We
want to-I, like my sister. You’re
only down in your luck. Go to the hotel, have
a good night’s rest, and some day you shall pay
me back the bill, if you prefer it.”
But Leonard was near the abyss, and
at such moments men see clearly. “You don’t
know what you’re talking about,” he said.
“I shall never get work now. If rich people
fail at one profession, they can try another.
Not I. I had my groove, and I’ve got out of it.
I could do one particular branch of insurance in one
particular office well enough to command a salary,
but that’s all. Poetry’s nothing,
Miss Schlegel. One’s thoughts about this
and that are nothing. Your money, too, is nothing,
if you’ll understand me. I mean if a man
over twenty once loses his own particular job, it’s
all over with him. I have seen it happen to others.
Their friends gave them money for a little, but in
the end they fall over the edge. It’s no
good. It’s the whole world pulling.
There always will be rich and poor.”
He ceased. “Won’t
you have something to eat?” said Margaret.
“I don’t know what to do. It isn’t
my house, and though Mr. Wilcox would have been glad
to see you at any other time-as I say, I
don’t know what to do, but I undertake to do
what I can for you. Helen, offer them something.
Do try a sandwich, Mrs. Bast.”
They moved to a long table behind
which a servant was still standing. Iced cakes,
sandwiches innumerable, coffee, claret-cup, champagne,
remained almost intact; their overfed guests could
do no more. Leonard refused. Jacky thought
she could manage a little. Margaret left them
whispering together, and had a few more words with
Helen.
She said: “Helen, I like
Mr. Bast. I agree that he’s worth helping.
I agree that we are directly responsible.”
“No, indirectly. Via Mr. Wilcox.”
“Let me tell you once for all
that if you take up that attitude, I’ll do nothing.
No doubt you’re right logically, and are entitled
to say a great many scathing things about Henry.
Only, I won’t have it. So choose.”
Helen looked at the sunset.
“If you promise to take them
quietly to the George I will speak to Henry about
them-in my own way, mind; there is to be
none of this absurd screaming about justice.
I have no use for justice. If it was only a question
of money, we could do it ourselves. But he wants
work, and that we can’t give him, but possibly
Henry can.”
“It’s his duty to,” grumbled Helen.
“Nor am I concerned with duty.
I’m concerned with the characters of various
people whom we know, and how, things being as they
are, things may be made a little better. Mr.
Wilcox hates being asked favours; all business men
do. But I am going to ask him, at the risk of
a rebuff, because I want to make things a little better.”
“Very well. I promise. You take it
very calmly.”
“Take them off to the George,
then, and I’ll try. Poor creatures! but
they look tired.” As they parted, she added:
“I haven’t nearly done with you, though,
Helen. You have been most self-indulgent.
I can’t get over it. You have less restraint
rather than more as you grow older. Think it
over and alter yourself, or we shan’t have happy
lives.”
She rejoined Henry. Fortunately
he had been sitting down: these physical matters
were important. “Was it townees?”
he asked, greeting her with a pleasant smile.
“You’ll never believe
me,” said Margaret, sitting down beside him.
“It’s all right now, but it was my sister.”
“Helen here?” he cried,
preparing to rise. “But she refused the
invitation. I thought hated weddings.”
“Don’t get up. She
has not come to the wedding. I’ve bundled
her off to the George.”
Inherently hospitable, he protested.
“No; she has two of her proteges with her and
must keep with them.”
“Let ’em all come.”
“My dear Henry, did you see them?”
“I did catch sight of a brown bunch of a woman,
certainly.”
“The brown bunch was Helen,
but did you catch sight of a sea-green and salmon
bunch?”
“What! are they out bean-feasting?”
“No; business. They wanted
to see me, and later on I want to talk to you about
them.”
She was ashamed of her own diplomacy.
In dealing with a Wilcox, how tempting it was to lapse
from comradeship, and to give him the kind of woman
that he desired! Henry took the hint at once,
and said: “Why later on? Tell me now.
No time like the present.”
“Shall I?”
“If it isn’t a long story.”
“Oh, not five minutes; but there’s
a sting at the end of it, for I want you to find the
man some work in your office.”
“What are his qualifications?”
“I don’t know. He’s a clerk.”
“How old?”
“Twenty-five, perhaps.”
“What’s his name?”
“Bast,” said Margaret,
and was about to remind him that they had met at Wickham
Place, but stopped herself. It had not been a
successful meeting.
“Where was he before?”
“Dempster’s Bank.”
“Why did he leave?” he asked, still remembering
nothing.
“They reduced their staff.”
“All right; I’ll see him.”
It was the reward of her tact and
devotion through the day. Now she understood
why some women prefer influence to rights. Mrs.
Plynlimmon, when condemning suffragettes, had said:
“The woman who can’t influence her husband
to vote the way she wants ought to be ashamed of herself.”
Margaret had winced, but she was influencing Henry
now, and though pleased at her little victory, she
knew that she had won it by the methods of the harem.
“I should be glad if you took
him,” she said, “but I don’t know
whether he’s qualified.”
“I’ll do what I can.
But, Margaret, this mustn’t be taken as a precedent.”
“No, of course-of course-
“I can’t fit in your proteges every day.
Business would suffer.”
“I can promise you he’s the last.
He-he’s rather a special case.”
“Proteges always are.”
She let it stand at that. He
rose with a little extra touch of complacency, and
held out his hand to help her up. How wide the
gulf between Henry as he was and Henry as Helen thought
he ought to be! And she herself-hovering
as usual between the two, now accepting men as they
are, now yearning with her sister for Truth. Love
and Truth-their warfare seems eternal perhaps
the whole visible world rests on it, and if they were
one, life itself, like the spirits when Prospero was
reconciled to his brother, might vanish into air, into
thin air.
“Your protege has made us late,”
said he. “The Fussells-will just
be starting.”
On the whole she sided with men as
they are. Henry would save the Basts as he had
saved Howards End, while Helen and her friends were
discussing the ethics of salvation. His was a
slap-dash method, but the world has been built slap-dash,
and the beauty of mountain and river and sunset may
be but the varnish with which the unskilled artificer
hides his joins. Oniton, like herself, was imperfect.
Its apple-trees were stunted, its castle ruinous.
It, too, had suffered in the border warfare between
the Anglo-Saxon and the Celt, between things as they
are and as they ought to be. Once more the west
was retreating, once again the orderly stars were
dotting the eastern sky. There is certainly no
rest for us on the earth. But there is happiness,
and as Margaret descended the mound on her lover’s
arm, she felt that she was having her share.
To her annoyance, Mrs. Bast was still
in the garden; the husband and Helen had left her
there to finish her meal while they went to engage
rooms. Margaret found this woman repellent.
She had felt, when shaking her hand, an overpowering
shame. She remembered the motive of her call
at Wickham Place, and smelt again odours from the abyss-odours
the more disturbing because they were involuntary.
For there was no malice in Jacky. There she sat,
a piece of cake in one hand, an empty champagne glass
in the other, doing no harm to anybody.
“She’s overtired,” Margaret whispered.
“She’s something else,”
said Henry. “This won’t do. I
can’t have her in my garden in this state.”
“Is she-” Margaret
hesitated to add “drunk.” Now that
she was going to marry him, he had grown particular.
He discountenanced risque conversations now.
Henry went up to the woman. She
raised her face, which gleamed in the twilight like
a puff-ball.
“Madam, you will be more comfortable
at the hotel,” he said sharply.
Jacky replied: “If it isn’t Hen!”
“Ne crois pas
que lé mari lui ressemble,”
apologised Margaret. “Il est
tout a fait different.”
“Henry!” she repeated, quite distinctly.
Mr. Wilcox was much annoyed.
“I congratulate you on your proteges,”
he remarked.
“Hen, don’t go. You do love me, dear,
don’t you?”
“Bless us, what a person!” sighed Margaret,
gathering up her skirts.
Jacky pointed with her cake.
“You’re a nice boy, you are.”
She yawned. “There now, I love you.”
“Henry, I am awfully sorry.”
“And pray why?” he asked,
and looked at her so sternly that she feared he was
ill. He seemed more scandalised than the facts
demanded.
“To have brought this down on you.”
“Pray don’t apologise.”
The voice continued.
“Why does she call you ’Hen’?”
said Margaret innocently. “Has she ever
seen you before?”
“Seen Hen before!” said
Jacky. “Who hasn’t seen Hen?
He’s serving you like me, my boys! You
wait-Still we love ’em.”
“Are you now satisfied?” Henry asked.
Margaret began to grow frightened.
“I don’t know what it is all about,”
she said. “Let’s come in.”
But he thought she was acting.
He thought he was trapped. He saw his whole life
crumbling. “Don’t you indeed?”
he said bitingly. “I do. Allow me
to congratulate you on the success of your plan.”
“This is Helen’s plan, not mine.”
“I now understand your interest
in the Basts. Very well thought out. I am
amused at your caution, Margaret. You are quite
right-it was necessary. I am a man,
and have lived a man’s past. I have the
honour to release you from your engagement.”
Still she could not understand.
She knew of life’s seamy side as a theory; she
could not grasp it as a fact. More words from
Jacky were necessary-words unequivocal,
undenied.
“So that-”
burst from her, and she went indoors. She stopped
herself from saying more.
“So what?” asked Colonel
Fussell, who was getting ready to start in the hall.
“We were saying-Henry
and I were just having the fiercest argument, my point
being-” Seizing his fur coat from
a footman, she offered to help him on. He protested,
and there was a playful little scene.
“No, let me do that,” said Henry, following.
“Thanks so much! You see-he
has forgiven me!”
The Colonel said gallantly: “I don’t
expect there’s much to forgive.”
He got into the car. The ladies
followed him after an interval. Maids, courier,
and heavier luggage had been sent on earlier by the
branch-line. Still chattering, still thanking
their host and patronising their future hostess, the
guests were borne away.
Then Margaret continued: “So that woman
has been your mistress?”
“You put it with your usual delicacy,”
he replied.
“When, please?”
“Why?”
“When, please?”
“Ten years ago.”
She left him without a word.
For it was not her tragedy; it was Mrs. Wilcox’s.