Philip’s disposition had been
so curiously affected by the emotions of the last
few months that he was not in the least surprised to
find himself, that evening, torn by a very curious
and unfamiliar spasm of jealousy. After an hour
or so of indecision he made his way, as usual, to
the theatre, but instead of going at once to Elizabeth’s
room, he slipped in at the back of the stalls.
The house was crowded, and, seated in the stage box,
alone and gloomy, his somewhat austere demeanour intensified
by the severity of his evening clothes, sat Sylvanus
Power with the air of a conqueror. Philip, unaccountably
restless, left his seat in a very few minutes, and,
making his way to the box office, scribbled a line
to Elizabeth. The official to whom he handed
it looked at him in surprise.
“Won’t you go round yourself,
Mr. Ware?” he suggested. “Miss Dalstan
has another ten minutes before she is on.”
Philip shook his head.
“I’m looking for a man
I know,” he replied evasively. “I’ll
be somewhere about here in five minutes.”
The answer came in less than that
time. It was just a scrawled line in pencil:
“Forgive me, dear. I will
explain everything in the morning, if you will come
to my rooms at eleven o’clock. This evening
I have a hateful duty to perform and I cannot see
you.”
Philip, impatient of the atmosphere
of the theatre, wandered out into the streets with
the note in his pocket. Broadway was thronged
with people, a heterogeneous, slowly-moving throng,
the hardest crowd to apprehend, to understand, of
any in the world. He looked absently into the
varying stream of faces, stared at the whirling sky-signs,
the lights flashing from the tall buildings, heard
snatches of the music from the open doors of the cafes
and restaurants. Men, and even women, elbowed
him, unresenting, out of the way, without the semblance
of an apology. It seemed to him that his presence
there, part of the drifting pandemonium of the pavement,
was in a sense typical of his own existence in New
York. He had given so much of his life into another’s
hands and now the anchor was dragging. He was
suddenly confronted with the possibility of a rift
in his relations with Elizabeth; with a sudden surging
doubt, not of Elizabeth herself but simply a feeling
of insecurity with regard to their future. He
only realised in those moments how much he had leaned
upon her, how completely she seemed to have extended
over him and his troubled life some sort of sheltering
influence, to which he had succumbed with an effortless,
an almost fatalistic impulse, finding there, at any
rate, a refuge from the horrors of his empty days.
It was all abstract and impersonal at first, this
jealousy which had come so suddenly to disturb the
serenity of an almost too perfect day, but as the hours
passed it seemed to him that his thoughts dwelt more
often upon the direct cause of his brief separation
from Elizabeth. He turned in at one of the clubs
of which he had been made a member, and threw himself
gloomily into an easy-chair. His thoughts had
turned towards the grim, masterful personality of
the man who seemed to have obtruded himself upon their
lives. What did it mean when Elizabeth told him
she was engaged for to-night? She was supping
with him somewhere probably at that moment
seated opposite to him at a small, rose-shaded table
in one of the many restaurants of the city which they
had visited together. He, Sylvanus Power, his
supplanter, was occupying the place that belonged to
him, ordering her supper, humouring her little preferences,
perhaps sharing with her that little glow of relief
which comes with the hour of rest, after the strain
of the day’s work. The suggestion was intolerable.
To-morrow he would have an explanation! Elizabeth
belonged to him. The sooner the world knew it,
the better, and this man first of all. He read
her few lines again, hastily pencilled, and evidently
written standing up. There was a certain ignominy
in being sent about his business, just because this
colossus from the West had appeared and claimed what?
Not his right! he could have no right!
What then?...
Philip ordered a drink, tore open
an evening paper, and tried to read. The letters
danced before his eyes, the whisky and soda stood neglected
at his elbow. Afterwards he found himself looking
into space. There was something cynical, challenging
almost, in the manner in which that man had taken
Elizabeth away from him, had acknowledged his introduction,
even had treated the author of a play, a writer, as
some sort of a mountebank, making his living by catering
for the amusements of the world. How did that
man regard such gifts as his, he wondered? Sylvanus
Power, of whom he had seen it written that he was one
of the conquerors of nature, a hard but splendid utilitarian,
the builder of railways in China and bridges for the
transit of his metals amid the clouds of the mountain
tops. In the man’s absence, his harshness,
almost uncouthness, seemed modified. He was a
rival, without a doubt, and to-night a favoured one.
How well had he known Elizabeth? For how long?
Was it true, that rumour he had once heard that
the first step in her fortunes had been due to the
caprice of a millionaire? He found the room stifling,
but the thought of the streets outside unnerved him.
He looked about for some distraction.
The room was beginning to fill actors,
musicians, a few journalists, a great many men of
note in the world of Bohemia kept streaming in.
One or two of them nodded to him, several paused to
speak.
“Hullo, Ware!” Noel Bridges
exclaimed. “Not often you give us a look
in. What are you doing with yourself here all
alone?”
Philip turned to answer him, and suddenly
felt the fire blaze up again. He saw his questioner’s
frown, saw him even bite his lip as though conscious
of having said a tactless thing. The actor probably
understood the whole situation well enough.
“I generally go into the Lotus,”
Philip lied. “To-night I had a fancy to
come here.”
“The Lotus is too far up town
for us fellows,” Bridges remarked. “We
need a drink, a little supper, and to see our pals
quickly when the night’s work is over.
I hear great things of the new play, Mr. Ware, but
I don’t know when you’ll get a chance
to produce it. Were you in the house tonight?”
“Only for a moment.”
“Going stronger than ever,”
Bridges continued impressively. “Yes, thanks,
I’ll take a Scotch highball,” he added,
in response to Philip’s mute invitation, “plenty
of ice, Mick. There wasn’t a seat to be
had in the house, and I wouldn’t like to say
what old Fink had to go through before he could get
his box for the great Sylvanus.”
“His box?” Philip queried.
“The theatre belongs to Sylvanus
Power, you know,” Bridges explained. “He
built it five years ago.”
“For a speculation?”
The actor fidgeted for a moment with his tumbler.
“No, for Miss Dalstan,” he replied.
Philip set his teeth hard. The
temptation to pursue the conversation was almost overpowering.
The young man himself, though a trifle embarrassed,
seemed perfectly willing to talk. At least it
was better to know the truth! Then another impulse
suddenly asserted itself. Whatever he was to
know he must learn from her lips and from hers only.
“Well, I should think it’s turned out
all right,” he remarked.
Noel Bridges shrugged his shoulders.
“The rent, if it were figured
out at a fair interest on the capital, would be something
fabulous,” he declared. “You see,
the place was extravagantly built without
any regard to cost. The dressing rooms, as you
may have noticed, are wonderful, and all the appointments
are unique. I don’t fancy the old man’s
ever had a quarter’s rent yet that’s paid
him one per cent, on the money. See you later,
perhaps, Mr. Ware,” the young man concluded,
setting down his tumbler. “I’m going
in to have a grill. Why don’t you come
along?”
Philip hesitated for a second and
then, somewhat to the other’s surprise, assented.
He was conscious that he had been, perhaps, just a
little unresponsive to the many courtesies which had
been offered him here and at the other kindred clubs.
They had been ready to receive him with open arms,
this little fraternity of brain-workers, and his response
had been, perhaps, a little doubtful, not from any
lack of appreciation but partly from that curious
diffidence, so hard to understand but so fundamentally
English, and partly because of that queer sense of
being an impostor which sometimes swept over him,
a sense that he was, after all, only the ghost of
another man, living a subjective life; that, reason
it out however he might, there was something of the
fraud in any personality he might adopt. And
yet, deep down in his heart he was conscious of so
earnest a desire to be really one of them, this good-natured,
good-hearted, gay-spirited little throng, with their
delightful intimacies, their keen interest in each
other’s welfare, their potent, almost mysterious
geniality, which seemed to draw the stranger of kindred
tastes so closely under its influence. Philip,
as he sat at the long table with a dozen or so other
men, did his best that night to break through the
fetters, tried hard to remember that his place amongst
them, after all, was honest enough. They were
writers and actors and journalists. Well, he
too was a writer. He had written a play which
they had welcomed with open arms, as they had done
him. In this world of Bohemia, if anywhere, he
surely had a right to lift up his head and breathe and
he would do it. He sat with them, smoking and
talking, until the little company began to thin out,
establishing all the time a new reputation, doing
a great deal to dissipate that little sense of disappointment
which his former non-responsiveness had created.
“He’s a damned good fellow,
after all,” one of them declared, as at last
he left the room. “He is losing his Britishness
every day he stays here.”
“Been through rough times, they say,”
another remarked.
“He is one of those,”
an elder member pronounced, taking his pipe for a
moment from his mouth, “who was never made for
happiness. You can always read those men.
You can see it behind their eyes.”
Nevertheless, Philip walked home a
saner and a better man. He felt somehow warmed
by those few hours of companionship. The senseless
part of his jealousy was gone, his trust in Elizabeth
reestablished. He looked at the note once more
as he undressed. At eleven o’clock on the
following morning in her rooms!