The autumn was coming on. The
cholera had abated. The air was cool and fresh.
The country was taking fire from the colors of the
changing year. And I was feeling more rugged
than I had ever felt in my life.
As I have said, a college had already
been founded in Jacksonville. Indeed, some years
before my coming the one brick building on the campus
had been constructed; and before that the log hut,
also on the campus, in which the young president and
his pretty wife had spent their first winter here
in 1829. Reverdy told me that he had helped to
hew and place the logs. I had become acquainted
with Mr. Sturtevant, the president; for he was eager
to hear of England, and Oxford and Eton. I was
fascinated with this experiment of a college in the
wilderness. He loaned me many books; and I often
spent an evening at his house.
In September I decided to go out to
the farm and live with the Engles. I had many
plans for the spring which could be better attended
to on the ground; and then I was getting ready to
build me a house. Reverdy knew where to find
the logs, how to prepare them. He knew where to
get men to help him, and I was glad to leave these
things to him. Mr. Brooks had already commenced
proceedings to settle the title to the land, dividing
it between Zoe and me. This was off my mind.
I had men building fences, plowing. I was buying
horses, cattle, hogs. In all these things Reverdy
was an incalculable help. I could not have succeeded
without him. He knew horses and he helped me
to honest dealers.
One day I was walking over my land.
I came to a beautiful grove of trees by the brook.
And there in the midst of it was a log hut. I
pushed the rude door open and entered. There
was but one room. It had a fireplace needing
repair. I saw a ladder in the corner, climbed
it through a loft hole and looked into the loft.
The rafters were rough and crooked, made only of undressed
poles. I could see daylight through the shingles.
The floor was of hewn planks. But I was elated.
Why not come here to live? I did not like the
Engle children. They were too numerous. I
had no privacy there. But here! I could
be to myself. I could make myself more comfortable
than I was at the Engles’. I could have
what food I wanted. I could kill game, for the
country was full of it. I could bring my books.
I could be a lord.
I hurried back to town to tell Reverdy;
to ask him to help me to mend the fireplace, and to
put the house in condition for the coming winter.
Reverdy looked at me in astonishment. How could
I stand the loneliness? Did I know what I was
getting into? Could I take care of myself entirely?
What if I fell ill again and in the middle of the winter,
when the ways were snowbound?
I thought of Zoe. Why not take
her with me? I could teach her. She could
run the house. Reverdy looked at me with a certain
dubiety. Sarah would hate to part with Zoe.
Perhaps there were other things; but he did not express
them. However, nothing could deter me.
Zoe was delighted with the plan.
She wanted to get away, to be with me, since I wanted
her. Besides, Reverdy and Sarah were to be married
in a few days. He was coming to the house to
live and that would make a difference in the conveniences.
And Mrs. Spurgeon, as far as I could judge, was not
averse to Zoe’s departure. Thus it was to
be as I wished.
Reverdy left off the work on my new
house to help me repair the hut. We had to make
a hearth. For this I found stones by the brook.
We stopped the chinks between the logs with heavy,
tough clay. We mended the holes in the roof.
We repaired the floor. I bought beds and bedding,
utensils for cooking, a rifle, an ax, and some other
tools. I stocked the house with provisions.
And in a week I was installed, listening at night to
the cry of the wild animals, wolves and foxes and owls;
and the song of late whippoorwills when an access
of lingering summer warmed the midnights. I chopped
my own wood. I killed quails and squirrels, and
roasted them. I tried my hand at making cornbread.
And I awoke in the delicious mornings, exuberant and
happy. Zoe had not come to me yet, for she was
staying on at Mrs. Spurgeon’s until Sarah was
married. And at last the wedding was celebrated.
I shall never forget that night.
It was unlike anything of which I had ever heard.
The town minister performed the ceremony. Mr.
and Mrs. Sturtevant were present. Douglas had
been invited; but whether he failed to get the message,
or whether his new duties of teaching at Winchester
prevented him from coming I do not know. We missed
him greatly. An emergency arose in which his
courage and gift of speech might have been of use.
I can imagine how he would have handled the crowd that
assembled outside while the wedding was in progress.
In short, we were treated to a shivaree, or charivari.
No sooner had the clergyman pronounced
the final words than the most unearthly noise broke
loose right at the door. There was the sound of
tin pans, kettles, horns, drums; and this pandemonium
was punctuated by the firing of shots and the throwing
of stones at the door and gravel upon the window panes.
Sarah, already flushed from excitement, took on an
expression of alarm. I thought that we had been
attacked by a band of Indians bent upon massacre.
The clergyman, however, smiled. And Reverdy left
the side of his bride and went to the door.
He flung it open. And there burst
upon my vision the wildest assemblage of faces I had
ever seen. Some were blacked to resemble the negro.
Some were painted to look like the Indian on the warpath.
They were dressed fantastically, in a variety of colors,
with feathers in their hair or hats or coon caps.
They leered, grinned from ear to ear. They yelled,
and again began to beat their pans and kettles and
to fire their rifles. Sarah put her fingers to
her lips in a gesture of terror, of violated privacy.
But after all this was but the frontier’s hymeneal
chant, the festivities of the uninvited wedding guests.
To quiet them it was necessary to ask them to partake
of the wedding delicacies.
They pushed and writhed into the room.
Some of them were half drunk. They trod upon
each other. What they might have done if Reverdy
had not managed them out of the kindness of his heart
and with a certain adroitness is past conceiving.
It seemed to me that a riot was on the point of breaking
loose at any minute. But having satisfied themselves,
they began to file out. Some lingered to wish
the bride and groom a happy life. Reverdy spoke
with each one in such friendliness of voice and manner,
in which there was neither nervousness nor resentment.
He took it all as a matter of course. But Sarah
was visibly distrait. I could see that she was
relieved as they began to depart. A few yells,
a few intermittent shots marked their going away.
Then all was silent. The guests now began to
leave. And as I was going back to my hut for the
night I came to Reverdy and Sarah to bid them God-speed.
I had never seen Sarah look so charming. Her
bridal dress was made of striped calico. She
had a bonnet to match. Reverdy had a new suit
of blue jeans. He looked handsome and strong.
And he turned his eyes upon Sarah with a look of protecting
tenderness. I took their hands in mine to emphasize
my blessing with the closeness of affectionate contact.
Sarah kissed me on the cheek; and I left, bestriding
my horse at the gate, and riding through the darkness
to my hut.
Zoe was to come to me the next morning.