That evening Eden and her husband
dined alone. But it was not till coffee was served
and the servants left the room that either of them
had an opportunity of exchanging speech on matters
other than such as were of passing interest.
For the rout which both were to attend that night
Eden had already prepared. It was the initial
Matriarch’s of the season, and rumor had it
that it was to be a very smart affair. On this
occasion the waiters, it was understood, were to be
in livery; and an attempt had been made to give the
rooms something of the aspect and aroma which appertains
to a private house. As a consequence those of
the gentler sex who were bidden had given some thought
to their frocks, while those who were not had garmented
themselves in their stoutest mantles of indifference.
On receiving the large bit of cardboard
on which the invitation was engraved, Eden had at
first determined to word and dispatch a regret.
Entertainments of that kind had ceased to appeal to
her. At gatherings of similar nature which she
attended she had long since divided the male element
into the youths who wished to seem older than they
looked, and the mature individuals who wished to appear
younger than they were; while as for the women, they
reminded her of Diogenes looking for a man. On
receiving the invitation she had, therefore, determined
to send a regret, but on mentioning the circumstance
to her husband he had expressed the desire that she
should accept. He liked to have her admired,
and moreover, though the function itself might be tiresome,
still she owed some duty to society, and there were
few easier ways in which that duty could be performed.
Accordingly an acceptance was sent, and as a reward
of that heroism Usselex had brought her a plastron
of opals.
That plastron she now wore. Her
gown, which was cut a trifle lower on the back than
on the neck, was of a hue that suggested the blending
of sulphur and of salmon. Her arms were cased
in Suède, into which she had rolled that part
of the glove which covers the hand. Save for the
wedding-token her fingers were ringless. She had
nothing about her throat. But from shoulder to
shoulder, from breast to girdle, was a cuirass of
gems, flecked with absinthe and oscillant with flame.
It was barbaric in splendor, Roman in beauty; it startled
and captivated. And in it Eden looked the personified
spirit of Bysance, a dream that had taken form.
Her husband let his eyes have all their will of her.
Even the butler was dazzled.
During the progress of the meal the
presence of that person and of his underlings prevented
any conversation of reportable interest. But while
the courses were being served Eden noticed that her
husband was in an unusually sprightly mood. He
touched on one topic of the day, presently on another,
and left that for a third. To each he gave a new
aspect. It was as though he were tossing crystal
balls. Now, when an educated man is not a pedant
he can in discoursing about nothing at all exert a
very palpable influence. Mr. Usselex talked like
a philosopher who has seen the world. To many
a woman there is nothing more wearisome than the conversation
of a man who has nothing to desire and nothing to fear.
That man is usually her husband. But with Eden
it was different. She listened with the pleasure
of a convalescent. She was just issuing from
the little nightmare of the afternoon, and as he spoke,
now and then she interrupted with some fancy of her
own; but all the while deep down in the fibres of
her being she felt a smart of self-reproach that mingled
with exultation. Her suspicions had vanished.
They had been born of the dusk and creatures of it.
And she looked down through the opals into her heart
and over at her husband and smiled.
The butler and his underlings had
departed. The meal was done. Usselex smiled
too. He left his seat and went behind her.
He drew her head back, bent over, and kissed her on
the lips; then mirroring his eyes in hers, he kissed
her again, drew a chair to her side, and took her hand
in his.
“Look at me, Eden,” he
said. “I love your eyes. Speak to me.
I love your voice. They say that at twenty a
man loves best. They are wrong. Youth is
inconstant. It is with age a man learns what love
can be. Do you not think I know? Look at
me and tell me. Eden, joy frightens. Sometimes
I wonder that I had the courage to ask you to be my
wife. Sometimes I fear you think me too old.
Sometimes I fear you may regret. But you must
never regret. Any man you might have met could
be more attractive than I, but no one could care for
you more; no one. Tell me; you believe that,
do you not?”
And Eden, turning her head with the
motion of a swan, answered, “I know it.”
“Eden,” he continued,
“my life has not been pleasant. I have told
you little of it. In the lives of everyone there
are incidents that are best left buried. If I
have been reticent it has not been from lack of confidence;
it has been because I feared to distress you.
For years I did not understand; the reason of pain
is seldom clear. At times I thought my strength
overtaxed. I accused fate; it had been wilful
to me. It had beckoned me to pleasant places;
when I reached them the meadows disappeared, the intervales
were quagmires, and the palace I had espied was a
prison, with a sword for bolt. I accused justice
as I had accused fate. Eden, men are not always
sincere. There are people who do wrong, who injure,
wantonly, in sport. And so I accused justice:
I had expected it to be human; but justice is straight
as a bayonet, and her breasts are of stone. It
was long before I understood, but when I saw you I
did. What I had suffered was needful; it was
a preparation for you. No, justice is never human,
but sometimes it is divine.”
He had been speaking in a monotone,
his voice sinking at times into a whisper, as though
he feared some other than herself might hear his words.
Éden’s hand still lay within his own, and
now he stood up and led her, waist-encircled, to the
outer room. There they found other seats, and
for a moment both were silent.
“If I have not questioned you,”
Eden said, at last, “it has been for a woman’s
reason. I am content. Had you a grief, I
would demand to share it with you. It would be
my right, would it not? But of what has gone
before I prefer to remain in ignorance. It is
not that I am incurious. It is that I prefer
to think of your life as I think of my own, that its
beginning was our wedding-day. I too am some times
afraid. There are things of which I also have
been reticent. I remember once thinking that
to be happy was a verb that had no present tense.
I do not think so now,” she added, after a moment;
and to her exquisite lips the smile returned.
“There are so many things I want to tell,”
she continued. “Before I met you I thought
myself in love. Oh, but I did, though. And
it was not until after I had known you that I found
that which I had taken for love was not love at all.
How did I know? Well you see, because
that is not love which goes. And that went.
It was for the man I cared, not the individual.
At the time I did not understand, nor did I until
you came. Truly I don’t see why I should
speak of this. Every girl, I fancy, experiences
the same thing. But when you came life seemed
larger. You brought with you new currents.
Do you know what I thought? People said I married
you for money. I married you because what
do you suppose, now? Because I loved you?
But at that time I told myself I had done with love.
No, it was not so much for that as because I was ambitious
for us both. It was because I thought Wall Street
too small for such as you. It was because I discerned
in you that power which coerces men. It was because
I believed in the future; it was because I trusted
you. Yes, it was for that, and yet this afternoon What
is it, Harris?”
A servant had entered the room, bearing
a letter on a tray.
“A letter for you, sir,” he said.
Usselex took the note, opened the
envelope, which he tossed on the table, and possessed
himself of the contents.
“Is the messenger waiting?” he asked.
“Yes, sir.”
“Very good. Say I will be there immediately.”
The man bowed and left the room.
“I am sorry, Eden ”
“What is it?”
“Nothing of any moment a
matter of business to which I must attend.”
He glanced at the clock. “It is after ten,”
he added. “You will not want to leave for
Delmonico’s before half-past eleven, will you?
Very good; I will be back long before then.”
He had risen from his seat, and now he bent over and
took her hand in his. “I am sorry I have
to go. It is so seldom we have an evening together.
And I had counted on this.”
Eden raised a finger warningly.
“If you are not back in time,” she said,
“I will send for Arnswald and go with him.”
“I can trust him with you,”
he answered, and left the room. In a moment he
returned, hat in hand. “By the way, Eden,
I forgot to ask you have sent out cards,
have you not?”
“Yes, the world is informed
that Mrs. John Usselex is at home on Saturdays.”
“Would you mind sending that
announcement to some one whom you don’t know?
It’s just for the civility of the thing.”
“Certainly. Who is it?”
“A Mrs. Feverill.”
“Feverill? Mrs. Feverill.”
Eden contracted her eyebrows. “Where have
I heard that name before?”
“I don’t think you have ever heard it.”
Eden laughed. “She wears
blue velvet, I am sure; but I will send the card.
Where does she live?”
Usselex bent over and touched her
forehead with his lips. “That is good of
you,” he said. “She will take it very
kindly.” And with that he moved to the
door.
“But what is the address?” Eden called
after him.
“The Ranleigh,” he answered;
and from the hall he added, in a louder tone, “I
will be back in less than an hour.”
“The Ranleigh,” she repeated
to herself. “The Ranleigh!” And then
suddenly the wall of the room parted like a curtain;
to her ears came a cry of violins, dominated and accentuated
by a blare of brass. Mrs. Manhattan was at her
elbow. Behind her was Jones; beneath was a woman,
her face turned to hers. She caught the motion
of Mrs. Manhattan’s fan. Beyond, in a canvas
forest, stood a man, open-mouthed, raising and lowering
his right arm at regular intervals. And between
the shiver of violins and the shudder of trumpets,
she heard some one saying, “Mrs. Feverill, that
is rather fly. Stops at the Ranleigh.”
At once the music swooned. The opera-house dissolved
into mist, and Eden was in a carriage, eying through
the open window the cut of a passer’s gown.
In her lap were some flowers; she raised them to her
face, and as she put them down again, a cab drove
past, bearing her husband and the woman who was considered
fly. And this was the woman he wished her to receive!
She caught and pinioned her forehead in her hands.
In the distance the shadow of the afternoon loomed
again, but this time more monstrous and potent than
before. And nearer and nearer it came blacker
than hate and more appalling than shame; in a moment
it would be on her; she would be shrouded in it for
evermore, and no defense not one.
“No, no,” she murmured.
Her hands left her forehead. She clutched her
throat as though to tear some invisible grasp away.
“No, no,” she murmured, “it cannot
be.”
“Look at me, Eden,” some
one was saying; “look at me; I love your eyes.
Youth is inconstant. It is with age ”
It was her husband reassuring her
even in his absence. “Speak to me; I love
your voice.” And memory, continuing its
office of mercy, served as aegis and exorcised advancing
night. In her nervousness at the parried attack,
she left her seat and paced the room, the opals glittering
on her waist. “But he told me,” she
mused, “he told me that the woman’s husband
was in trouble that he was endeavoring to
aid them both. What did I hear when I first met
him? There was a clerk or someone in his office,
a man whom he trusted who deceived him, who was imprisoned,
and to whose people he then furnished means for support.
It is criminal for me to doubt him as I have.
Do I not know him to be generous? have I not found
him sincere?”
She shook out a fold of her frock
impatiently. “A child frightened at momentary
solitude was never more absurd than I.”
For a little space she continued her promenade up
and down the room, leaving at each turn some fringe
of suspicion behind. And presently the entire
fabric seemed to leave her. To the corners of
her mouth the smile returned. She went back to
the sofa and was about to resume her former seat when
her eyes fell on the envelope which her husband had
tossed on the table. Mechanically she picked
it up and glanced at the superscription. The
writing was thin as hair, but the lettering was larger
than is usual, abrupt and angular. To anyone
else it would have suggested nothing particular, save,
perhaps, the idea that it had been formed with the
point of a tack; but to Eden it was luminous with intimations.
Into the palms of her hands came a sudden moisture,
the color left her cheeks, for a second she stood
irresolute, the envelope in her trembling hold, then,
as though coerced by another than herself, she ran
to a bell and rang it.
In a moment the butler appeared.
To conceal her agitation Eden had gone to the piano.
There were some loose sheets of music on the lid and
these she pretended to examine. “Is that
you, Harris?” she asked, without turning her
head. “Harris, that man that brought the
note for Mr. Usselex this evening was the one that
came on Monday with the note for Mr. Arnswald, was
it not?”
“I beg pardon, ma’am.”
Eden reconstructed the question and repeated it.
“It was a young person, ma’am,”
Harris answered. “A lady’s maid, most
likely. She was here before on Monday evening,
just before dinner, ma’am. She brought
a letter and said there was no answer. I gave
it to Mr. Usselex.”
“To Mr. Arnswald, you mean.”
“No, ma’am; it was for Mr. Usselex.”
Eden clutched at the piano. Through
the sheet of music which she held she saw that note
again. The handwriting was identical with the
one on the envelope. But each word it contained
was a separate flame, and each flame was burning little
round holes in her heart and eating it away. It
was very evident to her now. She had been tricked
from the first. She had been lied to and deceived.
It behooved her now to be very cool. It was on
business indeed that he had left her! Unconsciously
she recalled Mrs. Manhattan’s aphorism about
business and other men’s wives, and to her mouth,
which the smile had deserted, came a sneer.
He is with her now, she told herself;
well, let him be. In a sudden gust of anger she
tore the sheet of music in two, and tossing it from
her, turned.
At the door the butler still stood,
awaiting her commands.
“You may go,” she said,
shortly. The shadow which twice that day she had
eluded was before her. But she made no effort
now to escape. It was welcome. She eyed
it a moment. Her teeth were set, her muscles
contracted. Then grasping it as Vulcan did, she
forged it into steel.
About her on either side were wastes
of black, and in the goaf, by way of clearing, but
one thing was discernible, the fealty of Adrian.
To save her from pain he had taken the letter on himself;
he had accepted her contempt that he might assure
her peace of mind. Through the dismal farce which
had been played at her expense his loyalty constituted
the one situation which was deserving of praise.
With a gesture she dismissed her husband; it was as
though he had ceased to exist. It was not him
that she had espoused; it was a figure garbed in fine
words. She had detected the travesty, the mask
had fallen, with the actor she was done. She
had never been mated, and now she was divorced.
And as she stood, her hands clenched and pendant,
the currents of her thought veering from master to
clerk, the portiere furthermost from her was drawn
aside, the butler appeared an instant in the doorway,
he mumbled a name, Dugald Maule entered the room,
and the portiere fell back.
“I made sure of finding you,”
he announced jauntily, as he approached.
He took her hand in his and raised
it to his lips. In his button-hole was a flower,
and in his breath the odor of Creme de Menthe.
It was evident that he had just dined. “Your
man tells me that Mr. Usselex is not at home,”
he continued. “I fancied he might be going
to the assembly too. I see that you are.
You look like a queen of old time. No, but you
are simply stunning.”
He stepped back that he might the
better enjoy the effect. Eden had sunk on the
lounge again. In and out from her skirt a white
slipper, butterflied with gold, moved restlessly.
“But you are pale,” he
added. “What is it?” He had scanned
her face its pallor was significant to
him; but it was the nervousness of the slipper that
prompted the question. To his thinking there was
nothing more talkative than the foot of a pretty woman.
Eden shrugged her shoulders.
“I didn’t expect you,” she said;
“I am sure that I wouldn’t have received
you if I had.”
“Ah, that is hardly gracious now.”
“Besides, your reputation is deplorable.”
“No one has any reputation,
nowadays,” Maule answered, with the air of a
man describing the state of the weather. “You
hear the most scandalous things about everyone.
Who has been talking against me? A woman, I wager.
Do you know what hell is paved with?”
“Not with your good intentions, I am positive.”
“It is paved with women’s
tongues. That is what it is paved with. What
am I accused of now?”
“As if I knew or cared.
In my opinion you are depraved, and that is sufficient.”
“Why do you call me depraved?
You are not fair. Depravity is synonymous with
the unnatural. Girls in short frocks don’t
interest me. Never yet have I loitered in the
boudoir of a cocotte. Corydon was not a gentleman
whom I would imitate. Neither was Narcissus.
On the other hand, I like refined women. I have
an unquestionable admiration for a pretty face.
What man whose health is good has not? If capacity
for such admiration constitutes depravity, then depraved
I am.” He paused. “H’m,”
he muttered to himself, “there’s nothing
of the Joseph about me.”
But he might have continued his speech
aloud. Eden had ceased to hear, her thoughts
were far away. He looked at her inquiringly.
“Something is the matter,”
he said at last. “What has happened?”
Eden aroused herself ever so little
from her reverie. “Nothing,” she
answered. “I wish you would go away.”
“Something is the matter,”
he insisted. “Tell me what is troubling
you. Who is there to whom you can turn more readily
than to me? Eden, you forget so easily.
For months I was at your side. And abruptly, a
rumor, a whisper, a wind that passes took you from
me. Eden, I have not changed. Nor
have you ceased to preside over my life. It is
idle and useless enough, I know. With your aid
it would have been less valueless, I think; but such
as it is, it is wholly yours. Tell me, what it
is that troubles you.”
And Eden, influenced either by the
caress of the words or that longing which in moments
of mental anguish forces us to voice the affliction,
though it be but to a wall, looked in his face and
answered:
“A hole has been dug in my heart,
and in that hole is hate.”
“Hate? Why, hate is a mediaeval
emotion; you don’t know what it means.”
And as he spoke he told himself she was mad.
“Do I not? Ah, do I not?”
She beat a measure on her knee with her fingers, and
her eyes roamed from Maule to the ceiling and then
far into space. “There is one whom I think
of now; could I see him smitten with agony such as
no mortal ever felt before, his eyes filled with spectres,
his brain aflame could I see that and know
it to be my work, I should lie down glad and willing,
and die of delight.”
She stood up and turned to him again.
“Do I not know what hatred means?”
“Eden, you understand it so
well that your conception of love must be clearer
still.”
“Love, indeed!” She laughed
disdainfully. “Why, love is a fever that
ends with a yawn. Love! Why, men used to
die of love. Now they buy it as they buy their
hats, ready-made.”
“Then I am in that fever now Hush!
here is your husband. The tenor wasn’t
half bad, I admit. Mr. Usselex, I am glad to see
you.”
Maule had risen at Usselex’s
entrance and made a step forward to greet him.
“I stopped on my way to Delmonico’s,”
he added, lightly. “I made sure you were
both going.”
“Yes,” Usselex answered.
“The carriage is at the door now. We can
give you a lift if you care to.”
He turned to Eden. “Shall I ring for your
wrap?”
For one second Eden looked her husband
straight in the eyes. And for one second she
stood dumb, impenetrable as Fate, then gathering the
folds of her dress in one hand, she answered in a
tone which was perfectly self-possessed, “I
have changed my mind,” and swept from the room.