Harold Lounsbury found to his surprise
that they were not to start at once. It soon
became evident that Bill had certain other matters
on his mind.
“Build a fire and put on some
water to heat fill up every pan you have,”
he instructed Sindy. He himself began to cram
their little stove with wood. Harold watched
with ill-concealed anxiety.
“What’s that for?” he asked at last.
Bill straightened up and faced him.
“You didn’t think I was going to take
you looking like you do, do you into Virginia’s
presence? The first thing on the program is a
bath.”
Harold flushed: the red glow
was evident even through the sooty accumulation on
his face. “It seems to me you’re
going a little outside your authority as Miss Tremont’s
representative. I don’t know that I need
to have any hillbilly tell me when I need a bath.”
“Yes?” Bill’s eyes
twinkled for the first time during their
talk. “Hillbilly is right in
contrast to a cultured gentleman of cities. But
let me correct you. You may not know it, but
I do. And you need one now.” He
turned once more to Sindy. “And see what
you can do about this gentleman’s clothes, too;
if he’s got any clean underwear or any other
togs, load ’em out.”
“Anything else?” Harold asked sarcastically.
“Several things. Have you got any kind
of a razor?”
“No. I don’t want one either.”
“Better look around and find
one. If you don’t, I’ll be obliged
to shave you with my jackknife and it will
be inclined to pull. It’s sharp enough
for skinning grizzlies but not for that growth
of yours. And I’ll try to trim your hair
up for you a little, too. When you bathe, bathe
all over don’t spare your face or
your hair. Water may seem strange at first,
but you’ll get used to it. And I’ll
go over and sit with Joe Robinson and his friend until
you are ready. The surroundings are more appetizing.
If you can polish yourself well in an hour, we’ll
make it through to-night.”
Harold’s heart burned, but he
acquiesced. Then Bill turned and left him to
his ablutions.
Less than an hour later Harold came
mushing up the lean-to where Bill waited. And
the hour had wrought a profound and amazing change
in the man’s appearance. He had conscientiously
gone to work to cleanse himself, and he had succeeded.
His hair, dull before, was a glossy dark-brown now;
he had shaved off the matted growth about his lips,
leaving only a small, neat mustache; his hair was trimmed
and carefully parted. The man’s skin had
also resumed its natural shade.
For the first time Bill realized that
Harold was really a rather handsome man. His
features were much more regular than Bill’s own.
The lips were fine, just a little too
fine, in fact, giving an intangible but unmistakable
hint of cruelty. The only thing that had not
changed was his eyes. They were as smoldering
and wolfish as ever.
By Bill’s instructions he had
loaded his back with blankets, his pistol was at his
belt, and he carried a thirty-five rifle in the hollow
of his arm.
“I’m ready,” he said gruffly.
“I’m glad to hear it.”
Bill glanced at his watch. “It’s
late, but by mushing fast we can make it in by dark.
I told Virginia that I’d likely need an extra
day at least she’ll think I’ve
worked fast. She’d know it if
she had seen how you looked an hour ago. I was
counting on finding you somewhere along the Yuga.”
“We moved up a few weeks ago.”
“There’s one other thing,
before we start. I want you to tell these understrappers
of yours to take that squaw and clear out of Clearwater.
Tell ’em to take her back where she belongs to
Buckshot Dan. He’ll take her in, all right.
I’ve been working in Miss Tremont’s interests
until now now I’m working in my own.
This happens to be my trapping country. If
I come back in a few weeks and find them still here
there’s apt to be some considerable shedding
of a bad mixture of bad blood. In other words skin
out while you yet can.”
The half-breeds, understanding perfectly,
looked to Harold for confirmation. The latter
had already learned several lessons of importance
this day, and he didn’t really care to learn
any more. His answer was swift.
“Go, as he says,” Harold directed.
Their dark faces grew sullen.
The idea was evidently not to their favor.
Then one asked a question in the Indian vernacular.
Bill was alert at once. Here
was a situation that he couldn’t handle.
Harold glanced once at his face, saw by his expression
that he was baffled, and answered in the same language.
From the tone of his voice Bill would have said that
he uttered a promise.
Once more the Indian questioned, and
Harold hesitated an instant, as if seeking an answer.
It seemed to the other white man that his eye fell
to the rifle that Bill carried. Then he spoke
again, gesturing. The gesture that he made was
four fingers, as if in an instinctive motion, held
before the Indian’s eyes. Then he announced
that he was ready to go.
The afternoon was almost done when
they started out. The distant trees were already
dim; phantoms were gathered in the spaces between the
trunks. The two mushed swiftly through the snow.
Bill had enough memory of that glance
to his rifle to prefer to walk behind, keeping a close
eye on Harold. Yet he could see no reason on
earth why the man should make any attempt upon his
life. The trip was to Harold’s own advantage.
He had plenty of time to think in
the long walk to his cabin. Only the snowy forest
lay about him: the only sound was the crunch of
their shoes in the snow, and there was nothing to
distract him. Now that it was evident that Harold
had no designs upon his life, he walked with bowed
head, a dark luster in his eyes.
He had fulfilled his contract and
found the missing man. Even now he was showing
him the way to Virginia. He wondered if he had
been a fool to have sacrificed his own happiness for
an unworthy rival. The world grew dreary and
dark about him.
He had tried to hide his own tragedy
by a mask of brusqueness, even a grim humor when he
had given his orders to Harold. But he hadn’t
deceived himself. His heart had been leading
within him. Now he even felt the beginnings
of bitterness, but he crushed them down with all the
power of his will. He mustn’t let himself
grow bitter, at least, black and hating
and jealous. Rather he must follow his star,
believe yet in its beauty and its fidelity, and never
look at it through glasses darkly. He must take
what fate had given him and be content, a
few wonderful weeks that could never come again.
He had had his fling of happiness; the day was at
an end.
It was true. As if by a grim
symbolism, darkness fell over Clearwater. The
form in front of him grew dim, ghostly, yet well he
knew its reality. The distant trunks blurred,
faded, and were obliterated; the trees, swept and
hidden by the snow, were like silent ghosts that faded;
the whole vista was like a scene in a strange and tragic
dream.
The silence seemed to press him down
like a malignant weight. The mysterious and
eerie sorrow of the northern night went home to him
as never before.
He knew all too well the outcome of
this day’s work. There would be a few
little moments of gratitude from Virginia; perhaps
in the joy of the reunion she would even forget to
give him this. He would try to smile at her,
to wish her happiness; he would fight to make his voice
sound like his own. She would take Harold to
her heart the same as ever. He had not the least
hope of any other consummation. Now that Harold
was shaved and clean he was a handsome youth, and
all the full sweep of her old love would go to him
in an instant. In fact, her love had already
gone to him across thousands of miles of
weary wasteland and through that love she
had come clear up to these terrible wilds to find
him.
His speech, his bearing seemed already
changed. He was remembering that he was a gentleman,
one of Virginia’s own kind. He already
looked the part. Perhaps he was already on the
way toward true regeneration. It was better that
he should be, for Virginia’s happiness.
Her happiness this had been the motive
and the theme of Bill’s work clear through:
it was his one consolation now. In a few days
the snow crust would be firm enough to trust, and
hand in hand they would go down toward Bradleyburg.
He would see the joy in their faces, the old luster
of which he himself had dreamed in Virginia’s
eyes. But it would not flow out to him.
The holy miracle would not raise him from the dead.
He would serve her to the last, and when at length
they saw the roofs and tottering chimneys of Bradleyburg
she would go out of his work and out of his life,
never to return. In their native city Harold
Lounsbury would take his old place. He’s
have his uncle’s fortune to aid him in is struggle
for success. The test of existence was not so
hard down there; he might be wholly able to hold Virginia’s
respect and love, and make her happy. Such was
Bill’s last prayer.
They were nearing the cabin now.
They saw the candlelight, like a pale ghost, in the
window. Virginia was still up, reading, perhaps,
before the fire. She didn’t guess what
happiness Bill was bringing her across the snow.
Bill could fancy her, bright eyes
intent, face a little thoughtful, perhaps, but tender
as the eyes of angels. He could see her hair
burnished in the candlelight, the soft, gracious beauty
of her face. Her lips, too, he couldn’t
forget those lips of hers. A shudder of cold
passed over his frame.
He strode forward and put his hand
on Harold’s arm. “Wait,” he
commanded. “There’s one thing more.”
Harold paused, and the darkness was
not so dense but that this face was vaguely revealed,
sullen and questioning.
“There’s one thing more,”
Bill repeated again. “I’ve brought
you here. I’ve given you your chance for
redemption. God knows if I had my choice I’d
have killed you first. She’s not going
to know about the squaw, unless you tell her.
These matters are all for you to decide, I won’t
interfere.”
He paused, and Harold waited.
And his eager ears caught the faint throb of feeling
in the low, almost muttered notes.
“But don’t forget I’m
there,” he went on. “I work for her until
she goes out of my charge and I’m her guide,
her protector, the guardian of her happiness.
That’s all I care about her happiness.
I don’t know whether or not I did wrong to
bring a squaw man to her but if you’re
man enough to hold her love and make her happy, it
doesn’t matter. But I give one
warning.”
His voice changed. It took on
a quality of infinite and immutable prophecy In the
darkness and the silence, the voice might have come
from some higher realm, speaking the irrevocable will
of the forest gods.
“She’ll be more or less
in your power at times, up here. I won’t
be with you every minute. But if you take one
jot of advantage of that fact either in
word or deed I’ll break you and smash
you and kill you in my hands!”
He waited an instant for the words
to go home. Harold shivered as if with cold.
And because in his mind already lay the vision of
their meeting, he uttered one more sentence of instructions.
He was a strong man, this son of the forest and
no man dared deny the trait but he could
not steel himself to see that first kiss. The
sight of the girl, fluttering and enraptured in Harold’s
arms, the soft loveliness of her lips on his, was
more than he could bear.
“Go on in,” he said. “She’s
waiting for you.”
And she was. She had waited
six years, dreaming all the while of his return.
Harold went in, and left his savior to the doubtful
mercy of the winter forest, the darkness that had
crept into his heart, and the hush that might have
been the utter silence of death itself had it not
been for the image of a faint, enraptured cry, the
utterance of dreams come true, within the cabin door.